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Hey, thanks for sharing that story. I got fucked bare for the first time on Friday night by two guys who told me that they were postiive after they fucked me. They said "enjoy that gift" to me after they both fucked my ass and came inside. I didnt sleep that night and on Saturday I thought about going to the doctor to get the pills but I didn't...and I haven't gotten any pills since then. Anxious, nervous, horny, excited, scared, feeling like every emotion all at the same time and I can't stop thinking about it. I never thought really about bareback or getting "pozzed" and I have been reading anything I can ever since Friday. I think I have decided to wait and see what happens. If that was it, then I will embrace it. If not, then I don't know. It was so hot feeling cock throbbing inside of me and shooting cum. I have been fucked before but it NEVER felt like that feeling of bare skin and knowing that when he was cumming it was inside of me and becoming part of me. Fuck, I have been hard non stop since it happened and I feel bad and awesome at the same time...

I only have g’ed out once. It was at the powerhouse in San Francisco. A buddy, a good friend who I trust, measured out the doses. And it just hit me hard. Luckily he was there to look out for me. I woke up about an hour later on the pool table with my pants off!

Every three months I get tested for my prep. About a year ago, a new guy is always at the lab to draw my blood. Just as kind of a joke when he popped the tourniquet off I raised my hand and pretended to cough. He gave me a rather quizzical look, but he said nothing. I did the same thing on my next check-up.then, the third time I did it, he grinned, reached into a drawer and produced a handful of rubber tourniquets, offering them to me. “Do you need a few extra?” He asked.

I fucked several times in a workplace, mine or others. Never pnp. but one time a buddy of mine (realtor) took me to one of the homes he listed, and we slammed and played about 10 hours.

Went to the bathhouse in Rome...met up with an Italian who wanted to fuck me with a condom. After getting him into the room, feeding him poppers( which you cannot find in Italy), then rubbing my butthole on his uncut dick...that stud pushed it in ,without the rubber, and jizzed with in minutes! He cussed in Italian cause wanted to last longer. I made him rub my ass again and we went right into round two!

@RawNYTop I started at Fordham University when I was 17, so that was when I first hit The Adonis and West World and the other Times Square ABS stores, as well as the ones on Christopher Street in the West Village. LOVED all those places - there was also the David in the W50s, the Unicorn ABS with booths on W80th and so many others... much slutty fun! "Torso" actually WAS a gay skin mag - a bit less vanilla than Playguy or Blueboy, but no way near as fun as Honcho or Drummer... my hubby was a big fan of Torso and Advocate Men - both kind of annoyed me, because there they were, supposedly porn for gay guys but they only showed soft cocks and only the gluteus maximus, never the hole or even a hint of it... didn't they think there were any Tops out there?

Better than poppers any time. I don't care of other guys use poppers; I just don't care for them. But a "natural" smell on a cumdump's body does the same damn thing for me.

Its a guys raw pheremones. I hate deoderant . I shower every day but do not put it on. I love the smell of my pits when Im all sweaty and horned up. Also have guys that cant get enough of my pits. Its how a man should smell

My life has not always been easy and there have been some major downers like the illness and death of my first partner, however, I must acknowledge with gratefulness to the universe that I have been extremely lucky sexually and have had an amazing number of hoT experiences - good karma in that direction I guess!

I with I had a long beard for that reason! my beard only saves it for a day or two. Right now it smells like hot musky man ass woof

There are some ways- primarily jack of spades iconograpghy and most importantly being at places where black men tend to gather. When you’re the only white boy there, theyll notice lol

i agree wiTh wh0rehole and Sorehole22 - most thickhung guys appreciate a tough stud that they can slide into in one thrust - they don't have to be careful when fucking a bullTwaT!!!! and getting fisted opened up whole new aspects of getting fucked and taking large cocks. Fisting helped me train my hole to open fast and wide for those XXL pussy rippers! Never had a horsehung top turn me down 'cause i was too loose...

