How Old Were You When You Took Your First Load?

[CA-master]

(When my younger brother came to me with questions (at about the same age as when I was recruited) I tried to do for him what was done for me. )

Great intake

what did u do for him? did you train him to be a good bottom too?

Edited November 9, 2020 by CA-master

[fagclit87]

I was first used by my aunt's bf when I was 12. I was visiting her for spring break. She worked the night shift so I was left alone with her boyfriend and he took advantage of me for a whole 2 weeks.

[sybercom11]

I was molested over a year's time by a neighborhood  man when I was 12 and he was in his 30s, I believe. Let me start by saying I was very effeminate. I had started playing dress-up in my sisters' clothes with another sissy.

I would see the man around the neighborhood and he started saying hello to me. He started talking to me and would offer to buy me a can of pop if I walked with him to the neighborhood store, which I gladly did. He would make small talk with me and then leave after giving me a squeeze or hug.

This went on half a dozen times or so. He said he was glad I was his friend. He said to stop by his house sometime for a pop instead of the store. Well, I gladly did that too. Pretty naive,  right.

So, I'm at his house and I remember that he got very close to me on the couch and actually put his leg over me and sort of pinned me. As he was talking he slid his hand down my shorts and felt me up. He chuckled when he realized I was wearing panties, my sister's. 

He kept playing with my little penis and then started kissing my face and then my mouth. Well, I panicked. I said something like my mom was expecting me home and I really had to go right away.

I recall thinking about what happened all night long. I was confused because I actually liked it. He was a nice and good looking man, after all. So I went to his house the next day.

Same scenario played out. He knew what I was thinking, I'm sure, since I came back. This time he asked me if I had ever seen a man. I knew what he meant. So i said, yes, at the pool locker room. He asked me if i liked to look at them. I think i muttered something like i don't know.

He put his hand down my pants again and kissed me on the mouth. He took off my tennis shoes and pulled down my shorts and panties. He played with my little penis, but did not suck me. Next, he took off his shoes and pants and shirt and then my tshirt so we were both naked.

He got on top of me on his couch and kissed me and then kissed me hard with his tongue in my mouth. That went on for a while. I did not panic but I remember my heart was about to beat through my chest.

He flipped us over so I was on top and pushed my head down to his cock and balls. He directed me to kiss all around,  which I did. He was not forcing me to do anything, but I do remember I was really scared about what would happen if I did not do what I was told. 

He put his cock in my mouth and told me to lick and suck. He grew in my mouth and after a few minutes he started moaning and shot into my mouth. I had been beating off, so I was prepared for that. I swallowed. 

He pulled me up and kissed my face and mouth again. I did panic a little and said I really had to go. Again, I thought about it all night and I decided I really really liked being with him.

Next time I saw him around he bought me lunch at McDonald's. I remember he said to stop by again and kept stressing that I should never tell anybody. Well I did stop by again. 

Like I said, I was effeminate and like my two older sisters I had begun shaving my legs and wearing perfume and even some makeup and lipstick now and then. My sissy friend and I were severely bullied.

My new friend was nice to me and bought me things. I began to really love going over to his house a lot and getting naked with him and his holding and kissing me. And I began loving to pleasure is cock. That was happening maybe two, maybe four times a week. Some weeks it was every single day. I did love it.

Now here is the funny ending. After a year of me sucking him police showed up at his house and he was arrested. For what, I don't remember but it must have involved a gun because he got an automatic five years in prison.

Me, well, my sissy friend and I became the school's cocksuckers for about the next five years until we went to college. Guys could always rely on us if their girls would not put out. 

My sissy friend and I kept meeting to play dress-up. I fell in love with one of the boys I was sucking most days of the week after school. But he liked me only as his cocksucker. I remember how gorgeous he was and how brokenhearted I was.

I am still effeminate and have taken female hormones for many years. My sissy friend ended up marrying a guy. I however did not. After sucking guys for a number of years after college I realized transgenders were not that welcome in the gay community. 

