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Yeah, definitely prefer a top not even look at my dick when he's trying to get his. I try not to assume based on roles what a guy wants, though. There are some guys who identify as total bottoms who love to eat ass and some guys who identify as total tops who love to suck dick. I try to be specific about what I want. Luckily a lot of tops will ask if I'm into having my dick sucked and we can negotiate. I'm willing to put up with a little dick sucking if it means I can get a guy off in my ass better. Once I was with a straight guy who was new to being with dudes. Once we were undressed, he started to go down on me and started teasing my head with these furtive licks of his tongue. It felt great! Then he slammed it into me and started fucking like a jackrabbit stud until he was close to shooting his load inside. During, he was rubbing my head and licking it a few times, and talked about stimulating my "clit" so he could get off better. Since then, when dudes try to go down on me, I think of it on those terms: it's just a clit he's stimulating while he's fucking my pussy.

Ha ha...it's weird, but I sort of hate the word "ass" for my hole. Like, it reminds me that it has another function. When I bottom, I just want to be with a guy who wants his cock taken. And a pussy or a cunt is the tool that makes a cock cum naturally--like, that's what it's made for. So I really prefer a guy who talks about it on those terms, or at least thinks of it that way (but a verbal guy who says what he wants is always best).

It can definitely be frustrating because, unlike in straight communities (where sexual roles are to some extent predetermined by obvious genital/gender assignment), fucking in gay communities necessitates negotiation. And there's tons of pitfalls in that negotiating. Added to that, what people have pointed out already: guys who want to bottom seem to outnumber guys who want to top in pretty much every instance. It's a recipe for dissatisfaction. If you're a bottom, you're a dime a dozen, and unless you can command a lot of men's attention with your body/face/sexual attitude, you're not going to get fucked. (I know. I've been there.) I am always championing developing diversity in our desire for this reason. It is silly to overly limit whom we will have sex with based on race, age, ability...but I have to acknowledge the hypocrisy of wanting people to not discriminate based on, say, race, while discriminating based on position. So yeah, it would just make more sense for more of us to be versatile, just like it would make more sense for more of us to care less about race, body type, age, and the rest when it comes to fucking. But that said...I just love to bottom. I can be a "serial vers," and when I top (the right) guy, I can be very, very good. But in terms of the interaction I crave from men? I want to be a bottom bitch. The more bottom, the more better. I'd be fine if I never topped again. I hate when guys even allude to my penis when we're in a sexual situation, like a top who comments that I am bigger than he is. You think I don't know that? It's obvious I have a bigger penis than you; it should be even more obvious that it doesn't matter. This is why I prefer being with total, total tops (ideally, even straight guys who only know how to do one thing: get the seed in): nothing but my ass or my mouth should be of interest. I think what it is is I want to be completely dominated, controlled by a top whose priority is only making sure his cock gets what it wants and who won't let me go until it does. As an all-loads-taken bottom, I would never refuse a vers guy, or even a total bottom who wanted to get off in my ass. But for maximum pleasure--and let's face it, if I go through the work to be ready for sex, I want the maximum--I want to be with a top who cares more about fucking his way even more than he cares about me as a person. Flip-flopping, or seeing guys who topped me in different roles ruins that for me.

I'm black in a predominantly white town that tends to exclude black guys as sex partners ("white/Asian/latino only"), or treats all black guys the same: like studs with big dicks who are only good for topping. So guys will often either be cold toward me or go for my dick. It's very frustrating. And like schvenn I've noticed that most guys seem to be more interested in bottoming anyway, so there's already hearty competition for tops. The few times I have been to the clubs, I've noticed the tops tend to find the most model-like (white, short, muscular) bottom and form a line. Would love to command that kind of interest and wish tops had a bit more diversity to their desires.

Was about to go to bed when a guy messaged me on A4A saying he was horny, wanting to breed an ass. I love when guys just get down to it and love taking it from guys who are just after getting another nut. We figured out he would come by and we'd do it in his car. After some waiting he finally showed up, parked a few blocks down from my place he had scoped out earlier that had other cars parked, so we wouldn't look out of place. We got out and into the back seat. Not a lot of space, but I sucked him hard and as soon as I tasted the first drops of precum, I turned and bent over, trusting him to keep a lookout. He came up behind me eagerly and pushed deeply inside my wet cunt, and started fucking. It was a silent fuck with him ignoring me, just using my ass, but I could tell by the motion of his hips that he needed it. I reached back and felt his thick hairy ass pummeling his cum cannon into me. Soon he said he was cumming and I felt his cock stiffen and flex, filling me with his runny semen. He put so much in me, I started leaking immediately when he pulled out. That's when we noticed someone was moving in the van next to us. It started up and drove out behind us...then next to us...then behind us again. It was probably nothing, but it was enough for us to decide to get out of there. Besides...he had already gotten what he wanted.

