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It is illegal to fire people for HIV status in most places, but at the same time I think there is a certain stigma some have. My first job in a hospital, not all that long ago, some of my coworkers would make sure to pass on in report if patients were HIV positive as a warning to be more cautious when in the room. It was not usually just listed as a diagnosis on the handoff, sometimes very prominently noted. None of these patients were even on isolation, standard precautions applied. Because of that when I found out I was POZ I made the decision to never discuss it with any of my coworkers. Even my boss, who I think would be pragmatic about it, does not know.

Was this bad experience with the Doctor or the Nurse? If I read this right the nurse was the issue for sure. I would give it at least one more visit and explain to the doctor your concerns. Most doctors & nurses that work with sexual transmitted diseases and/or the ER have probably heard it all before (though I have seen the videos so you may give them a run for their money ) If they insist on lecturing you again, leave for sure. I would explain to them, if you ask for a referral that is, that you don't feel you are getting the care you need since they are not focused on your needs.

Seeing the thread asking what people do when off here made me wonder this even more. I work in healthcare, I won't say doing what exactly, but I do work in a hospital. I have not asked my doctor, who knows what I do this, but still curious all the same. How common do you think HIV positive healthare workers are? I'm talking specifically about Dr's, Nurses etc. and not say the hospital cook or cleaners.

Been discussed many times. I think when they find out how good raw feels they don't go back. They've either figured out they get more action keeping safe only, or as mentioned they have psychological issues they are dealing with incluidng kidding themselves its fine.

So last week when I was out apparently someone said hi to me at the bar. A lot of people say hi etc. and I think nothing of it. As I was out with a date that night I wasn't really on the prowl, really wanted to get my guy back to my place and in the sack. Last night on BBRT, this guy that I hooked up with about 7 years ago or so messaged me. I've been trying to get back together with him but I don't know what to make of it. Neither of us want to travel to the others place etc. He has had the same pic all this time, which is of his cock and chest. When he's unlocked in the past more from the same series but no face. Apparently he said hi to me that night and I didn't recognize him. I understand if you want to be discrete online, but if you see someone in public and they don't recognize you why not introduce yourself? All my profiles have a face pic, and I'm easier to recognize. Anyway, off my rant.

Work in healthcare

I used a drill, you can get a hole cutter drill bit for only a few bucks, just make sure you get a bigger one than you think you need, I used my own cock and the 2" hole cutter was too small

I'm sure they know more than I do. When I was learning how to cruise another website had the tip to not be embarrassed if you ran into an acquaintance at a bathhouse as they were there for the same thing. I find that BBRT is kind of like that, love how many guys I know have popped up on there.

Lot of guys just respond to who is looking to get fucked. I've definitely had that happen. One time I was very explicit in the conversation, noting how many loads I had in me already, and the guy showed up and insisted on a condom.

hot story

The other night was busy. Neighbor hits me up on Grindr. He has a baseball bat dick, unfortunately a hair trigger. We don't always get to fuck because he sometimes cums when I'm sucking him. Anyway, first time we fucked was wrapped. Next few times was raw, then he went back to wrapped because of his BF. I haven't seen him in a while, not sure what to expect. When we're ready to fuck he says he has to use a condom, of course I'm disappointed. As he's fucking I think I hear a pop, but the condom is still in place. After some intense fucking with me riding he shoots. I slid up off of him, eureke, the condom has a slit up the side and is empty. I pull it off him so he doesn't see, but I think he knew of course. Load #1 A little later a bud of mind on scruff messages me asking if I'm free. He's horny to get blown and who am I to argue. I've known this guy for years, and we fucked on and off for a few years, always safe. Earlier this year he breeds me for the first time when he finds out that I had been loaded. I get to his place, and suck him for a while. He has a gorgeous uncut cock that makes my mouth water. He keeps getting close and I won't let him cum. He's not had any mouth or ass for a couple weeks he told me before I came over. I really want to taste his cum but after I've edged him about the 4th time or so, he says bend over. Who am I to deny him that. Blows his load in my hole in a couple minutes. Load #2! Finally, I get back home. I'm still horned. I got back on Adam4Adam which I had been chatting with this guy on earlier. He's kind of hot, my type. Has safe only noted on his profile. I tell him I'm still horned and had gotten some earlier and after some back and forth he's on his way over. We make out, I suck his cock, he sucks mine, after a while this 'safe only' top is sliding in my hole. Half an hour and 6 positions later I tell him I'm close, he says he is as well. We both shoot at the same time. Load #3! All in all, a good night.

Safer only top from Adam asked me for a BJ, came over, sucked him. Said he wanted to see my ass and of course slid in bare and fucked me a good half hour before dumping his load

Love my private gloryhole. I went and got a piece of plywood at the local home improvement store and had them cut it down to size. A couple of hinges, a hole cutter, and a sliding latch and you can transform any doorframe into one. Not as nice as getting an actual door, but think its better and easy to store.

