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Escorting through the AIDS pandemic … bareback! In the spring of 1988, I had finished my first year of college and was heading home for the summer to work with our small-town fire department. I had been volunteering with them since I was 16. By sixteen I had matured into a 6 foot, handsome, blonde, with a gym bunny body. It was a gift of pure genetics, I didn’t have to work to develop my six pack abs and muscular arms and shoulders. Well, other than the years of helping my dad milk the cows and other farm chores. Every year the fire hall chose a charity to support, and the guys posed for a beefcake calendar. You’ve all seen these, each month a shirtless fireman hunk in a suggestive sexy pose somewhere in the fire hall. They always wanted to include me, but my age was a problem. That was until the spring of 1988, and I couldn’t have been happier. On the day of my photo shoot the photographer had me strip down to my waterproof trousers and rubber boots. I hung off the back of one of the trucks. After a half hour of taking shots he told me it just wasn’t working for him. He suggested we go outside and hook up a fire hose, he wanted to capture me with more action. I was game. In front of the station glass doors he captured stunning shots of my half naked self spraying the hose full blast. My face was plastered with a mischievous smile from ear to ear. The calendars sold like hot cakes and the women who bought them wanted me to sign their copies. I took a razing from the other jealous guys, but it was all good natured. Fast forward to the next fall. I decided to volunteer with the fire department in the city where I was going to college. They jumped at my application when they saw all my experience. They too had a tradition of fundraising for their community. Being in a big city they didn’t feel as restricted in picking their cause as my small-town fire department had been. They had chosen to raise funds for an organization that supported sex workers; providing legal, health and counselling support. Rather than a beefcake calendar they were planning a talent show evening culminating in a ‘Full Monty’ style dance by six of the hunkiest firefighters. The calendar shoot had awakened me to my exhibitionist side and I was delighted to be chosen. The evenings of the next six weeks were devoted to working with a dance coach. It was a stretch to finish my studies, but I was committed to putting my best foot forward. By the last week our team of six were very comfortable mirroring each others moves and stripping down to our flesh-coloured jock straps. We were one hot looking line up by the end of the dance. Too bad the final reveal had floodlights flash on behind us blinding the audience, On the second last night of rehearsal, three days before the show, the dance instructor sat us down at the start of our evening. He informed us it was decision time. The group of us needed to vote on how far we were willing to go. Would we end the show in the jock straps, or in the spirit of supporting sex workers were we willing to go ‘all the way’, Full Monty, full frontal nudity! You can imagine, the debate went on for quite some time. Two of the family men were adamant they would withdraw if the group chose full frontal nudity. A secrete ballot was finally held. Two against going ‘all the way’, one spoiled ballot and three in favour of ‘full frontal nudity.’ In case you’re wondering, I didn’t spoil my ballot. None of my family was coming to this show. The two fathers left and four of us started into the rehearsal with some stretches and rudimentary movement review. The tension in the room was palpable. As it didn’t dissipate with time our dance instructor named the elephant in the room. “You’re all distracted by the thought of getting naked, aren’t you?” A couple of the guys looked at the ceiling, one guy looked at his feet, and I looked to the dance instructor and almost imperceptibly nodded my head. “Fair enough guys. I suggest you just get out of your clothes right now.” To emphasize his point, he pulled his tee-shirt over his head and released the draw string on his sweatpants. When we saw he was commando we all quickly shucked our clothes. If there had been tension before you could now cut it with a knife. We repeated some stretches and some dance moves, but it was clear this wasn’t getting us anywhere. We were handed skipping ropes and told to skip as fast as we could. We skipped naked for five minutes, at ten minutes I was dripping wet and sure he’d stop us, but we powered on to fifteen. When we were instructed to stop we all collapsed to the floor wet hair clinging to our scalp and wherever else our bodies were covered. The instructor must have anticipated this because we were each tossed a big fluffy towel. As we were drying ourselves, he wrapped his towel around his middle and began a sultry dance through our naked bodies. When he had our attention, he moved up on to our rehearsal stage and turned on some sexy saxophone recording. He continued to strut his stuff eventually loosening his towel and using it to perform the most erotic tantalizing performance I had ever witnessed. Eventually he tossed the towel all together and added stroking his member to the hypnotic dance. As the recording built to it’s climax, he had a ragging hard on and was beating off with a mission. On the final super seductive note his cum spewed all over the stage. The four of us stood silent for a bit. Then slowly began to clap and soon we collapsed in uproarious laughter. “Your turn guys. Who’s going first.” We all instantly flushed red with embarrassment. He looked directly at me and nodded. I pulled on my sweat shorts and wife beater t before mounting the stage. The sexy sax music began, and my inner exhibitionist screamed “let’s have at it!” I was so lost in the euphoria of this opportunity I didn’t even notice stripping off my shirt. Feeling the cool air on my hairy chest and nipples, I also notice my sweats were tenting a bit. I was already semi hard. I added playing with my dick through my shorts to my routine. That’s when the dance instructor starting hooting and adding encouragement. The others soon joined in. When I was ready to doff my shorts, I turned my back to the group. They cat called and whistled as I shook my naked ass at them. When I finally turned, I was jacking my 8 inch erection. I was so turned on I couldn’t hold back and roped after rope of my cum spewed over the edge of the stage. When the cheering died down the instructor spoke up. “That’s exactly what we need. Who’s next.” One by one the other three strutted their stuff. The next two didn’t cum on stage. But gave pretty good performances overall. The last guy, Ted, had grabbed the costume for the show and slipped into it. His strip tease was flawless. When he was down to his jock strap, he jumped off the stage and dance seductively among us. On the third pass through the group, he started touching, an arm, a muscular chest, he kissed one guys neck and touched my semi hard cock. He never missed a beat of the music. As the recording was building to it’s climax Ted moved in on our instructor. The instructor reached out and started jerking Ted’s magnificent ten-inch pole. Just before the last note the instructor leaned forward taking Ted’s cock deep into his throat. We watched in awe as pulse after pulse of Ted’s ejaculation pumped down the throat of our instructor. He swallowed every drop. After a long moment of shear silence our clapping and cheering broke out. When this subsided, we were informed that was enough for tonight. Tomorrow we’d practice our performance for the last time before the show. The final practice went extremely well. Everyone was totally focused, and we only needed to polish two our three moves before reaching the big reveal. I knew the moment was coming soon and had growing concern as I realized I was sporting a semi. The moment came to release the final strap of my jock and out popped my semi. I quickly covered my privates with my hands. “Don’t do that,” the familiar voice of our instructor. “Full Monte, remember.” I dropped my hands and looked to see two of the other guys were also semi-hard. Our cocks looked amazing! On the night of the show, I was so funkin pumped! So were the others, especially Ted. The crowd went wild the moment we danced out on stage. Our timing and coordination came off extremely well and the energy from the crowed was electrifying. Our backs were turned to the crowd when the rip-pants flew off. They now had an unobstructed view of our naked asses and went wild with cheers and cat calls. In the moment before I was to turn around, I realized I was fully hard. My eight-inch cock was peaking over the waist band of my jock. There was no time to adjust so I spun around. On the way around I noticed Ted’s ten-inch monster had escaped out the side of his pouch. The one full minute of dancing until the full reveal felt like an eternity to me. Our hats were moved to cover our crotches, the last strap released, the jocks fell to the floor, and quickly our hats were flung into the screaming crowd. The flood lights from behind us that were meant to blind the audience which had always worked perfectly in rehearsal didn’t illuminate. Four totally naked, full-frontal nudity, handsome men, two with raging hard ons stood front and center on the well lit stage. We eventually looked at each other and started our bows. The crowd was on its feet and raising the roof. We kept taking more bows. Eventually Ted took hold of my hard cock and guided me off stage. The other two slipped off the other side. To shouts of “encore, encore” we went out for three more bows. At the after-party Ted and I were approached by a photographer. He brought us a round of tequila shots and complimented us on the show. We chatted for a bit and were given another round of shots before he proposed we pose for him and the ‘naked men’ coffee table book he was currently working on. A week later Ted and I arrived at the warehouse with the photographer’s living space and studio. He was generous with drinks from his well stocked bar. He showed us three or four sets of shots of guys for his project. They were all very handsome and sexy. The photos were of excellent quality and very artistic. The cocks were at varying stages of soft and hard, some full-on raging boners. There was no deception as far as what he was looking for from us. It was finally time to get out of our clothes and in front of the camara. Classical music played loudly and Ted stripped and went first. It was clear he was every bit and more the exhibitionist than me. By the time he got to his hard on shots I couldn’t believe how turned on I was. I was already hard when I stripped for my turn. The photographer told me not to worry. He made me so at ease that a half hour later I had relaxed to a semi. As I’m a grower and not a shower so I was not disappointed he didn’t get any pics of my flaccid cock. We were encouraged to stay nude, and three more rounds of shots were served. “I’d love to photograph the two of you together. I loved the way you led him off stage pulling on his beautiful hard dick Ted. Might you be willing to get intimate in front of my camara. I’ll fully understand if I’m asking too much.” Ted didn’t hesitate; “Sounds fucking awesome man, I’m up for it.” I demurred and half chuckled, “Ummm …. I …. Um, I don’t know … you might need to ply me with more booze ….” The glasses were poured almost before I finished stuttering. Three more shots slid down my throat in quick succession. You need to know I had never been intimate with anyone before this moment. Small town firehalls are very homophobic, or at least they were back in the 1980’s. Long hours of work on the farm and with my studies, I’ve never been the sharpest pencil in the drawer, so had to study long and hard to satisfy my hard working conservative parents. And the AIDS epidemic! I had thought I might be gay. I loved being naked and seeing the other guys in the school showers. But even in my first year of college I had not allowed myself to do anything, even though there had been offers. Ted grabbing my dick on stage had been the first anyone else had ever touched my private organ. Ted leaned in and kissed me. My mouth responded eagerly and naturally. As he pulled away, he asked, “Is that OK? Might we continue?” “Can you guys do that again? Can I capture this on film?” I didn’t say a word, I quickly poured myself another shot, tipped it back, leaned in pulling Ted in for a passionate kiss and released any inhibitions that might have been clinging and holding me back. I was so swept up in Ted and my naked bodies exploring each other that I totally forgot about the rapped clicking of the camara. When Ted deep throated my hard cock, I immediately blasted my load deep down his throat. When he pulled off licking his lips I crumbled in embarrassment. “I’m so sorry! I couldn’t control myself!” Ted reassured me, “Fuck man, that was fucking amazing! You have nothing to apologize for.” “He’s right, that was amazing. And I’m certain I got great shots. So fucking hot guys, so fucking hot. Don’t stop there, please continue.” It felt a little awkward for a few minutes but soon Ted had captivated me with his passionate love making skills. We moved to a king-size bed and my body was being worshiped with tender passionate kisses. Soon I was on my back with my legs in the air and Ted was giving me my first glorious rimming. I couldn’t believe how amazing this felt. I was so turned on that this handsome butch man was willing to put his mouth on my ass. Soon his tongue was darting in and out of my hole and I blasted another load all over my belly and chest. Ted didn’t miss a beat lapping up the cum as he made his way up to kiss me on the mouth. I had tasted my cum before, just never on the lips of another human being. My head was spinning. “I want to fuck you. Can I fuck you?” Ted whispered in my ear I could already feel his mammoth cock tapping at my hole. When I didn’t respond Ted asked the photographer, “Do you have any condoms? I wasn’t expecting this and didn’t come prepared?” “Sure. But let me get some closeups of your naked cock teasing his hole first. Would that be OK?” They both looked at me and I meekly nodded. The photographer moved close, and the camera clicked away. Ted’s raw cock was being messaged against my wet hole and it felt amazing. I almost missed hearing the photographer suggesting; “Just push in the tip. This is too fucking hot. You’ll take the tip won’t you?” I meekly nodded. The pain of penetration was unbelievable, and I tried to push Ted’s monster out. He was clearly experienced with this response and far stronger than me. The photographer spoke; “I know it hurts now but give me a few moments to record this with pictures, the pain will subside. And it’s just the tip.” As closeup picks were clicked of my impaled hairy ass and grimacing face I noticed the pain was subsiding. I was further surprised to notice a strong thought forming in my mind; “I want more than the tip.” As if reading my mind the photographer spoke again; “Yes, go for it, let him in a bit further. These are amazing shots.” I looked into Ted’s questioning eyes, relaxed my ass and pushed further onto his raw cock. My mind was screaming at me, “He’s not wearing a condom, what the fuck are you doing.” But my body just kept sucking his huge tool in deeper and deeper. “Hold it there. I want to capture your pubes pressed against his ass. …. Great. Now pull out halfway so there is no question you are in him naked.” As Ted followed these instructions he spoke, clearly nervous; “Your ass feels amazing. It’s been so long since I was in an ass raw, I love this. … but I don’t know how long I can last. It feels so wrong, so fucking bad, and I love it.” “So do I … love it that is … just don’t cum in me. I need you to really fuck me before you pull out … I need to remember my first fuck as amazing.” “Give him what he wants!” from the photographer. Ted began to pound, and I pushed onto his raw tool with every bit of exuberance he was offering. Within a few strokes he was warning with ragged breath; “Fuck man, I’m so close!” “Don’t cum in me, … and don’t stop … this is amazing!” “Fuck … oh fuck!” He was flooding my ass. “Shit, did you just cum in my ass?” “I couldn’t help it. Fuck, I’m so sorry.” His deflating cock was still deep in my ass. “Let me get closups as you pull out. …. Great …. Can you push some cum out …. This is too rich not to photograph.” I followed the directions as I thought to myself, “I shouldn’t have allowed that, but fuck it feels great … all of it.” That’s when Ted dove to fletch out my hole. The camera kept clicking up to and including the moment Ted moved up dropping some of his cum from his mouth into mine. We moved into a deep embrace and kiss and got lost once again in each other. Before I could give it any thought his member had hardened and was sliding back into my now well lubricated hole. We fucked in a dozen different positions for the next hour. When I knew he was getting close I begged him to cum in me. Before we were done, he had pumped two more loads into me painting my gut walls. Ted and I chatted in the shower. I admitted how much I enjoyed the experience and how frighted I was until I heard him confess, he hadn’t fucked anyone raw in a long time. All the blood drained from his face. “Shit man, I’m sorry. I got carried away at a sex party last week. This hot guy I was making out with just wanted to put the tip in. My defenses were down. I left the party with four strangers loads dripping from my hole. FUCK, we should have used a condom!”

Well it was as fun as I’d hoped. Feel so much better than covered. Helped that the top seriously knew what he was doing!