Just took a load from an older guy, small dick (of course), but he precums like a faucet and fucked one of his huge 12-day loads into me. Tried to feel it going in as always and couldn't. Usually I depend on the top losing control/thrusting or moaning or collapsing to let me know he's blown his load. Even though I didn't feel him shoot, I felt my insides expand larger than his dick to accommodate the huge volume of sperm he was pumping into me. Now I'm walking around and it feels like I've had a cum enema, with all of his liquid still inside of me. Once knew a dude who came like a fire hose: huge loads, multiple spurts, heavy force. He only liked to jack together (unfortunately), but when he shot, he'd hit the wall behind us hard. Always wanted to know what that would feel like to have him inside when he came. Anyone ever been topped by a fire hose shooter?

It's really up to the top what position he likes to fuck in, what helps him cum. I love the way getting fucked doggie feels like I am more of just a hole for a guy to get off in, but I've also been with guys who made me feel really used and slutty while on my back. Also, it seems like most straight guys fuck missionary, so getting fucked like that can still feel feminizing and like I'm getting used. The only position I don't love is riding. Unless he's a top who prefers cumming hands-free while getting ridden, it feels like a pointless exercise. Prefer being below the top so I feel like he can control entry, depth, speed, intensity.

Glad I'm not the only one into this. Would always prefer to get a load fresh from the top--I like when a guy just wants a fuckhole and knows he's seeding me up. Before I started taking loads, I would save the condoms the guys had used to cum in, just to know I had their loads. In some ways that was nice, because I could see the different amounts different guys would cum in (it's hard to tell how much cum is getting shot into you without seeing it, especially with a new top). That changed though when I started going home more often. One of my bros had apparently started fucking because I found his magnum condom in the trash, absolutely full of cum. Must've been like three times the normal volume. I wanted to know how that much cum would feel inside my hole and I knew he didn't have anything, so I emptied the condom inside me. From then on I was hooked. I would look for his condoms all the time and absorb as much of his cum as I could. Wasn't long after that I was finding dudes to fuck me and begging them to just cum inside.

Once I was lucky enough to get with a big thug (who happened to be really hung, thick) who was really rough about wanting to get blown. Like, really rough. He started calling me names, insulting me, and then moved up to slapping me. The whole time he was fucking the shit out of my mouth until it really began to hurt, but he wouldn't let me stop, smacking me every time I paused for even a second. The longer this went on the more frightened I got, because he seemed to get more angry the longer it took him to cum. He kicked me out though, because after an hour and a half of having my throat brutalized I didn't make him cum. I felt like a failure and begged him to fuck me, but he just turned me away. Really wish he could have done to my ass what he did to my throat.

Recently broken up here and been thinking about what it is I really want out of a relationship. Most of the time I feel like all I want is to be fucked day in, day out by as many cocks that want it; no relationship needed, though buddies would be cool. Lately though, I've been having fantasies--and even a few dreams--about being turned out/owned/pimped by a guy or group. I guess it's a common fantasy, but I'm feeling like it might be more than just a thrilling thought for me: I want my very existence to be wrapped up in sexually caring for the needs of my top(s), and ideally this means putting me into a lot of different kinds of sexual situations, even demeaning or shameful ones, if it helps him/them get off. I've been feeling like that would be closer to the kind of relationship I could be satisfied in. I wish there were some way to combine the two: to be owned by someone or a group of guys, and to get used by others if he/they wanted it. Anyway, I'm wondering: is anyone currently or in the past been in a slave-like relationship, or just one where control was basically centered on what the sexually dominant one wanted? Or has anyone ever owned/been owned by a group or pimped to a bunch of other guys? What is/was the relationship like? Any words of wisdom or experiences to share? I really appreciate hearing from guys here who have more experience with stuff like this, thanks, guys.

Ideally both, right? I want to be able to give my man whatever he needs as my top. If he likes a long slow fuck because that's what helps him cum multiple times without having to pull out, I'm right there for him, as long as it gets him off. Though I must admit, I am more turned on by being used by total tops who just want a hole to cum inside of, or who might even look down on me a little and so not want to have to talk or think about what they're doing.

nick 614-432-3119/ text is best Seattle, WA 98122 29 6ft 165 Can host or travel (most times); always open to some men who want to drop a load.

