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Varies, if it's a nsa, anon, or something along those lines I don't really look up, I might every once and awhile just as a relfex. But some regular FWB, boyfriends I might look up more at them from time to time depending on the person. A lot Doms/Daddies like, and want me to make eye contact. They like looking at me as they shit talk me. It's also interesting to looking into some of their eyes and you can tell that some have 0 respect for me 🤣😂, and truly see me as nothing but a dump, not going to lie with the right dude that shit is sexy as fuck. If I get looked at like that with the right top I don't break eye contact until he's unloading in my mouth or decides how he wants to use me next.

I've always been curious about piss play but never felt brave enough to ask anyone, or did anyone approach me about it. It wasn't till I was in a group fuck the last one pissed in my ass. It was kinda a violation lol since I never agreed to it or asked for it but wasn't mad and had been wanting to try it. When they saw I was cool with getting it in my hole another unloaded in my mouth. I do think I swallowed much and most of it ended up on me. To this day I love getting in my hole, don't mind it on me, still hate swallowing it and avoid it when I can. Of course Dom Tops that pick up on my dislike of it of course want me to swallow lol. I still don't ask anyone to do it, I prefer people to ask me or just do it, least that why I know they like it. I find more men are into these days though.

Prep would be the way to go if your exploring raw. There is always a risk of catching any STD if your having unprotected sex. I know the fantasy of it is great and it looks great in porn but there are real life consequences that can come with raw. If you aren't ready for possible side effects that come with playing I would say still get on prep and fuck safe.

It's rare but it has happened before. Mostly it has to do if I'm really busy and stressed from work. If I have had prior sex encounter that went very bad and makes me want to rethink things (even though I go right back to doing them lol).

mixed Alcohol and Poppers frequently with no real issues... maybe a slight headache the next day if I go to hard.

Wednesday , Sales rep that works with my job asks me out every time he back in town (He lives in the area and has a house but travels alot), Always thought he was cool and cute (wht early forties bald slight dad bod) but our time never synced. Time finally matched and we went for drinks after we had a good vibe, convo so went well. The resturant was closing and we still were talking so he asked if I wanted to come back t his spot, of course I said yea. We chilled for a while drinking and talking in his sun room/rear porch, then he started feeling on me and kissing on me. I didn't see at first that he had already pulled his dyck outta his jeans, when I did I stoked/jerked it he was already semi hard. He guided my head down and started sucking him he got fully hard then (prob 7-8in and a little thick). He started pumping his hips and holding my head while I was sucking, wasn't expecting the face fuck was a pleasant surprise. He was palming my ass and trying to pull my jeans off while I was bent over. I stood up to start getting naked then I realized his sun room's blinds were open and the lamp was on, I asked if wanted to turn it off he asked if I was scared if his neighbors saw me get fucked I said no, hope they like what they see lol (I have no idea if anyone was watching, he had a fence but it wasn't high and could easily be seen through). He didn't seem like shit talker or verbal but he def was. He ate my hole and talked about how open I was, asking if I was slut. Told me he hoped I didn't need a ton of lube cause I was getting was spit lol. This was one of the rare times I didn't pre lube my hole or keep my plug in. I had just gotten fucked on Mon. so was still open a bit, so wasn't too hard to take him at first. He had me face down on his couch, talking that shit as he clapped my cheeks. Told me he knew I had good bussy since he first saw me, how he luvs black ass. He eventually put me on my side so he could dig deeper. He soon unloaded in me, stroked to make sure he got every last drop in and then sarcastically asked if I had wanted him to pull out lol. We just laid on the floor naked for bout 15 mins talking till he started to get hard again. I got on top of him while he was on the floor, and rode him. Rode him almost the whole time until he put me on my back and finished me in missionary. It was late so asked if I wanted to stay, I said sure. I stayed the night, we woke up round the same time to get ready for our jobs. He waited till I showered, to walk up behind me push me on the bed and fuck the shit outta me again. He straight had me face down ass up at first until just putting most of his weight on me and dug deep. At this point I didn't have time to shower again, so went to work stinking of sex, and eventually felt his kids running out my hole. Would def hook up wit him again.

