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  1. The ones that DICE wears are particularly interesting. I still can't believe he put the TIM logo on his skull.
  2. I'm going to tell a story. I raped my late husband on our third date. We went to a piss party. I got super drunk, and while he was chatting at the bar, I came up behind him with a palm full of lube. Slicked him up, and he stood up immediately with surprise. He was not expecting a cold wet contact on his butt. When he turned to see who it was, he was relieved it was me. I pounded the shit out of him right there in front of everyone. We moved into the cage to get a better angle, and finished there. In true porn star fashion, I pulled out and came all over his chest. He LOVED it. I brought his fantasy to life without realizing it. A week later, he asked me to marry him. We didn't get engaged until nine months had passed. That was one of his favourite moments in our relationship. I didn't know how I felt about him at the time I did it. After all, it was only our third date, and I had broken up with my first boyfriend only a couple months prior, so I was still in turmoil. Fortunately, it all worked out and we had a beautiful two-year relationship before he was killed by a meth head. My point is this: see where this goes. Connect with your rapist on a deeper level and see who he is as a person. The sex is there, and that's great. If the sex is bad, it's hard to maintain a gay relationship. But since it's good - by your own account - see where this can go. It might turn out to be the best thing you ever did. Just don't be all crazy and stalker and needy, or because you want him to like you. Those things usually doom a relationship.
  3. Ah, I probably shouldn't. He didn't give permission for that, and might pull the agreement he and I made if I violate his privacy.
  4. Fuck "full blown". You are not a puffer fish.

  5. Leatherpunk is sick lately. On Monday night, I was sent home from work with a sudden fever of 102. The frigid night air didn't help lower my temperature and I couldn't get warm when I reached home. Later in the night, I finally got warm in the form of night sweat. I awoke with a normal temperature on Tuesday, and a sore neck and traps. I thought it was over. But the night sweat has continued. Now I observe a small and painful bulge on the right side of my neck, right around the lymph node. The neck muscles are still a little tender but just like I slept on it wrong.

    All these things point to a possible seroconversion, but the one missing factor is the exposure. I shot my porn two weeks ago with an undetectable guy. He was a little poopy when we fucked again the next day. So there's no logical way it could be that if I got no blood or semen from him. Which I didn't.  So I don't know what to make of it.

    Yet I'm not worried about it. What does it mean, I wonder? Not looking for a medical diagnosis from you, just thoughts.

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    2. pupHawaii
    3. bugRyan

      bugRyan

      It could be the flu or it might just be the regular flu that your body is trying real hard to get rid of either.  Either way, hope you feel better.  And I'm very turned on that your not worried about it...if it is the flu!

    4. leatherpunk16

      leatherpunk16

      I tested neg a couple WEEKS ago and got approved for the Truvada. Just haven't been able to get it yet because the pharmacy messed up. I didn't have any vomiting or anything, so if it was THE FLU that Ryan mentions, I had a VERY mild seroconversion. If it's gonna happen, at least make me EARN it by three days of sickness! LOL

      If it doesn't improve in a couple days, I'll call the doctor. It's possible I overstretched the neck muscle and it's knotted up right there. Other than that, no worries.

  6. I'm not sure I understand. Exactly what did Trent do that so repulsed his tops and host? Besides being a dick.
  7. Leatherpunk might be going in 2019. I've been chatting with the promoter, and we're working out a deal to get me there, and hopefully an audition with DickWadd Media. We'll see what happens!
  8. Good to see you back with a new chapter.
  9. Finally got test results from the clinic yesterday. Everything looks normal. No bugs for me this January. I've done that three times. Let's not go through that again.

    1. evilalex

      evilalex

      Are you wanting to remain neg?

    2. leatherpunk16

      leatherpunk16

      Yes. I had enough drama last year to last a lifetime. I don't wish to add more. But accidents do happen, and if they come, I will deal with it at the appropriate time. I will see the doctor about PreP again in April. Gotta have it to go back to doing porn!

