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Last night after work I stopped by London to resupply on my double scorpio and decided to break in the new bottle by stopping at the video store. At first thought I might have wasted my time since besides me there were two booths being occupied. Right when I was about to leave of the booth guys left since the other guy stayed I peeked in through the slot and saw eight hard inches of cock. I quickly took a couple of hits of the DS feed the the machine and went to taking all that meat in my mouth. Sadly he had a rubber on but at that point I couldn't care less. This guy really starts getting into it and is pounding my throat but as he is fucking my face the rubber is sliding off and gagging me. Then before you know it slides completely off and I spit it out and continue. He doesn't stop and he shoots this big load in my mouth and I eat it up. Suddenly he gets upset that the rubber came off I'm thinking "you didn't notice?" But I apologize he asked for the rubber back so pick it of the floor he puts it back on as I'm about to leave he like "where are you going?" And I notice he as hard as was when I first saw him. So I take another hit and go for round two. So he is going to town in my mouth and I'm working on trying to keep this rubber on while sucking him. He's going balls deep and I'm sucking his dick and licking his balls like my life depends on it, not really thinking I'm sucking his dick with the condom that was on the floor of a adult video store. His balls starts to tighten and he pulls out of my mouth. I'm thinking he wants to Jack off instead her pushes hiss cock back through the slot so I can finish him off and he shoots a second load which was bigger than the first. He indicates he's not finished and I'm thinking holy s hit did Christmas come early. The third time he doesn't even bother with the condom. This time I'm on my stride, no gagging, no teeth scrapes, just lips,suction and wet throat. He then starts going for broke hip thrusts that the partition is shaking I reach my arm in and grab his ass and he grabs my to make really grab his ass and erupts a third large and final load into my throat which I swallow greedily. He leaves I jerk off and head home

As time goes on online sites are becoming a necessary evil, well at least here in nyc of all places. Video stores are closing left and right and the few cruising places are filling up with overly aggressive hustlers. I prefer cruising at the adult theatre and video stores because I can't host oh well

Stopped by the video store near JFK while our getting take out. First guy was this lean Hispanic guy seven and a half inches long uncut I started blowing him and he really got into it, I felt his birds tighten and his cock got even more rigid in my mouth and instead of just blowing his load completely he parsed it out in spurts some in my mouth others on my lips. Next was an older black guy I've blown before he likes his nips pinched while being blown, so I obliged him even slapped them while I sucked him and he came. Next was another Hispanic guy who had been getting blown earlier and was ready to pop so I sucked him til he shot his load on the lower part of my face. The last guy wanted to stroke in front of my waiting mouth while I jerked off and came. Not a bad evening next food then the Division 2

Aww shit it's been awhile, I'm still here diving dick and trying not be one. Let's see I've changed locations where I'm working, I'm back in lower Manhattan after a year in Queens, I've gained weight and lost some of it, discovered the thrills of blowing guys in the backseat of my car and the frustrations of being aimless. Sex has been good since my last entry, I met a guy on BBRT that I was blowing on a weekly basis not to mention my random hook ups at the video stores, the only downside for me is it's been a long while since I've gotten a real good pounding but I've gave a whole lot of head plus I've been introduced to the joys of figging which is inserting a piece of shaved ginger root in the ass. Ok Sunday night stopped by the video store on Jamaica ave, almost turned into a bust. Right when I was ready to leave a thin older latin man came in took a look at me and decided I was the one he wanted. First we started at conjoined booths at first, but he pulled out his dick from my mouth and asked would I prefer to share a booth with him, I agreed we went into a booth together and as soon at the door was closed, he shoved me up against the and started to deep French kiss me. When he stored kissing me I took a deep hit of my poppers as he pulled his pants down. I'm guessing he was in his fifties, but his body was hard and lean like one of the guys from the aids bone thread. I got to my knees and swallowed and slobbered his cock as he fingered my ass. He slapped my face and said I was his boy and his bitch. I moaned yes and he slapped me again and corrected me told me to reply in Spanish. After regular intervals of kissing, sucking and getting fingered we were both ready for release. He asked how I want it and I told him a bitch doesn't have say so he fingered me with three fingers pulled out bent me over and thrust deep in my ass with his cock. He fucked me hard and furious to the point I couldn't hold it and shot my load up against the wall pleased with this he shot his load in my ass. He pulled out I cleaned his dick off with my mouth leaving him pleased as I headed to the bathroom tho clean up the cum dripping out of me before heading home

Could I ? Yes because currently is not feasible nor realistic for me. But fortunately for me when I do, it makes up for those times when I don't

Sunday night after work headed to the adult video store where I had two hard dicks to blow. The first guy was Asian with this nice 7 and a half inch dick. He enjoyed my mouth so much he helped pay for the booth. The second guy was Black with a hole wrecking dick it was pretty big, the gloryhole barely accommodated him. Sadly due to time constraints I couldn't suck him to finish

Never laughed at the size of another man's dick because that's just rude plus I'm not well "gifted" so who am I to laugh. I've been laughed at once by one guy but that was kinda of a turn on

