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I have several fantasies that I am unsure if I ever could/would want to have happen due to the inherent risks involved. First fantasy - be set up for a gangbang for a set amount of time where guys keep a running tally mark on my ass and jockstrap of every load deposited. I also want a separate chalkboard/whiteboard keeping tally of the number of loads of cum I have taken orally, number of loads of cum I have taken anally, the number of loads of piss I have swallowed, and the number of wads of spit I have taken. Second fantasy - to wake up one day and find myself in a prison and surrounded by all of the black prisoners. As the only means of surviving, I offer myself up to the prisoner that is informally in charge of his fellow black prisoners. In exchange for his protection, I have to service him and whoever he gives me to with my mouth and ass whenever he asks. Third fantasy - This one would not be all done at a single time, but done over a period of time with a period of recovery in between each occurrence. I’m restrained to a spanking bench and experience brutal spankings resulting in bruising and possibly some bleeding with a whip, a cane, a paddle, punishment strap, razor strop, loopy johnny, and carpet beater. Normally, I can’t handle (and not in a situation where I can allow scenes) going to this level of intensity in relation to spanking/flogging. Fourth fantasy - I'm at the mall or store on a Friday night. As I'm heading back to my car, I get "kidnapped" by an unknown guy. He is a hood over my face and ties my hands. He drives me someplace. When we stop, he takes me inside. We go slowly and pass through several doors. The last one I hear close behind us and a lock engaged. After a few moments, he takes the hood off and I can see that I'm inside a very well equipped dungeon. He tells me that for the next 9 days I will never see the outside of this room, that I can expect to experience all of the furniture I can see as well as a lot of the implements. His promise holds true and for 9 days after that Friday night I eat, sleep, and get used in that dungeon. After the 9 days, late on Sunday evening, he ties my hands and puts a hod on me and drives me back to the mall or store he kidnapped me from. Fifth fantasy - I accept an invitation from a gay trucker to go on a road trip with him. We no sooner get in the cab, and he orders me into sleeper compartment where he orders me to strip down until I'm left in a jockstrap. He informs me I'm his bitch for the trip and I can expect to service his every need on the trip. If he wants to fuck, I'll spread my legs and let him fuck me until he shoots his load inside me. If he is in the mood to have his cock sucked, my mouth is to be readily available. Anytime he needs to piss, I'm his urinal for the trip. If he needs to take out some aggrsssion, he has some spanking implements he'll apply to my backside. If he invites another trucker to use me, I better treat the trucker right and let him use my holes in any way he wants. He plans on my holes seeing lots of use by him as well as from many truckers at various truck stops during the trip. Sixth fantasy - I respond to an ad from a college hunk seeking an older bottom for a blow job and to fuck saying he has a few loads he wants to shoot. Little do I know this is an audition for an upcoming frat party. As I'm sucking his cock he reveals to me the real purpose for the hookup. His frat is playing host to another frat and they are wanting to provide a bottom that any of the frat brothers can use during the frat party. After some time, he shoots his first load in my mouth and I swallow. He insists on keeping his cock in my mouth as it gets soft. A couple minutes later, I feel his cock twitch and then taste his piss. Despite not having discussed if I was even into watersports, I start drinking good piss down so as to not make a mess. Once he realizes I'm not complaining or struggling with drinking his piss, he was like "this is prefect, you have great cock sucking skills and you are able to keep up with drinking my full bladder, if your ass is as good as your mouth, I think we found our party slut and urinal." He finishes pissing and I finish swallowing. He tells me to start sucking again to help him get hard again. Once he is hard, I get into doggy style and he fucks me good and hard. After a good pounding that last quite a while he buries his cock deep and cums. He tells me I've passed the audition and that he'll send me the details of the frat party and when he'll be picking me up. Fast forward a few weeks and he picks me up and take me to his frat's house. He leads me to a room where I'll be stationed the entire night. He hands me two items, a pink jockstrap with straps that say "cum whore" and a black blindfold with the word URINAL in yellow. He tells me to strip and he'll put my clothes in a safe place so they don't get ruined or messed up and to put those items on. He says the blindfold is needed because some of the guys aren't comfortable with the idea of me seeing them and that the jock strap advertises what I am. He tells me that every hour one of the guys will help me to the bathroom so I can relief myself of my piss since he knows I'll be drinking a lot of recycled beer piss. He did say of I squirt piss while being fucked to not worry about it, they have a protective cover on the bed. He says I should expect to be there until late morning the next day when he'll be sober and awake enough to drive me home. I lose count of how many cocks I suck, loads of piss I drink, and how many cocks fuck and unload in me. After every hit pulls out, I do feel a marker drawing a line on my ass and quickly realize they are keeping a tally mark of the number of loads they shoot inside me. Hours go by and the cocks using my holes and the loads of piss comes to an end. Someone comes in and drunkenly tells me it's over and to get some sleep. I do so, but occasionally get woken up by a cock entering my mouth or to a cock fucking my ass. By mid-morning, a number of guys have come by to relief themselves after waking up. Finally the frat guy I met comes and helps me to the bathroom where I can clean up and where my clothes are waiting for me. He tells me to keep the jockstrap but to leave the blindfold. He tells me he is going to send me a pic he took of my ass just a few minutes ago so I can see all the tally marks. After I freshen up and get dressed, he drives me home. He tells me I can expect future invitations to service him and his fellow frat brothers at future frat parties.