Do it! I've been a mare, a stallion and a volunteer at various locations. If you love bottoming and love anon, Horsemarket SF is definitely the party for you! If you're lucky, you may even get @FelchingPisser in your hole!

The best thing you can do is put yourself out there. Go to places where a lot of sex can happen. Protect your health. Try everything that appeals to you at least once.

It's why I always keep extra on hand when that exceptional guy needs to REALLY get used. Got hard reading your posts. Thx

It's easy to freeze--and if you're going to jerk anyways--don't waste it!

Pits and balls are the absolute best things to inhale. Not a fan of poppers.. what a waste of breathing and stopping the action.

I fucking love outdoor sex. about 20 years ago, when it was a little bit more safe to be adventuresome, I actually bought a thin mattress to go on a sleeper sofa. I used to carry it around in the trunk of my car and pulled it out many times when I wanted something more comfortable than fucking on the ground. a cheap and dirty mattress turns me on, as it can notes the most primal sex. I love having it with me and used it several times every year.

I am seldom envious, but Jeezus F. Crisco, talk about luck....

He’s an ass pig like me!

Thank you ejaculaTe - and it was not unintended, remember, I want whomever I am having sex with to be having fun and enjoying themselves as much or more than I am - a guy who is feeling out new experiences like this does NOT need to be pushed hard or worse, made to feel bad about doing it - those things can be hot in erotic fiction, but my experiences have taught me that a questioning str8 guy is FAR more likely to get either pissed or scared or both and leave a situation where he is either being pushed to fast or being teased and worse humiliated... I did try to convey that to Lou, but it didn't sink in until AFTER he saw what happened with Vice!

I was ass up in the NZ Sauna in Amsterdam and filled with loads of cum and all of the sudden I felt another guy felching my ass and slurping the cum out of it. It felt so exceptionally good, I can find the words to describe it. I always love getting eaten out but this was a whole new experience altogether.

Agree with you a hundred percent on the fact we are less of men by being pentrated I love being a faggot

Once I had a raw cock pumping a load in me, I never wanted to feel a condom in me again. That's when I became a cumdump

laughing my head off here @ejaculaTe as a mere flip through the diary will show that two pens ran out of ink while I was writing down the details and situations of the many hoT sex sessions I had during that one crazy weekend... one of those pen mishaps is even followed by a segment in PENCIL!! Glad you are enjoying this, and I hope my readers now understand just WHY this particular weekend is taking so long to flesh out from my notes of all the craziness that happened during that incredible period!

Wishing you the best Jake!!! In both ways!!!

A vial is 5ml and sometimes it can be 7ml. However. a usual dose is 3 to 4ml. everyone is different and every batch is different. Depending on which lab makes it and how concentrate it is. There is actually a way to calculate how potent a particular batch is, by using a clear large corning glass dish and your oven .. First Weight the content of the vial. by weight not by volmune . Then you dying out the moisture by pouring the liquid onto the dish.. stick into the oven and watch closely when the liquid is gone, there is a powder left. .Cool it down .. and then you have to scale or weight the powder. and then put the powder back into the vial and weight it again and then you look at previous number and hyrrate the poweder. Then there is a math formula which I am not going to disclose on here because most of you who will be trying above method may fuck it up and if you fuck it up and did the mis calculation using MY formula that I publish on here, and then someone dies because you are an idiot or not that bright to calculate. . WELL Guess who the fuck goes to jail and end up being the prison bitch? EXACTLY . I DONT THINK SO. Anyway. dosage are difficult to measure. because although the standard base doage is 3ml and you slowly increase up. Again depending how potent your G is... The ones that theoretically speaking if I have access to them, the dosage I will give is 3 to 4ml if the person has a empty stomach then it will be 3.5ml also depending how talll skinny fat the person his and how many fucking days they have been up on doing T which affects how much you give. Never give a whole vial all 5 ml. That is just asking for trouble. I stand 6ft3 ( 191cm) weightss 220lb., I work as a butcher and once upon a time ago was licensed as an armed body guard. .. if I took the 5ml with or without food. it will knock me the fuck out within 30 min. .. the transit time ( as in from entering your mouth to G tkes effect.. is usually 25 to 30min. If someone were to give that same vial 5ml to a guy who have eat for say 2 days and been high on T for 2 days.. assuming he probably didn't hydrate himself with electrolyte drinks like gatorate and or coconut water.. he is already very dehydrate... .. sya the boy is 5 ft 11... 35yo.. . I wll calculate he will have a 100% chance of Over Dosage . definitely passing out. AND he will has a well 78 to 85% of getting a lethal dosage especially if the idiot had been taking the following depressants such as opiates, benzodiazepines, barbiturates, gabapentinoids, thienodiazepines or alcohol. SO the lesson is DO NOT FUCK AROUND with GHB. if you don't know where it came from ASK.. and NEVER drink the entire fucking vial all at once. start at 3ml and go o.50ml up .. remember the chemical is in you body for at least 2 hrs..... sop within the first 30 to 45 min yuou can adjust and give more the dosage. Because OD gives you the nasty fucking projectile vomit and then you get this fucking headche or a hungover headache.

