PozToxVersPig

I could tell you a single name or identify any of the hundreds of men that have bred me but I do know how pozzed me. At this point in my life, I was pretty much a regular at Club Z in Seattle on Saturday nights for sure and would just take loads. On top of this I had been taking loads for years, many of them were for sure poz. Always tested neg. The week before the dude that pozzed me fucked me, I had to have a minor surgery so didn't fuck at all. He was the first dude after I recovered. Fat, bald, white dude. Came over, fucked me and as he was cumming said, "I'm gonna poz you." A few days later I left on a business trip and about 7 days after he fucked me I got the fuck flu. Don't know his name, don't know how to contact him, but I'm 95% sure some fat random dude from BBRT pozzed me. Kinda makes me hard thinking about it.

I've been poz for over 10 years and off meds for two. I've always wanted a biohaz tat. But everyone just seems to put them on their stomach above their dick. I finally came up with a concept for something unique. Posted about it on my profile. Let me know what you think.

Not to be controversial here, but I'm a vers-learning bottom dude. If I can detect a load (esp poz) then I don't care what the guy looks like, his age, whatever...I'm rubbing some lube on my hole and getting on my knees. When I'm in that mode, I'm two holes with a dude attached just wanting to get used and filled. If it's more of a "long term relationship" (we've fucked a few times, or we're fuck buddies, then I still defer to the top. When I top, I want the bottom begging for my load and acting like a faggot/slut. I definitely get off on working those holes and making them work for my load. But in the same minute i fuck a load in to a bottom, i'll gladly bend over and take one.

Like legit I think the number is in the thousands, but have no actual idea whether it's closer to 1000 or 10,000 or higher?

While procrastinating last night I decided to take a few loads (whatever I could find I Sniffies). Three dudes, three loads...two of them I think poz (based on my recollection). During a conversation with a buddy of mine afterwards, I realized I don't have a fucking clue how many dudes have fucked me, how many I've fucked... 1. I have no clue how many dudes have fucked me and I'm not even sure how I'd estimate it. I don't know any names (maybe a few) and most of my phone is littered with listings like "SCREENAME" + "BRED ME AT FOLSOM" or "BB POZ PIG" 2. I have no clue how many dudes I've fucked, both before and after being poz. 3, I don't know what percentage of these people were poz, neg, or unknown. 4. I couldn't tell you or even estimate any demographics of all these people (black, white, asian, latino...age...whatever) 5. If I had to contact these people, it would be really hard to piece together and find out who they were. Some dude who lives in the mountains tied me to a tree last summer and fucked a bunch of loads in me. I really wanna get his dick again, but I honestly have no idea what his SN was or how I'd go about figuring it out... Am I alone in this or am I really that much of a slut that this is unique? I told some bottom I wanna breed next week that I'm gonna keep track of his loads so we can brag about it. But I don't even know how many I've taken so I can't really brag about it...lol Thoughts?

Syphilis - i just thought I had a rash. Kept fucking bare for like 6 months before finally going to the doctor. I don't know the names of nearly 90% of the dudes I've fucked or fucked me, so telling the health department about my fuck history over 6 months didn't really help.

Talked to a buddy tonight intresting about "monogamy" and how I could never do it then I read the title of this and though "wow, this is a topic I never expected on BZ" - then I read the post! 🙂 way too addicted to cum to ever be monogamous! 🙂 Awesome story though

Also if a top pulls out without shooting in me i'm not gonna be happy...fuck that treasure island media shit. I want that load deep in me.

First, I never use condoms. Second, if we're fucking raw, you're getting my load. I don't really give a shit about pulling out. My precum has already been inside you!

My very first sexual experience was at the very early double-digit years with I'm guessing a ~35y/o man I thought I was just going to play video games with. I was fucked bareback with hand lotion. I didn't then and still don't have any ill feelings about it. The next time I had sex was when I was 16 with a black running back on the high school football team. Condoms never came up. Around the same time, I went to Barnes & Noble to try and covertly by gay magazines and in one of them was a folded poster (it's still in my childhood bedroom) that had this AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL guy and words along the lines of "He's fighting HIV/AIDS! You don't have to! Practice safe sex." If that was what a POZ guy looked like, I wanted to be POZ and if the way to NOT be POZ was to use a condom, then I wouldn't. This was the height of encouraging safer sex, pre-Prep. As then an exclusive bottom, it didn't take much convincing for tops not to use a condom as long as you said you were "safe" or "clean." During college I realized I also liked "seedier" gay shit - and those people fucked bareback. And as a Twink in his early 20s, it didn't take much convincing to get bred by those guys. 29 years (age 16 to now) and I've only used a condom twice and both were with straight dudes at weddings. I sought out guys that wanted only bareback sex, some were poz, some weren't. I didn't care. I wouldn't have it any other way because before converting, nothing made me feel hotter and more alive than getting a load in my hole and now being Poz, those poz loads make it feel amazing.

