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My profile photo is my hole. I don't think I can be much more obvious than that. The photo was taken by a member during a massage, which ended up with him fucking me and dumping a nice load right up inside me. I'd be interested in hearing what guys think of it.

This chapter has more of an homage to other works. Less action, but wanted to pay tribute to stories that have inspired me in the past. If you need a good wank, check out the stories mentioned! —— 7. I felt movement, and that woke me up. Bear was waking up too. I nuzzled into him. It was dark outside again. I was tired, and a bit hungover feeling. I grabbed one of the Gatorade bottles and chugged it, offering Bear one too. He downed it. We cuddled some. It was really cute. The conversation was light, but we were both really engaged. He asked me if I had fun last night. I told him how I felt about each guy. What I liked and didn’t liked. He was taken back by how perceptive I was, even through my high. I told him about how skinny and bear#2 were fun. Gymboy was kinda bland and last guy was barely there? Mike was fun, but kinda mid since I already tasted his cock before. I can be like this with most guys. Unless I’m dating you or the sex was out of the his world and we are super vibing, I don’t like repeat dick. Sex with Mike was hot, and I was grateful he was responsible for all this basically, but I had moved on. Oops. He kept saying how perceptive I was, but he didn’t tell me why. Thinking about the night before started to make me horny. I still hadn’t cummed yet and I’m sure I still had drugs in my system. Bear played with my nipples and asked me if I wanted to keep being his little slut? I whined yes a bit, trying to act really coy. He asked me how I got to be so piggy, and I told him reading all the chasing and chem sex stories on there and cheating and cuckolding shit on Tumblr made me want the piggiest sex. He chuckled and asked me what stories I’ve read that turn me on most. I told him about “Pimped Out As A Whore for Poz” and how much I loved the scene of the Beast tearing apart that couple, ruining their sex life forever. I told him about how hard I came to “mild-to-wild” on nifty, when a guy hears his husband telling the god fucking him that he loves him. How devastated the guy was because his husband had only ever said it to him. I told him about my attraction to guys that are like the poz top from “Nameless Story.” by knockmeup770 on BZ. How I want to encounter a guy so manly that he makes me lose all my senses and just crave cock. I want to be reprogrammed, so I’m happy with a life revolved around sex and cum. A guy that is so hot, I would cheat on my boyfriend, quit my job, and start a new life. He listened intently, while rubbing one of his hands up and down my chest, grazing my nips every so now and then. He didn’t say much except grunt or scoff a few times, but I didn’t care because I knew he was listening.

great story, loved the inclusion of poppers so i could sniff along as he fed them

I’ve taken 29 loads in my ass so far this year. As it’s still early June I’m on track to equal my record total for last year of 62 loads. I’ve taken 2 loads in my mouth, last year I took 4 so tracking very similar. I only deposited 3 loads into guys’ asses and 2 into mouths which is par for the course in last few years, unlike 2019 when I loaded other guys’ asses 28 times. Although I’m a true versatile topping as much as bottoming when I fuck, when it comes to breeding I seem mainly to be a bottom.

I'm headed there this year! Looking forward to a real slutty time

I want to absorb all of the next load that a top shoots in me. I hope he cums hard and shoots it deep. a horny top deserves to cum hard in my ass and have his dna in my bloodstream. I want him to change me.

Let me know if y’all liked this. Was planning on it being a one off, but may continue this story switching to David’s perspective. Releases will prolly be sporadic and slow. Btw, David is a real person and by my account was a manipulative cheater and liar. He really fucked me up, but it’s been years and I’ve made peace with it. Kinda hot to relive it imagining how much he fucked up others.