Long Time Cumming Part 2 This is how my first night being with Danny went, bliss and being filled with his hot, special, cum loads. Of course Danny came in me one more time before I left the next day. I was a cummy mess. By the time I got home the next day, I was leaking and had to quickly move into my house and a shower. I fell asleep for the rest of the weekend, thinking about being fucked by Danny and what that meant for me. I know there are great times ahead and I thought about those as I dozed off. Part 2: Surprise Weekend It didn't take long for Danny and I to arrange our next weekend together. To date, I had no affects from Danny cumming in me several times, as we had suspected. So, we set a weekend that I would stay the night again and enjoy the sexual chemistry we had built up. In the weeks prior to us getting together again, Danny and I had talked about several things, now that him fucking me was a reality in our lives. As the weekend was quickly arriving, and our conversations growing even hotter, Danny sprung something on me. Danny emailed me and said: "Tim, I am so excited for you to come back and let me have my way with you. My cock gets immediately hard remembering our last time together. I do want you to know, that I have a surprise for you this weekend and I think you are going to love it". Just reading his email my stomach started to get butterflies and my cock got hard. Danny and I have talked about so many things I wondered what it must be, but I couldn't wait to find out. I wrote him back and said I was looking forward to "any" surprise he wanted to give me. All he emailed back was "good" and hurry up in getting there. Friday afternoon when I started heading out, I text Danny to let him know. The only thing I got back from Danny was the picture of his cock leaking precum. I couldn't get there fast enough. When I got to Danny's house, I quickly headed for the door. Without knocking, Danny was there to greet me, this time there was no jock in the way, he was standing there wearing just a t-shirt, his cock hard and leaking. Danny pulled me in to him and kissed me, his hands when under my shorts and grabbed my ass cheeks, fingers right into my crack. "Take your shorts off Tim", Danny said after breaking off our kiss and shutting the door. I dropped my shorts and revealed I was not wearing anything. Danny used his hands to turn me around and smacked my ass cheek. I immediately felt Danny's fingers going down my ass crack and finding my hole. I then felt Danny spit into my ass crack and use that to insert his finger. There was a slight burning sensation, but also there was so much pleasure. "Tim, get on my bed and show me your hole", Danny said. I didn't waste anytime in complying with Danny's request. Upon entering Danny's bedroom I stripped naked and got up on his bed, on all fours, cock now hard and hanging down. I heard Danny enter the bedroom, "you look incredible Tim, thank you". Danny walked around to the side of the bed so I could see him. Here stood this man, rock hard cock that was leaking. Nice balls framed by a black cock ring. He took that hard cock in his hand, got closer to the bed, and said, "suck my aching cock". I quickly took his cock in my mouth. I was on all fours with my head turned to the side, feasting on his leaky cock. Danny's left hand started to rub my back and eventually make it's way down my back, lower back, and roaming over my ass. his finger found my tight hole and rubbed all over it. Danny said, "mmmm...nice tight hole, I love your ass Tim". His hand left my butt and I heard some wet noises being made with this mouth and then felt his fingers on my hole again, but this time they were incredible wet with his spit. His finger was circling my hole, making it slick. I was moaning on his cock and when he finally inserted a finger in my ass I let out a long deep moan. Finally, I was being penetrated again, as I have needed for so long. I started squirming while being finger fucked. "You like that baby?" he asked. "I think you need my cock and load in you Tim." Danny pulled his finger from my ass, and cock from my mouth. He then fed me his finger that had been in my ass. I was devouring it. My cock was now leaking on his bed. Danny continued, "that's it baby. Put your face down and ass up, I need to breed you again before your surprise". oh fuck! I had forgotten about any 'surprise', I was only focused on getting this man back in my ass. When I had assumed the position for Danny, I felt him get on the bed behind me and lay his cock right against my hole. "so fucking hot Tim. I am going to milk some precum out for your hole". Danny's motion of his cock around my hole became easier and easier with each gob of precum. Danny stopped the motion and put his cock head right at my tight hole, "are you ready Tim?" Without waiting for a response Danny started pushing his cock into me. He moved his hands to my waist and stayed like that, cock head in me, for roughly ten seconds. He let me adjust to his cock and then started pushing, slowly, all the way in to my ass. "Fuck Tim, damn. The heat of you ass is amazing. I want to stay just like this for a minute, letting your tight ass milk my cock." I knew my cock was drooling precum now, this was the perfect position for this, he knew I loved it. "ok baby, it is time to fuck you good". Danny saiid while he slowly pulled his cock out and then slid it back in, balls deep. I knew he was really loving my ass now. His hands were gripping my waist tightly, making sure he got all of his hard cock deep into me with each thrust. With my head on his pillow, eyes closed, I said, "please breed me baby". "Tim, you are going to get all of my cum, deep in your hole. are you ready? fuck yes. I want you to feel my cum spraying your insides". With each dirty comment I knew Danny was getting closer. I started pushing back to meet his thrusts! "give me what I need baby", I said in a deep moan "fuuuuuuck, take my cum baby", Danny said and pushed deep into my ass. I felt it then, my insides accepting his hot load. He pulled out for one last shot on my exposed hole. He started rubbing his oozing cock head around my hole, seemingly gathering up his cum, and then shoved it all back in me. "That's it baby, take my hot cum deep in you". with that last comment, I unloaded on Danny's bed, spraying jet after jet of hot cum from my hanging cock. "yes baby, let go of that neg cum load for me", he whispered to me. Danny then started pushing me down on the bed, on my stomach, letting his softening cock release from my ass. When I was now completely spent, laying in my own pool of cum, Danny got on the bed next to me, playing in my ass with his fingers. "Are you ready for your surprise Tim?". Danny asked in a calming voice. "yes baby, please. I am ready". Danny leaned in close to my ear, "I am going out to greet a friend of mine, he should be here any moment. I want you to prop up your ass, keep your eyes closed, and get ready for his cock". "really Danny? really?" "Yes Tim, you asked for it and I have arranged for a friend to fuck you full of his cock and cum. I told him you would be already fucked and waiting to give your ass to him, no questions asked. Are you still ready?" Danny asked. I just softly mumbled, "is he poz?" Danny waited a minute, then said, "I don't know, I didn't ask. I just offered your ass to him". Then he got off the bed, and I heard him putting some clothes on. Just as he was finished getting dressed, I heard a knock at his door. My heart was pounding as Danny left, "be right back", was all he said. I had all kinds of thought running through my head. My ass started gently grinding my cock into the wet mess under me. I started thinking about an anonymous cock penetrating me, not knowing the man or his status. I started getting aroused. I heard some soft talking in the front room, which kept me on the edge with anticipation. My hips were slightly moving and I could start to feel Danny's cum load leak out of me, a little bit dripping out here and there. I kept my head down and up on my knees so my freshly fucked hole was exposed. Then I heard foot steps down the hallway, and these were shoes or boots, not Danny's bare feet. Whomever this man was, he stopped inside of the room, near the foot of the bed. I was hyper sensitive at this moment, not sure what to expect next, but I didn't have to wait long. I felt him run his fingers down my left ass check, down my leg, and then back up to brush my balls and over my ass cheek again. "damn", is all he said in more of a whisper. Then I felt his fingers again, run up over my balls and into Danny's cum that leaked out of me. His fingers seemed to be collecting Danny's cum and then he insert it back into me. Then he withdrew his hand, as he seemed to move up next to the bed. I felt his cummy fingers touch my lips. "suck my fingers clean, boy". I immediately opened my mouth and started cleaning his fingers, all the while I kept my eyes closed. He whispered to me, "that little man can really cum a lot". He withdrew his fingers and moved back behind me, seemed to be standing quietly, then I heard him unzip his pants, letting them fall to the floor. Then I felt his smooth, but bigger, hands grab both of my hips and pull me towards the edge of the bed. That is when I felt it, his cock head tough my ass cheek, which I am sure I felt precum on me now. H seemed to gab his cock and then I felt his cock head on my hole. "are you ready boy?" "yes sir", is all I said. I then felt him pushing into me, opening up my used hole. he was using Danny's cum as lube, which was incredible hot. My dick started to respond right away, stiffening in the same hanging position. This man kept pushing his cock into me, not fast, but steady pace, singing inch after inch into me. His cock wasn't terribly thick, so he fit very nicely, but he must have been long because his cock continued to be pushed into me. Almost when I felt he was penetrating my gut, I finally felt his pubes on my ass. "do you like my cock boy?", he said. "I hope so because I need to fuck you until I cum". He started pulling all the way out finally exited my exposed hole. I could feel the open air where his cock had just been. Then he lined up and slid home all the way, making me moan louder with every inch. This started happening faster and faster. This man was really fucking me good, steady long strokes in and out. I was moaning louder and louder.Then this man settled his long cock deep in me and just sat there. I used this time to catch my breath and it was then that I felt another presence, another hand on my lower back. then I heard Danny's voice in my ear. Danny asked, "do you like his cock baby?". "oh fuck yes", I replied. "good. I know he needs to fuck you more, but I wanted to get a couple shots of you taking his anonymous cock. is that ok?" Danny asked. "yes sir, please". I then felt Danny move away from me and the mystery man pulled his cock out of me and started the routine again. He would pause with his cock almost all the way out of me and I saw some flashes. Danny would occasionally say something like "fucking hot" or "sexy". After a few of these I felt Danny pat my ass cheek and said to the stranger, "breed him". The man picked up his pace and started really fucking my ass with all he had. His cock seemed to be getting thicker now, as I am sure he was started to near his orgasm. I truly did not know the status of this man. he could have been neg, poz, undetectable, but at this moment I didn't care, I just wanted his cum load inside of me. "don't stop fucking me" I yelled. "you are going to get my hot load boy, get ready", the man said. This stranger had both hands on my hips and his long cock sliding in and out of my used wet hole. we were both loving it. "Get ready boy, I am getting close". "please cum in me, please", I moaned. "fuck yes boy, here it comes....take my load". He shoved deep in me and I felt him get thicker and then my ass was flooded with his hot cum. He was shaking as he pumped his cum deep into me, I could feel his legs shake. He started grinding his cock into me to make sure I got all of his load. After a few minutes I felt him slowly pull his semi hard cock out of me and when he finally fell out, he pushed me forward on to Danny's bed. "Thanks boy, I needed that. You have a sweet, tight, ass. I hope to get in there again soon". This almost made me smile, I hoped so too. I head him pull his pants up and fastened them. "don't move until Danny tells you too. bye son". and he left the room. I heard more talking as my panting was slowing and then the door opened and closed. In a minute I heard someone coming down the hall and entering the room. no shoes, it had to be Danny. Danny ran his hands over my ass and said, "baby you can open your eyes and please get on your back". I opened my eyes and rolled over onto my back. This is when I saw Danny's cock, very hard and wanting back in me. Danny got on the bed and pushed my legs wide and lifted them onto his shoulders. "I need to cum in you so bad, fuck that was hot". I felt him line up his swollen cock and slide into me, all the way. Here I was taking his cock again, right after his friend fucked me. I was so turned on and my cock was now hard once again, not having cum with the previous man. My hand went to my cock to help stroke another load of mine out. Danny was picking up his pace, shoving his cock deep in me and pulling out almost all the way, over and over. I looked up at him, "I need your cum baby, please seed me again". "yes baby boy, I am going to cum deep in you", he said. He was fucking me faster and faster, and I was jacking my cock harder and harder. I know we were leading to a great orgasm for us both. Then one final shove, deep, Danny moaned that he was filling me up again. "Yes baby, fuck me, knock me up" I yelled as I started to cum! Both of our orgasms slowed and Danny slowly crawled in on top of me and kissed me. Our breathing was almost back to normal now and we were just enjoying the closeness. Danny looked at me, "did you enjoy your evening, and our friend?". I looked at Danny, kissed him, and said, "I loved it! Thank you so much". My weekend surprise was incredible, I can't wait for the next visit. to be continued...

I wish I could find a place near me to try being stuck in a wall with my boipussy wide open like the czechfantasy vids like a gloryhole but I’m completely stuck bent over or held open until I’m untied when they’re all satisfied

Ok it’s finally happening. Have decided to finally throw caution to the wind and I’m going to take my first bare cock as a bottom tonight (or really this morning I guess). Met him on Sniffies. Great pics, good chat and no pressure. He’s on his way to my hotel room near Toronto Pearson airport. Honestly I can’t wait. Genuinely tingling with excitement. Will of course update you all!

The music is loud… some techno shit… not good not bad… I try to look like I belong in this place… I do not know the language but who cares… I am not here for the talking. In fact the more anonymous the better… I am a traveler. I am staying in this city for three nights and I intend to make the best of it… The moment I arrived I went to the hotel, jumped in the shower, cleaned inside- out, wore my worn out fuck jeans, no under wear, took my poppers in hand… and here I am in a bar at the center of the gay neighbourhood drinking my beer and gathering my strength to go downstairs where I know is the darkroom… I am not invisible… I am tall 6.3 black hair, moustache, with the confidence of an Alpha Top … Well I used to .. in my old days… Alas… not any more… now I know what I am … I am a cumdump… the men who like to breed a real man cunt, sure they have a good time with me… but again some not… no big deal… that’s is life… and I am OK with it… I usually smile, I say “I do not fuck… I like to get fucked and I only do bareback…” And when I say it I smile so no hurt feelings… And most of the guys are Ok with that. So life goes on… And the path of my life brought me here in this seedy leather bar. I see people look at me try to figure out what is the story behind my Mediterranean poker face… But none approaches and I approach no one either. Second beer… The bartender takes the tip with the smile. Europeans do not tip bartenders. “The fun is downstairs” he said in English. “I know” was my answer. No more talk… I went back to my corner. A man around his 50’s was standing opposite of me. Tall maybe a bit taller than me… Beard… Stocky… Nordic… In leather. Intense eyes. He is drinking his beer slowly. Looking at me… I took the challenge and I returned back the glance with the same intensity. His eyes showed nothing. He was good… A silent hunter. That is OK with me… I can wait… I won’t make the first move. If there is any kind of invitation it has to be from his part. That is the rules of the game. And I was right. He approaches me first. “Boy I need to piss… come downstairs… Now!!!” Yeap, he read me right. I followed him downstairs… he took a turn right to one of the booths… waited in the open door. I came closer. He kissed me… He knew how to kiss… Not soft not hard, but with dominance… I felt the taste of the beer. He took my hand and put it at his open fly… Damn… uncut and thick … the way I like it… Not soft but not hard either… He didn’t touch my cock at all… put his hand under trying to find my hole… He found the target easily…. “I’d love to piss in your hole…” “Go for it…” was my answer…. “Let’s find the sling”… We went thru the dark corridors… Men in the basement were walking back and forth from one wall to the other like ghosts… Hunting… for the next pray… for the next cock… for the next ass… I read their minds… They knew I was his… and with his walk in front of me he left no doubts … I was his… There was the sling… unoccupied… Didn’t take me long to take my trousers off… put it on the sling and lay on it… Took his lube… spread it around my hole then all over his thick tool… I was hard… but he stil hadn’t touch my cock.. I was not given permission to touch it either … Took my poppers out….. Nice buzz… He took his too… and then I felt his cockhead pressing my spinster… “Ready boy?” I loved the way he pushed it in… It hurt a bit but it was a nice kind of pain. My eyes locked in his… “Here it comes…” he said and then I felt it… Warm piss in my hole… And his eyes still there locked in mine. And yes a slight smile. There was another buzz … Damn chem piss…. My favourite kind…. “I love chem piss… “ I heard my self whispering while he still kept steel in my ass… “You like slamming boy?” he asked. “I love slamming Sir, but I cannot handle the needle myself… “ I said… “Good… I love slamming my boys…. Do you want to be my boy for tonight BOY?” How sweet of him… he was still pissing in my ass and slowly started to slide his thick cock inside my sloppy ass… He looked like he cared.. “Yes, Sir.... I can be anything you want me to be…” was all I said. And I meant it. “Do you want to be my slam whore for tonight boy?” So strange hearing a man calling me “Boy”… and somehow I felt a kind of peace in me… “Yes, Sir! I trust you…” He started fucking me faster… “You like my dick?” he asked. “Love your dick Sir” I answered back and I meant it. “Do you like my piss in you?” soft voice… taunting me.. teasing me… “Yes, Sir although I make a mess”… “No worries… we are not done yet… I will deliver the deed first... and then some more… we are not in a hurry… Are you in a hurry?” he was fucking me slowly… but not in the way to breed… just the way to feel my wetness inside me… and take the pleasure I was giving him… “No Sir, I am not in a hurry… I am your boy for tonight…” He smiled… nice teeth…. I liked that he was not afraid to smile… Most Tops don’t smile… I guess part of the mask… I don’t complain. I wear my masks as well… but this time I was Ok… I felt safe being a cumdump in a sleazy bar offering my ass to a complete stranger, talking English in an equal heavy accent as mine… And I meant it... I was his boy for tonight… That was clear in my mind… “You know what I want right now?” he asked again with his smooth whisper… “What?” “ A nice slam!” “Here?” “Yessssss while I am fucking you… Do you trust me?” My logic said no… but fuck logic… I took another big sniff from the poppers and instead of an answered I offered him my arm… “Good boy… “ was all he said… From one of his pockets he took one point… without taking his cock off from my ass he found the vein and I felt a small prick… He was good… I knew I was in good hands… I saw how he registered the point, the slight draw back of the blood entering the needle and then he pushed it all in… “There you go boy… fly away…” I heard my self coughing a bit… and then the buzz came like a wave… an electric wave … like flying… I felt like a leaf… ready to surrender on the wind… yes I was moving but it was the motions of the fucking… “Yes… be my slam whore”…. And the fucking became more intense…. He started to speak in his own language… Norwegian maybe? I didn’t care… I was lost in space… I felt poppers in my nostrils… He ordered me to breathe… And then he took four big snorts… The real fucking started…. He was close… “Look at me whore” he demanded… I looked at him … he was so beautiful… and like an invisible mirror I saw I was beautiful in his eyes, as well… I was where I was born to be… In a sleazy bar getting fucked and slammed by a stranger…. “Ready for my poz load, Boy? Beg for my Poz load…. “ “Give me your Poz load” I said. “Louder!!!!” He screamed… “GIVE ME YOUR POZ LOAD” I heard my voice screaming… That was all he wanted to hear…. And he gave it to me… With a bark … Like a wolf… like a tortured demon, he unleased in full force his seed deep in me… The noise of the sling was our only music... and then there was nothing else but our breaths… the ship finally came to port after a fight with the storm… I felt his hands on my lips… I sucked his fingers… tasted his cum and piss and my ass juice… nice… then I felt his hand on my hair… gentle touch… so unexpected... so out of place... so right... “Thank you” he said… “Thank you “ I answered back… “Let’s get some water… We are not done yet… “ Then I knew he was a man of his words… I was his Boy for the night… And the night was not done yet…

It's bike week here in Myrtle Beach SC and got on sniffies.com and found a guy at a local bar. He asked if i ride and told me to meet him and we will go for a ride to his motel. I got ready and jumped on my bike and when I got there it was packed with motorcycles. I texted him and told him where I was and wearing. I sat on my bike and saw two big guys with long beards wearing leather vests over long sleeve shirts and chaps over jeans come over to me. One said sniffies? I said yup. They walked up to me and introduced themselves and asked want to ride? I said yes let's got. So they walked to their bikes and I started mine and followed them. We rode for about 30 minutes to there motel. I bit of a rundown place. We got off our bikes and walked to their room. The room was a mess with clothes and bottles and one of them handed me beer as they grab some for themselves. We talked a little as we drank. They asked get comfortable as I took off my coat and sat on the edge of the bed drinking my beer. They were talking to each other and started to strip down. I took that signal and started to take my clothes off. I could smell the leather and the beer and was a bit of a turn on. These guys were hairy and big as fuck! Not too big of belly's looking like lumberjacks. One came up to me and grabbed my head and started to kiss me. He grabbed my cock hard as hell as he was kissing then pushed me down on the bed and climbed to my head sat on my chest and shoved his big ass cock in my mouth. I sucked him fast as he moved over my face and tried to facefuck me. I felt the other guy lift my leggs and pushed a finger in my hole. After a while I got pulled over and felt hands grabbing my hips and pulled so my ass was up. I felt a tongue go deep in my hole then a few hard bites to my ass as i jerked from the sting. They were talking and felt something cold smeared on my hole. Then all of a sudden felt one of their cocks at my hole as it was pushed in hard. It stung as I wasn't ready for the size. I almost screamed as it was going in and had a hand over my mouth from the other guy as the cock slowly went in and he paused for a moment as it started to feel good. He slowly pumped and got to a faster pace. I heard the other guy say come on fuck that hole and then the pace got faster. I definitely was moaning loud as I heard someone say gag him before everyone hears. In no time I had a bandana wrapped around my mouth and my arms were held down and tight as then pounding was even harder. This guy was sweating so much I could feel my back getting drip on. He pumped hard and fast till I heard him growl and felt him stop as I got his load. He pulled out and slap my ass. He said to the other All lubed up as he laughed. I felt hands on my waist and this cock was not so wide it slipped in. He was a bit more aggressive as his cock was in deep he grabbed my neck and squeezed hard as he was pumping hard and harder. At a point I couldn't breathe and wiggled to move so I could breathe. He then squeeze so hard as he pumped harder i was about to freak. The weird thing i blew a load from the rush! Then I heard him growl loud and fell on my back as he slowly pumped as his load was filling me. He got off of me and got up. I just laid there getting my breath back. I looked over and they were sitting on the couch talking. I was so exhausted I just laid there. After a few minutes I was going to get up and they said stay there. I saw one stroking and he got up and came over push me up on the bed laid his heavy body on me and I felt his rock hard cock slide in again. He kicked my leggs wide and pushed deep. Lasted a only a few minutes and blew another load. I got flipped over and he grabbed my cock and said I guess you liked it. Your all sticky. He licked my cock and swallowed my cock as a finger or two went in my hole. He hit my spot with his fingers and I got hard and blew a load in his mouth. He walked away and said thanks for coming we definitely want to see you again before we leave. One gave me his number. I got my clothes thrown to me. I got dressed and left. I definitely going back..

