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Nope, never. I got a call once from someone who had me go to a hotel but it was a set-up and no one was there. So I guess joke's on me.

I understand dudes think prison/ripped dom black bodies are synonymous with each other but the predominance of black men who have been broken and have lost their lives enslaved in the prison system would make me anxious to fantasize about black men if I were a white man with any privilege. Just saying. That said, what's scary for me is I feel like I am almost over finding consensual sex hot. That means over time I want more extreme forced sex stories and scenarios. I definitely spend a lot of time fantasizing about rape in prison because it seems like the best kind of sex that exists--men using a hole to get off. Agreed that a lot of guys fuck as an excuse to commit violence but that's hardly the only kind of intercourse that goes on in prisons. Much of it is consensual and/or nuanced. It also doesn't only exist in prison: I've encountered terrible sexual violence in everyday life. So we want to be careful about how we make assumptions about prisoners and their lives. But when I want to be really turned on, I like to think about what it must be like for a straight guy to be entered by a bigger man who needs to get off and to secure a way of getting off for the foreseeable future, a guy who gives it up not because he wants to but because he knows he is out of options, a guy who has to deal with the psychological aftereffects of being cummed in and used as a breeding hole when he's never even considered being in that position, and eventually the guy coming to terms with and accepting his role as simply a hole to please men with. The single sex environment of jail seems like one of the only places that facilitates making a sex slave out of someone as a matter of course. For those of us who want to be in that position but can't find a way to access it, jail seems preferable to living in a society with much more variability about the options you have to sift through to eventually (hopefully) get what you want out of a sexual relationship.

In Bellingham, WA and perpetually horny seeing all the straight guys that I know are interested in fucking another dude and street guys who look like they like to have some fun. Any suggestions about how to get sex in the area or other guys who have similar interests want to chat?

Also tops who pull out to cum in order to protect themselves from infection are getting the facts just so...wrong. Which especially makes me feel angry about the wasted load. Personally, I wonder if it's a holdover from the straight world's pulling out to avoid pregnancy?

revemupman, you are a real man and a true patriot. We need more like you.

Generally prefer a top who doesn't care about my orgasm at all--he's just chasing his own. I can vouch for Rotz's experience, too though. Being fucked by a top who can make me cum means he can fuck me as long as he wants to in bed. It might hurt and I might regret it at the time, but it's worth it for the opportunity to take a dick in the way that pleases the top the most. Never had a man demand to fuck me after I had cum in order to be in it entirely for me but now considering it...

I can't think of a time I turned someone away or down unless they wanted to wear a condom. If it's about raw dick, I try to do everything I can to take it. It's so rare that I don't want to miss out on even one chance of getting it.

Thanks for posting this question, OP, and thanks for providing answers, everyone. Are there any tips for bathrooms specifically?

Yeah, like a lot of you, I prefer keeping the man's cum deep in me. Sometimes after being bred I will get into positions so the cum can run deeper in. Though there is definite pleasure in walking away from a fuck, say, and having no more hole muscle control, so not being able to keep in the seed and feeling it run down my legs and feeling like a slut; but I like to know a man's whole load is inside of me because it's like carrying a piece of the fuck I just had--the best part, even. My favorite way to have to carry a load is to be spunked multiple times by a top who prefers it that way. Being fucked and used by the dick that is slick with its own cum while it's pistoning in and out about to pour out more is rare, but the best. The best I usually hope for, though, is when I hold a load in me and am lucky enough to get fucked by another guy after. I like to know he's creaming me where the other man shot his wad and will be adding his DNA to the mix. More than two is even better; for some reason, I like when the men don't know (or don't directly ask or assume) I have other loads in me but hopefully they feel/appreciate it.

Gets really spaced out. I might hear from some guys (usually the less desirable ones) 3 to 4 times a week. Usually guys range from a few times a month to a few times a year and some guys are even every few years--so in other words, not enough sex with fuckbuds.

100% bottom as well. My ideal situation would to be with a guy (ideally about three guys) who were all insatiable tops with strong breeding instinct. Would love to be in a stable sexual circumstance where constant use and habit ruled out even the thought of my topping.

For me the great part of breeding sex is that the kind of dick that breeds doesn't matter. If it gets hard and delivers its load of sperm into the hole it's pumping, relieving the top of his strong horniness, then it's a cock worth taking. Some of the best times I've had fucking were with top guys who were pretty small. But a lot of times the guys with small pricks pumped more cum out than the average guy, or could go multiple rounds. I was once with a guy who was deaf and had the hottest moans of helplessness as he was seeding me. I pride myself on not discriminating at all about body size, age, race, ability, looks, dick size...for me the fun is getting fucked by all kinds and finding out all the ways there are to please men. Would never turn down a man with a small dick.

