analluv27

I personally don't mind if a top gets rough within reason, mostly because I'm married and if I show up home bruised, black and blue after work that would raise a lot of questions

That's a most interesting observation. Personally I don't really prescribe myself to that way of thinking but neither am I ashamed. I look at it a lot like diabetes, which I don't think there's a diabetic "brotherhood" but then again... But I can see why so many adopt that mindset since even in gay circles your almost considered a pariah. But in truth those that bareback anonymously that haven't become poz is only through grace, or luck for those who not spiritual minded

Hey I don't know why at least for me that I have the strong desire to be fucked raw. The logical side of me says I shouldn't and didn't I learn a lesson when I was diagnosed as hiv positive? But yet last night I'm laying down on my stomach spread eagle taking raw dick begging this guy I just met physically met that evening too fuck me harder. I suppose it's a weakness on my part especially since I keep telling myself no more anonymous raw dick, but like an addict I'm either ass up kneeling or on my back with legs being held our on some guys shoulders while he is going deep while I'm begging him to cum in me. Part of me realizes this behaviour is reckless but it's almost like a compulsion. So if your reading this what's your take on it?

I finally was able to meet a guy that I was chatting with on A4A the other night. Omg he turned me out. He worked my nips at my ass fingered my ass before fucking me it was divine. I enjoyed feeling his raw cock plow me. I can't wait for the next time we meet hopefully we'll have more time to explore each other

Well it's definitely a preference. Some guys just the slightest bit of shit and their no longer in the mood, then others like myself couldn't care plus I tend to let tops go ass to mouth with me so if their dick is dirty after plowing me I'll suck it clean

Natural born definitely, I derive pleasure from pleasing guys. And I flow however the guy flows. Bareback? Cool! Covered? Ok. Bareback rough while choking me? Hell yeah!!!!

Last night stopped by the adult video store since I had the evening to myself and ran into my buddy who's an older white guy who's into threeways and having dudes watch as he fucks. So as walk in he sees me and pulls me to the back to the booth area and into a booth and I start blowing him. He pulls out his poppers and takes a hit then gives me a strong hit and I get naked in the booth and resume blowing him as I'm working on his cock he opens the booth door wide do all the guys can see me naked sucking his huge cock. He takes another hit and gives me a hit and I start working it slow, using my tongue on the head and under the shaft until he can't hold his nut back and shoots in my mouth. He leaves and while I'm getting dressed for still open I get hand claps and wolf whistles for my performance

Went to the local adult video store this evening and meet up with my regular guy big fella with this fat uncut dick he forced it down my throat while I sucked him and worked his nuts till he need deep down my throat yummy

Definitely rough is the way to go. Couple of slaps to remind me to open up my throat while he feeds me his cock is the best

Well a couple of weeks ago I was contemplating about slowing down on the whole anonymous sex so of course last Wednesday I'm at the Fair Theatre, mouth eating out the ass of this cute cd before plowing her raw and nutting inside of her. I should feel ashamed but I'm not out of the thirteen hook ups that day she was my favorite that day, sadly I didn't get fucked oh well. My dick is a raging hard on as I think of her and this guy I know of on A4A . Don't know what it is about the act of raw fucking gets me going especially when I'm getting plowed and the guy is telling my he's about to nut in me oh well that's it for now guys hope all is well where you're at and feel free top drop me a line

Yesterday went to one of the few adult theatre left in New York, sucked thirteen dicks, had my ass played with, my nips worked over and fucked a cute little cross dresser raw.

Actually no one that close knows that I bareback only those who have fucked me raw know. I suppose I don't want to deal with your gonna catch something speech (too late for that since I'm poz). But now I'm thinking about trying Rio find just some regular bareback guys and cut back on my receiving anonymous loads

I find it's about the same but then again I'm a chubby 45 year old bottom that's poz so I come to keep those factors in mind with responses I receive.

Hey what's up, right now as I bang this out I'm in the bathroom pinching one off. I know too much info but hey I figure I tell you when I'm sucking dick, eating ass, and taking loads we're comfortable with each other. Well thurs I stopped by my local adult video store hooked up with this guy he had to been 6'3" pretty good sized cock. I went into the booth with him he pretty much showed who was in control as soon as the door closed. He had his dick had me suck it and his nipples. So like a good little bitch I did as I was told. I sucked nipples and dick and vice versa while blowing him he wanted me to finger his ass so I did that to until he came in my mouth and partially on my face. I then stopped by again this afternoon met with this older Jamaican guy with this eight and a half inch dick, uncut and thick getting hard just remembering it. I surprised him by deep throating him and he loved it. He also loved working my nips and hearing me moan. After sucking him for awhile he pulled me sucked on my nips and jerked until he came on my crouch cleaned himself unlocked and left me like a used bitch. Of course I enjoyed it. I wished he fucked me, grant it as big as he was he would of wrecked my ass but man that would be a tale. Short one this week have fun and happy cumming