No, the group isn't still active. I'd love to find a gay Texas group on Telegram (or help run one if non-exist).

I haven't had any experience with puppy play, but I have a dom that is into it that we are hoping to explore when he gets back to my area. I got a few pieces to help with that.

Yesterday morning I had an uncut Latino landscaper stop by during the early morning for a blow job. When he arrived, I led him to the guest bedroom and told him to make himself comfortable. He pulled his pants and boxers down to his ankles and then laid down on the bed. I knelt to the side of his legs, and took his soft cock into my mouth and started sucking. For the next 25 minutes I sucked his cock alternating deep throating his cock and focusing all my of oral attention to the head/shaft or to his balls. Every so often, he'd put his hands on my head and force me to take his cock deep. When he got close, he said he wanted to shoot his load over my face, so he got off the bed, and I shifted around and laid down so my head and face was directly under his cock. He stroked for about 30 seconds and then shot a large load of cum all over my face which was super hot because I've never had a guy shoot his cum on my face like that before. He expressed interest in this becoming regular, so hopefully I'll hear from him soon.

I got to experience this feeling for the first time a tad over a week ago. The top I was hooking up with had a fantasy of pissing in a guys ass and then fucking the piss back out. So as he fucked me, he drank a large refillable bottle of water (in addition to what he had been drinking before he came over) when he was ready, we moved to the bathroom and he entered me and pissed. It was a wonderful feeling to have his piss fill me up like that. Once he finished, he started fucking me again hard forcing the piss back out of me. It was hot feeling his cock fucking me as piss leaked out around his cock and down my legs.

I've been drinking my own piss semi-regularly over the last few months. I've been doing it to get more used to the taste of piss and to get used to different strengths of piss (in terms of color and taste). I can easily drink almost translucent colored piss and have been able to take light yellow to semi-light yellow colored piss. Haven't been able to do traditional morning piss yet which tends to be a darker yellow and very strong smelling. Drinking my own piss has made it easier for me to drink other guys piss now that I'm used to the taste and flavor of piss. Plus, with the current situation going on, finding a guy to meet up with to drink his piss hasn't been easy so drinking my own is a way to enjoy watersports when the urge hits me even if I can't drink someone else's like I would prefer.

