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Hi. I've been lurking around this forum for 11 years. Thanks for all the stories that I've busted a nut to. I AM NOT A WRITER. I apologize in advance for the editing. It was done on a horrible HP keyboard that I will be throwing away now. I think the story is easy enough for people to follow. Its styled well and no run on sentences, at least! The one thing that you will notice is that I repeatedly change from "tenses" from past and present. This was hard to correct since I was reliving the memories. If a good editor would like to help me fix that, it would be much appreciated. THIS IS MY FIRST WRITTEN STORY EVER. This isn't hardcore at all; but does involve slamming and homoerotica. I would like to tell some other stories so that I can release some memories out into the universe. Sadly one of these guys are gone and my therapist thought this (writing) might help ease some of my feelings. Hope you enjoy, guys. ▌│█║▌║▌║ E N J O Y ! ║▌║▌║█│▌ There's an undeniable tension between Ty and me, something more than just a drug dealer and an addict. It's a twisted sort of love, one we both seem to crave, even if we'll never admit it out loud. I find myself thinking about Ty often, wondering what it is that keeps drawing us together, despite our differences. He's an oddball, sure, but there's something about him that I can't resist – something raw, something real. I know he's fascinated with my body, with my cock, with the way I move and the way I am. And while he might not be able to admit it, I can tell that there's more to his desire than just a simple fixation on my physical form. When I do meth with Ty in the room, I can feel his eyes on me, his hunger for me palpable. It's an intensity that I've never felt before, and I can't help but get off on it. There's something about the power play, about knowing I'm in control that drives me wild. It's not just about the meth, either. Don't get me wrong, I love the high – the rush, the euphoria, the way it makes my body hum with pleasure. But there's something about sharing that experience with Ty that makes it that much more intense. It's like our addiction feeds off each other, like we're both getting high on something more than just the drug itself. I think about the way Ty watches me, the way his eyes follow my every move as I inject, the way he can't seem to look away even as I stroke my dick for his benefit. There's a raw honesty to his desire, an undeniable hunger that I can't help but feed into. I know Ty's caught up in his own addictions, both to me and to the meth, but I can't help but wonder if there's a part of him that sees something real in me, something more than just the trick he's dealing with. Maybe there's a part of him that's looking for something real in return, something beyond the high. I hope so, because I need him. I'm no saint, and I know that I'm taking advantage of his fascination, using it to my benefit. But I can't help but feel a connection to him, a bond that goes beyond the drugs and the sex. It's like we're both drowning, but we're drowning together, and there's a certain comfort in that. I think about how Ty will never have the life he wants, how his addiction to both me and the meth will keep him tethered to a world that's far from perfect. But at the same time, I can't deny the way he makes me feel, the way he pushes me to the edge and keeps me coming back for more. We're both damaged goods, Ty and I, but there's something about the way our lives intersect that makes us fit together in a way that's almost perfect. It's a twisted kind of love, one that I don't think either of us will ever find anywhere else. And as I get ready to slam another dose, as I **watch** Ty **watch** me, I can't help but think about how much I'd do for him, how far I'd go to keep our twisted little dance going. It's not just about the high anymore; it's about the connection we share, the bond that keeps us both __cumming__ back for more. <<author's note: testing forum for Markdown support>> I'm standing in our small, freshly cleaned bathroom. Ty can sometimes be a clean freak, especially concerning the bathroom and kitchen. Then again, sometimes other rooms of the house can look like the motel scenes from 'Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas." The water is running in the shower, steam starting to fill the room. I've left the door wide open, on purpose, knowing full well that Ty would eventually wander in and catch a glimpse of the show I've got planned. The idea of teasing him, of making him watch and him to anxious or even possibly shy to do a damn thing about it, turns me on something fierce. In my right hand, I've got the tourniquet, loosely wound around my upper arm, ready to be tightened when the time comes. In the other, a folded-up piece of aluminum foil, carefully tucked away until the perfect moment to reveal it. My skin's already itching with anticipation, the rush of adrenaline and arousal coursing through me. I've always preferred slamming to snorting or smoking meth, for the sheer thrill of sticking the needle into my vein and watching the liquid turn into a rush of pleasure coursing through my body. It's a high like no other, and I can't get enough of it. The burn of the meth, the sting of the needle – it's all part of the ritual. The water's getting warmer, and I step into the shower, letting the hot spray dance across my skin, washing away any dirt and odor from the day as I prepare for the main event. I like some smells and odors, even masculine ones, but I have a paranoid fear that I sometimes smell and that it might turn a client off. I sometimes become fixated on that. So, I take my time, soaping up, rubbing myself down, and knowing Ty's likely watching me from the doorway. He's good at staying hidden in the shadows, but I know he's there. I can almost feel his eyes on me, devouring my every move, and it's making my dick swell in my hand as I stroke it, slowly, enjoying the sight of my own flesh. I don't want to brag, but for my size, my boy stick looks rather large; God did me out of proportion, thankfully. Most people first notice the width of it; fucker looks swollen all the time, plump, engorged, even when soft. Then, they normally mention the length next. Right at 9 inches. At least 8 and 3/4, for real for real. FRFR. I will confess to looking in mirrors and even turning myself on. I finish roughly washing my prized junk. My balls hanging somewhat low due to the heat from the water. I shaved yesterday in the standalone shower in the other bedroom. Ty gave me some excellent razor blades and sat in the bathroom with me, fixated on my downstairs area. I didn't get hard because I was nervous about having an audience while also handling something so sharp. I have accidentally made some stupid motions while fucked up tweaking that did damage to my joystick. I mean, what kinda kinky pervert wants to watch somebody shave their junk? Other than my homeboy Ty? I'm not sure why Ty's so into me; Jesse, this dirty, filthy addict. But I've learned to use his fascination to my advantage, toying with his desire while getting my fix. It's a game we play, and I'm always one step ahead. The water's now steaming hot, and I turn it off, leaving a puddle of water at my feet as I step out of the shower, dripping wet. I towel off my hair, letting one small towel slip to the floor as I bend over to pick up another and also the foil from where I'd left it. The aluminum crinkles in my hand as I open it, revealing the clear shards inside. I've never been one for subtlety, and I hold the foil up for Ty to see, watching his eyes widen as he takes in the sight of me, still naked under the larger towel, getting ready to shoot up. He's probably got a lil bit of drool coming out of the corner of his mouth; probably pre-cum leaking out of his semi-aroused pole. My body was still slick with water; the water droplets on my tattooed arms began to evaporate as I focused on the task at hand. With the crystal now on the counter, I begin carefully preparing a shot. I take out a clean syringe and a small spoon, and I measure out a heroic dosage of clear onto the spoon. I then add a few drops of water to the spoon, and I stir the shards and powder until there’s nothing left but a smooth, liquid pool in the spoon's concave center. After adding my filter, I carefully draw the solution into the syringe, making sure to remove any air bubbles. My movements were practiced and precise, the result of years of experience. I could have done this in my sleep; hell, I think I have worked some shots up in my sleep. But, never while driving, I promise. I find the vein in my arm with practiced ease, running my fingers over the crook of my elbow, feeling for the right spot. With my other hand, I grab the syringe from the counter, filled with my hefty dose of dope, noting the liquid filled chamber. I'm not one to skimp on my high, and Ty can watch as much of it as he wants. This is gonna be a master-blaster. So stand back, or get closer, either one! The tourniquet, now tight around my arm, I trace my throbbing vein just like a hunter would sight through a rifle, to insure myself where I'm aiming. I'm getting ready to slide the needle when I notice how quiet it is. I normally turn on the bathroom fan, but didn't because I wanted to retain the heat and humidity from the shower. In the quietness, I notice I can hear Ty's breathing quickening as I set up the show for him. And, I smile, or maybe smirk, knowing he's getting off on this as much as I am. I plunge the needle in, feeling the cold metal bite into my flesh, then slide it smoothly into my vein. I push the plunger down, watching the meth enter my body, feeling it course through my veins like wildfire. I let out a low groan as the meth hits my system, the rush of pleasure and euphoria spreading through my body like a wildfire. I mutter some curse words. I guess my mouth must've been open because a tiny trail of slobber ran down my chin and landed on my abs. My dick involuntarily twitches, moving the towel still wrapped around my waist. It's a sign that it will eventually be rock hard and ready for anything. I toss the used syringe into the sink, letting it clatter against the porcelain, and reach for the towel to wipe my arm clean. I stand up and turn back to face the door, my almost nude body glistening with water, my skin taut and flushed with excitement. Ty's there, leaning against the doorway, his eyes locked on me. I think I can still hear his breath coming in ragged gasps. He's wearing a blinding white t-shirt and athletic pants that button up each side, like you're able to just rip them off. Though I sometimes still get confused about my attraction to some males, I'm no longer ashamed of it. So, as Beetlejuice would say, "it's Showtime..." "You like what you see?" I ask, my voice thick with arousal. Ty swallows, his Adam's apple bobbing as he nods. "So fuckin'' much," he whispers, his eyes locked on my downstairs, which seems to be throbbing or vibrating from the drugs. I grab my one eyed anaconda and shake it at him. I know I've got him right where I want him, trapped in his desire for me, unable to do anything but watch. It's a heady feeling, having the power to turn him inside out with just a look, a touch, or a comment. "Hey, Ty. I'm not ignorant, man. I know you want it, don't you?" I ask, stroking my dick slowly. "I bet you even want to taste it? Even want to feel it inside you, don't you, man?" He swallows again, his voice shaking as he nods. "More than anything." "Then why tha fuck don't you come here and get it?" I taunt him, enjoying the power play. "I'm right here, all wet and ready, and you're too He nods, his eyes locked on my hand as I continue to stroke my dick, feeling it flex and then grow in my grip. I almost never get dope dick; but I sometimes can't bust a nut. This shot of clear, though, appears to be getting me rock-hard and ready to burst though. So, luckily, I know it's only a matter of time before I will be cumming. I lean back against the counter, spreading my legs, giving Ty a clear view of my cock as I stroke it faster and faster. The water on the floor steams up as I work myself into a frenzy, watching him watch me. "You like that, Ty?" I ask, my voice rough with need. "You like watching me play with my dick while you're stuck outside? Wishin' you could feel it for yourself?" He nods again, his face flushed, his eyes transfixed on my hand. "More than anything," he says, his voice hoarse with desire. I can see the outline of his cock straining against his Adidas pants, and I can almost taste his need as much as my own. It's a heady combination, knowing I've got him right where I want him, trapped in his desire for me. I close my eyes, savoring the sensation of my hand on my own cock, the meth-induced euphoria making every touch feel electric. I stroke faster, my breathing quickening, the sounds of my own pleasure filling the room as Ty watches me lose myself in the moment.. "God, I'm close," I say, my voice ragged. "So fucking close. I'm gonna come, Ty, and you're gonna watch it all." He nods, his eyes wide, watching as I begin to really pump my piston, noticing my dick twitching in my hand, as my body puts itself on auto-pilot, preparing to empty my nuts and blow my load. The meth's got me wired, and I can feel the tension in my balls building, the pressure rising, ready to burst. My nut sack narrowed around my balls. I could feel that familiar sensation I craved of my cream-filled balls rising, snuggling up to meet my body. I could feel them drawing up and tightening, even feel my boy-juice flowing up from my sacred jewels and loading into my giant cum cannon. "Fuck, Ty," I gasp, my eyes still closed, focused on the sensation coursing through me. "I'm gonna come, yo!" He swallows, his eyes locked on my cock, and I can see the muscles in his jaw flexing as he struggles to contain his own desire. I don't think he's blinked a single eyelid since this drama began. My orgasm hits me like a freight train, my body twitching and spasming as I erupt, shooting ropes of cum across the bathroom in every direction. I keep stroking my shaft, avoiding the sensitive head, a trick a mutual friend of ours showed me he could do that allowed him to double nut. My hips began bucking uncontrollably, and more jizz flew out of my balls, splattering loudly against the mirror, spraying the sink, coating the floor, and even a jet landed on the wall adjaent to the sink, painting the room in my silky hot spunk. I lean against the counter, panting as I watch the mess I've made, knowing that Ty's going to be the one to clean it up. With a smirk, I say, "You can clean that up for me, you straight chasing relentless cock worshipper. Its all yours, and plenty of it, my white nigga." Ty nods, his eyes locked on the cum-coated surfaces, his hand reaching out as if he's about to touch it, but stops short once more. His eyes flick to mine, and I can see the desire burning in them. "Don't worry, you sick fuck, I'm gonna let you have a taste," I say, enjoying the power play one last time. "Just hurry and clean it up." His face lights up with excitement, and he moves to start wiping the cum from the mirror, the sink, and the floor. As he gets up off the floor to clean the wall, I can't help but notice the bulge in his pants, the evidence of his own arousal. "Once you're done here, you can do that other thang you do," I say, watching him work. "I'm high as fuck, so you might get an encore in just a bit. I mean, if you’re up for it,” Ty nods, his voice shaking as he speaks. "Fuck yeah, bruh. That's what I'm talking about." He finishes cleaning the bathroom, and I watch as he leans over the sink to retrieve one last smear of my cum from the mirror. To my surprise, he brings his finger to his mouth and licks it off, savoring it, with a satisfied grin on his face. "Goddamn, Ty. What the fuck? You really really like my boy cream, don't you? Dayumm, like you for real for real, aintcha?" I ask, my voice thick with curiosity. "Shit, man," I continued. "You fuckin' addicted to dope, dick, and my jizz. After all, they say it's the other white cream," I chuckled, trying to fashion a joke together but, as it turns out, I was too blasted to follow it through, and so it fell flat. Ty wasn't concerned about my comedy failings. He still was sucking MY semen from HIS finger. "Man, I gotta admit that I do find that pretty hot. I mean, never have I ever had any client or fuck buddy that was such an openly dedicated and enthusiastic cum guzzler." He sheepishly nods, his eyes locked on mine, a blush spreading across his cheeks. "I think I just might be ah-dick-ted," he said amusingly, his voice low and husky. "But, its more that I feel closer to you when I eat your cum, like there's something more so intimate, yet twisted, about it. Look, this friendship we've forged, this relationship we have, has come along way in the past year, don't you think? Sometimes I forget that the only reason I even know you is because you STOLE my boyfriend’s Harley while he was in jail. The one I was still making payments on!" <<author’s note: I hope to work this story in eventually. Remind me if I don’t! >> I raise an eyebrow, the memory also just reemerging to the front of my consciousness as well. Amused by his admission. "Well, consider yourself lucky then. I'll give you as much baby batter as you need to keep you hooked." Wow. That def fed my ego: I have somebody, by their own admission, saying that they are addicted to my precious jock juice. Ty laughs, or tries to, as he is hampered by continuing to lick his finger clean. "I'll take all you've got, Jesse. Every last muthafuckin' drop." And with that, he stands, walks over, and sloppily kisses me on the lips. (I forgot to mention that we both have big, full, natural lips. So, all of our kisses are sloppy, no matter who we’re making out with. Plus, Ty totes like 4 tubes of various tubes of Nivea chap sticks at all times because he hates dry lip, which he said he gets from certain batches of meth. If we ever smoke clear with our friends, we use a shabong. When Ty passes it, they know better to complain and just grab a towel and wipe it off from his previous nigga-lippin’ action.) He heads back toward his bedroom to get more drugs, leaving me alone to enjoy the afterglow of my high and the twisted dynamic of our relationship. I can't help but wear a goofy smile as I sit there on the sofa knowing he'll be thinking about that orgasm, my orgasm, for days. He loves me in an inconceivable way, but I know its real. Ty used to have all kinds of guys around, whether he wanted them there or not. They were usually boys younger than me, which were plentiful in and around Athens. He preferred the backwoods guys over the university ones. But, for slightly over a year now, since I've been around, he obviously marked me as his territory, and I haven't seen any more dudes hanging around in a long time. I sometimes check his phone. He never deletes anything and really is too honest to cheat. Nada. Other than porn, which I love too, there’s no signs of a significant or insignificant other. I think to myself how lucky I am. I mean, he brought me out of homelessness. Once I realized he was a genuine person and got over his intense preoccupation with me, I realized I had the dick and the power in this relationship. I will reflect on this later, I tell myself. For now, I'm freshly drained but still buzzing. My hormones and neurotransmitters are sending signals to my in the facis...Jed move away from there. Ty and I had lots of sayings and inside jokes between us.) I feel the high beginning to wash over me in waves. It's a high like no other, and I know that no matter how many times I do it, I'll always be coming back for more. The end.

