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blackrobe

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  1. I'm with you @BlackDude. It's the authenticity of true amateur video that I connect with. Its one of the reasons I love watching men fuck and breed in person. Any sight of a condom pushes me out of my heat and shows that the men aren't really connecting deeply.
  2. I find this a pretty difficult question to answer. It's about the whole man fucking you, not just his dick. I've had big dicked guys who didn't connect with me, and average dicked guys who connected with me and drove me to the edge. I'll pick the latter over the former every time. If you control for the man, the connection (say that regardless of dick size the connection is identical) and equal thickness, then I think 8.0 to 9.5 is the sweet spot for my cunt. Ideally long enough to penetrate and breed past the sigmoid flexure.
  3. I switched to Descovy from Truvada many months ago for similar reasons. I'm doing fine also with no side effects. Descovy lowers the dosage of the medication that can have kidney and liver impacts. This lowered dosage doesn't in any way lessen the effectiveness of PrEP based on the studies I've read. Descovy is safer (for those with kidney and liver sensitivities) and equally as effective. Of course, it must be taken in compliance with your doctor's instructions, just like Truvada. I don't even think about HIV as men fuck their seed deep into my cunt, just about their DNA becoming a part of me.
  4. Hairy, horny, Greek breeders rule.
  5. I find that both bigger and smaller men (height and weight) press the size difference power dynamic buttons for me. Being average height, shorter and taller men both get a strong response from me. In general, I've found the the breeders shorter than me to be more demanding and controlling and enjoy bending my cunt to their will. YMMV.
  6. I'm glad for you. I hope you poured filth in Drew's ear as you pumped and bred his ass.
  7. I expect tops to marshal their resources and maximize their pleasure in that kind of situation. That said, being the cunt that doesn't get inseminated at an orgy would be a difficult thing. Especially so if you'd had great dicks stroking your cunt walls all night and still were unbred.
  8. I've heard it and looked through the web site. There's some things that resonate, and he seems heartfelt in his vocation as a fag (by his definition), but I find it difficult to balance his reveling (in truth, rhapsodizing) in the stories he relates about Alphas and fags who contact him and his seeming reticence to share his own stories of service - both good and bad. The site seems ungrounded to me, and comes across as sensationalist and rhapsodic which I'm sure isn't his intent. I find his posts about "cunting" to be intriguing and yet so frustrating in how muddy and unclear they are about what cunting is and does for the Alpha and the fag. I was interested in the chastity content too, but it didn't really explore deeply enough into the first-person drives and desires of the Alpha or fag. YMMV.
  9. I suggest that once your ass is topped up with his load, you focus on all the men's seed in your ass and fuck your load into Drew. Then he'll get the message that regardless of how many loads you take, he'll always be taking your dick and seed.
  10. I've always had a strong sense of needing to earn each man's load, often meaning having to intuit what he might need, or simply obeying. The satisfaction I feel comes from seeing, feeling, and hearing him taking pleasure and gaining release.
  11. I'm looking for *strength* in the men who fuck my cunt. I certainly have a size difference kink, and l am always happy to have a big man cover my body completely with his and overwhelm me mentally and physically. However, the size difference kink cuts both ways, I'm just as happy to have a powerful man smaller than me, and with more strength per pound, own and overwhelm me in the same way. If I can serve their needs and be true to my nature at the same time, it's ideal. To Tallallman's observations: I connected with my receptive and hungry cunt less than two years ago. I'm 57 and, after being raped as a child, I'm a very new and authentically submissive bottom. I've experienced agism, there is no doubt. But at the same time, I've found men who value and enjoy my nature, my cunt, and my authentic self. I've been fucked and filled by a super hairy muscular daddy 6" inches shorter than me who, at 74, controlled me exquisitely and made me feel like his boy receptacle, by a 40-something muscular athlete who after 4 months without fucking just needed to breed a dad and fill him, and by a 29 year old son who slipped me his name and number on a receipt because he knew I was destined to be on his dick. There are flawed human beings who will dishonor your offering, but there are worthy breeders who will use and own and fill your cunt if you can let go of resentment and anger and be who you are.
