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  1. 6 hours ago, Kayne said:

    Picture it New York City, 2004 the RNC Midtown Manhattan, Especially Near MSG.

    I had been taking "Calls" in the days leading up to and through then end of that week, even After the Convention had concluded.

    Out of about 350 "Dates" 80% were "Straight" "Martied" White men.  80% of them were Bottoms. All were Raw (I didn't do "safe" Calls) and I did Many while they were slipped away from their "families"

     

    Some encounters that stand out were  plowing a X'Tian Fundamentalist through a glory hole at an ABS And loading him with three questionable loads. watching him clean up afterward was a gas. Another encounter that remains a fond memory was breeding some random conservative in a cramped men's room stall during some Broadway show while his wife and daughter waited for him.

    Not every "Date involved Anal. Most were blow jobs,  either their partner was bad at head, or wouldn't give head at all. q fair few just wanted a *N****r to R**e their throats, but most wanted headcrhe couldn't get elsewhere. Some had other kinks their partners could "never know about"

    I had so much fun over those 10 or so days. 

    It doesn't surprise me that married Blokes search for M2M fun ant

    @Kayne Man that describes well my play of late.  Mostly head; almost all "straight" married guys.  

  2. Thanks for the illustration @Justinrain.  Motivated me to go back and read chapter 1 (all the while my cock drooling pre).  Once Mr Lewis cock was planted inside him it is clear that Tommy was weighing a great feeling cock to a poz load.  Of course the piss neutralized the virus (which is pretty whimpy as a virus until it takes hold).  

    I can relate though.  If Mr Lewis' cock entered me I doubt I would fight it off until the load was in; and likely would have wiggled my own ass some as he "adjusted the faucet"...  

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  3. 3 hours ago, kiraizuru said:

    Tommy can’t recognize anymore where is the border he shouldn’t cross.
    George did too much this time but I hope Tommy’s brain and ass craves poz cum unconsciously.

    Again, thank you for another hot chapter!

    Brain and ass just seem to be ignoring HIV in favor of his sexual bliss.  And indeed, why not?  But so far I'm not convinced that Tommy has come around to craving any disease as craving the increasing degree of his sexual pleasure. 

    It really is up to each of us to decide our level of risk; and how much it seems to matter.  I have gotten and had treated all of the things we understand (so far) that George's dirty cock did to him our young ingenue Tommy.  There was no mention of a stealthily applied condom but that just seems inconsistent to what Mr Lewis and George seem to have previously conspired to do. 

    It would seem so far that the landlord is PrEPped and thus most likely tested and treated regularly.  Landlord manages his risk actively (we think, so far).  

    If the landlords assertion that Mr Lewis (and evidently now George) have interacted with all the neighbors there are myriad paths to emerge.  Our lovely author @Justinrain could easily have neighbors yet to be introduced; and characters who will expand Tommy's sexual experience and pleasures while not yet actively embracing his risks of disease.  Having observed his skillful layering in the past; I am anticipating we've some layers to experience.  Mr Lewis while sexually energetic are more likely to simply give into disease without fretting accepting its inevitable path.  

    Tommy might really observe the effects of whatever took hold from George's assault; and it is unlikely that nothing infected him and those will show symptoms relatively quickly.  Tommy might get those treated; potentially even get On Demand PrEP and then forget he has it while he pursues an increasingly hedonistic path.  (the Landlord might introduce a storyline shift).  

    Definitely looking forward to the next chapter!!!

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  4. 3 hours ago, Justinrain said:

    You think George was successful in his attempts? Mr. Lewis did try and get him off Tommy, albeit taking his time with it.

    Tommy likely has not yet been infected with HIV.  He most certainly was infected with HPV, syphillis and likely others not yet identified.  And those infections will improve the likelihood of Tommy's own soon to be HIV infection taking hold.  

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  5. 22 hours ago, pluto said:

    I don't *want* to be Poz but I do feel hooked, drawn to, turned on by, the idea of barebacking completely unprotected, obsessed with it. 

    Peole say 'just go for it' but I can't quite. Other people say that once I've passed this point there's no way back and I just need to accept that I'm drawn to barebacking. A lot of people must have gone through this. How do I move on from here? (and yes I do get hard at the thought of getting fucked 100% unprotected). London UK looking for advice and understanding tops.

    Indeed there are a number of risk mitigation strategies one might employ.  In my world the number of neg or undet represent the majority of local available playmates.  So with our without PrEP my risk is quite low to begin with.  After that it seems for me to be a cost/benefit situation; including cost to me and cost to society.  I love poz talk and if it turned out that one of my play buds was poz and passed it to me; it would be "just another thing to manage".  PrEP seems to pour a shit ton of money into pharma industry

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  6. 6 minutes ago, NWUSHorny said:

    I highly recommend you get on PREP if you are actually going to bareback.

    If it is just a fantasy that you are entertaining, but aren't actually fucking with anyone, it doesn't really make a difference. I can't say that I condone your self destructive fantasy, or that I don't find it irritating, but if you aren't actually acting on it you aren't causing yourself harm.

    The debate of risk management i've gone through evolved thusly...  Pre Retirement it was vastly cheaper to just get on PrEP.  It cost me nothing and continuing care was in context of my regular medical team close to the office.  In retirement the cost of the drug plan that would support PrEP is stupidly expensive.  Traveling into the city where random crime has become ubiquitous (not if there were any today; but how rather how many today?) is considerably riskier than any chance I might contract HIV with my current play buddies.   With a couple dozen regular play buds; what I bring into our group is relevant.  It isn't all about me in that context.  

    The fantasy; fuck I love it.  I dearly love dirty poz talk and can find that very satisfying.  It hasn't come up with my current play buds.  And if any want to jump into those waters, I would want to set the stage with them about fantasy vs reality.  True poz talk to me has to sound convincing.  So do we make a safe word?  Or to we just jump in and see if it takes (and if so, get on meds so we can protect our buddies from unwitting infection)?  For me the latter.  I am happy to accept the risk for myself; and I know once I am undetectable U=U.  Taking away another's free informed choice is a hard line for me.  

    The next question though, for me not yet answered, if I am poz and undetectable; why should I have a duty to tell?  (I have my own answers here but I am curious what you fellows will say).  

  7. 37 minutes ago, Justinrain said:

    I should add a note that I’m not into scat, but the threat of George does add a whole new danger aspect for Tommy to stay away from. I wonder if Tommy escaped in time or if Mr. Lewis rambled on for too long. The last paragraph doesn’t exactly confirm or deny anything

    You are truly evil @Justinrain 🙂   Nice cliffhanger there too; it pays to follow the commentary here.

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  8. 1 hour ago, Justinrain said:

    Mr. Lewis may or may not have won just yet. There might still be a window of hope for poor Tommy

    I agree completely.  Even with an HVL load the best chance of converting would be around 1 in 3.  Either way I would not characterize Tommy as 'poor Tommy'.  But clearly he doesn't think much along the line of risk management which the protagonist in your previous story @Justinrain.  Tommy definitely dodged pozzing when Gramps peed in him after cumming in him; that reduced transmission chance to near zero.  

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