Mike was scared as hell as he followed Bobby and “Master” into the dungeon It had been super uncomfortable to tell Marc that he was also in love with Uncle Martin and that he was going to be his second lover. He had found his little brother alone in his room and shared the "news" “But you are straight!” Marc had said, clearly surprised and put off by this “I’ve been hiding who I really am. I came out to Bobby and Uncle Martin at lunch and told them I was also in love with our uncle. Bobby was nice enough to agree to share his husband with me and and Uncle Martin said he loved me too. So there you have it” Mike lied trying to sound convincing Marc looked sad and for some reason said “Thank you , Big Brother” ‘For letting you know?” Mike asked “Yeah, thank you for letting me know. I hope you can be happy” Marc had said still sounding sad Now in the dungeon Master had told him to strip and bust out his own anal cherry the same way he had made Bobby do it. Mike moaned in pain as he worked his way down the huge dildo, This was far worse than he imagined as he moved up and down. He could not believe that according to Bobby he would come to love and even crave this feeling Master kicked his les out from underneath him when he had about six inches to go and Mike plunged down on that dildo that Bobby had learned was made from a cast of Master’s cock The pain was incredible but Mike’s cock got rock hard “Someone is a masochist, interesting” Master said in a pleased tone He flipped the switch on the back of the chair and the vibration and shocks started as Mike was made to read his consent to what was happening to him into the camera. The difference was that the shocks that hid just been pain to Bobby made Mike’s cock drip, Mike had the family’s more than adequate cock and it twitched with every shock Master and Bobby strapped Mike down for his first breeding and the pumps were attached to his nipples “I know you hate this even more than Bobby does so I am going to make yours even bigger than his. You will spend at least a hour every singe day being pumped and stretched, without fail. I will let you know when they are big enough. It’s going to be a while” Master said as the suction took hold for the first time Mike hated the idea but the suction almost made him cum Once Mike was totally immobile Master had Bobby put a pair of headphones on him Master leaned close and pressed a button then whispered in that silky manipulative voice of his “You deserve this, you want this, your body loves pain because you know you need to be punished, you know I’m doing this for your own good and it’s your fault I have to hurt you, It’s your fault I’m going to infect you with HIV, you are not even really a man, yu know you want to be my pretty girl and get pregnant with my viral baby” Then he pressed the button again, then another button and those evil, manipulative, pervasive words started playing over and over quietly. He could hear hat was said around him over the mind fucking whispers as he started to understand why Bobby had so much trouble and gave in each time. This evil voice was also the voice of his father figure and that made it even harder to resist Mike was on his back with his legs spread wide and bent to his chest. His hole was exposed and vulnerable. PrEP was not a 100% guarantee. It was close but there was always the slightest chance… Master rammed into him balls deep and probably would have torn him apart if not for the well lubed dildo he had just been sitting on. It still hurt like hell though. Master pounded him hard and Mike came hard from the pain and those words “you are not even really a man, yu know you want to be my pretty girl and get pregnant with my viral baby”, Deep down inside a twisted part of him wanted exactly that. He had a bigger problem than Bobby because he could not deny some of the things Master said were true. His cock spewing cum without him touching himself as Master fucked him was all the proof anyone needed ************************ Bobby watched as Master fucked his brother. He remembered the latest poison seed Master had been planting in him for the last week “Don’t be jealous of your brother. I will still have plenty of time to hurt you and plenty of cum to breed you with” It would never have occurred to him to be jealous till Master had said that, but the seed had taken root and Bobby fought resentment for the attention Mike was getting from Master Bobby shook himself. What a ridiculous thought! He hated what Master did to him! If anything, he should feel sympathy for his brother… but when Master praised Mike for cumming for him without touching himself the jealousy surged back. He saw Master watching him and tried to hide what he was feeling but Master smiled and started telling Mike what a pretty girl he was and how good his ass felt , how he was going to enjoy getting Mike pregnant so much and the anger rose even higher in him Master pounded his brother even harder and then shouted “Take my toxic seed, pretty girl! I’m putting my toxic baby in you right now!” and Bobby could see Master's balls pull up and pulse as they pumped toxic cum into his brother’s neg ass Bobby seethed with jealousy and resentment. He saw Master smirking at him and knew he had lost another battle, slipping further into this evil man's control Master pulled out, walked over to Bobby and whispered in his ear “That felt so good, I love your brother’s ass. I know you are jealous so I’m going to give you the chance for revenge” Then he said loud enough for both to hear “Bobby, I’m going to let you make a decision and I won’t be upset either way you decide. Your brother is tied up and helpless. You can let him loose or you can fuck him and breed him. If you let him loose, the session is over for today. If you fuck him I’m going to keep him in pain for another hour. It’s your choice” ************************* Mike sighed in relief and closed his eyes… it was over for today.. Bobby would free him and it would be over Then his eyes flew open as he felt a cock almost as big as Master’s ram up his ass. Bobby, his beloved older brother was fucking him with a look of anger on his face Master smiled and did something that increased the suction on his already sore nipples, making them hurt even more, which made Mike’s cock start to harden again “You think you are so special, you little bitch!” Bobby growled “You think Master wants you more than he wants me! Master married ME! Not you! You can never have that! I will always come first with Master! You are just going to be a cumdump for both of us! Now take my cum like the slut you are!” Bobby said and Mike felt his brother’s cock pulsing inside of him as Bobby bred him and the shame and humiliation of it made him cum again Master praised Bobby and then proceeded to fuck Mike three mort times for over the promised hour. When he was finally finished he pulled the suction cups off Mike’s nipples and the pain was the worst of the day. To his same Mike came again The next day Master reversed the roles, Bobby was the one tied down and in pain and Mike was the one who was made jealous. Mike fucked his brother even more brutally than he had been fucked the day before ******************* Martin was enjoying turning the two brothers against each other. He wanted to be the only focus in their lives and making them compete for his attention just made them easier to control. He made Bobby responsible for strapping Mike down and pumping his nipples every day and that added to the contention between them. When Mike was not so horned up that he could not think, he hated the change to his chest. Within weeks Mike’s nipples caught up and passed Bobby’s who was allowed to pump only to maintain what he had now The two sniped at each other almost constantly outside the dungeon and it was music to Martin’s ears as he continued to set them against each other ********************* Bobby sat at his best friends house, Mike was in his arms as they talked, naked in bed “How does he manipulate us so easily?” he asked his brother, then he absently kissed him on the cheek “I don’t know, when I see him paying attention to you and I see red. I can’t help it” Mike responded When they were alone together there was nothing but love between them. They even made love to each other to strengthen their bond. They couldn’t help it. They were falling in love with each other “Thank god we talked it out, I was so angry with you that I hated you for a while” Bobby said “We have to agree that anything that happens with him around is not out fault. I will never blame you for anything you do under his control and I hope you do the same for me” Mike said “Yes, my head clears as soon as he is not around and I feel instantly sorry for the things I did, I love you so much Mike” Bonny reapplied squeezing his little brother in his arms “You guys have fun! I got a hot date” Bobby’s best friend allied from downstairs. The guy was great. He didn’t care why Bobby and Mike needed to hide together here, or what they did together, he was just happy to help out As they heard the front door close they started kissing for real. Bobby was definitely the more aggressive of the two. He was the top nearly all the time He had not blinked when Mike had asked him “Can you call me your girl?” The first time they made love, Between them it was an expression of love not derogatory or meant to demean He got on top of Mike who was now on his back “I need to be in my girl so much” He said and lifter Mike’s legs to his shoulders, sliding in with practiced ease “Fuuuukkk I love my big handsome brother man in me” Mike moaned After a few minutes Bobby flipped him over and took him on his hands and knees “Ohh fuck,,, do it Big Brother! I need it!” Mike told him Bobby reached under his brother and his fingers found those big, sensitive nipples and began pinching and pulling on them, almost like he was making them as he slid in and out of his little brother