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Cumunion has a BBRT profile and I get messages about their parties sent to my BBRT inbox. Not to be trusted entirely on their own, it seems.

Then whoever is doing their Cumunion Seattle promo postings on BBRT screwed up. Unless they were intentionally doing a soft-open.

Exactly right. And if you've popped the bottom's sigmoid flexure open, ensure you are fucking up into the flexure with shorter strokes to ensure your load ends up in the deepest place possible.

There wasn't a Cumunion in Seattle this weekend, they advertised the one in Philly instead. Did it happen and I missed it?

I verbalize using arse, hole, ass.

Breeders can call my hole whatever they like. I made the decision to think of it as a cunt as a way of keeping me grounded in the appropriate mindset. Also, I'm very careful with language and not a gratuitous user of profanity. Being clear and direct that I have a cunt and it's my primary sex organ is a way keeping me grounded and not trying to obfuscate what I am, and what I might be evolving into, to myself. Most breeders end up calling my hole a pussy at some stage.

Pushing out a load of seed that a breeder has planted in your gut is disrespectful in my opinion. I cherish the seed every breeder fucks into me and my goal is always 100% absorption.

Very nice. What's the probability of you eventually fucking him?

Over the recent hot weather I’ve noticed more men wanting to hook up and fuck. More men on the different apps, more men hanging out later, etc. I’m not sure what’s going on, but Kinsey either must be wrong about men not wanting to fuck when it’s very hot or something else is at work here. Perhaps the lifting of some lockdown restriction plus good weather plus having been relatively sex deprived for most of the last year is finally having an impact. I’m no exception. In the online communities where I hang out, there are more horny men cranking each other up sharing their pics and stories. I was already horny and looking for a good solid fuck but was wound up extra tight by life stresses and the summer hiatus with my regulars who are starting to travel and vacation after the lockdowns. Looking around on Adam4Adam, there’s been the usual onslaught of fake profiles targeting older men with love and data harvesting scams. So much so, that any new profile ends up feeling suspect by default. I got a smile from a profile that was much more populated than your usual scam profile and the text was about passion, giving unconditionally, and tantric practice. In his mid to late 40s, shorter and smaller than me with an athletic build, this Latino man was an uncut versatile top but with no stated dick size. That can be an ref flag or just an indication that they like to keep some mystery in a hook up. In his pictures he looked wiry, muscular, trim, and lightly furry. In one picture there was a glimpse of a strong chin with salt and pepper scruff above a tank top clad torso. Mmm, seems real enough not to be a bot and very promising. Sold. I messaged him saying that I really liked the feel of his profile and he reacted with “Yummy”. I said that it would be great to play one day, and it turned out he was visiting, staying with family, and not able to host. I asked him if he fucked bare and he said he was open to it. When I responded that I only fucked bare and that earning his cum was an important thing for me, he responded “Good answer”. Then I asked about HIV Status, as it was also missing from the profile, although he was Covid vaccinated. He asked me why I was worried about it, and said that he was the best status you could find – undetectable. I told him I wasn’t worried at all, but just like to have everything on the table, finishing with my commitment to take any and all seed. That’s when he identified me as an overachieving and “dedicated seed craver and taker”. His words. Then instructed me when we met he didn’t want any loads in me and for me to be as tight as possible. Clearly someone who knows what they want. Then there was some figuring out just where and when we could get together and play. He was staying about a 15-20 minute drive away from me and wasn’t familiar with the area, so I did some research and found a park where guys hook up fairly close to where he was staying since he had access to a bike, and not a car. Then he asked to share face pics and a smiling handsome scruff covered face sealed the deal, we both liked what we saw. He asked if I thought I could make him cum inside me and I said we’d work on it together. Then he wanted to know if I could continue to fuck after he or I cum. I let him know I was down to take as many loads of his seed as he needed to pump inside me. He said he hadn’t cum in over a week and was holding a big load. Better and better. Usually I don’t fuck until early afternoon as that’s when my body is at the best time for me to prep for it. That day I was meeting a regular man I’m becoming very attached to for a few hours of play in the early afternoon, so my only option to give him the tight unbred hole he wanted was that morning. I’d had no action for 10 days, so I’d be perfect for what he needed. We set a time and place in the park, and I headed there early wanting to scope out where we could fuck in the bright sun of broad daylight. Wandering the area near some boat ramps on the lake, I found some narrow lakeside trails that snaked through tall native bushes and shrubs. One that was more protected from inland, but more exposed to the water, and another that was protected from both, but closer to the main walking path. Knowing the options now, I waited for him to show up, exploring nearby and getting a feel for how many people would be near our potential breeding ground. After some trouble finding the place, I shared the location on a map and he arrived on his bike. Looking exactly as advertised in tight shorts and a looser t-shirt, we said smiling hellos and chatted as we walked to the places I’d found earlier. After some looking at both spots, he locked up his bike and we