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## There are definite risks to hosting anon In your own apartment! It’s no secret that I’m a fan of anonymous sex. The more anonymous the better. Usually when Ii’m really in the mood, I get a room. I”m a master of sanitizing the room, I’ve got a burn phone. I hide my car key, I keep my wallet in the car, and nothing else that can be stolen, or used against me. (Well not completely. I keep a flogger where it can be seen) About a year ago, I moved into a downtown loft. There were some times that I just didn’t feel like getting a room somewhere and was horny as hell so I broke a cardinal rule and let a few select guys into my apartment. It’s an inside apartment facing another building so it gets pretty dark. There is very little ambient light. The only light in the apartment is the glow from the thermostat. My bedroom door was right inside the apartment door, and I moved a selfing uint so it would be hard to get to the rest of the apartment. I was also being selective about who I invited in. Since I was going to be hooded and blindfolded. I invited guys that I had met before and had a track record with. I would invite them over, have the door open, and be on my knees hooded so I couldn’t see anyone. I was in a secure building, so I had to buzz people in. This had given me a false sense of security. I did have some fun though . A couple of guys my age, and a few younger guys. I’m pretty sure a couple of them were black, but I didn’t care. And one had a huge dick. I have no idea how big it was, but when it got hard in my mouth and hand, it filled me up. I was glad he was patient because he would have ripped me open if he had just taken me balls deep. I have two bedside stands next to my bed. The one on the far side has all my crap on it. Charger for phone, iPad (kept in drawer so it can’t be seen) kindle, alarm clock and such. On the other stand had my sex stuff. I keep it on a tray that I can slide into a drawer quickly and easily as needed. It’s got lube, but plug, dildo. ( a really nice new big realistic dildo) etc. There was also a small LED light constantly shining on the tray so things could be seen. Middle of the night, the 4th of July and after a long weekend of binging work on my dissertation, I had passed out on the bed. It was about 2am, naked, face down. I must really have been distracted because I apparently hadn’t locked my door. So again it was about 2-2:30. I woke suddenly in a panic, feeling a something heavy laying me holding me down and something large and slippery pushing at my asshole. I trashed around a bit but it was too heavy to move it off me. I heard a whisper in my ear, “relax, you know me, enjoy” and that large object, which I now realized was a big cock started pushing inside me. I was still in that mixed, sleep and terrified state. It just kept pushing in, burning, but not stopping. Suddenly I could feel his hair and balls against me and I knew it was buried deep inside me. He pauses and he again whispered in my ear. You like it anon, and I know you’ve talked about just being taken, so enjoy. Here it is. He pulled out almost completely and then pushed it back in to the hilt, He did this a couple of time, then pulled all the way out and rammed it deep inside me , doing this a couple of times. He then started fucking me. There is nothing else to call it. He just started long deep, fast strokes, Filling me. He called me a slut and a whore. All the time laying on my so I couldn’t move. Long fast strokes, stretching me wide, He would stop occasional and with one hand holding me down would dribble more lube He started breathing faster and I could feel him swell in me, he trust in HARD and grunted and I knew he was humming in me. He pulled out slowly still holding me down. He whispered in my ear. I’ve been here a couple of times before. You just didn’t realize I lived in the building. You shouldn’t leave your door unlocked.” He smacked my ass hard, and I heard him pull his pants up and then the door open and close. I got up on shaky legs and locked the door. It was now 0315, He had been fucking me hard for about 30 min.

Unfortunately with homeless its hit or miss when you see them.

Should never write posts when your working nights. Have to go back and fix later.

I look back at my behavior in the 70z and 80s and I’m surprised my dick has t fallen off. At that point in my life I thought paying for it was the only way to get it. Not only in the states but in places like the Philippines. I never ought anything worse than a case of 🦀.

[think before following links] https://www.acpjournals.org/doi/10.7326/M20-3689 This the one your talking about?

Employer sending me back to Dallas the last weekend of July, 1st of August. Be there from Friday through Sunday. Someone has to have some input on Motels with outside access in a part of town where I'm apt to get people to show up. No one seems to want to travel through a lobby to get to my room.

I think that's why I keep doing anon, hooded, lights out kind of scenes. I've kept up with daily dosing. I'm lucky that it doesn't cost me anything. My brain is still processing that there is some risk. There are other STD's, and it's not 100% effective. I think I've said before that bareback receiving is my form of self medication. I think for me it's just the right amount of risk.

Thursday is also payday around here.

As a young man. Underage by todays standards (and probably in the standards of the time mid 70's) filmed as bottom of a bunch of leather tops. It was on 8 mm black and white film. I'm sure there is a copy out there somewhere. Would love to repeat it today. It was pretty rough and brutal. It was kind of my last fling before I had to report to Basic Training. Wonder how someone goes about finding one of the "fringe" gay porn producers so set it up for me. 🙂

The best part is being submissive and having them use me as they wish.

It's never OK. Consent rules!

I don't think it's any different that it used to be. Just more obvious with all the apps and web sites. There has always been the I only do Black, white, Twink, etc. I just learned the guys who were cruising during the day and the ones that are cruising at night.