In private it was these two dudes apartment who lived together after gettin outta jail and the place jus looked like a party and fucking den. in public it was the bathroom at this crazy seedy theater in bakersfield where several guys fucked me while i was on the floor againsrt the toilet

I met a guy named Keith at the gym. At 20, he was a bit younger than my age, but still we hit it off. He was built solid with a gorgeous chest and six inch cock (when soft) that grew to a full eight incher (or more) when hard. We had been dating for a few months when I finally gotten him to fuck me bare. At first he was hesitant, but one morning he woke up with a boner and just started rubbing it along my crack, getting me wet with his precum. He just kept pushing and soon his cock head was in me. I pushed back on him and slowly took more of his bare cock in me, and before long he was balls deep, sliding deep inside me. "Yeah, baby," I said, "I love your cock in me." "I'm afraid I'm gonna cum," he gasped. "Go ahead," I said, "I trust you. Load my ass with your cum." Keith pumped harder and soon unleashed his jizz deep inside me, groaning "Fuck! That was great." Needless to say, that was just the beginning, especially since Keith loved to spend the night, knowing he was going to unload in me in the morning. Sometimes he would fuck me at night too leaving his load in me for some morning fun. One morning after breeding me he said he needed to go in to the city to get some new clothing, and he asked if I wanted to go with him and of course I accepted the invitation. I love the city and it had been a while since I had been there. Once we arrived, Keith began circling looking for a cheap place to park. We were getting to the seedier part of town and passed an adult bookstore I had visited some years earlier, and out of the blue he asked "Ever been to one of those?" "Of course. You haven't?" "Nah. I was always too nervous to go in." "They can be a lot of fun if the right guys show up. Of course, sometimes there are a lot of trolls but when you're horny enough.........." and I just laughed. "Let's do it," he suggested. "Now?" I asked, adding "Are you sure?" "Yeah. I want to see what it's like and you can show me the ropes." He found a parking spot nearby and soon we were inside. I paid for both of us and we went straight in to the arcade. I knew that familiar darkness and the smell of cum. He took my hand and we walked the hallway until our eyes adjusted. It appeared only three booths were occupied. I knew what was probably going on in them so I told Keith to look through one of the glory holes, and upon doing so he looked back at me, smiled, and whispered "There's a naked guy in there." "Nice," I said, "let me see." He got up and I took his place at the glory hole. I slid a finger to the hole hoping to get a taste of the cock on the other wide of the wall, and sure enough, the guy in the booth saw me and slid his cock through the hole. As the cock head came through I licked at the tip with my tongue. "Fuck," Keith remarked, urging me "Suck him." As the cock came fully through the hole I took it I my mouth, looking up at Keith as I sucked the stranger's cock. Keith was apparently fully turned-on, as he began groped himself through his jeans, so I asked "You want me to suck you too?" Wordlessly he pulled his eight inch cock out of his jeans and crowded into the booth with me so I could alternate between the two cocks, occasionally slapping the two of them against one another, just for some variety. I would have taken them both at the same time but the angle was bad so I would suck one, then the other, going back and forth, savoring them both. Soon the cock through the glory hole shot a big load of cum in my mouth. I opened my mouth to show Keith the load I had just taken and he said,"Swallow." "I'll do anything you want," I said and gulped the white jizz down my throat. "Oooh, what a slut you are," he said, adding "I want to see you get fucked in here." "If that's what you want," I said. "I told you I would do anything you wanted." "Let's check out another booth," he said. We went in to another booth next to an occupied one. Keith looked through the glory hole and pushed my head down to it. I saw a guy was stroking his cock so I just put my open mouth to the hole. The guy wasted no time filing my mouth with his hard cock. Keith had me stand up while bent over so he could get to my pants buckle. He unbuckled and unzipped me and pulled my pants down, exposing my butt. His cum was still in me from our morning fuck and he started rubbing his cock against my wet hole, grunting "Oh, baby, I'm going to fuck you right here." He pushed in to me and began fucking my cunt. He hadn't shut the door to the booth so anyone walking by could see his bare cock pounding me. After a few strokes he withdrew and instructed me to turn-around. I did as I was told and he pushed my head down to his cock, making me suck his cock that had just been fucking me. He reached around and stroked the cock through the glory hole. He pushed me back a little so the guy's cock head was against my hole. "Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked. "Yeah, sure," he said as he rubbed the cock against my hole. He took the guy's cock in his hand and guided it in to my used pussy, coaxingly suggesting "Let him fuck you, baby." I pushed all the way on to the cock and started working it deep inside me. I pumped my butt faster as I sucked Keith's cock. The guy was now fucking full steam, so I knew he was going to unload in me soon. I considered pulling away, but decided I wanted that stranger's cum, so instead I pushed hard against the glory hole and could tell he had unloaded inside me. "Let me see," demanded Keith. I pulled off the guy's cock and turned around. Keith spread my ass cheeks and slipped a couple fingers in to me, then taking a load of cum from my ass and feeding it to me, saying "Eat that cum, baby. I know you love it." "Mmmmm," I moaned, sucking Keith's cum covered fingers until he told me to get up. "I want you naked," he said. "Here? Are you going to close the door?" "Fuck no. Get naked. You said you would do anything I wanted." I couldn't argue with that. I took off my shirt, then my shoes, then pulled my pants off of me. I stood there completely naked with the booth door wide open. A couple guys had shown up and watched as Keith directed me in to the hall where he remarked "Show these guys your used pussy." I leaned against the wall and reached down and spread my ass cheeks exposing my hole, and pushed some cum out. A big dollop dripped down my leg, which led one of the guys to say "That's fucking hot!" "You can have him too if you want," offered Keith. "I'm not sure," replied the guy. "Well, then I'm fucking him," and Keith slipped his cock in to me right there. He pumped my butt while the two guys watched, then started playing with me. Soon they both had their cocks out. Keith pushed my head down on them and made me suck one, then the other while he fucked me. He finally pulled out and turned me around. I sucked his cock and then felt another cock enter my man cunt. The two guys were tag teaming me right there in the hall. "You know he wants your loads," said Keith. My hole was getting pounded by one, then the other, until one of the guys shot his cum up my hole as Keith urged "That's it baby, take that cum. What a fucking slut. Taking stranger's loads." The other guy started fucking me when Keith pushed me on to the floor so the guy had to fuck me doggy. I was on my hands and knees, taking another cock up my ass. He pounded hard when I realized there were more guys there watching. Again Keith offered my services, saying "You can all have a turn if you want," and then turning to me asked "Would you like that, baby?" "Fuck yeah. I want to be a cumpig. I need cum all over me and inside me. You guys can breed me in my ass or mouth or just cum on me. I just need your cum wherever you want to put it." A couple of the guys pulled out their cocks and began stroking by my face. The guy fucking me yelled out that he was cumming and pulled out to shoot his cum all over my hole before Keith made him push it back in to me. "Fucking breed him," he said. He pumped me a few more strokes but there was another guy behind me now. I felt him slide in to me and he pushed me flat on the floor. I could feel his full body against me as he fucked and I realized he had gotten naked too. It was so awesome getting fucked while guys stroked their cocks and Keith watched. Keith told me to look up and smile. I did as I was told and realized he had his camera out, recording me getting fucked and bred. As he snapped away, he suggested "Tell me how much you love this." "I love it," I said. "What do you love?" "I love getting fucked by strangers. I love that you are filming me. I love that you are letting me take bare cocks. I love that you are whoring me out to all these guys." Suddenly, one of the guys over me shot his load all over my face. A huge glob of white cum dripped from my forehead down my cheek. I pushed my tongue out to try to catch some of it in my mouth. The guy fucking me rubbed it over my face then pulled out of me and flipped me over. He had me on my back on the dirty floor. He got on top of me and pulled my legs up, as he pushed his cock back in to me announcing "I'm gonna breed your butt right here on the floor." "Fill him up," answered Keith approvingly. I looked up and saw that Keith had gotten naked too. One of the guys was sucking his cock and I knew I was going to get his load too. The guy fucking me pumped harder and then pushed in and held still. I could feel his throbbing cock as he unloaded up my hole. "Fuck, you are a total whore," he said. "Yeah, but he's my whore," said Keith as he pulled me up off the floor. He bent me over and slid his cock in to my cum filled cunt. "Oh, baby. This is too fucking hot! I'm going to want to do this again and again." "Whatever you want, I'll do," I said. Keith pumped harder and soon yelled out, "Here it comes, baby, your last load of the day!" as he unloaded his cum inside me. I shot my load all over the floor after he pulled out and the other guys watched as we got dressed. I had cum still leaking from my cock and my ass. I smelled like a whore after we left but Keith still had to go shopping. I was a little embarrassed to be like that in public but as I had told Keith, "I'll do whatever you want."

The next morning Nick woke up with Tex’s arms still around him. He had turned to face the man in his sleep and was snuggled into his chest. It felt good and uncomfortable at the same time. For some reason he felt that the position was an admission of his submissive role in this strange relationship Tex opened his eyes and looked confused for just a second then smiled and kissed him lightly “I thought yesterday was a dream for a second. The unfamiliar surroundings threw mw off” He said “Good morning Son” He said and kissed him again It was Nick’s turn to be confused for a moment “Does he know…” then he relaxed, remembering what he had said just before he fell asleep. He wondered what perversity had made him pick “Daddy and Son” which was much too close to the truth for his comfort in the rational light o morning. “I’m stuck with it now though" he thought” as the kiss broke and he said “Good morning Daddy” Tex seemed to make a decision and said “Come with me Son it’s time for your first real experience with kink” he said, his voice taking on a more authoritative tone He led the now nervous Nick into the bathroom. There was a large walk in shower as well as a tub "Strip and get into the tub" Tex ordered Once Nick obeyed Tex pulled his cock out of the front of the boxers he had warn to bed and began pissing on him, Nick flinched and shuddered as Tex’s stream started at his cock and quickly moved up his torso and chest, He closed his eyes and braced himself as it hit his face “Open your mouth Son. Tastes Daddy’s piss” Tex said in that deep “Dom” voice he was going to train Nick to obey without question or thought if things went right Nick opened his mouth and Tex filled it with the last of his stream Nick actually tried to swallow it but gagged and spit it out instead looking angry and disgusted though Tex noted that his cock was more than half hard His next words surprised Tex “Does it have to taste so bad?” Nick complained spitting a couple times then crossing to the sink and taking a swig of mouthwash “No Son, it actually doesn’t, especially if you like beer. Morning piss is the worst and maybe I should have thought of that before I did this. From the look on your face I thought you would refuse to ever do this again” Tex said Nick growled and washed his mouth out again then said “Yesterday when you were talking about kinks and saying if I just refused them all I was not trying I decided that the first real kink you showed me I would accept and even if I hated it learn to live with it." "Hated it just about covers this but it’s obviously a favorite of yours so there you have it. I’m trying. And for future reference I keep kegs of three types of beer in the pantry” “It is one of my favorites. I will try to make it better for yu in the future but I will also add morning piss to my list of potential punishments, should you ever deserve one” Tex said He was sure that Nick was unaware of the definite twitch his cock gave at this “Is it the thought of punishment or the humiliation that’s getting a reaction? Maybe it’s bot. This is something to explore but very carefully. I have to get around that straight pride of his and leas him to it gently” Tex thought with a smile “Well I’ve got about 15 years to experiment” They showered together and Tex washed Nick from head to toe “Why foes this feel like another kink? Like washing me is a way to dominate me?” Nick asked “It’s related to kink but it’s more a fundamental part of our relationship, or it will be” Tex responded “When you chose “Daddy and Son” last night it changed things just a bit, A Daddy is more caring than other types of Doms, He takes care of his Son and protects him” Tex explained “Part of that is occasionally treating you like you really are my young Son sometimes. I may wash you or buy you things that would be appropriate for a younger boy to wear. Don’t worry I’m not into diapers. I will keep your kink wardrobe teen appropriate at least” He joked Tex had to admit the thought of Nick in a baseball cap, jersey and a jockstrap bending over for Daddy was hot as fuck “It could be doing things that boys do with their dads like going to a baseball game or fishing. It means that I will have more input in your personal decisions because a Son should always listen to his Daddy as well” “Out of all the options I gave you this is m favorite. I have always wanted a Son to “raise” and show him what a good Daddy I can be. Just don’t be a brat. I can’t stand brats” he finished up Nick blushed. He was full grown man and Tex was going to treat him like a kid sometimes. It was humiliating and even more so because his cock was hard now. This man really was his father which made this so perverse on levels that Tex had no idea existed As they dried off and dressed a thought occurred to Nick “You mentioned buying me things. I don’t need that, I’m pretty well off” He said indicating their surroundings “What do you do for a living anyway?” He asked “I will buy you things because it’s what a Daddy does and the thing things I buy you, you would never buy for yourself. I may not be quite this well off but I do ok for myself. I’m a voice actor” “Commercials?” Nick asked “A few but mostly TV and movies” Tex said then he rattled off famous lines from various animated movies over the last couple decades using the exact voices and inflections Nick remembered Nick gaped at him “Those were all you?” he asked “Yep and I am under contract to do at least seven more feature films in the next five years, Like I said I get by” Tex said “Why do you live in a trailer then?” Nick asked then blushed “A very dear friend left me that place when he passed, I stay there most of the time though I have a small place in Hollywood too” Tex explained As they rode down in the elevator they could not hear the two voices on the higher plane ****************** “Let me get this one. Nick us at least aware if the situation and it’s time he started acting like a major agent” Ezekiel said “If you want, though Tex is much more experienced” Gabriel replied “He will do just fine” Ezekiel said as he made a few adjustments to Nick’s attitudes ****************** The elevator opened and they stepped out into the parking garage and into the middle of an argument “I don’t want to get my hair cut short and I hate these clothes!” Little 10 year old Trevor yelled as he ran to the far side of the car “Trevor! Come back here!” His mother June yelled but Trevor stayed on the opposite side of the car from her June and Trevor had lived in Nicks building for the last five years. Since Trevor’s dad had passed Trevor had always been a little ray of sunshine. He was vivacious , full of energy and always had a big smile for everyone. He had a marked preference for pink and yellow clothes and kept his hair shoulder length That had changed in recent months, June had started dating the new, young minister at her church, who also was a teacher in the church school Soon after Trevor’s wardrobe started to change and that effervescent joy seemed to fade, Nick had caught bits and pieces of it as they passed in the parking garage and around the building common areas “Wait here” Nick said and he approached the frustrated June Nick usually stayed totally out of other people’s business but something made him act now “Is there a problem?” Nick asked June “It’s Trevor. He is being difficult” She said “He used to be the happies, most well behaved kid I knew till his wardrobe changed” Nick said a bit pointedly “Bill, the man I am dating says he needs to dress and act like a boy, He says the other kids will tease him and make him feel bad about himself “ She said "He’s a teacher, he would know these things” “June, the only people I see making Trevor feel bad about himself are you and this Bill. The other kids don’t have to bully him/ You and Bill are doing it for them” Nick Saud and saw it hit home with her “Trevor come here, please” she said in a softer voice and he hesitantly approached. Nick thought he looked totally strange and uncomfortable in a monster truck shirt June squatted down to look him in the eyes “Why do you hate these clothes?” she asked “It’s what most little boys your age wear” “Mommy. I just don’t like the colors,, They are so dark and I like princesses not monster trucks” he said “Why did you make me change?” “Because Mommies can make mistakes” She said and hugged him “Come on! No haircut today! Lets go clothes shopping!” She gave Nick a grateful look and said “Thank you” As she settled the small boy in the car Nick would later learn that she broke it off with Bill that same day and from then on the old Trevor bounced happily around the building. That big smile he had for everyone back on his face. He now had about six different princess shirts to wear If she had stayed with Bill little Trevor’s chances of making it to adulthood were slim and even in the few futures he didn't end his own life he was a wreck of a person who never learned to accept himself for who he really was With just a few sentences Nick had saved a life that would bring joy to so many. Trevor had a bright future now ****************** “Very good job” Gabriel said smiling “He has great potential like you said Gabe” Ezekiel said smiling back ****************** “That was nice of you” Tex said “She just needed a little nudge in the right direction” “I had to step in for some reason. I hope it helped” Nick said as they got in the car They had breakfast hen went to an upscale jewelry store in the shopping district They picked out matching men’s engagement rings, gold set with diamonds and onyx As Nick picked up the bag containing their choice a voice that sounded like nails on a chalkboard to Nick came from behind them “Well, have you finally picked out my engagement ring? You don’t have much time left Nicky boy” Gwen said, She had spotted him through the window and come to gloat and to goad him which was her favorite pastime “I did pick out an engagement ring but it’s not for you” He said “The will says you have to marry me” She said scoffing “No, the will says I have to marry someone descended from your grandfather” he said drawing this out for the fun of it “I am the only one there is” She said belligerent “No, actually you aren’t” Nick said grinning viciously He took Tex’s hand in his and said “You remember your uncle Tex don’t you Gwen? I know you have not seen him in a while” “Hullo Gwen, it’s good to see you” Tex said and he used a voice that sounded very much like the sinister movie villain from last year's blockbuster hit movie “You can’t marry a man” She said clutching at straws now The look on her face was priceless when Nick reminded her that same sex marriage had been legal for years Nick knew she had run up a lot of debt thinking he would have to pay it off once he married her so he took pity on her then “Yell you what Gwen I will hire and pay for a good bankruptcy lawyer for you just to help you out” He said dripping sincerity Then just to drive the point home he pulled the small black box out of the bag, opened it and dropped to one knee “Tex. You are the only man in the world I want to marry and I’m lucky because you are such a good man. Will you be the honor of being my husband?” he proposed grandly “Me? Oh wow!” Tex said, this time sounding like the teddy bear hero of another movie and then in his own voice he said “I would be honored to be your husband Nick. I’m getting just as good of a man as you are” They slipped the rings on each others fingers and then kissed, Nick was only a little awkward this time Gwen stomped pot of the store in a fury. She eventually did take Nick up on his offer to hire the lawyer and the last Nick ever heard of her was that she was living with another woman in a small town in the south west Nick had another impulse stronger than the one earlier in the day and he explained it to Tex who agreed with some additions Before they left the jewelry store they bought two simple gold wedding bands then they stopped by a sporting goods store where Tex made a few purchases The swung by Tex’s trailer and he packed more clothes and pulled a large box from under his bed Then they drove the quick trip just across the bridge into the next state. It had similar marriage laws to Nevada. No waiting for a marriage license and no blood test requirement. A weedy little man with snowy white hair and huge glasses who was a justice of the peace performed the ceremony an just like that they were married They were home by late afternoon They showered again and Tex told Nick how to make certain preparations ‘You sure you are ready for this?” Tex asked “Not really but it’s going to happen eventually. We may as well get it over with” Nick said "So romantic" Tex said He was dressed in the outfit Tex had imagined earlier in the day looking like a naughty baseball player and the Jock did things to his ass that were driving Tex crazy Tex had his Son/Bride lay on the edge of the bed on his stomach with his legs hanging off, his knees on the floor and ran a finger up and down his crack The box from his place was open on the bed revealing a collection of toys and several bottles of lube Tex lubed up a finger and slid it slowly into Nick’s puckered hole finding just the right spot and rubbing making the straight boy moan “Daddy is going to loosen you up and then he’s going to bread you Son. I'm going to knock you up with his toxic seed and get you pregnant” He said in a low sexy voice as a second finger slid in “You want Daddy to knock you up don't you?” Nick was tempted to answer truthfully with “No” but thi was his life now and it was time to make the best of it,. Maybe he could learn to enjoy this someday “Yes Daddy. I want your big cock in me, II want your cum in my ass!” he said a little stiffly Tex pulled out his fingers and lubed up a small dildo only about an inch across and six inches long. He slid it in slowly and then turned the bottom making the vibrator kick in That got a moan and a squirm from Nick Slowly, tenderly Tex worked his way up to larger and larger toys, He was so expert at this that Nick never once felt that “First time” pain. He had to admit that as uncomfortable as it made him, his first anal experience felt at least painless from start to finish. The thought of the pain had scared him “Shhh Baby Boy. Daddy’s not going to hurt his Son on our wedding night . I’m going to take your cherry and make love to you” Tex whispered And then he was ready. It was time to give himself to his new husbands, his father “Fuck me Daddy, I’m ready to feel you in me” Nick said softly Tex knelt behind him. He found he was actually shaking, this was the most important fuck of his life. He had to make Nick enjoy this or their sex life would be empty and meaningless forever He pressed his cock head to that pretty hole and slid in a couple inches, pauses then then slowly slid in further Nick tried to stay relaxed as another man entered him for the first time. It didn’t feel bad and part of him secretly got off on the cock that had made him was slowly sliding up his ass. It felt… good… a feeling of fullness accompanied by a certainty that he could trust his Daddy not to hurt him Tex bottomed out and slowly withdrew. His hand found Nick’s cock and stroked iy in time with his thrusts as he ground the length of his cock along Nick’s prostate Nick pumped his hips, fucking Tex’s hand as the feelings from his hole overwhelmed him, He was not prepared for the sheer pleasure Tex was giving him. Tex sped up, he was not going to last long. His body tool over as his emotions jumbled and churned Suddenly he heard “Daddy! Breed your Son! Give me your seed!” as Nick gave in to the pleasure and perversity of it all That sent him over the edge. He hilted in Nick's hole and felt his nuts unloading poz seed into his straight boy bride The sheer perverseness of his own father cuming in his ass made Nick shoot harder than he ever had in his life filling Tex’s hand with his cum Tex brought it to Nick's lips to lick some of it off then licked the rest off himself They caught their breaths for a bit and then Tex laughed What?” Nick asked Tex pointed out the balcony doors which they had left open Tommy and Red stood in their window holding up signs that said 10.0 while Zeke just looked at them and shook his head Zeke took out his phone and on the side table Tex’s dinged The Text said: Close your curtains or these two perverts will watch and judge your performance e every time Zeke He showed Nick who groaned Tex closed the doors and curtains firmly as Tommy and Red booed him Then he pulled Nick fully up onto the bed and held his Son kissing him and stroking his body It has been a long day and soon the newlyweds were fast asleep ************************** On the higher plane the pieces of Ezekiel and Gabriel flowed back together after another explosive higher orgasm “This is going to work out just fine” Gabriel said and the kissed the way humans did waiting for the next time ************************************************************************************************* I had to get these two fucking so I moved up the wedding Let me know what you think! Scanbu

