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Yeah ..... riiiiiiiiiight .... I believe him ..... of course it was ..... I really, really, reallyreallyreally do ...... There seem to be so many guys around that can't seem to count past "first" ... Who cares if it was his first or his thousandth and first anyway?

All I can add is be careful in deciding how much information you disclose on these sites. I'm sure I've fucked guys on BZ at some point - given the numbers involved. I've always been careful in dishing out really personal information unless and until I know I like Breeding his Hole. There's really no reason for any of us to know each other's birthday, is there? It's not like we're gonna send flowers .....

I can't really say I give a rats ass what number other guys think I reflect. I know I'm confident in my proclivities, I know what I want, I know what I don't want, and I don't go hungry. I get cruised in the grocery store, hardware store, on the street, all of that - but it doesn't mean all that much. Nice, but - so what? I've become very proficient at feigning indifference when I want to. If they're not ass-up in the fuckjoints, who cares what number we rate ourselves. I've never fucked my own ass, despite the admonishment occasionally delivered so coarsely. 😜

Same here, Read1 ... Omicron is everywhere around here - haven't been to my favorite fuckjoint for almost a month now. My fb Chris and I are fully vacced/boosted, so we're seeing a lot more of each other than usual. None of the guys I know that have come down with O got seriously ill though, having been 3-vacced as well. Both Chris and I are getting really tired of no fresh Hole - but, at least we're getting off together, which is much better than fucking my damn fist !!! The bloom faded from that rose decades ago ...

First Class potential fuck. Big, wide smile = big wide mouth. One can only imagine what pleasures that ass would deliver !!! And, the Lions won yesterday over GB !!! Their slinky grey/silver pants are so skinny one could almost count the pubes through them. So when are some of these bruisers gonna start kicking their way outta the NFL closet ???

^ Having read through the replies (mostly re: bottoms sucking residue sperm off the Cock that just bred them), there is a variation on this theme that has just surfaced which would apply to me. While I love eating Hole - expecially a nice hairy one - there is nothing as pleasurable as eating Hole full of Seed off multiple, previous Cocks. Sperm is the perfect "condiment" for raw Hole, and I do like plenty of well-condimented (looks like I just made up a new word) Hole. A Cock that's just been rutting in a full, wet Hole tastes much better than one that hasn't. As to the lube-taste ... I would hazard that the Hole wasn't properly mouth-lubed with spit in the first place, thus requiring commercial lube. Eating loaded, wet Hole is totally sexy, and kissing a guy who's either just sucked off some Cocks or eaten wet Hole is pretty cool too. M2(full)A is haute cuisine at it's finest. It's all about Cock/Hole/Sperm

I remember so well. Reagan never even let the term out of his asshole mouth. I tried condoms. I really did try. It was just so unsatisfying, I simply quit fucking for a couple of years, until the medical sciences came up with the first treatments. That was a very dark time, guys dropping dead everywhere. Rubbers were so inhibitive I just figured I'd stay home and jack it off rather than use them. Before hiv, fucking was almost like shaking hands -utterly common - every guy fucked / got fucked. When I finally decided it was safe enough to actually feel a raw Hole on my Cock again, I hit the backroom of the Eagle. Picked a bottom, and almost wept when I shoved it to him - raw. It was like an important facet of my life woke up from a loooooong, Rip-Van-Winkle sleep, and I felt alive again. I felt whole - complete - natural - alive again. It's all about raw Cock / breeding raw Hole / pumping Seed in deep.

Baretop4ever: 100% SPOT ON. Thanks for the posting, and welcome to BZ !!!

These are tragic recitations of early-to-mid childhood violations. I am so very sorry these events took place. It does bring to mind a question though: For clarity, there is never ever any excuse for an adult to sexually molest a kid. The question though, is - (and I believe our sexuality is an in-born part of who we are to become when we grow out of childhood), I'm wondering if there are unwitting, tell-tale signs we emit as little kids, that we're born to become gay. Not overtly sexual hints - but something else, that inhuman older men, frustrated for whatever reason, perhaps culturally pressured into living a lie - can recognize in a little kid. Is it possible that we unknowingly - in complete childhood innocence - tip our hand somehow as to who we will grow up to be? Or, does the violation in and of itself create the sexual identity? Just because I don't believe that, doesn't mean it's impossible. I'm no trained sexuality therapist ... Anyone have thoughts on this ???