A guy that I met off Adam4Adam, safe only, once before messaged me on Grindr. Been trying to get a repeat with him. He used a condom the first time, was fucking horned so I took it. I got all ready, anon set up, ass up, condom and some elbow grease cream bedside for lube. He comes, and of course puts the condom on before fucking me and I'm thinking I hope I can get it off him at some point. I reach under a couple times and roll the condom whenever I can, no luck. After about 15-20 minutes of fucking, changing positions etc. He has me sit on it. When I reach down to his cock I realive condom is totally shredded and only a ring at the base remains. When it broke, I don't know. Wasn't trying for a break, though the lube might have helped. Shot a huge load in my ass and said we have to do it again. Didn't acknowledge the condom was broken, wonder if he'll do it that way again

I did find on my slutty bb profile an old bud that hit me up there. He'd always sucked me when I was primarily a top, got fucked by him once with a condom. One night I'm in the mood for getting bred and had my bb ad up and he hit me up on it, lets just say was a real hot reconnection. Love when I find my safer friends that have gone bare that way.

Have a "safer Only" & a "anything goes" ad on Adam. These days the safer gets more hits than the other ad, and most of the time it's guys looking for it bare. One guy stealths me each time which I find hot. Manhunt I don't specify I like it bare, and left the safer only unchecked. On there I recently reconnected with a top there that when we'd fuck was a total condom Nazi. When we reconnected a couple months ago, he slid in me bare no questions asked. Was great and we've repeated since. Craigslist I get a mixed bag, I am usually explicit on there since it's more anonymous, still I get guys that want to use condoms even when I put down that I'm looking for bare etc.

I love the concept, and the guys are hot, but I don't get why this series isn't more realistic. It's obvious they stop fucking to cut/break the condom somehow as there is always a noticeable cut/jump when it happens. They try not to make it obvious, but the editing is not smooth enough to miss it. With it being a BB studio I don't get why they haven't gone with tried and true 'stealthing' options like using some vaseline for lube, or prepping the condom in advance etc.

Kristen Bjorn has a number of barebacking videos. His Strangers in Prague series is BB, unfortunately it features a couple in most of the videos and they are getting overused in my opinion, plus they only bareback each other so when there's a third or fourth in the scene a condom pops out if one of them fucks someone else etc. His Lovers Lane series started that concept as well, in theory it was all boyfriends in real life, but I wonder that. I have yet to see a feature movie made from his studios, but wouldn't be surprised if one is in the works. Headhunters/Headhunting has at least one full BB scene, and there's a few other videos here and there.

How many guys think they are closet barebackers? Had a guy that would do 'just the tip' and then put a condom on. Does that everytime, but is a damn good fuck. Expecting he'll BB me totally soon since it seems most guys that play that game eventually go BB. Hoping the third time is the charm.

That is hot

Just got stealthed. Guy off Adam4Adam and I meet up. I'm bent over ready to go when he gets here. He plays with my hole a bit and starts to shove in but then pulls out and says he is going to put on a condom. Takes him a few to do it. He fucks me passionately for a while and then says he's going to cum. When he pulls out I see the condom and notice not much in it. I tell him to toss it in the can. As he leaves I finger my hole and it is wet and cummy. I tull the condom out of the trash after he leaves and it looks like he bit part off with his teeth. I was using non-condom safe lube, but don't always have luck with that. Usually when it breaks it's a bit of a slit. This is a nice round hole, with a little flap hanging over it, dirty man!

bberik, a lot of his 'condom' videos have bareback scenes. Not sure if they are slipped in intentionally, or was open. Most of the Nomades series have at least one condom free fuck.

No clue how many I've taken, but I know when I started my private gloryhole I used to keep a tally of the loads I swallowed. After I hit 100 I stopped. Used to mark the date and how many loads I swallowed, had a few regulars I had marked for as well.

Just did the walk of shame through this guys apartment. Messaged me on Grindr to come over, got to his place and no one else home. Started making out, and roommate came home with some friends. A drunk friend of his burst into his room, turned the lights on and then she screamed when she realized I was on him buck naked in bed. LOL! She ran out the room closing door and hitting lights. After a while, it sounded like everyone went to bed, we continued fucking. Dropped my load in him, and before he passed out I decided it was time to go. As I left, I walked through the living room and his friends were actually still up, said hi to me while he stayed in his room. Think everyone there had a bit too much to drink last night. Funniest shit ever!

Took 2 loads in last hour, adam4adam guy who says safer only on profile but insisted on bare. Nice cock, big load. A few minutes ago a BBRT guy just left having left another load in my hole. Not as good a fuck, seemed to be a partier but managed to get it up anyway.