How Old Were You When You Took Your First Load?

[Bottom1100]

I was molest as a kid. I grew up in the 70's back then it was much different then today. Boys like me ran around half naked and it was normal. I was 7yo, running around with just a very small tight pair of shorts on and sneakers. The shorts were so small they looked like girls short shorts. Im also extreamly small. As a kid it looked like a little thimble and my balls were so tight to me that it didnt even look like i had balls. It was not normal. Even today as a 50yo man it is very tiny. Its almost 2 inches hard. When im soft my penis goes inside me and i just have a set of balls there. But as a kid, i would go behind the building across the street, take my shorts off and play with myself. There was an old door on the back of the building that didnt look like it worked. Well one day it popped open. I went to grab my shorts and this old guy grabbed me by my hair. I had long hair. He dragged me in the building. He was in his 50's or 60's. It was loud in there, machines running you couldnt hear yourself talk. He dragged me in a office. He told me that i would do what he says or he will drag me across the street naked to my parents. I didnt want that. First he rubbed all over my naked young body. Grabbing, pulling and fondling my tiny package. Squeezing my butt cheeks. Pulling them apart. Sticking his finger up my butt. He put me on my knees and told me to unzip his pants and pull his cock out. I have never seen a mans dick before. It was huge. I remember it like it was yesterday. It was long, fat and uncut. It had a smell to it. He told me it was his girlfriends pussy juice. He put his cock in my mouth and told me to suck it like it was a lollypop. So i did. I was young and scared. He was showing me how to do it right. He was fucking my face. He cam in my mouth and made me swallow it. This went on for a long time. Almost every day. But the weekends. It was always in the evening, like after 3pm. He did a lot of real nasty things to me. He would always finger fuck me. He would put me across his lap and play with my butt hole until i was crying. He would put me over his lap and spank my ass. I mean he would woop my ass. I would scream and cry. Its like he wasnt happy unless i was crying. He took me in the shop and tied me to a pallet and lifted it with a forktruck. He would smack my nuts until i would cry. Then tie heavy things to them and finger me. He would eat out my ass until it was raw. I could barely walk when he was done. He started pissing all over me. Making me pee in his mouth. He even sold me to other old guys. He walked me in the office one day. There was a guy in there. He handed him some money and told me to do whatever he said to. I was about 9yo and he tied me to the pallet one day, lifted me up and ate my butt. Then i felt this cold stuff on my butt hole. Now i know was lube. He forced his cock up my ass. I have never screamed and cryed that bad, ever. It was so painful. He fucked me hard, i was begging him to please stop. He just kept fucking me. Telling me, take this cock you little faggot. Your going to like this cock little boy. Im going to open up your asshole faggot. All this nasty stuff. He blew his cum in me. He made me leave it inside me. He made me start wearing my sisters panties. After he fucked me he started selling me to more and more guys. Even a woman paid for me. She sucked my little penis and nuts at the same time. She made me lick her pussy and ass. I swallowed so much cum when i was a kid. And took many loads up my ass. I was tied up, smacked, spanked, punished. Raped. Beat. Used and abused and pimped out to older men. As i grew up i started trying to suck everyones cock i know. I started to like the humiliation of having a small penis. I would show it to young girls just so they would laugh at me and call me names. I got older and the old guy was sucking my penis one day and a cam in his mouth. First time i ever cam. Before you would just get the feeling of cuming but nothing came out. This time i shot a load. Qfter that he didnt want nothing to do with me because i could cum. Now im a big cum dump with a tiny penis. A few days ago i was fucked my two black men. I had my ass double fucked. Both cocks at the same time. Man did that hurt. Brought me back to my childhood. I love being humiliated, degraded, used. Abused, pissed and spit on, called nasty names. I like it rough. Smacked, spanked ass and front, kicked, public humiliation, cbt, sph, bbc, shock, weights, violated. Roll play. Ive been fucked by dogs. Im real nasty. tennipp at yahoo

 

 

 

[pozbro4pozbro]

I was and while painfully terrifying I soon learned to enjoy it. Looked forward to my rapists using me. Not sure if that’s why I am the pig I am today. But sure why not. Lol. 

