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It seems not only not that bad but ACtUALLY a good idea to find a slut whore, drive it (or voluntarily export/import it) to a dick(s), and traffick its cunt until the cunt does its chosen and voluntary job no? Three cheers for whores and for the men that voluntarily move the fuckable parts closer to their utility.

An EXCELLENT one @CrazyOVP, I've used this one to get off on literally for years!

I feel like it's hard for me to find someone who truly has the same kinks and sexual desires as I do

Couldn't agree more. I only wish I had more " teachers or role models" to show me the ropes when I was a young child

Massive! 🤤🤩

Safe bottoms I have stealthed total count: 1061 lol

@MarcBJones

The power imbalance is the vital core of the sexual act. The male is the invader, destroyer, and colonizer. Cunt, whether slave or whore or spouse, is the ebodiment of surrender.

And b4 adam4adam there was gay.com

Well, apparently at least one person knows :) But jokes aside...it is little scary indeed.

My collection (along with my hole) keeps growing.

Like people before alreasy mentioned. Mostly the gays that come to fuck me are easily convinced to do it bare, even if the mentioned to do "safe sex only" before. If they still want to use a condom i just refuse to get fucked by them. I want to feel their raw dick and their seef inside me.

Neg bottom in North Myrtle Beach

Still going after 50 years, practically unchanged. One change however is the lit emergency exit sign in the once pitch black darkroom. Sadly now a dimly lit room. I've been fucked so many times over the years, since 1990, in the previously dark darkroom - and I'm missing it. Still lots of action in the sling and other parts of the darkroom, but it's not he same.

There is no need for a top to thank me (nice if they do) but I always thank them for their loads.

I think it sounds fine and hot

Hi summer doesn't last long so I'm trying to take advantage while good weather is here. Looking for help as well as top breeders in either, Mississauga, Oshawa or Barrie in helping as well as partaking in a BB gang bang in a secluded outdoor cruising spot in any of the above mentioned town. I will be the only bottom and looking for top or vers top pigs to use me as their fuck toy and drain their cocks in either of my cum starved holes.

I came across this post online. Kind of corroborates what you are saying.