I'm not shocked by anything Trump does any more. But it's quite possible to evaluate someone who's been in the public eye, very loudly and prominently, since the early 1970's, about whom millions of words have been written and who has actually had multiple books about himself ghost-written for wide distribution; moreoever, we're talking about someone who publicly flirted with running for president more than once before actually doing it in 2015 and exploiting the foibles of the Electoral College (and a uniquely unpalatable-to-many opponent) to win the election. If you don't understand the difference between being able to judge a public figure like Trump, and tea-leaf reading a handful of posts on a website like this and claiming to KNOW what people "REALLY MEAN" - well, I'm not shocked by that either.

Years ago i had a guy who was a volunteer firefighter who was a butch bi guy, he liked women but really enjoyed my ass but i was in my condom phase and he also wanted protection just to be safe. After meeting 5 or 6 times, he was getting more aggressive when he fucked me and one night, after getting home from work late i guess he just wanted to breed me? Because first he was so intense the condom broke, then when he pulled out i got the first feeling of a raw cock in my hole and even on the pull out his dick felt amazing in me. He just looked at me after taking the condom off, he never recahed for another one, almost like he was begging me silently to let me back in without one. He was cut, 6 inches and nothing super exciting but at the time it felt so good and i told him i was clean again even tho it had come up in convo before... then after he said he was too i told him in the heat of the moment you can fuck me without a condom if you want to. He didn't even ask to cum in me, put me on my back and fucked me for a while, got me to ride him reverse cowgirl then he put me down on all fours and finished in me and when he did, he pounded so deep in me i sweat i felt his cock get bigger in my guts and i seen stars for the first time. Big cum load buried deep in my ass for the first time and i was in heaven. He bred me everyday he could after that

Zeke, Tommy, Red and Theo followed the nondescript man through the halls of Angel Research And Diagnostics for a meeting with Agnes Thompson, the company's owner and C.E.O. The company's headquarters was out on the west coast near San Francisco. It was both Red and Tommy's first time visiting the city and they had plans for later Normally Zeke would handle things like this alone but for once Red and Tommy had insisted as co-owners of Ze-Cory that they attend this meeting . They wanted answers as well and Theo had insisted on coming to guard them all. Zeke usually made people come to him for these meetings but this was a special case. Their investigation of the company had again turned up nothing other than the investment opportunity was very sound and would be a good move for Ze-Corp and they were all frustrated The man leading them knocked on and then opened an important looking, large door “You boys come on in” a warm female voice said and they filed in Agnes did not look anything like what they had expected. She was a very attractive, larger woman who looked like a monument to motherhood. She sood just inside the door shaking hands as they entered but as Red, who was last in line, passed she took the proffered hand and pulled him into an almost smothering hug shocking them all “What?” she asked “Can’t a woman hug her son’s little brother who has made him so happy and introduced him to the man he is going to marry?” still holding Red to her She finally let go and Red who was blushing furiously said “You know, I completely forgot you were Cole’s mother, He thinks you don’t even know he is gay” as they walked to chairs and Agnes settled behind her desk “I know everything that happens in my Son’s life. He has not actually come out to me so I respect his desire not to talk about it. I think he has forgotten that we have never discussed it though, since he sent me a wedding invitation. You know Cole, he focuses on the big things and forgets a few of the little ones” she said smiling fondly “Lars loves that about him actually. He loves taking care of Cole and catching all those little things. You will love him” Red said smiling smugly “They are perfect for each other” “Yeah. yeah” Tommy said tiredly “We know, you have only said that ten thousand times since you hooked them up” “The people you have following and protecting Colle are very good. It took my team a while to spot them” Theo said “I know your head of security, he was in the C.I.A. with me and he’s one of the best” “He says the same about you, Theo” She said Zeke got one of those insights that came to him now and then and decided to trust this woman. What could it hurt? Everything else had come to a dead end “We didn’t really come out here to discuss your business proposal. That’s already approved. It just makes sense. There is another issue I wanted to talk to you about though and I hope yuo can shed some light on it” He told her about the unusual encounters they had had with the three men baring her company logo tattooed on their asses and she seemed a bit angry when he finished “Damn that man” She muttered shaking her head “What man?” Zeke asked “Darrel Thompson. My second husband” she said “I divorced him after he tried to take over my company and stole a lot of research from us” “We were and still are looking into your particular strain of HIV.” She said shocking them all “It actually originated with your cousin Mike but it can override other stains of HIV and you all caught it through various “family activities” as closely as we can determine. As far as he can tell this strain is either much slower acting than others or it is completely non-lethal” “That would explain why I have been positive and unmedicated so long without ill health effects.My doctor has been wondering about that” Zeke said calmly through his eyes were a bit wild Her knowledge of their personal lives was a bit scary “We do know people infected with your stain have a heightened desire to spread it. It affects your predatory instinct. I killed Darrel’s research project which was looking for a way to heighten that effect. That’s when he tried to take over. I’m sure he used the Angel wing tattoos hoping it would get you to put the blame on me and my company” she explained “What possible use could making us more aggressive have?” Tommy asked “Besides the fact hi is majorly into mind games I really don’t know” She said “If you want to find out you you will have to find him and I have been trying to do that for five years now” she said They all believed her and at least they knew a bit more now and they had a lead Would you mind forwarding me what information you have on him?" Theo asked "Not at all" she said "I will send it tomorrow" The meeting concluded and Agnes hugged them all this time. Even Theo. “I will see you all at the wedding” She said as they left “Red, if you just happened to let slip to Cole that I know he is gay I really wouldn’t mind” “I like that woman” Red said as the same man led them back out As they drove back to San Francisco Tommy spoke up thoughtfully “You know, knowing all that about our HIV really does not lessen my desire to spread it one bit. It’s the rush of getting someone to accept being pozzed, not a desire to make them sick that does it for me” They all felt the same way though all of them lost that tiny bit of guilt that lived in their Poz Gift Giving hearts That night they went to a famous leather bar in the city. The place had a large screen on one wall that played music videos. Red watched from the bar as Tommy and Zeke slow danced quite alone on the dance floor, kissing. The three of them had danced together all night to the energetic beat but a few slow songs in a row had cleared the floor Then the Billy and Mike video that Tommy and Zeke had done came up They were stretched and relaxed from their previously exertions and Tommy groined at Zeke “You want to?” he asked “Why not” Zeke said and they started to move, slowing and exactly matching themselves on the screen, Conversation quickly broke off as people watched and when the song ended a loud round of applause followed as Zeke led Tommy back to Red. The three of made out for a while till a voice interrupted them “You guys are great dancers! How long did you have to study the video to learn the dance?” A deep voice said “Oh not to long” Red drawled “considering that they were the guys dancing in the video too” “I thought they might be but it’s to dark in here to tell for sure” the man said “I’m Simon by the way” the man said He was dressed in jeans and a button up shirt nut there were posters of him in full leather on every wall in the place. He was apparently the bar’s current “Me Leather Bear”. He had thick blond hair that ran a few inches down his back, blue eyes and a smile like you see toothpaste commercials as well as a fury “Dad Bod” “Nice to meet you Simon” Zeke said Red ant Tommy stepped apart and the three way make out session became a four way one. Eventually Simon ended up in their hotel suite naked with Tommy running his hands through all that fur on his belly and chest and purring like a kitten Simon noticed their matching biohazard tattoos “You are all poz?” he asked “And highly toxic” Tommy said putting his hand behind that blond head and pulling him into a hard kiss that involved a lot of tongue action “I’m neg and everyone in town knows no one gets my ass” Simon said with a horny glint in his eyes. “I get to bareback pretty much anyone I want and lately I've been thinking if I was poz I could wreak a lot of havoc, The problem is if I give up my ass to anyone local it will be all over town the next day” “You are a man after my own heart and I think we can help you out with your little problem” Zeke said “You promise not to tell anyone?” Simon asked “Cross our hearts and hope to die” Tommy said then hissed him again They went to the bed and Tommy put his hands on that furry chest pushing him over backwards, then aggressively crawled on top of him, raised his legs to his shoulders, found his hole in that furry crack with his cock head and pushed in all in one continuous motion Simon groaned in pain and pleasure as Tommy resumed their deep kissing, sliding in and out of that bare bear ass with slow steady stokes, gradually picking up speed as his balls swung slapping that furry ass “I’m going to shoot my toxic poz seed in you, millions of my HIV babies are going to invade your bloodstream and infect you forever” Tommy growled “Poz me! Give me your gift so I can spread it far and wide” Simon said with an evil glint in his eyes Tommy slammed in deep as he could and filled that willing neg ass up with his virus loaded seed shivering with pleasure as he infected Mr. Leather Bear Red and Zeke took their turns and when Zeke shout the third poz load in him Simon, who had been edging the entire time, shot a huge load which Tommy licked out of his chest fur Later as they all relaxed Simon asked, ”so how long you in town?” “We fly back on Monday, why?” Zeke asked “On Saturday afternoon I host a monthly bareback party at one of out bathhouses. They call it “Spunk Fest” and everyone knows it’s a good place to get converted. It’s never been an issue for me since I only top... well usually” he said “Would you guys like to come? It should be a good crowded because there are three ships due in at the Naval Base and they should be a lot of bored sailors on shore leave to wander in” “I think we can do that” Zeke said and they all smirked evilly ****************************************************************************************** Next Chapter: The Three Evils Return for a limited time engagement Let me know what you think! Scanbu

VI An Understanding (Bare)-Top “Ready to get fucked boy ?!” Mike asked. “Let him speak Samu!” He laughed since Samu was still filling up Daniel’s throat with his twink-cock. Samu finally let go of him, leaving his cock right in front of his mouth though smearing his dickjuice under Daniels nose. “Ready to get fucked”? Asked Mike once more “Can you wear a condom?!” Daniel asked sheepishly knowing that Mike would never agree to that after he had violated their deal. Mike snickered, pressing his dick just a tiny little bit at Daniels hole causing him to tense up for a second. “Daniel Daniel Daniel….!” He said while pushing a little more. Daniel moaned enjoying the pressure at his hole without getting “fucked”. – He tried not to think too much about the slimy precum that Mike was just smearing at his hole. “You already gave up your right to be safe when you touched me, but I might have one last chance for you, let Samuel fuck you, his dick is not so big as mine and will not hurt you as much as I will, while he fucks you – BARE – of course, you try to suck me off. If you make me cum, I will cum in your mouth and Samu will immediately stop fucking you. No harm done. However – if he cums first, I will fuck you and add another load to the mix. How does that sound?” While explaining Mike was applying more and more pressure on Daniels hole and Daniel started to feel just how big Mike’s cock was. He was thinking about what he said, maybe there was a way out of this after all, no one would cum in his ass and even though he wasn’t ready to admit it fully, the thought of swallowing Mike’s cum was fucking hot. Hopefully he would be quick enough to get him off, otherwise he would not only have Samu’s load in him, but also deal with Mikes fat cock ripping his ass apart. “Sure, deal!” Daniel said. Mike only chuckled – This was going well. He gestured towards Samu who was now kneeling behind Daniel and starting to lick his hole to apply some lube to the nearly virgin hole. Samus cock was a little above average and a crowd pleaser, he usually was just the right size – unless one was a size queen as himself. He was going to make this little fucker so horny that he would open up for him quick and then he would plant his load deep in his guts. Daniel was moaning. For the second time this evening he had a tongue fucking his cunt and he was in heaven, so much so that he didn’t start sucking on Mikes cock immediately, even though it was right in front of him. Mike was amused and just smeared precum over the boy’s face, as long as he would not take the initiative he would only cover him in his pre. He nearly never came from passive blowjobs. Only when he took charge of the bottoms throat, he came, so he was looking forward to this. Samu decided it was time. He stopped tonguefucking Daniel, who was still moving his hips in a steady rhythm and moved his dick to his target. “Ready for my bare dick Daniel ?!” – he asked and watched as Daniel tensed while he was pushing into him. Daniel hissed in discomfort, but suddenly Mike held a bottle of poppers under his nose. “Relax fanboy, enjoy this, he is only gonna breed you if you cant suck me off in time – and with this you will have no problems” – Daniel inhaled deeply and the pain in his ass turned into pleasure, he had forgotten how good it felt to get fucked. “Look into my eyes fanboy – I want to see how he fucks you.” Daniel did, it was mesmerizing feeling Samus dick getting pushed further and further into him while starring into the deep eyes of Mike. The worst was Mike’s grin, a grin he had seen so often on his face when fucking the twinks in the videos. It was a smile of power, confidence, and control. It drove Daniel mad. His graving for dick grew and he finally realised he had to suck of Mike to win the bet. He broke the eye contact with Mike and started to suck on his enormous cock. He could fit more then half of it into him but he tried anyway. Samu was now 2/3 into Daniel and decided it was time to start fucking, and so he did, he pulled nearly all the way back and the pushed into his knew fucktoy. He was tight and he loved it. Usually he was the one getting pounded but the thought of soon breeding Daniel was soo fucking hot, especially since he would then get to witness Mike fucking him. Once more he pushed into Daniel, deeper this time and finally was balls deep into him. Now the pounding could start. He knew that that way he would cum the quickest. He held Daniels Hip and thrusted himself in and out as deep and fast as he could. Daniel was screaming both in pleasure and in discomfort and started touching his cock, whilst still trying to fit Mikes cock into his mouth. Samu felt his orgasm build and took the cellphone from where he left it earlier. He wanted this bit to be recorded. He watched Mike as he smiled into his direction, he knew what was next. “By the look on Samus face your about to get bred fanboy – better hurry or I will fuck you next.!” Mike said knowing that Daniel never had a chance. Daniel was giving it his best but still he could not really get Mike into his mouth, especially since Samu was fucking him so hard. He loved it but couldn’t concentrate. Samu was loving the whole perversion of it, increasing his pounding once more. Then he leaned forward, pushed all the way into Daniels hole and screamed “Breeding you bitch, you lost!” Daniel could feel Samuels cock pulsing deep inside him. It was a weird sensation, and it made his dick harder than he thought it could be. He reached back, touching Samus cock which was still in him pulsing and it felt so good. Then Samu pulled out, with Daniels hand still there, feeling the wetness, the sliminess of Samus cum on his shaft. Touch your hole – he heard Mikes voice who was watching Daniel enjoying his first load in his ass. Daniel did. It was gaping and he could feel the cum leaking out of it. Fuck this was so fucking hot, he felt used yes … but he loved it.

The theater upstairs at the dirty bookstore on Warmoesstraat in Amsterdam.