The majority of my energy spent online trying to hook up goes to flakes: whether it's guys beating off talking about what they never intend on doing, guys who really want to do something but are nervous, or guys who get a better look at me and for some reason decide it's not worth it most of the time I spend trying to hook up turns out to be a waste. My question is, can any of you relate? How many of you guys flake on hookups? If you do, what are the reasons? Help me understand; no judgments here. Have any of you found successful ways of weeding out flakes from the get-go? Successful ways of dealing with flakes? Or is crossing paths with flakes and liars just something we have to accept within the barebacking community?

Such a male/alpha move to just shove it in regardless of what the bottom says. Good of you to give him what he needed.

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Before I started fucking I was very into the idea of bottoming. I didn't even know how it would work, I just knew I wanted a big man on top of me having his way. When I learned that meant I was going to have to take it up the ass, I got worried. I had a really sensitive ass. Anything put in it make me feel like I had to shit and I was worried I would not be able to take a lot of in-and-out without panicking. What I didn't know is that my body just wasn't used to the stimulation that comes from anal penetration. The majority of the experience I had with my ass was around something coming out, not going in. I needed to "reset" my ass expectations, basically. I learned to clean out really, really, really (really, really, really, really) well so I could be sure nothing would come out of me while I was getting fucked. That way I could relax. Then I had my boyfriend at the time (whom I loved and who really needed to pound hard and for a long time in order to cum) fuck me as often as I could entice him (every weeknight at least and during the day a couple of times on weekends). I considered it training. And any discomfort I felt I just tried to ignore and focus on the look of ecstasy on my top's face as he was getting exactly what he wanted and getting closer to cumming in me. And even today, the pleasure I get from being fucked is almost entirely the pleasure I get from being of use to a hard cock that needs to breed. I don't love having things shoved up my butt (toys, fingers, etc.). And some penises are downright hard to take no matter how much I want them in me. But I've found the discomfort makes it even more of a tribute to the cock/top I am serving. It sounds like you are a little less of a focused bottom cumslut than a lot of us who use this forum are since you want to bottom to maintain your versatility. I would encourage you to find a cool person you like and who likes fucking you, clean out really well so you feel confident, and get fucked. As often as you can. Reprogram your brain to think of your ass as an entryway where men can leave their semen. Try to relax and give into your feelings, whatever they may be (to pee or whatever) and trust your body to respond in a way that makes sense--even if it's unfamiliar to you right now. Eventually it won't be unfamiliar and you'll find a lot of things you like. Also, if you don't already, consider poppers. If you're new to them A VERY LITTLE BIT will help you open up and not care too much about consequences of anything. You'll just be thrilled taking cock. Whatever you do, don't give up just because anal isn't what you imagined it would be. It can be better than your expectations, I think, if you both gently encourage and accept your body and what it can do.

Can you say more about the difference (if it's not too painful to talk about)? I also have been raped and also think there is a difference but I feel that difference had a bit more to do with my mindset than the rapists and what they did to me. I know that we say, "Can't rape the willing" but I think there is a point at which giving consent can turn into being forced and used even after the bottom feels he can't take any more. I do like the idea of being overpowered that way, in the presence of some guys who are constantly horny and who need to get off regardless of my choice, men who don't respect me, maybe even hate me for being such a cumdump and is powerless to make them stop. Essentially being a sex slave with no rights to my own body or holes for an extended time. Love the idea of forced bareback prostitution where I get no choice about who fucks me, just working for the pleasure of my pimp who might want to watch, share me with friends and collects the money.

Interesting. I hate the whole face pics-demand thing. I'm always happy meeting up with guys who don't show face pics, but who share accurate stats. I'm pretty equal opportunity when it comes to getting fucked by both ugly and pretty guys. Also a lot of biases about looks come up when people can see an image that might stop them from having a real connection and fun experience with someone. I guess I feel like the importance placed on attraction can really get in the way of good sex.

The best times I've had topping have been with trans guys. Topping one pretty regularly now and I always leave him with a overflowing hole. Nothing better than fucking unprotected cunt, nothing.

Definitely would prefer every time I had sex to end with multiple guys leaving satisfied knowing they bred my ass together. But most tops I find aren't really interested in fucking in a group. I try my best to schedule several guys who all want to fuck one after the other. Usually after the third guy or so it starts to feel like I've been group fucked...

