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Yes, I'm on Biktarvy, its covered by most health insurance plans (commercial, Medicare, Medicaid, VA/TRICARE), but costs vary, manufacturer copay cards and patient assistance programs (like Ryan White Program) can lower costs to $0-$5 monthly for eligible patients.

My first gay bar was Trax on Haight Street. I was living a block away on Masonic and Page St. Just had moved to the San Francisco, I was 23 years old, it was Dec 1989, right after the huge quake. Ending up going home with two 50 something year old guys to the basement apartment on Fell St. They used me every which way until the sun was up. crazy times, the best of times.

When I was 17, my older brother and his girlfriend used to take me to Studio 54 - this would be the very end of 1979 into 1980 - I was a senior in H.S. and the drinking age at the time was 18, but they never had a problem getting me in there. After a few hours of dancing, my brother and his GF would head to "Plato's Retreat" a STRAIGHT sex club and bathhouse, while I would head to the Ansonia Baths or one of the gay porn theaters like the Adonis or the David and fuck around then we'd all meet up at 5 or 6AM and head home. I went to Fordham University in September of '80 and turned 18 in November. By that time, I was going to The Anvil, The Spike, and The Eagle (seriously) and during breaks home in Nyack I would go to the two gay bars there which were called Reflections and Candlelight. Funny, I never got to Uncle Charlie's or the Monster or Ty's any of the milder NYC bars until I was 19 or 20!

Can't remember the names but its was in West Lafayette Indiana. Didn't know the etiquette of when to show up for the crowds so I was there way too early but being fresh collbe meat I had no problem meeting and going to a hotel with someone and then walking back to the dorms afterwards.

For me, it depends on the sex type and the environment. For fucking I prefer wearing nothing if it’s at someone’s home. In bars and clubs, I usually wear sneakers or boots and jockstrap with or without harness. Outdoor if it is not on a gay nudist beach I like sweatpants with or without underwear. FF is different. I always wear only socks but I need this otherwise my legs are freezing. Sometimes I put on a jockstrap as my chm dick is needed for nothing and the focus is basically on my ass.

My experience was it immediately stopped when Medicare replaced my corporate insurance. Best of luck to you.

Yeah I got that coupon last year it actually met my deductible for my corporate insurance - now im on medicaid and im hoping it won’t be a problem when I go to get it refilled

Believe it or not, most drug companies exclude government insurance. I called Eli Lilly to apply for a coupon to help with the copay ( which they did for years when I was on corporate insurance), but even my social security put me over the minimum income level.