Just wanted to share a few highlights from my deployment…I’m currently in Iraq at the end of my tour. 2 weeks ago I had to go stateside for a function in Virginia where I was an honorary attendee. I flew out of Kuwait…. I love going to Kuwait because it’s like a vacation and way more army guys on Grindr than up in Iraq…. Already had a fuckbud waiting for me in Kuwait. He’s about 6’2”, white, red head, solidly built with a decently thick uncut 6 1/2-7 inch dick and versatile! it’s always nice hooking up with him because we don’t have to use a latrine or bunker. The building he lives in is an open bay but all the beds are divided by whatever you can get your hands on in order to make your own living area. It makes for the illusion of having your own space. We met up during the daytime so most of the people in his building were gone but there is always the possibility of folks sleeping who might have worked the night. So from the moment he met me at his door there was no talking. The moment we get into his area we start making out and he is a good kisser! He gets down on his knees and starts sucking me and he is doing a good job. I missed this mouth. We hooked up once before a few weeks prior when I was last in Kuwait. And I’ve been looking forward to this ever since. It’s been dry up in Iraq last few months. We continue this in his bed. Making out, feeling each others bodies. He’s sucking my thick 5 incher. I start sucking on him and I’m relishing the opportunity because his precum is so sweet and really makes my mouth slick. His lube is on the bedside table and I straddle his hips. I lube my hole and his dick and lower myself on his dick. This is almost a repeat of the last time we hook up so I know I’m about to work that load out of him. I’m riding his dick and feeling his chest muscles and arms. They are starting to tense up beneath my hands. We still haven’t said a word but I know he is close and he is going to cum inside of me. I work my hole on his dick and he begins to shoot his load inside of me…I really start working his dick but I don’t want to cum myself. He alluded last time about spending more time together until we get hard again and I want to take advantage of that. i climb off after he cums and keep my hole closed, relishing the freshly fucked, wet, cummy hole feeling. We cuddle for a little bit and I’m hard the hole time. He surprises me because I don’t expect every guy on deployment to be ready to bottom and he climbs on my dick. It’s a little more awkward for him I think and so we flip and he is lying on his back and I’m getting ready to mount him. I put a little more lube on his hole and he raises up his legs and his butt to the perfect height so I can mount him comfortably. I slowly start to press my dicks head to his hole and I’m so turned on by how it looks entering him. His hole is perfectly tight- not too tight where it’s a pain to enter and not too loose where I can’t feel anything. I love seeing this big, Midwest white boy beneath me. I’m entering him slowly to let him adjust. I love the feeling of his body beneath me and making out with him as we quietly fuck. I’m worried about the sound we are making because I’m starting to fuck him a little harder but his hole is feeling so good and I need to cum so bad that I stop caring as much. I start pounding him but still trying to do it quietly, lol. When that feeling starts building and I just let it rip. I slow down to ride out that orgasm and it becomes one of the longest orgasms I’ve ever had. I don’t pull out for a good minute just riding him while my cock jerked sporadically in his hole. By this time we still haven’t talked and we are just cooling off, cuddling and making out. I’m hoping we can have more fun. Either another load in my hole or his. i start getting hard and he is playing with my cock. I really want to feel his cummy hole on my dick but alas it wasn’t to be. He continues jerking me off and it feels good, almost like an orgasm for at least a minute straight but not quite. I’m ready to call it quits because I don’t know if I can cum again but I hold off which I’m glad because I was finally able to blow a significant reduced load but a load nonetheless. We get off the bed and compose ourselves. Still haven’t talked, lol. Once we are dressed we whisper plans to meet up for lunch at the difac (dining facility). This was the first hook up of a few I had while I was traveling over the course of a week or so. the next one took place the next day with a cute, Jewish cub. if any body is curious about it or this story is well received then I will type it out. this is my first attempt at writing. Hope somebody enjoys it! I’ve been a long time reader/lurker on here. Happy to be contributing!

Actually, I find (in my own, limited experience, so take that for what it's worth) that most people who call themselves "sex addicts" really mean "I love sex and I jump at every chance to have it and I think about it a lot" - which, if that were a sign of addiction, would cover an awful lot of people. It's become trendy to call anything and everything an "addiction". So if we turn to the American Society of Addiction Medication's definition of addiction as "a treatable, chronic medical disease involving complex interactions among brain circuits, genetics, the environment, and an individual’s life experiences. People with addiction use substances or engage in behaviors that become compulsive and often continue despite harmful consequences," then I think most "sex addiction" can be excluded from this clinical definition. That's not to denigrate the problem, which I think is more properly classified as compulsive behavior. It's not different, in that respect, from the person who can't walk past a picture on the wall that's slightly askew without adjusting it, or who otherwise feels compelled to DO something. But unless "sex addiction" reaches the point that, say, you're getting disciplined at work (or fired) because you miss too much work because you're constantly skipping out to get laid, or some other harmful consequences occur, then I think that's the wrong term to use.

It was a rare time that I could host so I got on all the apps looking for some guys. Finally this young black guy just like 2 miles away. He was a top that's all I needed to know. So when he first came in he said he had to use the bathroom so I said would it be okay if I drink you're piss and he said sure. So he did and he pissed a lot. Then I put them on the bed and sucked him and ate his ass he was loving it. Then I said I needed to be fucked. We never talked about status or raw but he started fucking me really rough. So rough that he said my ass was bleeding and I sucked his cock when he was right. So then I begged him to come in me even though my ass had scrapes in it and I didn't know if he was poz or not. Then he really started pounding hard and shot a huge load in me. Then I lick them off helped him get dressed and off he went. Very hot and I hope we have a repeat.

Especially when I walk around with it on my face in the arcade. It's free advertising. If I get bukkake at the arcade, I'll get out of my booth and walk around to make sure everyone can see I'm an easy whore before gettting in a new booth. Wash, rinse, repeat.

It's thethe least judgmental site around. Has reasonable rules to maintain order. I don't feel as alone, there are plenty of people who are as kinky and perverted as I am. For the most part the people who have different opinions than I do are civil and I've been able to have actual conversations.

The photos are truly beautiful. Obvious pals, close as brothers.

Tex watched Nick’s head bob up and down, “Watch your teeth Boy” He said wincing “That’s a cock not a chew toy” Nick tried to be more careful. He had always hated when some women used her teeth while blowing him so he could sympathize “This boy is definitely straight ”Tex though as he nudged Nick's soft cock with a foot. He had to admit the thought off a straight man willingly sucking him turned him on just a bit Tex was not being an asshole though he knew he could be and Nick would have to accept it. But if they were going to be married this boy would have to be trained to serve him. “I am into a BD/SM lifestyle” Tex said after they had kissed for a while He leaned back in his chair and seated Nick between his legs pulling him back against him, holding him and let his hands roam his body “Get used to this” he said when Nick squirmed uncomfortably “it’s a requirement. I will hold you and touch you when I want” “BD/SN That involves a willing exchange of power. You give me control and I promise to live within the limits we agree on.” Tex went on “ Once you are a bit more experienced we will have a discussion and set those limits, I know a website that lists just about every kink imaginable. I will go through and mark the ones I am interested in and you can review them. Some will be marked in black. Those are non-negotiable. They are mainly the basics. Me holding and touching you. You sucking me, me fucking you, spanking, bondage and a few others. The rest we can talk about though if you just reject them all I will know you are not really trying” he explained "I will set some absolute rules right now though. You will never have sex of any kind with a woman as long as we are together. I won’t be your side thing physically or emotionally. Nothing beyond platonic friendship with women or I promise you I will leave your ass so fast your head will spin” Tex said firmly “This is my life and future we are talking about. I am going to do my best to love you and I promise that if you put in as much effort as I do I will stay with you even if you fail” he promised It was a much fairer deal than Nick was willing to accept in his worst case scenario “I can accept that” he said and relaxed as Tex pulled his shirt off and ran his hands over his skin “I know this is uncomfortable for you but I need you to tell me if something feels good. I won’t try anything painful… yet” “Painful?” Nick asked “Pain can be erotic if done right and some people actually enjoy it. I like to give it to that kind of man/ We will explore that in the future though” Tex said and he lightly pinched Nicks nipples Nick could not help it, he moaned “My Boy likes his nipples played with, Nice. That’s going to be fun” He pinched a bit harder then continued his exploration, not pausing for an instant when he reached the top if Nick’s pants He slipped his hand in and fondled that straight cock as Nick’s body stiffened “This cock and the rest of your body are mine to touch and play with any way he want” Tex said giving Nick’s balls a warning squeeze Nick forced himself to relax and let his unknowing father fondle his son’s cock “Lets get naked” Tex said "I want to see all of my Boy” Nick took of his shoes, socks and pants as Tex stripped Nick was hung above average but he was not in Tex’s league in length or thickness, he topped off at about 7 ½ inches and his balls were a little more than proportionate. His curly pubes again hinted at a mixed heritage to Tex He had a nice treasure trail to his navel, a patch of hair in the middle of his chest and a furry crack. “He’s dam near my perfect Boy” Tex thought liking everything he saw Nick on the other had stared in horror at “Tex Junior” There was just no way that could go up his ass Tex held in his laugh at the look on the younger man’s face “Don’t scare him more than he already is” he thought “Don’t worry, I will take special care to open you up before this monster goes in. Ass play and toys are two of my kinks and that’s damn lucky for you but that’s all going to happen after we are married. We will stick to oral before that” Tex said in an understanding voice “I want to teach you to enjoy what I can do to your body. You are going to have to if we ever want a chance to love each other” “Speaking or oral, we may as well get started. I assume you have never sucked a cock before” Tex said sitting back in his chair and spreading his legs So here here he was. Teaching a straight man to suck his cock. He sat up and put a hand behind Nick's head reaching the other down to punch his nipple again That got a reaction and Nick’s cock finally started to harden Tex almost sighed in relief. There was hope after all. Now that he was a bit more used to the idea he really wanted this to work and for that to happen Nick had to get sexual satisfaction from what they did together The Boy was taking more of his shaft in now and Tex moaned, Sensing that he was doing something right he sped up and only choked a little when Tex came in his mouth. He didn’t really like the taste but it wasn’t terrible either. He sighed and swallowed, sure Tex would nit like it if he spit it out Tex lay back catching his breath “that was a good first go at it. You will get better with time” he said “I got you off didn’t I” Nick said, He actually sounded a little hurt Tex looked at him for a couple minutes. This was an opportunity “You have never had a really great blowjob in your life, have you?” he asked “I’ve had a few. They always got me off just fine” Nick said and he actually sounded just a bit sullen “Better and better” Tex thought Nick looked up at him “Look, I want to give you a happy, satisfying life. More than that if I can do it. You are bailing my ass out big time and like you said earlier, this is OUR life and OUR future. I want US to make the best of it” he said earnestly and Tex’s heart melted just a little Say what you would. This Boy was a good Man. He was sacrificing a happier future to protect others and he was not restful about it ‘Here, let me show you” Tex said as he put a hand on the side of Nick’s face and kissed him Then he stood and said “Sit there” pointed to the chair Nick did as he was told and Tex got between his legs on his knees 30+ years of experience came into play as for almost an hour Tex kept this Boy on the edge. He brought him so close then backed off, he used his tongue and lips expertly. His hands sought out every erogenous spot on Nick’s body and with strokes, caresses and pinches heightened the younger man to a fever pitch of pleasure Nick had never felt anything like it. So close to cumming… it was just over that edge but Tex kept him balanced for long moments then let him fall back only to approach again seconds later All the while the thought “Oh my god, my father is sucking my cock! I’m going to cum in the man who made me’s mouth!” bounced around in his mind. The secret perversity of it made it even hotter In the final moments Tex slid a long finger up his ass and touches something Fireworks, Supernovas, the entire universe exploded and he came so hard his balls hurt afterwards “That is how you give a blowjob” Tex said to the semi-comatose man slumped in his chair Nick couldn’t respond Tex chuckled and picked him up in his arms carrying him back to hs bedroom Though it was only noon they slept for about an hour When they got up they showered and went out for lunch. It felt like a date to Tex as they talked about themselves and their lives over cheese steak sandwiches “Would you like to see what I hope will be your new home?” Nick asked him “I live here in the city I have a nice apartment and I think you may like it” “Sure, why not?” Tex said “Lets swing by you place and you can pack a couple day’s clothes. Make sure to bring your bathing suit” Nick said After about a 30 minute drive over to the good side of town, through it and into the very best part of it they pulled into an underground parking garage and Nick used a fob to call an elevator. They rode up and it opened into a light, airy foyer with large rooms off to the sides and a staircase up to a second floor ahead. Best of all, in the back corner there was a smallish pool about 20 by 25 feet “Wow” Tex said “Be it ever so humble” Nick said dryly He tool Tex upstairs to the master bedroom and Tex tossed his bag onto the bed “Can we try out the pool?” he asked Nick laughed “You sound like a little kid” then he seemed to think for a couple seconds and then he kissed Tex trying to be tender “He’s really trying” Tex though and his heart melted a little bit more They changed into bathing suits and Tex decided a shopping trip was in order. His Boy was not going to hide that gorgeous ass in those baggy assed trunks Tex’s thong barely contained “Tex Junior” soft, If he happened ot get hard it would just give up entirely The pool faced onto the street on the short side of the building and directly behind, across a 10 foot alley. was a brick building that was three stories higher than the pool level, The top two floors were obviously one large room because the windows were two stories high and you could probably look right into them from the master suite balcony above the pool Tex swam for a while then settled on a lounge in the sun ;looking up at the brick building He saw a reg headed man walk past the window, stop and look at him for a minute then call someon rover his shoulder The unmistakable tall, thin form of Zeke appeared in the window. He looked down at him and after a moment laughed Zeke called to someone else over his shoulder and a minute later Tommy appeared holding an oversized piece of paper with a phone number on it “You know Zeke?” Nick asked as Tex went inside and up the stairs to get his phone “Yeahm how do you know him?" he yelled as he walked” “We have business dealings, he owns that building and I own this one” came the reply Tex stood on the balcony and called the number Tommy was holding up and Zeke answered “You are the last person I ever thought I would see in Nick’s apartment, let alone in a thong by his pool’ Zeke said “Well my fiancé…” Then he thought fpr a second, moving the phone away from his mouth “ Hey Nick would you call me your fiancé yet? You haven’t given me a ring or anything yet” he asked the man below him at the pool “We will take care of that tomorrow and yes I guess that is the right term” Nick said and he didn’t sound too unhappy “Anyway” he said into the phone “My fiancé thought I should see my new home” then he asked Nick if he minded if he told his friend the story as Zeke gaped “He already knows parts of it, go ahead” Nick said Tex sketched in the story quickly “I knew your dad and he was an asshole” Zeke said, "I just had no idea he was your dad” “I really feel for Nick actually. We are going to make a try at a loving marriage but that will probably take a while, if it ever happens at all. He is straight but he is really trying” Tex said “Get an invite I have always wanted to swim in that pool” He heard Red's voice say in the backgrounds and laughed “Let me get settled in amd stable with Nick. I won't let him have sex with women anymore and I think in return I will give up other men for a while at least. The, sure if t’s ok with him” Tex said “Welcome to the neighborhood” Zeke said “Thanks” Tex replied and they hung up That night, as they lay in bed, Tex spooning Nick, the younger man asked in a sleepy voice "Tell me a bit more about BD/SM. It intrigues me for some reason” Tex told him little bits and pieces as they got drowsier “When we are having sex we use titles. You can chose if I call you Boy or Son or Slave nd if you want to call me Sir, Master or Daddy” the last was said with a yawn “Call me Son and I will call you Daddy” Nick said and then they both fell asleep *************************************************************************************************** How you liking it so far? Let me know! Scanbu

I'm pretty sure that there's nothing cute about explosive diarrhea. Unless you're a fetishist so extreme that you're unwelcome even here. Q.E.D.

I could spent a day or two there 😈🐷😈

That's I did something similar with a buddy at rest area and I was drunk and he poppered me up and he fucked me and then a trucker driver and a homeless guy and then some young twink. LOL it was wild and fun.

I was about 16, when I went to a bookstore first. it was druing a school trip to Hamburg. I grew up in a small town too far away from such hot places. Once, in the store, I already had a bowner that showed off in the store. I bought a ticket and went to the dark area in the back. Many old men wanking, cocks out etc. as you know. Of course was is the fresh meat of the day - they made me suck their old rank cocks and I never forget the feeling of their wide unattactive cord trousers. I was so turned on though, that I did all what they wanted. While I sucked one of them another fucked me from behind and shared me out to the next. I must have been fucked by 5 - 6 and I don't remember one of them. On the way back to the youth hostel, the cum leaked out in my jeans and I had to lie about where I got that from. Next day, I was in that bockstore again - as you can expect. That was where I started with anon sex - and couldn't get enough