  12. I'm curious who you see those kinds of men as being. I've found that underserved tops are often very skilled, or very enthusiastic, or both. I've found some slimmer very muscular Asian men are very horny breeders. What other types fall into the underserved breeders category? I'm also not very attracted to pretty and very obviously groomed men. I like the rougher, less primped and self-conscious breeders. Men with... something about them that I can't define well. Calling them ugly doesn't feel right. There's a concept of being "conventionally handsome", but I like the unconventionally handsome men.
  13. I didn't realize this when I first moved to the US. In my home country p3rv and p3rvy was more associated with looking with sexual interest or intent. Someone might say "What at you p3rving at?" or "You only go to the beach to p3rv." I'll note that Fetish seems way too narrow if it refers to only clothing or objects. If I have an MPREG fetish or a cum fetish, there is no clothing or object involved, yet both are fetishes. The more clinical term, paraphilia, is much closer to how I think it should be scoped (source: Wikipedia): The wiki entry also brings up the arbitrary nature of what is considered atypical in this context. Worth a look.
  14. We have similar taste in this type of man. I'm always hoping there will be a big bush filling my crack as he enjoys my ass and fucks his potent seed into me. The feeling of his fur inside my hole. Grrrrr.
  15. I recommend stainless steel over any other materials. Ensure the fit is snug when you are completely soft. The tip of your nub should touch the end of the cage with no gap. An open design is better for cleaning and long term wear. Its also good if your master wants to tease you and watch you leak with frustration. Custom built is best, but you can find pre-made that might fit. This model is a Mature Metal Jailbird custom built for me. Good luck.
  16. I'd very much enjoy owning a submissive top and training him to be a breeding service utility.
  17. I think you've proved your hypothesis wrong based on your choice of comparison. Being called a Nazi has not lost it's punch even today, and even though the majority population of a nation were members of the Nazi Party it was never diluted. There are however, important differences to be called out. A person can perform an act that is racist and a person can be a racist. Within that world there is also conscious and unconscious racism (bias). It is possible to exhibit unconscious racism while consciously believing you are not racist. People born in the US have been born and raised into a racist system that is an artifact of it's history, it's politics, and it's culture. The same is true of many colonized countries, starting with the indigenous people, and extending to people kidnapped, sold, and transported as slaves. People living in the US are aware of the systemic racism to wildly varying degrees. I wasn't born in the US, but I was born into a country with it's own racism. And I've lived here long enough and learned enough history to see and sense the racism here. There is unconscious bias you soak up without even knowing it's happening. If you've never been attracted to a person of color, if you've never had sex with a person of color, and those people of color are part of your community, that requires some careful self-examination. I understand the concept of sexual selection, but even it doesn't provide an out or an explanation for why an individual might rule out an entire racial group (or groups) as sexual partners. Clearly it doesn't as we see interracial relationships all around us.
  18. Am I living on the wrong coast? I've been seeking long fucking breeders but they don't seem to be very common. I love a three hour fuck session with pullouts only to change position. Yes, I want and need to earn your load in my cunt, but it's so much more important to feel the breeder enjoying himself in you.
  19. That may be so, but from reading some of the "last load" recollections here there are enough that lie, obfuscate, or otherwise conceal their poz detectable status. While that's the case, we need to act as though everyone might be lying about their status and take steps to protect ourselves.
  20. My insurance company is paying for Descovy, so his sweeping generalization is just that. And there is a very important difference with Descovy. It has less of the medication that causes kidney and sometimes liver problems and as a result is much better tolerated by the general population and those with kidney or liver issues.
  21. I'm curious, what is it about Seattle Dad's presence that you connect to?
  22. Aren't bindings more effective when adding sex magic?
  23. You can't help but take that dick.
  24. Their bush is filling your mouth and their balls are on your chin.
  25. I don't think the OP is overly territorial, just trying to figure out whether there's a boundary here they care about. My experience of non-performative dominant breeders is that they like a variety of subs and bottoms to use and enjoy. I like a variety of dominants and tops to use and enjoy me as well, so in that the expectations are balanced. Now, that doesn't mean I don't feel envious of all the other boys he's fucking and pumping his seed into. But that understanding can be fuel to focus and become his best boy. It sounds like the OP needs to use his words and just get this out in the open. If this dom has other bitches he fucks, then you can have other doms and tops to bitch-fuck you without restriction. You need to find a balance you can live with because by their nature dominant breeders are going to want to use whoever they like.
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