I'm with you. I feel like there are never bareback tops who want to just fuck raw and cum in a bottom. I feel like if I were a top, I'd be fucking all the time, dumping as much semen in dudes as I could. I guess true breeding tops are a rare find.

Just got fucked. The guy was cute, 40s, well built, and with a long and pretty thick cock with a slight upward curve that can get really hard. He was kissing my neck and biting my nipple while I played with his hardening cock. He spit on his fingers and slowly worked them into my hole or a few minutes before laying me on my back on the bed. He put a bit more spit on the head of his cock and shoved in without enough lube--my favorite. I like when a guy is impatient to cum and uses my hole roughly to get his nut. He started pumping his long curved cock into me gripping my body close to his. My favorite position to get used in. Eventually he turned me over, spit more on his cockhead, and penetrated me from behind. This time instead of shallower thrusts, he stuck his whole thick eight inch shaft into me. He was harder now, so I knew he was going to cum. He pumped me for a while longer and started groaning. Then he pulled out and spat on my back and started rubbing it with his cock head, moaning. I didn't understand the spitting part, but I figured he didn't want to cum inside (I kind of hate that--why fuck for a full session with no condom, but pull out before cumming?) and just tried to be grateful I got to feel his hot cock and be fucked and bring him to orgasm. He cleaned up and we chatted a bit and he left. Once he left, though, my hole didn't feel quite right. I wasn't...empty. I reached in a finger and smelled it. Cum. He had totally stealthed me. Which only makes the whole thing hotter. (And easier. If we meet up again I don't have to coax him into shooting his load into me without risking turning him off.) A good morning so far after a pretty good week of fucking. Made plans with two other guys this morning and afternoon, and later a couple tonight. Hope they don't fall through and all want to give me loads.

I'm wondering if anyone can help me. I'm a black guy, committed barebacker, live to take dudes' cocks and make them cum from using my ass. Living in Seattle (and before this, on the east coast and in the midwest) though, I find that most guys aren't looking for other black guys to fuck, and I get passed over all. The. Time. I'd like to say it doesn't mess with my sense of self, but it's really hard to go out looking or go online looking and be rejected, ignored, or told I'm not desirable just because of the color of my skin. I find myself getting depressed and feeling isolated and unwanted. I think I'm a good looking guy, late twenties, tall and lean with some muscle, a beautiful tight ass that dudes who do fuck me absolutely love. I see a lot of posts here about people fucking (mostly getting fucked by) black guys, and it seems like that same racial fetishization that imagines black men as something different/other than white men, that makes guys not want to fuck me, also makes black men attractive to guys who get off on being fucked by someone other than a white man. As a black gay man, I want to be treated like any other human being (who's good at fucking). I don't want to be identified primarily or solely by the color of my skin. I don't want people to assume what I am good at or good for in sex because of the color of my skin. I want to be free to have many sexual experiences as a bottom, and not be welcomed into nor rejected from sexual spaces just BECAUSE I'm dark-skinned. So, my question to my barebacking friends is, does anyone else feel this way (black, white, or whatever your "race" or ethnicity)? Does this make sense? What do you do when you feel this way? Most importantly, do you know of any places to go where race doesn't matter as much in gay sex? I was thinking of places where black men love to fuck other black men, where being black wouldn't count against me. But I don't know of any places like that. I was reading a post here by a man who had questions about a black bathhouse. Would love to find a space like that, or any space that doesn't make me feel ugly or less desirable than a white guy. Thanks for any advice or help you can give; I'm getting pretty desperate.

For me it's all about pleasing a guy's cock. If he's got a cock that works and it wants to get off fucking my ass, then that's all I need. And if he cums a lot or multiple times, or if he's vocal and really knows how to get inside and use a pussy, then he can pretty much do to me whatever he wants if it gets him off.

Hey, top. Looking for a bottom hole to cum your load in a few times? Let me know if you need to fuck.

In Seattle and still having trouble meeting guys for fun. Any guys like me feel the need to fuck all the time? Open to it anytime if you are. Hopefully can meet a few regular guys who care more about cum than anything else...

Hey, hope you met up with that guy who replied and had some fun. Still looking for other asses to load up?

