How Old Were You When You Took Your First Load?

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2 hours ago, evilalex said:

did it take u very long to love it

Not at all. A couple of the first times were particularly rough and sore but after that I craved it and then very quickly wanted it as rough as possible. Looking back, after the first few forced times I think I was groomed very successfully. 

[BarebackBrat]

My father molested my sister according to her and he went to jail.  I witnessed my father fucking a gf on his couch at 3 or 4 and at that same age by a girl a little older maybe a year or so introduced me to getting “fresh” and fucking. I don’t recall details but do remembering I liked it.  I witnessed my sister frenching a girl when I was 6 or 7. That same day that girl, who was probably 12, taught me to French kiss. Around this age I discovered my step dads porn mags and loved how they made me feel. At 8 or 9 my step dads little brother raped me. He held me down and shoved his teenage cock in my ass. Again I blocked out the details.  Right as I was turning 10 to 11 zztop came out with the legs video and the frilly socks with stiletto pumps. Well I fell in love with that look and obsess over it going on 40 years. Found incest and probably illegal porn vids of my uncles, who I know if a pedo.  But of all the freaks in my family no one besides the step uncle touched me.  However at that point I am sure I was glad. Then in junior high I started dressing up. Stealing clothes, heels, and wearing them to jerk off. Mom found my stash then and again she found out when I was 17 as cops pulled me over in drag. Had my first real guy on guy experience around that time and liked it but didn’t like the idea of being a fag. So lots of being pressured into same sex sex with guys older than me at the time. Wanting to be a girl but then freaking over being a cock loving pig. Also met my gf now wife at 16 so had that to contend with.   Certainly I was raped, and molested though I was willing to submit to these older boys when I was 17 into 18 and so on.  Always with guilt.   I went full blown pig in 2019 at the age of 45. Im certain my exposure to sex at a young age, the rape and others have led me to this point. Im just mad I wasn’t bought and sold from an early age. 

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On 11/16/2021 at 9:18 AM, cuminboyz said:

It is TOTALLY why I am who I am today. Its super clear.

To be fair I was already a kinky little boy, but they steered me into the perversions I have now.

I cover it briefly in my profile description. Here's the longer version.

In the mid to late 90s I was 10 years old. Like I said, I was KINKY. Hornier and younger than any kid I've met. By 10 I'd already been:

- fucking my own ass with carrots from the fridge...

- sucking off moms boyfriends dog and trying to get it to fuck me...

- borrowing an early digital camera from the school lab "for a project" and using it to snap naked pix of me sucking the dog...

- and finally being humiliated in school when I tried to play "show and tell" with another kid from a higher grade, and he got his friends to come too... when I pulled out my cock first and asked to see theirs, I instantly became the school "fag" "gay" and "queer".

It was the school incident that did it. I now had names for what I was into. I was a latchkey kid (mom worked nights, no dad) and I had the Internet. So I went online and quickly found gay places... and others like me.

I didnt say my age there, as I didnt want to get kicked out I just said that I was younger and the city I lived in. A guy replied and said he was from my area, and we emailed. I told him how young I really was. He didn't have a problem. We chatted about what I liked and I even sent him the pics of me and the dog (this is a key fact for later).

He soom suggested I meet him to chat about gay life in person. I was eager to meet another fag like me. So he arranged to pick me up and stay a night and we'd go to a party.

OK in hindsight obviously a sex invitation. But I was a dumb naive kid. I figured it was a normal thing to have gay parties. So I told my mom I was doing a sleepover at a friends (she never checked) and he picked me up from the street corner at 3pm.

He seemed high energy (I later learnt it was "tweaked") and super excited about the party. He lived outside town, like on a bit of land... it was dark when I got there so I really had no idea exactly where it was that day. Yup, big red flag in hindsight but this is why kids get in cars with strangers.

Literally the moment we got inside he closed and locked and deadbolted the door. He had a boyfriend (also tweaked) and the second the door was locked he POUNCED. Like grabbed me. And then so did the other guy.

