JakeTurner

Went to a sex party last week. Damn it was fun! Just 6 of us there, but all the guys fucked me and 4 of them came in my ass - one guy came twice, so I got 5 loads in just an hour and a half. It was all sorts of guys too… One was this muscular little Latino who I've swapped loads with before. He was one of the other guys getting fucked - it was hot seeing him get fucked by all those guys. He managed to give me two loads at the party and I gave him my load as well. I gotta say it's really hot getting a load from a fellow slut. It's like he's passing on everything he's gotten from all those tops at all those sex parties. There was this black total top with a big dick. Loved watching that monster go in and out of other guys' asses, but it was hard to take him he was so big and I'm just not that good of a bottom. Still, he was a bit obsessed with my ass and also gave me two loads. The other load I got was from this hot, lean white guy. His dick was "average" which I prefer - felt great when he fucked me. A Latino daddy with a big belly fucked me as well. He tried to cum, but never did give a load to anyone. The other guy who fucked me was a white guy who was mostly a bottom. Total slut. He gave his load to the hot muscular Latino who dumped two loads in me. It was a lot of fun. Hope I can find more parties like that!

Agreed! Before I went on PrEP I fucked probably 350-400 different guys bareback, and took almost 50 loads - sometimes from complete strangers. And I've had the genetic tests - I'm neither immune or resistant. HIV is harder to catch than most people think. Yes, "I caught it on the first time" is possible, but it's not typical.

Looking to take as many loads as possible this Thursday to Sunday next week (9/11-14). Don't care about your status - just fuck me and breed me. Can host or travel.

I've heard The Cock is pretty sexual and I want to go soon, but is it OK to just wear a jockstrap, like at The Eagle? Or do guys wear more at The Cock? I've heard guys go naked there… Do they check their clothes or just check everything but underwear and then that eventually comes off and they just hold onto it?

I've been on since April 2013. Since that time I've taken about 60 loads and been fucked by substantially more guys than that. Much of the fucking has been anonymous - at sex parties, bathhouses, etc. Sometimes I don't even see the guy - some guy will just start fucking me when I'm sucking some other guy, or I'm ass up and don't look back, or I'm blindfolded, etc. Needless to say I'm not asking their status. I've also fucked at least that many guys during that time, but that's much lower risk. 

I should add that I was getting fucked and going to sex parties and taking anonymous loads before going on PrEP. A year or so before I started PrEP I had sorta decided to "let it happen" (but it didn't happen). Prior to PrEP I took 43 loads in my ass. There wasn't quite as much anonymous sex before I went on PrEP. When I started taking loads I initially looked for undetectable tops - but clearly there was a risk. I didn't really start getting into taking anonymous dicks and loads until a few months before I started PrEP - I did a little here and there, but nothing regular. Oh, and I got the DNA test and I'm neither immune nor resistant. 

I haven't had as much sex as I would have liked this year - I'm only on track for 55 loads by the end of the year. I really wish I could get to 100, but don't see that happening. But maybe I can bump it up to 75 or so. Then next year bump it up yet again. And yeah, I'm still testing neg - the PrEP regimen makes you get tested every 3 months. AFAIK it would take an unmedicated top with a strain that's Truvada resistant to infect me. Given that I was just going to let it happen before I started PrEP I'm fine with becoming poz. There's no fear or anything. It's just I finally came to a point where my sex life was more important than staying neg. PrEP lets me do both. In a way I get to bug chase indefinitely – it's sorta fun. Just wish more poz tops were into "poz talk"

I never ask. In fact, I love taking poz loads. And when the load is unmedicated - even better. Being on PrEP lets me be a bug chaser indefinitely. And if the numbers role against me and I get knocked up by a Truvada-resistant strain - I'm OK with that too... If that happens then it was just meant to be.

A friend has a place down by Sail. So it's stay free there or pay to be in the Grove…

I'm headed out the Pines one weekend this month (haven't confirmed which one yet). I haven't been to Fire Island all that much. Just wondering what tips people have to get loads out there. I know about the Meat Rack, but never actually been to it the few times I've been out to the Pines. What times is it most active? I know the National Park Service patrols it - are there certain times of the day that are more prone to a patrol? I've heard of guys stripping down naked at the Meat Rack. How common is that? Where do they stash their clothes? Is that more of a nighttime thing or a daytime thing? Unfortunately I'll be staying down by Sail - so getting to the Meat Rack is a long walk - want to make sure I go at the best times. I've heard conflicting things about apps like Grindr or Scruff. Some people say that's how people hookup out there these days. Other people say if you need an app, you're doing it wrong - sex is all around you. BUT I'm not the most gregarious or flirty person. I guess the apps make sense for me? Which apps would be best for a stocky guy? I'm assuming Scruff. In the City Grindr is all about perfect bodies. I'm assuming I won't get much action with Grindr. Is Growlr used much out there? It used to drain my battery really quickly, so I uninstalled it. Is it worth using on Fire Island? Any other tips for getting dick and loads? Any regular parties? Any places other than the Meat Rack that are particularly cruisy?