Could be any number of things, body type, age, ethnicity, you're a new face or that was an off day for you

SissySwallows I don't think that most HIV infection cases are from chasers and "Alpha poz tops" but from men who are on the DL and are afraid to get tested. As it stands ultimately one's own well being is their personal responsibility especially now there's so many ways to protect one self. Chasers and Gifters as far as I can tell are subculture which no one can tell for certain who truly prescribe to this lifestyle and those it's just a fantasy

What I do roll a piece of tissue dip one end into the poppers bottle and get it damp and insert the the tissue in my nose

Yesterday stopped by the video store ran into a regular I haven't seen in awhile, he's an older white guy with this big thick cock that likes to be blown with others watching. So I take a couple of hits from the poppers and get on my knees and start working his dick in the booth. He asks if he can open the door and I nod yes and we get quite an audience. One guy takes a bit of the poppers and suck on my guy's dick while I worked his balls after period of this my guy ask if he can shoot his load in my mouth and went yes. As I sucked his cock felt it get more rigid and his balls tightened right before he shot his load into my mouth. I washed up a little and the guy that blew him wanted me to blow him and suck his balls I did that and edged him to almost him cumming but he wasn't ready which I was cool with. Then another older guy came in and I started to suck him through the glory hole and he told me to come to his booth where he sucked my nipples, fingered my hole and and sliced said fingers in my mouth. He sucked me and then face fucked me till he came and them while I jerked off he shoved his thumb up my ass as he choked me till I came.

I always say thank you or thanks mostly because I tend to be overly polite and I'm thankful that he chose me to use and receive his seed

I made several attempts when I was about 16 with my friend who I was sucking but due to his size and my nervousness he never entered me jump ahead about five years my last year in the military I met up with a guy from a gay chat line went to see him to blow him. While sucking him he commented that I have a nice ass and could he fuck me, I wanted him to but explained I never did it before. He went easy and slowly till his dick filled my ass and he was riding me it was exquisite and thought this couldn't get better I was right until I learn about barebacking

Last night was my first leaf swallowed for the new year. Went to my regular place after work where he gave me a almost two weeks worth load which I swallowed greedily

Funny how those who cry about how bad bareback is and how nasty those who do it are the quickest to do the very things their "against" when they think nobody is looking

I luv poppers because I get all piggy, a during hit puff poppers and I'm devouring that cock and not coming up for air as often. Plus inn begging for him to go deep and flood me with their cum

Only thing I can stress is if you're going to chase look into your medical coverage if you have it. Will they cover meds and if so how much, also get life insurance now it's easier if you try getting it after conversion but it can get expensive. Get an inexpensive coverage that you could always increase if necessary. I think I've been poz for six maybe eight years and for me it's not that drastically different from life before except I go to the doctors more and I'm more acutely aware of my body. Sex I fluctuate frequently from getting piggy and taking almost any dick offered to the "naw I'm good son" and not hooking up at all Becoming poz may change more your lifestyle than actually yourself and for some people that's the most scary part not sure if you'll deal with stigma or downright discrimination and it's everywhere I've experienced a little off in NYC. But if it does happen know you have people like us online to embrace you and encourage you. I apologize for being long winded but know this whatever you choose it's your life and live best you can

I luv it when a man chokes me up against a wall one handed while his free probes my ass or squeezes my balls

Those Damn poppers gets yeah every time

I know I'm a big boi and some are not into big beefy guys and that's ok, I chose to focus on those who appreciate guys like myself especially those who like to play with my ass, ginger and eat it. Oh I luv a guy who knows hour to eat ass

I'm still married but still see guys. There's a few on regular rotation that I see. I generally see them when I'm going to the store since one is right near me, another is right near my job and the third is kinda between the two. I also hit up the video store where I occasionally hook up with this guy that likes to be blown in the backseat of a car. Then there's my hooky days. I scheduled a day off from work but don't tell the missus and spend the day at the adult theatre. My work goes in rotations so I could work closer to home and other times in Manhattan so that also helps with play time

I think at least for me that before I became poz I'd put up a weak attempt of not trying to get poz. But that Damn allure of bareback cock I wounded up being poz regardless. So now it's like well the worse case scenario happened and I'm still here so let's go buck wild

Ok a quick recap Wed a week ago thestop by video store near work hooked up with the real older black guy took him in my car near his his house and blew him, then my guy from BBRT is now a reg I've seen him at least three times now each time sucking him till he loses it and skull fuck me till he nuts. And last Sat met with a new guy from A4A we blew each other I ate his ass sucked his nuts but I had to cut things short so I definitely want to get back with him he has this thick chick that's gonna stretch my ass to it's limits, hope I'm up to it

On the most part I do cum. The few occasions were the top wasn't interested if I came or not and rushed me to dress and leave, they put too many stipulations on me cumming ie only on a tissue, or do it in the bathroom. I find it hot after a top uses me then helps me get off, like my reward for a job well done.

Quite possibly that women go for check ups more so than guys do , gynecologist exams for example. Plus guys when their caught in the heat of the moment most times are not gonna stop and put on a rubber or request that they do.