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blackrobe

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  1. It's totally fine for you to not be into what other people are. Some people get turned on by the idea or reality of having sex with someone they are related to. If it's not your thing, just keep walking on by. At the same time, people who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones. By your own admission, the first person who sucked you off was your own older brother, and he was the first person you sucked off as well. You don't say it was non-consensual or mention any trauma, so there's a whiff of hypocrisy to your reaction in these father/son threads.
  2. Your fear of having your use of PrEP detected in routine blood work is, pardon my bluntness, complete nonsense. I get that you have a fear of it being discovered, for whatever reason, and I'm sympathetic, we've all had to come out in various ways and it can be emotionally taxing, but your fear of routine blood work is not rational, reasonable, or credible. If your fears persist now that you've been told by multiple people that they are not justified, I really recommend finding a mental health professional to talk to. Good luck to you.
  3. First things first, I can't imagine how they might figure out you're on PrEP from any normal diagnostic blood test. Those tests use specific agents for specific things and they don't show up anything else other than what they are made for. They won't identify non-specific drugs in people's systems so that's not a factor you need to worry about. You do need a trusted sexual health doctor you can be 100% honest with. If you don't want to leave your current doctor, you need to find a local sexual health clinic and get your full sexual health taken care of. That means getting on PrEP (perhaps Descovy as it has the lowest chance of showing kidney impact) and getting all your vaccinations - Gardasil for HPV and the vaccines for Hepatitis A and B. PrEP wasn't approved for "On demand" use in the US last time I checked and, to be honest, your reasons for avoiding a safer "daily dose" regimen don't make any sense to me. It would be far better to have a doctor you can trust with your complete health, but using a secondary clinic works too. Next Steps: Call the Granite State PrEP Hotline: 508-686-PrEP (7737) to get any/all your questions answered about getting PrEP in your state and here is a list of the clinics in your area where you can go to get PrEP. Don't forget to talk to them about Hepatitis A and B vaccinations as well as HPV vaccination. Whether you've had HPV before or not, you need it. There is no way to know if you've been exposed to the carcinogenic variety already or not, so getting vaccinated is only prudent.
  4. Or, alternatively, we try and treat each other with kindness and compassion because we've had those experiences.
  5. That's why I give up my hole for serial inseminations to every Greek breeder I find. Covid has kept my Greek breeder friend from putting his baby in me for months. I can hardly wait until his strong furry body fucks me full of his powerful seed again.
  6. Excellent customer service indeed. Which arcade was this?
  7. I'm glad to hear things are going well there. Pity those of us dealing with the incompetence of the US Federal response. I'm in Seattle, the early epicenter of the pandemic in the US, and the ineptness and potentially malicious mismanagement of the pandemic response in states that didn't support the previous president has left us exposed and vulnerable. We just his 400,000 COVID deaths without even factoring in the "excess death" numbers. I wish I was back home in Australia right now.
  8. Kelley Johnson from Below Decks (reality show) [think before following links] https://cumm.co.uk/outils-de-celebrites/kelly-johnson-leaked-nude-cock-picture/
  9. There are plenty of us here, I think. I think with men having less sex than they otherwise might, we are seeing a shift in content. More reminiscences, more pic posting, etc, and less new recollections. That mix-shift might be altering your perception. As a rule, I don't find the pic posting that interesting. I'm interested in reading about how and where and who men fuck, and are fucked by. I'm interested in how men grow into their breeder and bred natures.
  10. I just realized we've been talking about being locked up and I haven't shared my locked pic here yet.
  11. In my experience, really feeling a connection to the top means being able to respond to them and stretch and accommodate them. It's not only big men who feel that rejection, but men who need to fuck a long time and cum multiple times (the one-and-done bottom mentality). Men who are big, long-fucking, and multi-cummers have the biggest challenge of all trying to find bottoms willing to receive all they have to give without restriction. All big breeders deserve the feeling of penetrating, stretching, reshaping, fucking, and inseminating a willing and eager bottom's cunt for as long as they need, and to have their seed cherished and absorbed.
  12. Let's be clear that some men enjoy seeing their locked boys genitals react to their state like this and in discomfort. This can often be the signal for them to restrain and prostate milk them to give them fluid release without sexual satisfaction. Others might see it as the time for them to have their locked boy gang-fucked and bred intensely to wire up his orgasm fully to his cunt. There are options for key-holders and dominants to enhance their power and pleasure.
  13. I took 98 loads this year (added one today but I wasn't able to get the other two I needed to crack 100) from 24 men. 54 loads from one breeder. I'm really looking forward to finding more regular breeders next year. I'd very much like to get 200 loads in my cunt in 2021.