Often when I wake up in the morning after taking load the night before I'd get what looked like a big load of cum drop out of my ass when I sat on the toilet. Always thought that was actually cum and that it wasn't absorbing until one day when I cleaned out, didn't get fucked, and then the same thing happened. Now I know it's anal mucus, not cum. Basically I've been stripping my ass of it's natural mucus lining and when it reasserts itself (and there's no shit in my ass), then the mucus comes out.

So far for me this year (anal loads): Taken: 28 Given: 17 I've never really counted oral loads. Getting oral loads isn't really my thing. I do need to step up my game though. I wish I were taking a lot more loads than that.

Yesterday I hooked up with this Middle Eastern cub who'd bred me on two occasions with me bent over toilets at the Eagle. I love bottoming for him because he gave me two loads on both occasions. This time he came to my place. I was hoping to take some loads before he got there, but didn't manage to find anyone to breed me. I'm still trying to figure this top out. Not sure if he likes intimate/connected sex or more anonymous sex. He likes kissing, but while he's fucking me he seems to like to treat me like just a hole. At the Eagle you can't exactly throw your legs in the air in a toilet stall - so the sex was always pretty anonymous, and that's how we started yesterday. But then I flipped over and threw my legs in the air. But then at one point he put my feet together in front of his face - made me wonder if he didn't really like eye contact when he fucks. At the Eagle you've got to make things pretty quick 'cause security might come, so I wondered whether he'd be quick in a more private setting as well. He did take more time - not a long time, but he fucked me for maybe 10 minutes before blowing his load in me the first time. Then we laid on the bed and made out which didn't last long - soon I was sucking him - getting him hard for round 2 - since I know he can cum twice and I wanted the extra load. The second load took a lot longer to cum in fact at one point he took a break from fucking me and gave me a bit of a massage - though that soon turned into a massage of my prostate with his cock. Eventually he had me legs up and was pounding my ass pretty fast. I can tell when he's about to cum 'cause he fucks faster and faster and more intently. The only problem was he was hitting something in me that really hurt. I was actually debating telling him to change position or slow down but I figured he was close - and I was right. A moment later he dumped the second load in me. I was just glad the pain was over and that I'd gotten the load. So then we laid on the bed some more and at one point he got on his belly and made it clear he wanted me to give him a massage or something (I wasn't exactly sure). The massage was difficult because he wasn't oiled up, so then I started playing with his ass just to see his reaction and his ass started to rise up to meet my fingers. Hmmm... So then I started rimming him. He seemed to like that - he had given me a pretty long rim job before fucking me. I was a little worried he wouldn't be all that clean since he came as a top, not a bottom, but he seemed pretty clean. As I rimmed him I jacked my cock and when I was hard enough I repositioned him on the bed and started pushing my dick in his hole. He was really tight. I wasn't 100% hard which was good because it meant my cock was a little smaller. I did finally sorta get in. He was tight as hell. I really don't think he gets fucked much at all. I couldn't quite get the right position so wasn't getting 100% hard. Then when I slipped out at one point I went back to fingering his ass - this time with multiple fingers trying to loosen him up. The whole time he was just sorta being "compliant". He seemed to want it, but also be apprehensive or something. When I got back in his ass the second time my goal was to give him a load. After all, I'd gotten 6 from him so far (over the 3 encounters), so it was time he got one of mine. I gotta say it was a huge turn on to be fucking a top when the top knew from experience that I'm the type of guy who will just bend over for completely anonymous cock in a bar. But there I was with my raw dick in his ass. Since I was in bottom mode (for the most part) my cock never did get 100% hard, but it got close, and it wasn't long before I felt the cum churning in my balls and then I blew my load in his ass. So the top took a load from a cumdump bottom! Afterwards we laid there for a bit and then he got up and went to the bathroom and tried to push out my load. I heard the toilet flush 3 times. But when he came back in the room he didn't seem freaked out or anything… And the next day he's still talking to me and wants to hookup again… Oh - one other thing… We've never discussed status. I tried to bring it up once in a text after the first time we met and he just changed the subject. His English isn't all that great and he hasn't been in the US all that long, and I doubt gay sex ed is all that great in Arab countries - makes you wonder how much he knows and what his status is - or whether he even knows his status…

Last year at the CumUnion party on Gay Pride weekend I got fucked by 16 guys and took 5 loads. I could have easily kept on going, but just got tired 'cause it was late.