I think I most appreciate the kinds of intimate relationships that come out of an anonymous connection of a cock breeding a hole. I've had some nice times (and some not so nice times) with dudes who needed to get off from fucking, and each time with each guy it's been special, an event, because he chose me to make his dick feel good. I see some sides of guys that others who would say they know him well never get to see. It's nice to have repeats/FBs mainly because that's a good way to know I've pleased a cock, but if every partner I had was a stranger to me I'd be cool with that too. I've never felt dissatisfied going to bed alone with 5 or 6 (or 9 or 12) loads in me (especially if they're all from a different guy, a different fuck), but I have felt dissatisfied going to bed at some point with every one of the lovers I've ever had. It's probably screwed up, but there you have it.

I really don't have a preference for how long I get fucked. As long as the guy gets off, I feel like I'm doing what I'm supposed to. I've been brutally fucked for hours by guys with impossibly big dicks, and been cummed in within seconds of a guy entering me by small narrow cocks. It's all great. Just a few hours ago got fucked by a smallish (but hard-as-diamonds) uncut cock that shot in me two minutes after entering me. And it was awesome. Knowing that a top either needed to own my hole before he spits in it, or that it felt so good he couldn't hold back his nut, if he's leaving satisfied, then what was supposed to happen happened. Also, as a practice, I don't put a lot of demands/expectations on a top. I expect him to fuck me bare and plant a load in me and not care too much about trying to stimulate me, especially via my dick. That's it. More than anything, I want him to know that he has a hole he can use however he likes to cum. Knowing he feels that way is more important to me than how long he fucks for.