Kudos, BootManLA. Well done. I was raised in quite a religious environment (mainline Protestant), and started smelling the weasel in that woodwork in my early teens. Once, as the congregation ended reciting one of the "creeds" with the phrase "this is most certainly true", I laughed our loud at just that hushed moment of silence when everyone was sitting back down. I laughed at the nonsensical notion that we were supposed to actually say that phrase, when everyone had just stood and recited the whole silly thing. Why have to announce the belief that it is really really really all true, when we had just finished reciting it en-masse? Of course, I caught a beating when we got home, but so damn what. Apparently, even as a little kid I was a bit rebellious in that particular venue. There was an old toad of a woman who always petted me, stroked under my chin as a little kid. She was a hideous old crone, and I detested her. Somewhere around the age of 5, I let her have it, and kicked her in the shin as hard as I could. Caught a substantial spanking then as well. But, I laugh to myself every time I recall it, and I'm still damn proud of myself for it.

I don't. But I do respect your intellectual curiosity, and find most of your posts well worth the read. If I didn't I wouldn't read them. There are some threads on BZ that I don't think I've ever even looked at, since they don't interest me. Thus, I take the time to reply. There isn't much in the "outside" world to ponder about; lately everything is getting more and more obvious. I enjoy examination when I find something within myself that may need some introspection. Self confidence is great, but it always deserves to be re-examined and maybe adjusted when appropriate. While most of us have never met in-the-flesh, and most likely never will, the intellectual work is always satisfying for me. For the Pig stuff, I know where to go, but there's no intellectual work to be done at those joints - thanks be.

You are correct, but I must engage on the 2nd amendment issue - which will appear in the "politics" section - where I think it belongs ??? A little later on then ....

Of course, and they have a name: rapists. And these miscreants exist across the entire spectrum - from 100% straight to 100% gay. In the context of predatory gay men though, there is a difference in a "non-rapist" gay Alpha and an actual rapist, that being an implicit understanding between all gay men making themselves available for sex, that each of the men involved are interested in having sex. Otherwise, they wouldn't be in x location (in-the-flesh, online, whatever) cruising each other in the first place. I completely agree, in that physical rape is terrible enough, but the mental "rape" is even worse. Unless. There is an active Bd/Sm scene - agreed to prior by both parties - which removes the possibility of "rape" via the negotiation. If that is violated, then it's a waste of perfectly good food for the rapist to bother feeding himself. I think it's as simple as a guy realizing he's born to have sex with other men, and prefers one position over the other. I don't think either preference is "learned". Some guys love both equally. It's a wide spectrum, of course. Even before I knew that it was possible for guys to actually have sex with each other, I remember looking at guy's asses in swimming class in Jr. High more than I looked at their cocks or balls (class was sans swimming suits, and any guy that got a hardon was teased relentlessly). I took note, in a clinical way, of who was growing pubes and who wasn't (late-bloomer here, dammittall), but I don't recall noting much of anything about their cocks. Simple. We're born that way. We grow up wanting to stick our cocks in other boy's holes*. It's inborn - it's instinctive - just as the aversion to sex with the other gender is instinctive. I'm assuming that's valid for men who love taking cock up their gut too. They feel born to it - just another part of who they were born to be. There are anomalies, (i.e. men who have suffered that mental rape that might overcome their inborn inclinations), but the vast majority of us knew at an early age we were - for some reason - attracted to our own gender. Reading through some other replies on different threads, apparently some guys knew what's what as very young boys. I was not among those so blessed. *depending, of course, on when we reach the age of sexual awareness. He has. I would say he's sated his Lust by pumping his Seed up your estimable Hole. I wouldn't agree about the "emptiness" though, since it implies a deeper "exchange" (or lack of it) than many Tops are interested in. Which brings me to one possibility: Most Tops, Alphas in particular, do enjoy one of the most ancient of instincts; the preservation of the species*. If we extend that "species" reference, maybe there is some deeply buried reference in our brains to that ancient necessity. Many Tops love to rut in hole after hole after hole, which inclination might be explained this way. I don't know, but it occurred to me out walking the dog. *as we know, many of the more predatory male animals fuck many different females during the "mating season", thus ensuring the survival of their species. Well, I don't know why I was born with blond hair, other than the fact that so was everyone else where I came from. I don't know why I've always been slim, or eye color or any other characteristic. What I do know, is that my sexual instincts are aimed towards other men's Holes. I have never been even remotely aroused by women. Why? The only anwer I can give is, I was born with a different schwerpunkt. More, as the years went by, I developed a taste for - - oh - - deeper experiences ... which is why I love, need cumdumps. I've explained that "epiphany" elsewhere, so I won't go into it all over again. The above quote applies only to me (since I seem to be the only one responding, save 2 brief ones). I don't think I said that Tops love cumdumps - only that I do. I can't speak genuinely for anyone but myself, and then only generally for other Tops.

porn4jesus ??? I nominate YOU for the BEST handle on BZ !!! Thanks for the first laugh of the morning ...

and December and January and February and March and .... well .... all the rest of them too.

