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How 'bout on an iPhone? I don't have access to a desktop computer.

Hey, for awhile now I've been wondering if there's a way to view the header images on a person's profile page; I know you can click on their profile pic/icon, and a larger version will pop up, so I assume there should be a similar feature for the header/background image, but can't figure it out. Often the background image looks wicked hot, but it's obscured by the text and profile pic over it so it's hard to see. Please let me know if there's a solution. Thanks!

Oh man, that's hot. I've heard once you get "un-pottytrained" it's pretty much impossible, as an adult, to go back. It's definitely a hot fantasy, I get off on imagining a dominant gradually forcing me to totally lose control over my own piss, just making me into a filthy little animal for their amusement.

I really wanna try wearing, and pissing in, a diaper. I heard the warm, wet feeling of your piss spreading all over your junk, and the way the diaper holds it right against your crotch, feels awesome. I would also love to meet a dominant partner who would get off on degrading me by making me wear a diaper, and do nasty stuff like forcing me to drink a lot of fluids and then piss myself until the diaper overflows in a public setting. Diaperboy, I'm curious- did you make yourself incontinent due to wearing a diaper and teaching your bladder to just go, weakening it until you couldn't control it even if you wanted to? Or did some sort of medical problem cause it?

One more question! If I start a club, can I change its name down the line? For example, I'm thinking about starting one called "Boston Sleaze," but I don't know how many Bostonians are actually on the site; it occurred to me that, if not enough guys are joining, I may want to change the name to "New England Sleaze," or something. Thanks!

Thank you for clearing that up for me, I appreciate it.

Awesome, this sounds really cool. Thanks rawTOP! Could you tell me if we can start groups that have a "Backroom" focus (substance use, pozzing, etc.)? What I have in mind, specifically, is a group for guys in my area who are interested in PnP. The only time I've gotten in trouble on this site was for a post I made in my city's Regional Hookup forum, wherein I described how drug use was part of what I wanted in a hookup. I would also like to make sure that such a group wouldn't be considered redundant, since there isn't currently a place for regional PnP discussion. Thanks again!

This whole thread puts the "gold" in "comedy gold."

I've been in recovery for about two years, so I could really relate to the narrator's initial trepidation. My drug of choice was heroin, but when I started transitioning and testosterone kicked in and boosted my sex drive, I began fantasizing about getting turned into a tina-fueled fuckpig. It kinda scares me- and excites me- to imagine how sleazy I could get in the hands of a guy with a fetish for corruption and depravity

Fuuuuck, I want this.

So, I'm transitioning FtM, which is basically the same as puberty, and all the fun stuff a boy experiences as he becomes a man is happening to me. Over the past few months, I've been blessed with hair along my jawline, over my tummy and chest, and you guessed it, on my ass (Spoiler alert- my profile picture is no longer an accurate depiction of what my bubble butt currently looks like). To be honest, running my hands over the soft fur on my buttcheeks makes me feel sexy as hell, and I can finally understand the appeal of bears, otters, and cubs- body hair is fucking manly! My newfound furriness is a testament to the testosterone running through my system. I'm stronger, smellier, and hornier than ever before, thanks to testosterone's impact on my muscles, pheromones, and sex drive- qualities associated with being a man. However, our society upholds some standards of beauty that are contrary to aesthetics that have traditionally been associated with masculinity- hairlessness being one of them. This leads me to my question: are hairy asses sexy? I know some guys go for bears and some go for twinks- everyone has their own preference- but I'm also curious about whether or not it's sexy just as a general rule of thumb. For example, many people can agree that high heels are sexy, even if they don't personally have a fetish for feet or shoes. That's basically what I'm wondering, but I'd love for the discussion to include personal points of view and individual sexual preferences, too. Also, while we're on the topic, would anyone care to explain the differences between bears and otters? And if a young bear is called a cub, is there a similar term for a young otter? I'm curious about the nomenclature, but will admit I'm also wondering if there's a label that would accurately describe me.

I'm heading to Provincetown today for a full week, and was wondering if anyone else is around, or if anyone can offer any tips or suggestions on where a budding cub of a FtM can get used and abused. I would love to lose a couple of my virginities, namely my virgin asshole, never taken loads bareback, and never tried Tina (ultimately wanna get slammed). Also into piss, cum, BDSM, and getting my front hole and my face fucked. Pics in my profile- use your imagination to picture what I'd look like on the business end of your cock, hopelessly spun and drenched in your piss and cum.

Man, I hope someday soon I get to experience that feeling of utter degradation as I'm used by a roomful of men to empty their bladders all over me and their balls up inside me. I love imagining how it would feel to have gallons of hot, stinking piss flowing over my body, while my holes overflow with load after anonymous load of thick, sticky cum. Reduced to nothing but a receptacle for strangers to relieve themselves, with all the dignity of a dirty cum rag or broken urinal.

Ohhhh fuck. I've only ever been with guys who were the height of respectful and kind, and when we did it condomless there was never any doubt that they'd pull out and shoot wherever I asked for it. They knew I wanted it in my face, so they must have realized I liked feeling like a dirty little piece of meat. I wish they'd taken the initiative and forced me to take their load; I secretly wanted it, and probably would have fallen for them a little bit if they'd treated me like that, instead of being so damn nice.

