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Well, another month in the books- and while the number of loads was dismal, the number of fistings was more than enough to make up for it ! LOL So this months numbers, followed by the YTD numbers, are Loads anal (taken) 8 / 52 Loads oral (taken) 1/ 10 Fists (taken) 19/ 55 Fists (given!!) 1/ 3 Piss (taken) 5/ 10 Fist Fest Ft Lauderdale the 1st weekend definitely helped boost the fist numbers, as well as a really hot dom twisted top that has been using my hole at the local sleazy tub the last 2 Fridays-- I just wish I could find men wanting to get sucked or wanting to fuck mornings - my current work schedule of going in at 2p really has cut into the chances of the late lunch players, and the mid morning just seems too complicated for most of the men around here.

1st off, he gave you most of your things back - INCLUDING your phone. Why keep the pants-- so you have to be shamed as you try to get home, or souvenier of another conquest?? DO NOT let him in your home.If he is sketchy or bi polar, you may sadly discover him stalking you or breaking in and stealing your things -- or sending guys over at all hours to be serviced by you ( sounds hot- but do you really want a crack whore on your doorstep as you sit down to dinner?) Does he show ANY concern about you as he is fucking? I have been playing with a total dom pig-kink top the last couple weeks at the tubs- last Friday was a 5hr+ session of total submission to his use and enjoyment- piss, choking,fisting fucking, skull fucking, etc. But- each time a little too much effort was used on his part or mine, he would immediately back up a step, check on my comfort, then ease back and return to where it had been, just a little slower and more intent on the path. After the 5 hours, and when I really was totally exhausted, he sent me off to shower up, then when I came back to his room, he pulled me onto the bed, laid next to me, and held me until both of us dozed off- not a romance- but aftercare from a scene. Sounds like this guy you are playing with has seen a few too many porn fantasy scenes and not lived kink sex as well in the real world-- the BEST sex is when you readily and unreservedly WANT to race back for more.. it sounds like you are not quite so much there

Hey men- went back to the tubs a week ago last Friday- it was crappy weather out and on Friday they have begun half priced lockers in the evening- so I got a locker and roamed. A guy at the back bar joined me for a beer, then invited me back to his room ( helped that I had customized my jockstrap band with fabric ink that said "RAW FUCK PIG" over and over LOL. Got in and dropped to my knees and sucked him hard, then he fingered my hole-it was prelubed and he took it and pumped a load into me. As is the norm, as he pulled out I went down to suck his cock clean of any lube or cum, about a minute into nursing his cock he put a hand on either side of my head and held me still- I knew what was to come, and soon enough he relieved himself into my mouth. We continued playing the rest of the evening, and I was fed his load and piss many times. Exchanged screennames, and next morning I looked him up, only to discover he was from out of town ( but not out of state at least) Dropped a thank you to him , and he sent back a note saying the place wasn't any fun after I left (awww) Stayed in touch during the week- and on Thursday he let me know he was racing home to finish up some work, and would be doing the 180 mile down for another Friday night- hoping I would be available. I was,of course, and met him at the tubs- ended up in service to him for over 5 hours, and this week he loaded my ass up very full of his beer piss - then had me hold it until he said I could hit the toilets--which was a challenge; they are at the back of the club, his room at the very front ! Made it without spilling any- but then once in the stall- only a little leaked/dribbled out. The rest of the night he fisted me, and the trapped piss would mix with the J Lube and make my hole really slick- and very loud as he punched in and out of it. I love kinky tops ! <g>

Hey guys- I was there in Nov as some of you may have read ( a little food poisoning mid week killed the last 3 nights for me ) I don't think this would be a violation , but RawTop forgive it if it is- I hunted hotel rooms for a couple of weeks on all the normal sites-Kayak, etc- and then stumbled onto a site off a gay bar link- Berlin.com The same hotel I had been seeing for $600 USD for 6 nights, plus taxes, was available on the Berlin site for a TOTAL of $312 for the same exact booking. Maybe I got lucky , as it was only 4 days out till my travel- but the price was a great price- and the hotel ( Quentin Design) was a 4 star- en suite bathroom too ! ( how nice when dealing with hosing out for play or when dealing with the runs ) The Quentin is in the Schoeneberg neighborhood- 4 doors to the left of its front door is Scheune bar, the leather/rubber store CODE is just next to the hotel, Kit Kat gay club is across the street. Reitzbar is ripe for raw action and is about 6 doors up from Scheune, Mutchmanns is 1 block up from the hotel (I was loaded 11 times and fisted 2x on my 1st night in the city in the basement of Mutchmanns <g>). For Landless and any others new to Berlin- at the airport, you can take the Airport city bus in to the Zoologic Gardens station, then get underground there and head up 2 stops to Nollendorf Platz station-- the gay zone is 2 short blocks up from the station, very easy to walk- and the same fare paid for the bus ( I believe it was about 3 Euro) works for the U Bahn ( underground/subway)