Arranged to have a guy come fuck me in the toilets today at work. Talked to so many guys; of course they were flakes. One guy said he'd meet me at his place after work, so I kept at it. One hot top with a thick cock who needed an ass said he wanted to come by. I spent all day getting ready for him and finally he arrived. We met in the bathroom at work and I locked the door after him. Tall guy, handsome face, really masculine body, thick, bit of a beer belly. I started sucking him immediately, felt him get hard, heard him talk about how soft my mouth was and start breathing hard. Pretty soon he let me know it was time to give up the ass, so I bent over next to the sink. He took his thick shaft and poked me hard over and over again until he penetrated. He began his fucking and I could tell being in was overwhelming and he was taking it all in. Sure enough in less than a minute he was telling me I was getting his load whether I wanted it or not. He didn't give me the option of pulling off, just held me down on his dick until he was done squirting, then pulled out completely. I cleaned the cum off the head of his cock, which made him twitch; we cleaned up and left. Afterward he texted saying we had to do it again. We're set to do it again next week but at his apartment during a lunch break. Then the guy I talked to earlier in the day asked if I was coming over. He was so close to where I live, I couldn't say no. So I asked if he was cool with fucking a hole that already had seed in it. Like a good top he answered, fuck yeah. Got to his place and was pleased to see he had an instant hardon. We went up to his room where he dominated me on the floor and made suck his cock. It was smaller than average (the top was very short too) but I don't really care about size, just that the top feels good and his dick is getting what it needs from my ass. He bent me over the bed and took some hits of poppers as he slid into me. I took some hits too and it felt like my ass was made for his dick. He got on top and I struggled to open as much to him so he could feel as good as possible using my ass. Soon he was pumping me hard, telling me that my ass was his and he was going to cum in it. Then he did and I felt my hole fill with more load. I had to get dressed because I had an evening planned, but we said we would definitely do it again. I liked the way he flooded my ass and how he talked to me when he was pumping it.

A few days ago met up with a few guys. Got fucked safely by one dude (young guy, 20s, NICE otter's body, 8 inch thick uncut meat, just loves to fuck like a battering ram; hopefully can start taking him bb soon), which usually bothers me but didn't this time since I had already set up an appointment for a thick dicked top to use me raw later. When the first guy shot into the condom and left I emptied his cum into me since I knew I was going to have a raw fuck. I got to the second top's place (40s, cute, thin/muscular, about 8" cut and thick) and after some kissing and sucking he fucked me deeply for a few minutes first doggie, then flipping me on my back (my favorite). He kept stopping, saying he was too close to cumming. That's music to my ears and I began teasing him with my hole, tightening and loosening, moving a little but not too much, basically sucking at his pole with my cunt. Eventually he couldn't hold back anymore and blasted his load inside me. We talked for a few minutes before I headed out to another fb's place. The third guy is a real alpha top, thick, hairy, stocky, rough, 7inch cut thick dick and only cares about getting off using my holes. That's my favorite. Got to his place and he had me get naked and wear a blindfold. He had me suck his dick for a while, which I love, and endure some light punishment before powerfucking me for about two hours. He kept slamming me and making me take his dick, pausing to pump a load of his cum inside me, then fucking me again. He says he lost track of how many loads he left in me, but I think it was three or four. Eventually I left with his manhood dripping out of the cunt he battered and owned all afternoon. Best fuck of all was saved for last and I got pretty lucky. Can't wait to see them all again soon, but definitely looking for some sex today...

Been fucking off and on a few guys, but nothing lately. Been really horny and of course the bf isn't fucking me right about now (thinking he's into another guy). So went out yesterday looking to take care of myself. Found a guy online who fucked me once with another older (and kind of gross) guy. He had a small dick (fan of small dicks here, especially if they cum a lot) and directed me to his basement. Came over and he immediately wanted me on the floor sucking him with my clothes off. I obeyed, but he got distracted by my dick and started asking if I wanted to fuck him/rim him too (this happens with some tops a lot; I don't understand or really like it. Just because I'm hung doesn't mean I want to use my dick. My hole is the real sexual organ.). I declined and tried to suck his dick as well as possible. Soon enough, he was asking to get inside me. He bent me over the leather ottoman, exposed my open hole, and shoved himself inside me. He fucked for a while and I could tell he was really getting into it. I think he wanted to finish quickly since I wasn't into flipping, and pulled out and jacked off until he was close, then shoved it back in my hole to cum. After a few minutes of gasping he pulled out and I reached back to see if my hole was now creamed. Definitely slick with his cum. He thanked me, which I took as my cue to leave. Got dressed and drove away. Really love when all a guy has use for is my hole and once he comes out of his fuck mindset, he's done with me. Wish I could find some hot regulars with big loads, though.

I don't know if it's that the guys are picky, or racist, or just fooling around online and aren't serious about hooking up, but I have the worst luck here. Anyone else?