Well damn been years since I've been to one of these. After going to the bath house and then the book store the other day. I kinda felt that maybe I was ready to get back into this. But a lot of questions were in my mind of if i'd return to my cumslut ways or what would happen. The truth is I was not ready for this but I went anyway. This also happened a few nights ago but finally decided to write about it tonight. It was very packed when I got there. I was really nervous when checking in but I got the pass and walked in. It's been years since I last visited this place and so much about it changed. So many corridors and I saw a familiar dark room which I used to visit. Lots of good and times that happened there. The booths changed completely but I found a few in the back. I didn't even realize at first they had a few steps you could go up so someone could put their dick through the glory hole. Reminded me of another certain place from the past. I also found a dark area with a few booths of rooms with glory holes. This looked very familiar to a certain club that's no longer around even the lighting. I almost forgot there was an upstairs so I went up the stairs. I saw familiar rooms with red doors. It looked somewhat similar from what I remembered and memories of the smell and past came flooding to me. Had some really fun times in the past. But I noticed it was empty. I saw another set of stairs behind some darkened areas. I don't remember this previously. But also these extra stairs reminded me of another place that is no longer around. Walking up the stairs I heard loud music. And when I got to the top the room was darker and it looked like a DJ in the back. And I saw lots of guys and guys bent over on benches assuming the position. Wow. I was only wearing a black t-shirt and a jockstrap underneath my shorts and some boots. Since it's been forever since I've done all this I also cleaned myself out which I haven't done in years. I walked a little more and found an area with crosses and slings and typical sex dungeon type stuff. I saw a few leather guys and guys in jock straps standing around. Also what seemed to be clothed men likely tops who were there to help their help their boys or maybe just bottoms I wasn't sure. Or maybe they were to recruit guys to fuck them. I also found a pitch black dark room that a lot of guys were in. Oh yeah this was bringing me back. Before getting into anything I left that area and saw a locker. I figured that I should get a locker. There was a wait but I was able to get one. I was a little intimidated because there were so many guys in jockstraps and leather and they seemed like professionals. I was just a man that used to be a boy years ago in these kinds of places and I knew I was probably out of touch. Regardless I decided to strip my clothes and just wear my jockstrap and boots. I had a little bit of a hard time trying to cruise guys. There were so many guys and so many in jockstraps or guys who were bent over and waiting to serve men. These were professionals and maybe in the past I was one of them or a fraction of them. After walking around for a little bit I knew pretty quickly I was out of my depth. The bath house was more of a cruising dance. I did not quite perfect it but I got better at it along the way. The bookstore was smaller and fortunately I had a lot of charisma that day. This was a huge place with so many different corridors and floors. After not having so much luck cruising I decided to go into the dark room. Darkness has always been my friend at these kinds of places. I've always had infamous times in the dark rooms. I was nervous in a sea of bodies. I quickly felt someone grab my ass. And before I knew it I was up against a guy. He seemed like he had some really nice nipples and he started sucking my nipples and nuzzling me. This was a little more my speed. While the guy was rubbing all over me another guy was rubbing my ass stroking my hole. I started making out with the guy who was on me and he was a nice and passionate kisser. Before I knew It I felt a cock head at my hole. Oh fuck here it was. I was really nervous and tight. But I knew I was clean at least. The guy tried to shove his cock into me and the other guy was holding me. I got nervous and stumbled a little I wonder how the others perceived me. I told the guy I was sorry that I haven't done this in a while. The guy was determined and got part of his raw cockhead in my hole. I unfortunately stumbled around again and he slipped out and gave up. I decided I need to catch my breath. I went back to the lockers for a moment. I saw lots of cute guys by the lockers but was trying to focus. A million thoughts racing through my mind. I was scared and nervous but also anxious and horny. I decided to go back to the dark room. No idea if it was the same guy or someone else but another guy was fingering my hole. Another guy was stroking his cock so I lightly touched him and he touched me. I decided to start sucking on his nipples and he seemed to like it. While I was sucking his cock I felt a cock at my hole again. Oh fuck here it is. I still had some saliva or maybe lube back there. The guy had a decent size cock and it started to push past the ring and into my tight clean hole. I moaned out in pleasure because it felt good. I started sucking the guy in front of me even more. Both guys were loving spit roasting me and I was nervous and hesitant but I was enjoying it but also a little reserved. I think they knew that so the guy fucking me pulled me off the guy I was sucking and pushed me against the wall and a bench. Now he was really starting to fuck me. Fuck I was getting barebacked in a dark room by someone I couldn't even see. I heard him moaning more and I was moaning and crying out in pleasure. I still feel like there was a little bit of defiance or hesitation in my rhythm but the man didn't care he kept fucking me and started fucking me harder. Before I knew it I heard him shout and I was moaning and yelling as I started to feel my ass filled with cum. Fuck I was getting bred. He shouted some more and pumped me a few more times and then pulled out. Ugh my hole felt so wet but I had so many mixed feelings in my head. I regained my composure and got past the sea of mean and went back to my locker. What happened next changed the night and the rest of the next few days to come. I opened my locker to look at my phone and saw a call from my ex. We had just broken up recently but decided that we will both do our own thing in