I thought they were going to murder me. I screamed and yelled. But nobody was in earshot. They wrestled me into the bedroom and ripped off my clothes. Handcuffed me to the bed. Then they got naked and started to stroke and pet me (and them). They smoked something (later I learned crystal) and shotgunned some into me. I had a rush and felt weird. I was still thinking they were gonna kill me.

And then one lubed up his cocks and RAMMED my ass. Like, balls deep in 3 massive thrusts. No time wasted. If I hadn't been using those carrots in my ass already, they would have split me open. As it was it HURT. I screamed  bloody murder and bawled.

Many years later I figured out they had partially torn my sphincter... the unintentional side effect is that from then on I had no problem taking big cocks without much warmup. So, not all bad 🙂

So all evening, night, and the next day they fucked, sucked and molested me over and over. They kept going with the help of the drugs... and kept me up with occasional shotguns if i got drowsy.

They covered all the sex bases. Anal. Oral. Forcing me to suck them. Whips. Pissing in both my holes (I peed on myself). Having me fist them. So much more. And they took photos of me doing it all.

I later figured they knew they were poz, high viral...and HIV being a semi death sentence back then, decided to indulge some pedo rape fantasies while they could. I dont know if they pozzed me then, or later (I'll get to that).

Their insurance was to scare me. They knew where I lived. They had their photos and my dog photos. They said they were sending copies to their friends (which they did) and if I told anyone they raped me, they or their friends would come after me, my mom... and publish the pics of me so everyone would know what a slut whore faggot I was. To their credit they had it all figured out.

They dumped me back at home at the end of the weekend, and I was so sore I pretended I was sick and stayed home from school for a few days.

They figured they'd seen the last of me. But I was a kinky horny kid... who had never had an adult male pay any attention to me. And here were 2 guys who'd spent the weekend paying attention to me. Loving my body and saying how hot and beautiful and tight I was (also that I was a dirty slut, which I kinda knew, and that validated me and my dog [banned word] stuff). Here were guys who wanted me and found me sexy like nobody else did... found every inch of my body worth exploring... and I got their penises stiff. Gays, like I was. With big penises, and I liked penises. And, they hadn't killed me, right? And after it hurt, it didnt so much, and I even felt so sexy excited about a lot of what we did. And there was an excited thrill about the danger and adventure (and maybe some of that was also the crystal, but I LIKED the crystal, too. And I didnt know any other gays in real life. And so on and on went my thoughts. And as I thought my cock got hard every time.

So a few weeks later, one little 10 year old slut whore... emailed the guy and asked if he could have more please, sir...

Over the next years a lot of fucking went on. They did know other pedos and they fucked me too. And later on, I wasn't the only kid who came to their sex parties.

So all that... made me who I am. Easy link. I like anonymous bareback sex with anyone. I like pozzing, stealthing, cum, piss, chemsex, boys... everything they did to me, they made me too. They taught me how to be a [banned word]. Thanks guys.

 

Amazing! We should be Bros! 😈😈😈 Love this!

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I was maybe 9 or 10

The family across the street was a married couple and their two boys. The older of the two was always inviting me over to play. Eventually we started having sleepovers, and as the two oldest kids we liked being alone, away from the younger kids.

One day we were hanging out in his room, and he asked me if I wanted to get naked with him. I saw no reason not to, and stripped. Things progressed rapidly from there, we didn't know how to have sex, but we would kiss and fondle each other.

I started to be submissive to him. I would rim him, give him blowjobs, let him choke and pinch me. If my family hadn't suddenly moved again, I would probably have grown to be faggot his slave.

[pigskin]

On 11/16/2021 at 10:18 AM, cuminboyz said:

It is TOTALLY why I am who I am today. Its super clear.

To be fair I was already a kinky little boy, but they steered me into the perversions I have now.

I cover it briefly in my profile description. Here's the longer version.

In the mid to late 90s I was 10 years old. Like I said, I was KINKY. Hornier and younger than any kid I've met. By 10 I'd already been:

- fucking my own ass with carrots from the fridge...

- sucking off moms boyfriends dog and trying to get it to fuck me...

- borrowing an early digital camera from the school lab "for a project" and using it to snap naked pix of me sucking the dog...

