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This is definitely true. I took my first full fist 3 years ago in my mid 50s. I have only done 3 times in total. Mainly because the guy that fists me is very busy and doesn’t have time to properly train me. It’s been very hit or miss mostly miss finding someone else. He did give me a training schedule and I’ve ordered some toys to help out. he sets me up in a sling and in a dark room or blindfolded with just some poppers. Once that hand is in me it’s like I’m in the dark void of another realm and dimension. The pain and pleasure is way beyond this world.

I am puzzled how since I had cryptosporidium infection; and subsequently started HIV meds, my libido is just gone... A part of my mind remains interested, yet a part of me still is just sort of yawning at that which would have been something I was always ready to enjoy. WTF just happened? Is it the massive political noise that fills every waking hour? Was it a side effect of the crypto? Does Dovato contain libido suppressing medications? Is it simply my 78th trip around the sun I am on? I experience it as cognitive dissonance - back to a "who am I" time.

So fuckin hot 🔥 🥵!!!!!

I've long taken the position of voting for whomever I find to be the "least worst". If all of us did that more often than not each election will have the "least worst" voted in, regardless of other attributes.

Taking a dick deep is easy for me, as long as I am the one sucking it in. I don't respond well to being forced.

I think "cheating" is simply lying about who we really are. And while for many our social training would suggest that's what we need to do; life becomes so much better once we aren't hiding an ugly secret, but finding a mate whose thinking aligns with ours. What a terrific description of what is a fairly familiar "gay self" coming of age. Quite similar to my own start although I wonder how things would have been different had I also started as a younger teen rather than a 20 year old guy?

