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After a long flight arrived at my Phuket hotel about 9pm. Had a guy off Grindr there in 30 minutes breeding my hole. That should help with the jet lag.

I wish more tops would tell me specifically how they perceive my asshole when they’re fucking me as when they do it gives me a real buzz that is better than the encouragement I get from an ‘oh, yes’, ‘fuck that’s good’ or whatever. I don’t know why it’s good to hear it but know I’ve liked hearing it’s warm, tight or, yesterday, that it’s smooth. Sometimes, I’ll squeeze on the inward thrust and am not always sure how the top perceives or appreciates this if they don’t say - years ago I assumed guys would like it until a guy with an especially large cock told me to stop as it was making me too tight (having a thick cock myself I came better to understand this in later years). So I sometimes ask tops whether they like this but often don’t hear what they reply if they reply at all, as they’re often in a kind of focused trance. when I top I know I perceive guys’ holes differently. But I think it has to do as much with my own mood and hardness. I’ve become a little wary of telling bottoms after a bad experience with one fuck buddy when I messaged him to postpone a hookup as I would not be hard enough for his tight hole as I’d just come. The message was meant kindly, and I know of other guys being pleased to be told their hole is tight, but he described me as treating his body like a piece of meat. I admit my communication skills in email often come over as a bit cold but I was really upset that I had caused such offence at such a description (standing him up also annoyed him, but that was why I was messaging him in advance, but in the end I think I realised I had been a bit of a jerk).

These examples of hook ups that are set up then ghosted are so depressingly familiar. They drive me off the apps for a time, although I always go back. I’ve enjoyed reading these posts as these always leaves me wondering about the motivations (and vowing to be less gullible). Since we are unlikely to hear directly from these losers (or not believe them), perhaps some buddy of a serial time-wasting ghoster will reveal what’s going on some day!

I remember hunting through Penthouse magazines, and H&E nudist mags, at a secondhand bookstore when I was about 16 looking for pictures of cocks. I’d only buy the Penthouse magazines, and I got quite a stash, as I could pass them off as straight. They’d occasionally have raunchy letters having a bisexual theme or describing some young guy to get me off. Proper gay porn I only saw when I was about 26 by importing videotapes by mail order from the Netherlands. Boys in the Sand was one of my favourites.

Trip to the sauna looked like it was going to be a write off when suddenly things turned around. I’d been there an hour with only a bit of sucking when I get a soft cock poking through the glory hole. It was quite a mouthful and when it was hard I could see its mushroom head made it even wider. When I judged the time was right I removed my lips and lined my asshole across the gloryhole. After a bit of delay, I think to lube his cock, I was feeling his delicious girthy meat squeeze and force its way into my hole. It was a great fuck but no load. Next I was in the steam room. Only one guy there so I made my moved and touched his leg. No resistance so I moved in with hands and mouth. Another large cock, this one attached to a hot brown young guy, Latino or Asian I couldn’t quite tell in the semi-darkness. After sucking him I asked if he’d like to fuck. With his yes I moved onto his lap and eased his thick cock into me. i took a pass out for a meal and returned 3 hours later. This time the action moved upstairs to the private rooms. I was groping and sucking an older gentleman with a big cock when a younger Asian guy coaxed us both into a private room. He was determined to get fucked by the gentleman’s thick cock and my own. I was dismayed when he insisted that we wear condoms but went along to be accommodating. After we,d nothing fucked him I encouraged the old guy to fuck me which caused the Asian guy to leave for some reason. After he’d fucked me with a condom I asked him to go raw which he was keen to do. It was good to take the big raw cock. He asked if he could cum and I told him I wanted his load which I duly received.

Probably too late for your trip but I’ve had most success with Grindr and Hornet. Also some use of BBRTS.

I’ve had DoxyPEP for 4 months now, and learning to use it in a way that seems appropriate to me I.e. that follows the instructions I’ve been given and that doesn’t overuse it. What has worked really well has been where I have sex on Friday-Sunday and I take the meds on Monday. That has naturally worked several times and occasionally I’ve gone out hunting for another hookup to make a three day stretch! What I’ve found most difficult in respect to aligning DoxyPEP use to higher risk sex is where I’ve just had a single sucking session with no cumming in my mouth. I realise I can get STIs from sucking (and have in the past) but haven’t bothered to take DoxyPEP. I worry that maybe I’m being too restrictive and perhaps I should take it every time. I wonder what guys that are more experienced with DoxyPEP think.

Took a friend for a 3 day road trip. I made the accomodation bookings which all featured one double bed. First night settled for rimming him, sucking him off and swallowing his cum. Second night he fucked and bred me mumbling something about a boyfriend.