Fuck, this is a really hot fantasy. I especially like chubbybear's story- the fact that he got so soaked in piss that he was dripping, while wearing the only clothes he had with him, is incredibly hot to me. Dude, did anyone comment on the fact that you reeked of piss throughout the rest of the night? How did you get home? I did a performance with a friend of mine at a fetish party at a nightclub once- I don't want to post too many details, because it would be easy to Google it and there's pics of me, but if you message me privately I'll point you in the right direction. Anyway, part of the performance consisted of me getting a 3 minute golden shower, onstage in front of a couple hundred people- my friend was drinking beer after beer before we went on, to make sure they'd be able to piss enough. My friend pissed so much, for so long, that the whole stage was flooded with it. We had put down five or six puppy pads for me to lie on, to absorb the piss, but it was nowhere near enough- so obviously, you know I was soaked head to toe. I think some people thought it was fake, especially the "tourists" who were there for the thrill, but really didn't have much experience with BDSM. The reason I believe they thought it wasn't real piss is because a bunch of people slapped me on the back or put their arm around me, telling me what a great act it was, immediately after I got offstage, when I clearly had not cleaned myself off yet. Who knows, maybe they were closet pisspigs, haha. Anyway, when I agreed to do it, I was pretty green, and didn't know anything about the backstage areas of Manhattan bars- I actuallly assumed there would be a shower that I could use, haha. Oops, no. There was a sink, which was a blessing, and I splashed water around as best I could, and used a ton of those cheap brown paper towels that aren't absorbent at all. I put clean clothes on and went back out to enjoy the party. I thought I'd done a good job cleaning myself up, but hours later, near the end of the night, a photographer got a bunch of us together for a group photo. As we all squeezed in and put our arms around each other, the chick behind me sniffed the air, curling her lip. "Why do I keep smelling stale piss?!" she demanded loudly. I kept my mouth shut, but I know wherever that group photo ended up, I'm grinning like the Cheshire Cat in it.

Hey fellas, how's it going? I'm a total newbie to this lifestyle, so this may turn into a bit of an introductory post for me. Please either forgive me if I mess up the slang terms and stuff, or punish me and make sure I get it right next time ;p Basically, I'm a transman who's always been mostly into women, but also very into raunch and cum, too. I'm almost 5 months into my transition, and I feel like testosterone is definitely having an impact on my sexuality, an effect which I've heard is quite common. It's kind of hard to describe, but basically it feels like my masculinity is more animalistic than I expected- I was a fairly restrained, eloquent ladies man prior to starting T (testosterone, not Tina), but actually having testosterone controlling my urges and personality is making me care less about men's fashion and convincing women how charming I am, and more about down and dirty fucking and getting off. In the past, I've given and received golden showers (mostly with women, but occasionally with dudes or crossdressers), and it's one of my favorite activities. I love the physical sensations- the warmth as it splatters in my face, flowing over my skin and soaking my hair, the distinctive smell- and the way it feels emotionally- knowing that my partner is marking me like an animal, feeling like a piece of trash for getting off on something so filthy and depraved. Most of the women I've done it with are definitely *not* into pigplay though, so I've always had to wash off before we moved on to sex. My whole life, I've been extremely aroused by the idea of really filthy, nasty, depraved fucking- I mean just wallowing in our combined filth, letting it get ground into my hair and slathered thickly over every inch of my body, cumming hard from the awareness that I'm enjoying being utterly defiled. I gave up on the idea of brown showers when a girlfriend convinced me that it's gross, and the point was driven home the first time I witnessed a guy getting fucked up the ass and the smell of his shit being churned filled the room we were in- the smell definitely turned me off. But goddamn, a part of me still wants to know what that warm, stinking mess would feel like flowing over my bare skin, my face, even my coating my genitals in hot, thick slop and letting strangers fuck it into me, like lube. The part of me that wants to be a pig is making my dick throb right now, but there's another part of me that makes me too nervous to act on my filthy fantasies, and I want to silence that apprehension. I'm also hesitant about taking loads bareback- thanks to T, I can get creamed in both holes without worrying about pregnancy, but now I worry about disease. I've always wanted to be a cumdump, and when I've been with guys and felt their cock throbbing as they spurted seed, I wished they weren't wearing a condom. I fantasize a lot about how it would feel to get filled with thick, hot cum, to take loads one after the next until it's oozing down my legs and squelching obscenely with every thrust. The idea of being subjected to an anonymous, condomless gangbang makes my fun size fuckmeat rock hard. I want it so fucking bad, but, just like with scat, I'm too apprehensive about the consequences to pursue my fantasy. Okay, so here's the meat of my post: I want to give in to my fantasies about no holds barred pig play, and let myself get completely used in the filthiest ways possible. I've used IV drugs in the past (though not T yet), and know that injecting coke, for example, obliterates ALL my limits, and makes me so horny I'd happily consent to, and get off on, just about anything. From what I gather, T (not meaning testosterone, this time) is even better for bringing out one's inner depravity. I would love to find a partner, or a group, that would get off on busting a few of my cherries, and turning me from a straight boy who's secretly an inexperienced but eager pup, to a complete and total, fullblown fuckpig. The idea of being drugged, either with my knowledge or stealthed, in order to get me fucking and sucking shamelessly, and indulging in the nastiest raunch the top wants without hesitation, completely fueled by piglust, makes me so goddamn horny. I want that release. I want to silence my shame and doubt. Here's my main question, though: Is combining chem sex with pig play frowned upon? Can I be cosidered a pig if I need to be high to get really nasty? Or is drug-fueled debauchery accepted/normal? Thanks for reading all this, and thanks in advance for your feedback. Also, if anyone in the Boston area is into the idea of getting this little stray transboy fucked up and turning me into a total fucktoy, let's exchange numbers. I'll also send pics if you want, sorry I've been too apprehensive to post any in my profile.