life and he wished me the best and told me to go do what I want. The first call and voicemail was kinda more inquiring. The next few calls and texts made my heart sink. He said that someone he knew saw me there and he called me all kinds of names and slurs. My chest dropped and I didn't know what to do or think. I put my phone back in the locker.. God dammit. My mind was filled with frustration and guilt. I was monogamous with him for so many plus years never cheated in relationship. He told me to go have fun and live my life. I didn't necessarily come to the event to be a cum dump. I didn't really know what I was looking for. Was I looking for sex, a friend, a potential interest, romance, or affection? Or was I really there just to take whatever I can get and as much as I want. I figured well what's done is done. It did not matter what I did from that point on in the night. No matter how much more cock or loads I take or give i'll be labelled as a whore, slut, cumdump my fate was sealed. But I didn't care at that point. I went back into the dark room. I ran into a sexy older daddy. He grabbed my cock and started playing with it. Someone else grabbed my ass again. Oh fuck here we go again. The sexy daddy was jacking me off while the other man with a huge cock was pushing into my hole. He was a lot bigger then the other guy. I felt my hole start to strain a little taking his huge raw cock. I cried out when pushed into me and heard him groan. The sexy daddy was playing with my body while the man behind me was fucking me. Damn it felt good but at the same time I felt sad and guilty. I tried to push the feelings away but I think some hesitation did overcome me. It didn't matter the man was enjoying my hole and I heard him grunt and I felt a huge load in me. Looks like load number two. I felt over the sexy daddies body and thought about doing more. But I felt guilty after taking a second load. I decided to go the bathroom and push the cum out. Fortunately I was still clean I was sort of proud at how good I did with the prep beforehand. But I felt some shame pushing two loads out. I went back to the open area where the bottoms were bent over the benches. I tried my best to cruise but I think I was somewhat mentally broken from the texts and calls that haunted me. I decided there was no way I could cruise openly so I went back to the dark room. This time no one was groping me. So I saw someone or silhouettes of a larger stocky man. I felt his body a little bit and then felt his cock. It was thick and girthy. He seemed to be approve and then he kissed me. I kissed him back and we both started making out. I started kissing his chest and he kissed my face. He sucked on my nipple for a little bit and I sucked on his. I started exploring more of his chest and before I knew it I was on my knees. I started sucking him and he was already getting harder. God it felt so good to be sucking cock again. I really enjoyed my lips going up and down on his cock. I started swirling my tounge around his cock and he moaned more. Another man started getting near us and he looked cute. I groped his chest and he groped mine. He started groping the daddy I was sucking too. I then heard them both make out above me and it turned me on even more. The other guys started grabbing my head as I was sucking the stocky daddy. He grabbed my hair for a moment and I started sucking his cock. Damn his cock was huge. While I was sucking his cock the other stocky daddy was rubbing my hole and playing with it. I got up and started licking the man's nipples and kissing his neck. The man took this as a cue and started kissing me. While we were making out the stocky daddy's cock was pressing at my hole. Fuck here we go again. In no time at all I felt his cock push into me. Fuck it felt so good. The guilt and sadness was starting to melt away. The visual image and scent of these two hot daddies surrounding me, making out, and sucking them both off in intervals was driving me so damn horny. They both encouraged each other and I was started to hold onto the other guy as the stocky daddy was fucking me. I heard him start to tense up and fuck me harder. I was really holding onto the other guy for stability and I felt my hole flood again with another man's cum. It was feeling less guilty and more like pleasure. The guy who I was holding on started stroking his cock furiously. The stocky daddy grabbed me and we started making out again. Before I knew it I felt ropes of cum on my leg and thigh. The man was jacking off and cumming on both of us. Fuck that was so hot. We all sort of groped each other one last time then a simple pat before they disappeared and I left the dark area. I decided to go back to my phone to check the time. More text and calls and some that were very personal things that again made my chest sink and filled me with guilt and panic. There was nothing I could do at this point to make it any better. I figured I guess I'm a sinner and might as well continue the night. I tried to cruise around a little more but still just was not in the head space. I decided to go back to the dark area and it wasn't as crowded now. But that didn't stop someone from grabbing my dick. My dick was getting hard and they felt like they had a nice furry body. They then bent over and I saw their ass in a jockstrap. I doc like topping sometimes but the mixed feelings I was in. I wasn't really in the right space. I then felt someone grab my ass and they started grabbing my body. They pushed me against a wall and I felt a HUGE cock push against my hole. Oh fuck I wasn't sure if I was ready for this but it didn't really matter. They slammed their cock in my ass and I yelped out. I tried hard to keep balance and also try to open up my hole as much as I could. They were fucking me rough and aggressive and normally I do like that but right now I was kinda mixed. I was trying to pull away but they wouldn't let me. They grabbed me and held me and I felt their cock get bigger. I started really moaning and shouting out and I heard them yell really loud when I felt another huge load flood my hole. I moaned and groaned and sighed as they pulled their wet cock out of me and left the room. Fuck. Although it did feel good the texts and calls I kept checking between had me kind of checked out. I decided to head back to the locker. More and more awaited me. Not only that but I kept getting called. I didn't answer a single one. And I also decided that I guess this is the end of my night. I was originally going