Well I honestly can't see why your feeling guilty, you raised your son. Your taking steps to watch your health hey enjoy yourself. If your concerned don't play at home that's all. Know that you continue to fulfil your duties as a parent

Well Sat comes around and since I didn't go run my errands on Fri, I decided to go by the adult video store. Sadly this place recently closed all but one of the glory holes but I believe that was done to keep the city from closing them down (that's a whole other story) so this seriously impacted traffic here but when fishing for trouser trout patience is necessary. Mine was rewarded when a cute slim Indian guy came haves me the wink and I followed him inside the booth. As I blew him he worked my nipples until I was moaning with pleasure. As I was sucking him I felt movement behind me and apparently while I was deep in my enjoyment he let another guy in who already had his hard dick out and ready for me to suck him. As I alternated between dicks the Indian guy let me know he was ready to cum and he shot his load into my mouth and I immediately went to get the loss from the other guy which didn't take long. As soon as I stepped out w the booth another guy was giving me the eye and I stepped in but he came rather quickly which was fine with me. I went to the wash room freshened up and hit the booths an older Latin guy was in the booth sitting down with his thick uncut dick out and I stepped I got on my knees and took him into my mouth. His dick though wasn't long but very thick and made mouth ache a little but I found my rhythm and was working it until his body began to shudder and a low moaning came from him then he held my head down forcibly as he shoved his dick further down my throat and came. I got up licking my lips watched him leave and then I stepped out to clean up. As stepped out of the booth a slim Jamaican guy was watching me stroking his dick. I rinsed up went back to the booths The Jamaican guy was taking in everyone who was there and cost me he had a long slim eight inches which he face fucked me hard and rather brutal but I took it. He held my head as I he fucked my face I was starting to gag but he wouldn't let me up for air. His thrusting got more furious and he slapped me across my head a couple of times because my teeth grazed his dick. Right before I thought I would vomit he arched his back moaned rather loudly and swore as he came down my throat. After him I washed up and left to do my errands

Today at the adult video store I started blowing this Indian guy who let in another guy in the booth and and I swallowed both their loads. Next another Indian guy who came rather quickly, next was an older Latin guy with a thick fat dick that shot a heavy load and last was a younger Jamaican guy with this long ass dick. Wish I could've stayed longer or asst least gotten fucked maybe next time

Well I stopped barebacking when I was diagnosed as hiv positive then about last summer I started back up again and to be honest I really can't say for sure why. I mean I do like how raw hard dick feels especially when the guy shoots his load deep inside but a part of me is wondering if it's more to it than that

Hell yeah I'd hook up with a eunuch, I remember watching a documentary about modern day eunuchs got me turned on.

This evening at my local adult video store I got fucked by a married Latin guy new to the area that's looking for a new fuck toy, after feeling my ass and nipples he couldn't wait to get me in the booth and told me blow him till he got hard and then he lubed my ass and started pounding away. He asked if he could go raw and I said yes first he was going to nut in my ass but decided to use my mouth. After cumming in my mouth I showed him all his nut I held there before swallowing. He wanted my number so I gave it, I'm looking forward to our next time. Then I had another guy finger my ass, fucked me and came in my mouth. It was a good night

My first time raw was unplanned, I hooked up with a cute chubby Latin guy while making out in the booth of the adult video store he had me try poppers and got so into it he wanted to fuck. Up until then I always did it covered but he didn't have any and I wanted him in me so bad I told him to fuck me. He ate my ass before plowing my ass deep and came in me. I was hooked since

The Fair Theatre in Astoria near LaGuardia airport can be off the chain. Video Warehouse on Guy R Brewer near JFK airport is my go to place. Northern Spa off of Main street is good if you like the bathhouse scene

Queens is my usual spot since I live in Queens

Funny a couple of nights ago I was being turned out by Mal this big dick Latin guy I met on BBRT. Mal like myself is poz undetectable and of course not only did he fuck me raw but came deep inside of me. Thing is at some point in the past this would make me feel ashamed or at the least bad in some way, and now I'm more of wow that was nice, when can I do this again. Admittedly I was getting depressed thinking how fucking stupid can I be for allowing myself to become a statistic , another bi black man getting hiv. Funny thing is I honestly can't say if I had a chance to do my life over would I change my decision to bareback. Some people say there's not a difference when fucking with a condom but there's a difference to me, a lack of connection when using a condom. Yet in spite of these emotions I don't hate my life our my situation nor do I want to go blaming someone for this situation after all I was a willing participant. I guess the trick is to look forward to the future and try not to dwell too long in the past

Last night I'm heading home and got a message from Mal a guy I've met and saw one time from BBRT. He wanted to know what I was doing and I said heading home and he asked if I wanted some dick. I drove straight to his place we quickly got undressed where I sucked his dick and his balls and are his ass until he was ready to fuck. He fucked me hard and deep doggie style until he shot his load deep in my guts