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Hey what's up, right now as I bang this out I'm in the bathroom pinching one off. I know too much info but hey I figure I tell you when I'm sucking dick, eating ass, and taking loads we're comfortable with each other. Well thurs I stopped by my local adult video store hooked up with this guy he had to been 6'3" pretty good sized cock. I went into the booth with him he pretty much showed who was in control as soon as the door closed. He had his dick had me suck it and his nipples. So like a good little bitch I did as I was told. I sucked nipples and dick and vice versa while blowing him he wanted me to finger his ass so I did that to until he came in my mouth and partially on my face. I then stopped by again this afternoon met with this older Jamaican guy with this eight and a half inch dick, uncut and thick getting hard just remembering it. I surprised him by deep throating him and he loved it. He also loved working my nips and hearing me moan. After sucking him for awhile he pulled me sucked on my nips and jerked until he came on my crouch cleaned himself unlocked and left me like a used bitch. Of course I enjoyed it. I wished he fucked me, grant it as big as he was he would of wrecked my ass but man that would be a tale. Short one this week have fun and happy cumming

Well I honestly can't see why your feeling guilty, you raised your son. Your taking steps to watch your health hey enjoy yourself. If your concerned don't play at home that's all. Know that you continue to fulfil your duties as a parent

Well Sat comes around and since I didn't go run my errands on Fri, I decided to go by the adult video store. Sadly this place recently closed all but one of the glory holes but I believe that was done to keep the city from closing them down (that's a whole other story) so this seriously impacted traffic here but when fishing for trouser trout patience is necessary. Mine was rewarded when a cute slim Indian guy came haves me the wink and I followed him inside the booth. As I blew him he worked my nipples until I was moaning with pleasure. As I was sucking him I felt movement behind me and apparently while I was deep in my enjoyment he let another guy in who already had his hard dick out and ready for me to suck him. As I alternated between dicks the Indian guy let me know he was ready to cum and he shot his load into my mouth and I immediately went to get the loss from the other guy which didn't take long. As soon as I stepped out w the booth another guy was giving me the eye and I stepped in but he came rather quickly which was fine with me. I went to the wash room freshened up and hit the booths an older Latin guy was in the booth sitting down with his thick uncut dick out and I stepped I got on my knees and took him into my mouth. His dick though wasn't long but very thick and made mouth ache a little but I found my rhythm and was working it until his body began to shudder and a low moaning came from him then he held my head down forcibly as he shoved his dick further down my throat and came. I got up licking my lips watched him leave and then I stepped out to clean up. As stepped out of the booth a slim Jamaican guy was watching me stroking his dick. I rinsed up went back to the booths The Jamaican guy was taking in everyone who was there and cost me he had a long slim eight inches which he face fucked me hard and rather brutal but I took it. He held my head as I he fucked my face I was starting to gag but he wouldn't let me up for air. His thrusting got more furious and he slapped me across my head a couple of times because my teeth grazed his dick. Right before I thought I would vomit he arched his back moaned rather loudly and swore as he came down my throat. After him I washed up and left to do my errands

Today at the adult video store I started blowing this Indian guy who let in another guy in the booth and and I swallowed both their loads. Next another Indian guy who came rather quickly, next was an older Latin guy with a thick fat dick that shot a heavy load and last was a younger Jamaican guy with this long ass dick. Wish I could've stayed longer or asst least gotten fucked maybe next time

Well I stopped barebacking when I was diagnosed as hiv positive then about last summer I started back up again and to be honest I really can't say for sure why. I mean I do like how raw hard dick feels especially when the guy shoots his load deep inside but a part of me is wondering if it's more to it than that

Hell yeah I'd hook up with a eunuch, I remember watching a documentary about modern day eunuchs got me turned on.

This evening at my local adult video store I got fucked by a married Latin guy new to the area that's looking for a new fuck toy, after feeling my ass and nipples he couldn't wait to get me in the booth and told me blow him till he got hard and then he lubed my ass and started pounding away. He asked if he could go raw and I said yes first he was going to nut in my ass but decided to use my mouth. After cumming in my mouth I showed him all his nut I held there before swallowing. He wanted my number so I gave it, I'm looking forward to our next time. Then I had another guy finger my ass, fucked me and came in my mouth. It was a good night

My first time raw was unplanned, I hooked up with a cute chubby Latin guy while making out in the booth of the adult video store he had me try poppers and got so into it he wanted to fuck. Up until then I always did it covered but he didn't have any and I wanted him in me so bad I told him to fuck me. He ate my ass before plowing my ass deep and came in me. I was hooked since

The Fair Theatre in Astoria near LaGuardia airport can be off the chain. Video Warehouse on Guy R Brewer near JFK airport is my go to place. Northern Spa off of Main street is good if you like the bathhouse scene

Queens is my usual spot since I live in Queens

Funny a couple of nights ago I was being turned out by Mal this big dick Latin guy I met on BBRT. Mal like myself is poz undetectable and of course not only did he fuck me raw but came deep inside of me. Thing is at some point in the past this would make me feel ashamed or at the least bad in some way, and now I'm more of wow that was nice, when can I do this again. Admittedly I was getting depressed thinking how fucking stupid can I be for allowing myself to become a statistic , another bi black man getting hiv. Funny thing is I honestly can't say if I had a chance to do my life over would I change my decision to bareback. Some people say there's not a difference when fucking with a condom but there's a difference to me, a lack of connection when using a condom. Yet in spite of these emotions I don't hate my life our my situation nor do I want to go blaming someone for this situation after all I was a willing participant. I guess the trick is to look forward to the future and try not to dwell too long in the past