went to the more protected one from the trails and, as I walked through ahead of him, he reached out to stop me by grabbing my shorts around the waist and pulling me back to him. Silently, he slipped his hand down my shorts and briefs finding my hole and massaging and testing it. He made a chest deep satisfied sound of approval and pulled my shorts down to just under my ass, so he had full access to my hole. I sensed him squat down behind me and I bent forward to feel his mouth and tongue making out with my hole, massaging and feeling the muscle with chin, lips, and tongue while breathing in the smell of me. I moaned softly pulling my ass cheeks open knowing that we were so close to the walking trail as he thoroughly wet my hole with his saliva and made all my nerve endings come alive rasped by his stubble scrubbing over my skin. Standing up, he pulled his shorts and underwear down to mid-thigh and stepped in close enough to me that I could feel the heat of his body against my skin in the noon day sun. I asked if he needed lube, but he’d already pulled out his own rubbing it into my hole and on his cock. Then, dipping a strong slender fingertip inside me, he touched my shoulder indicating for me to bend over again, I reached forward, set my legs, and reached back to pull my ass checks apart for him again. He rested his slick cock on the tight knot of muscle I was presenting to him, pressing into the well of it and feeling it flex until his uncut cock popped me open. I heard him breathe out as he felt me stretch around and over him. He pulled out to apply more lube as I was nicely tight for him, just as he’d wanted, and then gripping my hips he pulled me back onto him as his hard cock slid snugly inside me and I exhaled willing him deeper. He leaned forward against me, his mounded chest muscles pressing into me, as he reached down and back between my legs for my cock, but it was in an awkward position for him to reach and his clear intent to use my main sex organ sent all the blood there. I knew he wanted to make me cum, something I rarely do to stay horny for the next breeder. Holding my right hip, his left hand reached out to grip my shoulder and pulled me onto his root firmly as he ground his cock up into me with a circular motion. This stretched me inside, and I felt his trimmed bush brushing the sensitive skin around and inside my hole as his furry thighs rubbed my own and I realized how wiry and strong this breeder was. I bent further forward to reach back and run my hands over his calves and thighs and they had the rock-hard firmness of a very fit man and, reaching back up to his ass, I realized he was much more muscular than he seemed at first as his ass was full, round, and undulating from side to side as he stretched me over his cock. He seemed to be reveling in being as deep inside me as he could be and getting every part of his cock covered in sensation. Then his hands both moved to my shoulders as he started to lengthen his stroke and then pull back into me to grind firmly home each time. He realized at some point that we were very visible to anyone on the lake, so he turned us so we had our backs to the water. I loved that his deep grinding filled and stretched me so much rather than the shallow fucking some tops do to tease a bottom into begging for more. Still, he was clearly doing it because it gave him pleasure. He was grinding into me so deeply now that it was taking a lot of strength to counter his thrusting and keep my balance. He was moving his hands over my body, touching me at shoulder, neck, bicep, waist, hip and thigh as he changed the angle of his body and the sensation he got from my ass. He reset his legs closer to me, changing the height of my hole and angle of his cock to get the deepest penetration and I felt him grab my hips and pull himself into me so firmly, very slowly grinding, and realized he had started to swell and throb out his cum filling my ass with it. As I contracted my hole muscles milking him inside me, he held himself in me deep for a minute or so, ensuring that I got every drop of his seed. As he pulled out slowly, I focused on keeping my inner muscles relaxed and only contracting my hole muscle as his uncut knob slipped through it to keep his seed inside me. I immediately dropped down to suck his cock clean and take the little dribbles of cum still oozing from his foreskin into my mouth. Like most men after cumming his cock was extremely sensitive so I moved slowly and lightly to clean him. I was amazed at how sweet and delicious him cum was, and collected and savored every offered drop. Once there was no more cum, he immediately pissed into the bushes, a great practice to help prevent UTIs, and did up his shorts. We kissed, touching each other. I was feeling very full and submissive and confirming how strong his body was by running my hands over it only made me want him to use me more. He’d been mostly silent, considering where we were fucking and the people nearby, but now he said “I wanted to throw you around into different positions, but I can’t here” sounding a little frustrated, saying “I want to do this with you in a bed”. When I remarked that if felt like a great deal of cum inside me, he agreed saying that he cums a lot normally and that he hadn’t cum in over a week. He was surprised that he came in me relatively quickly for him. He doesn’t always cum when he fucks, and that when he does it usually takes a very long time. He thought that the tightness of my hole and how much I wanted him to fuck me, how good it felt, and the situation made it more arousing for him. He’ll be in town a few more days, so I gave him my contact information if he wants to manhandle and throw me around in a longer session on a bed before he leaves. He’s been scoping out moving here, so I’m hoping that if he does we’ll have more opportunities in the future. Filled with his cum and smelling of sex, I got into my car and drove to my fuck buddies place, so he could spend a few hours fucking that big and delicious load deeper and deeper into my fertile hole.

