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There's a very hung slender black guy who I have seen at Steamworks in Seattle who always wears a one hole ski mask. The last time I saw him, he came by while a regular was fucking me in a public space. He put his dick near my mouth as I was getting pounded and I sucked him with that getting pounded enthusiasm. After when I was wandering around, I spotted him in the warm room with two guys climbing over each other to suck his ~9" dick. I sat down and watched for a minute then he encouraged me to touch and suck him too. After a few minutes, he stood me up, bent me over and played with my hole while he put on a magnum condom (it was a while ago) and then slid inside me moaning. He was ready to cum and I was guessing he had decided on me when he saw how I was taking dick earlier. He deep-dicked me getting very verbal and loving my moaning until he finally nutted. When he ditched the condom, I grabbed it and put his load in my hole. Not the same as breeding, but better than the alternative. He withholds his face and his seed when fucking, but he's fine to have loads sucked out of him. When I see him I wonder why he wears the mask.

I'm well aware, but posting isn't reading the content (not even of the post whose subject line I was discussing). I'm already having a separate conversation with a moderator to see if there's a way I can turn off notifications from this specific forum.

Those boundaries aren't just philosophical. Plenty of people are either sober, or have medical reasons why they can't be exposed to chems. Meth users have residue of the drug in their bodies and fluids for two or more days after they last used. I'm not a fan of the bait-and-switch tactics I've had used on me.

I don't think it's a joke. Remember, every off-the-wall innovation seems crazy at first. They it becomes the new normal.

At first I thought this topic was going to be about a top who couldn't get it up. In that case I try to lead with compassion, gentle humor, and lowering the stakes. I love a hard dick, but I'm a human first and understand how complex arousal is for everyone. Men need to know it's all of them that is hot and not just whether their dick is hard in one specific moment. The use of "clean" shows someone ignorant/uneducated and you have to decide if you want to be the one to try and fix that.

That's pretty much a "no repeat" right there.

We are very similar in lots of ways, @tallslenderguy. We are very similarly wired erotically. We both go to primary sources on subjects to see what the research or other authoritative sources say and we both provide citations and sources. I very much appreciate your thoughtful and fact-based approach to subjects. I recognized the content was quoted and just scrolled past it without reading more than the first few numbered bullet points, so I can't engage on the content. I appreciate the apology but I don't think there was anything for you to apologize for. I'm just bummed that I don't have tools to manage the content I see better.

I avoid and ignore any and all political posts because I'm already stressed and anxious as a full time caregiver. I've been on a total news and social media blackout for several years now. I mention all that to give context. However, when there are new posts on BZ I can't help but see the post name in notifications. It's great seeing something that's obviously a political post as I can ignore it. Seeing post titles that are innocuous sounding that I read and end up being political and disturbing isn't great, but I can usually stop reading before I get the gist. Then there are post titles like this one that pack in a wealth of historical horror you don't need to read the post to have your terrible day made worse. I've tried to find a way to ignore or not get notifications from some forums, but haven't found a solution so far. If I could do that, it would work for me. Since I can't find a way to do that, what ends up in a post title I have no choice but to see in notifications. To be very clear, I'm not suggesting there's anything inappropriate about this post. This is about me managing what content I consume to optimize my mental health in my current circumstances. Mods, is there a solution here that I've missed?

You feel guilty the moment you finish orgasming. Do you have a sense of what you feel guilty *for*? What is it that you feel is unforgivable? Let's be clear, that bottom is a regular and he wanted you to fuck him... again. He knew what he was getting when he contacted and gave up his ass to you. It's after the third round that you had this conversation. He could have withdrawn his consent at any time, but he didn't. Contextually, it doesn't sound like this bottom feels he's been wronged or hurt in any way. In fact, he sounds mystified by what you're feeling which is why he asked the question. Where do you think your feeling comes from? How old do you feel when you feel like this? Does this feeling remind you of a time or place from your past?

Yup, I posted about it asking some questions and inviting discussion. Search for "Polari Labs" and you should find the thread.

Where did he show up?

That comment sounds pretty "revenge-y". Just sayin'.

More like let the universe use you as karmic dick to knock up their sons and addict them to breeding.

It sounds like you have some traumatic memories of playing hockey as a kid. That sounds horribly painful. I understand your reaction and there's no doubt your read on hockey's pervasive homophobia is rooted in reality. I think lots of people, including Rachel Reid who wrote Heated Rivalry and Jacob Tierney who wrote and directed the adaptation for television, agree with you. I think both wish it was different, too. Rachel is the first to say her books are romantic fantasy. The power structure of her fictional hockey league isn't welcoming to men who have sex with men either. The fictional commissioner is a very clear homophobic villain. She makes just one team in the entire league a place where the homophobic culture doesn't completely dominate. Individual players and coaches, just like individuals in the real world, have their own attitudes and experiences and we get to see how they play out in a less homophobic environment. I think that's the whole point. Rachel and Jacob were aligned on celebrating queer joy in the source material and the adaptation, arguably very successfully. Again, it's a romantic fantasy so that's what it is supposed to do. They also managed to show how human beings lives can be distorted by fear and prejudice and what it can take to get over or around it. Meanwhile, the real-world hockey league is getting about a 20% bump in ticket sales from HR fans kicking the tires as new hockey fans. New hockey fans who come into the sport knowing the league has *never* had an active player who is out, and whose expectation is for the league to make moves so that changes. I've heard a lot of chat about how Rachel's fantasy hockey league seems to have way more gay and bi players than it should, but looking at the statistics, it seems like she's only scratching the surface. About 6% of men in the general population self-report as same-sex attracted and there are 736 active NHL players at any time. It looks like about 1000 NHL players overall. Bear in mind that self-reporting is significantly less than the real number since so many men would not self-report. That means conservatively there are between 44 and 60 gay, bi, and queer players in the NHL. I'm pretty sure Rachel's book series hasn't come close to the lower threshold number in queer characters, so in my view her fictional hockey league is still dramatically underselling the number of same-sex attracted men there are in real-world hockey. I'm sorry you were so ill-treated and abused when you were younger. The NHL has so much work to do as it's seen as the most homophobic and least welcoming of all professional sporting leagues. I've been enjoying reading professional athletes reacting to the TV show and comparing it with their sport and experiences. I have to believe the kind of focus and pressure that shows like Heated Rivalry can bring to bear can only speeds the pace of change.

No space between the first and last names - NoahPartic With a space it leads to a sketchy looking group.