What awakened your sexuality in your early years.

[Justaholeff]

Man from Atlantis was my first crush...I was very young.

Second grade, I went to an boys only summer camp. At the pool, the small boys would change in the women's locker room, the older boys and teens would change in the men's locker room, and all of the counselors would change in the closed  snack bar in between the locker rooms. Of course the snack bar is physically open to the pool area so I would stand in front of the snack bar and dry off while all of these college guys and older would dry off and change for the world to see....they were so beautiful and I fascinated with the the deep dark tan of their skin and the lily white of their hard firm butts! I had scene my dad, brothers, and others naked, like at a nude beach but this was so different. All male and erotic I guess...I know I was hard every time I left the pool area!

[hntnhole]

17 hours ago, endowed said:

but I never had the nerve to pursue anyone

I hope that reticence has faded loooong away by now !!!

[BlindRawFucker1]

In first or second grade, I realized I loved the smell of boys my age.  I had no idea what it ment though.

 

In 1973 or so, there was a show on CBS Sunday nights, called “Apple’s Way.”  I was so interested in the youngest son.  

 

I can’t say it was sexual, but I never missed a show.  Unfortunately, I think it was only on for two seasons.

 

My first real sexual crush on a celebrity was Michael J. Fox, when he was on “Palmer’s USA.”

 

I’ve had it hard for him every since.

[daemien]

At age ten I was already a relentless mastubater. Once, while visiting family I got caught by an older cousin beating up my tiny dick. He decided to teach me "the correct way" to flog myself by putting his hand on my dick. It felt so good. I would have done anything he said, and I did. 

He told me to stroke his hard cock as he rubbed me. It felt huge in my still small hand, and it was so warm to the touch. I was instantly fascinated. 

He leaned into my ear, "Will you do something to me if I do it to you?"

I had no idea what he was talking about, but I agreed without hesitation.

That was the first time someone put my dick in their mouth.  He sucked away at my dick. My body convulsed and shook, but then he abruptly stopped. 

"Your turn."

I was nervous and excited. It was dark in the room, but I could clearly see his cock head as I got closer to it. My lips parted. Something glistened in the low light. My tongue lapped lightly at it. My taste buds came in contact with his seepage. It was like nothing I had ever tasted and I wanted more. 

With an inhale I took his cock into my mouth and started sucking.

"Watch your teeth," he order. I mindfully and eagerly resumed sucking him. It only took a few minutes when I heard him say, "I'm gunna cum." He held my head and fucked my mouth. I slurped on his meat stick as it pumped in and out between my lips. He then pushed my head down and thrusted his hips up, burying his cock in my throat. I felt it throb as thick teen seed started shooting down my throat. He let go of me and I was able to taste the last two blasts of his sperm. I savored it as my tongue. 

The next day, I couldn't wait to be alone with him and sucking his beautiful cock again.  

[Italynocondom]

Around 8 or 9 a female cousin wanted to play doctor... but nothing came out of it, as I was not interested in her. Then, around 11 or 12, I was at a friend's house and we started to talk about masturbation. We did it together a couple of time, but we were both playing with our own little pricks. At 14 I wish a guy who was 4 years older than me would allow me to play with his dick (saw him 2-3 times in underwear and it looked huge).

[plymsleazebear]

I think it was going into public toilets at a young age & reading the graffiti on the walls in the cubicles.  Used to feel so horny reading about what girls & guys were offering/doing.  However, it would be a few more years before I discovered what else could happen in public toilets, & when that happened that really changed me for the better

[Guest]

On 4/4/2023 at 12:46 PM, Bokkierob said:

When I was 13 I loved to go to the swimming pool and hang around the locker room. I would check out the older hairy men and looked at their cocks hoping I'd get picked up.

I dis this too. 

[jz48811]

Several things...

When I was 8 I found a copy of a Playgirl mag at a bookstore, just the cover. It had a shirtless man, hairy chest, jeans slightly undone. It totally stirred something in me. No longer interested in those Playboy mags my friends would look at!