- and finally being humiliated in school when I tried to play "show and tell" with another kid from a higher grade, and he got his friends to come too... when I pulled out my cock first and asked to see theirs, I instantly became the school "fag" "gay" and "queer".

It was the school incident that did it. I now had names for what I was into. I was a latchkey kid (mom worked nights, no dad) and I had the Internet. So I went online and quickly found gay places... and others like me.

I didnt say my age there, as I didnt want to get kicked out I just said that I was younger and the city I lived in. A guy replied and said he was from my area, and we emailed. I told him how young I really was. He didn't have a problem. We chatted about what I liked and I even sent him the pics of me and the dog (this is a key fact for later).

He soom suggested I meet him to chat about gay life in person. I was eager to meet another fag like me. So he arranged to pick me up and stay a night and we'd go to a party.

OK in hindsight obviously a sex invitation. But I was a dumb naive kid. I figured it was a normal thing to have gay parties. So I told my mom I was doing a sleepover at a friends (she never checked) and he picked me up from the street corner at 3pm.

He seemed high energy (I later learnt it was "tweaked") and super excited about the party. He lived outside town, like on a bit of land... it was dark when I got there so I really had no idea exactly where it was that day. Yup, big red flag in hindsight but this is why kids get in cars with strangers.

Literally the moment we got inside he closed and locked and deadbolted the door. He had a boyfriend (also tweaked) and the second the door was locked he POUNCED. Like grabbed me. And then so did the other guy.

I thought they were going to murder me. I screamed and yelled. But nobody was in earshot. They wrestled me into the bedroom and ripped off my clothes. Handcuffed me to the bed. Then they got naked and started to stroke and pet me (and them). They smoked something (later I learned crystal) and shotgunned some into me. I had a rush and felt weird. I was still thinking they were gonna kill me.

And then one lubed up his cocks and RAMMED my ass. Like, balls deep in 3 massive thrusts. No time wasted. If I hadn't been using those carrots in my ass already, they would have split me open. As it was it HURT. I screamed  bloody murder and bawled.

Many years later I figured out they had partially torn my sphincter... the unintentional side effect is that from then on I had no problem taking big cocks without much warmup. So, not all bad 🙂

So all evening, night, and the next day they fucked, sucked and molested me over and over. They kept going with the help of the drugs... and kept me up with occasional shotguns if i got drowsy.

They covered all the sex bases. Anal. Oral. Forcing me to suck them. Whips. Pissing in both my holes (I peed on myself). Having me fist them. So much more. And they took photos of me doing it all.

I later figured they knew they were poz, high viral...and HIV being a semi death sentence back then, decided to indulge some pedo rape fantasies while they could. I dont know if they pozzed me then, or later (I'll get to that).

Their insurance was to scare me. They knew where I lived. They had their photos and my dog photos. They said they were sending copies to their friends (which they did) and if I told anyone they raped me, they or their friends would come after me, my mom... and publish the pics of me so everyone would know what a slut whore faggot I was. To their credit they had it all figured out.

They dumped me back at home at the end of the weekend, and I was so sore I pretended I was sick and stayed home from school for a few days.

They figured they'd seen the last of me. But I was a kinky horny kid... who had never had an adult male pay any attention to me. And here were 2 guys who'd spent the weekend paying attention to me. Loving my body and saying how hot and beautiful and tight I was (also that I was a dirty slut, which I kinda knew, and that validated me and my dog [banned word] stuff). Here were guys who wanted me and found me sexy like nobody else did... found every inch of my body worth exploring... and I got their penises stiff. Gays, like I was. With big penises, and I liked penises. And, they hadn't killed me, right? And after it hurt, it didnt so much, and I even felt so sexy excited about a lot of what we did. And there was an excited thrill about the danger and adventure (and maybe some of that was also the crystal, but I LIKED the crystal, too. And I didnt know any other gays in real life. And so on and on went my thoughts. And as I thought my cock got hard every time.

So a few weeks later, one little 10 year old slut whore... emailed the guy and asked if he could have more please, sir...

Over the next years a lot of fucking went on. They did know other pedos and they fucked me too. And later on, I wasn't the only kid who came to their sex parties.

