Why Did You Start Barebacking?

[Hole4u]

I came of age right when aids started and it scared me right back into the closet as I had a childhood friend die of aids. As time went on I enjoyed being a bottom and caught a broken condom every now and again. I knew because it felt so much better. 
 

Flash forward to the mid 90s amd I’m at the bide beach on Fire Island and met a really hot guy. It was quite dark but getting there and I just turned around and let him slide in raw. Nothing ever felt so good. He asked if he could cum in me and I asked if was poz.  He said he was. So I asked him not to and he said fine.  I let him get really close while in me though and oddly I wasn’t freaking out or anything.  He started to cum, pulled out and shot all over my ass and back. I never felt more like a man. He even got me up on my knees and played with my balls as I was almost ready to cum. We noticed a guy jerking too us so we called him over and I sucked him for like all of 30 seconds and he was blowing his load all over my chest and then I shot my own load. That guy bolts off and my top starts to pee at the dunes behind me when I said to stop and soak me. Boy did he ever. 
 

After that he ran to the ocean and dove in and came back. I didn’t even move and he asked if I was ok. I was. Just taking it all in. Now it’s getting almost dark amd I’m covered in piss and cum so I ran t the surf and dove in. Was less than a minute but when I came out I couldn’t find our blankets  right away. When I did he gave me a quick kiss and headed back to the parking lot . I got back on my blanket and  had a cigarette, jerked off and shot another load , had another cigarette and got half dressed and went home. 
 

Even though I fought it , I knew I would one day go 100 percent bare and take the load . Ten years later I did exactly that and never looked back  

 

[TomCockFag]

I needed to feel a bare cock inside me

[Pozpunk]

Was exciting to have risky encounters  and I excepted I’d be happier to be a Hiv positive cumslut than pretend I’m not a cumslut with a need to be used . And worrying about when I’m gonna get hiv and from who and stressing about the tops being Poz or not. Conversion was always exciting 

[cum-dump-berlin]

I started as a teenager and only knew bareback .... I only knew sex between men and older men with youngsters only bareback - for me rubbers were at best for straight people for contraception ..... I sometimes have porn from Dickwadd and HDK and also  other labels and there was only bareback sex common and that was normal for me - sex for me to this day automatically means bareback so naturally ..... later when AIDS (later called HIV) came up, I only noticed myself once  Let rubber fuck - I was persuaded to only let myself fuck with rubber (back then the AIDS hysteria and fear of it) the guy was so hot and huge cock and he really wanted me and I really wanted to feel him and his big cock in me -  but it was so shit - the rubber totally disturbed it was strange and uncomfortable - a torture ... I just thought that sex can't and shouldn't be - I then stopped - because of the AIDS hysteria at that time, food was then in the  More difficult to find guys who still only fuck bare because it has to be like that because it is so natural and has feeling .... very many then only fucked with rubber even if they found it totally shit - then always touched and checked whether  The guys wanted to fuck me bare in the darkroom, for example, or they secretly had a rubber on it - when a couple of guys had already fucked me and filled my hole with their sperm loads, you don't always feel that - I've got many guys who still had a rubber on it  pulled and said fuck me just bareback as agreed I don't want rubber - if not then ciao ... most of them are angry then but some have fucked me bare but without rubber but not all gave me the cum load in my hole - in  this time I have become a totally greedy sperm eater and love to get fat loads to swallow in my mouth .... with time I also knew where to go in the scene  Le Kerle always finds the bare fuck and fill holes with sperm and it was possible to have bareback sex and have my hole fucked and filled with sperm loads ..... there was then almost only porn where rubber was fucked  - totally shit and not normal and natural - doesn't make you horny but doesn't want to see ...... the topic of AIDS (later it was called HIV) has absolutely never interested me - not in the media nor personally my status - it was me  totally irrelevant because the way I had sex and loved it was clear that at some point I would definitely get it and when even guys on the date asked me if they could really fuck me bare because they are HIV + - I noticed that it even made me horny  when a poz top fucks me and gives me his poz load deep in my hole - I even loved these situations to feel her cock deep inside me - such a hot, intense feeling .... I have  never done an HIV test - why - I don't need it and don't want to know .... I thought it didn't matter whether it was HIV + or no - what if I already have it but don't know - whatever, but then I'm really free.  ...... no topic or discussion on dates - clear announcement poz or status unknown or irrelevant - no compromises - accept this condition or no date - and that's the only way to have dates with guys who like and want it as much as you - none  senseless discussions and no trouble ....... or sex with guys who are poz and like to give as poison to their poz babies their special DNA to continue to grow, share and spread - mostly youngsters who are genuinely looking for it - themselves  let pozzen very consciously - to experience the feeling and hopefully successfully switch to a new status and to have sex freely and informally in the future - they say that only poz guys have the hottest sex ....... I never have a test  made  - why it didn't interest me - was never ill ....... only many years later because of something else in the clinic, based on anamnesis, an HIV test was done together with other tests in the laboratory and from then on I did  I really knew I was HIV + ... that was the time when the first medication was available (1.  Generation) that I also received and took ... not very well tolerated .... nausea etc ... that I am now HIV + has not changed anything - although I took the medis, I only had bareback sex as bottom and cumhole  and status has never interested me either - no matter if poz or unknown or no matter ...... if you never wanted it otherwise and you don't know it - I can't help it .... only bareback is sex as it should be  - honest and natural ...... PreP has been around for some time and with it many guys prefer to fuck or always bareback - perfect for those who tested negative who don't have to worry anymore but prefer to have face-to-face sex because they feel much better and more intense  ..... no worries about becoming HIV + - everything goes - no matter if HIV undetectable negative or also HIV + - everything is now relatively safe and also possible thanks to PreP for bare sex - only bare is real and is feeling much more intense - is natural and  how it should be

