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  1. ErosWired
    Rating myself is meaningless because 1. There is no standard baseline and 2. Any other man could rate me as low as 1 or as high as 10 depending entirely on his subjective tastes. Not only that, but a man who saw me ass-up at the baths might give what he saw a high score, but drop it radically when he saw my face if he didn’t like it. Frankly, I think I have a face made for radio, but other men consistently (and to me inexplicably) tell me I’m “handsome”, “cute”, or “a pretty boy” 🤨 I’m 52, for God’s sake. The only rationale I can think of for it is that I have a full head of hair that shows no signs of receding or thinning. (The last man who bred me, a man my age who was nearly bald, ran his fingers through my hair and said, “Look at all that hair - that’s just ridiculous.” So I haven’t got a clue where I average out on the scale. I wince whenever I look in the mirror, but men keep fucking me, so...? As far as who I’ll accept, that’s kind of a non-question. Half the time I never see the guy who just rutted my slit and left his load inside me in a dimly lit room, so their appearance is immaterial. I don’t turn anyone away.
  2. ErosWired
    A four-foot length of heavy steel chain. Also, not unlike @CCbttm, I’ve inserted eggs, only mine were made of polished stone. I would insert half a dozen then imagine a Dom was forcing me to “lay” them as a display for his friends. ...Whiiiiich sounds a :lot: more warped now when I say it out loud.
  3. ErosWired
    I was not expecting that. 🤔
  4. ErosWired
    Out of curiosity, what is the distinction you draw between “fucked non-consesually” and “outright raped”? Elsewhere you have mentioned being beaten, raped, and gotten “into trouble” as a result of hookups. Your experience sounds as though it would be valuable in helping others avoid similar situations. Would you mind expounding in a little more detail - if it’s not too painful to recall - about the circumstances that led to such unfortunate incidents?
  5. ErosWired
    But beware - once you teach him how to recognize their manipulation, he can recognize yours, too, if he has any intelligence at all. And if you choose the path of emotional/social warfare against these women, consider that they are heavily armed, veterans of countless conflicts, and will think nothing of retaliating in kind, and with malice. On the other hand, you could simply tell him straight up that you like him very much and would like to invite him to <some activity>. The invitation will be singular and not extended to his entourage. Should he ask whether they might also come, or should they rudely invite themselves, you should simply explain that you had asked him because you wanted to get to know him better. Address all comments to him; do not engage the entourage directly. Do not permit them to control the dialogue, which should remain between you and him at all times. Do not be baited into answering their questions or justifying your actions to them. Speak only to him, and make it clear to him that his are the only responses you care about. When possible, position yourself physically so that you are between him and them with your back to them. Ignore shrill noises. Good luck.
  6. ErosWired
    Re-read what you just wrote and try to understand why an average reader would find it irrational and overwrought. You give the impression that you’re hyperventilating. You may wish to try breathing into a bag or something.
  7. ErosWired
    There is a flaw in the structure of the poll - there are no options for “Hell No” or for “I’d rather suffocate in a vat of my own dung”.
  8. ErosWired
    Hear me out for a second. This question is kind of the flipside to the one that asks Tops if it’s frustrating having a big cock. Being a total bottom I don’t know quite how to ask this without coming across sounding insufferably conceited and full of myself, but the question regards my own experience, so I’m just going to throw it out here and see what happens. I am hotel hosting tonight. I have had three loads so far. Each one of them shot within a minute and a half or less of entering me. Each on of them made a comment along the lines of [moan] “Ooooooohhhhh that is good...” And then they shoot, explain that they hadn’t meant to cum that fast, and it’s over. I have been told repeatedly over the last few years by Tops that I have an “amazing ass”. I have no idea whether I do or not; I can’t fuck myself to find out, and the Tops may just be blowing smoke up my - well, my ass. But the fact remains that a lot of Tops express surprise when they enter me and then shortly blow. So, for the sake of framing the question, let’s assume that my ass has a quality Tops would consider “great-feeling” to the degree that it causes them to orgasm quickly. How many of you other bottoms have this problem, and do you find it frustrating? I would really, really like some long-duration hard-pounding fucking, but I almost never get it, even from Tops known for their stamina.