They tried to turn everything bad Martin did to them into something wonderful between them but something in Mike was broken. No matter how hard he tried, he could not get off without a little pain and humiliation, His hatred of the way his nipples looked now was the easiest way for Bobby to satisfy that need in his brother/lover, After just a few minutes the two brothers came together, bobby filling Mike’s ass with cum and Mike shooting into his cupped hand, then sharing the load with the brother he was in love with The love they had for each other finally turned the tide in their wars with Martin’s control. They couldn’t help what they did when with him but sometimes they could look at each other and calm the other with a look of love. Things went along smoothly as possible for two boys under the control of am evil, sadistic, manipulator until the 2nd time they both tested neg despite Martin’s best efforts A week later Martin summoned them to the dungeon “You are more clever than I give you credit for Bobby. This had to come from you or you would have been infected before Mike came along” he said holding two PrEP pills in his hands The boys were so frightened they couldn’t say anything “The PrEP will be completely out of your system in 30 days It had better be. If you do not test HIV positive in four months I will poz Marc on his 18th birthday the throw you all out into the streets. I promise you, you will only get one chance at this ’m going to save my cum until then so I will be shooting huge, toxic loads. I will infect you both or you will be living on the streets with a brother who has even more health issues. Bobby, you will sign these papers granting me full custody of Marc so I can control his healthcare so you don't try to get him on PrEP too. I warn you if you don’t so exactly what I say I will say I have new found religious beliefs that reject modern medicine and cut off all his medications within a week I will enslave and pox him on his 18th birthday no matter what you do. If you boys play by my rules I will keep supporting all three of you, if not you will be three homeless poz boys Helplessly Bobby signed the papers “Now get out of my sight” Martin said waving them out Bobby knew the PrEP would loose most of it’s affectedness after just 7 days, 30 days wah to have every trace of it out of their blood He was so upset. He couldn’t think of a way out this time. The only thing he could think to do was write his dad ****************** For being in prison Paul had a pretty pleasant life right now. He had his husband who he loved so much and he got to force his cock into unwilling neg holes and poz them once or twice a week. If Paul didn’t do it, someone else would and Paul had a 100% batting average for making these boys love his cock by the end of their first fuck. Paul had a real talent for converting straight men to wanton cumdumps His favorite person to fuck was his husband Carl though. For the last few months Carl had been his submissive bottom every night. “I’m not just your husband, I belong to you Paul, you own my mind, my body and my soul. I love you so much My Master” Carl would whisper deep in the night. They both knew they only had about 5 months left together before Tony’s plan would free Paul. That would separate them forever because Carl would never get out of prison. He was serving three life sentences Paul savored every moment with this wonderful, gentle, loving man The guard came around with the mail. He tossed a letter to Paul and said "The Warden wants to see you” to Carl The letter was from Bobby and it told him all about the PrEP disaster and Martin’s threats. Once again Paul cursed these prison walls, There was nothing he could do! No way he could help his sons in time Then a solution of sorts presented itself The solution was in the short term incredibly painful but offere4d hope in the future. Paul had to rewrite the letter he wrote back to Bobby twice because tears smeared the ink of the first two. They were both teas of pain and tears of joy *********************** About a week and a half after Martin had confronted them Bobby and Mike sat sunk in depression at Bobby’s best friend’s house when they heard a knock on the front door Bobby’s friend called up to them “Bobby! There is someone here to see you” Bobby and Mike went down the stairs and saw a tall, bald muscular man somewhere in his 40s standing there The man’s eyes teared up when he saw them “You have to be Bobby and Mike, you look so much like your dad” in a voice that seemed on the verge of tears “Do we know you?” Bobby asked “Here, this will explain it all” the man said handing him a letter It was from their dad and it started Dear Bobby: The man giving you this letter is my husband, Carl. He’s there to poz you and Mike before Martin can... ************************************************************************************************** Next Chapter: Carl to the rescue? Let me know what you think Scanbu

