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TigerMilner

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  1. Yeah I'd say it's all the above. I love that "squishy" sound that comes from the loads. Being loosened up is also hot and tops do respond to that as it is a green light to go for it.
  2. Dude, seriously, if you don't have time to take away to "disappear" for therapy then you don't have time to commit suicide. I mean don't you think people would notice your absence? We are talking about life and death here and you are talking about appearances and missing work.
  3. You may feel like "it will bar you from doing everything you wanted to do in life and is going to just give you a future of pure misery". But it is not true. First, maybe what you think you wanted is the source of the misery? Maybe you are used to living for "family or friends" and not for yourself? Sometimes things happen to us that we don't understand but in time we find out that we learn and grow from it. This may just be the very thing that frees you to be who you were meant to be and if friends and family don't embrace that, then fuck them. You have value that you aren't even aware of yet. Find it.
  4. I find the same thing. Married men are not used to condoms.
  5. I think we all feel the way you are feeling now when we are first diagnosed. I think I was in shock for several months. Do what you need to do to get through it. Here is a link to some resources that even if you are not in South Florida they may be helpful as a referral or even just to listen. Some insurance companies even will pay the cost of plane fare if inpatient care is warranted. I recommend the Pride Institute. They are a rehab that deals with HIV related stresses as well as mental health and substance abuse issues. Message me privately. Check out this link and call them today. http://prideinstituteflorida.com/resources-and-links/
  6. I've had this too and it sucks. I've been treated by my regular doctor, but he is a gay and knows all about treating gay issues. Freezing is common if they are all external. The acid works well but I warn you, your asshole will be sore as hell for a about a week. Sometimes it takes more than one treatment to get rid of them.
  7. Pulling out to cum technically is not really safer since precum contains all that is needed to pass on any diseases he may be carrying. A doctor should know that. Maybe he's lying about being a doctor.
  8. I really feel for your pain with the anal warts treatment but I applaud you for doing it. You wouldn't believe how many men ignore it, then spread it. And the warts can develop into much more serious growths given the chance. I've never had surgical removal, both times i had them burned of with an acid called Pedopholine. You talk about having a sore ass for a week. Man that burns. And you are right, you have to have the treatment 3-6 times depending on the sizes. But you gotta man up and get it done. And then learn to feel that texture that doesn't feel right and if you think a man has warts, back away. Do not let someone shove warts up your ass.
  9. He are these available? did I miss something? I'd like to order a medium black T shirt How do I buy it?
  10. Got my hole recharged when I became the second bottom bred by versatile ubber bottom Jaysen Park. Both being hungry bottoms who were hot for each other, we flip fucked back and forth til Jaysen deeply recharged my newly pozzed hole. Considering how many men have contributed DNA to Jaysens ravenous hole over the years, I felt I had been made one of the tribe by the depth of that load. It was hot. First time I really got into the pozz play scene. It was hot. Jaysen was hot. He's known as an alpha bottom, but he's actually just as alpha and agressive as a top. And that ass of his looks great pumping into mine!
  11. Yeah me too. I'm looking forward to it but never have been. Looks fun on the website.
  12. I feel bad for this guy, but there was something very creepy about the whole video. "Young upcoming homosexuals..." who talks like that?
  13. You are kidding yourself if you think Desoxyn is what you get when you buy Crystal meth today. There is a very big difference in pharmaceutical grade drugs and street drugs, including the ketamine, ecstasy, and coke. My best friend is a pharmacist. I know what I am talking about. One of the dangers of street drugs is that you don't actually know what you are getting. One thing I do know alot about is drugs. And not from hearsay. Or from reading. I've experienced it. On all levels. Sure, many had their roots in medicine, but once outlawed, are no longer manufactured but are loosely replicated in sometimes crude labs. Meth is poison.
  14. That is a hot story. And yeah, the buddy passes are awesome. I'm using some this weekend in fact. A recent thread talked about the difference in guys you date and guys you hook up with. One flight attendent bud of mine started as a hook up then became a date, and is now a very good friend. He's even met my kids, which rarely happens! When I asked them what they thought of him, my daughter said "You didn't tell us he was black". My response: "I thought it was obvious". lol. They like him alot. My son is half black and they have this weird "Bro" thing going that I'm not part of. I don't get it. But it's hot.
  15. As usual I think German Fucker hit the nail on the head. There is a certain sense of belonging that comes with using drugs. Especially meth. Especially in the beginning. But it is very bad stuff. Someone mentioned a "therapeutic dose". Of meth? Seriously? It's poison. There is no therapeutic dose. I realize that Ampethamines have medical uses but that is not the same thing as Crystal Meth. Nothing good ever comes from using it. I've done it and done it to excess, so I am not judging anyone's decisions. Just adding my experience in the conversation. If you haven't used it don't. If you are using it now, quit. I've done most everything out there and I can say that this stuff is bad shit.
  16. Wow, now that is a good story! I've never had sex on a plane, but I've dated men who had private planes. One piloted his own and one had a jet with a pilot. He was too uptight to have sex in the air though because pilot was an employee.
  17. Hook Scott has always been his "Porn Star" personae, but Todd Verow is a real "New Queer Cinema" film director with a long resume. His company is Bangor Films. He's quite legit. I wondered why he tied the two names together publicly.
  18. You have to remember that undetectable mean you ARE irradicating the virus. It means that your viral load is potentially zero, but less that 20 parts per ML. I quit smoking just over five years ago. There have been times when I have thought "fuck it". I'm poz now, what difference does it make. But smoking makes a big difference. I feel a lot better and i was negative when I quit. So keep working on that. Smoking does make any other recovery harder on your body.
  19. I agree with BearBandit that putting it profiles avoids having to have "that" conversation. I do the same. That way legally I am protected as well. I've only had one situation where a married man i hooked up with several times saw something online that referred to my status being positive and he confronted me and asked why I didn't tell him? I pulled my profile up and reminded him that my status was right there from the beginning even though we never discussed it. I found out he actually thought "undetectable" meant that you couldn't tell I was gay. But hey, his stupidity is not my responsibility.
  20. I love this film and am a big fan of Sam Bardo. The only criticism is that it is not longer. It is so good I want it to go on. He has a new project on Kickstarter. It's not gay but he's worth supporting.
  21. I'd be totally on board with it. Both as an amatuer producer and a consumer.
  22. It would be awesome as two of the three I know are total tops. Damn good ones too.
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