I think I'm bored with sex with one guy. Seems like if I am going to take a load from one guy, I want to take loads from seven more. I don't know if it's just a phase or the new normal. Two days ago slept over at a guy's house. He woke up hard and horny saying he wanted to cum in me. Within seconds he lined up his 9" hooded cook with my hole, and couldn't wait, just shoved it in to his thick base and began pumping away--hard. It was too much too soon but he kept pounding me. I knew he just needed to nut. He continued to open me up until he was so deep I could feel the ridge of his glans in the small of my back. He was banging me with the thickest part of his shaft when he finally busted, his thick load swelling his cock up as he pumped it out. Love getting fucked by him because he's always so grateful. Says no one can take his cock all the way but knowing he's fully penetrated a hole is the only way he can cum. Went home after making some arrangements with some guys to come over for the day. Wanted to get bred as much as I could. The first dude who came had an 8" long thick cock that's very sensitive and loves getting it worshipped. He invited his friend over who also had a big dick and who he said always wants to fuck. I sucked him until his friend arrived, immediately whipped out his 7" uncut cock, demanded to be sucked. I sucked them both, going back and forth until 7" was ready to fuck. His dick was beautiful when it was hard, Smooth, long and started dripping his precum when he wanted in my ass. He turned me around and pushed it in me, groaning. His friend watched from underneath as his dick penetrated me, egging him on to fuck me. I took a hit of poppers, figured I would just give it up to the both of them to let them get their nut. First guy fucked me like a whore, like my hole was all that he wanted, holding my hips and guiding it around his shaft until he said he was close and then jetted in me. His pumping dick was barely done when his friend who wanted to cum from the beginning, jumped on my back and planted his whole 8" in my gaping hole that was already full of cum. While I sucked the first guy who was getting softer, the second guy pumped into me all the way and then seemed to stay there without moving much. He said he knew he was cumming soon and just wanted to enjoy being balls deep in a cunt that was just going to make him cum. And sure enough even without moving I could feel his rock swelling in me, and his load building up behind his balls. I could feel his dick expanding and contracting. He was clenching his dick trying to hold out cumming as long as he could, but then he couldn't hold back anymore and was pumping his seed into me. He and his friend both pulled their dripping cocks out, dressed and left in time for the next guy. After some conversation he made it clear he intended to fuck and drop his load in my ass. We made out for a while and I could feel him getting hard. Cock was about 6" fully hard and cut, with a perfect shape that made me want to jump on it as soon as it came out of his boxers. I sucked it first, edging him, tasting his precum. He pushed me down to gag on his dick in my throat a few times until he seemed to want something else. I brought my hole over his dick and sank it down, stimulating him with a warm cum-filled pussy. After about a minute of riding him, going up and down his entire shaft, he started to lose it, panting and groaning as he felt his load coming. All the sudden he sat up, pumped up into my wet cunt deep a few times, and let loose the biggest orgasm I had felt that day. I could tell this one really filled me up, but I held his sperm inside me when he pulled out and got dressed. Another guy came over, a straight dude. He played it cool for a while, shooting the shit, but soon started grabbing at his crotch. I got down and undid his pants, releasing a thick 8". He got harder as I sucked him and his dick got veinier the harder it was. Soon he laid back on the bed and started pumping my head into his crotch. Soon he had opened up my throat and was fucking it that way and it wasn't long until he said he was going to cum. I held off a bit at that point, pulling back, feeling him get more and more desperate to cum. Finally I could tell I had gotten him to the edge where one more touch would do it, so I gave him my whole throat to cum into. I heard him gasp as he swelled to fill the back of my throat and began to dump his seed into my esophagus. He gave shot after shot after shot until he was empty and pulled out groaning and trembling. He got dressed and headed out saying we should do it again soon. I hope we do, but hopefully I can convince him my ass is a better place to dump his load. When he left a fb came over needing to lose a load. He has a great body and really knows how to please himself with a fuck. I started sucking his uncut cock, feeling it get to its fully hard 5". He wasted no time. He turned me around and fucked me doggy, pulling out all the way and sticking it all in at once, The whole time, his eyes never left the porn I was playing. He turned me over on my back and started fucking me hard like a slut, really pounding it hard like it was a cunt until I was worried people could hear outside the apartment. Then without any warning he just stopped ramming it, held my legs back and started moaning while he was shooting his wad. He emptied his balls in me, then pulled out, dressed to leave. The last guy wanted a hole he could fuck over and over and cum multiple times. He was a thicker build than the other guys, had about 30 pounds on me and had an equally thick cock. I sucked him hard, feeling him get stiff in my mouth. He seemed to like it, but then pushed me onto the bed with my ass up. He stuffed his wide 7.5" into my hole, which by now was sloppy with other guys' semen, but he didn't seem to notice. He just started pumping. From the position he was in, he was able to rapid-fire fuck me and pounded me so hard I was begging for his cum. He finally let loose his first load and kept fucking as he shot it. His jet was so hard the pressure pushed the cum back out of my hole as he kept fucking through it. He was still hard but I was tired after the intense fuck and asked to be let up. He didn't move, just kept pumping into me. I asked him again. Still no answer, just his steady pumping, going deeper. I tried to roll away. That only made him press down firmly on my back and hips and then really start fucking deeper. That was when I saw things could get ugly fast. No way I was getting this guy off me without possibly hurting myself or making him hurt me. Still he kept up his steady fucking. I kept struggling without even meaning to, but that only seemed to put me into even more uncomfortable positions. It didn't stop his fucking. He was in me so deep now, he was fucking places none of the five guys earlier that day had. I asked him again to please let me get up. "I want to cum first," he said. He started fucking faster, but still as deep as before and I really couldn't move. So I surrendered. I gave him my hole, opened it up for him to get inside it all the way. He seemed to like that, because he kissed the back of my neck the whole time he was using my hole that way. Soon I heard him groan, say, "Take that," stuff his cock in deep and then he was pumping me full of his second load. I was so tired, I couldn't move, so I wasn't surprised when he stayed in me after shooting his second load and started fucking again. I had no fight left at this point and I just let him. He fucked and came again in two minutes. Then started fucking again and came five minutes later. The whole time he kept talking about how soft and loose my pussy was, how good it felt dripping with his loads. Then he came again for a fifth time! Finally he pulled out. The bed was soaked with his cum where it had leaked out. He started to get dressed and asked if I was all right. The fucking was brutal, but it felt so good when he came in me, which I told him. For starters, his loads were huge! Also, I think the angle he liked to be in when he was cumming meant he was right up against my prostate. Even though it hurt I almost feel like it could make me cum, so I'd like to try that again sometime. On his way out the door he said he needed sex often, so would be calling me up again. Wish I could get fucked by so many guys every day, maybe then I'd be better at taking a guy like him. Another guy hit me up randomly saying he was horny at about 1am. I was super tired, but he said he just needed to cum, so I couldm't say no. He came over and jumped on top of me pumping my swollen ass with his 6". Flooded me with a good sized load before heading home. Was glad I got to please so many guys.