I can't believe it's been nearly a year already. Although they do say that time flies when you're having fun, and I've been having A LOT of fun, so perhaps I shouldn't be so surprised. On October 28th last year, my friends threw their annual Hallowe'en party. They usually invite around 20 people, and some go all out with their costumes while others show up in regular attire. Knowing the crowd that would be there, I had swiped a medical gown from my doctor's office while I was there for my physical. I intended to walk around all night with it tied behind my neck but otherwise open all the way down. In a more genteel setting I might have worn a pair of boxers underneath, but I knew this crowd would get a kick out of seeing my bare ass all night. And those who didn't, fuck 'em! I got to their house about an hour after the party's start time, and was the first to arrive. I was wearing regular clothes to avoid scandalizing the neighbors. Dave and Mark moved to a snooty, very 'Christian conservative' neighborhood a few years ago, and as much as I knew they did so in part to make a point, still I didn't want to cause any trouble. I rang the doorbell and Dave answered. He and Mark took a lot of pride in their party, and so it was no surprise that he was decked out in a suit straight out of the 1920s, complete with a toy Tommy gun slung over his shoulder. I could see the disappointment on his face when he saw me in regular street clothes. "Al Capone?" I asked. He nodded in reply. "And you're - Jay?" There was a tiny note of irritation in his voice. "I'm about to be 'Patient Jay'," I said. "Let me run to the bathroom real quick." On my way to the lavatory I passed Dave's husband Mark. "Dave's not going to be happy about that outfit," he remarked. "Nope, he's not," I replied. "I'm heading to change now, don't worry!" A few minutes later I emerged from the bathroom, naked as the day I was born except for the thin cotton of the medical gown. I was still the only guest there, so I headed for the kitchen to see if I could help set up. Dave and Mark were both distracted, placing plate after plate of party food on the kitchen island. "What do you think?" I asked from the doorway. As they turned to look in my direction, I spun in a circle so they could get the full effect. Both burst out laughing. "I love it!" cried Dave. "I knew you wouldn't disappoint!" The doorbell rang, and as Mark walked to the foyer, Dave turned on some music. They have an amazing whole-home setup that lets them stream music from their phone to speakers all over the house. The opening notes of 'Monster Mash' blared from a speaker mounted under a kitchen cabinet. So began a steady stream of guests, and within an hour most of the 20 invitees had arrived. The house buzzed with conversation and laughter as the drinks flowed freely and the plates on the kitchen island were slowly emptied. Many of Dave and Mark's friends were couples, but they had invited three other single guys besides me. One of them was Sankar, a mid-30s tech engineer. He had worn a half-assed costume that consisted of a green skull cap and a bright orange-red shirt with the Sriracha logo on it. I had never met him before, but I had heard through the grapevine - otherwise known as Dave and Mark - that he was nicely hung and loved to fuck bareback. Being a 'raw is law' bottom myself, I knew I had to get to know him. He was standing quietly in a corner of the dining room, holding a beer and looking less than enthused. I meandered through the crowd and positioned myself next to him. Leaning over, I introduced myself. "I'm Jay," I said, trying not to scream in his ear but wanting him to hear me over the noise of the party. "Sankar," he responded. "Nice costume." "Thanks!" I replied, then spun around to give him a glimpse of my tight bubble ass. His eyes lit up. "That's the best thing I've seen all night," he said with a smile. "Let's see it again." I spun around again for his amusement. When I came face to face with him once more, he had unzipped his pants and had pulled out his cock. Still soft, it was at least seven inches long and four inches around. My mouth began to salivate and my hole gave an involuntary twitch. "I'm nine-and-a-half inches hard," he said, looking me straight in the eye with a smirk, "and it's thick. Think you can handle it?" I was no novice at bottoming, and while he was on the larger side his cock was not the biggest I had ever taken in my ass. "Oh yeah," I replied. "Just one thing," he said, the tone in his voice becoming more serious, "I'm poz and detectable, so I only fuck with a condom unless you're on prep." His revelation caught me a little off guard, though not in a bad way. In fact, I felt my own cock stiffen at the news. I was a raw-is-law bottom for a reason, and had never once taken prep. Yet after thousands of random, anonymous encounters with men I met on my travels all over the country, I had yet to receive the 'gift' I so desperately craved. Dave and Mark knew I was chasing the virus, and I found myself wondering now, did they know his status? Perhaps they did, and had invited him in the hopes I might hit it off with him? I glanced around the room hoping to find one or both of them watching as I chatted up Sankar, but neither was in sight. I turned back to my new friend. "I've been on prep for years," I lied through my teeth. If Dave and Mark did know his status, they had obviously not told him that I was a bug chaser. "Cool," was his only reply. Standing before him as I was, I blocked the view of his cock from everyone else, so I was the only one who could see the massive slab of meat hanging from his fly. He looked past me to check the crowd, then spit in his hand and slowly rubbed his cock. Instantly, it began to grow. I suddenly grew light-headed and I had butterflies in my stomach. "Turn around," he said matter-of-factly, placing one hand on my hip and gently goading me to do his bidding. My heart was pounding and my palms were sweaty, but I readily complied. A little more spit, rubbed first on his cock and then onto my hole. He pushed the gown aside and guided me back toward him until I could feel the tip gently press against my asshole. I looked around at the crowd, and all seemed oblivious to what was going on in our little corner. More than one of the other guests - okay, most of them - had watched me get fucked on one or more occasions, and in a few cases I had opened my holes to them. Coupled with the fact that I had been having sex in adult theaters, video booths and public rooms for a few decades, I had no inhibition when it came to having an audience. I grabbed the back of one of the dining room chairs to steady myself as Sankar began to press his cock harder against my hole. My years of fun with large cocks paid off; the tip popped inside, and he grabbed both my hips and pulled me backward onto him. FUCK! It felt so good! I let out an involuntary moan that was just slightly - okay, a lot - louder than the music, and a few of the nearer guests looked over in our direction. "All right! A show!" one of them called out, drawing attention from even more of the partygoers. Soon the dining room was filled to capacity, with guys in various stages of inebriation goading us on. My ass had opened easily for Sankar's huge cock, and I happily bounced up and down, savoring the sense of being stretched wide with each thrust. He was holding me by my hips and I now had both hands on the back of the chair, using it as leverage to slam my pelvis against his and milk that wonderful toxic load from his balls. My mind began to go blank in what I like to refer to as a 'fuck fog', a state in which I am completely focused on the sensation of getting fucked and my only thought is of the rich, creamy reward I'm working for. As I descended into the haze, I caught a glimpse of Mark and Dave, standing at the front of the group of onlookers. The last thing I saw before I totally gave in was the two of them clinking their drink glasses together in a toast. Sankar's hips slapped against my ass with every thrust. In my mind's eye I could see the tiny drops of viral pre-cum already dribbling into my hole, looking for a way in so they could change my life forever. It was finally happening - a poz top was giving me his gift. The thought made me the happiest I had ever been. At last, it was time for him to knock me up. His hands grabbed my hips tighter and his pace quickened. I felt his huge cock swell even more, pressing more tightly against my sphincter as it prepared to fill me with seed. Then it happened. With a roar that may have awoken some of the neighbors, Sankar rammed his cock deep into my guts and unloaded. Shot after shot of poz cum filled my hole. As the pulses of his cock subsided and his grip on my hips relaxed, the crowd cheered. Coming out of my fog, I watched as Mark and Dave raised their glasses in salute. Sankar pulled his massive cock from me, and as I always do I spun around, squatted, and took it in my mouth to clean it off. It had the flavor of ass and cum that I love so much, perfectly balanced. Another round of applause, and the crowd broke up to get more food and drink and continue their conversations. As I squatted, some of the precious poz cum he had deposited inside me slipped out onto the hardwood floor. Desperate not to waste a single copy of the virus, I knelt on the floor and licked up every drop. I stayed close to Sankar that night, though while I was grabbing a drink in the kitchen I did warn Mark and Dave not to tell him that I wasn't on prep. I took another load from him once most of the guests had gone, and I saw him a few more times after the party. Alas, the company he worked for transferred him across the country a few months later. I had gotten the fuck flu and tested positive (hooray!), so I finally did tell him that I wasn't on prep. As I had feared, he severed communication and I haven't heard from him since. Mark and Dave didn't stay in touch with him, either. So here I am, coming up on the one-year anniversary of my pozzing. I completely understand why he severed ties, but I am sad that Sankar won't be there to help celebrate. This year's party is coming up on the 26th, and Mark, Dave and I will be raising a glass in his honor.

So Monday I got a text from a guy off Grindr; which I hate) Said he was 26 hung good looking and wanted to fuck He sent a picture which was sort of blurry but I said what the heck. I invited him over When he showed up my first impression was who are you! He was 26 maybe 50 years ago. Hr looked nothing like the picture When I asked him why he lied ,he said I did not think you would mind Please be honest No one is so desperate as to accept a loyal fake. Was he hung well I did not know or care

My boyfriend had a work trip, so that means I get to be piggy. I could be piggy anyway (I tell him all about my exploits regardless) but it's easier when I'm on my own since I can host and travel freely. Anyway, got on all the apps and hit up my regs. Yesterday, got two loads down my throat. Both came over. First was from an anon profile on sniffies, guy was much heavier than his profile and a tiny cock - not a problem in itself, but I don't like the bait and switch. Said he had a five day load. Came literally within a minute. Didn't even get fully hard, but ok. Second was way better. Hot asian bro from theblowers.com. No face pic in profile, surprised that he was really hot. Great cock - not big, but pretty and got super hard. Blew him for a bit, took a minute to get our rhythm but ended up giving me a huge load. Nice. Was planning to head to this guy's house in the evening that I'd hooked up with once, but he bailed last minute. Oh well. Ordered a gyro delivery and called it a day. Today the guy that bailed texted and said he wanted to come over. Sure! Super hot latino, tall bearish build. Huge uncut cock, and thick. I blew him in the entryway for a while, and we moved to the couch. He set me up with my ass hanging over the side, and ate it for a while, while playing with my nips, which are very sensitive. He tried to fuck me, but I didn't have lube downstairs, so I suggested we go up to the bedroom. On our way up the stairs, he starts feeling up my ass, so I bend over and he ends up eating my ass with me kneeling on the stairs for a few minutes. Eventually we get up and head up to the bedroom. I go down on all fours, and he gets to work. Like I said, it's a big cock (at least 8", maybe 9") and thick, so it takes some time. He's a bit rough, too, which is hot, but made it hard to relax. Once we got a groove though, it was fucking amazing. He was hitting my prostate so hard I thought I was going to piss the bed. Every few strokes he would slam it to the hilt, which would make me scream in pain but also oh my god fucking hot. After maybe 15 minutes of feeling like my ass was going to split apart (in a good way), he pushes down my head and says he's going to cum...and boy did he! Six hot pumps. He stayed in me as he got soft, and as he slowly slipped out I could feel a significant stream of cum following him. He just got dressed. Before he left, he asked when my bf was coming back and said maybe he'd come by again, so we'll see... I've got one more fuck buddy lined up for around 7 tonight. A strong dom with another big dick, so we'll see how much my hole can take! I've also got two guys lined up for tomorrow (one around 2 and another good friend/fuck buddy in the evening), and one for Thursday before my bf comes home. A few more possible connections as well, but those aren't so firm. I know this is nothing compared to some of you, but I'm feeling happy and piggy.!

I took a hung poz ts bbc. She came so much I was slippery enough to take half my toy

everything. its why i started out with intense pig urges

Someone wants referred to Grindr as the world largest collection of 10-year-old pictures. I’d say more like 15 or 20 year-old pictures., My taste are sufficiently egalitarian age is not really on my list of factors consider. Weight, the other hand…. Or mistaking me for a taxi or an ATM. If you really want to hook up, have a car or an Uber account, because I am sure as fuck not gonna come and pick you up and take you home, and I am sure as fuck not going to cash app you money for gas or anything else.

A bareback btm should always assume their top is poz.

I’ve never understood the bias towards bottoms. Tops need bottoms, and bottoms need tops. Just be yourself and enjoy. Don’t be what you think the gay community wants or thinks you should be.

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Just as with other religions, you have people who embrace the serious ideas that make it what it is...and then you have those who are attracted to some aspect of it that really has nothing to so with anything in its core teachings. Satanismm is no different. I should start of by saying that much of what you find on the internet has NOTHING to do with the topic and is largely based on the false version pushed by the likes of Jerry Falwell in the 1980's (the SatanicPanic). In practice, Satanismm puts you in the god-seat and says you are free to take charge of your life BUT you bear the responsibilities for the decisions you make and their consequences' no "it's was God's will" or "the devil made me do it" crap. The hedonistic, self-destructive, violent stuff you see (including the rampant drug use) is NOT Satanismm and the Church of Stan has gone so far as to put a formal statement on their website to that end. Essentially, LeVayan Satanismm is essentially secular Humanism with a nice carnal center to it. The symbolism is spot on. Christianity favors the sheep, a herd animal easily frightened, easily herded and manipulated, very uninquisitive, while Satanismm favors the goat, a sort of herd animal that is independent, curious and inquisitive and will head butt you in defense rather than run in fear. Satanismm embraces the development of the two uniquely human traits organized religions like Christianity, Mormonism and Islam repress: intellectual development and sexual indulgence. In the Satanic construct, whether or not you shose to belice Stan or demons such as Asmodeus (Lust) are real is really unimportant since, either way, if you are acting in the true spirit of the religion, you would be have the same whether they were real or not, and develop yourself into the best goat you can be. For me, that means caring for my male form by working out in the gym and keeping it healthy, learning and developing my mind and approaching things with a scientific, empirical mindset, and of course indulging my male form in the pleasures of sex play with other males. To that end, while I really enjoy poppers (nitrate based, not the dangerous Maximum Impact type ethyl chloride) during sex, I otherwise, don't drink, smoke or use recreational drugs. I serve Asmodeus as an Apostle of Lust to my fellow males living in shame and guilt drilled into them by Western religions towards their bodies and libidos, but I also engage in serious intellectual research and discourse on the subject among others (I have degrees in the arts and medicine). Satanismm is open ended enough for you to make your life into what you want it to be, as long as you understand the responsibilities that come with the power. I would suggest starting with the Church of Satann website as a jumping off point, and feel free to DM here or on Telegram (JaredErikson) if you have more questions or wish to know more. Jared

part 3 When we got into Tom's car I started looking through all the apps and websites in search of any activity for us to start with. I looked on sniffies and saw there were quite a few groups around town advertising for some group fun and a few check-ins at the porn shops in town too. I told Tom about what I found and he said we would check them out but first he wanted to take me to meet a special friend first. My curiosity peaked at this and he wouldn't tell me he just kept saying it was going to be a surprise so I relented and just kept searching for more and more hookup opportunities. We kept driving for a little longer and we pulled up to a very nice modest house making me wonder again what we were doing. Tom parked in the driveway and proceeded to get out and I followed suit. We got to the door and Tom rang the doorbell and we waited. We didn't have to wait long and when the door opened up I was shocked to see a very beefy strong man answer the door completely naked and hard. He was an older man probably in his forties with tattoos covering every inch of his 7ft body, his rippling muscles accented his full tan and piercings in every part that a man would find super sexy. His 12 inch thick cock was pierced with a very large prince albert and there was a jacob's ladder leading down to a nice set of big balls. The curve in his shaft made the jacob's ladder look even more impressive and I had to rip my eyes away when Tom shook me to get my attention. I blushed as I looked up at this man and he smiled and asked me if I liked what I saw and I blushed a bit and told him he looked so sexy. He again smiled at me and winked making me blush more and he grabbed Tom by the waist and pulled him in for a sloppy kiss and ushered us both in. Once inside Tom and this man started to make out again and he proceeded to strip Tom right there in the doorway. Once Tom was naked we walked over to me and started to do the same to me and the feeling of his mouth on mine made me shake some with how soft his lips felt. When I was naked he stepped away again and Tom finally told me who he was and what we were planning on doing here. "Kyle I'm sure you can tell that Rob here and I know each other fairly well and I have kept him up to date on what you and I have been up to as well as your status now and we agreed that you needed more from the source that gave me the gift." I looked at him in shock switching again to look at Rob imagining in my head of Tom being fucked by this titan of a man and I almost lost it right there and we hadn't even done anything yet. I stood speechless for a moment more and then Tom told me more of what would be happening. "Rob here agreed to start our day with a group breeding session here at his house and you and I both are going to be the bottoms for over 50 poz guys so they can add their bugs to us to bring to college and pass along and afterwards we are going to let Rob here tattoo and pierce us both since he is a highly successful tattoo artist and piercer." Hearing this made my dick jump since I had never bottomed for so many guys before and it excited me to no end. I jumped into Rob's arms and started to make out with him like crazy and I felt his cock at its full hardness already start to poke and probe at my hole. Rob kept thrusting up and down, never missing a beat as he continued to shove his pierced tongue down my throat. Rob set me down and said he wanted to make sure the full party was here before he started to fuck. He took both of our hands and led us down into his basement. We started to hear the thumping of music as we descended down the stairs and we were met with applause after Rob opened the door and all in attendance saw us walking through the door. It took us a moment to adjust to the dimness of the room and when our eyes adjusted we looked and saw a full on sex area with so many naked and hard men ready to fuck. Everything you can imagine was in this basement from slings, fuck benches, st andrew's crosses and so many other things for fucking and we were going to be doing everything here. Rob turned the music down so he could address the crowd. "Alright you dirty fuckers here we go we have Tom and Kyle both here now and like I told you before these sexy young men want everything you can think of done to them and make sure that you all give them a load in their holes so they can make sure to spread it around with them when they both make it to college." After you shoot your first load in these boys you are free to use them again or to use anyone at the party but only after you shoot your first load in them so they get the full potency. "So without further interruption let's get this party going." The large crowd cheered as Rob turned the music back up and we were swarmed by the biggest fuck party I could ever imagine. We were both led to the sling area and lifted into them by many hands and strapped in. A screen was wheeled over to me and to Tom and I could see two cameras attached to the screen and the screen was split into two sides. I could see myself and I could see Tom on the other side so I knew they rolled over one where he was to. Rob walked up to me and told me he set this up so it could be streamed live for any dirty horny fucker who wanted to see this party and so I could see everyone fucking Tom as well. I thanked him for all of this and he gave me that amazing smile again and walked to the end of the sling telling me since Tom was his already POZ son from the start it was only fair for him to be the first one to add his strain in from the father source. I was salivating as I saw that Rob had changed the ring in his PA to one that had a rather large ball at the entrance of his piss slit and I looked at him and said for him to bring it on and make me his POZ son too. Rob lubed his cock up and lined the tip of it right at the entrance of my hole and I whimpered with excitement as a bottle of poppers was brought to my nose and I inhaled deeply a few times in each nostril and I was so warm and floating on the high. Rob told me to look up at the screen and I could see that Tom was about to start getting worked over too and he was looking right at the camera so he was eye with me and he told me he loved me and to have fun. I said it right back to him and right after the word fun was uttered Rob took that as his cue and slammed every inch of his thick ramrod into my suspended hole. As stretched as I was from all of the training I was able to skip the sensations of pain all together and I felt nothing but total bliss as this titan fucked me hard. The crowd of men all applauded seeing me take his schlong like a champion and kept cheering more and more to ampt up the both of us. While Rob was plowing my innards I looked and saw that Tom was receiving the same treatment on his end and I loved seeing him be a champ with getting fucked as much as I was too. More poppers were offered me to and I made sure I got a nice big dose making me flying on air again. Feeling Rob's large cock rubbing onto my prostate was getting me ready to blow my own load and I shouted that and he told me he was close too which made the crowd applauded and then someone grabbed a tube which looked like a penis pump and grabbed my cock quickly and inserted it into this tube. Once it was inserted the one who put it on showed me the end of the hose that attached to the tube and I saw a very large electronic butt plug. He rushed over behind Rob and inserted the plug into Rob and Rob saw my confusion and he told me he didn't want any of my load to go to waste so when any of these guys fuck me and make me cum they get my strain while I get theres. This made me smile and I could feel the suction and the pumping start from the tube. Rob fucked me harder and harder and In one final slam I could feel his cock swell and pain my insides with all the hot POZ cum that made my brother and essentially me become POZ. I was in pure ecstasy and my ass clamped down hard on his cock and I started to shoot what had to be the biggest load of my young life. I watched as best as I could so I could see my cum be sucked through the tube and be deposited into Rob's ass and I knew it was a success when Rob told me that the butt plug expanded and shot my load in him. I was breathing heavy and I looked back at the screen and saw my brother doing the same and I knew he got his first load of the day too. He saw me looking into the camera and we smiled at each other and shouted at the same time. WHO'S NEXT?

