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  • Birthday 11/02/1995

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  1. I think so many different can make one a slut, but it really depends on who is defining what a slut is. I've been called a slut (I am and proudly), for many different reasons from being a homewrecker, giving it up quickly and with ease, taking raw dick, fucking more than one dude in the same night, allowing myself to be degraded, screwing over friends in the pursuit of nut and dyck, questionable men I let smash when I been horny and needed a fix lol. which are all reasons that are true and I agree with that make me a slut. Of course what a slut is in the eye of beholder.
  2. Most of family doesn't know. Like the men (uncles, older cousins, etc.) my parents. But my sister def knows and few of my other cousins are aware. Most of my friends know I'm a slut. I get and have gotten so much "straight dyck" due to my friends and my sister's friends knowing that I'm a slut. Word travels within a group of friends that I keep my mouth shut, don't put your business out there, give good head, and good bussy lol.
  3. Has always varied on the type of partner and also what his situationship (married/partnered etc.) is. Have had some dudes hook up every other, some couple times a week. The average I tend to end up with is the 2-3 times a week dudes which works cuz I'm usually getting slutted out by more than one dude at a time. I have rarely had a every day hook up. The dudes that are partnered or married were more infrequent some times once a week up to several times a week, was up to when their schedules allowed them to be free (I would try and make myself available when they had time).
  4. I would initially the idea to at least catch it in my mouth was porn, but the joy/obligation to swallow it every time unless a feeder/top just wanted to give me facial came from one, when in high school topping someone off in school made getting rid of the evidence and clean up easier. Initially I wasn't in luv with eating cum but grew to luv it. Was also a hook I had, I would swallow while their girlfriends wouldn't. Two, a good btm if he ain't gettin bred he should be swallowing babies. I never really other than the first few times of giving head in hs give myself time to like or hate eating cum. It was either I swallow or they was shooting on me, luckily i was curious enough about swallowing back then and just seeing how dudes even up to today luv getting their babies drank which turns me on makes me swallow every time. Would consider myself a natural cum eater, and yes have dealt with sum awful tasting nut that almost made me vomit. I eventually got in the habit which is hard of not trying to actually taste the nut after almost throwing up one time. Been sucking and swallowing nut since 15.
  5. born a bttm Since i was young i pretty much knew i was gay, and I had always identified as the bttm. Even first watching straight porn, for the first time I more turned on my the guy who was fucking the girl. Then when I watched gay porn of course I imagined it was me taking it. Besides that I always been more intrigued with the possiblity of being used by a man, sucking dyck and what anal pleasure felt like. It would be confirmed through my years as I always masterbated with anal assistance, went through high school sucking dyck and eventually bttming for the first time. I have never once had a interest in fucking anyone, I was born to be a bttm and proud of it
  6. Was throat goat in HS LOL, didn't start fucking until was getting ready to go off to college. In HS while I having a sexual awakening but still to nervous to go through with getting my cherry popped it was a great outlet. guys no matter what they say ain't turning down head man or woman especially if swallowing. it started off with one guy, then some how it got around to other guys that I gave good brain, and had a good number of guys that were in the rotation, and pretty sure if I was ready I could got a few to try fucking. Of course no one was admitting it, cause they all were straight and most either had girls, were popular with the girls, played sports etc. I wasn't out but I wasn't pretending either, but like always i keep my mouth shut. In hind sight it wasn't hard to figure out who I was serving but they were the ones not feeding into the rumors afraid I would tell people about them. In college it was a fairly regular thing to either suck off or fuck a classmate. Guys are always looking for a hole to fuck, or drop their nut in, especially super horny teens that can use alcohol, or drugs to mask their hidden sexual desires.
  7. If this is a serious inquiry...and u lookin for real "str8 (really DL)" Thugs that want to slut you out couple of things. One is timing, if they "straight" they at least in the beginning will need a excuse to fuck or get sucked such as they high or drunk and you had a hole available to nut in. If you try the eye contact move with a group of his friends around even if he might be interested he gonna front in front of his friends. Also if you not sure or think they are interested I wouldn't pull the eye contact for one true straight dudes tend to be very homophobic, and DL guys can lash out if they not ready (speak from experience). Your best bet is always when they alone and there isn't a chance of his boys thinking he is fucking another dude. There is the balance of letting it be known that you take dyck, but more importantly that you can keep your mouf shut (there is nuffin more important if he a real street nigga). Just like any str8/dl dude, they are all about hiding their sexuality, but if he really in the streets he got his rep to worry about and fucking a dude will have him marked as weak and that's a no go. Now the irony is that I still have and had so many "straight" trapboys, and street dudes slut me out and get their dyck sucked on the regular to know that half them niggaz out them will fuck anything (in sum cases prob prefer men and trans) to know that you can become side ass as long as you play your part. All that being said thug dyck is always sum of the best dyck, all they want is nut and will you like a slut, you are just a hole(s) for to deposit their nut in. It's easier for me at this point because in my circle of family and friends it's known Im gay, easy, take dyck but don't kiss and tell, so regular dudes, "thugs", find reasons to chill, smoke, or whateva wit me knowing that if I'm into them they can get their nut off. The funny thing is that once you start fucking with thugs in a certain group, rumors will start to swirl somehow even though supposedly none of them is fucking you (in truth it will prob be half of them🤣), which will make it easier to get more thug dyck. Hopes this is somehow useful, but as always this is only my experiences...sorry this was longer than I thought sorry for rambling
  8. if a guy ever plays with my hole i know that's his way letting me know he wants that hole as well. Neva had a guy who wants head only play with my hole
  9. change in breathing, grabs head in sum cases to make sure he unloads in my mouth, dyck swelling, sum pull away if their trying to delay nutting, body tenses up, start fucking my mouth instead of getting sucked
  10. #1 Never leave home without it, have my own small gym bag of prep/cleaning gear whenever I travel.
  11. In my experience most guys don't want to fuck with a rubber, some because of a relationship they might be in, conflict/denial about their sexuality, of sum other bullshit will rationalize as their reason to go raw. Me, I rarely turned down dyck, even if they say they only fuck with a rubber because most of find a excuse to pull it off, or the condom magically "broke". My feeling has always been that I advertise as a raw and have no problem admitting I'm a cum depo, if a true safe only guy that really believed that he would pass me by, they just too scared to admit they unload in sum bussy but that's just my experiences.
  12. Since in this day and age where i meet more and more dudes online, and hence get a idea of what they working with, I luv meeting dudes IRL, having no idea what they packin they drop their draws and get usually get a nice surprise. Also when meeting dudes online even though u have seen their dyck, nuffin like unwrapping new in the flesh especially on a dude that you have been dying to fuck/suck.
  13. now 4x.....only once like in the picture though, though there is sumthing sexy about them looking down like he is a piece of shit lol
  14. i have always dated older a most of my sex partners are usually at least a few yrs older...there are outliers of course. the oldest diff so far was i dated 51 yr old when i was 22.
  15. I can't say I have ever felt bad after sex for just the sex. I felt bad earlier in my sexual journey when I started cheating on my first bf, but that was cause I was grappling with the sense of betrayal. I was okay with my sexuality by the time I first had sex. The first couple of times I gave head I felt some kind of way, like I wanted to do it but kinda felt wrong. I have had certain experiences relating to the person or situation i.e. rape, cheating, but the only time I can think I have felt bad afterward is if I've been using sex too mask like depression, or grief.
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