  9. ErosWired
    That’s how it was with my former Master - what I have become is the result of what he found already within me and developed, rather than something he imposed on me. In trying to understand why I need or desire men to sexually dominate and degrade me, to call my asshole a cunt or a pussy and use it as such, I’ve wondered if the only way I could allow myself to express myself sexually is if I somehow could tell myself I had had no choice. I’m beyond that kind of self-repression now, but I wonder if it permanently shaped my sexuality in such a way that I now greatly desire to serve men who would use me that way. It is humiliating to say it out loud, but I do need men to recognize my asshole as a cunt, to recognize me as a thing to be fucked, and to use me in ways that demonstrate their control and power. What’s worse is that I’m even willing to beg for it...
  10. ErosWired
    I, too, am intrigued by the desire of some men to degrade others, particularly sexually, and equally perplexed by the desire of some men to be degraded and “conquered” - especially when I recognize the need for it in me, and don’t understand where it comes from. I gain a sense of satisfaction from serving all kinds of men with my ass, but the deepest need is met only when a man handles me roughly, penetrates me with force, and violently ruts my slit in breeding fashion while explaining to me just how much he is degrading me with each thrust of his hips, and what I’ll become when he empties a Man’s load inside me. And then he does. And there’s no way back from that. I let other men fuck my anus. I let them shoot their sperm into me. To some men in the world, knowing that would forever disqualify me from any role as a male and from the society of men. For some others, it would mark me as nothing more than a utility to be used at need and then discarded. For many, many others it would be a source of confusion and lack of understanding that would prevent personal relationships. But among a small group of Men, that knowledge marks me as prey - a thing to be singled out from the group, overpowered, and defiled until there can be no doubt in my mind what I am to them. It disturbs me that I want that - even more, that I may need that. The man who’s going to fuck me tonight wanted to know if he can use words like we’re discussing in this thread when he uses me. I told him of course he could. We’ll see how far down he takes me...
  11. ErosWired
    I’ve seen a couple of posts in this thread where guys have said they don’t like a Top to use those “degrading” terms while he’s fucking them. From a certain perspective, this seems odd - while being penetrated by another man is not necessarily inherently degrading, in many circles if you’re a male and you have allowed another male to rut your ass with his cock, you were already in a state of degradation the moment he entered you. Any words he might use to describe you at that point must be considered mere observations. It just depends on whether one or both of you subscribes to the idea that a man is degraded by assuming the receptive role. Personally, I’ve been fucked by men (many) who made no bones about the fact that they wanted to degrade me by fucking me a certain way, and they fucked me that way. But whether I was degraded by their fucking or their words will always be my choice.
  12. ErosWired
    As in an all-consuming black hole from which not even light can escape? ...Well, that’s a new one. I’ve heard of a tight hole, but that’s off the scale...
  13. ErosWired
    You must have a dwindling list of guys you’re willing to chat with... if this site is any guide, those terms seem to be ubiquitous! Reading the threads here must be torture. 😉
  14. ErosWired
    Having been both dry-fucked and spit-fucked, I’m not a huge fan of either, though I of course will if a Top desires. But for the most part I prep myself before service, and after trying assorted lubes and combinations of lubes, I’ve pretty much settled on an all-organic method. Just a dab of solid vegetable oil as a base, then coconut oil. Both are tasteless and odorless (important!), they don’t risk permanent stains the way silicones do, they last longer than most water-based lubes, and I’ve never had any kind of reaction to them as I have some that have made my hole burn.
  15. ErosWired
    I remember one Top who had me who was clearly frustrated by his size. It was a dark night at camp and I was bent over the end of a picnic table when this man started working my hole with his fingers. He kept at it for ages, 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 fingers, and I thought, Is this guy about to try to fist me? It turned out that he had spent all that time and effort to open me up to receive his cock. I never actually saw it - the night was pitch-black - but he was enormous. I thought he was going to split me, but I bit my lip and let him fuck. Then, after just a few strokes, he pulled out. ”Had enough?” He asked. I replied, “Well... that depends. Have you?” ”No,” he said. ”Back at it, then,” I said, and resumed my position on the table. This time he fucked me deep and for a long time, and ravaged my whole fucktunnel by the time he finally pulled out and said, “Now I’ve had enough.” I couldn’t see his face, but he sounded so happy and grateful I felt kind of proud to have been able to let him fuck freely the way he needed to. I had a very strong sense that it didn’t often happen for him.
