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…and then for the next two weeks, I was afraid that I was gonna get pregnant lol 😂. 🤷‍♂️…until I told him about it and he busted on me for being so dumb. He was such an asshole. And he’s been an asshole ever since

Indeed nearly all the guys I fuck with are cheating on their wives.

It is impossible for me to have "cheating sex" as my quarter century relationship has always been sexually open. I don't make the moral choices for my sex partners. If they want to lie to their mate - it tells me a lot about who they are. Happy to have sex with them; but unlikely they will become trusted associates. And of course, that really isn't the point of our tryst anyway right?

Never been fucked by one. I don't like sucking on one either. Bangs my teeth and I'm worried about it damaging my throat.

There really isn't a single good one. I used to like Scruff but they booted me. I never found out why; but it wasn't too long after I seroconverted. I guess I was to keep that a secret??? Grindr hit or miss. BBRT sadly almost always a miss. NKP almost always a miss. BZ isn't a hookup site so I never approach it that way. But there isn't anyone I chat with here who I wouldn't gladly enjoy a naked romp with... I see some of my fellow poz guys are just outright putting neg. And honestly I don't see that changes the risk significantly if at all. PrEP is clearly an option for those who want to avoid HIV, so why is this even a question. HPV, HSV were never even mentioned. They were just widely accepted, at least in my circles.

If they want sucked off, I'll suck them. That's about it. I may let them suck me off or I'll jerk off on their face if I'm leaving the bookstore to go home. I don't hookup with other bottoms or cocksuckers though.

Yes we put out condoms, but only some used them. My thinking going forward though is that if a guy wants condoms he'll need to bring his own. I want my events to be thought of as bareback events, even if that means fewer guys show up.

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Almost never outside of my community service sessions at the bookstore. I'm usually edging the whole time I'm in there. Usually 3-4 hours, 2-3 times a week. Lately I've been getting off every time right before I leave. Sometimes I deny myself though.

I love sucking cock in public places. Parking lots, gyms, trails, bathrooms. I also like adding new locations. A few weeks ago, I sucked off a man at my doctor's office. One of those big places with many doctors. I walked out with some of his cum on my face and the rest still in my mouth.

Would love to be whored out by a top one time. I only did a anon session a couple of times by myself but that's not the same as giving someoneelse the control of deciding who fucks you.

Hello beautiful, My messages to you have been rather sporadic lately, and I’m trying to get back into the discipline of sending them daily. I had a singing lesson today, and it went pretty well. One of my piano coaches taught me to smile and laugh whenever I make mistakes—as a way of showing compassion and kindness to myself—and I carried that into my singing. Each time I slipped up today, I just smiled and laughed, and my teacher smiled along with me. It made everything so much lighter and less stressful. Singing isn’t meant to be stressful—but I still think it’s one of the hardest things I’ve ever done in my life. I understand the theory and I know what I need to do, but I can’t quite get my body and my voice to cooperate yet. Still, I’m having a ton of fun with it, even if it’s challenging. Piano, on the other hand, is going really well. I’m learning jazz and experimenting with different rhythms—it’s sounding good, and I’m starting to get the hang of it. I don’t know if I’ll continue singing and piano long-term. This feels like a three-month “season of music” for me, and after those three months, I’ll reassess whether I want to keep going or not. We’ll see where it takes me. My conversations with Brian are slowly and naturally fizzling out—which is what I want—but my conversations with Suf have become more fun. We did have one serious moment where he said he thought I might be falling for him. Not going to lie—I kind of am—but I know he’s emotionally unavailable, and I respect that. I told him we all have our own gardens. For him, after breaking up and now going through a healing process, his garden is still just soil. One day, it will bloom, and that’s when he’ll be ready to invite others in—but right now, it’s not the time, and I know that. So now, our conversations are light, fun, and casual—and I really enjoy that. There’s no pressure, no stakes. I always look forward to his messages. Have a good night, buddy. Love you always. Chat soon xx

I knew a married pastor with kids who bred me once a week for a few years. It was so hot. He loved cumming in me and calling me his bitch or whore. So fucking hot!

It took me 5 years to get rid of them. And yes - sex life gets way better. No more pain, no scratching… I wish you alle the best bro! Keep on fighting!!

I wouldn't say no to getting my hole offered to random strangers.

This is absolutely one of my favourite things to do. There is something so deeply satisfying about turning up somewhere, popping on my blindfold hood and waiting for the tops that someone has arranged to arrive and use my holes. No right of refusal. No right to see their faces. Just holes to be plowed and seeded. I have a top friend who does this - sort of - he tries, but he just isn't very good at it. He seems too detached (won't update his profiles to say what's happening etc) so it's never as satisfying as it has the potential to be. If there are any tops in the UK who are interested in this (even doing it remotely - I will check into a hotel and you can use the apps and sites to send whomever) I'd love to. Or better in person. Hotel rooms, cruises, your home etc are all great places for me.

fuck I love your stories. My vote's for A.

i wonder where i can meet these straight deprived married men i can regularly suck

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There are many good writers here but MackyJay you are one of the REALLY good ones. Hope things are going better for you.

Wonderful!

I have two bottoms that I whore out. Love the control and domination. Any bottoms in Netherlands who want a dom top to whore them out, let me know.

No matter how much they claim to be straight, I still consider them bi or at the very least hypersexual if they are just fucking to get off. I long ago came to terms with the idea that I'm both hi and hypersexual. I don't seem to have it in me to form a romantic attachment with another man, like I can with a woman, but am very much into physical pleasure with either sex.

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