At about 10 I would find myself heading directly to department store mens rooms at the mall, checking out each one. Nothing ever happened, never really saw anything, but I was totally intrigued. How did I know??

Baseball cards - I was a big baseball fan, but I also would sort out the cards to guys I thought were especially handsome and imagine each one naked in the locker room.

7th grade showers...suddenly opened up to a whole new world of naked boys, had never seen other naked boys or men. I would jack off every day before school hoping I wouldn't get hard in the showers. And yes, I remember every boy and every detail about each of them all these years later:)
 

Edited May 2, 2023 by jz48811

[hornybro]

Think it came in stages. First seeing an older male family nude changing clothes etc. Got my interest.

Then junior high years the sights and smells of the locker room were a big part of it. And of course then came porn in the form of TIM and Nifty stories.

[Webster9]

I was a late bloomer, but man, the first time I saw a man in tight, bare assed, leather chaps, I was hooked !

[SFCumdog]

the discovery of jock straps put me over the edge. And to this day, I still get hard whenever I see a guy in one.

[LetsPOZBreed]

Seeing the (adult) male models on the underwear packages in the shops.  I've always had a fascination with men dressed in only undewear, and that was prob the earlist I can remember being in admiration of the male physique.

[TallAussieBtm]

From about age 11 in the early 1970s  - Armpit hair: seeing isolated strands or curly tufts of dark hair spill out the end of a tight t-shirt sleeve, or in a singlet, especially on a hot older teen or early 20s guy. From then on the merest wisp or strand of armpit hair on my friends or guys just a little older than me.

[leatherpunk16]

Although I grew up with an affinity for rainbows and putting on shows, I never made the connection to gay shit until I was much older. But I distinctly remember when I decided I liked boys. In junior high, I had different classes all over my school, enabling me to see many other people during the day. (As a sidenote, I was in the same school as my younger sister for two years and we almost NEVER saw each other there.) And there was this boy with beautiful sandy blond hair. It just flowed freely off his scalp, and he had a sweet face. I called him Evan, but we didn't have any classes together. Passing him in the hall between 3rd and 4th period was a highlight of my school day, he was just so nice to look at. 

Then one day it hit me that I had a crush. I wanted to talk to Evan, but it would be so brief and so random that I didn't find the words. I was 12 - what the hell did I know about cruising? And of course I didn't ever talk to him, and then he was just gone one day. Didn't see him again. I couldn't exactly make inquiries because I didn't have a name and it would draw unwanted attention. But I had discovered I liked boys, and not girls, and when I took to jerking off at that age, I imagined what I remembered of Evan's face. 

And it terrified me. I had always been "different", but this wasn't "natural". I kept such thoughts and feelings to myself for next few years until I figured out what it all meant.

[ellentonboy]

I remember taking school work over to a class mate who was sick, we were in 6th grade.  He was my best friend, so it was not as if I didn't know him.

We sat in the living room, both his parents were at work, and he climbed under the table, pulled my dick out and started to blow me.   That had never happened in the past, he wasn't exactly someone I had even the notion of being sexual with.  The funny thing was, I shot my load in his mouth, and he ran over into the kitchen and spit it out in the sink.

He thought I pissed in his mouth.  No, I shot my load in his mouth. Neither one of us really understood what happened but what was in the sink was while, not yellow.

It triggered something in me, that made me want to find other kids and older teenagers to repeat the process.  The irony of this is that he never spoke to me again, and actually sent out a petition to my classmates to get me to "fly right" and "be straight".  To this day I wonder what happened to him, I know we went to colleges in different states, and I eventually lost track of him.  Obviously having my dick sucked really turned me on to guys, I would never think a girl would do that.  For him, I guess it was some sort of awakening and he felt the urge to tell people there was something "different" or "wrong" with me, but in that petition he never mentioned he was the one who climbed under the table and pulled my dick out.

True story, to this day I am tempted to try and track him down, find out where he lives and what he did with his career.  I'd love to know if he married a woman or stayed "single" like myself.  Ah, the memories of Catholic schools.