I didn’t bring a condom. (ch. 2) [disclaimer, this chapter makes indirect reference to heterosexual porn. The acts are not described, simply referred to. Mild cannabis smoking is also included. ] He was correct. It wasn’t lube he had felt. Well at least not commercial lube. It was the best lube, another man’s cum. Actually, two. Pretty much for the last month every time I went to that particular gay bar my visit started with getting fucked by the same two guys. The bar tenders spelled each other off to take me into the office and ‘do me’. Yes, I was getting fucked bareback and taking loads as early as 1999. We’ll here more about Dan later. For now, it might be best if I give you some of my background that led me to acting so boldly. You already know I’m Mulatto. My mother is Italian, my father as black as they come. Both of my parents are beautiful specimens of their gender and race. This means I won the genetic lottery. I also won the libertine parent lottery. My parents actually met on a porn shoot. It was love at first sight as they gazed into each other’s eye’s, and that love was consummated in the time it takes to film a scene. They were hippy front runners, even before the 1960’s. Both are bisexual and as you can guess by their profession very, very sex positive. They don’t even understand the concept of monogamy. Bodies, and a great variety of bodies, are meant to provide pleasure and be enjoyed. This makes them very popular on porn shoots even at their advancing ages. To say they raised me to be sex positive is an understatement. When I became a teenager, 1993, I was given a condom in my birthday card and thereafter lectured regularly on the importance of a healthy sex life, the importance of consent (reminding me I couldn’t give it until I was 18 even though they thought that law was foolish), and of course the practices of safer sex. In fact, this was the only part of my upbringing I found unreasonable. Not that they would care so much but that they actually tormented me with stories to instill me with their profound fear of AIDS. They would tell me over and over again about their close calls with the disease in their industry. Not only about women and men they knew who succumbed. But the terror they went through in the early years when so much was unknown. Mom had unprotected sex with John Holmes and Dad with Al Parker in the period John and Al were probably infected but didn’t know. The testing and waiting period were horrific for my parents and they never let me forget it. Even when I let them know I had no interest in girls they encouraged me to at least give MF sex a try. I knew if I couldn’t get it up for pics of naked women there was no use trying with the real thing. On the other hand, MEN! An open shirt, a bulging crotch, 5 o’clock shadow, hair peaking out, men in shorts, men in suites, men in uniform … especially UPS delivery guys … oh my god, instant erection. Highschool gym showers were torcher. I was teased so relentlessly for my constant unhide able boner. I started having crushes on other boys when I started kindergarten for Pete’s sake. Sex positive teens as you all know watch lots of porn and masturbate often many times per day. I was no exception. Every gay porn site I came across was bookmarked on my computer. I know you are wondering, and the answer is yes, I saw most of the M on M scenes my father had made over the years. I love his body, especially naked and to see him in action is like the best poetry. To see him fuck and breed a man is amazing; however, to see him get fucked and bred is heaven on earth. Then came the porn he made in the safe sex years, and I could see he was performing well; he just wasn’t into it as much. To my discerning eye something was missing for him. When I pressed him on this, he reluctantly confessed I was right. When I pressed him further ‘Is it the condom thing?’ he relented and confirmed I had hit the nail on the head. He hated them on his cock and worse still burning his ass, he just knew he had to accept them as part of the business. Even though it was the most prevalent I lost interest in condom porn. Instead, I watch and jerked to the old 1970’s classics over and over again. I read everything I could find about gay porn. I was so excited when I heard about the development of a stable of porn performers for ‘Hot Dessert Knights’ and their soon to be released ‘Bareback Buddies’. I made sure I saw it the first day it was released and I stayed up all that night. I must have watched it from beginning to end 7 times. Fast forwarding to breeding scenes another 15 times. I was hooked, and better still I was reaching the age of consent within a few months time. At the dinner table on my 18th birthday, I asked to borrow the folks car that night. “Great, do you have plans with some of your pals?” my mom enquired. “Yeah, Sam and I are going cruising.” I boldly replied. (I’m a good liar when I need to be and I knew they wouldn’t want me going on this adventure alone.) “Cruising, as in at a cruising place where men have sex with men?” My dad sounded sceptical. “Fuck yeah. It’s Sam and my birthday present to ourselves.” Mom chimed in, “But don’t you want to have your first sex with someone you know and trust, maybe with each other. Your Dad and I would be happy to take a hotel room for the night. You guys could feel free to fuck anywhere in the house.” My dad was nodding his agreement. “Come on you guys. Don’t be so square. I want my first sex to be anonymous. I want it to hold maximum thrill!” “Well, I don’t like it, but we won’t stand in your way.” And he tossed me the keys. “Be sure to take lots of condoms and lube. I know from experience you can’t count on the guys on those trails to be prepared. I’m glad you two planned to watch out for each other.” The sun was just setting when I arrived and there were lots of cars. It looked like I’d won the lottery again. I was wearing ripped jeans commando, come fuck me boots, and an open vest. I wasn’t very far into the woods when I came upon a muscular silver daddy in cut off jeans and an open shirt with the sleaves ripped off. My mind instantly decided, BINGO. I stepped right up to him and latched my lips onto his right nipple. He let out a deep moan and continued as I serviced his pleasure spot. Eventually his hands gently moved my head up as he initiated a deep passionate kiss. When the lip lock broke with lust in his voice he asked; “Are you old enough to do this kid?” “I turned 18 at 10 a.m. today!” “You don’t expect me to believe a sexy young man like you is offering a virgin hole for me to ravage.” “I don’t care if you believe me or not, but you can see for yourself the ass of these jeans are paper thin to give you easy access if you want it.” I turned and bent, holding myself up hands on the closest tree. I soon felt his strong hands grab the rear pockets and heard the thin fabric tear. There was a wave of cool air on my hole, quickly followed by his warm breath, lips and tongue fucking my back entrance. The scratch of his beard delighted my taint. He worked me for a good while pushing lots of spit and flehm in deep. As he stood, he ripped off my vest and lined up his cock with my eager virgin cherry. He was teasing my entrance with the raw mushroom head before he spoke. “You better have provisions; I didn’t bring condoms or lube.” “Well, I’ll be damned, neither did I!” was my cocky response. “I’m pretty big, you better not be a virgin.” “I practiced with some veggies, bring it on.” I instructed His head breached my outer ring and hurt like hell. I bit my lip to keep from screaming. I took some deep breaths, and he waited for me to push back onto what felt like a baseball bat. By the time he was all the way in my muscles had relaxed and the pain transformed to pleasure. What followed was a twenty-minute ride of my18 year old life. He started to fuck me slowly but soon with my encouragement was going harder, deeper, faster. I recognize the raged change in his breathing from all the porn I had watched. “I’m close kid. Where do you want this load?” “Come in me, breed me, I need this for my first fuck.” He was already unloading deep in my ass. A subtle warmth filled my gut as he collapsed his hairy chest on my bare back. We both panted like this for a few minutes before he softened and fell out of me. I then realized I had shot a hands-free load on the tree and ground. I wasn’t prepared for a deep voice beside us asking, “So were you really a virgin before this handsome bloke pounded a load into you just now?” “Um … yeah … virgin no more I guess.” I offered and they both laughed. They switched places so quickly I hardly had time to notice. This new guy’s raw cock was in my cum lubricated hole and I was pushed to bend and lean on the tree once more. His cock wasn’t as big, but it was just as enjoyable. Within five minutes he was blasting inside me with no warning. The two pulled themselves together and left before I even stood. This had all gone far better and far faster than planned. My plan was to take two cocks raw and if possible, receive their two loads. Having no experience I had expected this to take a few hours. It had happened inside one. I pulled on my vest and wondered off down another trail in my assless jeans with no intention of seducing or offering my ass to any more men. For the next two and a half hours, I was a voyeur. It was quite dark by now, but I could see well enough to watch lots of sucking and fucking. I only saw one guy use a condom. The more I watched the hornier I got. I came upon a very average looking guy, probably about 30. He was smoking a joint. Something about his mellow deminer grabbed me and held me. He offered me a drag which I accepted. Not used to smoking, after a large drag I began to cough. Coughing jag subsiding the horniness took me over. I kicked off my boots, dropped and stepped out of my shredded jeans, threw off my vest. Naked now save socks I bent against a trunk. As the wait time increased, I feared he wasn’t interested. When I turned to check he was rolling a condom on his average sized erection. I quickly moved to him and pulled it off. His questioning face asked, ‘are you sure.’ Rather than say anything I scooped some of the cum from my ass and held my fingers to his lips. Reluctantly he licked them. Seeing he didn’t run or freeze I pushed my fingers between his lips. He opened his mouth and sucked my cummy digits in clearly savouring their manly juices. Consent established I was soon against the tree with his raw cock up my ass. Three other guys had gathered around. It was not long and he was dumping his load to join the two others deep inside me. What followed were three more very quick pump and dumps. As I caught my breath the cannabis had warn off and the reality that I had come to these woods a virgin and now 6 strangers loads were seeping into my gut walls settled in. I found what remained of my clothes and fled to my parents car. As I slid my raged jeans and boots on a large, handsome shirtless man covered in that coarse tightly curled hair that only a black person has called over as he sat on the trunk of his car. “Are you okay kid?” My words said, “Yeah, …. Um … I’m fine.” But he read my tone. “Come join me for a toke.” I decided it couldn’t hurt and sat with him. I was instantly comfortable with his easy nature and soon spilled the beans of my visit to the cruising woods to celebrate my birthday. His good-natured response was; “Good for you boy. A true and natural cum dump has come of age.” He then invited me for a coffee; he knew a place that stayed open all night. I thanked him but reminded him of the state of my pants. He laughed and said, “Yeah, I’ve got something better at home anyway.” I followed him to his home and as soon as the door closed he asked if he could add his load to the others. We stripped and he fucked me there in the entrance. We enjoyed his fine ‘hutch’ before climbing into bed for a longer shag and deposit of my eighth load of the night. When we awoke with the sun rise, he pumped the tenth load into my no longer virgin ass. My parents were at the breakfast table when I entered the kitchen wearing a pair of the black man’s son’s shorts. In my entire life I had never seen them with such stern faces but I knew those faces communicated, ‘we’ve got to talk, RIGHT NOW’!