  16. ErosWired
    When you say “long winded”, do you mean “likes a long fuck” or “keeps on talking”? In general use, “long winded” usually means the latter. If he wasn’t getting on with business because he was distracting himself by talking while fucking you, I can understand the irritation. But if he was just a long-haul fucker, I sympathize less. From my perspective as a service cumdump bottom, my foremost duty is the pleasure and satisfaction of the Top inside me at that moment, whether he ruts me for two minutes and cums inside, or for twenty and then decides to pull out and finish in someone else. He isn’t there to serve me - I’m there to serve him. His load is his to give, or not give, as he pleases. It isn’t mine to take, ever. The notion you express that the loads of three Tops who might potentially have fucked you belonged to you and were basically stolen by other bottoms makes no sense to me at all, but you are likely not a service-oriented bottom. Some bottoms are self-serving, but all cumdumps have some aspects in common. You are a self-proclaimed cumdump. No Top owes you or any cumdump a load, and you are not entitled to the load of any Top who isn’t inclined to give it. I would encourage you to be cautious airing complaints irl about the fuckings you receive or telling guys you’re “not happy” unless you’re getting all the loads - you’ll soon gain a reputation as a greedy bottom who’s ungrateful to Tops, and you’ll have a harder time finding the loads you want.
  17. ErosWired
    One more question on this, as I am unfamiliar with base life - are there particular days/evenings/times that servicemen are normally at liberty to go off base to places in the immediate vicinity?
  18. ErosWired
    I was’t cut until I was in the fourth grade (on a Thanksgiving Day for God’s sake!) because there was some issue with the foreskin. I don’t really remember being uncut, and I like it - my ampallang doesn’t hide behind a hood! I have no preference between cut and uncut when it comes to what penetrates my ass - they all have to be erect enough that the difference is moot anyway - but orally I must confess a strong preference for uncut. Especially if the guy approaches me limp, I don’t like the feel of a loose foreskin rolling over my tongue. It’s like eating a candy bar with the wrapper still on.
  19. ErosWired
    I don’t think you grasp the central concepts of LaVeyan Satanism. You might wish to start with this information. Besides, you can submit yourself to some pretty dark and dominant men, and explore the hell out of depravity without bothering with Satanism. Just read these boards. They’re full of delightful depravity. (;
  20. ErosWired
    The oath I swore on entering Federal service is to defend the Constitution from all enemies foreign and domestic - not the President. And the Prior Restraint of speech you are advocating in your post is unconstitutional under the First Amendment. It is among our most cherished rights as Americans that we may freely and openly criticize our leaders, including the President. Men and women have died to defend that right. It is the fact that so many Americans take advantage of that right to openly protest the actions of the orange loon and his craven supporters that gives me any hope for the future in this bleak time. And, on a practical level, “rallying round” is what got us saddled with SESTA/FOSTA. We’re not going to get that repealed by going be-e-eh like obedient sheep.
  21. ErosWired
    Heh. I imagine he was like, “Dude, we would get this lab done a lot quicker if you would take the test tube out of your mouth.”
  22. ErosWired
    I live not that far from the Fort Knox military base, and it occurred to me that I might one evening try taking a room at one of the nearby off-base motels to host Tops. Has anyone had any experience finding Tops from a local military base interested in fucking bottoms?
  23. ErosWired
    I just gave myself a totally unexpected anal/prostate orgasm from inserting a glass dildo just big enough to stretch my limits. The moment the big bulb end popped through, I thought, Oh my God, I’m going to cum and I can’t stop it! I put my hand down under my cock, and as soon as the wave hit me I felt a gush of cum out of my cock into my hand. Then the orgasm built into a whole-body-clenching spasm and I felt a second gush of warm wetness in my hand. When it was over, I didn’t have a towel handy, so I just cleaned my palm off with my tongue, and I could not believe how much cum had poured out of me - way more than if I’d had a penile orgasm. Anal/prostate orgasms are definitely better.
  24. ErosWired
    I think that’s probably an astute assessment.
  25. ErosWired
    I can’t think of a single guy who was openly gay at my high school, because being a ‘fag’ in Appalachia in the mid-80s was Not A Good Thing. Mercifully, I was a (very) late bloomer and even though jocks sometimes called me a fag in the corridors, I didn’t understand what they were on about. I did have one girlfriend later on - who actually is now a FtM trans, so essentially a guy and neither of us realized it - and that shielded me from some of the worst abuse. I didn’t even really understand that male-on-male sex was a thing until I got to college. Ironically, one of my best friends came out as soon as he graduated high school and got the hell out of our hick hometown for college in another state, but by the time I understood about myself he was partnered up, and then tragically died young from a drug interaction. What I didn’t realize in high school was that I loved him - if we had been in high school today, when things were more enlightened, we might have had a relationship. But then, he was my girlfriend’s best friend, so we made for a very confused little triad anyway and that would have just been nuts...

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