Nope. Never have experienced that. I'm sorry to know you guys had to go through that violation. I've had unwelcome advances, of course, but it never got out of hand. I've never forced myself on another guy either - the whole thing is a wretched, evil concept.

Again, what an interesting question. I am a pacifist, so maybe (relating to that other thread) it was kind of a surrogate Domination of a guy I just don't like. Usually, if I'm setting up something at home, I like to at least not dislike (forgive the double negative) the guy. Nobody always likes everybody else, and in those instances, my inclination is to be politely distant, and that almost always has the desired effect. That particular guy though, both irritates me and - for some reason - makes my Cock hard. He does possess a couple of my favorites - a hairy ass, and some suggestive ink - but so do a lot of guys. I also know that he had taken at least 2 load before I realized who it was, which happens to be my principal fetish. But, I certainly didn't indulge my inclination to eat his wet ass. I cannot even imagine sitting down and talking with him. As I think of it, I don't recall any "yeah, I really used that asshole good ..." feelings. Without going into it all over again, that's not my goal at all when I hit the fuckjoints. I remember reading your Lakota incident on the blog. This guy is caucasian (lower case intentional), and I'm hardly a racist when it comes to Holes. My best fuckbud happens to be Af/Am, I know him well, I like him very much, and I trust him, and we have a lot of filthy fun together. Per the colonial aspect (or, invasion of this continent and subsequent laying waste to the indigenous by forebears that look just like me), I don't care for a "hate-fuck" at all. Far more effective is working for Justice, Equality for all. So I'm sure I didn't fuck that guy in that sense. There is simply something about him that makes my Cock hard, and I don't really understand what it is. I'll stew on this a bit ....

First, the noun is not descriptive of a dedicated bottom: a better word would be PRIDE - in my humble opinion. Tops aren't monolithic in their innate needs. All we really have in common is the urge, the inclination, the need to fuck willing bottoms. The shades of grey are many, from loverboy-Tops to Alpha Tops. Most of us aren't like wild animals, prowling around for prey to consume. That would be - in my estimation - inhuman. Sure, there are some men like that, but their panther-like behavior must be rooted in something other then their sexuality. Men like that exist across the entire range of human sexuality. If there's any prowling involved, it would most likely be waiting for their turn on a particularly hot BreedHole. Drawing a parallel between beasts of prey and men that hunt Hole is a bit of a stretch. Sometimes we may fuck like beasts, but we're not animals, driven by mere instinct and nothing else. We're human beings too. Obviously, I have no idea who your local Top is, so I have no input into why he said what he did. All I can do is offer my own perspective on your post. Of course, to the extent that our orientation is to rut in / pump our Sperm in raw Holes. With many shades of variation (in inclination) into the mix. Tops - from Alpha (to Omega?) love Hole. Verse guys love Hole. We need cumdumps. We cannot do without cumdumps. We're only one half of the whole, and fucking our fists wears off really fast. We need men that serve our Cocks with their bodies - their Holes. Some Alphas might like to give the impression that they're constantly on the prowl for fresh prey, but that's almost never the reality. We have jobs, we have interests other then sex, we have responsibilities just like everybody else. I notice that I seem to be the only one responding to this most interesting thread, and I'm not really the Alpha you want to hear from. Maybe I'm not equipped to keep at this ... but I do enjoy the discourse. Hopefully some of these lions, tigers and bears will stop their hunt for more prey (momentarily, of course) and give you the reply you're looking for. In any case, thanks for posting such an interesting subject. Reportedly, you do indeed. I would never - ever ever ever turn my back on your Cock in a darkroom, in the unlikely event it pointed in my direction. I have no fetish for an ambulance ride to a hospital to have my guts sewn back up !!

This is quite true. Given that I am intensely political, and find it difficult to forgive stupidity, there was a neighbor in the next block that repelled me to the enth degree. I didn't like anything about him. Braying, loudmouthed, uncouth, ill-mannered, entitlement all wrapped up on one asshole (no, I don't mean that asshole) and he seemed to like offending others. But. There was something about him that I couldn't put my finger on. It wasn't quite physical attraction, but he was decent looking. It wasn't any kind of rapprochement - the dislike was definitely mutual. Then, one off-night, I was over at RR, and saw him getting fucked over by the pool table - and my Cock almost tore itself out of my jeans when I meandered over there. Of course I fucked him - breathed in his scent - and despite everything, fucked him full. I'm not sure he even knew it was me, but it was deeply satisfying, and I'd do it again.

