Pozguyinchi

This is what I like about this site. Sometimes you feel you are the only one and then you see posts like this. When I was youn I started to have my sexual awakening with my step dad. Yes it was not appropriate but I have no regrets. When I was about 16 he said to me after one of your sessions where I was insatiable and couldn’t get enough, “ you are an addict.” That stuck with me and for many years I thought because I needed to be bred all the time that there was something wrong with me. It damaged my self worth. My first long term relationship (outside of my dad) was with a man that pozzed me and shared me for drugs with many men for years. That along with my appetite for sex made me feel I was just a couple of holes to use and nothing more. I am now in my 40’s and I am just starting to emerge from that stigma that started so many years ago. I have embraced my sexuality and know that men are men. Our needs are simple. The norms of society have only made me feel less valued. Thank you all for posting your stories. It helps.

(Hand raised) pick me!

That is about it. Lower your expectations as well. They can be hit or miss. From my experiences. Make sure you hydrate well and enjoy.

Great information. I have a 7” plug that I have used for years. It’s not necessary to go that big right away. Start slow and work up to it. Poppers also help. As I type this now I have a plug in me. I will walk the dog, get the car washed and mow the lawn all with the plug in me. Not only will you be training your pussy but it feels good too.

I think you need to use toys. Something to open you up prior to getting bred. I use plugs a lot. Sometimes I go to the adult book store and I play first with this girthy old guys that can’t stay hard long. He opens me up and I am good to take anything that cums my way.

I was at the park yesterday and a Hispanic guy wanted to play. He said first that he was big like 9” and then said he came a lot. Two things I hear a lot from men that rarely rings true. He was accurate on both counts. His dick was nice and thick. He also came and left it in a little longer than normal. I asked if he had cum and he said yeah but I cum a lot and he wanted to make sure I had it all. I never noticed anything different on my car ride home but when I aborted at home it was ALOT of cum. I would never thought a little sickly looking guy could have that much in him. Very pleased.

I know I have at the baths and adult book stores. The normal greeting for a bottom to top is to suck the tops dick. Most tops sample lots of pussy before they breed. Because of this it’s usually left up to the bottom to clean the top prior to breeding. I have also been in group play where multiple bottoms are getting used at a time. We all have to trust each other that we are clean. It’s all part of being a bottom.

I have all but eliminated using hook up sights. I still use sniffies but I find I am using it less and less. It may make me sound like even more of a whore but I do not like the back and fourth conversation. The beauty in being male is we don’t need conversation to get what we need. An example… last night on my way home I stopped off at the Virgil Gilman trail to see if there was any action. I just had backed in and a car pulled up next to me. A black man got out walked down the trail about 100 feet and turned and walked into the woods. I quickly followed. He pulled out his massive and beautiful cock and I assumed the first of two fag poses and got on my knees to suck him. Without speaking he rubbed his hand down my back. To me this is indication for me to get into fag pose number two which is stand, turn around and present my pussy. I did and he pulled lube from his pocket and lubed his massive cock and went to town breeding me. When he finished I pulled my pants up. He pulled his up and we walked out of the woods. Never speaking to each other other at all. This works much better for me than being on an app trying to something up.

Poppers

As a bottom I can say there is nothing better than a cock sliding into my well used pussy.

You are not alone on this. I mentioned earlier in the thread that the feeling of insecurity was internal. I still hook up with guys and wonder if I can satisfy them due to my sloppy cunt. When a top wants to take a break and hasn’t cum yet I often feel I have failed him.

I have commented on this before but I think it’s worth nothing that to be a true bottom you need to expect that you are a receptacle for anything that a man wants to put in you. I just got back from Europe and found I have chlamydia again. This is the second time this year. I expect I will have it at least once again. The down side is that I am out of commission for a couple of weeks. Not ideal but it happens. Over the years I have had countless STI’s they don’t always show themselves the same each time so it’s good to recognize the symptoms when you have them. Bottom line is that men are men and this happens.

I have an older poz daddy that is in his 70’s that bred me yesterday. I could not get enough of his smell. He has a big dick so I spend a lot of time sucking him. His pubes smell so nice. I just nuzzle my nose in them and inhale like they are poppers. I can’t describe the smell only as pure man. He is the type of man that If he wants me I will drop anything I am doing to have him in me. I wish he could bottle his sent.

I use poppers every time I am bred. A 10ml bottle will last me a month. Usually. There are factors that go into that though. When I share sometimes the top doesn’t close the bottle tight or leaves the cap off which is annoying. It should also be kept in a cool dark place so that cans be a factor too.

99% of the men who fuck me are randoms. I usually base how a man will enter me by how he wants oral prior. Sometimes he will push you down and force his cock in your mouth (which I like) and other times he may be verbal and tell me what he wants. Usually men like that use my pussy like a flesh light. I am ok with that. I usually make sure I am really poppered up before he slams in me. That helps. I’m not sure if it’s odd or not but I never feel more like a man than when another man is using me like this.