Love to smoke and stroke 🚬 💋 💧

I have a smoking fetish 🚬💋, love to smoke and stroke 🚬 💋

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For a long time, in the beginning, I was happy to get 2 or 3 "nice" anonymous cocks in my mouth and swallow their loads. Gradually, my desire changed to wanting more and more cum. I was no longer happy with 2 or 3, or even 6 or 8 loads of cum. I wanted 10 loads of stranger cum in my belly and on my face. This wasn't going to happen waiting on handsome guys with nice bodies to put their dicks through the hole. So, I began taking less and less "nice" cocks and became willing to suck smaller ones and older men. It was also around this time that I began experimenting with sucking cock while others could see and found that I REALLY liked an audience. Not long after, I began noticing the shiny spots on the floor of the video booths and realized what they were and what they represented. So, over time, a willingness to suck smaller, older cocks became a willingness to suck any cock that came through the hole. Being ok with having an audience became a willingness to suck any cock that was offered anywhere regardless of the donor's appearance or cock size. Then, of course, I began licking up those shiny spots to increase my harvest. Now, instead of looking ahead to the day I finally get 10 loads of cum in one session, I'm disappointed if I don't get at least 10 loads. A week ago, I spent nearly 12 hours at the bookstore and was grateful to receive 29 loads of fresh cum in my mouth or all over my face. So my standards were lowered, then eventually went away due to my increasing addiction for cum. I love it so much that I can't stop sucking cock and looking for floor cum.

Something tells me Dan will be begging for more toxic cum real soon! Once you take that first load it's all downhill from there. Nothing will help but more poz cum.

Dan is confused now but I'm sure he will realize what he really wants. I hope he sleeps with Rick tonight. He w wakes up in the night more relaxed and Rick is spooning him. Dan then reaches back and lines Rick hard dick up to his pussy. Rick is awake and he pushes in again