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  5. Even 85% is lower than radiation or surgical options, which (last I looked) were ~93%. When I was deciding, I wanted the best survival rate, first and foremost. I was willing to sacrifice 1-2% if it meant preserving function but if it had been a statistically significant difference, I would have gone with surgery. One of the things that surprised me for a number of years after my treatment was the "Sword of Damocles": Every check-up was stressful. I'm sure it's no different than any other life altering diagnosis including HIV (especially back in the day.) My radiation oncologist warned me that my PSA would bounce around for 2-3 years. Noted. Then my PSA spiked higher than it had ever been and I lost my sh*t anyway. Ultimately, it was nothing but every movement in your numbers induces stress or relief. Funny you mention this. As I mentioned, I had urethral strictures, which is a risk with radiation. I woke up one day (several years after treatment) and couldn't piss. Wound up in the ER where they cath'd me. Forcing that in was the most intense pain ever. On a follow-up visit, the urologist attempted to cystoscope me. I couldn't tolerate it. They then tried narrower sounds to "widen the road", so to speak. Still no dice. They had to do it under anesthesia. Peripheral radiation damage is probably why recreational sounding isn't recommended. Of course, I suspect docs would try to discourage it, regardless of cancer status.
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  15. My treatment was 15 years ago and, as you noted, my LDR brachytherapy is now quite outdated. It worked reasonably well for me at the time. I'm now starting to have incontinence issues but not sure that has anything to do with my cancer; I was OK for years. Guess I'm just getting old now 😞 Radiation did leave me with urethral strictures several years later. That's an unrelated story but it was a small price to pay. I will tell you that my orgasms aren't always completely dry. It isn't urine; it has the consistency of precum and it's just a few drops usually, but it now shoots out if I've been building up long enough. If I'm alone and just want to squeeze a quickie out, it's usually dry. I don't think the lidocaine helped much. I don't have a basis for comparison but some of the cores felt like someone snapping a rubber band. It stung but was tolerable. Others made me scream and almost jump out of my skin. Guess he hit a nerve on those (literally.) I should also mention, your orgasms will be bloody for a couple weeks after. That was never mentioned so I panicked until I Googled it and found it was normal. Make sure you have someone drive you to the appointment and maybe self medicate beforehand, if you have a pain killer handy. My doc prescribed a Valium (IIRC) beforehand which didn't help. It worked to the extent that when I got home I totally crashed but I had too much adrenaline for it to have much effect for the procedure itself. Yeah, my initial PSA was 4.0 which wouldn't have been terrible for a 65 year old but I was 42 so it raised red flags. My father had somewhat advanced PC in his early 50's (which is when they usually begin testing.) After my diagnosis, I learned that my grandfather died of PC (I was an infant) at 57. I hadn't known that but it was even more evidence of early onset PC in my family. My doc noted the family history and ran what was supposed to be a baseline test. By the time I was treated I think I was into the 5's. It's been a while so I don't remember all the specifics. There are a number of things that can cause an increased PSA, prostatitis being foremost among them. Even a recent orgasm will spike you a bit. So it has a fair amount of false positives (and negatives) but it's the best diagnostic we have.
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  18. Depending on what your PSA levels are and how long ago you had them taken will determine what you and your Urologist discuss. If it's been two or three months since you had your PSA test, he might just order another test to see if your levels have gone up. He'll probably discuss your choices if they have gone up, like having a biopsy done. Whatever you talk about, i wish you the best and wish you good health!!!!
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  20. Wishing the best for you. I'm stilling waiting to get my first appointment at the urologist. I'm not sure what happens at the first appointment. I just have the results from my PSA and Free PSA. Even though I have low numbers, I feel like in time the numbers will increase. I appreciate you sharing everything.
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