ABSOLUTELY FUCKING LOVE BEING PISS FUCKED, and specifically at the start of getting bred because doing it after to me defeats the purpose of getting a (poz) load in your hole cuz it'll just wash it out. Much prefer it at the start and then getting all piss soaked during fucking if you have the facility/space to do it. (I have a giant bathtub.) I know some guys have challenges staying hard while trying to pee inside. There are a variety of plugs, grommets, piss funnels that can help with this. I also saw on Twitter some device I'd never seen before which I guess allows you to piss in yourself (and not just using a touch - it connected to the bottoms dick and it didn't really look like a plug but I lost the tweet....if anyone knows where to find this, let me know!) Worse case scenario if inside doesn't work I'll still take it on me.

100% VERBAL....and POZ TALK TOO! Unless you're somewhere you can't make noise (public, bathroom) there's no reason to be silent. 🙂

DOUCHING / HOLE PREP! I'd like to be able to always always be flawless, whenever, wherever. Regardless of whatever else is going on, it's exhausting. Even if you have the requisite time to prepare sometimes, the effort in doing so is a huge vibe killer for me. #TRUTH

UGH! I don't understand attending an event of this nature if it's not your jam or your opposed to it fundamentally. I still have PTSD from a Cumunion I dunno 8 years ago, and I was hanging with a group of guys that weekend, we arrived on time (it was at Steamworks Seattle), and we were on the cusp of the dark area and started fucking. Some male-Karen comes around the corner with his friend and starts telling us how we should be using protection (I remember him reaching in to the wall-container of condoms) and telling us we were being irresponsible. I was so taken aback and thought they were joking. Nope, they legit were not joking. I've had two other very strange and out of place encounters like that over the decades.....boo.

LOL , turns you in to a nasty fucking slut - where did you start? 🙂 Thought nasty fucking slut was baseline lol hugs 🙂

There's plenty to be said on the "more bottoms than tops" thread here (enter the fucking rabbit hole), and the many EXCUSES we find NOT to fuck each other, but I encountered two different situations recently that both had me in my thoughts. ALL THINGS EQUAL in terms of our sexual wants and preferences, what we were looking for, etc. two things were called out by the other person "in case it makes a difference" (which it does not): One dude is missing limbs (legs). Had I just gotten there I don't think I would have even remarked on it (maybe after cumming would have asked what happened if he was willing to share). He has two prosthetic legs. He is sexy as fuck, nice, dominant, etc. One person lives in subsidized housing. Again, I don't know that I would have thought about it or known it was subsidized housing had I just got there and hooked up. I imagine the revelation of these things prior to hooking up had to do with past rejection or some asshole arriving in the situation and the running screaming like a bitch. When I asked both said something along the lines of "...I tell people because I am insecure." WOOF! None of those things are in a profile field on a site. And to me, though very different things, neither matters at all. So I guess my question is - all things equal, what could disqualify a person from being fuckable/worth a hookup? GODDAMN if FICO scores and physical differences start showing up on profiles, I'm jumping ship. If they have those felt paintings all over their walls? If they are a furry? If they have a Care Bear comforter on their bed? What's next. AGH!

This is the metal version of the rubber ones I linked to above. I have toys/plugs bigger than this. I've managed getting it in about 5 times over the years. Bought it off Fort Troff.

Getting piss-filled is equivalent to winning the gay lotto for me - like having a spontaneous awesome group sex session happen without planning. I'm clear to dudes that I like WS, but in a few decades of being gay on in the scene, getting pissed *IN* has only happened a few times. Attempted a few times more. Pissed on - substantially more times. If you want your hole pissed in, I'd echo some of what has already been said: it's a challenge - even if you ignore pee-shyness (which is 100% real and not anything that should be seen as a negative), the pressure a hole around a dick makes it harder to unload; it's easier if you're a looser bottom so if you can get yourself worked prior to the sesh, more probably decide before or after - if they are fucking you, do you want to be pissed in before or after they fuck you? Or during? It's different because before it's definitely a WS scene and messy, after it could just be that they finished and are leaving you to deal with being a cumdump - then lead things that direction understand their level - like above, understand if they are WS "tolerant" or a WS "lover" - filling you with piss and fucking it out of you is definitely "lover" side, pissing on you after they fuck you is more on the "tolerant" side There are a lot of toys that can help though! Anal grommets - mine is metal and impossible but here's some similar: [think before following links] https://www.boyzshop.com/products/gape-grommets-3-piece-hollow-silicone-anal-dilator-set#:~:text=Give Your Ass A Good Gaping. These three This can make you more of a urinal where they can piss in you just standing over you versus being inside hollow buttplugs with or without funnels: same idea to above and I'm sure you've seen these in videos Personally, anything beyond pissing on me is something for play with guys that equally love WS because they see it more than just an ask of a needy bottom 🙂 Chef's kiss to getting fucked in a piss-soaked jock and/or getting piss-fucked.

Uh - what do the "none of the above" people do? Sounds sad.

This actually isn't quite true. Prior to the internet, gays were flagging with hankies in left/right back pocket/arm to signal not just top/bottom but also interest in certain sexual activities (fisting = red, watersports = yellow, etc.; left side = top, right side = bottom). I know this comment is quite old, but when I saw it - it made me think did the hankie code even have a notion of versatile? I don't think so. Did it? And if two tops bumped in to each other, did they negotiate or switch the side of the hankie or just assume they weren't compatible and move on? Again, wasn't alive at that time but I don't know there was a lot of talking where these hookups took place.