[pozbro4pozbro]

1 hour ago, Bottom1100 said:

I was molest as a kid. I grew up in the 70's back then it was much different then today. Boys like me ran around half naked and it was normal. I was 7yo, running around with just a very small tight pair of shorts on and sneakers. The shorts were so small they looked like girls short shorts. Im also extreamly small. As a kid it looked like a little thimble and my balls were so tight to me that it didnt even look like i had balls. It was not normal. Even today as a 50yo man it is very tiny. Its almost 2 inches hard. When im soft my penis goes inside me and i just have a set of balls there. But as a kid, i would go behind the building across the street, take my shorts off and play with myself. There was an old door on the back of the building that didnt look like it worked. Well one day it popped open. I went to grab my shorts and this old guy grabbed me by my hair. I had long hair. He dragged me in the building. He was in his 50's or 60's. It was loud in there, machines running you couldnt hear yourself talk. He dragged me in a office. He told me that i would do what he says or he will drag me across the street naked to my parents. I didnt want that. First he rubbed all over my naked young body. Grabbing, pulling and fondling my tiny package. Squeezing my butt cheeks. Pulling them apart. Sticking his finger up my butt. He put me on my knees and told me to unzip his pants and pull his cock out. I have never seen a mans dick before. It was huge. I remember it like it was yesterday. It was long, fat and uncut. It had a smell to it. He told me it was his girlfriends pussy juice. He put his cock in my mouth and told me to suck it like it was a lollypop. So i did. I was young and scared. He was showing me how to do it right. He was fucking my face. He cam in my mouth and made me swallow it. This went on for a long time. Almost every day. But the weekends. It was always in the evening, like after 3pm. He did a lot of real nasty things to me. He would always finger fuck me. He would put me across his lap and play with my butt hole until i was crying. He would put me over his lap and spank my ass. I mean he would woop my ass. I would scream and cry. Its like he wasnt happy unless i was crying. He took me in the shop and tied me to a pallet and lifted it with a forktruck. He would smack my nuts until i would cry. Then tie heavy things to them and finger me. He would eat out my ass until it was raw. I could barely walk when he was done. He started pissing all over me. Making me pee in his mouth. He even sold me to other old guys. He walked me in the office one day. There was a guy in there. He handed him some money and told me to do whatever he said to. I was about 9yo and he tied me to the pallet one day, lifted me up and ate my butt. Then i felt this cold stuff on my butt hole. Now i know was lube. He forced his cock up my ass. I have never screamed and cryed that bad, ever. It was so painful. He fucked me hard, i was begging him to please stop. He just kept fucking me. Telling me, take this cock you little faggot. Your going to like this cock little boy. Im going to open up your asshole faggot. All this nasty stuff. He blew his cum in me. He made me leave it inside me. He made me start wearing my sisters panties. After he fucked me he started selling me to more and more guys. Even a woman paid for me. She sucked my little penis and nuts at the same time. She made me lick her pussy and ass. I swallowed so much cum when i was a kid. And took many loads up my ass. I was tied up, smacked, spanked, punished. Raped. Beat. Used and abused and pimped out to older men. As i grew up i started trying to suck everyones cock i know. I started to like the humiliation of having a small penis. I would show it to young girls just so they would laugh at me and call me names. I got older and the old guy was sucking my penis one day and a cam in his mouth. First time i ever cam. Before you would just get the feeling of cuming but nothing came out. This time i shot a load. Qfter that he didnt want nothing to do with me because i could cum. Now im a big cum dump with a tiny penis. A few days ago i was fucked my two black men. I had my ass double fucked. Both cocks at the same time. Man did that hurt. Brought me back to my childhood. I love being humiliated, degraded, used. Abused, pissed and spit on, called nasty names. I like it rough. Smacked, spanked ass and front, kicked, public humiliation, cbt, sph, bbc, shock, weights, violated. Roll play. Ive been fucked by dogs. Im real nasty. tennipp at yahoo

Hot story man. I had a similar experience. Except I was 5 and it went on until I was 12. It was two older cousins and then I was whored out as well. No regrets either. 