Hey James- to the best of my knowledge, I have never gotten even a sniff off here- although I do have my BBRT profile linked, so maybe the guys look at me here and then hit the BBRT profile and drop a msg there- Seems a little complicated tho- as of now there are 19 pages linked to this thread, and to find someone you have to crawl through all the pages until you find someone- and for the cum dumps, once you post up something, there is no way to change it , in case your work schedule changes or if you get a new number, like versbbbtm24 above did. It is a great idea, but just not manageable at this point

Maybe we all need to send KennyWi a note thanking him for the story, and promising up our hole to him for a few more chapters <g>

I was at Fist Fest Ft Lauderdale last weekend, and got my hole worked over 3 days. I sort of did a pre fest warm up with a great ff top bud, then the next afternoon as the event officially kicked off, he took my hole again for over an hour. At first it was a normal fisting, but as the sun (the sling I was in was out in the grassy area of the property and in the sun) heated up the lube in my hole, and as he began running both hands up into me knuckles to knuckles , I began slurping- at first I was horrified, but the huge grin on his face and the cat calls from the peanut gallery watching us relaxed me and I really got into the whole sound/sensory aspect of it. In fact, focusing on the sound of my hole slurping on his hands/arm, I lost track of where he was and he was able to go deeper in me than he has been able to up to that point ( that mental tape loop that I usually have running in my head of :is it still clean, how deep is he ??: was short circuited and I was much more relaxed, focused instead on - was that my hole or is there a cow stuck in the mud flowing thru my brain cells LOL)

I bought some at a local organic green grocer a couple of weeks ago - began taking them in teaspoon full size add ins to orange juice or to my yogurt- but after starting on a Thursday, I got home from work Sunday night feeling bloated and uncomfortable- about 5 minutes after getting home I had almost a food poisoning ( flash backs of my Berlin trip in November) explosive runs, then a fever set in and major headache- halfway through the night naseau hit and everything from the previous day came up undigested- next morning I called off work and slept most of the day- and still I was runny and it had a lot of chia seeds in the runs. After a 24 hr period it cleared and I was in great shape for the fist fest this past weekend- but I have held off going back to trying the chia until the fist weekend was over- just in case the gut issues were chia related , and not some 24 hr bug

Things are really off in Ft Lauderdale-- a "masssage" bud has only been averaging 1 or 2 rubs a day this season, where last year he was doing 4 and turning down 2 or 3 a day. I have shifted my days off from work trying to find days when more guys were maybe off or looking- but still slow- at least by my standard of measuring. So- as of March 31, I am now at 44 loads planted in my ass ( and yes; more fucks but if there is not cum-it doesn't count) 9 loads swallowed ! WTF- should be a MUCH higher ( since no prep time needed) number 36 fisting sessions receiving - and still 2 times GIVING !! ( I KNOW!!! Me, playing a top !! Things are truly fucked up!!) 2 pissplay session- and the one this month was deep up the ass at the tubs, after taking 4 fistings over the course of the evening. Managed to keep it in from the front of the club all the way to the back, where the toilets were- even then only a little would come out SO- if you read my post, and are in the Miami or Ft Lauderdale area ( I am just outside Ft lauderdale in a gay city) and are willing to help me get the number wheeel clicking- I need loads if I am ever going to get to an average of 4 a day - currently only running a 1 a day average- which is sub par for sure !