AIDS. Sick joke, right? Kind of along the lines of the classic “What did the boy with no arms or legs get for Christmas? Cancer.” Only I’m not joking (although I wish I was). And yeah, I’m the “naughty boy” in this cautionary tale. It all started off innocently enough. Me and my friends were hanging at the mall after school- we used to do that a lot. Not much else to do in our town when you’re seniors in high school, just waiting to escape into the “real world”. And it was less than a month til Christmas. All the extracurricular shit was winding down for the holidays, so we had extra free time in the evenings. No play rehearsals. No band practice. So yeah, we cruised the mall. On this particular Wednesday, I was hanging with Matty, MJ (short for Margaret Jean), and Brittany (aka Brit-Brit). We were doing our normal shit- trying on crap clothes and modeling for each other. Drooling over Apple store products. Having DQ. And people watching. I don’t remember who had the idea (not me) but someone said “Hey, let’s go visit Santa!” I thought we were a bit old for this crap, but everyone thought it would be funny. Revert to being kids again and tell him what we wanted for Christmas. Shit like that. I wasn’t really game, but I went along with them because hey. They’re my best friends after all. Anyway, it’s midweek and before 5 pm, so the Mall is fairly dead and there’s almost no line for Santa. Great, I think. We’re really doing this. I hang back and let them all go first. I figure I might be able to bow out once they all have a turn. Before I go any further, I feel like I should kinda set the stage a bit more. So the town we live in isn’t big. It’s big enough for a mall, a factory, a prison, two grocery stores, a Walmart and one high school, but that’s about it. Our town is, how should I put this… a shithole. It’s pretty run down and tragic. Not like Stonebrook, where all the fancy folk live. No, we’re definitely the “other” kind of town. The kind of town people don’t visit unless you have to. Like where the whole place is on the wrong side of the tracks. Anyway, as you can probably imagine, the mall is also pretty run down. It’s dying a slow, horrible death- kinda like most malls these days. Lots of vacant stores. Macy’s is the biggest thing we got. And Kohls. But that’s about it. I’m pretty sure you can picture what it’s like. Tis the season, so the place is decorated for Christmas (albeit poorly), and in the center atrium is where the big, phony tree is located. Along with the phony Santa, and the phony elves (actually elf, singular), and phony Gingerbread house and reindeer. The tree, the house, and the decorations have definitely seen better days, and there are burnt out lights on the tree and crap. It’s a real fucking Christmas wonderland, I tell ya. We get there and there’s no line to speak of. There’s one kid with his mom and they are finishing up, and that’s it. And I can pretty much see why. Now that we’re closer, the whole “Santa Village” looks more like “Santa’s Trailer Park”. It’s pretty sad, and more than a bit sketch. And the Santa? Definitely as sketch as they come. Kind of a greyish beard, and it looks like his suit hasn’t been cleaned since the chimneys from last year. We’re talking serious homeless vibes. Total cringe. Undeterred and buoyed by her goofy, giggly spirit, Brit-Brit goes first as we all hang back. Matty and MJ are laughing and waving and enjoying it all. Taking snaps with their phone cameras. And I’m just watching dirty Santa probably getting his holly jollies from having a cute teen girl wiggle on his lap. I mean, let’s be honest. If you’re an old dude working as a Santa midweek at a rundown mall- you’ve got to be some kind of [banned word]… amiright? Anyway, after whispering what she wants to Santa and having a grand ol time, Brit-Brit hops off his lap and comes back to our pack. Full of good cheer, Brit and MJ push Matty up there next. He trots up plops down on Santa’s lap- hamming it up for us. Because it’s Matt, our leading man. He’s 6 feet of big grins and affable charm. Naturally he goes for the “aw shucks” schtick, miming asking for a football for Christmas. What a goofball- which is why I’m secretly in love with him. I’m still hanging back and MJ goes next. She’s all business as she marches up and takes her turn. It looks like she’s really getting serious, pleading her case with Santa and trying to wheedle her way onto the nice list (cuz we all know she’s permanently on the naughty list). Just ask her parents. Soon MJ is done and back and they all turn to me, expectantly. “Naw guys, I don’t think I’m down. Not really my speed,” I say with a shrug. This was met with a cacophony from the others. They would have NONE of this. I had to do it. It was fun! They wanted pictures. And above all they wanted to see me, the shy one, on Santa’s lap. I was told it was a moral imperative and that I was NOT getting out of doing it, even if they had to drag me up there. At this point, I knew it was better to just get it over with than fight it. I probably could have just walked away toward the food court, but I knew they’d be disappointed. I was already the “fourth one” in the group, and I wanted them to keep inviting me along places… if for no other reason than to be close to Matty. So I relented- but not without making a big show of giving in. Sighing. Eye rolls. The works. So I started my slow, reluctant walk up to Santa. The closer I got, the more oddly nervous I became. Like, there was something making my tummy clench a bit. I think it had something to do with the way Santa was looking at me—like I was the last rib at the Golden Corral buffet. Yeah, dirty Santa was definitely giving me the eye. I watched his gaze scan down my body lecherously and come to rest at my groin in my grey sweatpants. I was suddenly quite self-conscious about what I was wearing. The last few steps to him were agonizingly slow, and I was seriously debating about turning around. But that nervous excitement in my gut couldn’t be denied. I turned around to sit on his knee, but suddenly I felt his hands firmly at my hips. As I was sitting, he pulled me back and fully into his lap, all while doing his best jovial HO HO HO! My friends were all laughing and eating it up. I felt my face flush a bit with embarrassment- not just because of this whole Santa scene, but also because when I sat down, I could most definitely feel Santa’s package pressed against my asscrack. Fucking [banned word]. All of them I tell ya. And something was telling me this Santa was a gay [banned word]. “Ho Ho HO young man! And what is YOUR name?” Skeezy Santa asked . Up close, his makeup was terrible. Definitely theater makeup applied with a heavy hand, all caked and cracked. Over the phony rosy cheeks and highlighted by heavy eyeliner, his dark eyes twinkled. “Ummm, it’s Kyle,” I managed to reply. “Oh yes. Kyyyyyle. I remember you,” he nodded theatrically. “You do?” I asked naively. “Of COURSE! From my lists!” he laughed. “So. Have you been a good boy this year… or a bad boy?” He asked somewhat conspiratorily. “Um, shouldn’t you already know? Because lists,” I say sarcastically. (In case you couldn’t tell, I’m the sarcastic one in our group). That’s when Santa looks at me and for a second it’s like he’s looking into my soul. “Oh, I know exactly what you’ve been up to- I just enjoy hearing handsome lads plead their cases.” I gulp and am suddenly quite uncomfortable with all of this while my stomach continues doing backflips. “I, ah, I guess I’ve been pretty good this year. I’m getting good grades. Helping mom at home. Staying out of trouble. Stuff like that.” “So you have… so you have,” he says nodding again. And then he leans in closer and whispers “And yet you’ve also been a bit… naughty… haven’t you Kyle?” I catch the smell of cigarettes and a faint whiff of alcohol. He shifts a bit underneath me, and I can feel him stiffening inside his red velvet pants. From what I can tell, Santa’s proverbial stocking is definitely hung. Feeling his massive member pressing against my ass makes me shiver, and I feel a bit like I’m going to hurl. The simultaneous feelings of revulsion and titilation really mess me up. “I don’t know… what… what you’re implying…” I stammer. “Oh, I think you do,” he whispers even more quietly, punctuating it with a flex of his cock. “You’ve been more than a bit naughty this year—with some school chums, I’d wager Perhaps even your friend Matt?” I feel my face go hot with shame and embarrassment. He couldn’t possibly know my secret. That I liked guys. And worse- that I’ve had sex with a handful of guys from school. Sure it was mostly just blowjobs, but not always. And since this past summer, I’d been getting fucked about every other day by Jimmy Pulaski from the swim team. That was totally our secret to the grave! I could feel Santa’s eyes boring hungrily into me. “Oh Kyle,” he chided. “You know the song. I see you when you’re sleeping. I know when you’re awake. I know if you’ve been bad… watching gay porn on your phone and jacking off at night. Sucking off boys at sleep overs. Fantasizing about getting fucked by your cute friend Matt.” “I’m not familiar with those particular lyrics,” I manage to squeak out. This makes him laugh, like for real-real. “I know EXACTLY what kind of boy you are, Kyle. I can spot your kind a mile away,” he whispers with a grin. “And I’m pretty sure you can feel what kind of Santa I am.” Again, he grinds his now wickedly hard cock into my ass as he makes a show of adjusting me on his lap. And again I’m mortified- and aroused. Santa lets out a good round of Ho-ho-hos and I steal a glance at my friends. They are loving seeing me so uncomfortable. If only they knew why. “Oh Kyle. You have definitely been the highlight of my day! So here’s what Santa can do for you for Christmas. If you consider yourself a nice boy, then by all means, go back to your friends. Have fun here at the mall. Then go on home to your mom like a good lad, and I’ll make sure you get a little something under the tree this year.” Then he lowered his voice and the phony Santa schtick disappeared. “But if ya feel like being naughty? Well. I have a special BIG gift for you. And if you want that special gift- meet me here at 8 when my Santa’s village closes tonight.” He then mugged for the camera, and his Elf helper took our picture with a knowing smirk. I looked at the proof, but declined to purchase it. In it Santa looked like a sleazy Walt Whitman, and I looked like a deer caught in headlights. I rejoined my friends and we were off in a cloud of laughter. Matty and MJ were chatting loudly about how skeevy the Santa was, like it was all some big joke. Brit was just telling them to leave the old guy alone and that he probably really needed the job. And I was quiet- trying not to feel the ghost imprint of his cock against my ass. My friends and I hung around the mall for a couple more hours—hitting the food court for Sbarro and Egg Rolls, and generally bumming around and shooting the shit. I tried my best to be present and join in the conversations, but Santa’s words were rattling around my head. Of course I was a nice boy. I was just gonna head home tonight… right? So why was I even thinking about the way his big cock felt as I sat on his lap. And my was my stomach still all fluttery while I was thinking about it. 7:30 rolled around and we all decided it was time to beat it for home. We headed for the exit, and just as I was leaving I startled myself by saying, “Oh shit. I just remembered! I was gonna pick up something for mom for Christmas while I was here. You guys go on- I’ll catch you tomorrow at school.” We said our goodbyes , and suddenly I was alone. I was alone at the Mall. Where a sketch as fuck, hung Santa propositioned me. And I was actually entertaining the idea. What. The literal FUCK. Was I doing? The next 30 minutes were agony. I paced the mall, debating with myself. I should just go home. But I was curious. I wouldn’t have to do anything. I could maybe just ask him how he know about me? Was I obvious? No, I should just go home now. Forget this weird Santa business. But maybe I could just… see his dick? Not like actually touch it or anything because gross. But it felt massive. Like waaaay bigger than Jimmy’s. Or even Tony Scarpucci’s, which gagged the hell out of me that one time when he got drunk at homecoming. Why the fuck was I even entertaining this? He’s a pervy old fuck! I should just… And then it was 8:02 pm. And I found myself standing outside Santa’s sketchy village. The sign was flipped to closed, and the lights were off at the Gingerbread house. The elf guy was already out of costume and was helping to tidy things up. Santa looked up and saw me standing there and smiled. “I was wondering if you’d show up, kiddo,” he said. I just stood there and looked at my feet. “I can handle the rest, Eric. You can go on home. Now,” Santa said pointedly to Eric. Eric looked from Santa to me and smirked again. “Is Santa doing some special gift-giving tonight?” Eric asked breezily. Santa lay a finger on the side of his nose and winked. And with that, Eric said a cheery “have fun… and good luck, dude!” and left us alone. Santa turned to me. “So Kyle. I need to get out of this makeup and stuff. Come on into the house here and keep me company?” And he headed for the Gingerbread house door. “I thought this was just some phony prop,” I said. “It is,” he replied. “But it’s also our break room/dressing room. It’s small, but it works. And best of all, it’s private.” And with that I followed him inside. He locked the door behind us. Inside was definitely small. There was a rack for costumes, three vinyl chairs, and a small table/mirror setup with those round globe makeup lights. Scattered about the table was makeup, tissues, an ashtray and other detritus. It smelled like cigarettes and B.O. And … something else I couldn’t identify. “Cozy,” I quipped. He laughed. “Take a seat, kiddo.” Santa reached into a bag on the floor and pulled out a bottle of Jack Daniels. He unscrewed the top and took a healthy swig. He looked over at me and said, “Want a pull? Might help you relax some.” I shook my head. He just shrugged, set the bottle on the makeup table, and started to disrobe. “Oh! Um…” I kind of stammered. “Oh don’t worry. I just gotta get out of the jacket and hat and stuff.” He first took off the hat and wig and placed them on a stand. Then he took off the dirty jacket and the pads that were underneath to make him appear chubby. This Santa was actually quite thin underneath the padding and baggy clothing. He was nearly emaciated looking, but with a slight paunch. I was reminded of the Christmas Claymation special where Mrs. Claus says “Nobody likes a skinny Santa.” I kinda did. Soon Santa was standing in front of me, still in his red velvet pants, but also in a dirty wife beater. He had skinny, bony arms and on his shoulder was an odd tattoo—three interlocking semicircles. He still had the beard —I assumed it was spirit gummed in place. Without the hat, Santa was mostly bald, but with a rim of close cropped silver hair. I just stared up at him. “The illusion shattered, huh kid?” He said with a smile. “And by the way… my name is Carl.” Then he sat at the makeup mirror so he could start removing his makeup. He was old school—Vaseline and paper towels. I watched as he got to work. Our eyes met in the mirror. “So. You came back. Why?” He asked. “Honestly, I’m not sure. I guess I was just… curious?” “Curious about…?” he led. “Oh, I guess curious about how you knew I was… that I …” I trailed off. “That you were a horny little cocksucker?” He offered. “WHAT?” I shot back. “Kid, relax. It’s not like you scream “faggot” when I look at you. But we gays? We just know, ya know? Or at least I had a hunch. And you are cute as fuck, so I pushed it. Plus it was a dead night and I figured why the hell not? I might get lucky. And after your initial reactions to sitting in my lap and my… stiffness… I knew you weren’t about to blab to anyone.” “But… but how did you know about me… doing stuff… with guys?” Carl laughed at that. “Boy, you may not think it when you look at me, but I was a young faggot once too. I know what I was doing back I when I was your age. Besides, I could see the way you were looking at your friend Matt. I’ve had that same look on my face before.” My face flushed again with that. Suddenly he spun in his chair to face me. “So—while this is nice and all, let’s get down to brass tacks. Did you also come back tonight because you liked what you felt pressed up against that pretty little ass of yours?” Carl stated matter-of-factly. “Oh… um… I…” was about all I could get out. “So, that’s a yes. Yeah, all you boys seem to get turned on by big cock. Bet you’re hoping to see it too. Maybe just to see how big I really am?” he leered. I just looked away, and then nodded. “So, why don’t you help ol Saint Dick along a bit and tell me what all you’ve done with your buddy Matt?” he says as his hand drops to his lap. “I have NEVER done anything with Matt!” I say, flustered. “Well, you ain’t innocent. I can tell you’ve got some miles on ya. So tell me. Who’s fucking that tight little bubble butt of yours? Give an old horny Santa some details!” And here I was. Sitting in the broken down Gingerbread house in the middle of the dead mall with a sketchy old [banned word] Santa, and he was asking about my sex life. And I was honestly thinking about doing it. After all, I was here— and I’ve never told a soul about any of my escapades. I kinda liked the idea of speaking my truth out loud, you know? Boy, If you’d have told me this is where my day would have ended up, I’d have told you that you were smoking crack. So I took a deep breath and started to tell him about Jimmy. “The, um, most stuff I’ve done is with a guy in my class named Jimmy Pulaski. He’s on the swim team and one of the school jocks. I met him at this one girl’s birthday party over the summer. We were both drinking a little and he followed me into the bathroom because we both had to go. We both peed at the same time, and before I knew it we were making out. And then I was blowing him right there in the bathroom. It didn’t take long. Then about a week later he sees me at school and asks what I’m doing after. I tell him not much, and he invites me over because his parents don’t get home until 6. And we end up messing around again—me blowing him. Then it becomes this regular thing. And soon we go from blowjobs to him fucking me. The first time was in his bedroom after school. Mostly it’s in his bedroom, and it’s always him fucking me. He doesn’t blow me or jack me or anything- we just fuck. I mean, it’s fun I guess. I like it. Sometimes I even cum while he’s fucking me…” I’m lost in the remembrance for a moment, and then I snap out of it. My eyes dart down and I see Carl stroking himself through the red suit pants. He looks like he’s at full mast. “Ah, young lust. I remember those days well. When the straight boys just sort of fucked because it was convenient and fun. So, how’s that polack dick? Any good?” Carl inquires. “Um…yeah. It’s pretty decent. Thick. He’s uncut. Probably about 7 inches I guess? It feels good.” “No condom I’m guessing,” he says. It’s not really a question. I shake my head no. He cum in you?” “Yes,” I say quietly. “And you like that, don’t you?” Carl leers and licks his lips. “Yes,” I say again even more quietly. “And that’s what makes you a naughty boy. And I think it’s why you came back tonight.” I don’t respond, but the butterflies in my stomach are basically beating out a morse code of YESYESYES. Carl stands up slowly and his crotch is right in front of me. The red santa suit pants tent out obscenely in front of him. I sit there, frozen. “Go on, boy. You know you want to. Just unzip the pants and haul it out. It won’t hurt you… yet.” I hesitate, and he flexes it inside the pants. I can see a wet spot starting to seep through the velvet, darkening the fabric to the color of blood. I reach out slowly and brush his hardness through the pants. His dick jumps as he sucks in a sharp breath. “I can’t believe I’m actually going to do this,” I think. “But just a look. Just to see how big…”. And then my fingers find the fly and slowly pull down the zipper. I reach in and feel the heat pulsing from his groin. I have to fish around a bit to get him through the opening, but then there it is. This massive, ruddy, rock hard prong jutting out proudly from the santa pants. It’s hard to tell exactly how big he is, but it’s definitely the biggest dick I’ve seen. It’s of porn proportions. I grip the base of it just to feel it, and my fingers don’t touch around his girth. “Holy shit,” I manage. “I get that a lot,” he chuckles. He then reached down to also tug out his balls. He has the proverbial “old man balls” going on, but they’re equally as epic as his cock. His balls are BIG. And they HANG. They literally hang to the middle of his thighs. “Holy SHIT,” I say again. “In my youth, I spent time doing the ball stretching thing. And now gravity has taken over, especially when they’re full like they are now. After all, I had cute twink edge me up all day.” He looks down at me and winks. “They really get swinging when I’m fucking, too. They’ll swing and slap your nuts and dick.” I don’t know quite what to say to that. “Ok Kyle. Time to show me what that mouth can do. Suck me like you suck Jimmy,” he commands. “Um, I’m not sure…” I start. “Yes you are. You want it. That’s why you came here tonight. You want it all. You wanna taste it. And Once you get a taste, I bet you’re gonna want me to fuck you.” “Oh, I don’t think I could ever take THAT. It would rip me open!” I say. “You’d be surprised what a willing bottom can take,” he says. His dick jumps in front of me again, and a drop of precum squeezes out the piss slit and starts to drool down from the end in a long string. I reach out and touch it with my fingers, fascinated. And before I can even think about what I’m doing, I touch my fingers to my tongue. His precum is slightly bitter and salty. “There you go… that’s a good boy. Now, let’s get the head in your mouth.” My brain is racing again—what the fuck am I doing? Am I really going to go down on Sketchy Santa? At the MALL?? It’s getting late and I should be home. What that fuck kind of faggot am I? But then I look at that massive cock again and it hits me like a slap. I know exactly what kind of faggot I am. And I take the great knob of his cock into my mouth greedily. Carl’s head tips back and he lets out a big sigh as I start sucking him. Admittedly I don’t think I’m that good a cock sucker. I gag way too much and I really don’t know what all I should be doing. Mostly I just slurp around and move my hand up and down. Carl doesn’t seem to mind though. And jesus, he’s fucking big! I can maaaaaybe get 1/3 of him in my mouth before I gag and have to stop. I’ve heard of guys and girls deepthroating entire cocks (MJ brags that she can do it), but I can’t. His head is just too big to even think about going down my throat. I take a break from sucking and get my hands around him to sort of “measure” him. I put my right hand at the base, and my left on top of that. Then I took my right hand off and put it on top of my left… and the head of his dick was still above my thumb and forefinger. Fuck. Three full hands worth of dick. Plus the head! I also take a measure of his balls. I grab at the base of his ball sack, and his balls still hang freely below my hand. I experiment by trying to take one testicle in my mouth. Carl moans in delight as I tongue and lightly suck on one testie. There’s no way I could get both in. “You like Santa’s sack, huh boy?” Carl says. “Yeah, I do sir,” I reply as I go back to playing with his nuts. “Well, there’s lots of little toys in that sack just waiting for a good boy to receive them.” I went back to sucking his cock as best I could for awhile, but suddenly Carl steps back and away from my mouth. “Ok, boy. I think it’s time I got a closer look at that ass of yours.” He hoists me up by my armpits, spins me over to the makeup table and bends me over. “Oh, I don’t know about… I’ve never done….” I say with some trepidation. “Relax, kiddo. I’m just gonna eat that little pucker of yours. But first, let me get rid of this damn Santa beard.” In the mirror, I see him reach up and start to tug at the phony beard. “Wait! Um… can you leave the beard on?” I ask tentatively. “And… um… maybe put on the santa hat?” Carl meets my eyes in the mirror and chuckles. “Ho Ho Ho! Well it seems young Kyle has a Santa kink! You like silver daddies, Kyle? Santa types with beards? Is that what turns you on?” I blushed furiously in response. Honestly, I didn’t know why I asked. Sure, my head was always turned by older men— coaches, teachers, etc. But there was just something about this scene. The mall santa (sketchy as he was), the gingerbread house, the beard and the suit… for some reason it all enticed me. I couldn’t explain it. “Well Kyle. Let’s see if this hole is as naught and nice as I suspect it is.” Carl is now talking a bit more like Santa, and I gotta be honest. It’s doing it for me. How fucked is THAT? Carl pulls down my sweats to reveal my bare ass. I feel his bony hands pull open my ass cheeks, and then I feel his hot breath in the crack of my ass. “Fuckin beautiful,” he exhales, before diving his tongue into my quivering hole. I’ve never felt anything like this before. Nobody has ever eaten my ass, and the feeling is exquisite. The heat. The wetness. The movement of the tongue. The beard… my god. The BEARD! I can feel myself relaxing and trying to spread my legs wider, only to be hampered by the sweats binding my legs up. Carl sees what I’m doing and he deftly helps me lose my shoes and sweats. While still tonguing my fuckpucker, he pulls off my right shoe. And then he works my sweats down and off that foot. Once freed, I’m able to spread my legs wide and bend over more for Carl, so he has more access to my hole. And I’m loving every second. Mostly my eyes are closed for this, but I did open them briefly and I saw myself in the mirror. I almost didn’t recognize myself. The naked lust on my face. The blown pupils. “You’re a slut like MJ,” I thought to myself. “Only worse. You’re letting a random stranger do this. And not just a stranger—one old enough to be your grandpa.” And yeah. God help me, I fucking loved it. While Carl was buried in my butthole, I piped up and asked him. “Hey Carl? How old are you?” Carl stopped eating my ass and leaned back. “Why? How old are YOU?” he says suspiciously. “You’re a mall santa eating the ass of a young guy in your dressing house— something tells me you don’t really care how old I am,” I say. “Look kid. I ain’t no pedo. I like my boys to be old enough to know what they’re doing and appreciate this cock. And I would really prefer not to go back to prison so….” “Is that where you got that tattoo?” I gesture to his shoulder. He looks at it. “Oh yeah. That’s where I got it,” he says with a wry smile. “Well, don’t worry. As of September I’m old enough to vote and serve our country. All good.” Carl goes back to eating my ass. He pauses just long enough to say from my crack, “I’m 68.” “Wow. My grandpa Henry is only 61,” I say. “You turned off by a man 50 years your senior eating your hole, boy?” “No. Not at all. Actually, it’s kinda hot knowing that older guys are still horny for it.” And to show that he is, he redoubles his efforts on my hole. I’m not sure how long Carl ate my ass. He kept tonguing and spitting and tonguing and spitting, and occasionally teasing my hole with a finger. I could feel my back arching and my ass pressing back into his face and finger—I knew what I wanted, but I didn’t think I could take what was bound to happen next. Carl, being a savvy man of the world could read my body language. He stood up and moved behind me. Our eyes locked in the mirror as he did this. I watched as he drooled a lot of spit out onto my ass and his cock, and then I felt him slowly start to slide his massive meat against my spit slick crack. Just the feel of that much cock sliding against me has me almost cumming. Involuntarily I start moving in rhythm with his humping motion, getting that monster to slide in my crack like a Chicago footlong in a bun. I see him reach across the makeup table where he grabs the jar of Vaseline. Shit- I guess we’re going old school for this, I think. He scoops up a generous portion and starts to finger my hole with it. He’s very good—teasing and circling around slowly. Eventually working in a finger. Then two. But I’m tensing up for the fingering. No guy has ever put a digit in me either—only dick. So his bony fingers feel sharp and foreign. Next he slathers up his dick with another goodly amount of Vaseline. I see his hefty meat shining in the lights from the mirror. He goes back to rubbing it against my ass, and then he stops and positions his head at my pucker. “Wait. Shouldn’t we get a condom?” “Why? You don’t make Jimmy wear one. Or the other guys. Why start now? And trust me—it’s going to be hard enough getting this inside without the friction and tightness of a condom.” And to emphasize his point, Carl nudges his head forward a fraction of an inch. Even with the Vaseline it burns a bit. “Oh dear baby jesus… that’s never going in,” I said with a shiver. “Oh yes it will. All it takes is a little Christmas magic,” he says. Carl reaches into the pocket of his Santa pants and pulls out a small, brown bottle. He hands it to me. “What’s this?” I say? “Christmas magic, of course,” he says with a grin. “You ever wonder how Santa can get his fatness up and down all those tight, little chimneys? Well, a little whiff of what’s in this bottle is all it takes.” I am really hesitant at this point, and I draw the line at drugs. So I just hold the bottle, and Carl says “Suit yourself.” And he starts to push inside me. “Oh FUCK that hurts!” I cry out as I try to squirm away. “Hush up!” Carl commands. “These walls aint exactly soundproof.” He starts to slowly push in again. “Wait wait wait!” I whisper. “I think I need some magic.” Carl pauses as I uncap the bottle. I’m met with a sweet, yet acrid chemical smell. “Just place the bottle under you nose and inhale a bit. It’s like smelling salts… for your asshole.” So I place the bottle under my nose and take a deep sniff. The warmth soon floods over my body and I feel tingly and a bit dizzy. I also notice a pressure at my asshole. A slightly burning, stretching feeling, and a fullness inside. Somewhere in my brain, I realize that Carl’s huge penis is starting to make it’s way inside me. I also dimly realize that it hurts a bit, but I also kinda don’t mind that it hurts a bit. “Oh my god…” I exhale. “Just you wait, kiddo. I ain’t even CLOSE to being all the way in. Take another whiff and we’ll see how far I can get.” With a few more inhalations of the brown bottle and some steady pressure from Carl, he slowly starts to make forward progress. Carl has one of those dicks that is ramrod straight and hard, but not like steel. There is still a little sponge to the head and shaft. Like he’s 95% hard and rarin’ to fuck. Soon I feel my ass stuffed to the point of tearing. I also feel a dull pain inside where evidently Carl’s prick has hit bottom. “Ouch,” I tell him. “I think that’s as much as I can take. Maybe you should pull out now.” “You mean like this?” he says, as he slowly starts to retreat out of me. The long pullout is intense and makes me shudder as his meat drags across my prostate. “Oh FUCK me that’s good!” I manage to croak out. Carl doesn’t pull all the way out. Instead, he leaves his head parked inside and adds more Vaseline to his dick. Then he starts the long, slow slide back in. His dick moves more easily this time—like either I’m relaxing more or the Vaseline has finally slickened me up enough. Carl bottoms out again, and backs out again. Rinse. Repeat. And I occasionally hit the bottle for relaxation help. After a few minutes, he pushes in to the stopping point again. “Kid, we gotta get past this point. I’m at your second ring and I got a good two inches left of dick to give you. You need to trust me that once I get past this point, you are gonna find the true meaning of Christmas. So take a good whiff and relax for me.” I do as I’m told and I exhale and will myself to relax. I feel Carl’s massive head pushing deep inside my guts. It hurts, I’m not going to lie. But in a weird way. Like, it’s both a sharp and dull ache inside me, but there is a pleasure quotient that is also undeniable. He pushes ever so slowly and the pain builds, and then… Joy to the motherfucking WORLD! “Now THAT’S a good boy!” Carl exclaimed. “You just made my secret ‘special’ Naughty List!” The feeling when his head breached that deep deep place inside me? I honestly don’t know how to describe it. Once his head popped in—I felt his cock slide easily all the way to the root inside me. The brief intense pain was replaced by pleasure that nearly caused my knees to buckle. “Oh… my… God… Oh……. My……. GOD!” I gasped. Carl stayed buried inside me and made small movements back and forth and around, and all of it was pure pleasure. Then he slowly withdrew, maybe about midway, and then pushed forward again. This time his head popped in with only a little resistance.” “Now you’re opening up. I told you Santa had a big ol present for a special boy!” I was now freely hitting the bottle and getting more into the fuck while Carl started to slowly pick up tempo. I honestly lost track of time in my haze, but before long, Carl was really giving me all of this dick. Like slowly pulling out until only his head was inside, then shoving in until his bony hips slapped my muscle butt. “Wow, I can’t believe I’m taking it all!” I groan. “Yeah, all the precum I’m leaking has lubed you up inside so your guts are slick. We can get to fuckin now,” he says. Carl then started to fuck and snap his hips forward. That’s when I felt the first ball slap. As promised, his balls swung forward and tapped mine making me gasp. “Oh!” The feeling both startled me and turned me on. “Told ya, kiddo. My balls will really get to slapping you now.” And they did. More bottle snorts, more relaxation, and I caught myself in the mirror again. This time I watched. It was like I was watching one of the porn scenes I so frequently jacked off to. Only I was also feeling the pleasure from the fuck at the same time. The guy in the mirror was gooned out all the way, tongue lolling out, drooling on the table. Fucking back onto Santa with every thrust and having his balls slap repeatedly into his balls and taint. And Santa was gripping the guy in the mirror’s hips hard, as he hungrily watched his cock disappear repeatedly inside the young guy’s ass. “Oh Christ kid, you’ve got me close!” Santa says. Carl keeps fucking me with all of his might and I swear I feel his cock get harder. Like that extra 5%, which translated into like another half inch of dick and some extra girth. I’m feeling every damn thrust from him and my insides are starting to ache mightily. His balls are also tightening up, as they’re now only slapping into my taint, which is oddly working up my own orgasm. I know what’s coming (or so I think) and the small, intellectual part of my brain is saying “don’t let this stranger cum inside you.” But the animal side of my brain has fully taken over now and I find myself willing him to cum. I WANT to feel him cum inside me. I DESERVE it after all. “You ready for your gift Kyle? Santa has a special gift for naughty boys!” His eyes lock on mine in the mirror. “It’s coming. Do you want Santa’s gift? Tell me you’ve been a naughty boy. Beg me for your gift!” “Fuck yeah, Santa! I’ve been so fucking naughty! Letting guys fuck me. I want your special gift for Christmas! Please Santa?” “Here it come’s boy! A gift you’ll never forget!” And with that he thrusts one more time, hard, and buries himself deep inside me. And I feel it. I feel him cum. The throbs of his orgasm cause his cock to press deeper inside me and stretch my hole. I feel every spurt. Every dick twitch as he unloads all the way up inside me. The feeling of him cumming inside me pushes me over the edge. This entire time I’ve been rock hard and leaking precum everywhere, but I haven’t once touched my dick, and neither has Carl. But we didn’t need to. Carl is still spurting inside me when I arch back and start launching my load. I’m proud to say I completely spackled that makeup mirror and table. It was running down in streaks like a scene in a horror film. Carl saw it and just chuckled. “I’m gonna have to clean that before Eric comes in tomorrow,” he says. Now that I’ve cum, the realization of what I’ve done is starting to set in. I start to panic a little as I pull off Carl’s softening dick. When he slides out of my ass, a large blob of cum drips out of my hole and hits the floor. “Oh my god! You fucked me. You CAME in me! What the fuck was I thinking?? Jesus, you tricked me you fucking [banned word]!” I spat. “Now now, Kyle, don’t get chippy. You wanted this. You know you did. And hell, I just bet in a couple days you’ll come back to visit Santa because that ass will be craving another Christmas gift.” I start to reply but am cut short by a PA announcement from the Mall. “The Mall will be closing in 5 minutes. Please make your way to the exits.” “Better get going home to Mom, kiddo,” Carl says with a smirk. “Hope you enjoy your gift. Oh, and if you want more, you know where to find me. Maybe next time I can arrange for another Santa too? I know Terry the black Santa here would love a shot at that ass.” I pulled up my sweats, threw on my shoe and beat feet for the exit… and home. I beat myself up the entire drive home, cursing Carl and my stupidity. I dashed past mom while apologizing for being late and ran to my room. As I lay in bed, I tried to forget what had happened at the mall. But my sore wet ass was a constant reminder. As was my relentless boner that took jacking off 3 times to make go away. And yeah- I thought about Carl’s cock breeding me every time I jacked for the next 4 days. Until I went back to the mall on Monday evening….