It was almost a week ago and he texted me saying he was on his way and would arrive in 15 minutes, so I rushed to get everything ready in the living room, bathroom, and bedroom. I didn't get a chance to clean out (which was fine, because he was wanting to see how the shower enema system worked anyway). He knocked at 11:03 and I answered and this tall, handsome, mixed cub comes in with a head of thick, tight curly hair, as well as several ear and nose piercings (he also has a few tattoos too) is standing there. I invite him inside, and we move to the living room because he asked where would I have the most room to kneel in front of him. He slips his flip flops off and proceeds to pull his pants and underwear off and sits down. I put the knee pads on, and kneel in front of him. I take his cock into my mouth and start to suck. With prior consent, he starts face fucking me and forcing me to deep throat resulting in me coughing up some bile (I hadn't eaten anything in well over 12 hours) and lots of mucus and saliva. We engage in this for about 10 minutes or so. He then says, I want to fuck you. I tell him I hadn't cleaned out yet and we go to the bathroom so I can clean out. He asks a few questions that I answer as I'm going through the process. After I'm finished, I towel off and he asks me about the lube injector not knowing what it is. I explain what it is and why I use. I load it up with silicone lube and as I'm getting ready go pull it out of the lube bottle so I can inject it into my ass, he asks if I can do it. I hand it over and turn around so he can have access to my ass to inject the lube. He slides it in and asks how deep to put it and how much to squirt. After I respond, he finished injecting the lube. We then moved into the bedroom where we began making out for a few minutes before he had me lie down on my stomach facing him and he gave me a 10 minute back deep tissue massage. He concluded by lubing his cock up and running it up and down my ass crack. He then started trying to slowly enter me. Unfortunately, it wasn't wanting to go in so I asked him to let me grab something and I said, I know to aren't into poppers, but it will help you get in. He got up, I grabbed the poppers from where I had stashed the bottle, and he asked me to get into doggy style. I got in position, took a huff of poppers, and he slid in. He started slowly and then began picking up speed fucking me. Every so often he'd add more lube. After a decent amount of time, he had me roll over onto my back. He then re-lubed up and entered me and bent over so he could kiss me while fucking me. At one point he asked me if I was OK with spit. I told him I was open to it. I opened my mouth and he spit some saliva into my mouth. It was different. It didn't turn me off but it also didn't make me rock hard either. We continued fucking like this until my legs were sore from being held up like that and I had to ask for us to change positions. After I slowly lowered my legs and worked out the kinks, he had me roll over flat on my stomach. While I'm in my stomach, he periodically kissed my back and a few times did some playful biting. Throughout all this fucking, he had been drinking from a refillable water bottle I had prepared for him. He fucked me in this position until he felt he was ready to piss. We moved to the bathroom where I got into doggy style and he lubed up and entered me. He held his cock still and after a minute or so, he started peeing. It was definitely different having a cock inside me and feeling a decent amount of liquid enter me. After he finished peeing, he then started fucking me and we felt the piss flow around his cock as he fucked me in and out. After we thought all the piss was out, we got up and moved back to the bedroom. As soon as I started walking, I realized there was still some more inside me. I sat on the toilet and let the rest out. I go back into the bedroom and get back into doggy style. He lubes back up and re-enters me. From this point, he fucks me for about 45 minutes with a few pauses when some shit comes out and we have to clean up. At approximately 1:28, he finally cummed inside me. He asked if I wanted to shower off, and I said yes. I turn the water on and when it's ready, I turn the shower on and we get into the bathtub. We are standing facing each other. He starts kissing me and while we are making out, he reaches out a hand and starts tugging on my cock while his other hand tweaks my nipple. He swaps hands so he can tweak my other nipple. We make out hardcore for about ten minutes while he jacks my cock. Several times he wraps his hand around my throat and controls the kissing action. He also kisses and playful nips my ears, cheek, and neck. With a moan, I cum all over his cock. I then use body wash and clean him off and after he rinses off, we swap places under the shower stream, and he returns the favor of lathering me up and then rinsing me off. He then dresses, kisses me firmly, thanks me for a great time, and tells me to message him later then leaves

I don't always bareback; it depends on the level of trust I have in the guy (since I am not looking to become POZ). That being said, my first hookup at age 30 was with a mixed cub a a few years younger than me and he fucked me bareback and I fell in love with bareback at that point. I definitely prefer bareback over condom sex. That being said, I generally only let regulars that I trust fuck me bareback (with the occasional stranger), the rest of the time, they use a condom.