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It doesn't matter what I say, what label I use to communicate that I "only bottom", "total bottom", "sub bottom" , when some men see my "pretty dick" (wtftm) they want me to top them. In my experience it's not about the malleability of labels, or the vagaries of communication, it's about people wanting what *they* want regardless of what you say, what you want, or how you're wired. It's about them ignoring and negating your agency. The reason women haven't historically shown up as rapists very often was that the definition of rape was canted towards the insertive partner as the rapist. Research has shown that when you include "forced to penetrate" in the definition of rape, it turns out lots of women are rapists. In my mind, a man who's pressuring me to put my dick in them, forcing me to penetrate them when I don't want to, when I don't get pleasure from it, is about to commit a sexual assault just like all those women rapists. When a man tells you he's a bottom and you need dick, just believe him and move on. Or don't, and become a rapist.

For that reason, I prefer to get piss fucked up front. My first time my dom had just fucked a half dozen loads deep in my cunt. He lay on me balls deep, relaxed and let his bladder empty into me. I'd never felt it before and it was so hot, but afterwards I really felt disappointed that all his virile seed had been flushed out.

I'm 100% signed up for the dog pile.

I've gotten some great dick and premium seed in my cunt from Sniffies. It takes effort and you need to acknowledge that people's worst behavior will be on display, but I've found some great regular breeders who really use my cunt hard. The racism and agism and internalized homophobia people express is just more visible than in other apps. Expect it to be more so when they introduce filter by profile criteria. Recognize it's a tool and use it for what it's good for.

Is there a primer for all the badges and what they mean? I can guess most of them, but one (Rare) I'm not sure what to make of. I like the rank system. However, the rank list seems to be an amalgam of lots of rank ideas which makes the progression a bit hard to understand. I note that there's a Grand Master and Apprentice in the list, but no Master or Journeyman which seems surprising. I like the idea, and wonder if there are other rank list options that the software enables.

FYI, it's spelled "consensual" and not "consentual".

No, I understood you clearly. I, however, only bottom, so the only men I can provide relief to are men who top. Not being able to solve the whole problem isn't a reason not to solve the part I can. 😉

This was in Sydney? I'm interested in his ethnic background as I'm from there and have some fond memories.

I've taken 12 loads in 3.5 hours and 9 loads in 2.75 hours from a single breeder. For the 12, a tiny amount of lube was used (>9") but I was pretty juicy. I usually get some lube unless I'm getting a more ritualized or intense fucking. One man ate my ass open and filled it with his fuckspit, then his thick inches slid into me with ease - no lube. A daddy who loves to spitfuck his boys until his precum juices them up too.

Ride as long as you're getting pleasure and finding how to make the bottom whimper.

Regardless of whether the bottom is hard or soft, they are there for you to fuck as hard and deep as you need to. I'm not clear on why a hard bottom gets attention on their prostate and a soft one doesn't, since both can be made to cum without touching their dick whether soft or hard. I live in a city filled with South Asian men and have only been used by a few. It's a shame, as they can be intense long fucking breeders.

A key utility of chastity is "it keeps me horny pretty much 24/7". It's especially good for key holding breeders with high libidos to have their boy in this state. They can fuck them until they seed them and know when they get hard again their boy will be just as hungry for him, if not more so. If hunger is the best sauce, denial is the best foreplay.

Note to self: Take a long weekend in Portland ASAP as a "top breeder relief tour".

How do you figure out the timing of when to take it?

Oh, yeah. I remember thinking about him a lot too.