So you take both. I got my seeds a couple days ago. Took one that evening, then 4 yesterday and 1 so far today. When I cleaned out today I couldn't believe how quickly it went. I cleaned deep with a 13" hose. It usually takes me 2 hours and then lasts for 12 hours. This time I was done in about a half hour. If I hadn't cleaned that high it would have taken 10-15 min. Amazing... Though I'll probably taper down and take less unless I know I'm going to be going to a sex party or something.

Question - those of you taking them - do you take them in addition to psyllium fiber or in lieu of it? In other words I've been taking psyllium but don't know if I still need to take it if I'm taking chia seeds? BTW, they were really expensive at my grocery store, so ordered 6 lbs on Amazon and then was shocked how big of a bag that was.

A month or so ago my best friend let it slip that I was bottoming one night when he was drunk. My bf was pissed and there were some really tense moments. Then he calmed down. So I laid off sex for a little while - didn't want to fan the flames too much. But since he knew I figured I could be more open about it, a bit over a week ago now was Folsom Street East. Before we went I tried to clean out, but as it turned out I cleaned too deep and by the time I got there I was slightly messy again - so getting fucked wasn't really an option. He kept a pretty tight leash on me though that night. Then a few days ago we went to the Eagle again for Pride. I cleaned out really well this time - even told him I was doing it and he was OK with it. I wanted him to fuck me before we went, but he said it would kill his sexual energy. I was clean as a whistle this time and determined to get fucked. We went a little later so we'd be there when guys started getting frisky. The normal places (the bathroom and a back corner) were really difficult and there didn't seem like much sex to be had. But when I went down to the first floor this hot little Latino cub started flirting with me. He pulled out his uncut dick and I jacked him until he got hard. Then I sorta turned a bit so he had better access to my ass and he took the hint and started fingering me. I pulled out a little bottle of lube, lubed up my hole and lined my ass up with his dick and in he went. The game you play at the Eagle is to pretend you're not fucking so security will leave you alone. So I was standing there (not bent over) and he was shoving his dick in and out of my hole. Problem was that I have a beefy ass and his dick was "average" in length, so he'd slip out pretty frequently and couldn't really fuck me properly. I told him I wanted his load, but he said he couldn't cum in that position - he wished he could get me with my legs up. That went on for a while and my bf passed by a couple times while that was happening. I couldn't tell whether he was OK with it or not. When it ended I went around looking for him and when I found him he seemed happy and was flirting with a couple guys who were his type. So I went off looking for more dick. I wasn't having much luck so I was in the process of heading up to the roof to check on my bf when I ran into this hot Middle Eastern guy who'd fucked me at the Eagle 6 months ago. As soon as he saw me he was all over me. Funny part was he didn't remember fucking me previously. I had to remind him and then he had no recollection. Anyway, last time he fucked me he managed to give me two loads and the same thing happened this time as well. By the time we were done I was overdue to find my bf and when I looked at my phone it turns out he couldn't find me and had left in a bit of a huff and gone home. It took a little work to get him to open up - he was upset and embarrassed that I was getting fucked in public. But I've done stuff like that as a top before - the only difference was this time I was the bottom. I tried not to fan any flames, and eventually he calmed down and apologized. In hindsight part of the problem might have been that he was drinking and did a little Coke with a friend of ours - that couldn't have helped his state of mind. Then last night a few guys came over to shoot a porn video for a well-known studio. The top had performance issues so we called it quits and sat around with some of the guys talking and drinking beer. The last one to leave was this young, cute little otter who was completely forward sexually. He suggested going out to the roof deck and jacking off. So off we went. I haven't done a 3way with my bf in YEARS - they just never went all that well in the past. Because we were a bit on display this one was rather quick. The little otter started jacking his nice sized dick and then my bf went down on him. When he stopped the otter continued jacking and I told him "I don't want you to waste your load - jack off and then insert the tip of your dick in my ass when you cum." Took him a little time to figure out what I was asking, but a minute later his orgasm was coming and he did exactly what I asked and I got a nice sized load up my ass - right in front of my bf! It felt really good being able to have my bf see me take a load. He still hasn't fucked me - that's frustrating and I don't know if it'll change. I think I'm too much of a whore for him - he's afraid of STDs or something. My goal is to start getting his loads as well. He jacks off once or twice a day - his loads are always pretty small, but I'd still like them up my ass rather than wasted on his belly. So slow, steady progress - even if it's a bit precarious…

What do Chia seeds taste like? Is the taste unpleasant? If you add it to yogurt or cereal or a salad does it change the taste of what you add it to?