I live in a small town north of the suburbs of a major city, and my employer sent me to attend a conference in the city. I arrived this past Thursday night, and stayed through early Saturday evening. Before I left my home I cleaned out so when I got to my hotel, I was able to start looking for a guy to come to my hotel room and fuck me. I had been looking forward to this for several months as I hadn't been fucked since MLK Day back in January. I arrived at the hotel around 10:00 PM, and a couple of hours passed before I connected with a a guy on BBRTS who was willing to play at my hotel room. He was a 33 year old, mixed race, heavy set man with a nice 7.5" uncut cock. After he arrived, he stripped off and stepped up to the bed where I was waiting, wearing only my jockstrap. I began sucking on his uncut cock and felt it getting hard in my mouth. After a few minutes, he moved around to lay on the bed and I crawled between his legs to worship his cock with my mouth and throat. After about ten minutes of servicing his cock, he told me to stop, got to his feet, and, once I was in the doggy position, he stepped behind me, lubed his cock, and slowly entered my ass. Once I had opened-up, he quickly picked-up his pace, causing me to moan as he fucked his cock in and out of my hole, alternating between slow thrusts and jack-rabbiting my ass. After about 15 minutes, his pace became increasingly frantic, and his grunts and panting was pronounced. He was clearly very close to blowing. Now, I would have preferred if he had had more stamina, but when he began all but bellowing the word 'fuck', he bottomed-out in my ass, blowing his cum load into my eager hole. After resting for several minutes, he dressed and left, so I went back to BBRTS and tried to find another guy with whom to play. Having no luck, however, I fell asleep with his load in my ass. The next night after I met my wife for dinner, she went off to visit her parents and I returned to the hotel room. Earlier in the week I had heard from a regular who likes to fuck me when we can get together. As it was, he worked fairly close to the hotel where I was staying, so a hook-up was very possible. This guy a black jock is in his early 30's with a seven inch cut cock. We arranged for him to come to my hotel room that Friday night at 10:00 pm and I'd be ready in my jockstrap. He arrived and stripped down and I sucked his cock for several minutes until he was hard and ready. Unfortunately he insists on using a condom on, so he slipped one on, lubed himself, and when I was on the bed in doggy position, he entered my ass from behind. Soon I was moaning in delight as his cock fucked me. After about six minutes he had me re-position myself on my back, my feet on his shoulders. He continued fucking me for a several more minutes, and as with the guy from the night before, I realized he was on the cusp of blowing when his pace went wild. Sure enough, he blew his load, and withdrawing from my ass, he removed the condom, tossed it in the toilet, dressed and left. Now, earlier that day, I had chatted with a college cub with whom I had hooked up with a handful of times over the last three years. He's 22 and Hispanic with a six inch uncut cock. After the black guy left I invited the cub over to my hotel room. Arriving, he took a quick shower, and having dried himself, he stepped to the bed where I was awaiting. Taking his uncut cock into my mouth, I gave him an energetic blow job and, as expected, he was soon at full mast. He lubed himself, and, with me in doggy position, he entered my ass. I moaned in pleasure as he used my hole. A few minutes into our play session he gestured that I should lay flat on my stomach, whereupon he lay on my back, steadily pounding my hole. We stayed in that position for a few minutes before he had me get on my back, my feet on his shoulders. We grasped each other's forearms to brace ourselves as his pace went wild. We continuously grunted, groaned and panted in pleasure in unison, and within another couple of minutes he announced "Fuck, man, your ass feels so good." I thought he was on the cusp, and my thoughts were confirmed when he abruptly asked "Where do you want this load?" "In my ass," I replied. Seconds later his whole body went stiff as his cock delivered his load deep into my ass. Eventually he withdrew, we chatted for about an hour, after which he dressed and left. As I had done on Thursday night, after he left I tried to connect with another guy, but no luck. But at least I went to bed with a load in my ass. Sadly I was not able to hookup with anyone on Saturday as I had very little time - oh, and to be honest, my hole was quite tender.