Hey Tiger- last I heard they were not in production- Raw has been busy with the other web hook up site and set the shirt project aside- still, I hope he comes back to it- would love to wear it to my gay Starbucks each morning as I cruise the men free balling their way in each day-- would certainly make coffee and cream a valid combination if I could score a cock a day

Just a question from a nervous bottom ( I ask my tops at least 3 or 4 times during a fist session of an hour or so if everything is clean) Do the chia seeds cause any excess gas , either initially or as an ongoing effect? I have been doing a CVS ( US pharmacy) probiotic that has turned my chute into tornado alley when I do it daily- I slowed it to every other day and the farts have slowed up greatly. I just sort of do not want to be a "wind machine" , especially in the sling or at work

I was at the tubs last Tuesday night and met up with a FF bud , our plan was to put on a show in the open sling room. Well, we did, and he had set it up for a bud to join in and take my ass as well. After 45 minutes we took a break, then returned and again left the door open and had a guy join in , so I was essentially fisted 4 times. He had to leave, but I stayed on- the place emptied out, but around 1 am a guy came in and I hooked up with him- he put me in the sling and fucked me with his PA'ed cock for a while. He asked if I wass into piss, and I of course said yes- basically told him my hole was in his control and there for his pleasure. He shoved in deep and held still, and I knew he was pissing in me. After he finished, he fucked me some more , and as he pulled out I hauled my ass and legs up high to make sure his piss went deep up in me (since the toilet was at the opposite end of the club. ) Anyway, I eventually got out of the sling, walked around and expelled a little of his piss, but not anywhere near the amount he put in. So, heres the thing, since then I have had some mighty foul smelling ( vinegar like) shits that have been "floaters" for lack of a better description. Just curious if others who get piss up the ass encounter a change in their bowels after a piss session??

If I may add a thought there-- I did PS for my birthday/Memorial Day weekend/Nasty Kink pig weekend last year. Lets be upfront about 1 thing-Palm Springs is wonderful- but from Monday morning thru Friday afternoon, it can be very, very quiet- and if you are staying at a gay resort shelling out big money, you should have a packed pool to admire. So, I stayed at a Motel 6 right around the corner from Warm Sands and the cruisy area and a block from the ToolShed. Yeah, the sheets are 150 thread instead of 600, and the towels are smaller- but the room is something like $49 bucks versus $150 or more at a gay resort. AND- construction crews and laborers tend to stay at a Motel 6 during the week when out in the desert on a project- so you might get some blue collar cock. Most of the gay spots have day passes; and special mid week days when they are busier. Helios on Tuesday from noon til 5p has a silver daddy gathering- $10 day pass and maybe 50 guys at the pool or play room. Wednesday the CCBC resort has half price pass day/night, so the guys tend to head there for the cheaper entry ( and the week I was there they had a noon BBQ included !) Once you get in and get a feel for the city, you will discover which resort is the one to hit on any given day-- and even if you go to a resort and pay $10 to hang by their pool and it isn't jamming- so what- at least you aren't paying out $150 for solitude when you are hunting sleaze. Now, ass far as weekends- I definitely would suggest doing one of the resorts- All Worlds is a blend of what used to be 4 gay resorts, they have quite a few drop in on day or night passes, and have a video /encounter room with a sling in it ( I got fucked 90 minutes on the Friday night of Memorial Day weekend in that sling) CCBC is sleazy throughout and the nature trail and video buildings are always a good hook up --and with the layout of the rooms up on a hillside, cruising is an aspect of the property . The local gay weekly is online and is the DesertDailyGuide usual url ending. With a car- 2 things non sexual ( mid week maybe?? things to def do if you love hikiing/nature. Just above and west from PS is Whitewater, and there is a road off the interstate that will take you up the canyon. Used to be able to park and cruise the stream, but it has been closed off - ahem- due to fire danger ( and the gay men fucking along the stream too far away for the sheriff to get to them has nothing to do with it )BUT follow the road all the way up to the end, and Nature Conservancy has bought the land at the top- you can park safely and for free, and hike up or down the stream at your leisure. You might be lucky to be there while the condors are nesting- or you might find your own wildlife along the pathways. Donations for the upkeep ARE ASKED but not mandatory. The other thing, esp if you are in from the UK- is to explore for a day all of Joshua Tree National Forest east of Palm Springs. You could spend a month exploring this natural resource- and only scratch the surface of things to see and witness up there. While not a cruising spot, I did score there as well <g> And, I suppose the Tram is in order- out on the north end of the city and at the top of the mountain, it is one of those items you do as a tourist so you can see the sight, experience the ride up, and maybe do some walking around the top of the mountain and see some things you can take back to home and tell everyone about PS- PS is in the desert, as are rattle snakes, so don't go reaching under a rock or tree branch without knowing whats under there- in 20 years of visiting PS I have SEEN 2 rattlesnakes, and thought I heard one in the underbrush along the Whitewater stream once. Have fun, take pictures, and come back again