“Who are you?” He was drinking his coffee… evening… In our timetable almost dawn… I got fucked by almost 40 men on the ping pong table… until dawn the wolves were fed… sister moon should be pleased from the sacrificed lambs …three double slams… he took me to the sauna where we had spent a night few days ago… he fucked me under the shower stall… made me kneel and drank piss from three different men including the janitor of the sauna… then took me to the same 212 private room, where he gave me another slam and fucked me again … three loads, a piss inside and another load from the janitor again… yes… the slut in me is satisfied but still wired… We had light dinner at the sauna bar… pasta with tomato sauce for me… a hot dog for him… then we went back to the room where we had a light siesta… we cuddled… his cock stayed in me all the time while he snored lightly… I couldn’t sleep… maybe nod for few minutes but that was all… the slams were keeping me excited… I had water beside… I was drinking without taking his cock out… Yeap. I have my moves… all cumdumps should have their own “sheet music” moves to keep the Top happy and satisfied, even without him knowing exactly what you do or how you do it… what matters is the result… the cum in your ass, the smile on the Top’s face, his snore on the bed next to your ear… those are all what matter… After the siesta in 212 sauna room, we came back in the café… a towel around our waist. Relaxed… like two friends who just happened to meet in a friendly all male environment… But relaxed we weren’t. Somehow, talk was a bit awkward between us… he would fuck me, make me a cumdump, slam my veins, piss on me, piss in me, share my hole with other fuckers, recharge me with poz loads, but words were not easy… Probably because of my thick accent … maybe it was his Viking accent… To be honest I could find poetry in his voice but I guess he could find only uncomprehensive mumble from my part after all the slams he was giving me. I do not blame him… a cumdump on a sling or on a ping pong table or kneeling on a bed in front of an open sauna door is not truly expected to carry any kind of logic apart from the self destructive mode… the hole offering to any cock doesn’t make any sense… and I am the one who definitely loses any kind of logic when the flash registers and the chems floats in my blood… no I am not going to ask for reason … or for words… so I won’t be bitchy for his awkward silence… It just happened that it was the first time I felt awkward… the other times the silence between us was sexy… now while he was drinking his coffee and me drinking my lemonade I had the feeling that the silence had its own weight… its own significance. “Who are you…” “You know who I am, what I am, and what I do in here… I am a cumdump… a damn tourist … a slam junkie… a servant to your cock or any other cock you tell me to… a poz cum seeker…” “And is there something you want to be or it is just a phase… a fantasy trip… a kind of a two week vacation… “ I had to be careful on my answer… we were ready to cross the borders where fuck talk was becoming real people’s talk, even if we were wearing just towels around our waist. “It has started as a long weekend vacation. I was supposed to get fucked by a cock … any cock on the dark basement we met… The slam was an extra bonus on that night… even with that I am content… but somehow things took another path… and the one night stand has become a kind of journey… And I have to thank you for that… the journey you took me was and is more than what I expected…” Damn his eyes and damn his silence … “This is not true life, you know it?” “I have lived every minute of our meeting in truthiness” was my answer… “Do you think you are capable of leaving everything behind and become a full time cumdump?” It is a question that somehow I knew it was coming… SO it was my time to wear my Poker face mask… “Full time cumdump for you or for someone else?” I asked hoping to avoid the answer. “Any…” “No… not for any… the way I connected with you I do not connect with anyone… My journey has to do with you… If it was not you I would be already back on the plane doing what I know best… be a man with a proper id, proper work, proper life, proper mask. But you see I am in the sauna getting fucked by anyone, getting slammed in double doses, and drinking lemonade. And all that because of you… Simple as that…” “For me you are still a cumdump …” “I know but the question is am I just another cumdump for you?” The silence again… maybe I took it too far… maybe I should have kept my mouth shut. But I didn’t … If I hadn’t taken all these chems probably I would have kept my tongue… but I was wired… maybe even tired from keeping everything in balance… his and mine as well… enough from silence … enough from poker face. “That is a good question which I do need to answer you.. after all I owe you at least this… and here is how I will find the answer… “ He drank one more zip from his coffee… You rememebr the guy who fucked you after the second double slam… I had my eyes shut with a piece of cloth so I couldn’t see him but I remembered that there was this guy with a really thick cock who came in me three times without even getting out from my hole.. yes… thick and hairy… “Yes, I remember the fucker…” “He is Bulgarian. He loves loading cumdumps and chem whores… he seems to be impressed by you . He keeps a motel with whores… male and female. Called Inferno… His customers are truckers, losers, junkies, homeless people… poz sluts… you name it… it is all there… He was impressed by your performance on the ping pong table… So he asked me to ask you if it is ok to hire you for a few days… he will provide all the chems all the cock.. everything a cumdump like you desires… “And what about you?” “No I am not included in the deal. You go there you are all alone… no safety net… from the moment you are there you will take all the loads… you will take all the slams.. isn’t what you any cumdump would have asked for?” “Do you want me to go?” “I would love to see you take everything and everyone but since I am not included I have to admit it is a bit weird… In any other case I would just feel relieved. I am not used to have a second person at my place or share my cumdumps the way I did the last days… So I need to take some distance and think… and see where I stand and see where you satnd and what lies ahead… “ “Fair enough…” I said and I had another zip from my lemonade. “If I go, am I going to see you again after all this Inferno thing?” “That is a question I am not able to give right now… when I share I share in my own terms… I am present to the scene… Now this is completely new thing. Let’s say that in someway I am excited by the idea but in some other way I am furious by the idea… I feel territorial and that makes me angry not towards you but towards me .. I am angry with my self. I overestimated my control abilities…” It was our first talk… our first real talk… our first real true talk. And we were both exhausted. “Ok tell me what’s the deal” “Ok the deal is that you go… It is your duty as a cumdump… a test to your limits… And while you are there I will test my limits. And see if your presence is important to me or you are just another slamming whore like the rest I can fuck in any sling…” “Fair enough” I said. I could see logic… and I could see a sadness behind this bargain. “Till then I need more cum in my ass” I continued… “let’s go and fuck some more… And there is some Tina for three more slams. I want you to slam when you are in me… look the janitor. He wants more of my ass. Let’s write on the blackboard that the 212 whore is looking for loads… and let’s spend the night like that… like the way we know … because after this night all will be changed… nothing will be the same… for better or for worse…. After Inferno nothing will be the same…” And yes the bulge under his towel started to grow again. My Viking was back to his old self. A hunter looking to recharge my hole… a slammer looking to feed my veins… yes my kind of guy… Inferno could wait… at least for one more night…

I love slings… the way I float… the way my body is on the air… Expanding my self … becoming my true self when I am offering my hole… Three loads in my ass already… by three different men. Big thick uncut dicks.. Poz loads… pissfuckers… my kind of fuckers… A fourth man around his 60’s with a big gut is fucking me…Big uncut dick and a leather vest… He gives me his poppers.. I take a hit… nice buzz… he speeds faster and faster… But stops. Looks like he doesn’t want to cum yet… Not so easy… “I want you slammed…” Sir comes… Sir is near… he is always near… he films with the video-camera… He has promised no faces… and I trust him… In fact I asked him to show me some of the tapes he had on the black iron trophy closet and he was true to his word… No faces .. just cocks sperm points veins assholes guts and then more points…. No faces… All those anonymous ghosts... Servants of pleasure… There is the tourniquet around my arm… so easy for him to find the vein … and how smooth the blood registers in the needle before he pushes it all back. And then the tourniquet is released… yes.. all is done how it should be… the cough … the buzz.. the rush… The man with the leather vest seems to like the way my ass is letting go... He picks up the tempo fucking me… It feels so right. It was a good slam and now my whole being is in that hole … and the thick cock that fucks me. “Yes… let it go… that is the way I prefer my bitches… slammed and wasted… Take that dick… you like my dick?” I nodded yes… But no words.. .I was in that space where words had no place… the dose was strong.. and nice… and he knew how to fuck… so yes… I guess I was happy… I was at the right place at the right time.. .with the right kind of people… There, on the sling, getting random loads in my mancunt from unknown people, and offering my arms for more slams, was the reason, if there is a reason of my living… The way the guy was fucking me and most important the way he was staring me feeling the buzz, while he had stuck his thick cock in me I had the sense that his gaze was like a mirror. And thru that mirror I could see my self … a wasted slut on a sling … a starving ass for cum… a junkie for more meth… the right material of a fallen angel.. I felt beautiful… “Thank you” I mumbled… He didn’t hear me… or if he heard me he didn’t give a damn… I was a hole on a sling no more no less… And I loved it… When he came I felt the cum… deep… and he came with a loud howl… the rest of the wolves approached… I don’t think that there is a better compliment for a chem slam bottom than having men fighting with their hard cocks who would be the next to seed the whores hole… It was one of those rear moments that I felt like I control the scene.. But maybe it was the chems that gave me this sense of power… Other times when I am getting fucked on a sling I feel so vulnerable so fragile. And others, like this one, is like a force hidden deep where only a good slam combined with a cock in the ass can release and expose to the world… But my world was Sir’s basement… and the wolves were horny and the bitch on the sling was slammed… In the normal eyes this doesn’t seem a pretty world. But again what is normal. My eyes were so comfortable to the semidarkness of the dungeon. The red soft light in the two corners of the room gives this hellish atmosphere where everyone and everything happens like a slow motion… and the sounds of fucking.. the coughing… the moans the slapping of the naked bodies… the hiss of the tourniquet when it is released from the arm… that is my kind of music… All the senses where on alert. And when I am like this where even the slightest movement and sound gets noticed then I know that I am in the the zone of the true slam cumdump… “Are you Ok?” My Vicking is next to me… stroking my hair … there was sweat. I smile to him reassuring that all is fine.. that I am in peace… and the pounding that I get from this bearded 70year old man with the pierced huge cock is almost perfect… He touches my hole. My fucker doesn’t stop. He seems to like the attention. My hole is wet from cum. Sir gives me his fingers to taste the cum… So delicious. “How many you’ve got...” He asked “Not enough…” “Yeah… that’s the response I wanted to hear… ready for a double slam?” “Yes please…” I answered… And there it was.. once again.. .this smile… this feeling that he cared… that he was proud of my sluttiness… that somehow there was a kind of a match that we suit to each other, that there here was a kind of a mystic communication… It is this delicate balance that we seem to make it work… He can sense that my journey as a sperm collector is more like a journey of the soul. Only my salvation and probably his probably is going to end in a messed up loneliness… But I made the bargain long ago… My path is chosen by me and only me… I welcome the co-pilots on this bumpy flight but there is only one truth. I am doomed… My only and true salvation is just seconds away, when Sir will return with the two points and the guy with the pierced dick will sperm my ass right in the moment when the buzz will start to take over my whole being. Nothing else matters… Even in the semilights of the hellish dungeon you can find beauty. And right now on the sling while Sir ties up both the tourniquets around my arms, I know… He sees this Beauty, on me… Point.Flash.Push.Go…..

Traveling for work allows me to see a lot of the country and it also allows me to hook up with a lot of guys. I love to set up anon scenes when I’m on the road. Being ass up in a dark room and letting strangers use my hole for their pleasure. I knew at some point I would get pozzed. But I also knew that in my head and heart I wanted to know when it happened and with who. I started looking on bbrts for profiles that were poz in areas I would be traveling to and I found exactly what I was looking for in my favorite place. Colorado! I sent a message to him letting him know I was going to be in the area for a week and was looking for some fun. I received a reply back a few minutes later. “Hey man! Sounds like fun! What all you into and looking for?” I replied back “ I’m a total bottom. Love to suck and swallow, and really love to get bred”. “Hot! Would love to breed that hole! I see you’re neg. you know I’m poz right? I’m not on meds either. You chasing?” ”Yeah I know you’re poz! I’m not really chasing, I like to do anon scenes and know it’s just a matter of time until it happens. I would really like to know when and who it happens with. Make sense?” “Hell yeah man! I get it. I would love to poz that hole for you if you really want it! When will you be in town?” ”I fly in this Saturday and will be there until the following Sunday. So will have a whole week to get together if you have time. I’ll be staying at the holiday inn downtown” ”Thats perfect. I’m available all week and live downtown about 5 blocks from the hotel. Let me know when you get to town and we can get together. I’m available all weekend and all week long in the evenings.” “Sounds good! I’ll let you know when I check in Saturday afternoon and we can set something up. Here’s my cell # xxx-xxx-xxxx. Text me anytime.”

Does anyone feel that gays are easier to be attracted to Satanism? Is it because of the kinkiness of how forbidden it is or is it just a rejection of the mainstream taboos regarding homosexuality? Do they take it as just another form of atheism or truly believe that Sa_tan exists and his values of freedom is attractive? Hope to hear from different point of views and have a great conversation.

(First attempt at a story. Be gentle. Based partially in fact. Somewhat embellished) Part 1: Reginald I got a text from Reggie today out of the blue. "Can u cum over?" I've taken his load on many occasions. Hot black guy who only really likes to fuck white guys. A lot of the time I can't say yes because I'm married and my husband Timothy doesn't know I fuck around behind his back. Today, though, I was absolutely saying yes. Timothy was at work all day, and i was home bored and horny. What he doesn't know can't hurt him, right? Reggie ordered me to get to his place asap. I knew he expected me to be ready to take his load. He shoots huge loads that fill me up and make me feel complete. Of course I would beg for his load. When I got to Reggies house I stripped to my jock and went to work getting his dick hard. He's taught me how he likes it. I want to do a good job for him. I want to make him feel good. I always try to please him in any way. While I sucked, he started loading the Tina pipe. I hasn't had any of that in a while. I've been teetering on relapse. Now all I wanted was to follow the clouds into a world of sexual experience. He got me really spun. He didn't hit the pipe at all. He just kept encouraging me to do a little more. Finally I put the pipe down and refocused on his cock. I wanted to beg him to fuck me right away. I'm always impatient. Reginald doesn't like it when I beg, so to please him I just worship his cock and try to get him turned on enough that he wants to fuck me. Reginald picked up his phone and started videoing me giving him head. I had told him once that he could record me but onky if he was careful not to snow my face (I'm cheating on my husband for God's sake). He likes getting my face on camera though, and I want him to keep giving me his loads, so I let him do what he wants. Usually he fucks me doggy style, which is my favorite. This time he put.me on my back and had me lift my legs in the air exposing my jock strapped ass to his camera. "Fuck yeah faggot. My group chat loves when I send vids of you. You have fans. You ready to show them how much you love getting fucked by a black man?" The Tina really does mess with my judgment, because in the moment I didn't see anything wrong with anything going on here. Reginald finally fucked me. He didn't disappoint me. He knows how a white faggot needs to be fucked. As he fucked me on my back, with the camera still pointed toward me, he asked me questions? "Why are you here instead of letting your husband fuck you?" "Besides me, who do you cheat on your husband with?" "How often to you smoke Tina?" Each question I answered honestly and ccompletely. Each answer, Reginald recorded on video that alternated between my face and his big black dick going in and out of my hole." Somehow, in my spun state, none of this bothered me. Finally one last question: "Do you want my cum faggot? Tell me how much you want it." I shouted my need for his cum with visceral emotion. I did need it. What I didn't realize is the sequence of events this would put in motion.