The rectum does, in fact, absorb fluids - not as much as the colon does, but yes, it does.

I posted the other day on a different thread about where I got/gave my last load. I was out of action for a while, but I'm back on track. YTD fuck count is 59 and load count is 24. Priority is now improving the fuck/load ratio. I think I need a hotel cumdump session.

Love to drink my own piss

Fucking amazing! It's interesting that you say you still can't tell who's loaded you. I base it on hearing heavy breathing, maybe some grunting, faster fucking at the end and, of course, running my finger over my hole after the guy has pulled out, but obviously other factors make it more difficult to tell. I'm glad it's not just me. As for your load count, I'm so fucking jealous.

I voted for #1, since I think that'd be the most productive, but #'s 4 & 5 would be close runner's - up.

two hundred bucks. i assume the exhibitors are getting more money ? b/c i imagine the traffic is lighter.

Do you mean Eastlake Terrace ??? There wasn't anything particularly "gay" on that street when I lived in R.P. ..... Please tell more !!!

Drink a couple pints everyday while I jerk off✨️💋✨️, makes my hole sqirt.😵

Well, I do - but almost exclusively on the local level, and only via sitting down and writing a check. As Tip O'Neill so famously said; "all politics is local". Frankly, I don't trust either party to be completely honest about the amount of dough they've raked in. There are plenty of rascals in the Dem party too; the Senator from NJ being only the latest. I'm getting "beg-texts" several times a day lately, and I never ever ever give money via texts - I don't care who it is - I'm not gonna do it.

A bit more... Beyond the chemical component of an added, external drug (i.e., the cognitive and emotional elements). The fact that you "want to top/breed," to me speaks of a part of you that is not bottom. As i see it, the sexual spectrum is infinitely individual, and can be fluid (for some more than others). i wonder if you've been habitually bottom, and if you maybe psych yourself out, fearing you cannot get hard can keep you from getting hard. Do you wake up hard? Or do you get hard when not really thinking about it? That would indicate that, physiologically, you can get hard. If that's the case, then i'd suggest that you keep nurturing your desire to breed this guy, fantasize, masturbate, imagine, etc., fucking and breeding this guy to sorta overwhelm your habitual practice of being a bottom? i'm totally speculating here, just some thoughts.