Made a 3 day weekend for myself- Thurs thru Sat- I knew Thurs was going to be crap weather, but had hopes someone would be online and hard-- but that was def not the case- even a good friend who is a cum slut was complaining about only getting 1 load all day long ( he gets at least 5 a day on average) So last night when one of my regular anon FB wanted to know what I was up to, I jumped at the chance to get bred by him. Took 2 hours to get him over, but when he made it I was in the sling, blindfolded and had the 5 inch bullet vibrator up my hole as he likes- he used my hole good and hard- even stood there and made me fuck myself on his cock by working the sling. He unloaded a huge load into my ass, I tried to milk him , but he was too sensitive and quickly pulled out , washed off and split. When I took the blindfold off, it seems I either had also shot without being aware of it, or had one huge precum flow- my foreskin was sopping wet, my stomach had gobs on it, and it smelled and tasted like my cum. Hoping my 3p fist session gets my hole open and ready for tonight- there is a FF party, and a gay hotel sex party to go to <g>

Fuck guys- I thought I had uploaded this picture to this thread, but when the thread came back to life today and I looked I cannot find where I actually uploaded- so here is the finished tat

Curious--to hell with the fact he was spurting seed faster than a Nathans hot dog eating champ wolfs down those weiners- he is 18!! Savor his cum in any way you can- when you hit some ancient age, like 31, you will have a bastard of a time getting anyone that young -- and when all your parts have fossilized and you are like, um, 50-- you probably won't be able to recall any of your past life or the fact there are such things as 18 year old men who get hard every time they move their legs <g>

I recall a concept that floated up in the late 80's for treating AIDS- the idea was that the virus was fragile, and all you had to do was circulate a patients blood through a heater and warm it to 105 degrees F and then return it to the patient via another IV line and it would be cleared of all HIV. Um, it is 2014, and I don't see clinics for free HIV testing set up with heaters and IV lines anywhere- great idea if it worked, but it was a pipe dream ( and probably a huge research grant expenditure for NIH)

I love Helios- and like most cities there is a pattern to follow- -Tuesday is def an older gathering, but I was "chicken" at 57, actually I was a day away from 57 last May when I was there- but it made for some great play- and several loads. I have the Memorial Day weekend week off again, may just have to head out to PS again. And, CCBC on Wednesday with half priced day passes is a great bet for action--it was my birthday day last year, and when the open door at the Motel 6 didn't pan out, CCBC sure as all fuck did- I had a chain fuck going in the video room for a while.

March 1st, and time for my update too Anal loads taken 35 (last yr I was at 30) Oral loads taken 7 ( way off- last year 20) Fists taken 23 (only 8 this time last year--and I GAVE 2 fistings this year as well!!) Piss taken 1 (last year, 11- so California isn't the only place having a drought) As always, if anyone in Ft Lauderdale or Miami can help me get the totals to jump up , please contact me for my hole- right now I am free mornings, or anytime at all on Thursday or Friday- and if you get to me early enough, I can often trade away Saturday and be free for massive breedings

I have been doing Isentress( 2 caplets) and 1 Truvada once a day for the past 3 years or more, and have stayed undetectable and had minor increases in my T cell counts while on it. My doc saw me this past week to go over my labs- these were the 1st labs of the year and were after my weekend of sleaze in DC for MAl, and several very active sessions here in Ft Lauderdale over the last 2 months. My T count hit a new high, I was undetectable again- and oddly(shockingly surprising) none of the tests came back with any traces of any STD's !! I told the doc he had the wrong report- with all the things ( and then I detailed some of them) I have been doing, I HAD to be reactive to at least something- -he mentioned even the RPR test came back non reactive, in spite of me having had Syph once or twice in my past. As we chatted, he mentioned he might want to switch me over to Stribald , but there was no rush nor any medical need, other than dropping the number of pills I take from 3 to 1, and the number of co pays I have to lay out from 2 to 1. And then he said he NEEDED to check my prostate ( hmm, did he really say it like that or was my fantasy brain in gear again??) After he had poked in and rubbed around, I asked him if he was in yet -- he laughed and said to hold the pose while he brushed my ass-- and then he stuck a small bristle brush in to do a pap smear. I think it was the 1st time I have had that done- but a medical friend says it is becoming very common to do on men