My Gang Bang is where I have no control about who, how many etc.

Always given. A nice 7" that cooperated fully with starting soft then getting hard in my mouth. Wasn't a big Cum but it was nice.

I didn't start out to do that. I was just out sitting by the river reading on my kindle when I realized that it had gotten dark out and that I was out after curfew. I was sitting under a gazebo in a place that for some reason, didn't have any lights. As I was sitting there trying to decide what to do, when two of our homeless guys wandered up. They were both younger black guys and pretty typical. They just kind of stood off to the side for a long time and I just ignored them and kept reading. Finally one walked up and asked if I had any change. I have no idea where this came from but I told him $50 for each of you if you fuck me raw right now. I was as shocked as he was. He just stood there and looked at me, then went over to his friend. They converses a but then they both came up to me and said "lets move a little farther into the dark". My heart was a ponding. There I was in the dark, sandwiched between two homeless guys. The second guy took charge. He put his hand on my head and pushed me to my knees. "Go for it faggot". It took a bit, he mad multiple layers on, but I got his cock out. About 7 uncut inches. He pushed my head into his crotch and it was all I could do not to gag. He hadn't washed in a a bit. I got used to it as he got hard in my mouth filling it nicely. My brain was shut off at this point and I have no idea how long he fucked my mouth. He then grabbed my hair and pulled me to a standing position, bent me over the railing and pulled my shorts down. I heard his spit and felt a wet finger in my ass. The finger pulled away. A dirty rag was stuffed in my mouth and then all the sudden all 7" of that hard cock were shoved in my ass all the way to the hilt. Oh my god. (now I know they the gag, I screamed). he just stayed there for a bit then started fucking me. It was rough at first, but is got smoother,, and it felt like there was lube there all the sudden. There was no finess, just raw fucking. He lasted a good 10. min and then he grunted and shoved it deep in me. As he pulled out he smacked my ass hard. The other guy now grabbed my hair and pulled me to the grass and pushed me onto my knees and told me to to get an my hands and knees. The first guy came around and put the cock that had just exploded in my ass into my mouth. Well I now where the extra lube came from. I could taste blood. He laughed and said. "Well If you think that hurt, wait till you feel this". The second buy must have been stroking as I was getting fucked. I could tell there was someone behind me and I felt this monster hit my ass. He put it to my hole and started a steady relentless push. If there wasn't blood and cum there he would have ripped me open. It seems like it took forever but he bottomed out and then just started a steady attack on my ass. he lasted another 10 min so and then he pushed in and got even harder all the sudden. He just stated here balls deep for what seemed like ages. As he pulled out I hadn't really recognized the fact the first guy was hard again. He pushed me flat onto the ground and just started fucking again. The second guy hit my face with his softening cock and I swear that thing had to be 11" and pretty think. I stretched my head up and started trying to clean him off as I got fucked again. He never really got soft and mostly because I wasn't flexible enough to reach it all, couldn't get it lal in my mouth. The 1st came in me again and then pulled out. The monster cock wasn't really interested in any more. As they pulled their pants on, I reached into the pocket on my shorts and pulled out all that was there and I tossed it onto the ground and fell back. Have no idea how much was really there, but they were happy. I wonder if they are going to be looking for me as much as I'm probably going to be looking for them again. I've let homeless guys fuck me before, but this was the first time like this.

I’ve been trying to arrange a tag team or spit roast. I usually only get responses from singles who think the idea is interesting, but rarely do I get two guys. What are your suggestions for the best way to get those single guys in contact with each other so I can increase my chances of pulling this off.

Bought this 13" to play with. With the lock down and decreased activity, I need to keep in practice.

I must be in the water or something. Since I moved here, I've noticed that in general the amount of cum and the quality of cum is different from what I'm used to . There seems to be less of it, and it's more watery. Haven't had one of those fill your mouth with thick white cum sessions with anyone since I moved here. Anyone else have this as an issue, or has my technique just gotten that bad.

My travel schedule is opening up. This fat assed chubby older Submissive Bottom is going to be in town the 19, 20, 21st of June. Have no idea where I’m staying. I will probably have a car. Yes they are making me drive there. I’ll be looking for loads. I like anon so I won’t are what you look like.

It has definitely gotten worse. Some of the responses I’ve gotten can barely be called English. I know I’ve pissed some of them off, and I may loose out on a good fuck, but I know I’ve gotten a bit curt in my responses.

Yup. As I got older and had to take more meds, it stopped working. And there is a joke in the medical field that if your not using it, you loose it.

I've been at this a LONG time. Back when ads were posting in things like the Valley Advocate and other papers as well as in swinger magazines. I'm not sure if it's just Alzheimer's setting in, but I feel like people used to actually read the ads back then. Now that they are posted online, no one seems to read them. Asking for things that are spelled out clearly in the ad, or not even appearing to know what the ad was looking for. Is it just me and my faulty memory?

Never read the book but I’ve watched recordings of some of the lectures he gave that later became the book.

I even got some response from an add on the activities section of Craigslist. "Looking for a pipe layer for some work that needs to be done. Equal opportunity. Open job site, come in and get the work done., then leave when you're ready."