I have voted on this topic a while ago. I converted by choice at the age of 19. It’s now like a tatoo. It’s just a part of me. A few days ago I was getting bred by a sickly old guy (my type) and when he was getting close I said please breed me. He instinctively said you want to get bred and knocked up? We both knew what he meant. My pussy started to milk his cock like it was the last ever. While cleaning his cock after I could not stop thanking him. It was such a mutual respect.

I have a box of toys. Most are old toys I have out grown. I am proud of them. When some of my bottom buds want to see them they are always impressed at the size of my plugs and girth of my dildos. I use them a lot. I still have the first plug I was given. It seems tiny now. It wouldn’t stay in if I tried now. My favorite are my glass plugs.

Yes he is gay. He has a partner. I have seen them both at different IML events. Not together but having fun.

A young guy with a nice cock fucked me the other day. He was beautiful in every way. Not sure why I wasn’t attracted at all. After he bred me an old man that looks frail and sickly stepped up to the hole and I was in heaven. I forgot until this post anything about the hot guy. I guess I have a type.

I will also say it has not gone away with age. My Dr. is gay and knows I’m a pig so I brought it up to him. He says that there is no validity to it but a bottom knows his body. It’s not monthly but it’s closer to it. I get bred very regularly so I didn’t realize for many years there was a change. I notice it more now than ever.

Both of my long term relationships were with 9 and 10” men. They used to tell me that there are a lot of bottoms or want to be bottoms that would get to the point of no return and back out. They were afraid to take them. They said I was different because I loved taking them. It is uncomfortable at first but well worth it when you feel them cum in you. Knowing you got them off with your sex organ.

Tonight was the group meeting. There were 9 total. One by one they came. Each was more vanilla than the other. The final guy that came took off his clothes and one of the others got on their knees and started to suck him. He was a middle aged guy with a nice cock. Not huge but respectful. Maybe 8”. I looked over at him and we locked eyes. He got a little smirk on his face and I was thinking he must be dom. I was laying on one of the beds with a jock on so no one would try to suck me. He came between the beds and grabbed my head and pulled it to his cock. I started to deep throat him and he seemed pleased. He then backed up a little and I thought he was going to walk away. I stood up and turned my back to him. He came up behind me and kissed my neck and shoved two fingers up my sloppy hole. He then told me to turn and I faced the bed again. He pushed my head down and told me to climb on the bed. I did my best fag pose. He spit on my hole and rammed his cock in me. Not slow at all. Clear to the nuts. He fucked me really hard for about 5 minutes. I noticed everyone was standing around watching us. A little queen asian was standing next to him. He said to him..get up on the bed and when I am done with this pig I am going to fuck you. The little Asian got up next to me and assumed the fag pose too. He took his cock out of me and stuck it in the Asian. Clear to the nuts again. He whimpered . He put 4 fingers in me and was fingering me at the same time. He then pulled out of the little Asian and drove back into me balls deep. I was in heaven. This went on for almost an hour. He ended up dropping his load in me. The Asian got on his knees and cleaned the man off. No questions asked. Everyone else in the room just sat back and watched. They were not the same as the three of us. Me and the Asian knew our roles and the top kept looking as me in the eyes when he was balls deep in the Asian. Letting me know he was the true alpha. It turned out to be a fun night. If that daddy wouldn’t have come I would have been home a lot time ago.

I had both of mine pierced. I was not aware of gage size so someone told me 0 was the way to go. The first one was my left and it hurt but wasn’t too bad. The second was really painful. I was high and drunk at the time so I can only imagine what it would have been like if I wasn’t. After the healing period they were fun for a while. Guys liked them. Usually sucking on them but rarely playing with them. Sometimes they would help things along to show people I was a pig. I was at a business meeting once and a guy noticed them through my shirt during the meeting. He ended up fucking me good later that night. I wish I could say they increased my sensation but they didn’t. I ended up taking them out after about 7 years. They were heavy and would snag on shirts sometimes when I would take them off. My nipples are still always hard and have very little feeling. I have no regrets though.

I have a couple of group plays that I attend each month. One is always vanilla. It has usually around 5 to 7 men. Most either top or bottom only. Most want to clean their cocks between each hole. And I mean with water in the sink. lol. Most shower either when they get there or are freshly showered. It’s common for some of the men to pull out and blow it on my back rather than in me where god intended. I still have a good time and sometimes the men are really hot. It’s just very simplistic and boring. The second one I go to is usually about the same amount of men(5 to7 men). They are ass to mouth, vers and use toys. You will see DP, slings but never cum. It’s always left in a bottom. They are usually more verbal and most of the men are Poz. I am a pig whore so I feel at home with my fellow pigs. I have the tame group play this Friday. I still look forward to it but I usually end up serving most of the men while everyone else just sucks each other and watches. It doesn’t always happen like that but it does sometimes.

That’s easy to say but men like what they like. I have learned that not everyone wants to breed me. I had a guy once come up to me and say… I am sorry I fine you attractive but you are not what I’m looking for. I thought it was sweet that he said that to me but it wasn’t necessary. I wasn’t is type. It happens. As a bottom I get bred a lot by guys that most would think are not someone I would go for. My excitement comes from pleasing a man. Having him get off in me.