[Willing]

I was 8 with 13 year old friend 👿, yes he made ne swallow 💋

[kc1976bb]

5 w 17yr old cousin.   Then started on all my friends when I was 11 till 18.  Maybe thier bros too

[Guest]

On 8/4/2021 at 12:10 AM, CumBustion said:

I was molested, and eventually raped, by a childhood friend’s father starting at the age of six (my friend’s name is Sam, for the sake of this post).  I don’t think he turned me, but I think he brought out my sexuality much earlier than others. He showed me porn (gay and straight), touched me, put his fingers in me, and, over a period of time, eventually had me perform oral and anal sex. He even shared me in his pedo group of friends. One very painful memory is how he’d jerk me off and perform oral on me until I “came” (nothing came out, of course). My body started changing and the. One day, something did come out while he was performing oral on me. He got really angry, spat it on the on the floor, and told me to lick it up. As I was on my hand and knees licking it up, he kicked me in my testicles really hard and told me that from now on, he cums in me, not the other way around. He also told me that if knew what was good for me, would’ve stayed a boy, because now the games are really gonna start. He sodomized me brutally shortly after. Till today, I can’t look at a baseball bat without my mind going back to those times.
 

There was no sex offender registry at the time,  which he would have been on, since he was convicted of misdemeanors related to child endangerment for molesting other boys earlier. The kinda fucked up part is that after my friend Sam and his sisters and mom moved away after the divorce, I still told my mom I was going to Sam’s house to play or have a sleepover (she didn’t know Sam moved away and their parents divorced). I was groomed for years, trafficked (transported over state lines), and pimped by him. 
 

Last I heard, he was in prison. He went too far with a boy he groomed years after me and killed him. I often think about how that could have been me. It hasn’t come with its problems coupled with addictions to varying degrees, with sex addiction probably high on the list.

I am sorry that this happened to you. How are you addicted to sex?

[Guest]

On 2/24/2017 at 3:06 PM, Kayne said:

I actually was. my old man was involved with NAMBLA and I was daddy's cumdump for years along with a couple uncles and my God father- and some other neighborhood dudes. mostly Marine buddies my dad drank with. When He died, My mom sent me to a boarding schools which was 90/10 boys.  being on the small side I was the cumdump for the older Boys and a few staff members got my first taste of Pain Piss and farm sex there too. And.. i was and alter boy so I was taking Raw catholic priest cock till i hit puberty. -early.  - then it was my turn to fuck. 

here it is 30 -odd year later, i'm not even 40 and i'm a fucking pig. and i'm hard thinking about it. I was scared and really fucked up back then  but OINK.. I sure do miss the old days.   -especially when I was a teenager and could just grab an man's crotch and get him to feed me. 

I am sorry this happened to you. I hope whoever did this to you is in prison and on a public registry where they belong.

[Guest]

On 3/26/2017 at 10:00 PM, travelingbi said:

According to the law, I guess it would be considered molestation. But, for the most part, I was a willing participant.

A neighbor, (my best friends alcoholic fireman father) started having me suck his cock when I was 8 year old. I did it until I was 12 years old. I started off sucking him off out of fear. He caught me playing with my cock, looking at a Playboy magazine, in the bushes of his yard (in what we had kind of carved out an area to be our "fort or hut"). He was the only one home at the moment. His wife and son were out shopping or something. He dragged me down his basement and threatened to tell my Mormon parents what I was doing, unless I put my mouth on his cock. I had never seen an adult's cock before. And I had never seen a cock hard before. I was completely fascinated by it. I remembered it was very long, very thick and cut. He was a dark complexioned Italian guy. And was a very hairy man. He was an alcoholic and could get quite violent when he was drunk. We were all frightened of his temper. I could tell he had been drinking. And I didn't want to get him mad. And I didn't want him to tell my conservative parents. Even at the age of 8, I kind of had some idea that I liked boys instead of girls. Even though I was afraid of my friend's Dad, I also found him to be really sexy. He was a fireman. He was tall, muscular, a big athletic, muscular guy. Very handsome, with dark curly hair. And his muscular chest was covered with a thick carpet of hair. 

This first time, he just opened his pants and had me try to suck and lick his cock. He ended up jacking off into my mouth. But as I got better at sucking him, he would cum directly into my mouth. He tried to fuck me a few times. But, I could never take his cock up into me. He didn't force me to take his dick in my ass, because he was afraid I'd make too much noise because it hurt too much. So, for the most part, I just sucked him off. He eventually would get naked. I would worship his sexy chest. Suck and lick his cock and balls. And he taught me to eat his ass. 