Agreed that it's almost always implied. I've come back from a swirl break getting fucked by a stranger who my bf found on Grindr immediately after I passed out, once with the top who purposely g-ed me out shoving my face inside his smelly sneaker (I started to inhale like a freak it was so hot and he blew his load unexpectedly (though he came 2 more times and I was groggy for much of the following 60-90 minutes. I've had my ass shaved, a guy shoot a load on my face, another stick me on cam while he asked for suggestions, and one guy who took a magic marker and wrote all kinds of twisted stuff on me. Ok, now I want to take a g-nap!

YOU MUST HAVE BEEN AT THE SAME SEX PARTY IN A BAR THAT I WAS......BUT HEY.....THOSE POZ SEX VENUES ARE ALL OVER THE LARGE URBAN CITIES OF THE WORLD AND ONE IS MUCH LIKE THE OTHERS.....FULL OF SWEATY HARNESSED CUMDUMPS, PIGS, PUPS, PISS PIGS, BEARS, CUBS, MUSCLED MEN.......EVERYONE SMELLING OF TESOSTERONE AND LEAKING ASS JUICES FROM HUNGRY CLEANED OUT BUT WELL FUCKED KUNTS (FOR THE MOST PART CLEANED). THE SMELL OF LEATHER, RUBBER, POPPERS, CUMLOADS, RIPE ASS AND RIPE ARM PITS, PISS FILLS THE AIR. FOR A FURRY TOPMAN LIKE ME IT'S AN INSTANT HARDON AS SOON AS I WALK IN THE ENTRANCE.....THE SMELL OF PIGSEX LUST! SO MANY HUNGRY KUNTS TO OPENLY FUCK IN FRONT OF THE CROWD....SO MANY DICK SUCKERS LICKING THEIR LIPS AS THEY CRUISE THE GROWING BULGE OF MY DICK. DARK AREAS IN THE BACK AND FAR CORNERS ATTRACT MY ATTENTION WITH THE MOANS OF POZ MEN FUCKING CHASERS OVERFLOWING WITH FUCKSLOP. ARMS DEEP INSIDE HUNGRY MANKUNTS MOANING FOR DEEPER FISTS. I AM DOWN ON MY KNEES AT A WELL FUCKED HOLE SLURPING BACK THE GUT WARMED LOADS THAT TRICKLE OUT OF HIS SWOLLEN KUNT LIPS. I PASS A MOUTHFULL OF THE FUCKSLOP TO ONE OF THE PIGS STANDING AROUND JERKING AND HE IMMEDIATELY BLOWS HIS LOAD ALL OVER THE BACKSIDE OF THE PIG I JUST FELCHED. THE PIG MOANS AND BEGS FOR ME TO LICK UP THE SPENT CUM ALL OVER HIS ASS AND PASS IT TO HIS MOUTH. I START AT HIS GAPED KUNT FIRST AND SUCK BACK A HUGE FLOW OF GUT WARMED FUCKSLOP AND HIS ASS JUICES. THIS AND THE CUM ALL OVER HIS ASS I LET DRIBBLE FROM MY MOUTH INTO THE CUMPIG'S MOUTH. HE'S FUCKIN' BESIDE HIMSELF WITH CUM LUST AND I WHISPER IN HIS EAR AFTER WE'VE TONGUED TOGETHER THE FUCKSLOP FROM HIS ASS, THAT I WANT TO POZ FUCK HIM.....HE'S SUDDENLY TURNED INTO A SEX CRAZED ANIMAL AND YELLS AT THE TOP OF HIS LUNGS...."FUCK ME SIR.....FUCK ME....I WANT YOUR TOXIC SEED IN ME." AS I SLIDE IN MY HARD POZ DICK A GROWING CROWD OF PIGS FORMS.... ALL JERKING AND PLAYING WITH THEIR OWN OR OTHER'S DICKS. THIS IS WHAT I'M HERE FOR.....THE PENT UP EXCITEMENT OF POZ FUCKING A CUM OBSESSED DUMP AND I KNOW THAT WHEN I FINISH WITH HIM THAT THERE'S LOTS OF OTHERS TO FUCK. TIME IN PIGSEX HEAVEN WELL SPENT!