Love to go to a bearUnion

The irony, of course, is that gay men didn't exactly fare well in Nazi Germany. [think before following links] https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0118698/

I've always enjoyed the discussion forums. Before BZ started most of the hookup sites had discussion forms that is actively participated any, few currently have them (Squirt is the only one Im sure still has one) at all all and none that I know of are still active. I also found it interesting that, there are gay dating sites/apps (I assumed there were), but guys either aren't reading or understanding the purpose and try to use them as hookup sites, the inverse of the guys posting dating type profiles and ads on sites like BBRT and Sniffies which are very clearly geared to hooking up. Why is it so difficult for us to sort this out and use appropriate channels, there would be a lot less signal interference if we did. I know @rawTOP has hopes of creating a hookup site someday, maybe he needs to create a sibling dating site, and make their purposes clear enough that users can sort it out and place appropriate profiles on one or both sites. It seems like they would both be more successful if we could accomplish the sorting.

I agree with you. I was very young, 4th grade, when I caught the eye of a teacher. I've never repressed these memories, but I didn't associate them with my depressive episodes until I found an amazing therapist, who performed emdr. (Emdr.org) it was such a huge step towards some semblance of "normalcy." I too would love to strangle that POS, but I imagine he's dead and roasting in hell. I think some may romanticize the experience but probably don't make stuff up. If they do, them let's consider what is the source of this desire to make up some appalling fantasies. 🤔

For your first story, you've done fine. Describing Jesse's insights into the power dynamics between the two provides an intensity not usually seen in many slam/PNP stories (or at least, the ones I've read). And bonus points [pun inTended] for no run-on sentences and for writing in paragraphs.

Love it. My first sexual experiences were with found filled condoms.

Have done this a fair few times. Sucking the loads out of the left over used condoms is always a good way to fill gaps between tops or push it in as extra lube as well.

