pozzing 40 Year Old Virgin

[rawblkbttm98]

hot need more keep fucking  des go back

 to him

[NeedToxicRecharges]

Incredibly hot! I bet Des will get horny for that ass again when he gets to know the diagnosis.

[FFun2BB]

On 11/1/2024 at 8:29 PM, ToxicUK said:

....I thanked him again and left his office, on my way out I made a quick beeline for the toilets in the entrance of the clinic. Taking out my phone I did a quick search for the biggest cock with warts image I could find, dropped my trousers and grabbed my already hard cock, pumping it didn't take long and just as I came

@ToxicUK - WOW - what an amazing story .... 

 

and I am sure it shall be voted in by many here as one of the hottest stories .... WELL DONE ... 

 

and we all want to hear more ... either a continuation of this story or another as twisted as this one :-))  

 

WOULD YOU ALL AGREE?!! 

[HVLpoz88]

We need to read more 🥵

[ToxicUK]

I was debating wether or not to carry on events, hence the gap, but I decided to wrap things up a little.

 

Aftermath - Old Life/New Life.

 

I left the clinic and stopped

"I'm HIV positive, I'm freaking HIV positive" 

Hoping to garner some reaction from me but I might as well have picked up a carrot and said 'it's a carrot'. I couldn't understand why I had no reaction I knew I should yet couldn't. I mentally shrugged and found myself a pub to have a quick drink. I got a pint of Moretti and found a table for myself, I glanced around as I took a few gulps of my pint. It was just starting to get a little busy, mostly young and I wondered how many had some sort of STD, my mind flashed back to the massive cock covered in boils that had burst inside me. 

"You have been diagnosed as HIV positive"

"Also, I must inform you that you have been diagnosed with genital warts"

"We also detected symptoms of genital Herpes"

The words spun round in my head and I started getting hard again.

'I'm an infectious toxic faggot"

I said the words under my breath but I was finally shaking with lust.

I finished my drink and ordered another with a whiskey chaser, looking round I wondered if any gay guys were here, even closeted and how many had taken raw cock not realising it might sign there own death warrant. 

Drinking my drinks I began looking online for guys who might want my toxic cum, I found quite a few who claimed to be looking. I knew some would be fake, some fantasists, some who would chicken out like I had previously. I looked for more extreme ones, who might want other STD's as well. I found a few already poz guys who wanted more and a few neg guys but nothing in my immediate area. I knew I wasn't just gonna fuck a random profile meet tonight but the drink and profiles and my status had me horny. I decided to call it a night and head home. Stepping out into the cold air I began to walk, the air hitting me making me light headed and I realised I needed a piss. I found a dark annex without revellers or police and let go against a drainpipe, as I was finishing up a homeless guy from deeper in the annex came out.

"Can you not fucking piss there?? I've gotta sleep somewhere and don't need you making it all wet in here!"

I looked at him and whilst aside from the beard he looked nothing like Des but the smell reminded me of him and he looked disgusting, which instantly made me rock hard, before I knew it I was talking to him.

"How much for a blow job?"

He looked at me as if he hadn't heard me right, my heart was in my throat and I felt like I was with Des all over again.

"You wot?"

I looked at him more calm this time but with a now obvious hard on, my cock not fully tucked away and clearly hard.

"I asked how much for a blow job?"

"You gay or something?"

I went to tuck myself back in and walk away.

"You mean me suck you yeah?"

The other way hadn't dawned on me and whilst a repeat of my situation with Des suddenly seemed very appealing I was desperate to shoot my load so I just said "yeah".

"10 quid, come in closer"

I managed to find a tenner in my pocket as I stepped into the annex and handed it over.

He fished my hard on out my trousers with his dirty hand and seemed to hesitate a moment before taking my cock into his probably rancid gob.