Sunday was absolutely incredible. I knew there would be more then just the car sex and me giving head and swallowing the random Top's load. But I did not expect the surprise. I met up with my regular tatted Daddy on Sunday evening. He mentioned in advance he had a surprise for me but I wasn't sure what to expect. We made out passionately and wildly when we went through the door a week felt like too long. I was told to go into the bedroom and strip. I did as I was told and then I got on my knees and put my hands behind my back and sucked Daddy already hard until he was rock hard. He was fucking my face a little bit. He asked if I was ready for my surprise and I was nervous but ready. He told me to get on the bed on all fours. I immedietly got on the bed and assumed the position and he told me "Good puppy". He reached behind his hand over my face and he had something in his hand. I couldn't register what it was at first but it was a blindfold. He was going to blindfold me. He wrapped the blindfold around my eyes completely so I couldn't see. I couldn't believe he was doing this. I was so happy. I've kinda hinted at him with this and I've been talking to a cumdump bottom recently stating that it's really something I've been wanting but only with someone I trust. And of course I trust my Daddy we've seen each other countless times I've taken countless loads from him and fucks. There was no fear when he was wrapping the blindfold around my head and eyes only desire, lust, trust, and excitement for what's to come. He told me he was going to leave and come back. I was not expecting this either. He did leave and I was left on the bed naked and blindfoled in anticipation of what's to come. I was starting to understand the headspace that some cumdump bottoms go through especially those who get blindfolded. Anything and everything could happen I was completely cut off from sight and had to take whatever he was going to give me. He came back into the room and acted like almost a different person. He admired my ass and slapped and pressed his hard cock into my hole. Fuck I've taken him dry before but he was being a lot more agressive. I took a hit of poppers in advance when he was behind me and I yelped as his cock pressed all the way into me. I started whimpering and whinning and he just pushed his cock in further and started fucking me harder. Fuck. He was pulling my hair too and I started barking and whimpering even more. He started shouted and grunting and yelling and slammed his cock and groin into my hard with his finishing thrusts of breeding me. I actively squeezed his cock a little with my hole and he kept fucking me. I was on all fours and he constantly fucked and bred me either me taking poppers and loosening my hole or me riding his cock. After taking a few loads he put me on my back. This was so fucking hot. I was switching between pup and boy because he was so intense with fucking me. I was crying out and yelping out feeling him push deeper and fuck me harder. I did not pull or shy away though I never do from him. He kissed me with the blindfold on and made out with me passionately. He bred me a few more times and kept fucking me. I ended back on all fours and the blindfold was starting to slip off. He decided to put the blindfold around my neck and pull it while he fucked me. Fuck this was so fucking hot. He continued to pull my hair while he fucked and bred me a few times. He then wanted me to ride his cock which I love doing. I rode his cock and made out with him while riding him. I rode him in a few different positions and he fucked and bred me a few times. After we made out a cuddled for a good bit. I constantly licked his face and got into pup headspace with him. We both took a bit of of breather and just lay next to each other. But then puppy got horny. We changed positions where I was holding him. And my hard cock was against his hole. It didn't take me long to start fingering his hole. I spat on my hand and started rubbing saliva in his hole. He knew what I wanted. He's not a bottom he's a Top. But i'm his boy. I had him lay on his side for a bit and lubed up his hole more. He was fucking tight. I spit on my cock some more and put him on his belly. A few attempts of pushing my saliva coated cock against his tight Daddy hole was starting to loosen him up. He was tight but I was hard and my saliva was wet. I kept using saliva to loosen him up and pushed in slowly. I was starting to push into him a little. Fuck his soft moans and groans. God he sounded so fucking hot. He sounded similar to moans and groans when he fucks me but they were softer. I'll never forget them. Hearing him moan and groan and slightly whimper. Fuck i was rock hard. I pushed my cock in him a little bit more. I started fucking him slowly and gently. I held him and kissed him. I rocked my cock back and forth and he was opening up more. Eventually I got to the part where I could go a little deeper and was actually fucking him. His hole felt so fucking good. I was making love to my Daddy. I was being gentle but giving him thrusts and pumps but not fully fucking him. Just enough so he could enjoy the sensation and I could as well. Eventually my cock started to go deeper into him. He was really starting to moan and groan now. Now I could actually start to lightly fuck him. I started fucking him a little faster and a little harder. He was taking it and I believe he was enjoying it. I fucked him for a good while like this but my urge and desire was starting to take over. I was wanting to fuck and breed. I started fucking him harder and my cock was mostly going all the way in and out of his ass. I was not deep stroking or thrusting him by pulling my cock out completely and slamming it back in. No need for that and not for him. That's for holes I want to fucking tear open. I wasn't trying to tear Daddy open nor did I want to. I did keep fucking him faster and harder though and deeper. I started to tense up and started growling and groaning. A week's worth of not cumming and a few nights of being horny in bed. A few nights or deciding what bottom I've either seen or haven't seen was worthy of getting my week's load. It should have been obvious from the start. The moment we met earlier in the week and he wore sexy slutty shorts around me I knew I was going to fuck and breed him soon. Thinking of him in those fucking sexy shorts I growled and shot my huge load. I did pop into him and he did moan out when I was close to cumming. I'm glad that I came at this moment because I know fucking him further or harder would have caused him discomfort. I did stay in him for a bit while I drained my load into him and continued pumping my cock in and out of him as it started to deflate. Afterwards we rolled over and made out some more. We cuddled a bit more after. He was originally going to fuck and breed me a few times after we cuddled but I think we were both extremely satisfied. He got up and got me a water which was so sweet and thoughtful because all the damn poppers I needed a drink. He lay back in bed with me and we cuddled and lay next to each other some more. He asked if I wanted dinner and I was really happy and excited. I should also mention I didn't really eat at all the entire day just a little bit at lunch with the Random top which couldn't even be considered a snack but it was intentional. When he was fucking me I was very active in my hole control and movement and involvement and taking him. It takes a lot of energy to bottom for him and be in the pup headspace that I go into with him and the passion I have for him. I was running on nothing on my energy tank and near the end of him fucking and breeding me I was struggling a little but still giving 110% of effort and enthusiam and energy I didn't have to make him happy and please him. Also something happened right after he asked me out to dinner. He found a way to do something sort of fun, cute, and clever that INSTANTLY puts me in a wild pup headspace. I am still sort of internally trying to figure out the cause of it but it might be because I'm starting to sense a little bit in him as well. Or maybe he's a different beast or animal but he has something. After a delicious dinner we both said goodbye and went our seperate ways. He always encourages me to fuck and get fucked and have fun. I haven't seen a certain travelling Top in a while and he and many many others messaged me when I was done with my Top Daddy. But I prioritize lasting connections over new ones. I believe I made the right call. The last time I saw him..we fucked a bottom a both and tag teamed and bred the bottom. But there were circumstances with the bottom that left me a little uncomfortable and horned up with no release on my end. I never told him this but it probably went without saying. I cured the itch that night by going the baths and having fun though. So it's been a good while since I saw the Top. He was waiting on the bed for me with his cock rock hard. It's been so long since I saw him I forgot how fucking fat and thick his cock was. I almost had a little trouble taking it in my mouth and swallowing him but I adjusted. After some foreplay of nipple play, cock, sucking and kissing he put me on all fours and started to press his fat thick Daddy cock in me. But fuck he was big. I was wanting those loads to kick in and act as lube. But I was a little tight. I took a hit of poppers and started to loosen up. Fuck his thick dick going in me felt so fucking good. He eventually had me on my belly on the bed while he took control and I lay there with my ass in the air and him pounding and fucking me. He very much prefers a bottom to just open and relax their hole and let him drive. I am not against this at all but it's very different then when I bottom for my Daddy. I adjusted quickly to this change and felt my ass start to go numb and my body as he pounded thhe hell out of me with his thick cock fuck. Something I was waiting for he put on the right side of the bed with the pillows and continued to fuck me. I could feel the cum start to move around and it was acting as lube and letting him go in deeper and fuck me harder and faster. Fuck I was moaning oat and whining and groaning. I don't get into pup headspace with him because I don't think he's into it I only do it with guys who I either know like it or are accepting of it. This doesn't stop me from bottoming or having fun. I definitely got into a submissive boy headspace and loved it. To my surprise he came partially and I felt his load fill me but then he stopped. He told me was going to fuck and breed me again. I worked his nipples, cock and made out with him some more. After a bit of foreplay he got hard again and put me back on my belly and continued to fuck me. After a good while I heard him shout and felt his load fill me up. Fuck I forgot he had such huge loads. After he bred me we lay next to each other in bed talking and catching up. Occasional slight cuddling or me laying on his furry chest and him petting or rubbing my hair. I miss hearing his stories and experiences and just hearing his voice it made me happy. We had a great time catching up. It was getting late and we both decided that it's time to call it. He offered me a shower so I took one. I got dressed and kissed him goodbye and left. It amazes me how many people did hit me up on various sites/apps wanting to specifically fuck me. I thought about it but decided to just call it a night and head home. This was an incredibly fun day. From giving road head, to being blindfolded by a man and Daddy Top that I trust and care about and also fucking him passionately and breeding him to getting fucked by a Top I have not seen in a while. I couldn't have really asked for a better way to spend my Sunday. The headspace I got in with the blindfold being on was a very intersting one too. I think that will lead to other developments and experiences in the future. And my Daddy is always full of surprises as well.

