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What it says on the label. I'm going to be in London mid april through mid may. Looking for sleazy encounters with tops. Group fun / gangbangs a plus - the more loads I can get the better! Also would be really great if someone wanted to take me to a sauna or sex party (shy to go alone). And I won't turn down a friendly pint either, so hit me up!

Thanks everyone for the supportive comments! And y’all are right, the moral panic our sexual freedom elicits in some is a them problem. Still, it got to me a bit, and reading these responses cheered me up.

I've used a local gay online hookup forum to look for bb company (alongside apps, etc.). But what really sucks is that there's someone on that forum who basically floods all my posts with comments on how, if I want to BB random dudes, I must be mentally ill, suicidal, and also how I am draining the public healthcare budget coming from his taxes... all the usual ignorant shit. The guy is obviously wrong, a prude, and there's something wrong with him (as evidenced by spending time online calling random people names), but anyway it's a real downer. The way the forum works is I can't block him from commenting on my posts, though I can stop _seeing_ those comments. But still, way to rain on my parade. I think I need to stop using that forum because I don't want my posts to be flooded with that shit. Which is a shame, it used to bring me nice encounters. Could use one more fuck and maybe even a hug to cheer me up. Anyway, how do y'all respond when you get shamed for barebacking?

I went to the adult theater to get some anon loads. It's funny, could get some handsome men off the apps, but there's something that really gets me off about not scheduling/planning, and not knowing who will fuck me, so I end up going to the AT even though most of the clientele is definitely not that attractive. More like the sleazy heavyset types. Which also turns me on. So I just propped myself in the sling, hooded & blindfolded, and waited. It was quiet at first but then things started picking up. Lost count of how many guys fucked me, at least 10. My holes feel sore and puffy. Best of all, I got a total of 10 loads: 3 in ass, 4 in front hole, and the final three were souvenirs -- I picked up some used condoms, stuffed them in my holes, and walked home. As I type this, I still have the used condoms inside me.

Exactly how I would need to be handled. Very hot story.

Went back to the adult theater. Waited hooded, ass up face down. First guy to use me had a huge cock and he really rammed it into me, called me a slut and slapped me. It was delicious. Afterwards more guys, but these were more the usual AT sort, older guys with average/smaller cocks. Still I was delighted by how many of them flooded me with their cum. And they were really delighted to get to use some younger holes. I got 6 loads today, one in my mouth the rest in my holes, and they're still inside me. Been 5 days since my last prep dose. Procrastinating on making a decision about whether to head back to the pharmacy or not. I wish 6 loads a day was my daily minimum!

At the adult theater waited hooded & ass up. Got 5 loads from as many guys, all of whom were super quick pump & dumps this time, which turns me on so much. Most of the guys nutted in my front hole except for one. Go figure, I guess it’s a novelty. When I got up I saw a puddle of cum on the floor so I scooped it up with my fingers & pushed as much of it in my ass as I could, then licked my fingers clean. I ran out of prep a couple days ago so this is a bit risky territory, unsure where I’ll go from here…

A slim Black man, maybe 20-22 years by the look of him, dropped two loads in me while I was housesitting for a friend last night... A lot of fun.

Trans guy here. Ultimately if someone asks "can you get pregnant" among the first texts on an app, it's a massive turn off -- unless they frame it in a way that makes it clear that this is someone with a breeding kink and really wants me to say yes 😄 Like the previous guys say, it's also an annoying opening because it presumes the guy is open for bottoming (not all trans guys bottom!) & front hole sex (not all trans guys like that, if they even have the hole intact!). The only way to know if they're open for business on that front is by asking. And that's a 100% fair thing to ask -- ask him if he bottoms and if yes, which holes are in use. I rely on T myself and like the above commenter says, it's not 100% reliable as birth control, but it does considerably decrease the likelihood of pregnancy especially over the years. So I really don't want to get into the convoluted "yeah sorta but sorta not and also I don't really care and can we just play it like it's hot" when all I want is an anon load. Other guys have different preferences. From my personal perspective, anything that would lead to a longer discussion is as unwelcome as a longer discussion about your hookup's safer sex practices... I also hate it if someone starts interrogating me about how many cocks I've had since my last STI checkup etc. -- come on, if I play bare with you you'll have to assume I play bare with others too. I totally get the concern though. Different strokes, different folks. I second the other guys' comments that it's frustrating to be lumped in the "fem" section. I'm a hairy dude whose bottoming superpower is having more holes than most guys have. That (and a bunch of societal repression) is pretty much all there is to it.

