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Last night at the video store near my job I busted a heavy load in this Hispanic guy he was real tight so I opened his ass up with my dildoe that I have in my backpack so I could get deep in there to drop my nut

If you're willing to travel to Queens I recommend going to the Fair Theatre in Astoria near LaGuardia Airport

Last night before getting ready to leave for my brother's wedding I stopped by the video store near JFK and got to blow two guys. The first was this long dick brother and the other was this thick cut cock that had me milk him with my mouth. When he came instead of shooting all his load in my mouth he slowly eased on my and in my mouth. I can still taste it

Thanks for responding, hey that's ok, we as people don't exactly fit the one size fits all. What's considered "vanilla" from one person is "aww hell no" to another. Sometimes people including myself get addicted to upping the ante. For me for the longest I was content with with sucking dick, but then I'm getting fucked but only covered, next I'm taking raw loads, and now I want to try water sports and possibly getting fisted. But at this point I start asking myself where does this end? Going down this path is whay led to me getting poz . I'm grateful for never getting into drugs.

Hey guys I'm here to talk about taboos. How many here broke any of their taboos? Now I can only speak for myself but I broke quite a few of my own personal no no's. In no particular order, cheated, cheated at home, hooked up with someone much younger than (still legal if your wondering), had sex with a coworker. So those are examples of when I crossed line. Some of those I have repeated others not so much. I was never really idealistic nor very moral. Still there was some tenants that I tried to keep you know but sometimes I do wonder if I had failed as person because I have in to my desires. I still remember the 16 year old version of me that bristled at the idea of being labeled (I still don't care for it) I felt and feel regardless of what I do or sleep with I'm me first and at the end of the day I'm still me. Now the world will try to label you and categorize you but that's how the world behaves and why should I play along especially since it will do this just to tear me down. Same goes for people. Not saying or even suggesting that I'm better than anyone after I know who I am and what I have done. I slept around so who am to call someone out for it, I sucked dick, got my dick sucked. Been with guys, girls and trans I have no right to call someone out on that too. It's almost like glass houses and stones except I'm not ashamed of what I have done. Could I have chosen different or made different choices... Yes but regret isn't an option at least not for me. If I was more cautious with my sex life I might not have contracted HIV but that can't be reversed and no point in beating oneself up over what had been done but learn from it. Wow I kinda went off from what I originally intended was to talk about what we see as taboos and crossing lines that we say we wouldn't cross. I recognize that I'm a deeply flawed person in many aspects but I try not to let that define me and yet not ignore it either. So if you got through this and have any thoughts pleaser share and I appreciate all those that take the time to read these posts

I only get bored of the guy just lays there or sits there and when are you enjoying it they go yeah you give good head. I'm left thinking what the fuck ! I could practice on a dildoe and I'd have more interaction

Ok so Thursday get off work stop by the video store near work. Head to the back lots of guys standing around but no real action. So I decided to stay for about 15 more minutes before heading home. Then enters this older black man, he sees me smiles a little but I noticed he was eyeing this Hispanic guy. Not angry because he was good looking but I could tell the older guy want his type. The older guy tried to see if he was interested but the Hispanic guy ignored him and then left. The older guy looked at me I smiled he smiled back. Me I have no problem being the rebound when it comes to dick. We won't to the booths I started blowing him, and then he suggested that we get a booth together. I was like whaaaat!? I never knew at this spot for ten dollars you can get a private booth. So we did I sucked his nipples, and dick. Got completely naked in the booth he fingered my ass and had me lick his fingers clean. I ate his ass and fingered it. He tried to top me but it wasn't working so I sucked him to completion. Then he choked me while fingering my ass till I came. Man I really do enjoy older guys, most of them don't come with a lot of hassles

Hey guys been quiet, then again that's not really new. All things considered I'm doing good. So let's go through a run form of recent events. One of my longtime regulars came to a decision to leave the pursuit of man on man pleasures due to religious beliefs. And he's got my 100% support in this. Why you may ask? Because though I can give great head and ass and I can't give salvation nor peace of spirit and mind. If he can find happiness in this I'm all for it. Been giving lots head as of late especially at the video store on Jamaica ave. Last week I've blown two guys on Thursday, the first guy also fucked me a little bit before choosing to cum in my mouth. The second guy omg! He was thick and long and fucked my mouth like a pussy. Though I wasn't sure I could take him I really wanted him to fuck me. I've also came to the conclusion to cut things off with a guy I've recently met. It's not really working for me. To many restrictions and it's not enjoyable for me and the worst part is he's a good guy. But I did meet this new guy only drawback is no bareback with Him. But there's some hope since he does allow me to give him head bare so... That's just what's been going on with me

When I was younger I was Republican because I believe in smaller government and a strong military. Four years of the military stripped away those delusions. Was a Democrat for a short time then went Independent. Now I vote for who is going to look out for the people and not just there own