I've been worried that my hole would rip with big dicks - it seemed to happen back in January and I have a history of having a fissure, but last week I took two huge cocks no problem, so it looks like my ass is going to be OK. First was a muscular black fuckbuddy of mine. His dick is 10", possibly 10 1/2" and thick. The good part is that he's pretty gentle - he knows he's big and can do damage. He really likes going deep - and that hurt like hell, but I wasn't worried about him doing damage going deep. It was more what he might do to my hole. Not sure exactly why, but he seemed to be completely in love with my hole. Something about it felt really good on his dick. But as he got harder and longer he was hitting some really painful parts of my ass. I put my hand down between him and my ass to try to make it so he didn't go in so deep, but that didn't help much. Finally he pushed in as far as he could go and blew his load in my hole. While he was fucking me another top texted me saying he wanted to come over. I took 15 seconds and replied and told him to come over. The first top was barely gone 5 min when the second top showed up. He's fucked me a couple times a long time ago and the way he fucks is rather brutal. He's not gentle in the least. His dick is a good 9 to 9 1/2" and rock hard (the black guy's was more spongey - so it felt better). Luckily he was in a rush so he didn't take very long. I mean getting fucked by him is like an endurance challenge. But he also seems really enchanted by my hole - and so I put up with the pain to get his load. Like the first top, he pushed in as far as he could go when he blew his load in my ass. I should mention that both of the tops are really hot and muscular. It's another reason why I put up with the pain of getting fucked by them - it's a turn on to get fucked by them, even if it's painful. I'm still being careful, and I'm stretching my hole with a butt plug from time to time. I seem to be getting looser. Hopefully I'll get loose enough that I can take all but the biggest monster cocks. Would be nice not to have to worry about doing damage to my ass every time I get fucked.

I've been worried about my hole. I've had a fissure on and off for years, but maybe a year ago I decided to see a colorectal surgeon to get it fixed properly. She managed to get it healed just using creams, but I wasn't quite confident that everything was OK. Late last year it did reopen a bit, so I took the creams again. When it seemed healed up I went to a sex party and the first guy to fuck me was this black guy with a huge, rock hard cock. He wasn't gentle and I could feel it ripping as he shoved in. Two seconds later I ended it telling him I just couldn't take a dick that big. I got fucked by some other guys at the party, but the black guy had fucked up my hole. So after a few days of trying to push it, I decided to take it easy. I used the cream for a few weeks and it seemed better. I figured I'd try to stretch my hole myself - taking it easy and just building up a tolerance for size so when a big dick shoved in hard in the future he wouldn't do damage. Problem was I was missing a butt plug that gave me a good stretch without going too far. I tried a medium Pig Hole that I have to use on bottoms when I top. I could get it in (with a lot of effort), but it was too big. By the time I pulled it out it usually did some damage. So I got a small Butt Hole which was better, but the first few times I used it was really hard to get it up there and it also seemed to do some damage - but far less than the medium Pig Hole. But every time I used it I'd be sore the day after. Finally I said "enough" and made another appointment with my colorectal surgeon. She's a straight Indian woman. I wasn't sure how she was going to take a discussion of getting fucked and playing with toys, but after some initial awkwardness on my part it was clear it was a conversation she's had many times with many patients (she's a butt doctor in a relatively gay neighborhood - Hell's Kitchen). When she examined me at first she thought she saw a fissure, but then she said it just looked like some sort of abrasion - like a rug burn. I had gotten comfortable with the idea of getting surgery to loosen things up, but then realized maybe I didn't need it after all. So later that day when one of my vers fuck buds hit me up I cancelled plans with a bottom to go swap loads with my bud. Problem was, when I got there I went into the bathroom and checked my douche and I wasn't 100% clean. In the past he's jacked off and pushed in when he came, so after I fucked him I suggested that and told him I wasn't completely clean. But he kept pushing in and really liked how my hole felt on his dick, so he decided to just fuck me even if I wasn't completely clean. He tried to be gentle, but that's easier said than done for him since he's got a thick 10" dick! Honestly I was amazed I could take it. It only really hurt when he "hit bottom" (my "2nd sphincter"). Most of the time I just felt incredibly full. He actually fucked me for quite a while before blowing his load deep inside me. So taking his big black cock gave me some confidence. If there's no actual tear, I'm going to keep trying to stretch things so I get looser. I'm already noticing a change. The small Butt Hole used to be difficult to get in my ass. Now I can get it in pretty easily - it's just it gets really sore after about an hour. I can see where my ass might be getting abraded by it, but if that's all that's happening that'll get better. My hole is getting looser, so I'm hoping I won't need surgery. It would be really cool if I could get to the point where I could take just about any dick. I know I'm starting late, but I really wanna be one of those bottoms who takes 100 or 200 loads in a year.

Doesn't the open hole make things rather messy? Seems like it would be really high maintenance - you'd have to stay douched 24/7 to wear that long term.