At age 12, his wife found out he was molesting not only me, but some other kids in the neighborhood. Both boys and girls. She put a stop to it. But, she never told anyone else about it.
So, the sex stopped with him. 

Hopefully he went to prison.

[ronnie4u]

I am not sure being Molested but my family - mom and dad were very sexually active growing up -very HOT being born uncut and hung - lots of experiences !

[Guest]

On 12/12/2021 at 6:07 AM, Bicuriousfckr said:

I wouldn't call molested but a guy sitting next to me slowly slid his hands to me balls in a bus and I kind of let him when I was 17.  Of course he tried to do that coz I had a bag on my lap and he thought he wouldn't be seen. But I let him fondle me. Sadly he got off after two stops. I jacked of to the thought, what if he asked me to come with him so that he could fuck me.

I was a teen and not yet a legal adult but was 16 one summer night when I was smoking pot with a much older family friend. He was super drunk and high kissed me, said that he 'loved me' and at the time decades ago I was not out as bisexual yet. I knew gay/homosexual men who were family friends  but none of them were chickenhawks or married to women like this guy was, and his wife while being a nice lady put up with me and did not seem to wonder why her husband who was 40 was hanging out and drinking and smoking pot with a teenager.  Besides, I am not a home wrecker and he approached me first. I left and went home to listen to the rolling stones album beggar's banquet which I still played a lot after getting it for Christmas.

I never masturbated to this but I do wonder what might have happened had I stayed? This guy was a violent alcoholic so I got nervous and was not sure how he would react?

Edited January 8, 2022 by TotalTop

[BearPleaser]

I was a lonely kid. We lived on 40 acres bordering a national forest.  Chubby, towheaded, easy to smile. My father was never home, always working. Ditto my mother who was a society matron.. I rarely saw either on a week day until dinner and bed. This was in the deep south, and I seldom wore more than shorts and a tee shirt. When I was 5, a family built a house not far from us. There were 3 boys. One my age, one a year older, one a year younger. Their mother worked for the city and their father was a Forrester for a large paper company. The boys became almost family..

When I was about nine, Mr H, the father, asked my dad if I could help him in then garden and around the house on Saturdays. I loved the attention, and he taught me a lot about snakes and animals. His boys went off to camp and then had long visits with their grandparents. We were alone a lot.

Mr H was physically affectionate in a gentle rough and tumble way, which I loved. He also smoked cigars, like my dad. One day, I had to pee, and told him I was going over to my house to the bathroom. He casually suggested that I pee in a bucket in the corner of the garage, saying he did. I was shy,. So he went over, unzipped  and pulled out his large uncut cock an proceeded to piss. I was fascinated, having never seen an adult dick, much less an uncircumcised one. He shook off and motioned me over. He praised my tiny dick, and what a strong stream of urine. Also told me to shake it off. Pee pwent back to work.

A few days later we did the same, and eventually he would hold and "aim" my dick, then fondle me. This graduated to doing the same for him. He taught me much about " being and taking it like a man". Always careful, no tell tale blood or cum stains in my underwear, by 11  he turned me into a perfect whore. I loved every minute. My parents never had a clue. Mr H continue to have me "help him" until  I was 15.. he delighted in me maturing.. becoming hairy. I got an after school job and we drifted apart. He did give me a BJ on my birthday and when I graduated highschool. To this day just the smell of a cigar gives me a boner.

In retrospect, It was abuse. He cleverly took advantage of my childhood loneliness. It was a dark secret just between us. He didn't hurt me, but a nine year old should not know about giving BJ's, taking it up the ass, drinking piss, and many other perversions. It took away a part of my childhood. I didn't have sex for almost 10 years after that..but it was majorly influential in my sexual identity. Im deeply conflicted over wether or not this was a good or bad thing to happen. I am told my skills at cocksucking are awesome, as well as a very talented asshole. I instinctively know what a man wants  That would be due to that early training. And from time to time I still find myself hanging out in cigar bars, even though I don't smoke....

 

 

[hntnhole]

These are tragic recitations of early-to-mid childhood violations.  I am so very sorry these events took place.  