Jeff came to consciousness strapped into a sling, his arms were free enough that he could operate a poppers sniffer, but not reach his tits. His tits were now wearing regular alligator clips. He could see and feel that his body was very sore all over, although someone had rubbed an ointment all over him that soothed a little. His asshole throbbed in time to the beat around yet another big plug. Dark trance music played and he could hear the sounds of porn on the several screens around the room. His eyes focused on one screen and saw himself, tied in a sling, getting punched by Daddy Ben’s big balled fist. He almost didn’t recognize himself in the video, but he rembered those moments well, his pussy throbbing with hunger around the plug. Noticing he was awake, Abdul got up from the low leather sofa set up again the wall where he and Omar and been watching and jacking their hard cocks. He reached over and showed him a yellow enema bag. “This is chempiss collected from sex parties and sex clubs all over Chicago, and all of our chempiss that didn’t got directly in your mouth or ass earlier,” he said, “Enjoy the ride—and don’t worry we dissolved a few extra shards in it to make sure you get a full dose.” He then pulled the big plug out of Jeff’s hole and threaded the thin tube inside the boy hole. The boy slowly opened around the questing tube until Abdul could tell that it was as far it would go. It was very deep, 18.5 inches according the depth marker on the tube. He released the flood and filled the boy full from that depth until his second chamber, he then filled the boys first and second chamber with all that remained. Within seconds of this process starting he could tell the boy was feeling it, his eyes going black from dilated pupils and his body squirming. He spanked the boy to make the hole close as he removed the tube. He then inserted a tube connected to a small air pump, into the boys second hole and followed this with a wide but relatively flat plug. He then gave the boy pumps of air to force the piss deeper and make him wider. He did this as the boy groaned, and when he went rigid and gasping he stopped. He held the boy at that point for several moments until he saw the hunger take over and he released the valve so a bit of the air could escape—they didn’t want to rapture anything, just get the boy wide open. He then wired up his cock and balls and put it on a steadily increasing program that went just a few steps into the shouting pain level. This made the boy twist and turn, and caused the piss to slosh around and deliver a fresh payload of fire to the boy’s colon. After about 30 minutes, Omar came over and gave Jeff’s genitals a punishing series of increasingly hard jolts. He then played with the settings for a while, increasing the setting that caused the boy to scream each time. Finally, he stopped and pumped the boys hole several pumps passed where Abdul had gotten—the Tina was opening the boy up well. Once the boy went rigid, at about six beyond what Abdul had done. He gave him three more until until the boy was crying. He held the boy there for three minutes, enjoying the look of the boy alternating between pain and a desire for stretching. He then released a good bit of air and pumped the boy’s hole back up to desperation and then down again. After doing this several times- Jeff was panting but still moving his body like he needed a fuck—Omar set the electrical on a very painful level and pumped the boy up hard at the same time. The boy went rigid and he gave him two more pumps. The boy started screaming. Omar let him scream for a minute then gave him one more pump while raising the level of the electrical to max. Within seconds Jeff was begging “Please, Master, please Master.” Omar responded with two more pumps causing Jeff to howl. When Abdul heard Jeff begging, he came over, his cock hard as a rock. They held the twink in this state of unbearable pain for four minutes in total. They first let the air out of his hole, but his beautiful eightpack cramped and twisted as if still stretched. They then removed the electro wires and Jeff lay their panting. But the huge amount of Tina that had been drive deeper and deeper into his body already began to make him writhe with lust. “We must fuck him, brother,” Abdul said, “I need to use him now.” Omar nodded and smiled. Abdul got between the boys legs and slapped Jeff hard to get his attention. “You want our big cocks, boy?” Jeff was barely coherent, but he immediately started begging, “Fuck me forever, master, fuck me forever.” Abdul popped the dildo out, release a gush of piss, and then he penetrated the boy to the root, driving piss out of the boys hole but also deeper than any chems had ever been inside Jeff. Abdul settled in for a hard fuck, the floor of the dungeon becoming increasingly wet as piss dripped down Abdul’s huge bull balls. They both fucked him for a while, and finally they picked Jeff up and made him let out all the remaining piss. Everybody showered together, and they gave the boy a few big water enemies, filling him with more and more each time. Each time they filled him to the point where he was groaning from pain, they made him hold it a minute. They did this several times, mostly just for their general enjoyment of seeing Jeff suffer. They finally relented and Abdul picked Jeff up and put him back into the sling. Some of their slaves and been into the room while they were showering and everything was spick and span. They had set up a big toy chest, with all sizes and shapes of dildos and plugs, and a huge tub of lubricant. A small leather box lay open, full of pre-measured doses of Tina in small doses, and a couple of dozen points, all clearly marked with the dosage. There was a smaller squeeze bottle of lube marked “Pussy Hunger” with a photograph of a trashed boycunt under it. Jeff smiled: Tina spiked lube. Next to that was another big closed box that Jeff assumed was more Tina. Abdul handled him a small capsule and a small bottle of Gatorade. “That’s some of the finest ecstasy from Amsterdam and a small dose of GHB to wash it down.” Jeff smiled, and said “Thank you, Master,” and immediately swallowed the pill and chugged the GHB. Both men came and made out with him together, whispering about how they were going to trash his cunt and send him to paradise. Abdul went down to the boys hole, which by this point was twitching with desire. He picked up the squeeze bottle of laced lube and shoved it into the boys hole and squeezed a huge amount of it in Jeff’s gaping hole. He turned to Omar and said, “Call and tell Ezekiel to make two more batches this size, please brother. I want to trash this hole.” And trash his hole they did. They spent very little time opening him before they started moving around in the boys hole, making it wider and questing deeper. They didn’t go too crazy, though. They made sure Jeff was feeling the stretch and were extremely demanding but they weren’t particularly brutal based on what Jeff had experienced from his own Daddies and their friends. After about 90 minutes, while Omar was being really demanding on depth, pushing the boy to take his crane-shaped fist up to 3/4s of the way to the elbow. He then looked to Abdul, and said “Now, brother, unleash the boy’s beast.” Abdul efficiently unbound the boys right arm and pulled it out straight. Jeff, well- trained pig that he was made a fist. Abdul quickly food a vein and showing expertise from years of pointing boys, he quickly registered blood and sent a 1/4 gram dose into the boy. Jeff coughed loudly, and immediately chanted “Destroy me, Master, please.” Abdul felt the boys hole open up and he slid into the boy nearly to the elbow. Now they did go brutal, while Jeff begged them for more. They were soon punching him elbow deep with their fists in a smaller shape. Once he got opened and comfortable, they increased their brutality, going in with a small fist but pulling out with a full square fist. Jeff was in pig heaven, his head thrashing and riding the waves of pain and pleasure. After a couple of hours, they fed the boy’s hole a 1/4 gram vial, Omar shoving it in with a full square fist and dumping as much if it all around the boys pussy as deep as he could go. They then doubled him, moving quickly from a flat hand to a joined fist. Jeff couldn’t take this smoothly, and perched with it half way in, panting and groaning, they kept pushing and told him to huff big huffs of his poppers. As the poppers kicked in the boy’s cunt opened and the joining fist entered. Jeff gave a small scream and panted. The men slowly pushed in, not stopping until the hole stopped, the boys hole was tight as a drum around the huge diameter of their joined forearms. Omar smiled at his brother and said “Now,” and both he and his brother slipped two finger into the boy’s stretched hole. Jeff groaned and then moaned even more loudly as more of the massive pair of arms entered him. They were persistent and demanding, and almost got to the elbow. When it became clear that, as much as Jeff clearly wanted it, his hole wouldn’t stretch more, the joined fists began fucking him, increasing the speed until it was a full joined punch and Jeff was screaming in ecstasy. Their brutality increased five fold, now that the boy was open. One of them would torture the boys cock, balls, and tits while the other one brutally punched him. Jeff was so high he relished the abuse and begged for more. When each of the men was able to punch fuck him to the elbow, the joined their first together and stretched him past the elbow, until his hole was tight around their combined elbow. They pushed him hard and the two elbows went inside. This brought the boy to awareness and he screamed. They stayed completely still until he started fucking himself on the huge mass of joined arms. They fisted him for eight hours, and when they tired of this, Omar got him out of the sling and carried him, fisting the young twink the entire time, over to a more comfortable padded gyno chair. Abdul secured his wrists and arms comfortable but immobile. This next bit of assplay was intended to cause the boy pain, and so he would only get poppers when one of them wanted him to have them. Omar secured his ankles and legs and adjusted it so the boy’s hole was at a comfortable arm height and admired the boys trashed boycunt. Omar made a wide square fist and brutally shoved it in. He then punch fucked Jeff hard, going deeper and deeper relentlessly while his brother adjusted straps to give the boy’s body some play of movement. He got to his shoulder and stopped, Jeff panting and groaning loudly, he the pushed forward slowly but firmly until he was buried shoulder deep in the pig. “Send him to paradise, brother,” he said, and Abdul quickly gave the boy the largest slam of the night, nearly 1/2 gram. After the boy coughed and Abdul felt his hole turn hungry he pushed forward hard, burying his huge shoulder until the boy’s cunt was tickled by his pubes. He punched the boy at this depth for quite a while, Jeff turning again into a mess of pain and desire. While Omar further trashed the boys cunt, Abdul set up to do the thing he liked best. He loved to torture boys deep in their holes by using all manner of very firm or hard depth toys, and long toys with all sorts of dificult or painful bumps, spikes, or ridges. The boys almost perceived it as torture at first, but by the point he did this they were so fucked up that they begged him not to stop. When Omar tired of deep fisting the boy, he motioned for Abdul to have his turn. Jeff’s hole was even more trashed now, hanging open and wet, his regularly pumped asslips ragged. He started with a specially prepared toy. It was thin depth trainer with all kinds of ridges, hollow and small bumps. The entire thing—ever ridge and hollow was coated with finely ground Tina. Abdul splipped the toy in, careful to keep it running in one direction as it delivered its payload from its highest points. He was relentless and slowly pushed it well past Jeff’s limits. Jeff had long ago went rigid, his entire hole burning, but Abdul didn’t stop until he got to the base, a ball of silicone about the double the size of a baseball, covered in spiky silicon. He shoved the thing in one brutal push, sending the boy screaming for a brief few seconds. Once the boy calmed down, he starting twisting the ball and its very long tail buried deep in Jeff’s guts. This movement caused the entire toy to deposit Tina deeper than the boy had ever experienced. Within minutes the boy was being punched fucked by the brutal ball while Jeff just begged to be used. Abdul used increasingly stiffer and more difficult toys on the boy, his tears and begging for mercy made Abdul’s cock increasingly hard. The play followed a predictable cycle, as Jeff experienced new sensations deeper than he ever had, he would first perceive it as pain. But slowly the Tina hunger would awaken and he would be begging for more. Once he got a particularly brutal hard silicone toy covered in tennis sized balls buried in the boy (it took 20 minutes, it caused so much pain), Abdul left it there as the boy started relaxing around the toy and begging to be fucked. He then grabbed two of his toys that had most boys begging almost right away. There were two version of this toy, one larger than the other. They were a series of irregular metal shapes attached to a thin flexible but still rigid lengths. The were covered with small pumps and whirls and every other one had a small area of blunt spikes. He coated the toys in lube and an enormous amount of Tina. As Abdul intended, Jeff started begging for him to stop after the first three entered his hole. The toys had very little give and forced his colon to line up. Abdul knew the boy could take it—Omar’s arm didn’t bend eíther and he had taken it to the shoulder. The smaller one was just bicep deep length. But Omar’s arm wasn’t coated in ridges and spikes nor did it contain a Tina burn. Abdul worked slowly and carefully, but he was relentless—the minute he sensed Jeff’s hole opening up he went for it. After the first one was all in, he popped his fist in and slowly pushed the toy until the last square was in the boys second hole, stretched around the thing. Now he gently twisted the thing, and Jeff screamed as he felt the scraping of his skin and the Tina still lodged all around started entering his bloodstream. Within seconds he was begging “Please, more, Master.” So Abdul gently fucked him, still twisting and turning for a few minutes. He then removed his hand and just slightly too fast he pulled the thing out in one way. While Omar gave the boy several big huffs of poppers and then stood by with more poppers ready, Abdul recoated the second one with a second layer of Tina. He had been given leeway to destroy the boy entirely. The larger toy was about as long as his arm, about as deep as Omar’s shoulder. But it ended in a chain mail glove glistening with lube and Tina. He was able to be a little rougher with the boy—the boy’s need to help in the destruction of his own hole was strong. Abdul pushed a little faster, and would get different shapes in and fuck the boy gently before going in. He went rigid at about the depth of the smaller toy and Abdul slowed way down. He got Jeff to open his cunt for another two difficult box-shaped bumps, when he squeezed a bulb connected to a thin tube that ran the center of the custom toy. A small door popped open at the top of the toy and small river of lube laced wih a quarter gram of Tina flowed out. Once he felt the need and hunger register, and the boy’s hole opened with fresh desire, he indicated “Poppers brother.” As Jeff started on his third hit he increased the pressure and the boy hole opened deeper and the final shape went in. Without missing a best Abdul twist gently and the toys delivered a fresh load of Tina from the depth of Abdul’s shoulder all along Jeff ‘s colon to the outer chamber. The Tina entered his bruised and swollen veins deep in his hole, and Abdul increased the roughness, Jeff’s beautiful face twisting, alternating between pain and pleasure. “Double poppers, brother” he said. And as the boy was flying on his eight hit in that set Abdul pushed his square first covered in chain mail in, driving the toy deeper. Jeff’s uterly rigid his mouth in a sllent howl, he fists clenched in shock at the huge invasion of Tina burn and size in his ass and the sudden deep penetration. Abdul then Abdul slowly began pushing his fist deeper, coming to rest just inside the boys second hole. Jeff screamed now— they always did, no matter how many times they had experienced it and Abdul carefully opened his fist and coated the boys second chamber. Not even waiting for it to take effect he began to slowly fist the boys second hole, making the long metal tail attached to his fist fuck the boy as well. Now Jeff began to really feel it and started trying to help. Once that happened Abdul withdrew his fist and slowly pulled the rest of the toy out. He reached down to the last toy that had taken the boy so long to take. It slide in to the hilt without a hitch. He grabbed the tail of it and pushed his fist in. Again the boy took it deeper. For the next two hours he and Omar alternated. Omar would deep fist the boy, getting harder and more brutal, sometimes adding textured gloves or spiked ones. Abdul would use different toys shaped like ones Jeff and taken until he found a size the boy found hard. Then he would slowly open the boy up as he cried and begged first “ Master, please, no more,” then “Master, more, please, use me more.” When the twins tired of using the boy, they called Ezekiel who blindfolded the boy and led him to a small guest room. When he took the blindfold off Jeff was surprised to see one wall alternating between still photos of his defilement and debasement before the twins, in many scenes his mouth was open in a scream. He immediately got hard, and Ezekiel laughed and said, “I told you they were addictive.” He led Jeff into a a small bathroom and gave him a series of very deep enemas. Then he bathed the boy, and after drying him with a soft fluffy towel he rubbed an antibiotic ointment all over the boy. He then handed him a pill and told him to take it. Ezekiel gently tucked the boy into bed, saying quiet “ My masters are very pleased with you, beautiful boy, rest now so they can have you again tomorrow.”

I love verbal, but it's got to feel authentic. There's nothing worse than a top saying 'yeah, take that you filthy faggot' half-heartedly.... really puts me off.

I am completely distracted up until the lunch break and a little excited all in one. I am your average stocky guy. Nothing special at all and wouldn’t get a second glance from most guys. My only success with being fucked is usually anonymous and most success I have ever had is through glory hole when the guy can’t see me or my face. So, this is a completely new and confusing experience for me. David is over 6’ tall, clearly works out with the god given 32” waist. You know the type that can wear a tight-fitting business shirt to work and look professional and sexy all in one. He has a 5-day blonde beard and has that sensual subtle tell-tale smell of cigarette smoke about him. Midday comes along and, on the dot, David is standing at my desk telling me it is time for lunch. As there are a few people around in the open office, he makes it look official and says he wants to take me to lunch to go over a proposal. We get into the lift to go down to the ground floor and we are the only ones in the lift. Without any warning David moves in and shoves his tongue down my throat with a wet passionate kiss quickly before the lift stops for someone else. He stands back as though nothing happened when the doors open to let some others in. I am standing there with my cock immediately growing from the kiss and still processing what just happened and basking in the taste of his smoker breath and sensation from his scratchy beard when he kissed me. I try to adjust myself so my hard on is not so obvious. David looks at my crotch and then me and smiles and winks as I try to hide my sudden excitement. We step outside like two normal businessmen, and he lights up a cigarette and we walk a couple of blocks to a café where we wait to be seated. We chat about work like nothing has happened and as we wait to be seated David casually places his hand on my arse and leans in and says, “please tell me I am still in there from last night”. I chuckle slightly and look at him and respond, “yeah, you and 6 others”. David squeezes my arse as we get assigned a seat. Sitting opposite me, I have to broach the subject of what many would say is a “mismatch”. And ask him why the fuck he would be interested/turned on by me. “Simple” he says, “you know what they say, opposites attract. Add to that I was watching you all day yesterday and how you interacted with all the others in the office. You are smart, confident, and considerate and that really turned me on. I also prefer stocky guys”. He makes sure his knee is touching mine under the table all through lunch as we talk about the previous night. I say, “that was pretty bold last night.” David responds, “Listen, I know what I like, and I know what I want. But I am also not a fool. Hence the notes. I’ll be honest with you. I was pozzed 3 months ago by my ex-boyfriend. He was a hot guy but was a jerk too. I thought we were exclusive and obviously he wasn’t. We broke up about 6 months ago and hooked up one night after when I was drunk and horny. I let him fuck me raw and breed me which is quite unusual as I am mostly a top, but he insisted, and I was drunk. Long story short, he knew exactly what he was doing and pozzed me.” “That sucks” I reply. “I had seen you online in some of the meetings and thought you were cute, but also very attractive from a personality sense. When I saw you online yesterday, I thought, fuck it, and did what I did last night. I was more worried you wouldn’t be interested if you knew my status first. That, and I really wanted to fuck you too” he laughs. “So, I left the note like I did to protect myself and hence the code with the collar. I figured if you didn’t do the collar, I would not say anything. And I guessed you weren’t really concerned about catching anything since you were taking random loads too”. I smile at him and chuckle a bit, “I really can’t argue with that. So, what was your plans when I did indicate it was ok?” “We are here now, right? And, if you haven’t guessed, I am staying in the same hotel as you”. “Shame I am here for only one more night then.” I say. We chat some more about general stuff and every time his touches me or his knee touches mine it is like electricity going through me. He explains he is quite toxic since he has not done anything about treatment since confirmed poz. I become a lot more comfortable chatting to him and openly say he fits a certain criterion for me. “What is that” he says. “I kind of group guys into certain categories and you fall into the top one. This is purely physical. You are the type of guy I look at and genuinely think I don’t care I he is poz, I’d let him do anything to me just for one night of sex from him”. “Would you extend that to 2 nights of sex?” Without thinking or hesitation (almost by accident), I blurt out “mate you’re the kind of guy I’d marry after one night lol”. David laughs and we go back to chatting and he is saying I need to clean out again after work, but tonight I am all his “if I want”. Like I need to think twice about that. We go back to work and at 5pm on the dot I am out the door and off to my room to clean out. I don’t see David for the rest of the afternoon. I assume he is in meetings all afternoon. I get into my black jock strap, jeans, and black t-shirt. Sure, enough there is a knock at my door at 6pm and standing there as I open the door is David. Six-foot-tall man god. Wearing tight 501 jeans and tight white t-shirt with V-neck proudly displaying his blonde hairy chest at the neck. He pushes in and the door closes behind me as he pushes me to the wall and devours me with kisses. He smells and tastes so good I am almost rock hard in seconds. His 9” cock is struggling against his tight jeans. After 5 minutes of non-stop kisses, he breaks away and says, “this time full disclosure” and lifts his t-shirt up to reveal a tight six pack hidden behind beautiful soft blonde hair that leads of to his hairy chest and disappears down past his belt line. I recall that I never saw him the previous night. I only felt him. He pulls the top of his jeans down just enough to show his small biohazard tattoo. It is still raised as it is only a few months old and I softly touch and caress the tattoo. He kisses me again and says, “I’m taking you to dinner, but would like to enjoy dinner with you knowing I was already inside you.” I smile and before I can say anything he spins me around. He kisses my neck from behind and undoes my belt and jeans and pulls the back down. The undoes his jeans and in one slow movement he is inside me. It only takes a few minutes before he speeds up and says, “take my poz babies” and bottoms out as he grunts and groans as he floods me with his toxic seed. It is so intense that I cum inside my jocks hands free. He eases out and pulls his jeans up and I do the same and turn around and kiss him again. He slides his hand down the front of my pants to discover it is all wet from me cumming. He smiles and lifts his hand up to his mouth and licks his fingers clean. “Damn, I will need to quickly change before we go out.” And he responds, “no need” and kneels down and proceeds to lick up all my seed. He then stands up and looks at me and says, “that may be your last neg load you know”. He has a few drops of my seed on his beard, so I lean up and lick it off and kiss him. “Well, if you’re the dad, I am not complaining”. To be continued…

Someone just proved himself to be a complete moron who doesn't take science seriously. Please go fuck off. This bullshit has been going on since the 1990s with people like Peter Duesberg and other charlatans.. It's not clever, it's not truthful, it's not remotely backed up by science.