As I left the building and started walking down the street, my head started to clear up. What the hell was I doing? I had no intent of having kids, yet somehow through sheer reckless devotion to cock I had let myself get filled. I could be pregnant right now. Stupid cunt, I told myself, you need to shape up and go get plan B. ...But then, the way he had changed his plan of fucking my ass when hearing I was fertile was somehow too hot to bear. The way he had deliberately wanted to knock me up. Besides, feeling the gooey puddle of cum in my underwear as I walked, how could I stop thinking about cum? And another voice in my head beckoned: since the damage is already done, what harm could it do to get a few more loads? So I continued to the adult theater, telling myself it's just this once. I went to one of the booths, switched on a gangbang film, and played with myself for a bit, leaving the door open. The way this AT was organized, there were small sliding doors between each booth that served as glory holes, such that each wall had a door on each side so all patrons could choose whether they're "open for fun" or not. I opened the sliding doors on both sides, if the booths next to mine had guys inside, they could now feed me some cock through them. And sure enough, a cock soon pressed through one of the glory holes. It was gorgeous, a veiny 8" cock with heavy balls. I took it in my mouth and started sucking, which required me to get off the couch and kneel on the floor. The taste was clean but not soapy, and soon enough I could also savor the salty flavor of precum. Meanwhile from the corner of my eye I noticed the shadow of a man behind the door of my booth, which I had left slightly open. Someone was watching. Soon enough, I also heard the sound of him fapping, which to me is one of the hottest things I can think of. For a while I thought he was just there to watch, but then he came in, pulling my hips up. I was now standing, bent over so I could keep sucking the cock through the glory hole. The man who had just entered was pretty fit and in his 30s but looked a bit scruffy, unshaved and with messy hair. I didn't get a good look at his face because I was focused on the cock in my mouth, which was getting harder; it couldn't have escaped the guy on the other side of the room that someone was now in the room with me. The man behind me pulled down my sweatpants and underwear, revealing the gooey mess covering my cunt. "Oh boy.... someone's been bred already." I felt his fingers explore both of my holes. The ease with which they slipped in my cum covered open cunt was remarkable compared to how he would wiggle his finger into my dry asshole. "But this hole seems unused. We need to fix that." He spat on my asshole then continued fingering it, first with one finger then two. I was expecting to feel his cock press up against me, but instead, he said, "now offer your holes to the other guy." What could I do but obey? I let the veiny cock, now rock hard and dripping with precum, slide out of my mouth, turned around and lined my ass against it, spreading my cheeks and offering myself. The guy was up for it. His anon cock started pressing against my hole with determination. It was slow going with no lube at first, but I then felt him get past my sphincter and begin to push in until he was balls deep. I was pressing my ass against the gloryhole as best I could. The anon guy started thrusting. His cock was substantial and I felt pain, but also pleasure, the wonderful dizzying feeling that I love about anal so much. Meanwhile I got a glimpse of the fit guy's cock. It was huge, 9 or 10 inches and beer can thick. He was jacking it, and noticing my hungry stare, he started slapping my face with it, which drew me over the edge, I was completely euphoric. That's when the I felt the anon guy's cock start to throb. As he came, he thrust violently deep in my hole, then started pulling out, coating my crack with his seed. He then swept his seed up with his cockhead and pushed it into my front hole. I now had the anon guy's cum in both holes, my opened up and aching asshole and my already bred cunt. I then heard the anon guy slide the gloryhole door closed. Just me and the new guy now, me staring at his huge junk with both hunger and trepidation. I had never had anything that big up my ass and this guy had made it clear that he was intent on using that hole. "You want this?" he said, slapping my cheek with the meaty cock once more. "y... yes...." "There's something you'll need to do to get it. I don't breed just anyone." I was too horny to think. I just gasped, "Anything." The man chuckled. "Very well, but I don't think you know what you signed up for." To be continued...

@dopaminergicc Very few limits, love sleazy chats with dom tops Currently in North Europe but travel to the UK pretty regularly

For me it was always an attraction, but something I'd only do in a relationship when I was younger. Back then I was terrified of catching something. After coming to terms with the sleazy side of my sexuality (not just with the 'polite' aspects of being queer), I'm now leaning into my desires strongly enough that the cost (chance of std) is far outweighed by benefits.... I no longer do anything but bb if I can help it. If a prospective hookup on Grindr etc. says they want to use condoms, there's just no point hooking up. It's different at glory holes or adult theaters cause I have less control over whether the top wears one then. But I never request one and never ask questions. The most important reason to BB is providing more pleasure for tops, I am eager to please. The second most important is getting full of cum. I don't clean it out after, preferring to keep it in as long as possible. Being cum inside is really the point of sex for me, being fucked feels great but if I had to choose only one out of being fucked and getting loads, I'd take the loads in a heartbeat. Being a trans guy and having an intact front hole, I also get off for some reason on the risk of getting knocked up. HRT makes it less likely but not impossible, and I prefer taking that risk over using birth control. Ultimately getting loads makes me feel like I am being marked, owned, like the other person's seed is getting to do things to me that I cannot control, and that is a huge rush for a sub whore like me.

I am so fascinated by this. Would love to feel it up both my holes -- love a painful fuck.

Yesterday at the adult theater parked myself in the sling. Wore a hood with blindfold so I'm not so sure how many guys fucked me nor how many loads precisely I took... But I'd guess something like 10 and 5-6, across both holes. More would have been better, but it's not like I could have stopped them from wearing a condom. The first guys to fuck me were focused on pounding my ass and none of them bothered with lube, so I was pretty sore and a bit relieved when the ones after that preferred the front hole. But when I left for home, I spent the rest of the night toying my ass, so... not _that_ sore, I guess...

Another newbie here! I'm a FTM submissive gay bottom guy from Finland. I have been playing only raw for a few years now. Going on and off prep, off it when I feel like I haven't been risky for a while... then risking it.... and going on it again. Balancing act between being "sensible" and the thrill of being vulnerable and giving in to my piggy side. Really into anon situations, adult theaters etc., cnc and many kinks. Looking forward to chatting with folks here.