to also go to a bar afterwards and kinda check it out and maybe dance and then head back to the event after. But after everything I read I decided I guess I'll just go home. I got dressed and went down the stairs. I did go past the darkly lit area with the glory holes. I saw maybe one or two people but decided not to. I went back to the area where it looked like the original glory hole booths the place used to have. But there was now a platform for guys to go above. When walking that way that's when I saw him. It looked like a semi older man dressed in all black with some piercings and a huge bushy beard. His eyes also looked intense and I locked onto his and he locked onto mine. I thought there's no way he'd be into me . So I walked past him but he also walked behind me. I thought maybe I was imagining this and when I went towards the platform I thought he was going into a room but he walked back to where he was sitting. I walked past him again and figured he'd get up and leave but he didn't. So I sat down not next to him but somewhat near him where he could see me. I looked for any indication but he was on his phone. I decided to grope myself and then he looked over. I then decided to go for it and sat next to him. He looked at me and I gently touched his chest. His shirt was soaked in sweat. But he let me and he looked at me. The spark was initiated. I slowly started rubbing his body and he started groping mine. He had an intensity to him. And I looked at him nervous and slightly scared but I decided to start sucking his nipples through his shirt. I heard in a deep voice "yeah boy". To my surprise I felt piercings on the nipples. Huge ones. He lifted his shirt and I saw and felt sweat and hair on his chest. His nipples intimidated me for a moment but I took the plunge and took them in my mouth. These were huge ring nipples so I wasn't entirely sure how to do this but he encouraged me. I was sucking on his nipple and his piercing at the same time. I was gently sucking away when I heard "harder boy". He liked it rough? Okay that's what I like so I started sucking on them harder. To my surprise I heard him say "Harder boy". He then showed me I can grab and twist his nipples which I did. I then looked up at him and nervously had a sense of yearning and affection when looking at him. He must have seen it too so we both leaned in and started kissing. His tounge exploring my mouth and mine exploring his. I was moaning and he was moaning. We broke away for a moment and I still saw the intensity in his eyes. I started kissing his face and his cheek and he started moaning even more. Then I went for it and started licking his face. He seemed to really like this and said "good boy:. I licked his face more intensely and licked the other side as well. He then kissed me but this time he held my mouth and started blowing into my mouth and held my nose. What..was this? He was pushing air into my mouth and I was feeling light headed. My arms and legs started to grow weak and I felt like I was going to collapse soon. He then broke away and kissed me again and said "Good boy". Was that breathe play through kissing? Wow what an intense man. He did this a few more times and he started also slightly punching my chest. He told me to hold it and stay still which I did. He started giving me slight orders and my natural submissive instincts kicked in. He would compliment me as a good boy after I performed well for him. After that we made out some more. I decided to speak and asked "Sir do you want to go to a room perhaps". He smiled and me and said "Sure boy". He put his sweaty shirt back on and we both went upstairs and found a room. It wasn't completely private but it was somewhat enclosed. He lifted my body up and started kissing me again. He was strong and I was putty in his hands. He did some more breath play and also twisted my nipples harder. He put me on the bed like area and we lay next to each other making out and exploring each other's bodies. He flipped me over and started playing my ass and groping it. I was moaning out in pleasure. He then started spanking my ass. It's been years since I really had my ass spanked but my instincts remembered some of it like to push my ass out and not pull back. I did hesitantly a few times almost pull back but I also anticipated his hand. I yelled out when he spanked me it hurt but wasn't too bad but the pain felt kind of good. I thought I had his rhythm figured out but then he started spanking both my ass cheeks back and forth and I started yelling out unable to predict his next move. He then put me on my back and started playing with my cock. I was hard and my cock was dripping. To my surprise he started sucking my cock. And damn he was good at it. I was enjoying and loving every moment of it. He pulled me up and we started making out some more and he did more breathe play, more nipple play, and a little more punching. Some in my stomach and some in my rib area. He said I have great energy and that I'm a very good boy. He said I respond so naturally with his direction and that it flows. We also embraced a few times and I was able to really hold him tight and release the stress, pain, guilt, anger, and shame I was feeling from earlier In the night. I think he could sense this. He asked me a few times if everything was okay and I just smiled and said yes. It was getting near the end of the night and they were starting to close up. To my surprise he asked if I wanted to go his place. I was so nervous, happy, excited, sad, and felt guilt, and also horny at the same time. He said I didn't have to if I don't want to. But I just smiled at him and said yes. We kissed again and we both left together. But that's a story for another time. I will say that since that night I haven't really been kept awake horny and trying to jack off or edge myself. I also haven't felt the need to cruise guys or porn online. I'm not sure if it was the communion event or the man I met at the end of the night and stayed the night with. But I think I got a sense of satisfaction and maybe found what I was looking for that night. Whether what I was looking for was to be a whore, cumdump, or find someone to be intimate with and even go home with. In a sense I did a little bit of everything that night and so much more. And I don't know the answer to if I am a whore or cum dump again. But I guess i'm still exploring myself right now. Who knows what the "next" load will be. Oh right and load count at the event was 4 guys that bred me lol.