poz0712
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Poptronic It's not just a pill a day. I'm taking multiple pills. My doctor visits aren't six months apart. My Dr appts are about every two weeks. I had stopped treatment cause the side effects were making me physically sick unlike the HIV was. Everyone's experience is different. This is my third attempt at treatment a lot of it has to do with the patient doctor relationship. My regimen hasn't changed but I would love to get to one pill a day and my doctor visits be only six months apart.
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Poptronic I feel the same way you do. It's been almost two years since I was diagnosed and I still don't feel normal. Anything about HIV bothers me from doctor appointments, meds, blood work etc. At one point I stopped taking my meds for about nine months and I felt a little better because I didn't have the constant reminder of HIV from the pills. One of the things I'm concerned about is if I become undetectable will I feel better about myself? You know at the end of the day regardless if you are undetectable you still have HIV. I don't see it has a milestone. There aren't any support groups in my area the only support I have found is one online through Facebook. It bothers me for those who do want it and are disappointed when test negative and for those who weren't actively seeking it becomes poz.
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I experienced this for the fist a couple of months ago. We had been chatting about him fucking me raw and I had to get permission from my daddy (not my actual dad) that I can take his load. We finally meet and he fucks me raw and gives his load right after he cums he ask me if he can piss and I replied yes and it felt amazing being pissed in.
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I'm 27 and I prefer older men into their 50s. I have a fuckbuddy and we've role played daddy and son. He's the longest relationship I've had with guy even though we aren't boyfriends. I like having the guidance and mentoring from him; then to drop to my knees cause he tells me to suck his dick or spread my legs open to take his load. Yes I call him daddy and I'm his son.
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My fuck buddy hadn't fucked me in almost two weeks. Today we hung out and I'll be honest I wasn't expecting to get bred today. After he ran his errands I was sitting down and he came in the room with just his underwear and a shirt on and pull out his dick and immediately my bottom instincts took over and I wrapped my lips over his erect penis. Next thing I know I followed him into the room and got on my knees and sucked his dick some more. He pulled out the poopers and made take a hit and then I positioned myself on the bed laying on my stomach with my boi pussy awaiting his bare dick. I took another hit of poppers and he pushed inside of me and I don't know what it is but knowing he's fucking me bareback excites me. He fucked in two positions, on my stomach and another position where we are in opposite directions but he's still inside of me (head to feet). It's only a quickie but I enjoyed it. A few hours a later he brought me home and I unlocked the door he walked straight in sat on the couch and pulled his pants and down. Without him saying anything to me I got on me knees and sucked is dick until I was swallowing his load. I got two loads from the same guy today. Sorry for the grammar errors and the lack of excitement in the stories. I'm not able to portray the excitement through my stories, but I just wanted to share my story.
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•Are they expensive?- yes they are expensive but I'm not paying them out of pocket. I did the math and the total is about $3,000. •(for U.S. readers) Do you think "Obamacare" will reduce the cost of HIV treatment?- I'm not really sure how Obamacare will effect me as of yet. •Are the side effects really that bad?- I have good days and bad days dealing with side effects, the most prominent are diarrhea and dreams. •Is it true that meds, not HIV/AIDS itself, is what gives you "the look"? Are guys that are strict about taking their meds more likely to have "the look"?- I don't have the look. •Did you have to experiment with a lot of different meds to find the one you like?- I'm on my first cocktail of meds. •Do you take a cocktail of meds each day, or one pill with various NRTIs in it?- I'm on a cocktail of meds. •How are the 1990s meds (AZT, etc.) different from what we have now?- More drugs are available now then in the 90s. •Let's say someone doesn't know that you're POZ and asks what all those pill bottles are for - do you lie or tell the truth?- I tell the truth. •Do you ever take a meds vacation to get your VL higher when you're going to poz up a NEG?- I don't take a med vacation to poz someone. I don't want to poz anyone. •Will meds make me not as horny to recharge and keep spreading The Gift?- My perspective has change about sex because that means I will have to tell them I'm positive. •I take Xanax every day, and I know that I keep getting tolerant to it and have to take more and more. Does the same thing happen with meds?- I'm not on Xanax but I'm on another psyche med along with my HIV meds.
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I was dealing with depression and anxiety before my HIV+ diagnosis.
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Bottoms: Do you like to rim a top's ass clean before he fucks you?
poz0712 replied to Footnotes's topic in General Discussion
I'm a bottom and I like to rim. I rimmed my tops hole last week. I think that was the second time I ate his ass. After I rimmed him he made me top him. It felt awkward to me but I liked it. -
An emotional connection has developed between my fb and I. We are more than fb but we are not bfs. I think it's a called a flirtantionship more than friends but less than boyfriends. I recently told him I have feelings for him and replied saying he has feelings for me. To me it's more benefical than trying to find another random fuck through out the week. So I like the relationship him and I have.
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Maybe someone can shed some light on the situation for me. Ever since I've tested positive he's wanted to stop using condoms and now I let him breed me and I have to admit the sex has been better. He's the only one that I have sex with. I've met his husband before. I wonder why he's still into me. Is there anyone else out there in the same situation?
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I got my last load this morning from a fuck buddy this morning. I gave him head and we went upstairs to my room where I continued to suck his dick for a few more minutes as I applied lube to my ass. He brought poppers and a nice size dildo (I've never had a dildo that size in my ass) before he used the dildo he penetrated me bareback. He also brought poppers and this was my second time I've sniffed poppers, he fucked me few minutes and made hit the poppers again before he opened my pussy even more with the dildo. He had the dildo in me to the base, after a few minutes he pulled the dildo out and put his dick back in me raw. He was fucking me so good I couldn't see straight. I was digging my nails into his shoulders from the pleasure I felt from how good he was fucking me. Majority of our fuck session was me on my back with my legs up. Then the final moment came when he cummed in me. After he came in me I asked him not to pulll out and to just lay inside of me. After a minute or so of him laying in me he pulled out and shockingly he was still cuming and some cum got on my ass. We get in the shower after to wash each other up and after we rinse off I cant resist to go down and eat his ass, which was then followed by me then sucking him off in the shower and him fucking me in the shower with just a few strokes..
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I'm a bottom and now knowing what I know I just started meds. My viral load is 500,000 and my CD4 count is 242. The goal for guys who are on meds that don't want to transmit the virus is to get the viral load to be undetectable and raise their CD4. But if a top was to fuck me now the top is at risk of contracting the virus from me since my viral load is high.
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I've been fucked by white tops as I'm a black bottom,but I do see what you're saying depending where your asking some would see it as self hatred letting a white man top me but that's another discussion.
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I have never slept with a girl. I'm a bottom and I don't think I could please a girl sexually. Also since I'm a bottom why would I want to fuck a girl when I also want a man to fuck me. I was also reading the responses and some of you said that with girls there is baggage, is the baggage less than a guy who has HIV such as myself?
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I'm also surprised with results I didn't think there was as many bisexuals as there were guys whom never slept with females.