  10. With the current government shut down in the US, I propose the following film. One of the bear porn studios needs to produce "Fur Load". Bears working in a govt office get furloughed, and to pass the time until it ends, they fuck. In one scene, they use office supplies (such as a stapler) as a dildo.
  11. I started hooking up with a hung couple in August of 2009. I was very newly out, and ready to explore my sexuality. One of them - Jim - was of strong German descent, and possessed a long and thick cock with a good deal of flexibility. When erect, he still had lots of pliability to it. He would regularly ram it down my throat, and I'd swallow and suck until I couldn't breathe. When I learned I could deepthroat, we did that every time as a prelude to raw piggy sex. His partner Donnie was equally hung, but he was the one who get his dick inside me. He bred me a couple times over four years. Jim was not capable of it - he had no power to listen to his bottoms. And every guy I've been with since these two has told me that I give amazing head. It's kind of an accomplishment.
  12. Sounds like you had an amazing time! Certainly better than my own first visit where I just kinda wandered around and didn't get any real action. I played with one guy who gave me his rented room for the night, and he took me to breakfast in the morning, but that was about it. I can't do bathhouses, evidently. LOL
  13. Give your hole a break. It's possible you have a fissure. Just a little internal tear like that can cause a lot of bleeding. If it concerns you and you continue to bleed or you experience fainting, either get tampons or go to your nearest emergency room.
  14. I've been many times. The passage walls are plastered with cheesy photos of porn stars advocating condom use, saying things like "Safety? That's hot." The club rules indicate condom use, but no one really enforces it. What happens between two consenting adults is their business, and the option is there if you require it.
  15. I used to be like that. Now that I'm pushing 40, and my sex drive is way lower than it used to be, I find the loads are coming up fairly average. Sometimes there's a lot, other times it's just normal. I haven't figured out what causes it and why it fluctuates.
  16. So mad, kupo! Evidently my blood work is fine and I can get PreP. Since I'm going back to doing porn, this is almost necessary since most studios are bareback now. Went to the clinic today with an appointment. They sent me three phone calls and a letter in the post about my appointment. I arrived early and checked in. Sat in the waiting room for almost two hours. When closing time came, I still hadn't been seen. They checked the logs and I was never checked in by the receptionist! Then on the way out of the clinic, a traffic camera caught me speeding just barely over the limit on a downhill slope, so I'll probably be ticketed for that. If the fucking dumbass had done her job right, I would have been seen and out at a reasonable time, and not risked a moving violation. So I'm mad as hell about the whole thing.  

    You know what, fuck this! I'd rather just take my chances with the bug than go through this nonsense.

    1. bugRyan

      bugRyan

      Fuck bro that blows and not in a good way.  Bug up!!

    2. NLbear

      NLbear

      Don't let emotions prevail over a rational decision. Going back to doing porn you may need proof that you're on PrEP working for certain studios or producers. 

    3. leatherpunk16

      leatherpunk16

      I'm pretty much over my mad by now. It still stinks, but that was yesterday. I get to go back on Monday morning and begin the process again.

  17. I grew up knowing I was gay, but never actually used anything other than jerking off for relief of sexual tension. I had my first blow at 17 with a neighbor friend, and though I wanted to get into some butt play, we never did. It wasn't until my third sexual partner that I had my chance at last. He was married, so strictly top because that's what he was used to. And I thought I would be a bottom, so we tried it. After a few unsuccessful attempts, we finally got there when I was 23, two years after we started sucking each other's cocks. It was late autumn of 2003, and I visited him at home one day after school. We went into his studio basement, and he bent me over a barstool while watching bestiality porn. He finally got it, and I had a quick flash of blackout. He fucked me good, and would have finished, but then there was a knock on his door. His student had arrived early, so we had to dress in a hurry, and as he was shoving me out the garage door, the student was coming in the front door. When I got home, my ass was bleeding. It stopped after a few hours. Later, he'd fuck me at my house, but always wanted condoms in case he had anything from the girls he was nailing on the side. But I'm not a bottom - most of the gay men in my town are bottoms, and the remaining tops aren't very well-endowed. So I have to make do with toys and non-local guys. Or be a top myself.
  18. One of my favourite kinks! I first got into it with one of my fuckbuds in 2011. He was drunk and high as a kite one night, and while watching a German porn, we saw a guy take a fist. Jim looked at me with glassy eyes, and said, "Think you can do that to me?" I said I'd give it a try. I covered my hand in Crisco - yes, these guys used Crisco - and put it inside him. And we fist fucked for maybe 40 minutes. He loved it, but was so out of it from the substances that he forgot his safeword, and was rather numb to the world. I knew nothing about technique or pace or anything, so I just figured he'd tell me when he's had enough. I pulled my hand out when I couldn't take the pressure anymore, and I was *covered* in his blood. I wanted to start jerking off with the bloody hand, but I was scared to go to that length, and the thought that I really hurt him. I washed with a ton of Dawn dish soap very soon. When I inquired with him a couple days later, he said he felt fine, and wanted to do that again. And I've been fisting ever since. I did a major fisting star in Chicago just a couple weeks ago, and I'll tell you about that when the time is right.
  19. I had a couple to play with for a little over three years from August 2009 to October 2012. They helped me explore my sexuality, and provided all kinds of naughty fun. But then they moved back to Texas, and within a year, one of them was dead from pancreatic cancer. I haven't seen the widow since, but we talked a few times. I miss them and those days.
  20. You are quite correct, TIM does not do any testing. Or serosorting. I interviewed with them five years ago, and that last part was the most disconcerting part of the interview. The guy flat out told me this was so. From communicating with others in the biz, I've concluded that if you go into TIM porn, you are either already poz or looking to convert. You are not likely to go in neg and come out neg.
  21. Went to the clinic today to make sure my dick is in good shape. They took my urine. Also some blood, since I hadn't been tested in a while. Curiously they were all out of the rapid test kits. No worries. They don't offer cookies after drawing blood anymore. :( But the wait times - OMG. And that awful video they play in the waiting room, "Safe Sex in the City". Man, the acting is so bad and I just laugh at the notion of all these people using condoms. You know damn well that half the actors are barebackers themselves! LOL

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    2. leatherpunk16

      leatherpunk16

      Probably not. I can just call and get results after entering my code. No need to sit in that waiting room again with so many scary-looking people and lowlifes, or to watch that dreadful film again if I don't need to.

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