Got fucked by the same guy from yesterday morning. Came in and found me ass-up on the bed again. He turned me on my back and i could feel his hard dick running like a faucet with precum. I was so glad when he saw how much I liked it and starting pushing the head into my hole using only himself as lube. It hurt more with his thick head, but I love being fucked with just precum as lube--that's what it's for anyway. Soon he was pounding me hard and saying he wanted to get in deep. It felt like he was ripping me apart, but I pulled my legs back so that he had full control of how deep he wanted to get in me and held on as he finally fucked his seed inside me. His dick felt as good as last time, love being filled by a thick dick, though he kind of tore me up. He pulled out and rested for a while while stroked his hot cock. I could feel him swelling again and when he asked if I wanted it again, I just gave it a squeeze. Fucked me one more time before leaving and when he came the second time he kept pumping, the force of his shooting and pumping made my hole explode with cum around his dick. He left me totally covered in his cum from the ass down again and saying he wants to tag team my ass with more than one guy next time... My other fuckbuddy came by about an hour after. Really nice dick with a downward curve, thick, about 9" and he gets rock hard. Takes him a while to get to the fucking sometimes, but after deepthroating him and edging he wanted in my ass. He only fucks doggy and with me on my stomach so I got into position while he worked me open after being swollen shut from the earlier brutal fuck. He pushed all the way in and held me down when I yelled. He likes to grab my neck from behind or cover my head with a pillow so he's alone with my ass using only deep strokes. He's the sort of fuck who needs to feel his whole dick using an ass, so he went all the way in an all the way out for about twenty minutes. He was driving me crazy. He pulled out every bit of seed the last guy had left in me and my hole smelled like a cumdump (not to mention it was being used at that moment to milk yet another cock of its load). I was so sloppy and worn out I couldn't even grip back on his dick as he thrust into me. He likes a totally fucked open hole, though, and soon he was climbing on top of me so he could cum in me deep. I could feel him filling me beyond where anyone had shot before. He pulled out and my ass gurgled where he left it open. Then he dressed and left. It's probably wrong but I want more. We'll see how the day goes.

Been wanting a marathon fuck day and sort of got it yesterday. The multiple cumming rough top who's kind of becoming a regular came over first and demanded I work on his 8 uncut inches. He was so thick, it hurt to swallow him, so I knew he was horny and needed to fuck. Didn't come in me from behind this time, just put it in while I was on my back, the whole thing. Didn't care when I asked him to stop again, just kept fucking it in deeper, telling me to beg for it, so I had to. He tore me up for a really long while and dumped his load. By then he had me totally open, so he flipped me around on my stomach/side and gave it to me longstroke until I could feel his seed pumping into me again. He finally let me rest, but told me I had to take two more loads and then he would go. He put me on my back again and on my side and fucked two more loads into me. He had filled me to capacity the first two times, so my ass was open and slick with his seed all over it when he got dressed and left. All in all two and a half hours of brutal, hard fucking. I love the way he gives me his cock and all that seed... I wanted more, so invited over a guy I was less into. He had a thick cock and a nice personality and wanted to fuck me from behind, so after making out and giving oral I laid face-down on my bed while he shoved his way into me. His head was so thick, I could feel it filling me and tearing me open more than the shaft of his cock was. He began fucking rhythmically. I liked the way he held my hips down in place while he plowed me at the angle he wanted. Pretty soon he was breathing hard and I knew he was close. He shot his wad pretty shallowly in my ass, which I like because I can feel it and I like when it leaks out a bit, marking me and making me smell like his cumdump. We chatted for a while and then he left. Then this morning I met up with a thick top who just wanted to breed, said he was really unbelievably horny. I told him to come over. He wanted to come in and find me ass-up on the bed, so I got into position for him and waited to be fucked. He came in and got in the bed, stroked himself and started licking my ass. I loved that. I really wanted him to take my hole and add his seed to what the other men had given. He had a thick football player's build and a really nice thickish cock. I got to suck it for a while before he shoved it into me from behind. I could feel every inch of him creeping up my hole until he had me totally penetrated. He held my ass down and started to top. It was the hottest fuck yet. He pounded me better than anyone, I guess because he needed to nut so badly. Even better when he turned me over, put my legs up, and started pounding me face to face. He was so big it was hot to be under him while his cock found my hole over and over again. Soon he asked me if I wanted his load, and I told him to shoot it in my ass. When he seeded me it felt like he swelled up twice as large. He rested for a few minutes still inside me and then started fucking again. Pretty soon he was banging me hard and grunting that I was going to get another load. After this one, he pulled out and got dressed. He was still hard when he left, which is the best compliment for a bottom.