I never realized how much I'm turned on by 'slutty bottoms' in the flesh. It's becoming a major fetish! One of my buddies is a sex-party star, who travels with a bag full of all kinds of kinky gear and harnesses. I think that is why he gets us in for free! He knows the regulars, me not a single person. When we first went to a sex-party he rigged me up like a slut too. I'm basically a novice, a late-comer to the poz-friendly bareback scene, still tingling with childish excitement in a toxic-tempting candy-shop. It still feels a bit awkward, him making me more 'MARKETABLE': first him taking my fetching but too 'tame' skivvies off and replacing it with a snappy leather jock-strap! He is taking his time, while I'm buck-naked in what seems like a well-lit bar full of strangers. Being dressed up like a show-horse for 'market day'. CUSTOMERS are looking! Must be tops! Then he puts a harness on me! He wants me to be a bottom too!!! Now I get it! My ass has 'no protection'. I feel the chill!!! My slut-friend is laughing as a dude walks by slapping my ass! He smirks, knowing that the whole object of the ritual is to submit and prep ' w-horses' for breeding! I feel like a pig with lip-stick and a pink bow to entice some country-fucker to flop his rugged cock out and make me 'squeal like a pig' for the amusement of the spectators... Sure there will be a hot 'stallion' in there somewhere but for the most part the bareback sex-party protocol is 'no loads refused'! At least I'm hanging with the 'pros' who casually pass on the 'safe' fuckers who want to use a rubber... And you just know pent-up testosterone is flowing as you are with the sluttiest penata bottom-boy ready to hit the mattresses in the play-room. My buddy keeps is naturally smooth all over and very lean and gets the most loads that way! As I'm still getting comfy, he already takes the first cock right in front of me: from a guy I wouldn't have noticed. Where he come from? The dude slips his cock in my buddy's ass, he ruts and bucks his hole without a word said, busts a nut, then disappears. And another dude steps up. I guess he nuts too, but really quick and I'm getting excited as all hell... my cum-dripping buddy proudly shows his ass to me! All wet and gaping! WOW!!! I finger the cock-hungry gape, all amazed and then catch myself drawn to the slutty hole like a bee to honey! MAN-HONEY! ANON DNA that has smells fertile and masculine! Damn, he is one slick cum-dumpster! TOTAL STRANGERS bred him! He is just getting warmed up! I'm drawn to the new-found sluttiness, munching down on his gaping fuck-hole like a truffle-hog in the forest! Then my buddy impales himself on my cock! Lubed by random strangers! What a rush! And for my NEXT TRICK I want a cum-dumpster with lots of loads dripping to finger himself and use the anon jizz from his cunt dispenser to lube his dick and have me feel the rush of sketchy, anon DNA, freshly jizzed by random, raw-riding meat-market shoppers!