15 and the following year I sucked my first dick and swallowed

Thursday night at the video store near work. First guy was a thick chunky guy first started sucking him and then he pulls out and tells me he wants some ass. So I do as I'm told and give up the ass for that sweet dick. He fucks me good and then bust in my mouth. Shortly after he leaves an older thin guy comes in sees me and guessed I was primed goes to the booth where he just brutalized my mouth with one of the biggest cock I've had in awhile. He face fucks me till he was ready and jams in deep and shot his load

On Sat I stopped by the video store near JFK and hooked up with one of my regs. Thin Indian guy sucked him while he fingered my ass and twisted my nuts and dick had me blow him until he shot his load in my mouth and then he fingered and cooked me till I came. Last night hooked up with a guy from A4A big but real nice sucked him till he came while he played with my ass. Hopefully we'll meet again

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With those cases it brings up the possibility of human error. Currently I'm undetectable but if I'm sloppy or lapse enough in taking the medication I could develop a drug resistant strain. Couple that with possible social stigma said persons may not the completely forthright about how it occurred. But I digress unfortunately no one method is a hundred percent effective except not to do it, but where's the fun in that?

No a bottom doesn't have to convert if they don't want to. Perhaps it's just me but ultimately the goal for a good bottom is to take as many ducks and loads as possible. Being negative and on prep opens the possibilities much more than one that is poz. Since many negative guys still say no even though one is undectable

The true take away is to be healthy as possible keep track of your cholesterol and sugar levels if memory serves me correctly a lot of HIV medications can inadvertently spike both cholesterol and sugar. Watch one's diet with some exercise and Bob's your uncle

Last night near the job, stored by the video store this guy shows up grabbing his crouch we went to the booths. Got on my knees and took his uncut cock that wafted of dick cheese in my mouth sucked him till he got hard then when he couldn't take any mood he shot his load into my mouth and I swallowed his creamy cheesy morsel

With dealing with HIV as a virus no but it's all the secondary shit such as diabetes and heart disease comes in to play. I've been on HIV medication for over six years my weight fluctuates a lot especially since I'm an emotional eater and been taking Janumet to regulate the blood sugar for over a year

Last night stopped by the video store near JFK sucked two guys the first was this short possibly Latino guy who had slightly thin but long cock that when he came it has that taste that drives cocksuckers like myself wild. The other guy was this bear of a black man. I spotted him stroking his dick while trying to get the attention of another guy, but that guy wasn't interested and left. Bear man still stroking saw me and I licked my lips and we went to the booths his dick wasn't long but my goodness was it thick I sucked on it worked the head ran my tongue all along the shaft. While occasionally stopping for some poppers. He then said for me to come over to his booth. I did got I my knees and truly began my oral worship of his thick cock. He moaned and demanded that I make his dick cum. I did as I was told and his moans turned to yes and he flooded my mouth with his gift which I swallowed. I left and jerked off and went home

Before my conversion I was open to poz dick because I felt with someone who says yes they are you at least knew where thou stand unlike the guy who claims they're negative but their last test is almost a year ago

Just finished sucking the nut out of this Indian guy's thick uncut dick at the video store near work he made me work for it but it was so tasty

It's been hard for me to keep my base instincts under control. I'm not sure if I'm being nihilistic unconsciously since being poz and just going with a "why the fuck not?" attitude. Or this is my addiction

Hey guys been a minute so this has been the rundown. The missus has been away for about two weeks so the mice did play I sucked dick, got fucked, my ass fingered and generally used and slightly abused and enjoyed it moment. My personal highlight was, while getting fucked and sucking dick being slapped I three face while I occasionally cried out "I'm pig please fuck and use me" over and over until I was almost crying from the release of accepting my piggy nature. I believe if it wasn't for me being married who knows what level of depravity and debasement is reach. My cock hardens from thinking about it. I only wish I was fucked more during the time. My dildoe practice is paying off

Last night stopped by the video store near JFK. Stepped in was disappointed that it was almost dead, but it was Sunday night so I shouldn't have been too surprised. Just when I was about to leave this Indian guy I've blown a few times enters and sees me and motion that I join him in the booth. I step in and he's already pulling up his shirt and let his pants drop. He grabs my head firmly and habe me suck his nipples and I suckle him and I feel his growing hard on press into me. He grabs my head again and guide me to his crotch. I take his heavily hooded uncut cock and wrap my mouth around the shaft. He's going "fuck your mouth is so good" as he pulls his hips to fuck my face I hear him moan "i'm gonna cum... Swallow it bitch!" And he holds my head as jams his soon to be erupting cock down my throat and unleash his cum into my throat which I swallow. He cleans himself up and pats me on the head as he leaves. After straighten myself up I step out as another Indian guy comes to the back looks around and ask what I'm into. I explain I suck cock and get fucked. He says I can blow him We go into a booth I assume the botch position and take his quickly hardening cock in my mouth, he must have been ready to pop before he entered because he didn't last long and came in my mouth after I said it was ok for him to do so. He shot his load and quickly left waited a few more minutes to see if I could score some more dick but didn't so I went home