I met a dominate woman and I am a sissy housewife! I am in chastity and my tongue is used for her pleasure. We are also into BDSM, with me as the submissive of course. I am severly paddled or whipped by her every Saturday night!

That is my story about being molested and how I ended up!

 

[Willing]

On 2/7/2018 at 2:17 PM, Guest NudistPerv said:

I have a friend with the same sort of past, starting at about the same age, maybe younger. The same sort of reaction...can talk about it, but, if it seems that whoever is asking is getting turned on/getting off on thinking/imagining it...the topic is closed.

Even though a lot of the threads and stories etc here will make us horny as fuck...this one is something we seriously have to respect...if a guy had this sort of history from his youth we have to respect that they may not have enjoyed it and separate our own lustful cravings from that guy’s past reality. I admit, it turned me on when I would hear about the things that he did and had done to him and how he was played with...and I too made the mistake of trying to get out too many details because I had a hard on in my jeans!

But it becomes the time to do a check in... do you want to alienate this guy and loose a friendship (and/or a lover)? You have to remind yourself that when you are pushed on something you dont like to do (anything! Not just sex!)..its not a good feeling...so let it go. What I think about inside my mind can still stay there, inside my mind and I just gotta be mature enough to know when to activate the filter! And ignore the tenting in my jeans...and that you would have in your jeans!

So hot 🔥 

[PupLucca]

I don't consider it being molested but I was 12 and he was 40. I found his number on a bathroom wall at the mall and well the rest is history

[Letmeworshipit]

My first LTR had been sexually used from the time he was 12 or 13 until age 16 by a family priest. The first time the preist sucked him off it freaked him out, but the guy wasn't creepy or abusive ao he ended up going back for the next 4 years as often as he could. It got into ceremonial cock worship which he taught me when we were together. The total mental and physical adoration of the phallus. To this day, I find that whole scene hotter than hot.

[Service69You]

Someone about 20 years older taught me how to suck cock when I was 11.  It went on for about 3 years.  Never had me do anything I wasn't comfortable doing.  Consider myself bi and have enjoyed taking cock ever since.

[Qilly55]

When I delivered newspapers ,I was about 11 years old. The kid that lived there ,about 18 yrs old told me to follow him in the woids,next to his house. He unzipped his pants and took out a thick cock. I was scared..he told me to put my hands on it. I did. Only thing I remember was touching his cock , leaving the woods after he told me we were  going to do this more often.

Never did, it was 50 years ago. 

I am a bottom cocksucking pig now.

Looking gor my next load of cum

[BiVersDylan]

Legally? Yes. However I arranged it, was in control and was compensated extremely well for my time.

It was with a very wealthy married man in his 50's and it started at age 11 until my 18th birthday when he moved out of state with his family.

[Guest]

I was never molested but I did get peeks of female neighbors sucking their husbands or boyfriends and started thinking about what it was like sucking cock.

[Hungryforbbc]

I was sexually assaulted in Jr high school.  Honestly it was incredibly hot 2 big black guys made me suck their dicks.  It set me up to serve bbc and I still fantasize about it and do my best to recreate it when I can. I do think that it heavily impacted my sexuality and especially my fetish for black dick 

[Service69You]

Would like to chat with others that felt it was a good experience and kicked off a life long drive to seek out cock.  

[Service69You]

On 1/12/2021 at 10:33 PM, Hungryforbbc said:

I was sexually assaulted in Jr high school.  Honestly it was incredibly hot 2 big black guys made me suck their dicks.  It set me up to serve bbc and I still fantasize about it and do my best to recreate it when I can. I do think that it heavily impacted my sexuality and especially my fetish for black dick 

Sounds like they got you off to a great start

[bisexualguy1978]

For me it's similar as for most others, I would not call my first experience(s) with adult guys molesting as it was more consensual I guess.  I am sexually active since I was 11, which mostly comes down to mutual sucking and hand play with friends (male and female). At around 13 I became more interested in sex with adults through sex magazines that also contained adverts from (bisexual) couples and bi/gay guys. One of them offered a bunch of older sex magazines for almost no money, so I contacted the guy as I wanted some magazines in my room (not at a friends place) to jerk off to.  