Hey guys I just want to give you a heads up that I am going to try and write as many chapters to this story as possible and I don't know how long it will be in-between them so please be patient with me and let me know what you think about it I love all comments especially dirty ones lol I have made a discovery that is going to change lives forever and now I need to test it. I have been going to school to be a doctor and my main focus is HIV and now I have discovered something that will change the world of HIV forever. 4 years previous My name is Kyle and I have been HIV positive since I was 18 after my first hookup with a highschool friend and it changed my life forever. I was shocked and scared at first as was the rest of my family when they saw I was sick and rushed me to the hospital and they heard the results from the doctor. They all took care of me when I got discharged and made sure I took my meds that the doctor prescribed me and they never treated me any differently. When I was better and finally got out of bed without feeling I was going to die I went into my bathroom to see if I looked as I had felt over the last few weeks. When I saw my reflection I was pleased to see that I still looked like the cute surfer boy with my blond hair and blue eyes staring back at me. I ran my hand over my chest and tweaked my nipples and went further down my six pack abs and onto my hard dripping 7 inch cock. It was hard and leaking but I did feel inside that I was different as I swirled around my precum over my thick mushroom head. I felt more energized and hornier than I ever had in my life and some feeling deep inside me said that I needed more sex now that I was no longer neg. I turned around and looked at my ass in the mirror and saw the same muscular bubble butt and slid my finger down my crack till I reached my hole. Once I touched my hole I felt an increasing sense of hornyness and it was like my hole had a mind of its own opening and swallowing my finger all the way through to the base. This caused me to moan and buck my hips more than I can remember over my years of pleasuring my ass and I loved how intense it was. I added a second and then a third finger and like before my ass opened up easily accepting them like the first. I moved my three fingers until I found my prostate and I had to control how loud I was moaning so I didn't have any unwanted intruders to find me like this but I had never felt this much pleasure in my ass before I couldn't stop. My orgasam came with so much force I held onto the bathroom sink as ropes and ropes of cum coated the mirror and the sink. I stood there panting and in a cold sweat and quickly sat on the toilet as it felt like my legs were about to give out on me and quickly tried to catch my breath. Once I felt better I looked at the mirror to see all the cum that landed on it start to drip down onto the sink and pool with the loads that landed there already and quickly grabbed some toilet paper and cleaned up all of it and flushed it down so no one would see any evidence. Just as I finished and returned to my bed there was a knock on my door followed by my dad and mom walking into my room to see how I was doing. They were both happy to see that I was feeling so much better than I had been during my sickness and said that if I felt well enough that the hard part must be over and I could try and return to my normal day to day activates. While they were talking to me I couldn't help but think that my life would never be normal again after what just happened in the bathroom but I smiled at them both and said that I thought so too. They hugged me and left after saying that they hope to see me down stairs soon for dinner. Once the door shut I pulled up my laptop and started to see if there was anything online to explain to me why my body reacted so intensely to what I did but couldn't find anything to help me with it.I closed my laptop and put on some comfortable clothes and made my way downstairs to join my family after being stuck in bed for so long. I sat in the living room watching some tv with my dad and big brother Tom while my mom was finishing up making dinner. At dinner everyone chatted like normal and my Tom asked me what I was going to be doing next after highschool with graduation next month and as he said this he smiled and slid a large envelope my way. My parents both asked me what that was and I didn't say anything but opened it and read the first page. It was an acceptance letter to my first college choice (the same one my brother went to) that I applied to before I had gotten sick and I burst up from the table and shouted that I had gotten into the college on a full ride. I looked at my parents shocked faces as they didn't know that I had applied months ago and they didn't know either that I was going to study to be a doctor. This brought on cheers and hugs from all of my family and when my brother hugged me he said that he saw that my acceptance was delivered and hid it away and waited until I was better to see what it said. Once the cheering died down my mom and dad started to call all the relatives and tell them that I was going to be going to the same college as my older brother and that I wanted to study to be a doctor. While all this chatter went on my brother pulled me into the living room and told me he had a secret he wanted to share with me. He looked both worried and proud and I asked him what was it. He bent down and whispered in my ear that he knew that his friend was the one who pozzed him because he was the one who pozzed my friend after he fucked him. Welcome to the brotherhood my little bro. I looked at him in shock and awe and felt my cock get so hard digesting this news. I never knew my big brother was gay and now after hearing that he was poz and was the one who infected my friend who in turn infected me I couldn't handle the emotions and urges that flowed in me I came right in my pants without touching myself and It was just as intense as it was earlier in the bathroom. Tom could tell what was happening to me and he rushed me into his bedroom and quickly stripped me out of my clothes and put his mouth on my cock as I was convulsing and shooting more and more cum down his throat. I panted as I finished and I felt like I blackened out a bit and Tom picked me up and kissed me sharing some of my load and told me after we finished kissing that I was going to be so ready for what was to cum when I would get to college.

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I think I was around 12. I snagged a VHS that turned out to be a multi feature compilation of films from the late 70's to early 80's. When I got to the third title, I was greeted with a story about a " naive " teen girl being lead through a building with a menagerie of sex on display. It ran the gamut from a straight pair in missionary to light bdsm, but it finally got to something that really caught my attention, a gay couple fucking and sucking. Something about that scene made my heart start racing and I spent the most of the night rewinding that portion over and over. Before that point I had never thought about any kind of attraction to men, but that certainly flipped the switch.

I was around 21 in college. This would be in the mid-80s. I had a long term girlfriend who later became my wife. I befriended a gay man my age through our mutual interest in European sports cars. One day I thought I'd check out the only ABS in this college town. I looked at some gay porno mags to see what turned my gay friend on. I found I was turned on. I had never thought about sex with guys before although I did like putting things in my ass starting around 11. I bought a gay magazine and a straight magazine. I jacked off many times to that gay magazine. After college, I moved to the SF bay area for work and would rent gay videos at an ABS when my GF wasn't around. I had my first gay experience soon after with another married guy. It was both of our first time, but, unfortunately, we both wore condoms. A few years later, around 1991, I took my first load and had a hard time using condoms after that.

I was 16, which is the age of consent in the UK. Driven by a lust for raw (considered a no-no back in the early 2000s) and potentially dangerous sex, I found an older poz guy from bugshare who willingly took my cherry. There was no PrEP or PEP back then, so I hoped that my first time would knock me up… it didn’t, but it did spur me on to chase with more vigour!

always, I'm an addict

You’re HIV positive? Why didn’t you say something? Things went so fast and I began shooting my load unexpectedly But I am on meds and undetectable, You are safe, I’m sorry!! Are you OK? I don’t know, but I do know that that was the best sex I have ever had by far! I know from health class that I have no risk, Can I ask you some questions? Sure, anything when did and how did you get infected? A little over a year ago, My boyfriend pozzed me up, I knew he was poz and we fucked with condoms for a while but I wanted to fuck bare and I talked him into dropping the latex. You intentionally got infected? Yes, the best thing I ever did. For years I’ve talked to poz guys and they told me how erotic it was to take positive cum and how freeing it was when they got infected. And how horny they became when they pozzed up. They also said how much of a rush it was to shoot positive cum in a negative ass. I was shocked at that, but my cock was so hard and my cunt felt so great being fucked, I could only say “ Fuck me again and again” Jamie said “Are you sure?” “I’m sure I want you to fuck me again and you being poz seems so [banned word] but so erotic, I’ll worry about that tomorrow. All I know is that I enjoyed your fucking me so much that I want MORE!! Fuck me hard and shoot your erotic, positive cum deep inside my cunt! My body is yours to ravage!” We did not sleep. Jamie fucked me 4 more times and when he shot his load yelled”Take my poz cum!!!” I loved it and shot my load twice hands free!! By the morning, I could only think about being fucked and the idea of of being pozzed and how hard my cock got and how twitchy my cunt got. I couldn’t think of anything else!! I realized I was gay and I loved how that made me feel. And the idea of taking poz cum became such an erotic idea that I knew I was going to become HIV positive and LOVE IT! That morning I asked Jamie why he was on meds if it was so hot to poz a negative hole? He said his parents and doctors insisted but he was considering stopping them. He wondered if that was a problem with me. I thought about it and said “ If you stop your meds would still take your cum “ Jamie kissed me in the most passionate way and said “ Thank you for that. You will love taking charged loads and will realize how amazing it is to become HIV positive. I’m stopping my meds today and we will make passionate love multiple times each day until you become a fulfilled POSITIVE gay man! “Your life will be changed. It will be so much fun and you will experience sexual pleasures you haven’t even imagined. I have so much to show and teach you” I kissed and sucked on his nipples then went down to suck his cock. With the room being lit by the morning sun, I realized that the birthmark I saw above his cock was a really a biohazard tattoo. I sucked his cock until he shot a load in my mouth. It tasted so good. I swallowed some and shared the rest with Jamie. I wondered where I will put my tattoo when I poz up? My cock got so hard thinking about my first tattoo! I love Jamie’s nipple piercings, I think I will get mine pierced as well! “How long will it be before the virus comes back after you stop the meds?” I’m going to poz you up by Halloween!! My cock became hard as a rock and had precum pouring out of it!! I CANNOT WAIT!!

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Yup will be there

When I get really excited my dick will get hard as a rock. Sometimes I think it's so hard as not to be comfortable for the bottom. I've not had any complaints but was wondering if it would be better if I wasn't quite so hard. Can a dick be too hard?