Only in HS, when I first started blowing dudes, after like the third guy, I felt like every knew I gave head and was making fun of me. I wasn't out yet nor was I comfortable wit slutdom. Over time it went away.

what makes me bottom in my opinion - Luv to recieve, natural sub, have never and still don't have a desire to stick my dyck in ass, luv nut, don't need to cum when getting fucked, always did and do get turned on by the thought of guys using me i've always been 100% btm and luv it

Can't tell you whether in reality it's all in your head, but as you have described it def sounds like he has some type of feelings for. Speaking from personal experience, especially when comes a married man that is curious/confused about about liking another man. If you were a woman and he was paying attention to you, texting and calling then most people would say that he had a crush on you. It can hard if your into someone and their not as into you. I would advise to pull back cuz it's been that long and I doubt at this point it will ever move beyond where it's at. Having been there with married men that unsure of what they want it i just ends up leaving you hurt on some level. Be happy, but protect yourself and understand what it is and what it isn't

Pefer nut in either hole, on ass, back, stomach, face etc. luv gettin pissed in my bussy, and on me. Never been wild about catching it in my mouth and/or swallowing it, but other guys luv it so...do what i'm told lol

Since forever I was attracted to men, despite trying to pretend or force myself to pretend I was into women. I quickly realized i was gay and not long after always identify more with a btm role. Though I'm pretty assertive at work and in certain social situations, I took to being a submissive around men and sexually, felt natural and easy for me. I felt early on i was destined to be a btm, now I also feel like it was inevitable for me too become a dump. I don't know if I ever had a interest in topping if I did i was super young. I luv being a sub bttm, comfortable with it, and proud of it and don't let what others who don't like me or that fact bother me. The number of people that don't have a problem with it out weigh the number of people that do.

Ironically could care less how much I nut, but I usually shoot nice size loads. Now I'm usually getting anal stimulation prior to nutting (either getting fucked or masturbating), rare occasions nut hands free while getting fucked or solely playing with my hole. l leak pre cum like a facet. On the ultra rare rare times I have solely jerked I still nut a nice size amount, but obviously not as much when my prostate is getting stim.

Are you talking about bottoming for the time? Hooking up with a stranger? or something more extreme?

While Im pretty sure that I have encountered all the types of blockers, these to be the ones I run into the most. "The handcuffer" Is usually someone in my circle or my friends circle that I really like (unless I'm super horny and my choices are slim) and we either had a friendly fuck or we got close to fucking and didn't. When that person comes around they all over hovering not realizing that is 1000% a turn off and making sure even high or super horny they'll never get again, these dudes are super clingy. The Stooge is always talking about he ain't shit (in reference to somebody i'm fucking they know), or quick to tell me if the person is married, dating or fucking someone else like i'm jump on his dyck if he runs down the guy i'm fucking. This has sadly worked in the past, just to the point of ending things with guys, but their disappointed when I still don't want them...hating is such a turn off. Message guy reminds me of "nice guys", they act nice but are really assholes, they act surprised when you don't wanna fuck them because their creeps. (There are so many of these dudes out here)

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This is why i prefer to just get myself off later after I've finished fuckin for the day/night whateva. Cuz there have been times i have lost interest in the very rare times i either jerk myself off or a top is jerking me off in these times i have lost my drive. but on the also rare times a top has gotten me to nut hands free im still good and can keep going. Also if I'm in parti mode and drunk af then it don't seem to matter if i nut or not my bussy is open 4 business