So one thing led to another and I went to this guys place to pick up the magazines after agreeing to pay him a small amount for it. I went into his house and he (probably around 50 years old) opened the door only dressed in his underwear, a little weird I thought, but we had contact via telephone a few times, and the guy seemed like a cool guy. He offered some tea so I could drink it while he got the stuff. I don’t know anymore how it happened but he knew exactly how to get me curious due to his house arrangement (beds and pillows on the living room floor) and he explained that he regularly hosted sex parties at home with couples and ‘young guys’. As I was reading the sex stories etc already for a while I became super interested and asked if I could join somehow, knowing I was likely too young.

To my surprise, he told me I was exactly the right age, but he was curious if I physically would be oke for it. He offered me to jerk off too a sex movie as I told him I never saw before. At this stage, I was super relaxed, and little foggy in my head. A long time I thought it was because I was so horny, but later experiences told me he put something in the tea (he used all kinds of drugs which is easy to get in Amsterdam). I undressed and started jerking off to the movie and saw him looking at me. He asked if it was oke if he also jerked off and I just said yes. After about 10 minutes I was on the verge of cumming and he asked me to stop. I asked why and he came over and said, ‘I’ll show you’, and he kneeled before me and softly started sucking my dick. To be honest, that wasn’t too big a thing as I already did that will my friends, but this time it was an adult sucking me and, as he was experienced, my mind exploded and felt a joy I hadn’t had yet before. All inhibitions flew away and sort of went with my emotions and stopped thinking fully. I can’t even remember how, but I remember after I came in his mouth and stayed super horny and I started sucking him. I don’t know for how long but at some point, the guys just sprayed my mouth full and was a little overwhelmed by the amount of cum he produced. I couldn’t keep it in my mouth and almost choked on it, making a mess everywhere. It felt like a very comical situation and we both started laughing. After we laughed it off he asked if he could rim me. As I didn’t know what that was, and considering he gave me so much pleasure, already immediately said yes, still feeling horny and wanting to cum again. He licked my asshole and I enjoyed it very much. And to my surprise, I felt pressure against my asshole at some point and it was him putting his fingers in me with copious amounts of lube. After a while, he had 3 fingers in me and asked if I liked it. As I didn’t feel any pain and just pleasure I said yes. And within no time he put his dick against my hole and gentle pushed it in. At this stage, my mind was so fuzzy from hornyness (and from whatever he put In my tea) that I just relaxed and enjoyed the ride. He came in my ass in no time, and I remember the cum leaking out on my balls and the floor. We talked a little bit and I agreed to his proposal to come back and talk about the sex parties, especially after he showed me some pictures of other boys and girls that came there as well.

Looking back I now know the guy was a straight-out paedophile and even arranged sex parties with adult couples to have sex with underaged kids. I guess if I wanted I could leave at any stage, so it was out of my free will (horny bastard that I am), although I don’t know if at age 13 you can oversee all the consequences etc. Not even talking about whatever he put in my tea. But I’m still grateful to be honest because this opened years and years of sex craziness and still get horny thinking about all my experiences.

[Guest]

My earliest sexual memories were getting sucked by an older man, I don't know who he was but he lived with my family for a few months when I was about 6 or 7 years old.  I befriended an older man whom I met at the library while I was pre-pubescent and he used to suck my cock several times a week.  He used to have two of his old buddies suck me off as well on a regular basis.  It ended when I reached puberty and stopped going over to his place.  I started going to a seedy, gay porno theater when I was a teen-ager and got sucked by many old men there several times a week.