Watching Jake's cock to see his and it's reaction I asked, "how many poz cum loads do you think will be in me by Saturday?" Instantly Jake's cock started to grow to full hardness, a thing of beauty. Jake turned his head towards me and noticed me staring at his now fully hard cock. "As many as you can handle my lovely boy". I got up from the lounger and put my mouth of Jake's cock. I could taste his precum and I let my drool flow over his cock head. I let him fall from my mouth and stood. I turned to walk to his bedroom patio door, looked back and said "I want another load now sir", and kept on walking. I got up on Jake's bed, on all fours, and hung my ass off the side of his bed waiting for my dad. I didn't wait long and soon I had another hot daddy cum load deep in me. Saturday quickly arrived, which was surprising for how much I was anticipating the night. Jake and I had not had sex since earlier in the week, kind of an agreement on both of us sustaining. I knew I was incredibly horny and I am betting my sexy older friend was feeling the impact as well. I climbed the steps to Jake's front door and knocked. Jake was quick to answer and let me in. As soon as the door was shut Jake grabbed me and pulled me into him, kissing me deeply. "Baby boy. I have missed you so much", Jake said as he pulled back from me. I instantly looked down at Jake in his spandex shorts, the outline of his hard cock was very prominent, and I could make out that cock ring on too. I looked up at him, "baby, you can't go out like that to their house. Your dick is so obvious all the time". Jake reached down and and adjusted his big cock in his shorts, right in front or me. "I know Tim, but I am so horny." Jake held his shorts open for me to see his cock ring. "It will go down by the time we get there". "Not sure if that is good or bad dad". I said and smiled at Jake. We packed up our things and headed towards the garage. It was late afternoon when we arrived at Eric and James's house. One would say that Eric and James live in a very nice suburban community, very manicured, and very quiet. I liked it, it felt very calming. We pulled up to their house, a white Tudor style house with big trees in the front. As we got out and walked up the walk to their porch the door opened and two older men came out of the door and greeted us. I was trailing Jake slightly as he hugged both men. I could sense their true caring for Jake, not just as a friend, but rather someone they truly love and care about his well being. Seeing this made me feel good and trust these two even more. Both men were certainly older than Jake, but like Jake both were in good shape with different shades of grey hair. Both men seemed be slightly taller than Jake as well, more of that 'fatherly' figure of men. Both men turned towards me and Eric said, "and you must be Tim". I started to put out my hand but Eric blew right past that and welcomed me with a firm and very 'close' hug. One of his hands when to my shoulder and the other to my lower back. Eric whispered in my ear, "great to meet you Tim". As Eric let go and slowly backed away, James moved in to repeat the process, and again almost the same exact way, James put one hand on my should and the other on my lower back. Because I was wearing thinner shorts and just a jock, it almost felt like I could feel the outline of James, but surely it was just my imagination. As James and I parted, I wanted so desperately to look down at James's shorts to see if I was just imaging it, but my doing so would be so obvious. Once all the pleasantries were done, Jake and I were invited into their home. The interior of their home was very well kept and beautifully decorated. We walked past a formal living room into more of a family room off of the kitchen. On the wall was a big screen TV playing college football. I was a little shocked as I didn't take either one of them for sports fanatics. James looked at me and spoke up, "yes Tim, I love football. shoot me now", and we all laughed. Looking at James that made sense. While both men were kind of 'soft' masculine, like you know they are truly men, but James was just a little more 'manly' in is behavior and speech. "oh no, please shoot me", Eric said. "I have to watch damn sports all the time, or listen to it at least. There are so many better things to watch and listen to on a big screen like that". Eric looked at me and said, "cum scenes are just so amazing on that screen". I think Eric was trying to see my reaction, and he definitely got what he was looking for. I blushed for sure. Jake moved in beside me as my protector and wrapped his arm around my waist. "Gentlemen, gentlemen, leave my dear boy alone", and Jake's hand dropped from my lower back to my ass cheek and gently squeezing. Eric laughed and said, "oh we know Jake, he is your boy, but we do love to have our fun". I said, "it was funny, really, and I can only imagine what it looks like on a screen like that". James spoke up, "If you are bored later on Tim, I am sure Eric can show you what it looks like", turning towards Eric, "right babe?". "Of course I will. I will steal you away later when those two get into some deep technical talk about 'who knows what', Eric said. We all laughed. Jake and I were led through the kitchen where Eric ask for drink orders. All of us settled on a glass wine. While Eric tended to the drinks James let us out to their back patio and yard. Like the rest of the home it was beautiful and enclosed with large manicured bushes and trees. I noticed a hot tub on their deck and nice deck furniture that we all headed towards. "Please make yourself comfortable Jake", James said while extending his hand to an outdoor couch. I sat down and Jake sat next to me. James was on the opposing couch. In a very casual way I let me eyes drop to Jake's lap and I could definitely make out the form of his soft cock. I love how open these men were with each other. I guess James noticed me looking at my lover. "Spandex huh Jake?" Jake smiled, "I wanted Tim to know that two have no problems with us or the way we think. I felt being a little 'revealing' would make him feel more comfortable". As Eric joined us he added on, "if you got it, flaunt it" and set a glass of wine down in front of us all. We all laughed and cheered glasses. Jake said, "I don't see you two flaunting it, but I know you got it". We all laughed again. "Ahhhh...so sweet of you Mr. Jake. You were also so contemplative". "Just speaking truth sir, speaking truth", Jake added. I was really liking these two men. their confidence in each other and their sexuality. Their openness on everything, it was very refreshing. I was looking at the hot tub again, thinking about Jake's shorts and cock on display. James noticed my interest and asked, "do you like hot tubs Tim? Some men don't and others really do". "Oh I love them", I answered Eric said, "you are than more than welcome to go in the water feels great". I looked at Jake and then Eric. "I didn't bring any swim trunks or I would for sure. Thank you though". Eric smiled, "oh honey, we don't wear anything while in the hot tub. Whats the point?". We had all finished our first glass of wine, which seemed to go down way to easily. Eric stood and said, "why don't you all get in the tub and I will get some towels and another glass of wine". Jake looked at me, "do you really want to go it, sounds fun". I said "yes". "Great", Eric said and got up, gathered our glassed, and headed into the kitchen. James got up first, to break the ice and lead on to the tub. He walked over near the tub and started to remove his shirt. Jake got up and faced me to help me up. I was eye level with his cock, which seemed to me almost in a semi state. Jake pulled me up from the couch and cupping me ass guided me to the tub. As I neared the tub, James was already naked, just shorts and no underwear so that made it quicker. James turned toward us and it was all I could do to not look at his cock and body. I just noticed a tattoo on his hip that I thought was a scorpion, but couldn't be sure as I turned to quickly undress. Jake was getting undressed as well as I heard James climb the small stairs and get down into the water. When I was naked I turned to see James on the other side of the tub facing Jake and I. He was already seated so I couldn't get another glimpse of his tattoo. I climbed the stairs as well and slowly lowered myself into the tub. The water was amazingly warm, near hot, but it felt so good. I moved to one of the sides of the tub. As Jake climbed the little stairs to the tub, James said, "a cock ring too Jake?. Just showing it all off tonight, huh?" he laughed. Jake kept getting into the pool, cock ring on and semi hard cock. "oh yeah, gotta keep the boy interested" and winked at me. As Jake settled in next to me I put my hand on his thigh. I tried looking down into the water at James and then Jake, but too many bubbles to get a clean view. Eric followed us out shortly after, except this time he was completely naked, towels under his arms and a tray of glasses filled with wine. Eric put the tray down on a table, dropped the towels and then gathered the tray again. As he stood I saw he had a very bold bio hazard symbol tattoo right above his very thick but soft cock. Eric set glasses down around the outside of the hot tub so they were within reach of everyone. He then set the tray down and climbed the stairs and stood there. I thought proudly showing off his thick cock and tattoo, but then looked at me and asked, "Tim, is it nice?". I froze. Was he talking about the water or his cock? I was really confused on which way to take my answer but Jake came to my rescue again. "The water is amazing Eric, get in". Eric smiled at and sank into the hot water. He took a seat across from Jake and I. "You are right, damn it feels good". I was rubbing Jake's leg, feeling his muscular leg and every once in a while touching one of his big balls. Jake started chatting with both men about dinner and entertainment, or something. I thought it was a good time to stand up, turn around, and bend to get my glass of wine. All of a sudden the conversations stopped and all I could hear was the bubbling water. I felt Jake put is hand on my ass cheek and started pulling my cheeks apart, exposing my hole. "Yes, Tim has a beautiful ass and you both have seen beautiful asses before". They all laughed. James added, "but he is yours and that makes it better in some way. fuck kid, lovely. Thank you Jake". Jake let go of my ass and I turned around, obviously blushing now, to sink into the water. These men had just been given 'full' view of my ass. Blushing, but excited. I kind of loved being on display for them. "Now look, we made him blush James", Eric said. "Poor boy". James looked at me, "sorry babe, just stating the obvious". James then stood to turn and get a drink of his wine. I could now see that his cock was certainly not soft any longer, not fully hard, but definitely semi hard and looked amazing. I turned back to Jake and he was looking at me and smiling. Jake guided my hand up to his now hard cock and leaned in to kiss me fully. I was lost in his kiss, all I knew was I had his tongue in my mouth and my hand on his big cock, great things. Jake ended our kiss and pulled back, still smiling. Jake looked at me and said, "baby boy, Eric and James definitely don't mind you looking, they both are sexy men with great cocks, I know, and just to let you know I don't mind at all. I am sure we are all on the same page of 'showing off'. Please look all you want." "Thank you babe", I said. I turned to Eric, "can I ask you about your tattoo?". "Of course hon, ask anything you like", Eric said while standing up out of the water to show me again. Of course Eric was semi hard now too, which made my question a little tougher to focus on. I finally looked at Eric's face, "first I wanted to say I love it!". Eric reached has hand down and ran it over his smooth skin where his tattoo is, "you mean my tattoo, right Tim?". He smiled at me. I think I saw Eric's cock twitch a little, but probably not. "yes sir, your tattoo, sorry". I was blushing again. Eric said, "oh Tim I am just messing with you, I know you meant my tattoo, and sorry for my cock wanting to reach out, just when we see a nice ass it is natural for this to happen". Eric then squeezed his cock and let go. "What do you want to know?" he said while sitting back down in the water. "I think I know what it means, but it is also a bold statement, right? advertising you are hiv positive?" "I don't know if is really a bold statement Tim, but I when it comes to my sexuality and status, I want it to be out there in the open. I am not ashamed of my status, quite the opposite really. I think you saw the tattoo James has, right?" Eric looked at James and said, "can you stand up honey so Tim can see yours again?". James stood up out of the water so I could see his tattoo, and almost hard cock. Eric touched James tattoo and continued, "James went with the smaller scorpion tat on his hip, very sexy for sure, and after he got that I wanted one of us to have a bio haz tat, so I went with this one. Puts it right out there I think", Eric laughed. I turned to Jake, "did they have these tattoos when you met them"? Jake smiled at me, "you mean when they fucked me? No, they didn't." Jake turned to Eric, "you both got these quite a bit later, right"? Eric nodded. "If they had them, back then when they first fucked you, would you have let them knowing they were both proud poz?", I asked. Jake looked at both James and Eric, "you know Tim, I am not really sure, it isn't something I have really thought about", and added, "but that is all in the past, it happened for sure and I am not sure I would change anything". I looked at Eric and he winked at Jake. Eric turned to me, "anything else you want to know Tim? Anything at all, James and I are very open about everything in our lives trust me. It takes too much time and effort to dance around any small detail". I thought for a minute and thought about a lot of things I wanted to know, but wouldn't share those thoughts and questions. I did have one and asked both of them really, "yeah actually. I had asked Jake if he like to fuck or be fucked and he explained his personal taste, which is hot, but with the both of you, I thought you both liked to be the ones fucking men. how does that work if you don't have someone here to fuck all the time?" Eric looked at James, "James, you care to answer? Because it is a good question". James said, "sure, I can answer that. When Eric and I first got together we were versatile men, liked to both fuck and be fucked. That was fine, but I think our true nature came out when we started enjoying fucking bottom men, or men that liked to be fucked. Once we introduced men to our relationship and into our bed, the urge to be fucked slowly started to fade. We both knew we enjoyed fucking bottom men too much. By the time we met your man, we had already transitioned to total top men. Jake helped us solidify that thought for sure.", Jake said laughing. "after that weekend we never looked back." James looked at me, "a question back to you Tim, do you only like being fucked or still desire to fuck a man?" Before I could answer, Jake spoke up, "Tim, I told you they were pretty open, fair warning". and all three of them laughed. "Thanks baby, I understand", I said. "James, to answer your question, as long as I can remember, my first thoughts about man sex, was me being the bottom man. I don't think I have thought about it any other way". James followed up quickly, "I understand that, there should be good bottoms for every top. Ok here is the tougher part of that question then. Knowing Jake is hiv pos, how are you now with taking his cum?". Again, the hot tub fell silent in anticipation of my answer. I started, "I think a drink is in order before I answer". I let go of Jake's big cock and stood up, turning around and bending over in a more emphasized manner, showing off my ass. When I turned back around, all three men were standing up and getting a drink from their wine glasses. And to my amazement, all three men had hard cocks! I sat back down and waited for them to be finished and sitting again. When they were sitting, I reached under the water and grabbed Jake's cock again. This time though, both Eric and James and a hand under the water and seems to be slowly stroking their hard cocks. I could have just watched that fun, but I continued with my answer. "To answer your question James, I fucking love taking Jake's cum in me". I felt Jake push his cock up into my hand. I was looking at James and all he said was "fucking nice". We sat there for a minute in silence while everyone seemed to be slowly calming down. Eric was the first to speak. "oh shit, Tim did you still want me to show you porn on that huge tv of ours? I totally forgot." I wasn't completely sure Eric forgot, but of course I wanted to see it. "Yes please! I would love to see that experience." "Great." Eric replied, Speaking to James and Jake, "we will be right back. do either of you need anything while I am up?" Eric rose out of the tub and I could tell he had let his cock settle a little bit. Now he was semi hard, and still thick. Jake responded, "nothing for me, I am great. thank you". James responded in kind that he was good. Eric looked at me, "well Tim, follow me for the biggest cum shot you have ever seen." We all laughed together. Eric stepped from the tub and waited to help me over the edge and down the little stairs. I grabbed his had for support, not that I needed it but thought he enjoyed it, and his lower hand help my back, right above my ass. Once I had gone by him and headed for a dry towel Eric said, "you should really think about getting a tattoo as well Time, it would look hot on your ass cheek or lower back. Just my thought is all". I was drying off when Eric grabbed another towel. I answer, "I just might do that". I gave Jake a quick wave and followed the naked Eric into the house. Eric and I continued on to the family room. He gestured to the couch, "please sit if you like. Let me find a good one". Eric picked up a binder with what looked like a bunch of DVD's. As I sat down on the couch, bare ass on the leather, he said, "oh here is a good one". As he was putting it in the player, I noticed his big balls hanging, something I hadn't noticed before, and I mean BIG balls. "You I hope you like this, James and I love the series." The DVD started and I just caught the title before Eric started fast forwarding. Sorry, have to get to a good scene, most of it is of men cumming in their bottom boys," After fast forwarding for a minute, Eric pushed play. "here we are". The scene started playing as Eric joined me on the couch. I think the title was called something like "what I can't see" and some number. Immediately there was a close up of a big cock sliding in and out of an ass. The bottom was on all fours, oddly enough with a blindfold on covering his eyes. The top was behind him on the bed fucking him slowly, but a good steady fucking. Eric was now starting to play with his cock, which immediately grew very hard and now leaking like crazy, something I couldn't see in the tub. "So fucking hot, right Tim?". My eyes were going back and forth from the screen to Eric's wet cock. "Yes, what a great view". "Wait until you see the top cum. It is so clear, like you are there. I think this one the top cums in him and then pulls out to shoot the last on his ass. I think". all I could say was, "I hope so. I want to see a big cum shot". Without stopping his stroking, Eric said, "you might see two big cumshots" and laughed. I had to ask, "do you cum a lot Eric"? Eric turned to me, reached down and grabbed his big balls, "see these? when they are full, fuck yes I shoot a big load. I have had bottoms tell me they can feel me actually shooting in them. Not every top can say that". I bit my lip and looked back at the tv. I did draw up my left leg and let my finger slowly find my hole. I couldn't help it with all that I was viewing. Eric watched me. "you might be a little dry, if you need some of my precum just ask". I asked, "do you think that would be ok? With James and Jake I mean?". Eric smiled, "yes silly boy, I know it will be just fine". Eric stopped playing with his cock and stroked one long stroke from the base of his cock to the tip of his cock. What came with that was a huge drop of precum, it was oozing down his shaft. Eric took it all on his finger tip and reach over towards me. I spread my legs open and help up my balls. Eric took his precum and rubbed it on my hole and then inserted his finger a little ways in me. "There, that should help:, Eric said I went back to fingering my hole slowly while on the screen the top was picking up his pace and I knew his orgasm was starting to build. Without turning to me, Eric said, "I just love how the bottom's ass lips cling to the top's cock". Soon enough the top in the movie started cumming, you could see his cock throbbing, and then he pulled out to shoot the final blasts of his cum load on the bottom's open ass. It was an amazing on the big screen, overwhelming. I just mumbled, "fucking amazing". Eric was slowly stroking, "yes baby boy, a cum shot on that big screen is truly amazing to see". I quick said, "it wasn't just the cum shot. it was the bottom's hole, how open he is. wow". that is all I could say. I hadn't even noticed, but sometime during that cum scene I had inserted a second finger in my ass. I slowly pulled my fingers out. I felt open like the scene on the TV. "I know exactly what you mean Tim. That view of a bottom's hole left open from my cock is just so amazing." Eric let his cock fall to his leg. "as you can see I am a little thicker than average so when I fuck a bottom his hole stays open a little longer when I pull out. I love that part of it." "I agree, I think that is so hot too", I said breathing hard. "Oh I know, I have seen", Eric said while smiling. I started to blush again, "you saw?" "Yes babe, and don't worry at all. It was an amazing picture. Jake is very proud of you." I struggled with the next question, "can I feel how thick you are Eric?, and almost instantly regretted my horny behavior. Eric's response immediately calmed me. "Of course Tim, I almost just asked you if you wanted to feel it." Eric grabbed my hand and moved it for me, right on this thick cock. "do you like that thick cock Tim?" "It is so thick Eric, damn.". I realized I was slowly stroking Eric's big cock. "I don't think I could take it in my ass though, way too thick". Eric laughed, "oh baby boy, I am sure with enough practice you could take my cock with ease." He looked at me, "should we join the others outside?". I slowly let go of Eric's cock, my hand was a little covered in precum. "Yes, that would be great, and, thank you Eric." "Tim, the pleasure was all mine". Eric said as he began to rise off the couch. "I could use my glass of wine to settle me down", while looking at his cock. "I could just use the wine!" I said and we both laughed. I followed Eric out through the kitchen and met up with James and Jake, who were sitting in some patio furniture drinking their wine. James looked at Eric, "what movie did you watch? Must have been a good one", James said while nodding at Eric's wet cock. Eric laughed, I think we both liked it. I followed him out and immediately sat next to Jake and put my hand on his leg, squeezing it I said to him, "and I hear you shared our pictures". I said serious, but with a smile. James looked at Eric. Eric smiled and said, "Jake, you know us, we are very open". James looked and Jake and I, "they are hot fucking pictures, no worries there. Jake, you obviously have a nice big cock and your boy's ass looks amazing with you pulling out. We would love to frame one of them actually." he said laughing. When Eric had taken a sip of his wine he said to us, in all serious, "we would actually like to watch you fuck him Jake, pull out after cumming in him, and let us take the pictures." Now it was definitely quiet. I looked from Eric to James, and back between them. It was James that I noticed first, his cock started to grow without anyone saying anything or him touching his cock. Jake responded for us,"when did you two hatch this plan exactly?" James said after his cock grew hard and fell back onto his stomach, "right after you sent us that picture. It is nothing crazy, we all know how hard it is to take good pictures while fucking, almost impossible." Eric added, "especially if your hand are covered in lube and precum." Like it was a matter of fact. Jake thought for a moment, then turned towards me. "Tim, how would you feel about something like that happening?. I think it is very hot to think about, obviously they do too, but I trust them completely and know their heart is in the right place. It is completely up to you." I looked down to see Jake's big cock once again hard and without even thinking I wrapped one of my hands around it and slowly stroked him. I said, "baby, I trust you and know we would both love it. Yes, can we please?" Jake turned to James, "I think we have a plan then." Eric got up, he was now rock hard too. "Great, wanna go in and watch some porn again Tim?". "Yes please, I would love to see more of the one we were watching". Eric reached his hand out to me, "great, let's go find some more". I took Eric's hand and he helped me off the couch, as I guided past him his hard wet cock head touched my hip, exciting. Eric guided me in front of him as we headed towards the kitchen, but this time I felt his hand on my ass cheek. I smiled to myself. As I reached the patio door I looked back and both James and Jake were getting up and following us inside. The scene we had ended with earlier, was on the tv still, just paused. I sat almost in my same spot, and immediately lifted my leg up. Jake sat to my left and Eric to my right. James sat in the chair to our right. Eric reached for the remote and pushed play. "There is the last scene we watched and how we started in on Tim's hole". Eric said and rewound the video about 30 seconds. Again we were treated to the top pulling out, showing the bottom's open hole, and cumming again on his open hole. It was even better than the first time. I was moving my hand down to my hole again but Jake beat me to it. His cock was hard on his leg, leaking, and finger now circling my hole. The next scene started to play, it was more of a group scene in what looked like a hotel room. The bottom in this scene was laying on his stomach as a top entered him. Then the camera panned around to see more tops stroking their hard cocks. This scene is something I had fantasized a couple of times, but thought it only a fantasy. Since Jake's finger was circling my hole, gently, I was holding his now very hard cock, that was leaking. Jake looked at me and then took his finger from my hole, gathered some of his precum on that finger, and then started rubbing my hole again. He knew exactly what I liked, this man knows me. My eyes drifted back to the screen to see the bottom now taking a large cock deep, but some movement from my right caught my attention. Eric now had one leg over the armrest and was stroking his big cock, precum flowing over his hand. It was really hard to force my gaze back at the screen but what I saw was amazing..the first top man was just cumming hard inside of this bottom. I was very envious at that moment. As the spent top pulled out, another man climbed in behind the bottom, as his ass was still open and waiting, the new top guided his cock into the bottom. amazing to see. Jake leaned in to me, "Tim can I fuck you now? Let's go upstairs to the spare room. Want to?" I nodded enthusiastically at Jake. Jake's finger stopped circling my hole and he started to get up, cock still very hard. Jake held out his hand for me and helped me up. At the same time Jake turned to Eric and James, "we are going up to the spare room if you don't mind". James replied, "please do, enjoy yourself you lucky man". Jake smiled, "If you would like to come watch, give us about five minutes, I should be deep in my boy by then". I was now hard as Jake said this so matter of factly and openly to our guests. Then it hit me, Jake just invited them to come watch my man fuck me. my head started spinning with nervousness and lust. "Oh we will definitely come watch", James answered. "Is there still lube in the bedside drawer?" Jake asked "always", Eric replied. I had my hand on Jake's leaking cock as he guided me upstairs to the spare room. The furnishings of the room were nice, but I was so focused on the bed that nothing else mattered. We made sure to leave the door wide open so there would be a good show. I immediately turned and started kissing Jake deeply. His hands were all over my back and ass, cupping my ass and pulling my cheeks apart! His big cock was pressing against my stomach and covering me with his precum. Jake broke my kiss and said, "suck my cock boy before I fuck your hole". I gladly sank to my knees and took that heavy cock into my mouth enjoying the wetness of his precum and the fullness of his shaft and balls. Just about the time my mouth was over flowing with spit and precum, and my jaw was a little sore. Jake noticed and lifted me to my feet, "that felt so good baby boy, but it is time to fuck you full of this dad cock.". He turned me around and pushed me towards the bed. "Put your ass in the are boy". I obliged as I wanted him so bad. I was soon on the bed, ass up waiting for that familiar feeling! I felt Jake's hand tough my ass and I had to have him. "Please fuck me daddy". Jake had already gotten the lube and was dripping it on my open hole, pushing in a finger and then two. Then I heard him squirt some out, I figured on his big cock. I felt the tip of his wet cock at my hole, the heat of his cock head was incredible and without him pushing I started pushing back on his cock. His cock head pushed in past my ass lips, opening me up. I loved how this man fucked me. "fuck yes dad I love your big cock" I moaned loudly into the bed. Within in a minute Jake had sunk his entire length into me, "fuck baby boy your ass is so hot on my cock". Jake then pulled out slowly and started sliding back in. Jake continued to slide in and out, slowly, letting me take in each inch of his cock. My eyes had been closed the whole time allowing me to focus on his cock and my fucking. I hadn't noticed anything changing in the room until Jake told me to open my eyes for our guests. I opened my eyes and were aware that both Eric and James were in the room watching Jake fuck his boy. Both men were very hard, and had put matching cock rings on for display. Eric's hand was stroking James, James had his left hand cupping Eric's ass and Eric's cock was standing straight out, dripping precum. James reached out and pulled my ass apart so he could see Jake's cock sliding in and out! "Fuck that is hot Jake, what a nice ass to fuck." James said while staring into my eyes. I moved my gaze to James cock that Eric was stroking. He was so hard now, fuck it looked good. James kept looking at me and said, "fuck that boy good, we want to see you fill him with your poz cum." My cock was now flowing with precum, swinging from each thrust of Jake's big cock. Eric looked at Jake, "baby, pull out so we can see your boy's open hole". Just like that I felt Jake stop his fucking and slowly withdraw his big cock. When his cock head popped out my ass felt very open and missing him. James leaned in, "fuck yes baby, he is wide open". Then I saw James gather spit in his mouth, lean in closer and then I felt him drool into my open hole. "Please continue Jake", Eric said. Jake's cock head was at my hole again and pushing inside with spit from James as a new wetness. It was amazing. Jake started in on me again just as he was before they told him to pull out. I am sure I felt him getting thicker and now I could tell his breathing was heavier. My eyes had been closed since James spit in my open hole, but now when I opened them I noticed Eric was not stroking his own cock, and pulling on his big balls. Eric looked at me, "honey, Jake is going to breed you and I am so happy I get to see it." Eric was right, Jake started making that growling sound I am familiar with, just before he pushes in deep and cums hard. Jake growled, "take my poz cum boy" and pulled my hips to him so I was impaled on his big cock. His cock swelled bigger and then I felt his cum flooding my ass and guts. James leaned in to watch, "yes fuck him full baby, poz your boy right now". I then felt Eric get on the bed and put his cock next to my mouth, "clean up my precum mess boy" and I opened my mouth for him. Fuck his cock was thick and so wet from his leaking. I was feasting and loudly as Jake finished cumming in me. Jake started pulling his now shrinking cock out of me, when he finally slide out I felt his load start to exit my hole, but there was nothing I could do about it as I was busy on Eric's cock. Before I knew what was happening I felt Jake get off the bed and then felt him get right back in behind me. It was strange, but then I felt something totally different. A hard hot cock rubbing around my hole. I knew this was not my man's cock, plus Jake had just cum in me. This had to be James. Soon enough I felt his full cock head spread my hole open, using Jake's load as lube, and pushed all the way into me. As I saw Jake come around near Eric, cock hanging and leaking, I heard James say, "fuck this boy is hot", as he kept sliding in and out! All I could do was moan with my mouth around Eric's big cock. James had a passion about his fucking, almost a raw lust kind of passion. Then Eric started in with the hot talk. "Take my man's cock boy. Once my man is in he is not pulling out and I know he has a big load for you." Eric then turned his talk to James, "tell me you are going to breed this boy and give him your hot seed". Eric turned to Jake, "do you want us to breed your boy baby?" Jake looked right into my eyes and said, "yes". As soon as Jake said that, James started picking up his pace and fucking me really hard, slamming his cock into me. "take my cock boy. do you want my hot poz cum?" I couldn't suck on Eric's cock any longer, I needed to breath and answer this man. I let Eric's cock fall from my mouth and put my head down on the bed, "yes sir, please breed me with your hot load". As soon as I got that out James shoved deep and yelled out, "I am cumming...FUCK!!" My ass just got sloppier and wetter with James adding his hot cum to Jake's load that was in me already. After James pulsed in me for a few minutes, he did some slow strokes and then pulled his cock out. He playfully slapped my ass, "thank you boy, love that ass". I just laid there, resting my head on the bed, more cum leaking from me and my own cock drooling on the bed. I knew I needed Eric in me to give me his wet cock. I reached out and touched and rubbed his leg. Without speaking Eric knew what I wanted and he immediately moved in behind me on the bed. I felt his hands running over my ass cheeks and through my wet ass crack. "Jake, your boy is full of cum and his ass looks so good, I have to taste it". Eric bent down behind me and spread my ass apart and then I felt his tongue licking from the back of my balls up and through my crack. Then his tongue entered me. I immediately pushed back on Eric's face and his tongue went deeper. Eric had me squirming. I needed to feel his fat cock in me. "please fuck me, please", I pleaded. Eric pulled his face away from my aching ass and leaned over to where my head was, "I am not on meds anymore young man, still want my fat daddy cock?". I looked up at Jake, not knowing what he wanted. Jake smiled and turned to Eric, "fuck my boy full of your poz cum Eric, he wants it bad". I smiled at Jake. Eric adjusted and I felt the weight of his fat cock hit my open hole. Then his cock head tilted down and I felt that fat cock trying to open me up to accommodate his girth. Within seconds Eric had pushed his cock head past my wet ring and was sinking slowly into my used hole. "Fuck boy, take all of my cock", Eric said Finally I felt those big balls hit my balls from behind and I knew he was all the way in me. Eric leaned over me, "this won't take long my boy, I have been leaking since I saw your ass earlier, and now I am going to fill it with my hot cum". Eric pulled his cock almost all the way out and slid back in, this repeated over and over, fast and faster. We were both moaning loudly now and I started to beg for it, "please fuck me baby, fuck me and cum in me. I want your cum, FUCK ME!". Eric growled loudly, "here it comes boy, take my seed". Eric buried deep and I felt him get thicker and start shooting. I could actually feel the streams of Eric's cum splashing inside of me. This was too much and I started cumming all over the bed. I was a mess, so much cum in me and my cum beneath me. When Eric was done, he pulled out and shoved me down flat on the bed. Eric said, "fuck that was hot. Let's head downstairs and get a glass of wine." He then said to me, "baby boy, when you are ready come downstairs and join us, but don't clean out that ass, we will need the lube again". All I could mumble was, "yes sir", and laid there panting and leaking.