night of getting whored out. Had a lot of hook ups (old & new) and met new friends during Pride last weekend. one of the dudes i met and hooked up wit had me cum through and chill yesterday. We chilled most of the day told i had to leave b4 7pm too meet up wit friends. We chilled smoked a bit, gamed watched movies but ain't fuck. all that shit was cool but ain't gonna lie I came through for dyck so wouldn't be as hard on the hunt when we went out (lets be honest iwas gonna be either way but he had dycked me down so gonna a few days go wanted it again). Figured I wasn't getting it, had brought my clothes for that night and got dress, he was going out too and went to shower. when he came out i was so tuned out of catching dyck, aint notice his dyck right nxt to my face, when i didn't noticed he turned and pushed my head and mouth onto his dyck. im like y this nigga wait so long, I was bout to just be like u missed ur shot, but he pulled my dreads and give me a lil bit of face fucking. I thought he just wanted me suck him but of course not, he flipped him pulled off my pants and started eatting me out. I knew i wasn't going nowhere, he event had me ass naked face down ass up and clapping my cheeks. he beating me and really digging in me, my legs gave and i was alway on the bed. he said oh yea lol, put his hands on the small of my back and really went to town, that nigga was in my stomach lol. My phone is blowing up at this point from my friends. Eventually I knew from him moaning and the speed/thrusts he was nutting. He didn't nut fully in me, i started feeling nut heat all over my ass. He just laied next to me, I was like can i get a towel, he said you know where the bathroom is. Looked in the mirror before cleaning his kids off he nutted so much ova my ass and near/on my hole i asked him joking asked him did any make it inside he told he def got a few pumps before pulling out. asked why he bothered he said marking his territory 🙄. I was out of going wit my friends, kissing on this dude playing wit his dyck, he was like he still had to go lol. My friends were blowing up my phone, i lied said i overslept and did a super hoe thing and started to get dressed wit no shower stinking off sex. I did use body spray lol, i went without underwear cuz homeboy used my draws as a cum rag lol. I caught a uber to meet up wit friends, got bitched out by my bff, cuz he knew i was getting slutted. Eventually forgave me and we had a fun night we got so fucked up. Before we got fucked up told my bff how it really went down he told me that he was doing that so i would be thinking of him. He was right cuz i was trying to text him, trying to see him again and get back wit him later....ghosted lol. (I didn't hear from him until 6pm today lol...looking 4 more ass) Later in the night before i got sloopy sum sexy dude i had been bumped into and dancing wit was able to get me away from my friends, talking shit (my friends plan backfired because i was super horny). me and this dude eventually ended up in the bathroom where i topped him off, he was like he trying to fuck, i was just trying to suck...in the hopes of still hooking back up with my previous top. He told me he couldn't nut from him, i was sucking him for a good min and he never did we had to eventually exit for holding up the bathroom. So we left out the bathroom i was still trying to not get it up but he kept grinding on me and we kept drinking i was getting way fucked up, and was like fuck it (my friends had all split too, everyone was on hoe shit). We left along with his friend he told me his car was in a garage down the street. That shit started hitting me hard. We had ended up cutting through the alley I couldn't hold back any longer i bent ova and I started earling. Of course dude took the opportunity to pull my pants down and sled in. we were behind a dumpster as his boy was watch out. I was out of it at first but as violating as this was dyck and stroke were hitting. My legs were getting tired as he was not a quick cummer, a str8 club had let out not far but not one saw and is boy made sure. he kept asking me if i was going let his boy hit i kept saying no at first....i stopped answering cuz i knew they were gonna run train, i figured that fo real when we left the club. His boy was in my eyesight most of the fuck, until he wasn't. Eventually dude unloaded in me and they were quick before i could even realize he was fully finished his boy sled in me. He eventually unloaded in me wasn't nowhere near as long as his boy. So they were kind enough to gimmie a ryde still after using me. I was passed out most of the way never even traded #. Caught one more load before closing my eyes. Daddy that uses me on the reg, was calling/texting me on the way in. After getting in stripping and laying down and the phone still going off. I mistakenly answered. He is a security officer and was coming off shift and wanted his father's day treatment. Told him i was nutted up, fucked up and sick told me he hadn't nutted in a week and prob wouldn't take long and im already lubed up. We went back and forth, and he said he would be pulling up in five mins and would start honking blaring the music. it's like 4am. he has done this before, which my sis bitched me out about as did the neighbors. He if a toxic personality...yes sum of that turns me on. Had already thrown on my shorts and tank while were going back and forth cuz i knew he wasn't gonna leave it alone. He pulled up we went around to the park, walked to were we usually fuck, i stripped he pulled out, already hard sled in my hole which was sloppy lol. of course he didn't cum quick and when he finally nutted he pulled out and shot a huge nut all ova my back. I put my shirt back on now soked in cum so i wouldn't get nut on his seats. He had nutting to say to me driving me back . Finally went back home passed and slept most of the day away nursing a bad hangover, my bussy is throbbing lol. apologize for the long post (and yes i left out a lot of details).

i have never hand anon hook up request/want a rubber. it either starts as head and i get turned around, simply turned around or sum dude cums up behind me. Now sum dudes don't nut inside, and perfer to nut on my cheeks or have me swallow

only on the few times I've gotten or attempted to be dp, the extra hole would come in handy lol

def. the things i fantasied about when I was in hs or just starting out that figured i would never have the balls to do, or try or be as submissive as I am now. knowing how hard it was too give in and give the first dude head to being a sub dump wit few limits...wow lol

😂I agree, I have never seen wht dudes wit dreads that look good...long term that is

long dreads here😁

I have actually found more guys into WS in the past 5 yrs VS when I first started fucking. Almost every dude I fuck with (that isn't anon or a hook up) has sum fascination with it.

As a rule no hands.....I always thought using hands was just jerking him off w/ ur mouth on his dyck. I was luckly to get outta that habit early. Most dudes when i was a beginner would keep moving my hands off their dyck when i would gab by instinct. I would learn the hard way when I started sucking older and more dom dudes and they would just str8 smack they fuck outta me till I got the point. I learned quick after that. I only use hands if i'm grabbing their nuts, lyfting up their meat to lick up and down or grabbing the back of their legs to steady myself

have driven naked a few times especially during the spring/summer. Usually either going to or from a hook up. Have been times I been told to come through naked, or when i've been a dump, going from one fuck to the next and have rode naked from one hook up to the next