Last night I'm heading home and got a message from Mal a guy I've met and saw one time from BBRT. He wanted to know what I was doing and I said heading home and he asked if I wanted some dick. I drove straight to his place we quickly got undressed where I sucked his dick and his balls and are his ass until he was ready to fuck. He fucked me hard and deep doggie style until he shot his load deep in my guts

Friday early afternoon I get dressed to go food shopping, and figure I'll see if can get myself a treat at the adult video store. I arrive there and it's kinda quiet, mostly unknowns except one older guy I know for some time. Funny thing is I've known this guy for some years and I don't even know his name. Well he usually likes to play out in the open while sniffing poppers and in the past I went along. I ask him how long has he been there and he replies about an hour and it was show then. I go in the back area to see if anyone is interested after 15 minutes of nothing on Guy shows interest (sadly other than some dfk and nipple action nothing happens. Then the guy I know comes to the back with another guy and tells me to come along We all go into a booth which was not designed to fit three grown men but we get in and the guy I know say his friend loves black dick. Now normally I'm not into getting blown but after a couple of popper hits some necking and kissing I'm game. And he was good. We even worked together I my friend's dick. After a long while of dfk , nipple play and dick sucking the guy wanted my load so I got so into I gripped his head and proceeded to skull fuck him viciously until I shot my load down his throat left washed up and went food shopping

As a friend once told me you have to weigh the cost. If PReP is costly, how much does doctor visits and HIV medicine cost, plus take in account all the baggage that sometimes comes with getting pozzed. Truthfully I don't see an easy answer for you, I kinda agree with the one member who suggested hook up with someone who's undetectable

Yesterday spotted by the adult video store was a little slow at first but a guy I know shows up with his friend and we all squeezed into a booth and we're all blowing each other sniffing poppers kissing sucking each other's nipples. All culminating to the guy's friend being skull fucked by me till I nut down his throat

You have Harmony video on 8th ave between 18 and 19th st, then you have The Blue Door and The Rainbow Station on 8th ave between 21st st and 20th st, Vihans on 8th ave between 39th st and 38th st and last but not least is the Blue Store on 40th st between 8th and 7th avenues. Happy hunting

Last night after work I stopped by one of my regulars place he was already undressed when I got to his door. I quickly got undressed and hot on my knees before my master and took his flaccid cock in my mouth which I worshipped dutifully till it became hard. I worshipped his cock until he decided to move to the bedroom where I resumed my cock worship. He then rolled over and I knew he wanted me to eat his ass. I took two long hits of my poppers and dove my face into his. I savaged his ass with my mouth and tongue until he almost came from the onslaught. But he got up proceeded to get me with his cock while pinching my nipples until he came on my face and mouth. I used my tongue to clean up best that I could and used my hands to scrape off what my tongue couldn't reach and licked my hands clean got dressed and went home

Depends on where your located. Also are you including adult video store and there like

Shamefully I've been so busy posting on the forums I completely forgot about the blog. So let's see been sucking lots of dick in the video stores with an occasional fuck. Mostly bareback but one dude had new blow him covered no make the two guys but one emptied the condom on my tongue. Making out with a woman I met through my job, not quite sure where that's going to go to be honest. Trying to reconnect with one guy I met on BBRT that fucked me much earlier in the year, his cock is huge and was too much for me to handle anally but I want a round two. Lots of middle Eastern dick as of late not that I'm cumplaining . My days off on work has changed and that's about it for now

Admittedly I have a major weakness for Asian and Indian, Middle Eastern dick. Can't get enough especially if they like to be rough

Yesterday after a doctor's visit stopped by my local adult video store pressed for time thought I might be headed back with no action until one guy leaves a booth looks at another guy who's cruising and asked if he was the booth security and if not don't stare so hard. He noticed me walked to an empty booth and grabbed his dick and motioned for me. I complied went in the booth hot on my knees as he wiped his dick out. I took him in my mouth and sucked him till he came. He came told me to get off his dick and get out

I find never forget to love on yourself, when I first found out I went into a downward spiral of being angry with myself, for becoming a statistic and or not protecting myself better. But I'm sure you'll find in yourself reserves of strength you may never knew existed in you. And you'll come to the same conclusion as many of if us that choose not to let hiv define us but to learn to live more fully whether that be enjoying sex more or trying new things that you put off before. Your life may have changed but it not over

Ah I see, the bathhouse scene in NYC is a sad state of affairs. Thanks to the Giuliani administration bathhouse's are rather sad majority of them don't even have saunas now, the one that still does (if memory serves me correctly) you got to have a gym bod too get any action (not hating) so for me to go would be a waste of time and money. The one in Queens where I occasionally go top is at best could use a major renovation

Personally for myself I try not to cum because once I shot my load my interest begins to dwindle. So as a rule I ignore my dick won't even touch the fucker until my top is satisfied and gives me permission to cum

Yesterday twice at my local avs. My first visit was early during some morning errands I sucked one guy in the booth but he wore a rubber the entire time?. Then followed up by another guy who watched me in action on the first guy led me to another booth and sucked him till he creamed in my mouth. Took a moment to freshen up and hit the booths found a slim guy with a huge uncut cock blew him and at his ass until he was ready to cum and he fed me his load, as soon as I walked out a spotted a man grabbing his hard on and followed him to a booth where I sucked him he topped me briefly before choosing to cum in my mouth. I left and came back before heading home and blew this cute Asian guy till he shot his load thanked me and left