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  1. Honestly, I have never felt it either. A lot of times I have to ask my top if he finished. (Sometimes it's not obvious.) I think we are made to believe that "a volley of cum" is something to be felt and experienced in what is really a tight, narrow space. I blame erotic fiction for this - it's part of the reading experience. Make the reader feel like they are there, and describe the moment, and it's a good frame of reference. But does it really feel like that? Do you really feel his toxic seed hit the walls of your rectal cavity? Nah. Probably just oozes out quickly unless the top has an exceptional shooting skill, which many, sadly, do not.
  2. I'm currently talking to a poz breeder in Seattle. He wants me badly.

    I am in so much trouble. 😈

    Now I have a choice to make: the bug, or my porn career (which is finally beginning to go somewhere). 

    Decisions, decisions...

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    2. Tavros

      Tavros

      The problem is some performers and producers don’t want to film with hiv+ men undetectable or not. And I think hiding an sti from the porn industry would get you in a shit ton of trouble 

    3. leatherpunk16

      leatherpunk16

      What would be the point of converting to go on meds straight away? We chase to get it. I intend to stay off meds for a year after conversion. There would be very few performers that would want to work with me in that condition, and fewer studios. Sure, Treasure Island or Charged Up Media would put me in stuff, but why get bugged to work for only those two studios? It makes no sense, especially if it ends up being only one time. 

    4. billy88666

      billy88666

      Guess it then depends on what's more important to you for now. If you stand to make a decent living out of the porn, it would be stupid to chase ATM. I presume that if you do eventually convert and stay off meds for a year, you either intend to gift others or collect strains.

      For some, the sole purpose of chasing is to get it. There are a lot of guys who convert and they are satisfied at that, as if it was simply a box ticking exercise. They're not looking to gift and go straight to meds. Some want every bug they can get so they can share them with others. Some want med resistant strains and their aim is to go "full blown". There are guys that will go for the direct route with a simple blood exchange.  I don't question anyone's motive for chasing or their methods.

      I've chatted in the past with a guy in the Netherlands that makes a very good living out of escorting and selling his seed. He caters to guys who want to convert and are looking for for a handsome man who will provide them with what they are looking for. He did porn before he converted but the money merely supplemented his income as it wasn't enough to live on and he continued to work in the health service. His "personal services"  include gifting but he caters to guys with a wide range of kinks. He's heavily inked and a hardcore smoker into BDSM, leather and rubber. I found him fascinating to talk with. The last time we chatted he said he converted around 10 years ago and has never gone on meds. He does keep an eye on his own health and regularly check his viral load and CD4 levels. I was never gauche enough to ask how much he earned 🙂

       

       

       

       

       

       

       

       

       

  3. I generally don't have bad sex stories - if they are unsatisfactory, I tend to not remember them. This one, however, is recent enough that I do remember. During my first week in Seattle, I was living out of a hotel. A fisting pig approached me (probably through Recon), and came to my room. We chatted for nearly 30 minutes, I wore a red wrestling singlet and matching jock and red socks. This guy was definitely bugged, and that's probably what drew my initial interest. The back and forth was pretty good, and I expected a great time between us. I mixed up the last of the J-lube, and got him naked. He knelt on the bed and bent over. I had a look at his hole. Did not look blown out from years of fisting, but maybe it just didn't show. Maybe it's been a while. Maybe he's all talk. (I quickly found out that it was the latter.) I gave him my good poppers, and slowly applied the lube. Got my hand good and covered. I got no more than two fingers into him when he suddenly leapt up, said "It's not gonna happen tonight," and before I knew what happened, he was dressed and running out the door. In his haste, he left behind his mobile phone. I'm standing there, dumbfounded, with a handful of wasted J-lube, and wondering what just happened. A couple minutes later, he dashes back into the room, grabs his phone, and leaves without a word. I heard his thunderous footsteps as he pounded down the hall in a hasty retreat. This led to me calling up someone else who was interested, but fighting was his fetish, and that was even worse. I'm not skilled enough to really punish someone physically, and he wanted to beat the snot out of me. Doesn't do any penetrative sex, which isn't what he advertised. Two shitty encounters in the same night. Here's the fucked-up part: The alleged fist pig hit me up a week later, and asked to try again. I told him no. The fighting guy had nothing to say to me until months later when he asked if I knew where he could score some meth. I blocked his ass. Welcome to the PNW, right? LOL
  4. I got NOTHING off of the Sapphire. Disappointing. I also have a few remaining drops of their TRIPLE Scorpio, IML 2019 edition. Still good for a short burst, but after two years, it has lost a great deal of its potency. It was amazing stuff. Bought it, went to the Cumunion party, and sucked down almost half the bottle. LOL
  5. Seattle Steamworks is having Cumunion party tonight. 

    I'm tempted to go, but I don't do well in those places. 

    Would it be worth the expense? Convince me to go. Whatever it takes. 

    Or not go. I'm alive to the risks.

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    2. akula

      akula

      try club z sleezier crowd

    3. NWUSHorny

      NWUSHorny

      I still think you should go.  It will be among your best opportunities to find someone to fuck with in Seattle.

    4. leatherpunk16

      leatherpunk16

      It's the day after. I'm glad I didn't go. I met someone! We had a date, and it was wonderful. Probably the best one I've had in quite some time. He's cute, sweet and kind, we share a lot of similar history, and while we didn't sleep together this time, I'd like to think we will in time, and I won't need to go to sex parties to fill the void in my life. 

      But if it doesn't work out, there is always next time. Gives covid a little more time to fuck off already.