Love fucking, but due to wear I live it can be difficult, if not impossible. I think it's mostly because guys want to talk about getting together, but are just too scared when it comes down to it. But I just had one of those great days with basically back-to-back fucks all day, all of them with great bodies and great/big cocks. First guy was one I'd hooked up with a year before, big-muscled, thick (thick) cut 8-inch piece who'd cum in me twice, but when we tried to reconnect things kept falling through. When he came over he had me deep throat him rock hard, and his dick was so great that I just kept going until I accidentally made him shoot his first load in my throat. Didn't mean to do that, but I just kept sucking him until he put me on my back, stroked his dick a few times so I could see what I was getting, and then put it all in me and proceeded to power fuck for 15 minutes before I begged him to shoot a load in me. Should have taken his first load; he was feeling very in control of when he shot his second one and really taking his time. We chatted about getting together again, then he bounced and I got ready for my next top. Next top was this older guy I hadn't seen for months who works in construction. Great trim body on him and the best cock, moderately large (6.5" cut) and thick, but the best shape to it. He has the best balls, though. They contract almost all the way up into his abdomen when he's really turned on/getting close, so it's really nice to edge him. After he had had enough he turned me around on the bed and starting doggy fucking my ass deeply, taking hits of poppers. He lasted about nine minutes of good solid pumping before he needed to just drop his load, so he busted in my hole and stayed inside a while before pulling out and taking a rest. When he left, it was right in time for my third guy. I also haven't been with this third top for some time, but it was worth the wait. He's a bit older too, very passionate lovemaker with a nice chubby thick cock good for stretching my hole fully open and getting its seed inside. He came in and started fucking me immediately, talking about how good my hole felt (must be because it was already well fucked and smooth inside with other guys' cum). We changed positions and he fucked me some more before he pulled out and fucked my throat. Then he said he wanted to leave a load in me and I should say where I wanted it. So he turned me around again and with one thrust was actually cumming in my hole. Then he pulled out and got ready to go. He dropped me off at the fourth top's who fucked me at his job. Fourth top was a bigger and more burly guy, cute in that awkward way, plus I knew he really needed to fuck if we were meeting at his job. He had a back area in his office set up and led me to it. Love the semi-public hookups most. It was hot passing by people knowing all I was there to do was get fucked like a slut. When we got to his office I immediately took out big guy's dick and began sucking it. I was glad when I felt a really thick 6" waiting for me, and hard as a rock. This guy needed to fuck. He moaned loudly, telling me to suck his cock as he forced his way down my throat and getting more vocal. Soon, he was telling me he had to fuck some pussy, so he turned me around and put me on all fours. He put on a bit of lube, passed me the poppers and with his first thrust pushed all his thick inches in me, telling me to take it all, then he began jackrabbit pounding me with deep thrusts that worked his whole shaft in and out of me. He was the first guy to be really rough with me, the whole time, calling me names, telling me to let him fuck that pussy the way he wanted until he suddenly held me still, pushed in deep and began pumping in his load. Then he pulled out quickly and laughed, apologizing if he had been too rough, but that he really needed it. I told him no problem. Then walked home and arranged things for the fifth top looking for a sub bottom. Drove to the top's house thinking it would be more of a threesome, but the top basically began dominating me the moment I walked in the door while his sub watched. He made me kiss and sniff his jock, feel his thick bulge, undress and follow him around. He loved to make out and he had a great large tongue wand was also super handsome, so I loved it. He was about ten years older than me with a nice body, beer belly and long (7") thick cock--by far the thickest of the day. He had me service him all night, and liked hearing lots of affirmations, but eventually had me deepthroat him until he decided he wanted to fuck me. He fucked me doggy, but was so big I honestly didn't think I could take it. Then he put me on my back and fucked me which allowed us to at least make out and let me see his manly body pounding me. His thick head felt like it was tearing me open with every pass through my inner ring, and you could hear my hole popping open every time he thrust in. He had to fuck deep to feel like he was owning the hole and something about the look on his face told me it wasn't going to work to ask him to stop, so I had to just lie there and let him use it the way he liked. Eventually I must have gotten more open or something because it didn't hurt as much even though it was still hard to take. I kept hoping he would cum just so I would know if I was doing a good job. After about five more minutes of steady pounding and his verbal abuse, he said he needed to cum like a firehose--then he did just that. I could feel wave after wave of his seed splashing into me. He crouched into me at the end of the bed and thrust into me even deeper to make sure his seed stayed in where he was shooting it. Then he pulled out and I got dressed and left. Got home just in time for top six. I knew top six previously too. We used to be sort of fuck buddies before things got in the way. Eventually we reconnected and he was a horny guy with lots of libido, smaller cock, but still nice to take and he came huge loads, which was more important to me. He said he just really needed to cum, which I am always a sucker for. When he got to my place it didn't take a lot of sucking before he decided he just needed to fuck out the load he'd been saving up for weeks, so he put me on my stomach, and thrust himself into me. He enjoyed my opened up ass for another ten minutes of pounding before he unloaded silently in my hole, then pulled out shaking.

Yeah, I think generally the bottoms aren't going to appreciate coyness in a top. We just want to get fucked and anything standing in the way of that would be an annoyance. I'm assuming tops don't like bottoms who come on strong though, and prefer some kind of chase. Another reason why hooking up is so difficult...