I love smooth

Chapter 9 i had waited a week, my mind stewing. Rather than go and see my family doc I made an appointment at the sexual health clinic. I was told to fill in the forms prior to going in. Under the risk category I ticked the box ‘men who have sex with men’ . Was I finally halfway to admitting what my true sexuality was? ‘hi I’m Archie’ the medic introduced himself. ‘So explain the issue Neil, I’m here to help not judge’ ‘I think I may have hiv’ I blurted. ‘I’ve started having sex with guys and I was Ill a week or so ago’ ’ok , so did you wear a condom or was the guy fucking you?’ Archie continued. ’er it was different guys and it was all bare, I kinda preferred that’ I responded feeling a bit more relaxed now it was out in the open. ‘ I know what you mean’ Archie continued’ im gay and I’m bareback only! Oh and I’m poz as well so don’t worry I know what you’re going through’ Archie took my blood for the tests and I sat outside waiting to be called back in. ‘we’ll Neil, I have the results. I won’t beat around the bush, yes you are hiv positive.’ The words hit me like a hammer. What would I tell Jess. I could hide it but my thoughts immediately went to cock. I couldn’t help it. Archie was continuing to tell me things but his voice was a blur. What could I do. I had a feeling my choices were being made for me. ‘So do you want meds immediately, or wait and come back in a couple of months when you have processed things?’ ‘Er wait’ I think I mumbled. ‘it’s a lot to process Neil, but one thing I can advise is to enjoy your new status. Don’t deny who you are, you love cock, and guys , just enjoy going bare now you know who you are’ Archie’s words washed over me. I did know who I was. I also knew deep down that I just wanted men now, I looked around me as I walked from the clinic. I was noticing the guys not the girls. My mind was set. I needed to tell Jess. I got home and the house was dark. I walked in and Jess was sitting alone with my iPad. She was upset. ‘When we’re you going to tell me? ‘ she said ‘tell you what?’ I stammered. ‘That you’re gay? I’ve looked at your history. It’s all guys, it’s all cock, lots of it. Not a girl to be seen. I thought the piercings were odd’ it was now or never’ sorry. Yes I’ve been fighting it for a while. Yes I am gay. Sorry’ I mumbled. ‘I’ll leave’ I turned and left. I rang my sister for somewhere to stay. She took me in. It also involved coming out to her too which she found amusing. ‘So my big bro likes cock then! We will have to compare notes. ‘ it broke the tension, but immediately I felt better. It was a weight off my mind. The following day my sister called Jess to go and collect my things. I wandered round town to kill time. Again I wandered into the gay village and past the tattoo parlour. I peered in . Lana was there again. I entered. I’ve come to finish that tattoo. ‘Ok come through’ she waved me through the back. ‘What are you having?’ ‘ I want that bio hazard finishing’ I said ‘you’re right I’m poz’ I continued’ and I’ve split with my girlfriend and come out, so you can now do that apple in pride colours’ ’im never wrong with things like that, I knew you were a cocksucker the moment I saw you.’ She added’ I think you should also have another piercing, leave it to me, trust me’ i left an hour later with my new tattoos and a PA. I was feeling a new person , the real me. I got back to my sisters and she had returned with my stuff. ‘ Jess was really unwell’ she said. ‘She thinks she’s picked up that bug you had the other week’ my cock became hard just thinking about it. That sex we had after I had seroconverting, I must have pozzed Jess. I couldn’t tell her, if she asked I would blame it on her holiday tattooist. But the thought that I had pozzed her made me horny. Time to go to the sauna again , I thought, and now breed some more neg guys! My new sleazy life was about to start!

i'm confused 20 loads a week is like a part time job lol certainly a lot of loads for a guy on the DL. i just fucked a guy the other who had to be home by midnight so his GF didn't start asking questions. so it def happens, guys like you, but i doubt you'll be able to keep up a 20 load per week schedule AND a heterosexual marriage. any thought of marriage flew out the window for me the day it came out i slept w dudes. i could do it on the DL but once it became know, str8 life was officially closed to me. it's been so long i can say in retrospect it was worth it but i also know it didn't always seem that way, especially in the beginning. as for the gettin bred, it's addictive for sure but unlike T there's no known comedown or side effects imho. it used to be the fear of aids but prep fixed all that. it's feels great and i love being a cumdump

There was a break in the flow of cocks eager for my arse and I managed to get off the slippery leather bench, grab the mop and torch and stagger upstairs. Bill was drinking tea behind the counter and grinned as he saw me emerge sweating and slimey with lube and spunk. "I guess you didn't get a chance to clean up!" He laughed. "Oh well, it'll wait until closing time now." I nodded and went off for a shower. As I was reveling in the hot water, I heard the doorbell ring, then Bill's voice saying "Hi" to Peter's mother who asked if he and Martin were ready to go. I dried off and walked naked into reception They were chatting at the counter. Peter's mother looked me up and down and said "Hello Timmy, getting much?" I flushed as Bill laughed, conscious of the spunk inside me. Arthur appeared and asked for a coffee "Hello, missus." He said She smiled. "Been up to no good?" and he winked at her, rubbing his cock which always seemed to be half hard. There were footsteps on the stairs and Martin appeared. He was, of course, nude and his face was a picture of embarassment as he saw Peter's mother standing there. "Oh..my." He said, standing with his hands in front of his stubby cock. "Well," She said "What have we here? Have these naughty men got up your bum, Martin?" His mouth gaped open and he went even redder in the face. Arthur's cock had risen to full erection and he pulled Martin over to the counter. "Don't mind if I get a bit do you?" He said to Peter's mother. "He's still nice and tight." "Help yourself," She replied "Don't mind me" Arthur pushed Martin face down on the counter. She handed him a sachet of lube and watched him anoint his cock then slide it into Martin's fat bottom with a satisfied grunt. Martin gasped and looked at her and she just patted him on the head "Good lad. Knock him up Arthur." Arthur began to thrust in and out as She turned to Bill. "So, is Peter around?" "He'll be down in a minute, I think" Said Bill "What are you doing tonight?" They chatted as Martin was buggered next to them, as if it was nothing out of the ordinary. " Ahh..." gasped Arthur after a while. "I'm cumming!" He pushed into the lad and his slack buttocks clenched and relaxed, clenched and relaxed as he spurted. After a few minutes he pulled out and we all saw the heavy drool of sperm leaking from Martin's cunt. Bill produced the old rag from under the counter and Peter's mother used it to wipe Martin's bottom. "Right then," She said "Go and get dressed and Timmy here can go and get Peter. It's time we went home for tea.2

#6 was wired like the energizer bunny on steroids. Tall, slim, wiry, moderately hairy, red hair and the redheads pale complexion. Not only did he fuck frantically like a jack rabbit in heat, but he talked fast and non-stop! "I was the first to pull a number and I was so fuckin jealous that I didn't get to be the first to breed your negative ass and knock you up. " By this point his raw pencil dick was already balls deep. "I know if you're not already that I will fuckin knock you up 'cause my viral load is through the roof. I just converted three weeks ago and no meds for this prime poz body." "I'm probably carrying half these guys strain anyway, 'cause most of them were part of the 10 guy gang bang that seeded me poz." "Do you believe that. Before that night I hadn't even been fucked raw before. I don't know what got into me, but when my buddy invited me to be the special guest at their pozing party I just said, 'fuck man, yeah, sign me up.' "The very next night there I was in this warehouse, tied into a sling. Naked as a jay bird. When that first big raw cock tore into me I thought; 'fuck yeah, this is so fuckin cool.' " "Really didn't dawn on me, until that first big pig of a guy was blasting his poison cum in me shouting 'take my dirty load bitch ' , that I was likely gonna get knocked up that night. " "I just thought there's no turnin back now. I may as well just accept all 10 radioactive loads and get comfortable with the idea my life has changed from this moment forward. " "You must be thinkin the same thing with all those toxic loads already in ya, and mine soon to join the soup. Plus, what is it, a couple more. You are so fucked man." "Is it true you really came here not chasing. Negative, not on PreP, taking all loads, no questions asked. If you really aren't chasing the bug then you better have some fuckin good luck man. 'Cause this is fine toxic shit we're pumping into you. And I gotta tell ya buddy, that fine negative ass of yours looks pretty torn up. Lots of tears for the toxic cum to get right into your blood stream. " "They took no chances with me. The first guy was a huge cock and brutal. The second guy used a cruel condom. Holy fuck, did that thing hurt, and it had me bleedin like a stuck pig." "No wonder one week later I was sick as a dog. Three of the guys came by to take care of me. I thought they'd bring chicken noodle soup, but no, they each fucked two more loads each into me. " "I was so fuckin sick and weak I couldn't even participate. They just used my limp body and vulnerable hole " "I'm not even sure if it was those guys that pozzed me in the first place. I loved raw cock in my ass so much I played bareback with strangers every night until I took sick. " "I can't believe I used to let guys use condoms before. Raw is law for me now. Wait 'til you're poz man . You'll love the freedom " "Or do you already only take raw cocks up there. You fuckin look like the slutty type that never refuses a breeding. " I just nodded, I couldn't get a word in edgewise. "Fuckin A man Tell me I know a fuckin cum dump when I see one!" "So why the hell you're not on PreP? You must be lazy, or fuckin dum, or both . No judgement here though ... in fact I'm glad of the chance to knock your negative ass up." "Fuck man, I’m really close. You better be ready. My toxic stingers are shooting into you right now. Joining and mixing with their cousins. Finding each and every tear and rippin into your blood stream as we fucj " "Yeah that's it slut, mik every last drop of nasty filthy cum out of my balls. " And to my surprise, that's exactly what I was doing.

Part 4 I felt amazing and a bit drained after I walked away from the ride and found a place I could rest for a bit. I found a set of benches that all had large butt plugs in the center and figured that they were there to help keep the loads in from the rides as riders disembarked them. I chose the biggest of the three that where on the beach and lined my aching hole to it and slid down. The roundness of the plug met with a little resistance but I was able to push my ass out enough to slip down on it without spilling any of the cum in my guts. I felt full as I sat there and caught my breath and enjoyed the sights of other naked men walking around. I saw so many wearing all sorts of gear that made their bodies so hot to look at. Some were walking a bit funny so I assumed they had partaken in some of the other rides or found pleasure elsewhere. Seeing all of this made me so excited to keep exploring and i felt after about five mins of sitting there I was ready to go and explore more. I walked by many booths and I took in the smells of leather from the gear tent close by, the smell of fresh poppers from another tent, the smell of piss from the troughs close by. I could also hear the buzzing of tattoo guns and the screams f pain coming from so many of the tents up ahead and I walked towards the closest one where I heard the screams and was witness to a guy getting his nipples pierced. He had swollen nipples both were about the size of silver half dollars and I wondered how long he had been plumping them to look as they did. I stood there as the piercer lined up the needle to his big nips and winced a bit as he plunged it into his nipple causing him to scream yet again but I could also see that he was leaking precum and a major stream of it started flow once the needle went through so I surmised that he was enjoying this just as much as it hurt. Once the piercer was finished cleaning up the mans newly pierced nipples and covering them with bandages he looked down and saw that he was still leaking a massive amount of pre cum and he bent down and engulfed the mas nine inches of thick man cock. the man was moaning as the piercer deep throated him and was bucking his hips in unison with his sucking causing the piercer to moan as well and it made him go even deeper to push his cock deep into his throat making him buck even more in the chair. I could see his balls start to get tighter and tighter so we all new he was about to cum in the piercers mouth and he made one final thrust and grabbed his head and held it there as he unloaded down his throat. They both stayed like that for a minute and the guy finally slid out of the piercers mouth and sat there panting but with a huge grin on his face. The piercer smiled back at him and thanked him for the tip for doing his nipples and smiled even more when he saw the man was sporting a red biohazard tattoo on his bulging bicep. I was so distracted by the site in front of me that I didn't realize that the man doing the tattoo in the chair next to the piercer had finished his work and had snuck up behind me. I didn't hear him move or anything and I turned my head just as he made a sound alerting me to his presence and at the same time he stepped forward with his cock angled at my hole and thrust on into me. When I got a good look at the tattoo artist I smiled and moaned as I felt his rigid enormous cock spread me open. Even after the first ride and sitting on the buttlug bench I still felt some pain as he stretched me open. He was a hunk of a man wearing nothing but black boots and a black chest harness. He was muscled more than the workers I had seen from when I arrived and he was covered every inch in tattoos. His nipples were both pierced with very large rings and a red biohazard tattoos circled both of them and both his nipple rings had a chain attached to them and another part of the chain running down his eight pack abdomen to a place I couldn't see. He saw me looking and bent down while remaining in my ass and whispered in my ear that the chain connecting his nipples was also attached to the large prince Albert piercing in his 10 inch cock. Hearing this made me moan so loud and without missing a beat he carried me to his tattoo chair like I weighed next to nothing and spun me around so I was laying on my back and he speread my legs open wide. he was so experienced at this that he didn't leave my ass at all during the whole movement. He continued to fuck me roughly telling me that he wanted to shoot the biggest load he had at the moment into the cutest hole he had seen so far. Hearing that made me moan more and I spread my ass open more to give him more access to it. His attention didn't waver as he pounded my hole and while doing that he asked me where i wanted to be tatted. What made me even hornier was that he didn't ask me if I wanted to get a tattoo just where and hearing that made me almost blow right there on him. I told him I wanted a biohazard tattoo covering my whole ass and the center of the symbol be right at my hole. Hearing this hot tattoo idea made him slam into me one last time and I could feel him cumming like a firehose spraying my guts with his poz seed and causing my own orgasm to shoot all over him. We both came down from our shared high and he told me he loved that idea and no one had ever asked him to do a piece like that and he would be happy to be the one to do it for me. He explained that since I wanted that there that I should wait until the last day of the carnival to have it done so it would have the proper time to heal up otherwise it wouldn't set right if I kept wanting to go on the rides and do other activities the carnival had in store. I agreed with him and settled for now on getting the same tattoos on my nipples like him and I turned my head to the piercer as well and asked f I could get them both pierced and a prince Albert done just like this stud of a mand and he smiled and said he would be glad to. With that the tattoo artist went to work.

If you have occasion to get to Wisconsin I'll be happy to breed you. Unlikely you'll convert from it; but would be fun if you did. If you for sure want to convert we should use the method I used for myself.