At some point in my 40s I switched from wanting older to wanting younger guys. Now I seek a guy or couple in the 20s-30s range to play with or even date. Let's just say I'm no longer in my 40s.

I'm a jock strap only guy. No need for anything else, maybe flip flops at the bathhouse to save the feet. But jock is great for me leaves my ass out and covers my dick.

Older married guys that bb, getting pent up jizz they can’t fuck into their love that dry up, and can plow like they never could, rough and hard, just blow it

People you should know my family life, history and setup. No judging. But when you’ve been through shit I have, you genuinely past caring about limits and laws and everything else. This site is my solace to talk openly. I babe things happen or let them happen. So I want support and discussion. I’ve got a large family and I’m turned on by ruining it basically. So as above this happened so DM me or more. But the main fact is I didn’t see it coming with this song. Wasn’t expecting to see his lips locked to this extreme over my mates dick

LOL - I think you have SOME sense of me by now - virginal is NOT a word anyone would think applied to me. That's helpful though cuz I don't want people to misunderstand 🙂

Got it. I thought you meant that you didn’t want to be devirginized. Which I couldn’t quite get. Thanks for this entry

Taking someone's virginity. These are MY preferences. #1) I don't like inexperienced people generally sexually, and 2) I really don't think they are cut out for me being their first, and I'd rather not be. Other people might be in to it

In this context, what does “devirginizing” mean?