 

[London1281955]

Ended up poz thinking wouldn’t happen to me as didn’t hook that often. Now no point worrying.

[Guest]

Starting in my teens in the 80s, I never used a condom. I assumed everyone had the bug and so should I. In time I found I was more popular with guys who knew I'd take their loads. Back in the 80s, a poz guy and his boy toy paid me to take their loads, that was the start of a win win for me, and I got a lot of sex for my age.     

Edited November 6, 2021 by BBPDXPIG69

[Guest]

I used to be a real Condom Nazi, during my first Down-Low (1988- 2007) I now would like to know if I would have remained HIV-, if I had the same un-inhibited mindset, as I do now, and have since been barebacking (2016 - present)

Kind of my own experiment, and one I am having fun with. 

[ohmalewhore]

My first time was bareback. It's like learning to drive a manual transmission car ... once you learn to drive the way it was meant to be done, why do anything else?

[Devtylor]

I hooked up with a black dude off manhunt, he wanted to fuck me, so he stuck his dick in me raw, and blew a couple loads in me. That was the first time I did bareback and I loved it. Ever since then I've been hooked, and now I'm cool with the risks involved 

[Treehugger]

Basically I was too shy to ask for a condom. The one time I got up the nerve the guy said we don’t need those and that was it.

     I remember he liked to fuck standing up with me impaled on his cock. He had very thick thighs and could bounce me on his meat with no problem. 

[hntnhole]

For me, the advent of hiv was still a few years in the future.  The only guys that used condoms (at that time) had developed some sort of fetish about them - condoms were mostly unheard of in the gay community.  They were considered somewhat of an oddity, as in "ok - whatever fetish floats your boat".  It was when hiv came a-calling that guys started using them to stave off the virus.  I remember at one of the bars (Cellblock on Halsted) that in the back-bar (which was also the fuckroom), one night being aghast at two Leathermen fucking raw right by the doorway to the back bar.  It was shocking - the bottom had wasting syndrome, the Top was clearly unwell.  While they were observed, no guy went anywhere near them (at least that I saw).  

But.  Both the bartenders in the back bar would fix a "racehorse" if asked ... it was a great bar at the time.  I recall one of them being asked, the bartender kind of cocked his head in thought - and said "yeah, I think I can - just made two a few minutes ago"

There was also a long, narrow, elevated "observation" deck with a few 2x4's knocked up to keep guys from falling down to the floor.  Guys cruising / fucking on the main floor could watch what was going on on the "o.d.". Someone who shall remain nameless actually got a round of applause after a very thorough Breeding of a hotttt Hole.

The last time I was there, a buddy and I drove over to "Crisco Heights" actually found a parking place, and tried to go in. Some guy answered the door, and told us that we couldn't enter (we were both in gear), since it was "Latin Dance Night" !!! Thus endeth a really great BreedBar, dammittall.

[wyobtmbnk]

2 hours ago, Treehugger said:

Basically I was too shy to ask for a condom. The one time I got up the nerve the guy said we don’t need those and that was it.

     I remember he liked to fuck standing up with me impaled on his cock. He had very thick thighs and could bounce me on his meat with no problem. 

Love getting fucked standing and bent over with a TOP with great thighs that bounce you off. Great when you have the big ass cheeks to bounce off them with as well. 

[Guest]

I was started at a young age by an uncle who didn’t use them. As I explored on my own I still didn’t use them.

At age 14 I was bent over taking two family friends poz loads. After that I never considered it.

[Beetle]

38, always safe till 2 years ago. The moment and sensation of blowing your load bare in someone’s ass was for me the point of no return to condoms (allthough i still use them when no other option) but the default now is bare. Also on PrEP now.

[Mammut]

The fear of HIV growing up and the guilt and [banned word] whenever I gave in and fucked without a condom really made me fetishize bareback sex. When watching porn I only watched bareback witch made my addiction bigger. When prep came along I thought "fuck it" I'm going all in. And I havent looked back since. Now Im bareback all the time - no exceptions. My mission is to have as much raw sex with as many men as possible. I feel pride in the numbers and love the feeling of being slutty