Listen to your gut man-- if you are backing out there must be a reason, and it might not be on your side. I hooked up with a guy from a park years ago, took him home and part way thru sex he began punching and trying to gouge my eyes- I was VERY fortunate and was able to kick out from under him and roll out and ran to my van- locking myself in and blowing the horn until a neighbor came out- yelled for him to call the cops, at which point the guy comes wandering out from my apartment and wants a ride back to his car !!! I thought the guy was sketchy when I was cruising him, but my cock hungry head quieted the inner voice and kept chasing him. I wish I could say I learned to listen to my gut better- but I still have kissed a few odd toads along the path since- But as others have said- start meeting some place public to start. If you keep making dates and then no showing, you are so very wrong. And if you are doing this without your boyfriend knowing, you need to discuss your needs with him- anything you contract playing out will end up in the bed you 2 share, and thats NOT the time to talk about your need to trick around

I have a fuck bench and a sling in my bedroom- or actually, used to have a fuck bench. It was bulky and more of a place to toss clothes onto- but the sling is used often. I had a guy drop by yesterday morning for an 8 am fuck and then he wanted to learn to fist, and wanted to push his load in deeper. Since I am very tall ( 207 cm or 80 inches) the sling makes it a very simple and easy process for the man fucking or fisting me to adjust the chains to his preference. With the guy yesterday morning I adjusted and made a mental note of how many links from the bottom he liked the end of the sling- his next visit, I can preset it for him. 6 hours later I hosted an extended player- he arrived and we got into crotch high boots, he propped my ass up on the bed and began rimming me. After about 20 minutes my legs were getting tired from being held up in the air- and we moved into the sling. As he was shorter than the morning fister I thought an adjustment might be needed, but he wanted it left higher and he returned to eating my ass while standing, then he began fisting me and after 20 minutes or so he wanted to sit and fist, so I hopped out of the sling, adjusted and then got back in- we played for a total of 4 hours with him in my hole most of the time- and my legs hanging comfortably in the straps. The play might have continued on longer- I was not tired or aching, but I was hungry as hell and needed to get dinner- I am certain I could not have gone 4 0 minutes without the sling- with it- endless use of my ass is not issue. BTW- I have a porta sling frame from the Fort with a nylon sling- and I love both ! The nylon vrs leather - I can toss the nylon sling into the washer after a heavy session and get ti degreased/decontaminated while the leather can be much more of a task to get clean after a long session. One other PS-- my bedroom has a wall bookshelf across from my sling, and I keep all the dildo's and other toys on it, and the sling is up all the time. My pest control guy was a little curious the first month I had it, and asked about it the 2nd month- but I never got him into it ( or more accurately, him into me)hmm-pesticide cock- a whole new twist of chasing ! LOL

/ OK - so the next time -since you two hit it off so well in spite of your initial concerns- if he insists on a rubber again, let him fuck you silly and unload , then hold his cock in you and as he softens reach back and roll the condom off and shove it up into your hole as he pulls out. I had a guy fuck me yesterday and he wanted it wrapped, since there were no long lines of cock at my door waiting to be serviced I agreed- and as he shot and filled the rubber up, I wrapped my legs around him and kept milking his cock with my ass- as I felt him soften , I really pinched down with my ass lips and using 2 fingers, much like an old dive might hold a cigarette between 2 fingers- I created a blockade so as he pulled out, the rubber slipped off and went right back into my ass. He left, I hunted a little more and then headed off to the bookstore.About 3 hours after getting fucked I had a guy fisting me at the bookstore, about 15 minutes into fisting me he extracted the used filled condom and asked if i have been looking for this?? Great laugh- told him to put it back it wasn't his -- LOL

Gee- no brainer here- the guy is on daily meds, is undetectable, and if he is like 99% of the guys on meds, sees his GP once every 3months for lab work-including STD checks. Now, just how many of your buds--I am guessing that they are neg ( or say they are/think they are) and most likely do not get any blood work on some sort of a regular basis. Are you the ONLY guy they fuck? Do you see the weak link here? The guy who is aware, honest and doing the meds faithfully is less of a risk to you than your cavalier fuck buds. You HOPE they get their pecker checked if it burns when they piss, but maybe they blow it off because of shame, and after a week it goes away and they figure it wasn't anything. As a 27 year ,poz survivor who tests undetectable , yet takes cock and fist as often as I can find it- I think you are missing out on a safer bet with the guy-- if you really are weirded out use the condom- but really?? I would shoot for bare

Hell, some of my best ( as in, I can still recall them after 30 years) fucks were in trailers- and something about all that aluminum and faux wood paneling has an amazing effect on the residents cocks- because most of them had HUGE fuck poles and came more than once per sexual encounter