For my 26th birthday, I reached out to someone in my area who does edging sessions. His one condition is I have to refrain from cumming for at least a week. I agreed (spoiler: never made it to a full week). By the fourth or fifth day, I was going crazy and was hooking up with guys left and right on Grindr. The dude said no cumming, nothing about having sex. One night, I message this profile I’ve seen in my area but glossed over because he was second of third tier hot, but having fucked most of the first-tier guys that were interested, I was desperate. I went over to his place at 1am and he fucked me in a bed room without furniture. He was a flight attendant and didn’t bother investing in furniture. While the fuck was whatever, I was in major heat and told him all my dark desires of being gang fucked, no loads refused. He asked if I was on Prep and I said no, since I turned 26 and no longer qualified for parent’s insurance. He said that was risky, but if I wanted, he can set up a gang bang for me. My eyes lit up and asked him if he was serious. He said he’s always wanted to set one up and would take care of me. A few days later, he tells me to come over because he wants to dump a load. I rush over and after he fucks me, he tells me he’s found a few guys who are down. I’m so giddy and ask to see the guys he’s messaged. He opens Grindr and shows me, but I noticed that most if not all the dudes either don’t have their status, says poz, or poz undetectable. I ask him why, and he says he’s vetting them to make sure they’re undetectable because it’s safer than guys who have been untested. He is right, so I thank him for being so thoughtful. A couple more days passed, and I’m still in heat. Decided to forgo my edging session and just go full slut bottom mode. Making my rounds with guys from my neighborhood, with multiple repeat sessions. I get a message to meet him at this hotel near the airport. Go to the room and he’s inside. Tells me he has a few guys lined up for me throughout the night. I’m excited since it’s Friday, so there’s the extra fun that comes with the start of the weekend. He tells me to get naked and sniff some poppers. He offers me an edible to get me relaxed. I ask for his cock and thank him for setting this up. He fucks me really hard, harder than normal and tells me to enjoy his cum. He pulls out and feeds me some poppers, and tells me to be a good slut and show him I am slutty enough to live out my fantasies. I take this as a challenge and become determined to impress him. His name is David btw. First guy comes, and he looks very average. Unshaven pubes. A bit of a gut. Lots of untrained body hair. Average cock. Fucks me and calls me putah and maricon, and dumps his load and leaves. David tells me how hot that was, and I need to keep taking it like that. Then two guys come at same time. Seems like they knew each other. They both get undressed and say things like damn this is hot. Both look youngish, maybe mid to late 20s. They take turn fucking my hole and face. David tells them to cum in my hole and the second guy says to take his dirty load. Alarms go off in my head. I knew what that meant. Don’t know why I didn’t confront the guys before they left, but I waited until after and asked David if he was sure they were undetectable. He said yes, but they prolly like verbal poz play. I didn’t think much of it because I also like verbal poz play, which I also told him. He tells me he can instruct the guys who are also into verbal play to lean into it, and I said yes! Two more guys came at different times. They were less hot and really playing the poz verbal. Saying things like how they’ll get me pregnant. How sluts like me love and crave the gift. How I won’t have my boyish looks for long. Second guy made me beg for his poz load. Of course I did. It was so hot. Every time a guy nutted into me, David would feed me poppers, almost like a reward. Then this older daddy came. He had the body of a trucker, and kinda smelled like he had been on the road for a few days unshowered. I was so turned on. This guy was dominant and verbal. Really took his time. He told me that he bet I would still let him but inside me even if he wasn’t undetectable because sluts like me don’t care deep down. I was going along with everything he said until this point. David noticed and came closer to me and fed me some poppers. He told me to answer the hot man fucking me. Tell him what I really wanted. That I didn’t care if they were detectable, in fact I craved it. The poppers were hitting. The trucker dad was fucking me so good. I was feeling so good, when I just said fuck it and said that I would let him still breed me if he was detectable. He laughed and said he knew it. He started fucking harder and as he came, he told me to beg for his poz load. I screamed that I needed it and wanted him to get me pregnant with his poz babies. After he left, David started playing with my nips and told me that was so hot. That I love getting poz cum. He told me to tell him how much I wanted more poz cum. I confessed it was really hot and how I wouldn’t be opposed to it. I could always go on Pep after. He kissed me and said good boy. He would start looking for poz guys instead. He went back on his phone and within a few minutes, another guy came. Damn that was fast. I took three more loads that night from three more guys. I begged for their poz loads. David cuddled me and told me I was such a good boy, and asked how my hole was feeling. I told him it was super sore, but I’m glad we did it. He said he was falling for me, and I said I felt similarly. We spent the entire weekend together being really intimate. Then he said he had to go and won’t be back until the following Wednesday. After dropping him off at the airport, I realized the window for Pep had passed. I was a little nervous but didn’t dwell on it. I’m sure David only contacted undetectable guys. I heard from David increasingly less after. He said his work schedule was packed and he won’t get more long breaks for a while. A couple months after that fun hotel night, I got really sick. I told David and he said I’m a dumb bitch. Don’t contact him and go get tested. He told me that my young, innocent face deserved to get wrecked. Enjoy the bug. I was so shocked, but so turned on. I reached out to another fwb in my area and told him to come fuck me right away. FWB is a pig but was hesitant. He’s always had this fantasy of fucking someone while they’re passed out, and I’ve been reluctant. I thought hey, let’s barter. I agreed to let him give me some NyQuil and in exchange, he can do whatever he wants me with any of his friends, no questions asked. But he can’t film it, and loads have to go inside me. He came over. Anyway, David fucked me over, but set me free. He was a psychopath, but I wouldn’t be ok with taking loads with the door open at Steamworks on the regular without care if it wasn’t for him. Fuck you, but also thank you.

It's only recently that I've spent long spells in the darkroom, vs flipping between there and glory holes and cubicles. In future, I'll be waiting in the dark as much as possible.