I think you're addressing so-called "Alpha Tops", in that there are many Tops that achieve their self-awareness through domination of others in many aspects of their lives. As you mention, in business, sports, etc would be the most common, but these men share that quality with straight men as well. It's more of an inclination to dominate in any circumstance which translates easily to sexual domination. The "I win, you lose" trait thrives across the entire plane of human beings. In the gay sexual sense, I don't think these men are in the majority. Often, Alphas find their best cadre of potential sex partners within the Leather scene. These men wouldn't view the "power exchange" as much more than in a "you give - I take" sense, and thus are a minority within a minority. That said, there's room for every guy in our sexual lives, and more power to them (with the usual required honesty, etc.). For myself, I take a Cock up my gut rarely, and then only within the context of the "sharing" facet of sex. I can't think of even one instance when I've been in a backroom/fuckjoint/public setting and let a Cock fuck me without my Cock being in a bottom at the same time, and then only if it's relatively modest in size. It's when I've reached that point mentally - when I'm celebrating my Lusts - conjoined with the greater, vast collection of men devoted to their Lusts. There is one current exception, that being a fuckbuddy that I like very much, lives a short distance away, and views his own Lust through pretty much the same prism as I do. Sometimes he comes over, and we fuck each other (and he, like me, is not swinging a "porncock"). Sometimes he brings a trick. Sometimes he comes over here, and I have a Hole for he and I to Breed together. Rather occasionally we hit the fuckjoint together. He's not an Alpha, and neither am I. In those instances, I let him fuck me not because I love - or even like - to get fucked, but rather in the sense of sharing myself with him, and enjoying him doing the same. More like two guys that love the same "connection", and enjoy sharing it with each other, as opposed to which guy is going to dominate the other. I hope you get some better answers from some *real* Alphas.

Both of the above responses from ErosWired and John54476 are perfect illustrations of why I ditched the online cruising apps some time ago. I realize that not every guy lives close to a fuckjoint/tubs/bar with backroom/ etc., and thus feels trapped into relying on the unreliable. Which is why, when I had no more reason to stay in the Midwest (passing of friends, family, life-partner), I spent some time sniffing out the kinds of places I could live my life and live my Lusts. I'd heard lots of good things about a number of places, and decided on Ft.L. Now, there's a pigpen close by, and anytime I want to wallow, it's a 10 minute drive away, and the guys I want to share my Lusts with are already there. No online bullshit - they're all there, ready and waiting. There's also a rather nice tubs with all the accoutrements for a man like me, and while I've never been a fan of the "terry-towel-twist", it's there and I can go if I want to. There are also gay guesthouses with no rules about fucking other guests; some offer "day-passes", so guys like me can go over to - oh - Inn Leather, for example, and make a day of it. I also realize that most men can't simply pull up stakes and move. Weighing the requirements that seem to pile up in our lives can be burdensome, but I would recommend to everyone doing what planning you can in advance, and when you're free of responsibilities elsewhere, find somewhere else to live in *real* Freedom. Planning in advance will allow you to jump when the opportunity presents itself.

I remember, and my apologies for not digging it out earlier. Mine is similar to your second-pictured one, except it has a pistol grip expansion with a faceted, curved ratchet-like device to keep it at the desired stretch. One squeeze on the handle, and it opens up one "click" more. Sort of like an old fashioned oil or grease gun. I must have bought it at IML many years ago. Not every bottom likes the idea, and I've never forced it on a guy (obviously). Since I seldom fist a hole, and since I'm not swinging a huge Cock, it's never really been used all that much, and I'm not all that interested in beginners.

Thanks for the reply. I think that - for once - you may have missed one possible quotient of the scene. Yes, in many cases, the delight of exercising mental as well as physical control is the singular goal. However, it is also the case that the Dom may very well want to "get inside the head" of the sub, so as to enable the Dom to deliver the best possible experience. Some of that is taken care of via the negotiation of course, but when there's some level of attraction in addition to the merely sexual one, it would hardly be out of character for the Dom to want the sub to enjoy an especially magnificent experience. True, some Doms are walking, talking, predatory Cocks. But not all. The "exchange", by definition, cannot be only one-sided, and be complete.

Same here ... Jr. High ... was humping the mattress, enjoying the sensation when I shot my first load. Thought I was going to piss in the bed and was horrified, until this white stuff shot out. Had absolutely no idea what it was - but started fucking that mattress every night with kleenex close at hand. A couple of years (!) later, my dad took me down to the YMCA for a Father/son group address on the "birds and the bees". Lots were classmates in one class or another - and we all laughed at school after that, pretending we'd known all along. Stupid kids ... too bad there wasn't one word in that group-class about sex with boys ...

Well done. There are few things more irritating than a group-scene with beginners making ill-conceived, ignorant, irrelevant comments. Guys, there are very specific expectations within the Leather Community during a group scene. Don't simply assume that what you see is actually what is happening. Learn a little something about the Leather Ethic before you attend. If you don't find anything of value within the LeatherLife, then go to some other venue to get off.