  6. Maybe gauge the scrotum? A nice big open ring the skin could be really sexy.
  7. I envy you guys who can go out and get sex with anyone who wants to share their hole or dick. Despite my presence in gay porn, I am not really that much of a whore. I would LIKE to be, but it just doesn't happen. Are my standards too high? Am I not a sexual person? Do I give off vibes that I'm not interested in that, or that I'm not available? 

    The laws of attraction have never applied to me. On the rare occasions when they do, I am frequently disappointed. He's not available. He's straight. He has a boyfriend and doesn't play with others. He's just not my type. He's far too mature for me. He's really a shitty person. Something like that. 

    What can I do to reverse this? Because I want to be a big ol' ho, and I wish I were. He won't appear at my door - I must take a chance. But I end up disappointed when I do. Becomes a wasted investment, and I can think of better things to do than spin my wheels for mediocre dick. Help me out here. How do the rest of you do it?

    1. akula

      akula

      Welcome to the PNW

    2. switch2

      switch2

      i hear those same things almost every day

    3. leatherpunk16

      leatherpunk16

      So I'm not alone in this? I don't think it's a PNW thing - it happened back home, too, except that guys were in the closet and usually married. Made it too challenging to juggle all the balls - quite literally and figuratively! LOL

      This is why I think the problem is me. I changed my sky, but nothing really improved.

  8. Yes, definitely some interest in reading more of this. Thanks for sharing!
  9. Totally! In my teens, I did practically nothing. A kid with very limited resources and unsure of his sexuality, I think that's completely normal. When my 20s came around, I was a pearl-clutcher. The slightest suggestion of sexual activity shocked and embarrassed me, and I overdramatized it to the point that I actually started BELIEVING in my bullshit. This is one reason I didn't come out until I was 29. Then I met a piggy couple, and we fucked regularly, and that helped me explore. And throw away the pearls. LOL Then in my 30s, I kept seeing this couple until they became unavailable to me. And right after that, I went into porn. I was WAY more sexual in my mid-30s, and much happier with my choice. So far in my 40s, I'm almost a nun. I made a couple studio vids, and some assorted Justforfans videos. Haven't really done sex in 2021 for some reason, and it's not because of Covid. Plenty of others are still living the ho life, and I... my place is on the sidelines. 😭 It sucks, and I know I can do better than this.
  10. My film with Michael Phoenix, "Feeding the Homeless", shows me not enjoying his thick cock. That dude really hurt me. You might be able to find it somewhere that's not his website, but if you're interested (and other searches fail), check out michaelphoenixxx.com. It was several years ago, so it may be buried on that site.
  11. That sounds a little like me. I am not a fisting bottom and probably never WILL be. But there are times when I've been so thoroughly fucked or toyed or douched that when I have to go, I'm practically running to the bathroom holding my buttcheeks. It looks more comical than anything, but if I wouldn't do the high-knee running thing... lol And when it comes out, it's like a torrent. The post-douche is the worst for me. Volcanic. And yes, having that distinction is awesome. Both are fun for different reasons.
  12. He had a good time. Don't poo on that.
  13. Also, when seeking a partner, don't let your eyes be bigger than your hole. He needn't have a monster dick, and for your first time bottoming, definitely don't look for that. It can have two major negatives: one, sets a false expectation for later when you bottom again with someone else. And two, he might be strong enough to rip you apart and you don't ever bottom again by choice. Average size dick is a safe and reasonable choice.
  14. Yes, it's possible. I've had black men. I've also had Latino men. And a Persian. Men are men. Some are better endowed than others. Most of my men had their good points, and it wasn't always a monster dick. Some of them I had a really great connection with, and his race was beside the point.
  15. I'm definitely single, and in no relationship. Haven't had a serious one, or even the start of one, since my husband died.
  16. It's odd that he wasn't fucked, but just exposed to the toxic secretions when he escaped through the vent. That's enough to cause his hormones to go haywire and change him at a molecular level? I am wondering what form his transformation will take - and whether he will surpass the Alpha in doing so.
  17. That was my first expectation of the events. Last we heard from them, they sounded laboured and Karl gave an odd grunt. But as the scene concluded, the others turned up (though unnamed), and watched Alvarez and the Alpha wrap up Andy's rape. Maybe the others were occupied with Shiro and Karl? Either scenario is entirely possible. I wonder what terrible fate awaits Grey.
  18. We don't have permission to see it? That makes me a saaaaad panda.
  19. Ah! A new direction! New characters! And the absence of that claustrophobic science lab. Yay! Given the length of time between things, can we safely call this Season 2 of the story? LOL
  20. This is actually what the Prep was designed for. So if one finds themselves in such a situation, they can still be a ho and do so with no headaches about it. If you're doing Prep and taking it correctly, your chances of exposure are almost zero.
  21. I have a different issue with notifications. I'm getting them, but they are often from people who follow me. I don't follow them, but I see what they post in. Find that kind of annoying because it's often stuff I haven't even posted in, and don't care about. The majority of my notifications are from blackrobe and muscledhorse (I know I follow one of them, but I'm too lazy to look up which, and they can post whatever they like.)
  22. It totally counts, and you are DEFINITELY one of us.
  23. Made a new video! "Gunge Bless America" will be on my Justfor.fans page tomorrow (Saturday). DM me if you want the link to subscribe and view my sloppy stuff! Or if you have ideas for future videos. I need some new ideas.
  24. Welcome to the website, buddy! 

  25. Got a bunch of them! Leather/rubber gear. Cigars - the bigger the better. Cigarettes are okay if a hot muscle man/boy is smoking them. I also like piss, fisting, gunge, toys, poz breeding, barebacking, and (of course) a muscle growth fetish. And tattoos. Do I have a thing for pain? Because most of these hurt on SOME level. LOL
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