"that my legacy is big enough" As long as you treat others the way you'd like to be treated, extend empathy towards those less able than you, refrain from negative acts, and remain unaffected by negativities in others, they'll remember you. Maybe not to the extent you imagine, maybe not in the way you imagine, but they'll remember with a smile, a moment's pause. What more can one ask?

"on a bridge built by Sean and Phong" Interesting metaphor - bridges - but didn't you help build that bridge too? Aren't you a participant - as well as a voyeur?

Well, that's true, unfortunately. There are a number of reasons, one of which is there's a r/e development right next door (where guys used to go to fuck). It's still a fun bar, so by all means go, and steep in the history of the joint. But for bar-room sex, you'll need to go N on 4th Ave (which turns into Wilton Drive) to 6th Ave. You can't turn right, but you can turn left, immediately left again, and then enter a smallish parking lot for the Eagle. You must pay, or your car will be gone when you come up for air. It'd probably be most productive though, to uber it. If you have any Leather gear, bring something so you can get into the Leather area ... it's reminiscent of the old days when the Leatherbars all had fantastic back(fuck)rooms. Don't forget to hit Slammer, (sometimes called "321", which is the address on Sunrise Blvd). It's open from Thurs through Sun nights, from 7pm, and stays open until the last load is pumped up someone's gut.

raw tops cum use my hole in San Diego NSA just deposit your sperm inside my gut solo or groups

I’ve said it before but you have a way of writing that is so vivid it almost makes the reader feel they’re there (I should be so lucky!). It’s a real talent.

Same. Eating a cummy hole makes my dick rock hard! Got to eat a couple at CumUnion a few days ago. Bred a few too!

Ah yes, Penthouse Letters. "Dear Penthouse Letters, I never thought that this would happen to me...."

Exactly @hungrypighole now I confidently go on BBRT and hit up the dudes who list themselves as "huge." Since I don't top AND I'm hung small I have no idea what it must be like for them, but I do know that when I was concerned about keeping a tight hole, I would have to tap out even with average guys who were just eager. Once I got fisted, I knew there was no turning back. Now I get guys who pound away, have a great time, and end with, "Wow! you can really take some dick!" I'm proud of that. Also, I'm stealing bulltwat. That's fucking hawt, bruh.

As someone relatively new to fisting (only twice w/ small-medium hand) I love how it changed me. I am permanently looser than ever. And of course want to get stretched even wider.

A great weekend. One more fuck scene to go. I will post tonight.

@TaKinGDeePanal I had been hoping to introduce you to the Photographer when you were here this summer, but as time slipped away faster than we could have predicted, matching our 3 schedules became impossible - I was sorry about the guys you missed (all hoT fun pigs) but very pleased with how much you enjoyed the buddies that I WAS able to introduce you to...

Obviously, another great insTallment in this account of a very mind-blowing weekend. That weekend was one many of us have had, the memory of which propels us into the night, and which many of us wish we could have. And I can totally relate to Lou when he developed that charlie horse, though I suspect the ministrations by you and Vice did more than ease that particular muscle cramp. Many thanks for sharing and letting us experience the weekend vicariously.

It’s important to repeat that you can always do more, but you can’t do less.

Oh FFuck that’s hot 🐷😈😜

That was simply hoT beyond words. I guess I’m reading the other 6 parts tonight. And a serious thanks for writing this — and for keeping (and not losing) the notebooks. The posts, besides being hot, are a reminder of how life was in what now seems to be a simpler time.

I totally appreciate @DarkBone's sentiments -- because I would have been right in there as well.

Unsurprisingly, this story is as hoT now as it was when I first read it in 2015. Just goes to show that some narratives are timeless.

It’s difficult to express. But they are correct. Faggots cannot be raped. Faggots enjoy rough sex and being sexually used and abused...that is how they get off. How can you rape someone like that?