I went to the same session, it was sure busy. I did better than usual topping 6 times, bottoming 5 times, and taking one load. I did best this time on the fuck bench in one of the dark rooms which goes in waves being packed for 10 minutes with a changing cast of 10 or 12 guys to being empty for 10 minutes then busy again. I found that if there was only one guy there bent over I could fuck him for a minute or two and soon the room was buzzing again and I could pause from topping, let someone else have a turn on the guy I was fucking and I could crouch up on the fuck bench alongside to get my hole fucked. My best stretch that afternoon was feeling 3 guys’ cocks entering in turns and pounding me - I never saw who they were but could only guess their height by whether they wanted my ass higher or lower. One left his load in me.

I’m visiting another city and contacted a couple of past Grindr hookups in advance saying I’d be in town. Both were interested but as I only had one night in town I’d have some juggling of time slots to do. One guy was a ‘discreet’ type easily scared away but with a good cock and body I didn’t want to miss out on, the other guy was one of my all time favourites and had to have priority. Both were going to top me I thought. Last night was my night in town. I unexpectedly became available earlier than expected and eventually arranged to be at the first guys home at 7pm, the other guy was arranged to come to my hotel after 9pm. While driving to the hookup the second guy messaged me at Grindr asking room number and I had to say I was temporarily unavailable which led to a playful exchange where he wanted to know cock size of the guy fucking me etc. I got to first guys place 5 minutes later and we were soon naked. After I’d sucked him hard he started fucking me raw with my legs in air after which we switched and I fucked him in the same position. He screamed a bit when the cock first went in as my cock is pretty thick but he settled down in a minute or two. I’d told him I wanted to rim so he had me rim him then. At his request I alternated between rimming then shoving my cock in and ramming for a minute or two before rimming again. He was in ecstasy. We then switched to him fucking me doggy them me fucking him doggy. However by this stage he was flagging and so we called it a day, neither of us having come, but I was happy to save something for my next hookup. As I stepped back in my car I checked a message on Grindr. The second guy said that he was close by and instead of coming to my hotel downtown why didn’t I stop by for a quickie.it turned out he lived in the next street. He shared his apartment with two other guys so I was fairly quiet as he let me into his somewhat darkened room. He was also an Asian guy, but very short, really fit with a smallish cock. He’d earlier messaged to say he wanted me to suck him really hard so that’s where I started. Then he was pounding me with my legs in the air which he continued to do for a long time. I could feel his legs which were rock hard as he is really fit. He kept saying how much he loved my hole which was great feedback as his cock was quite thin and the other guy had been stretching my hole minutes before. He said he was close to cumming but hoped to go longer as he was enjoying it so much. So he kept going but then rammed a big load as deep inside me as his cock would reach.

I think a minimum of 5. But it has to be 5 active participants, I don’t think someone who just watches can be part of the quorum. I agree with others that if there’s just one bottom with 4 tops fucking him that is a gangbang and not strictly an orgy. Qualitatively, I think there needs to be some interchange not necessarily involving everyone but at least some crossover. What I mean is if three couples are in the same room just fucking their own partner that doesn’t seem like an orgy to me. There needs at the very least to be some caressing of a non-partner, so it has a group activity vibe.

It’s funny how hormones and fantasies work but for me it was, ironically, a girl who aroused my gay interest. I still don’t really know how that works. It was Kristy McNichol in the series Family from 1976. Funny I have no recollection of the show but can still recall her as a ‘tomboy’. I could imagine her as a boy and have little doubt I may have jerked off to her image in my head. I actually can’t recall any male celebrities I lusted over at the time though I knew I was gay.

I took 64 loads in my ass in 2024, a record for me (2 more than the previous year). I deposited 8 loads in other guys’ asses, my best in years but well down on 28 loads in 2019. I took 6 loads in my mouth, not very many perhaps but still a record for me, beating the 4 loads of the previous year.

I started this post 4 years ago and had hardly ever rimmed in my life, only a few times, and had not been rimmed by other guys that often either. I since found that I really enjoyed it and rimmed 20 guys last year. I prefer to rim, rather than be rimmed, it’s the thrill of giving pleasure to a partner in the most intimate way.

Urban Dictionary describes a ‘flake’ essentially as someone who promises to hang out with you and then cancels at the last minute. We’ve all experienced that on the apps and it can be infuriating especially if you’ve invested effort in preparation, forgone other opportunities and are really looking forward to it. However, ‘flake’ doesn’t quite do justice to some of the bad behaviour sometimes encountered and I wondered if there is a better word to describe these guys. First of all, many don’t cancel they agree to hook up and then merely block you. I guess that is ghosting although since they’ve agreed to meet up that label is insufficient too. Last night I was a 5 minute walk from a bottom who‘d agreed to be fucked, he gave me the street address but blocked me 2 minutes away. I think he was just nervous and I shrugged and headed home but it has happened before. Once when a guy in an apartment block was watching from somewhere to decide if he liked my look in person. Another time it was some kind of prank and I was sent to someone else’s address (I realised when the elevator was locked and the person sending detailed and real time instructions had no advice then blocked). It seems too generous to call some of these guys ‘flakes’, which is a term better applied to an unreliable friend who remains a friend notwithstanding the unreliability, but they seem to fall into a more callous or even cruel category.