Daddy kept me in that room for weeks, coming down multiple times a day to fill my cunt with his toxic seed. He would prick my finger and draw blood about once a week. I assumed he was testing to see if his dna had infected me yet. After six weeks he came down and turned the machine off. As I looked up at him he smiled back saying “ good news son, you’re pregnant” I was overjoyed at the news that daddy and I were bound together for life. “ now it’s time to mark you up son” he said “ back in the day I ran my own tattoo parlor, I’ve always loved tatting up a pregnant boy” Over the next few hours daddy gave me seven tattoos. A biohazard symbol around my hole and the head of my clit-I came twice getting that one- a lock symbol above my clit, a tramp stamp that said “ all loads welcome,” a pig on one of my ass cheeks and a fist on the other, and a tattoo above my pecs that said “ poz boy” “” you’re starting to look like a real pig now son, but we’re only getting started.” The next step in my transformation was piercings, lots of them. Daddy started with a septum ring, continuing with 2 nipple rings. He gave me a PA- I was disappointed I had to start with such a small one- and a series of piercings down my clit he called a Jacob’s ladder. “ you look so fucking piggy son, now I have a gift for you” he said guiding me outside to the shed. I was shocked when we walked inside and my boss was lying there fucking himself with a toilet brush. When he saw us he came running forward and got on his knees begging “ please Scott give me your toxic seed I need it so bad, please! I need that bug” I looked over at daddy curious and he shrugged “ don’t look at me, he was already like this, he found me on a poz dating site his first night here and came to my room begging” said daddy “ I’ve been saving him for you though, think of him as a pozing gift, your cock is still bloody enough where he should be guaranteed to get pregnant” My former boss looked up at me expectantly and I kicked him hard in the balls. When he keeled over I pushed him fully onto the ground and began rapeing his torn up hole with my bloody bug cock. After 2 minutes I came and realized happily that this was my new life. — thanks y’all so much for the positive feedback, I think this is where I’m going to end the story for a while at least

Praise Stan.

Whether he is or isn't gay or poz or not poz doesn't personally affect my day to day life I am relatively and sufficiently self-aware and secure in my self and the management of my self to be so. Most of us are What is of concern to me is what affect the repeated denials and hiding of the truth and all those unsubstantiated rumors where known to be true ages ago and are only now being revealed as such. I am far to old for the revelation of Justin Beiber as a gay icon to had any sway in how I viewed myself or my sexuality and nor would his revealing his HIV status dissuaded me from barebacking I made that decision far to long ago as well. But we are not all old men and there are those much younger than I, right now today who are living in profound dispair and loneliness because of the intolerance of society. An intolerance over which they can't shape or control and it's very existance dictates you be denied the of the comfort, safety and piece of mind that comes they from kmowing that: what you feel is normal, accepting who you are as you as you is the only way to be because that's the way you are made and that EVERYONE feels the way you do and this point in their lives; you are not alone. A successful star like a Justin Bieber; a image they present to them is a blueprint they make relevant to them by modeling themselves after holds great swayed this how they look on the surface but also in how they see themselve andbtheir place in the world. They the power their influence holds on their younger impressionable fans. Rather than hide behind denial or lie about who they are, children are much better served by celebrities they model themselves after if the examples they project to their fans is authentic and not an some facade; carefully crafted and controlled to maximize the revenues and profits of a BRAND. Unfortunately, this world and its current fashion to deny the existence of voices counter to the norm and a corporate environment that turns anyone deemed maleable enough to manipulate and mould to the narrative they have determined will produce the biggest bang for their initial investment a commodity their lives and image groomed and controlled so their value only rises regardless of the implications to the individual being exploited or to the fans and society they manipulate purely out of their greed or the greed of their shareholder dividends. Sadly, we will never see, at least on my lifetime, a teen idol who rises to the level of a Biebe; a gay icon all children can emulate. Someone of that statue at that level succesat would not and could not exist because that happy, well adjusted gay teen or young adult has yet to be raised anywhere on this planet. Today's society isn't yet secure enough to allow room for all our truths so we struggle to make sence of the world we live in that tells us to be who we are to become the truth we know we are just not ready to believe in Unicorns, not even one named Justin Bieber.

Dave stood up, slowly pulling his now deflating cock from my hole, he looked at his stomach, noticing my cum stuck to both of us. “Looks like you might have shot one of your last neg loads already.” He said laughing. “Yeah” I replied, I barely touched myself and just started cumming.” ”Well, it looks like we could use another shower. He looked down at my hole. “Damn that looks good! A nice cummy hole.” He reached out and started rubbing it with his thumb. Looking at me he’s asked. “How’re you feeling? Scared? Nervous?” ”Honestly, a little scared, but mostly happy. I’m really glad that we did this, no matter the outcome.” ”We’ll you know we’re not done yet right?” Dave asked. “I was hoping you would say that” I said smiling. “We’re going to keep fucking all week, I want to send you home knocked up with my gift Mike. And I meant what I said, until you do, I will be the only one fucking this hole. It’s mine.” Hearing this, my cock started to grow again. “Well it seems like you really like the sound of that, huh Mike?” ”My hole is yours Dave. I want your cum in me as much as I can get it!” I sat up on the bed, and noticed the thing that Dave had put on the desk when he pulled the lube out of his bag. It was a go pro camera. I asked him ”Is that recording? “Yeah it is. I wanted to document your gifting I’m sorry I should have said something, but I wanted it to be more natural. I hope your not mad, my intention was to give it to you so you would have it” ”I’m not mad at all! I think it’s Hot! I didn’t even think about it! Thank you Dave!” “I promise I will not show anyone this, it’s for us only okay” ”Sounds good to me” Looking down, Dave saw my cock standing at attention again. ”Hmmm someone does like the camera” laughing he pushed me back on the bed. “Move up a little” I pushed myself up to the middle of the bed, Dave climbed over me taking my cock in his mouth. My head rolled back with the sensation. His lips gliding up and down my length. I looked down at his head bobbing up and down. I saw him reach for the lube. He pulled his mouth off of me, opening the lube he squirted some on his hand and started stroking my cock with it. “Oh god! That feels so good Dave! What are you doing though?” ”Just relax Mike. I’ll do all the work” With that he straddled my waist and reached behind himself rubbing some lube in his crack, grabbing hold of my cock he started to lower himself on me. I felt the head of my cock at the entrance of his hole and he started to apply pressure. I felt my head pop inside of him and then he slowly sank onto my cock. The warmth was overwhelming. I looked up at him, his head was back and his mouth was open, a low satisfying moan escaping from him. When I was completely inside of him, he put both of his hands on my chest and looked at me. “I know you’re more of a bottom, but I want your last neg loads inside of me. With that, he started rocking back and forth on my cock. “Oh god Dave! That feels so damn good! This is amazing! I didn’t know you bottomed” ”I like to flip, I love the feeling of cum inside of me too!” He started to ride my cock in a steady rhythm, back and forth. My eyes rolled back and I moaned with the feeling of his hole gripping my cock. “That’s it Mike, just let go and enjoy it. Breed my hole the same way I bred yours. Give me your load baby!” Between the feeling of his hole on my cock and his talking I could feel my cum getting ready to shoot. I yelled out. “I’m gonna cum!” “That’s it baby! Shoot your load in me! Give me that seed baby!” That took me over the edge, my cock exploded inside of him. “UGHHHHHHHH!” I could feel my cum shooting in his hole and it felt so good. I had never felt such an intense orgasm or felt so connected with someone as my body shook with pleasure ”That’s it baby. Breed me deep, Yes! I love it!” As my body started to come down and my breathing slowed. I could finally focus my eyes. I could see Dave smiling down at me. He was still slowly rocking back and forth. I could feel his hole clenching my cock milking it. “That was awesome baby! Mmmmm we will definitely do that again too” he was smiling at me as he said this ”Holy crap” was the only thing I could say at that moment. He laughed at me. “I guess you liked it huh?” ”Yeah I definitely did! How about that shower now huh?” “Let’s do it babe! Then we can go grab some dinner!”

That night I hardly slept at all. Between worrying about missing my flight, work, and especially about Dave. My mind was racing with thoughts about what I was planning to do. Should I even go through with it? Did I want this (yes) but damn I was nervous. I was finally able to get a couple hours of sleep and made my flight no problem. After touching down, I grabbed my luggage and my rents car and started driving towards downtown. I arrived at the hotel right about noon and checked in to my room. My nerves were going crazy at this point! Should I text Dave? Am I ready for this to happen? Again, my head and heart said yes! I do want this! Not to mention I was rock hard thinking about it! I sent a text. “Hey Dave! Mike here, just checked into the hotel. How’re you doing?” I put my phone down, turned on the TV, and started to unpack some of my stuff. While doing this I heard my phone ding. Picking it up I see a text from Dave “Hey Mike! So glad you made it! You still want to get together? I completely understand if you have cold feet. It’s a big step” “Honestly I’m a bundle of nerves, but yeah I definitely want to get together. I need to shower and get ready first though. An hour work for you?” ”Yeah Mike. Take your time, we got all night , tomorrow and the rest of the week to have fun and get you knocked up 😉. Let me know when you’re ready and I will head to the hotel. We can meet in the bar and talk first. Cool?” ”LOL yeah sounds great! I’ll text you when I’m ready! Looking forward to meeting you Dave”. With my nerves still jumbled I jumped in the shower and started cleaning up and out. Taking special care to make sure I was nice and clean everywhere. While getting dressed I texted Dave back to let him know I was ready to meet. After a minute or two he replied back that he was on his way and would meet me in the hotel bar in about 5 min. Grabbing my key card and phone I headed out the door and walked to the elevator. My head swimming with thoughts about what I was doing. Scared but still so turned on that my cock was straining in my jeans. Im glad I was alone in the elevator because I really needed to adjust myself so it wouldn’t show while walking across the lobby. As I entered the bar I noticed a handsome gentleman sitting alone at the bar. He was a little older than me. Probably around mid 50’s. Nice build with graying hair. He turned and saw me walking in and said “you must be Mike?” “Dave I assume?”

The next few days were a blur with getting ready for the trip. My days would be filled with updating and replacing equipment at a customers site and I was busy prepping for the upgrades. So it was a surprise when I got a text from a random number on Friday before my trip. “Hey Man! What’s up?” Recognizing the area code but not the number. I replied back. “Not much.... who is this?” “Oh sorry my bad! Let me introduce myself. Hey this is Dave, we messaged on bbrt.” ”Oh dang! Yeah hey man! Mike here, I’ve been crazy busy getting ready for my trip there! How’s it going? Still interested?” ”Hell yeah! I was just checking to ask the same thing.” “Yeah I’m definitely looking forward to it! Can’t wait to get there and see the mountains and hopefully have a “positive” trip!!! My flight gets in at 10 AM tomorrow and should be at the hotel around noon” “Awesome man! My whole weekend is free and I haven’t jerked off at all this week! Been saving up for you! Hit me up when you check in and we can make plans! “ “Sounds good! I can’t wait Dave! Looking forward to getting together!”

He had covered his cock with a towel when I walked in, but now he slowly removed it and began rubbing his cock which got stiff and wet. I didn't look at him, but just knelt with my head on my arms, ashamed and yet weirdly excited. "Wh...what's his arse feel like..."I heard him say. "Lovely," growled Arthur. "Hang on, I'm going to cum, then you can slide in" He worked at me for a few minutes, then he sagged onto my back, grunted happily and I felt his cock throb as it spurted. A hand touched my face and turned it. "Timmy." Said grandad matter of factly. "Oh, Timmy.!" I smiled at him and he smiled back. Meanwhile, Arthur slid out of me and sank back into the cushions. "There you go, Jim." He said. "All wet for you, mate." I just stayed in position. Time stood still, then my Grandfather whispered" I've always fancied your arse, but I didn't want to get you pregnant. I guess we don't have to worry about that, do we?" He got off the sofa, and I felt his hands on my hips. Then his fat, stubby erection slid into my hole and up into my rectum. "Oh yeah!" I heard him gasp as he began to thrust into me. "So, are you staying long, Jim" Asked Arthur. "Might go down the pub later." "s..sss..sure. "Said grandad. "Sounds a good idea." I just knelt there as he fucked me. It felt so good, so intimate. Then he leaned forward and whispered in my ear "I'm going to cum now, Timmy. Do you want me to?" I could only nod, I was so excited at what was going to happen. "Ahhh!" He gave a loud grunt and I felt his cock throbbing and knew his spunk was shooting in me. When he finished, he pulled out and slapped my arse. "This is my grandson, Arthur!" He said. "And you're right, his arse felt great!"

In the van... not much talk. The Bulgarian speaks shitty english... he has the fly open and his huge dick is hanging hard... I asked him if he wanted me to suck him. But he said. “i want ass not mouth” and I want your ass slammed with cum before I fuck you...” The motel was about 30 minutes drive... and the whole 30 minutes he was hard. About 23cm and fat... I was scared from what was schelduded for me in that motel but on the other hand I was way too excited. I had given my hole for two nights of breeding and slamming to all the truckers that he had arranged... He had promised no harm but I would collect all the cum no matter how old ugly small or big... and the slam doses were going to be big..really big... Since I couldn't really touch the drivers dick I just sat at my seat thinking... I have to confess something. I don't like the silence of my thoughts. That is why I like chems I guess. When I Slam all my focus goes that at my asshole and the sliding cock. All my being my energy my whole ME is focused there... No need to think of any thing else but the internal need of getting bred. I let my body to be conquered by the feeling of the seed when it starts to flood my hole. I so eagerly submit to the need of receiving of a male hard cock... even a soft cock... as long as it is in me … raw... bare... The moment I surrender to this instict I connect with my salvation... my religious beleid my Non God.... my death... my immortality... Yeap this 30 minute drive in a van sitting with a bulgarian driver with a 23cm hard cock who was not letting me touching him gave me time to ask my self the one and only question: Am I going to see my Vicking all that was it... He gave up tired of my sluttiness like all the others before him... Did I scare him ? For how long I can continue the hunt... is this really me? A slammed cumdump getting filled with stangers' cum... Would I ever be loved for what I am ? Do I deserve to be loved? Or I will spend the rest of my days hiding from the world … doing sex trips around Europe and slamming alone before I open the door so that I wont scare the dude who few minutes later will sperm my ass... It is not easy to connect with others when you are a slammer and a cumdump... There is so much paranoia around... I guess I am paranoic too. but this damn silence of my thoughts when it happens like for example on this 30 minute drive to Inferno probably is the reason why I still can function between the two worlds... the real world and the Tina world... It is not easy... but part of the reason why I can still balance on the thin rope is that I understand the moment. And now the moment is to get out of the car. We arrived. The Inferno motel is Next to the highway North. The parking was not empty. More than a dozen huge track were there. No idea if there were for me or not. The Bulgarian put his still hard dick inside the zipper and told me to follow. He collected the key from the receptionist. The room was on the far left on the ground floor. A big double bed. A sling. A small sofa... And a stack of towels. He was well prepared indeed. As was I as well. In my back pack I had my towel and my kit. I had brought a fifty euro that I was going to hide inside my shoe. But even that was taken care off. There was a trunk with a key so I could put my things there … yes everything was set. The Bulgarian dude showed me where the bathroom was and made a funny gesture showing me his butt telling in his own way that I have to clean... I did... I spent 15 minutes cleaning up my ass... and setting my mind ready for the night. No more silence. No more thoughts. No more ifs and whys. I had a mission to accomplish and a slam to take... I had to make my self turn the key to the slut mode... Piece of cake... When I finished with all my showers and flushings of the water and felt my ass clean then I went back to the room. A porn was playing on the big TV. Straight creampie gangbang porn. And the Bulgarian was naked. His dick the hardest I had seen. On the table read there was a small plastic rope some white Cotton and a bottle of white alcohol next to four syrignes. He asked me lay on the sling. And when I did he secured my legs. Then he called on his phone. While I waited he took something from his big bag. Red pillow cases. With them he covered all the lamps. Even the one on the ceiling. There was a a knock on the door. The receptionist. They talked bulgarian while the receptionist got his clothes off... Thin around sixty, bald... but with an uncut soft cock that was hanging to his knee. He took from his pocket a plastic rope as well and came to me. He kissed me while he took my arm. The other did the same too... Two arms two slams... and no idea how strong the doses might be. The cotton on the skin then a small breath while I flet the pin of the syrigne entering... Flash and then push... and then.... yeah... the cough... What a buzz... Never felt anything like that. I lost sight for few seconds and when I opened my eyes feeling lube spreading around my hole. It was the receptionist. And then the put some around his huge hard cock... I had never see a cock that big. EVER. He played a bit with my hole and then slowly he entered all the way. His partner approached with the rope and the syrigne. He tied at the receptionist arm and he slammed him smooth. The light from the room was red from the pillow cases but I was sure I saw the red flash before the injection.. And that sight made me come without even touching my self. The receptionist felt my spinster I guess the moment that the chems entered his blood because I heard a lions roar. He came too. But that didn't stop him. He didn't lose his erection at all... he started banging me sliding in my hole using his cum as lube. And he came again... And again. In ten minutes on my own slam state of time he came four times, releasing the same roar each time. From the corner of my eye I saw his friend slamming him self as well... I heard the cough. The receptionist turned his head and saw the other Bulgarian setting down to the table the empty syrigne... He came out of my ass and went to the other guy and kissed him... How beautiful they both were kissing each other and licking the blood from the arm... Then my Driver came to the sling and spit on me … and bang he entered... Damn that was a thick cock... He fucked with speed.... His eyes were closed and he was muttering to words I had no idea what they were about … but I could recognize the lust... and the slams … and the feeling of his cock on my cummy hole. He came... He filled my ass with piss as well. He left my ass and the receptionist took his place. A bit softer . I love when a soft big cock enters me and finds the target all the way... Specially when my ass is prelubed with cum and piss... And there he was... he pissed in me also... A buzz with chem piss... Yes... that was heaven... For some time the played that way. Entering cumming pissing.. entering cumming pissing... The slams started to ware off... The helped me get out from the sling and took me to the bathroom. The sat me on the seat made sure that I was ok and told me to clean up and have a shower. The Inferno gangbang party officially was going to start in thirty minutes an hour... I was happy... Yes... I was happy....