  14. I'm with you @BlackDude. It's the authenticity of true amateur video that I connect with. Its one of the reasons I love watching men fuck and breed in person. Any sight of a condom pushes me out of my heat and shows that the men aren't really connecting deeply.
  15. I find this a pretty difficult question to answer. It's about the whole man fucking you, not just his dick. I've had big dicked guys who didn't connect with me, and average dicked guys who connected with me and drove me to the edge. I'll pick the latter over the former every time. If you control for the man, the connection (say that regardless of dick size the connection is identical) and equal thickness, then I think 8.0 to 9.5 is the sweet spot for my cunt. Ideally long enough to penetrate and breed past the sigmoid flexure.
  16. I switched to Descovy from Truvada many months ago for similar reasons. I'm doing fine also with no side effects. Descovy lowers the dosage of the medication that can have kidney and liver impacts. This lowered dosage doesn't in any way lessen the effectiveness of PrEP based on the studies I've read. Descovy is safer (for those with kidney and liver sensitivities) and equally as effective. Of course, it must be taken in compliance with your doctor's instructions, just like Truvada. I don't even think about HIV as men fuck their seed deep into my cunt, just about their DNA becoming a part of me.
  17. Hairy, horny, Greek breeders rule.
  18. I find that both bigger and smaller men (height and weight) press the size difference power dynamic buttons for me. Being average height, shorter and taller men both get a strong response from me. In general, I've found the the breeders shorter than me to be more demanding and controlling and enjoy bending my cunt to their will. YMMV.
  19. I'm glad for you. I hope you poured filth in Drew's ear as you pumped and bred his ass.
  20. I expect tops to marshal their resources and maximize their pleasure in that kind of situation. That said, being the cunt that doesn't get inseminated at an orgy would be a difficult thing. Especially so if you'd had great dicks stroking your cunt walls all night and still were unbred.
  21. I've heard it and looked through the web site. There's some things that resonate, and he seems heartfelt in his vocation as a fag (by his definition), but I find it difficult to balance his reveling (in truth, rhapsodizing) in the stories he relates about Alphas and fags who contact him and his seeming reticence to share his own stories of service - both good and bad. The site seems ungrounded to me, and comes across as sensationalist and rhapsodic which I'm sure isn't his intent. I find his posts about "cunting" to be intriguing and yet so frustrating in how muddy and unclear they are about what cunting is and does for the Alpha and the fag. I was interested in the chastity content too, but it didn't really explore deeply enough into the first-person drives and desires of the Alpha or fag. YMMV.
  22. I suggest that once your ass is topped up with his load, you focus on all the men's seed in your ass and fuck your load into Drew. Then he'll get the message that regardless of how many loads you take, he'll always be taking your dick and seed.
  23. I've always had a strong sense of needing to earn each man's load, often meaning having to intuit what he might need, or simply obeying. The satisfaction I feel comes from seeing, feeling, and hearing him taking pleasure and gaining release.
  24. I'm looking for *strength* in the men who fuck my cunt. I certainly have a size difference kink, and l am always happy to have a big man cover my body completely with his and overwhelm me mentally and physically. However, the size difference kink cuts both ways, I'm just as happy to have a powerful man smaller than me, and with more strength per pound, own and overwhelm me in the same way. If I can serve their needs and be true to my nature at the same time, it's ideal. To Tallallman's observations: I connected with my receptive and hungry cunt less than two years ago. I'm 57 and, after being raped as a child, I'm a very new and authentically submissive bottom. I've experienced agism, there is no doubt. But at the same time, I've found men who value and enjoy my nature, my cunt, and my authentic self. I've been fucked and filled by a super hairy muscular daddy 6" inches shorter than me who, at 74, controlled me exquisitely and made me feel like his boy receptacle, by a 40-something muscular athlete who after 4 months without fucking just needed to breed a dad and fill him, and by a 29 year old son who slipped me his name and number on a receipt because he knew I was destined to be on his dick. There are flawed human beings who will dishonor your offering, but there are worthy breeders who will use and own and fill your cunt if you can let go of resentment and anger and be who you are.
  25. I'm curious who you see those kinds of men as being. I've found that underserved tops are often very skilled, or very enthusiastic, or both. I've found some slimmer very muscular Asian men are very horny breeders. What other types fall into the underserved breeders category? I'm also not very attracted to pretty and very obviously groomed men. I like the rougher, less primped and self-conscious breeders. Men with... something about them that I can't define well. Calling them ugly doesn't feel right. There's a concept of being "conventionally handsome", but I like the unconventionally handsome men.
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