So all that... made me who I am. Easy link. I like anonymous bareback sex with anyone. I like pozzing, stealthing, cum, piss, chemsex, boys... everything they did to me, they made me too. They taught me how to be a [banned word]. Thanks guys.

 

ABSOLUTE PERFECTION😈

[guy4funwaco]

On 12/8/2021 at 9:32 PM, evilalex said:

How old were you, man?

15

[kc1976bb]

5 w 17 yr cousin

[TakingItDeep]

Yea by legal terms I was molested from 12 to 18 by a few 40/50 year old neighbors but I wanted it. In retrospect it is massively confusing 

[Bicuriousfckr]

I wouldn't call molested but a guy sitting next to me slowly slid his hands to me balls in a bus and I kind of let him when I was 17.  Of course he tried to do that coz I had a bag on my lap and he thought he wouldn't be seen. But I let him fondle me. Sadly he got off after two stops. I jacked of to the thought, what if he asked me to come with him so that he could fuck me.

[toxicspermpig]

I was never molested but I was raised by my single dad. For as far back as my memory goes, he fucked women in the house while I was home. He did it so much that I thought it was normal. Usually it was in his bedroom but sometimes he'd do it in the living room or bathroom when he thought I was asleep.

His room was right next to mine so I could here things perfectly. I soon noticed he watched a lot of porn late at night. He actually caught me a one time watching one of his tapes but he didn't say anything. He closed my door and we never discussed it. He also stopped trying to hide them from me - often leaving them sitting in plain site. It was like an unspoken understanding. 

However, around 9th grade, he started openly discussing sex with me. He'd pressure me to flirt with women and would tell me about how much "pussy" he got at my age. 

Looking back on it, I know he's the reason I'm so promiscuous. Unfortunately for him, I turned out to be a raging queer.  

My dad rarely ever talks about sex with me now but he's still just as horny as he was when I was growing up. He always has a new  lady around. So maybe it's also part hereditary? 

[chargedodger]

Of course it changed me.One moment I was an 11 year old boy in tee shirt cuttoffs and sneakers riding my bike around the parking lot behind the supermarket.A kindly man is talking to me,admiring my bike and riding skill.I knew nothing about sex or anything.Offerring me a cold soda I accept and we climb up the steps into his camper.less than half an hour later I am stumbling down those same steps having been groomed,courted,seduced stripped and inseminated.He drives away leaving me with his semen swimming around in me,and an education about things learned best just the way he taught me.My body had come alive under his tutelage as tho it knew what it wanted,but my mind took weeks to come to grips with what had happenned.And he gave me five bucks too!:)

[Camcam300]

When I was young I used to stay over occasionally at a family friends. I was about 7 and their son was 15. After a few sleep overs he got me to share his bed where he stripped  me. Soon after I was stripped he had his tongue in my hole and then he used to ride my arse crack until he had cum. This lasted a couple of years. He never penetrated me, just rode my wet arse crack and occasionally got me to suck his huge cock. I knew it was wrong but I enjoyed it. Have wanted to repeat this as an adult but been keeping my desires under wraps for years. 
Decided to go for it a couple of years ago and finally let a man have my arse and yes it was bare. I have only done it once again since because it ain’t easy meeting guys being married. But have decided I need more bare cock in my life. 
 

[Caged]

When I was 13 yo I was fucked by a guy that was probably around 60 yo so technically I was molested, but I was totally into it and enjoyed it….so what does that mean?

[Pozpunk]

And yes I was sexually abused as a child by men and older boys through out my childhood growing up between 7-12 years old. I’m sure it’s why I’m a Poz sissy sex addict always looking to get stuffed and used by Poz perverts with sick dickin desires, I’m into all men looking to give semen bare always

[Submissiveslut]

On 1/29/2017 at 2:48 PM, Imopentoanything63 said:

Hey just wondering if any of you guys were ever molested as a child and that's why you're a big now I was molested for years and I absolutely think that's why I'm a nasty Pig right now just curious about all this and would like to talk about it send me messages if you want to chat

I was the aggressive one I seen the ladies on porn get treated like worthless trash and knew that what I wanted I suck my dad off while he was drunk and a few others guys that were either high off crack