Realising I hadn't been blown in a long time his mouth felt heavenly. It was obviously not his first time, he probably asked the 'gay' comment in case I was going to beat him up. With his moderate skill, and the fact I'm not large he was taking my to the base repeatedly, I knew I wouldn't last long and once I caught another whiff of his stench and the reminder of Des it sent me over the edge and I felt my cock pulse repeatedly in his mouth. Letting myself enjoy the moment a while longer I soon realised the chances of us caught would increase the longer I stayed. He had a similar thought it seems as he removed his mouth from my cock and pushed himself deeper into the annex between the buildings. I gathered myself, put my now soft and wet cock away and stepped back into the street just as a group of 5 semi drunk guys passed. With a backwards comment of 'whats the fucking stench' I realised i probably had an aroma of homeless man on me.

I walked a bit further in the fresh air to rid myself of the smell then caught a bus home, the days events playing on my mind and my future, deciding what kind of one I had.

Once I was home I realised I needed another piss, fishing my cock out I noticed the slightly reddened blemishes the Doctor had inspected earlier almost unnoticeable normally had darkened and been enflamed. I wondered if the friction of the homeless guys mouth had caused it, I wondered if he had passed anything on, I wondered if I had passed anything onto him.

The thoughts made my cock harder so I finished pissing and quickly went to look for guys to infect. Before I did I knew I had to end things with Nat permanently. I knew I couldn't tell her the truth. With social media and connections it wouldn't be long before my family found out and I wasn't ready for that yet. I told her a half truth. I had contracted HIV, I wasn't sure how but told her I hadn't been with another woman. We hadn't been mutually exclusive so she knew I had no reason to lie. We had gotten close but she didn't know about my desires so she seemed to be quite understanding and even told me to stay in touch. Once we had finished talking I got back to searching the profiles of neg guys who might want what I had poisoning my insides.

[ToxicUK]

A Few Questions Answered

Based on the replies on the forum and the messages I've received I feel a few answers might be needed.

I know some or you are hoping for more sordid tales with Des but when I started this I swore to write as close to the truth as I could so I won't be including any nasty events that didn't happen.

Yes, that means this happened. Names and locations have been altered somewhat but I really was a 40 year old virgin (for guys anyway), Des did exist, isn't his real name. I don't want to spoil too much in case I write more but it essentially happened how it's described. 

To this date I have not gone on any medical trials, I'm now pushing 43, due to the other STD's, my diet, my lifestyle, my crap immune system I don't know but due to whatever I have already hit stage 3, I am full blown aids and I've made my peace with it. I was and still am 'chunky' so anyone expecting wasted and skinny sorry to disappoint but I know it's stripping me away piece by piece so in a year or so who knows?

Yes, I am still sexually active, I tend to only go for either other poz guys or at the very least load for load so a 'yours gets mine' policy, that's neg, poz or u/d I'm not really fussy.

If there is interest in the 30+ months that followed my diagnosis I will write some of my escapades but I guess we'll see.

If nothing else happens then I hope you liked my late start into the lifestyle and enjoy your own experiences as much as I have.

 

[negchaserlooking]

Well I just had to go back to the beginning and reread your story. All coming back to me now - dirty and nasty fuck 🔥🔥. Hell yeah, if you want to write more on your journey, I for one would love to readi it.

[plisken]

Disgusting, my first reaction when starting the encounter with Des, but the I felt the rush of lust, felt my cock get hard and realized how I was turned on by this story where the dark lust is taking control.

Edited Sunday at 09:21 AM by plisken

[ToxicUK]

On 1/26/2025 at 9:18 AM, plisken said:

Disgusting, my first reaction when starting the encounter with Des, but the I felt the rush of lust, felt my cock get hard and realized how I was turned on by this story where the dark lust is taking control.

I don't have a single regret either. At the time I had so many emotions going on, I think there were moments of regret and I won't lie I have had moments in the night when I've realised 'this is it'. But haven't had one of those for a long time now and despite my time growing shorter I feel I've lived more in the past 3 years than I did in my first 40.

[Niceroundass]

Absolutely Amazing!!!

Great story telling it was as if we were there with you, so beautiful!!!!

I know you feelings, I also have had sex with homeless men!!!