It does bring to mind a question though:  For clarity, there is never ever any excuse for an adult to sexually molest a kid. 

The question though, is - (and I believe our sexuality is an in-born part of who we are to become when we grow out of childhood), I'm wondering if there are unwitting, tell-tale signs we emit as little kids, that we're born to become gay.  Not overtly sexual hints - but something else, that inhuman older men, frustrated for whatever reason, perhaps culturally pressured into living a lie - can recognize in a little kid.  Is it possible that we unknowingly - in complete childhood innocence - tip our hand somehow as to who we will grow up to be?  Or, does the violation in and of itself create the sexual identity?  Just because I don't believe that, doesn't mean it's impossible.  I'm no trained sexuality therapist ... 

Anyone have thoughts on this ???

[ronnie4u]

On 1/24/2021 at 11:32 PM, Cumpig1 said:

I was 10 by a neighbor who trained me to be a total cumdump pig and i

I love it

Almost the same - I was born uncut as my father - we took showers together - making sure my uncut dick was clean ! He clean mine and I clean his - soon erections - squirting cum . Then my buddies - divorce my mother - she like black cocks - then my neighbor - then a few guys in the woods - becoming a Slut !

[inmyass262]

It’s strange that I was sexually abused by 3 different men all completely unrelated. The first abuse was when I was in kindergarten playing with a neighbor at his house that was like 3 houses down. My friend introduced me to a game where we would touch our dicks together. A few days later while playing in my basement we did it more but he taught me to kiss his dick and he did mine which turned into oral. We did this for a few weeks I would guess before he taught me about fingering each other’s asses. My dad caught us touching our dicks together and that ended that. I look back and I feel sorry for my friend because he was obviously being abused by someone at such a young age to know about these things. The bad thing for me was I was really aware of sexual pleasure at a young age.

several years later as a preteen I was abused by my great uncle although it was very pleasureful at at the time I know now it was really fucked up what he did. He groomed me gay porn and slowly and methodically trained me to be his personal cum dump. For years he had total access to me and fucked me multiple times a week. As fun as it was then it set me up to be exploited by older men in my early teens.

a couple years later after my great uncle met a man and moved away I was abused by my next door neighbor who was an old retired gay man. It’s a very long story but from like 11 to 14 I became his boy any he fucked me all the time and would bring in other men to fuck me often which I later found out he was turning me out and charging these guys to fuck me.  By 14 I was broken. I felt fine but I had to have sex with older men like an addict. I spent the the next 15 years of my life searching non stop for older guys to fuck my ass. Now here I am still happy so I guess I did ok.

[chargedodger]

1 hour ago, inmyass262 said:

It’s strange that I was sexually abused by 3 different men all completely unrelated. The first abuse was when I was in kindergarten playing with a neighbor at his house that was like 3 houses down. My friend introduced me to a game where we would touch our dicks together. A few days later while playing in my basement we did it more but he taught me to kiss his dick and he did mine which turned into oral. We did this for a few weeks I would guess before he taught me about fingering each other’s asses. My dad caught us touching our dicks together and that ended that. I look back and I feel sorry for my friend because he was obviously being abused by someone at such a young age to know about these things. The bad thing for me was I was really aware of sexual pleasure at a young age.

several years later as a preteen I was abused by my great uncle although it was very pleasureful at at the time I know now it was really fucked up what he did. He groomed me gay porn and slowly and methodically trained me to be his personal cum dump. For years he had total access to me and fucked me multiple times a week. As fun as it was then it set me up to be exploited by older men in my early teens.

a couple years later after my great uncle met a man and moved away I was abused by my next door neighbor who was an old retired gay man. It’s a very long story but from like 11 to 14 I became his boy any he fucked me all the time and would bring in other men to fuck me often which I later found out he was turning me out and charging these guys to fuck me.  By 14 I was broken. I felt fine but I had to have sex with older men like an addict. I spent the the next 15 years of my life searching non stop for older guys to fuck my ass. Now here I am still happy so I guess I did ok.

Very similar story here but started a few years later than you at 11.Like you went thru some crap but came out okay.Think about all the fucked up stuff we were exposed to at way too young an age,yet we still turned out okay more or less.Kudos to you.:)