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I'm currently talking to a poz breeder in Seattle. He wants me badly.
I am in so much trouble. 😈
Now I have a choice to make: the bug, or my porn career (which is finally beginning to go somewhere).
Decisions, decisions...
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The problem is some performers and producers don’t want to film with hiv+ men undetectable or not. And I think hiding an sti from the porn industry would get you in a shit ton of trouble
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What would be the point of converting to go on meds straight away? We chase to get it. I intend to stay off meds for a year after conversion. There would be very few performers that would want to work with me in that condition, and fewer studios. Sure, Treasure Island or Charged Up Media would put me in stuff, but why get bugged to work for only those two studios? It makes no sense, especially if it ends up being only one time.
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Guess it then depends on what's more important to you for now. If you stand to make a decent living out of the porn, it would be stupid to chase ATM. I presume that if you do eventually convert and stay off meds for a year, you either intend to gift others or collect strains.
For some, the sole purpose of chasing is to get it. There are a lot of guys who convert and they are satisfied at that, as if it was simply a box ticking exercise. They're not looking to gift and go straight to meds. Some want every bug they can get so they can share them with others. Some want med resistant strains and their aim is to go "full blown". There are guys that will go for the direct route with a simple blood exchange. I don't question anyone's motive for chasing or their methods.
I've chatted in the past with a guy in the Netherlands that makes a very good living out of escorting and selling his seed. He caters to guys who want to convert and are looking for for a handsome man who will provide them with what they are looking for. He did porn before he converted but the money merely supplemented his income as it wasn't enough to live on and he continued to work in the health service. His "personal services" include gifting but he caters to guys with a wide range of kinks. He's heavily inked and a hardcore smoker into BDSM, leather and rubber. I found him fascinating to talk with. The last time we chatted he said he converted around 10 years ago and has never gone on meds. He does keep an eye on his own health and regularly check his viral load and CD4 levels. I was never gauche enough to ask how much he earned 🙂
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Seattle Steamworks is having Cumunion party tonight.
I'm tempted to go, but I don't do well in those places.
Would it be worth the expense? Convince me to go. Whatever it takes.
Or not go. I'm alive to the risks.
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try club z sleezier crowd
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I still think you should go. It will be among your best opportunities to find someone to fuck with in Seattle.
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It's the day after. I'm glad I didn't go. I met someone! We had a date, and it was wonderful. Probably the best one I've had in quite some time. He's cute, sweet and kind, we share a lot of similar history, and while we didn't sleep together this time, I'd like to think we will in time, and I won't need to go to sex parties to fill the void in my life.
But if it doesn't work out, there is always next time. Gives covid a little more time to fuck off already.
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I envy you guys who can go out and get sex with anyone who wants to share their hole or dick. Despite my presence in gay porn, I am not really that much of a whore. I would LIKE to be, but it just doesn't happen. Are my standards too high? Am I not a sexual person? Do I give off vibes that I'm not interested in that, or that I'm not available?
The laws of attraction have never applied to me. On the rare occasions when they do, I am frequently disappointed. He's not available. He's straight. He has a boyfriend and doesn't play with others. He's just not my type. He's far too mature for me. He's really a shitty person. Something like that.
What can I do to reverse this? Because I want to be a big ol' ho, and I wish I were. He won't appear at my door - I must take a chance. But I end up disappointed when I do. Becomes a wasted investment, and I can think of better things to do than spin my wheels for mediocre dick. Help me out here. How do the rest of you do it?
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Welcome to the PNW
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i hear those same things almost every day
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So I'm not alone in this? I don't think it's a PNW thing - it happened back home, too, except that guys were in the closet and usually married. Made it too challenging to juggle all the balls - quite literally and figuratively! LOL
This is why I think the problem is me. I changed my sky, but nothing really improved.
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