Well there have times when I have consider myself a sex addict and even tried to find support from professional la that have tried to help me change the behavior with other activities, basically in my case I have been diagnosed with anxiety as plenty other people these days so sex and enjoying other person is one of the mechanisms I used to remain and enjoy the present I am never thinking about the future when I am with a man , the problem is that I scape most of the afternoons from work to the bathhouse or similar (home office), constantly have guys breeding me during workhours , there was even a guy rimming me while I was presenting a project delivery with the cam on in front of 20 people. the main clue I have for it to be an addiction is because I clearly can differentiate when the sex is based is normal biological hornyness ( I am more selective of being with guys I found hot or will have chemistry with, I care about having an erection and cum even if I am being a bottom, I enjoy the pre-games more i am even more versatile, etc…) and when it is being of sexual anxious urges( no loads refused , no matter if I cum or get hard , put pressure on the top to cum faster so I can jump to the next one, alcohol is involved so I see them more attractive anyway as any addict I found my addiction to be the best thing in the world and don’t understand people addicted to anything else being sex natural and coming from inside your body. I tried to sleep, eat healthy and exercise body and mind to mitigate the consequences of this lifestyle but yeah sometimes I wish I could controlled it a little bit better so I can use the time , resources and energy into other aspects or projects in my life.

I like to be verbal, I never breed someone the 1st time without letting them know I'm about to cum, and very seldom breed a regular without letting on. I prefer the tops do the same for me when I bottom.

Mike answered his phone “Hey mom! Good to heat from you!” “Hey sweetie I have some news I think you should sit down if you aren’t already” his mom said in a serious tone. “I’m sitting” Mike said bracing himself for a shock “Your father had a heart attack. He didn’t make it” She said Mike felt… nothing “He never changed his will so I am stuck being executor. There is no estate or anything just some papers to deal with and a box of old photograph and letters” “Thanks for telling me Mom” Mike said “It’s good to close that chapter of my life” “Mike sweetie. I don’t know how to tell you this. Going through his letters I found out… Mike you have a brother” John sighed and reached for a painting getting ready to pack it to go into storage when he heard the shop door open “We’re closed” He said through the door to his “gallery” which was just a small room attached to the back of his dad’s gas station/convenience store. John’s dad had been an incredible man. He thought back to the day 5 years back just after his mom died when his dad had told him that he had married his mom when John was a year old and had adopted him. “Best thing I ever did in my life” he had said “I could not love you more if you were my flesh and blood”. A complication at John’s birth meant there were no more children and his parents had focused on raising the one child they had right. They had not batted an eye when John came out to them at 14 and had given him nothing but love. John’s dad was gone now too. He had left John a moderate amount of money. the house and the shop. Which was now in the process of being sold. John wanted to open a real gallery somewhere. His art sold well and had won a few awards and he wanted to make a go at being a full time artist. He heard someone moving in the shop and stepped though the door to tell them it was closed again and froze. There were two people in the shop and he knew who they were at once being a huge fan of both. Standing closest to him was Billy Clay. just as cute as he looked on the cover of his first album and behind him was his husband Mike. As he moved his eyes from Billy’s face to Mike’s he froze a second time. He had seen Mike’s face many times but in person there was something. An instant something. A familiarity. The set of the eyes, the shape of the jaw, the curve of the lips into a familiar smile. “Hi. I’m Mike and I think you are my brother” Mike said John just about fainted. “Oh that was subtle” Billy said moving to catch John’s arm and keep him upright Mike flushed “I’m so sorry. I burst in here like a bull and…” “I knew I was adopted by my dad” John said “You didn't blow any family secrets” Mike visibly relaxed. Billy was looking back and forth between them “I could have picked you two out of a crows as brothers Mike. He’s a green eyed, ginger version of you. Just as handsome. I wonder if he resembles you in other ways” he said glancing down with a naughty little smirk John flushed knowing instantly what his brother’s husband was talking about. “Billy I…” “My name is Jeff. Billy is a stage name” Jeff said “Stop teasing him” Mike said “I’m John by the way” John said Mike nodded. He knew a lot about his brother thanks to Jeff’s P,I, Mike was feeling a little shaken himself. There had been an instant connection. An instant love for this complete stranger. John instantly had become one of the most important people in Mike’s life and it was a big mental adjustment. “Oh! Look at this Mike!” Jeff said. It was a painting of two men kissing and the men were obviously Mike and Jeff. John blushed “I’m a huge fan…” “I want this!” Jeff said “Over the mantle to replace that terrible moose picture!” “I love the moose picture” Mike said “Shush you” Jeff commanded “You are really talented. How much is this one?” “I don’t charge family” John said and the realization hit him. After his dad had died he had been alone in the world but now he had a family again. Remembering that Mike was a talented tattoo artist and that he had done the cover art for their album. He asked “do we get our artistic talent from our father?” “Hardly” Mike snorted. “I think we get it from our grandmother, who had hair exactly the color of yours and I know we look like our grandfather” Then Mike told him about “Melvin” “I’m glad I never met him” John said and meant it, He could not stand people who mistreated their kids. “We found out a lot about you locating you” Mike said “I know the man who raised you recently passed and that you are selling this store and your house. What are your plans now?” “Things are kind of up in the air for me. I was thinking of moving to San Francisco and opening an art gallery but I have not decided yet.” “Then you are coming to stay with us for a while to get to know your brother” Jeff said firmly “I would not argue with him” Mike said “He usually gets exactly what he wants and it’s less painful just tp nod and say yes dear” “Yes dear” John said with a laugh nodding at Jeff Sitting by the pool, naked as usual, Jeff could see that John did indeed resemble his brother very much so. John had told them he was gay too when they explained that they had two other men regularly in their bed. They in turn had shared that hey were both HIV positive John commenting that he had dated a couple poz, undetectable guys. Within the first day John had been there, with encouragement from Mike and very little resistance from John Jeff had tasted John’s cum. John saying that he had fantasized about a blowjob from Jeff for years. John was the barest fraction longer than Mike but his balls were a little smaller. In fact Jeff was on his knees keeping both brothers happy when Hank and Buzz walked in having just arrived from back east. Mike and Jeff had failed to mention John when talking to the two on the phone and also who the “other two guys” were. “That’s…” John said as two of his heroes stood naked before him. Buzz just stared then they all laughed at Hank’s reaction. Arms spread wide palms up Hank looked at the sky and said “Two of them. Oh God I don’t think my ass can take two of them” Jeff was being mysterious as he had Mike drive them into town from The Compound having him park in the lot of his own tattoo shop then he led them across the street and along the side of the building there that had a small font actually on the strip. Mike rolled his eyes and John’s jaw dropped. Inside was an art gallery with John’s art prominently displayed. “I got this building too when I bought Mike’s shop” Jeff explained “The tenant's lease was up a couple months ago and they didn’t renew/ I was going to sell it but then we met you and you said you wanted to open a gallery so…” “You decided to take matters into your own evil little hands…” Mike said “What did I tell you about discussing things with me Boy?” this time it was a growl “I’ve neen a bad boy again haven't I” Jeff said in that mock meek voice of his. He knew he was in for a rough session when he got home and that was exactly what he wanted. “Who are all the other works by?” John asked stunned “You don’t have enough to fill the space so I invited several up and coming gay artists to put up displays but the gallery is yours along with the loft studio up there Jeff pointed to an open loft surrounded by huge windows. “Jeff I can’t accept this. I could never pay you back. I…” John said “What did I tell you about him getting his way?” Mike interrupted John swallows. looked around and said “yes Dear” When they got home Jeff very quickly found himself pushed over the familiar ottoman in the living room bound at elbow and wrist while Mike “Punished” His ass and John fucked his throat. Things with John stayed strictly oral for safety reasons. Jeff was in heaven. Mike was always a satisfying lover but when Jeff have him an excuse to be he could be downright brutal, forcing his way in past Jeff's inner barrier and making it hurt like that first night. John’s huge cock in his mouth sprouting from those ginger pubes made it even hotter all and all Jeff was a very satisfied boy by the time they were through with him. John’s look as he watched his brother slide in and out Jeff’s ass was a little envious. A week or so later Mike and John were alone in the house for a day. They decided to watch a movie together and sat together on the couch. Mike’s arm around his little brother’s shoulder John’s head on his big brother’s chest. At one point John glanced up to find Mike looking down at him John tilted his head up. Mike lowered his and suddenly they were kissing and just as suddenly they broke off saying “I’m sorry” in unison Mike looked troubled “We are brothers, we can’t” John looked just as troubled “We are but I have to admit that what I feel for you is more that brotherly love” ”I’m poz! We can’t! Mike said “Mike, you remember I said I had dated poz guys before? Every guy I have dated was poz. I have been thinking about bug chasing for years. I even saw your profile on the bareback site the day you met Jeff (They had told him the full story) If you still had the responses you would find one from me even though I was to old and not a submissive. I have wanted to fuck you since you walked into my shop! When you said you were my brother my perverted brain just wanted to fuck you more!” John said is a shamed ragged voice At this point a very disheveled Little Angel Mike came striding out of nowhere straightening his robe his halo a little askew and planted himself directly in front of Mike’s face “He is your little brother! Shame on you for what you are thinking!” the Angel said pulling up his robe to hide what looked suspiciously like hickeys on his neck Little Devil Mike appeared out of the same nowhere buck assed naked his cock dripping pre. He didn’t bother saying a word he just yanked Angel Mike off to the side, pushed him up against an invisible wall threw the back of his robe over his halo to hang down over his face then slammed his cock up that Angel ass resuming an obviously rudely interrupted fuck. Mike noticed a little biohazard tattoo above Devil Mike’s cock and a matching one on that glowing Angel ass. “Oh! You brute! Stop! I’m an Angel! I can’t be doing things like thi! Came the squeaky Angel voice then a whisper “You promised you would never do this where someone could see” “Oh shut up Angel cakes” Devil Mike said “You know you love it.” Then something else that had been said sunk in. “Wait” Mike said “YOU want to fuck ME!?!” Out of the corner of his eye he saw an Angel’s and a Devil’s heads slowly turn towards him, the Angel peeking from beneath his robe. The fucking stopped and they were suddenly sitting on a couch together with a large bowl of popcorn. They each popped a kernel in their mouths chewing as they watched wide eyed. “You don’t think I’m going to let you poz me without a crack at that ass first do you?” John said with an evil grin “But I…” Nuke said “I can be just as much of a top as you are brother mine” He said cupping the bulge in his shorts “In more ways than one” Mike thought long and hard about it, He had never taken a bigger cock that Jeff’s and while he liked to dish out pain he didn’t take it very well. But the perverted thought of pozzing his own little brother and also all the possibilities that would open in the family gradually won him over The popcorn bowl was nearly halfway empty when he said “Fair is fair. But only the one time and I get your ass directly after. Right after you cum in me.” Mike had his own evil thoughts of how much more uncomfortable it was to be fucked when not completely horny. “Only one time unless you ask for it again. You may find you like it” John said with a grin Mike snorted, out of the corner of his eye he saw a flurry of motion. An Angel and a Devil were setting up lights and video equipment the Devil whispering “We can sell the video online! Call it Mike Gives It Up to his horse hung brother! We will make a fortune!” “Go away you two pests” Mike said irritably waving his hand through them making them vanish like wisps of smoke. John looked confused for a second then said “I know your reputation and lucky for you I am a far more gentle lover and I use lube. You are also not a virgin. Neither am I anally by the way. I do want you over the famous ottoman though you can hold on to the straps” Grumbling Mike stripped and assumed the position while John ran upstairs for some lube. John knelt behind him and gently eased the head of his cock in. It hurt but only for a second. Thank god Jeff fucked him a couple times a month or it would have been much worse. Gentle or not when John slipped past his inner barrier into his guts it HURT. That was virgin territory. John proved to be an excellent top. Siding in and out of his brother his hands caressing and massaging, easing the tension and Mike gradually came to understand if not appreciate for himself why Jeff loved this so much. He could do this for John and Jeff no one else John groaned and bred his big brother filling his guts with maybe his last neg load/ They both took a few minutes to catch their breath then they swapped positions. “You are sure you want this?” Mike said. This was his little brother after all. “I am.” John said Mike pushed in. John was able to take him easier than when it was a virgin beneath him but John had never had anyone this large either and when Mike did his “Final push” he squealed like a stuck pig making Mike even harder. Mike took his time. The thought of being inside his own flesh and blood urging him to rush but his desire to make it good for John making him take his time and give back as tender an experience as John had given him. Eventually though the virus in his balls urged him to thrust faster as his breathing became ragged then with a final balls deep thrust and an “I love you little brother!” Mike filled with his poz seed knowing they would share more than genetics in their blood from now on as he collapsed panting across John’s back. He looked up at the sound of clapping. Jeff stood giving them a round of applause and grinning. “It’s about fucking time!” then to John “Did he give up his ass to you like I said he would?” John nodded with a grin of his own and Jeff leaned down to give him a high five Mike realized he had been set up again and again found that he didn’t really mind. ****************************************************** Hey guys I would love to hear your feedback! Do you like the detailed story or do you want more nasty sex or both? Please let me know.

An Accusation The day after Jeffrey fucked Matt is much like any other day. Matt gets up, goes for a run, and goes to work. Matt is really conflicted all day. Matt knows it was risky to let Jeffrey fuck him bareback and cum in his ass. Matt also knows how turned on he was when he let the other bottom cum inside him. Matt has been horny all day thinking about Jeffrey fucking him and breeding him. Matt looks over at his computer desk and remembers thinking that he should have made Jeffrey wear a condom. He knew Jeffrey hadn’t been tested in almost a year, but Matt gave it up bareback anyway. Matt feels his ass and strokes his cock as he remembers how it felt taking Jeffrey’s bare cock as it slipped in his ass. Matt knows he should be more careful, but it turns him on to get fucked bareback. Matt wonders if he should go get tested soon. He knows letting another bareback bottom cum inside him could mean he was exposed to HIV or other STIs. Matt keeps stroking his hard cock and slips a finger in his ass. He is jerking off wondering if he will let the next guy fuck him bareback too. Matt is thinking about who the next guy might be – Paul, a college boy, a friend, a guy from the bar, a guy in the park, a guy he meets online. It could be anyone. FUCK! Matt cums. He pulls his fingers from his ass, releases his cock, and hops in the shower to clean off. In the shower, Matt is feeling anxious – why was he so turned on by Jeffrey fucking him bareback? Why was he so ready to let other men fucking him without condoms? – he knows how risky it is. Then he thinks about how much better it feels when the cock is in him skin on skin; how much smoother the fuck is. He is getting hard again thinking about it. The buzzer rings! Matt curses. He is in the shower, wet with a hardon. He thinks, maybe its one of the college boys he’s been letting fuck his ass. Excited, Matt hops out of the shower, wraps a towel around his waist and pads carefully to the buzzer. The buzzer goes off again before Matt can reach it. He is jarred by the noise and answers before drying off completely. He is surprised. It is the police asking for him by name and asking to be let in. Matt is surprised and his mind floods with possibilities – is his family ok, did he do anything wrong, and his heart beats faster as his stomach drops. There is a serious knock on his door. Matt, still in only a towel, dripping wet, answers the door. There are two policemen – a younger man and a slightly older man both in police uniforms. Matt says hello but before he can say anything else the younger policeman interrupts him. He asks for Matt by name and Matt says it is him. The younger officer says they received complaints of illegal activities on the premises. Matt is stunned. Before he can ask which activities, the younger officer continues. Matt listens as the policeman says they received many complaints about Matt receiving guests at all hours of the night, doors slamming, buzzers, drunk and high people in the hallways and calling his name from outside, and other noise complaints from Matt’s apartment. All these complains lead the police to believe that Matt is dealing drugs. The policeman says that dealing drugs is illegal and there are serious consequences for this illegal activity. Matt is stunned into silence. The officers can see Matt’s surprise. Matt stammers, almost chokes out, a response that it is not true. Matt insists as best he can that it isn’t true – he doesn’t deal drugs. He doesn’t do anything of the kind. The younger officer looks angrier as Matt keeps talking. The older officer says, if Matt consents to have his apartment searched right now, that this can all be put to rest. Matt knows this sounds wrong – letting the police in his apartment - and that he shouldn’t do it; but he feels stunned. Matt’s mind also races – could there be anything in the apartment that can get him in trouble. Matt is a clean freak so he knows he hasn’t found anything since one of the college boys left a baggie of weed a few weeks ago that Matt gave to Paul. Matt remembers to ask for something, but he is so nervous he can’t remember what it is. Matt says, don’t you need a piece of paper or something to search the place? The senior officer smiles and says, we would need a warrant to search your apartment but only if you refuse a voluntary search. We can quickly set this business of illegal drugs aside if you agree to a let us do a search. Matt anxiously agrees. The older policeman uses his radio to call in saying Matt has agreed to a voluntary search. He looks at Matt and says, “Thank you for agreeing to this search. Let’s put this matter to rest.” Matt nods his head and steps aside. The senior officer goes over to Matt’s desk and searches his desk drawers, feels under the drawers, looks around the desk and in a few bags. The younger officer goes to Matt’s closet and searches every pocket, shoe, bag and box; searches the bed, under it, and in each item under the bed. The senior officer is now sitting in Matt’s desk chair watching his partner search. The senior officer is watching Matt too. Matt is still damp and in his towel. The senior officer feels certain that there are no drugs in this place. He knew pretty much as soon as he saw the anxious, clean cut twink shaking as he answered the door that there were no drugs here. The younger officer is thorough. If there are drugs here, he will find them. He is in the kitchen now, searching every box of food. The senior officer thinks this will take another 10 minutes or so because it is not easy to conceal much in cheap studios like this one. The senior officer has been stationed at this precinct twice in his career – once at the beginning of his career and after 5 years in a rougher part of the city he is glad to be back. He remembers when these buildings were a dump, but the gays moved in and turned the neighborhood around. “The gays,” how funny the senior officer thinks the term is since it applies to him. The senior officer is a good looking man in edging 40. His hairline is receding, he has a pleasant and athletic face, and a body of a man who continues to work out. The officer tried dating men his own age, but it is isn’t easy with so many men in his age group dying in the last decade or so. HIV has ravaged the community. Luckily for this officer, there is a new batch of gay boys in the neighborhood willing to give it up for a 9 inch cock. He loves how they squirm. The older officer is thinking of this as he reopens one of Matt’s desk drawers – he sees the lube on top, a couple toys, and underneath the lube and toys are variety of condoms. Out of instinct, he re-checks the trash can which has some papers and other items in it but no condom wrappers. The officer smiles. Almost every bottom the officer has fucked in the last 10 years has asked him to wear a condom. Recently though, a few of the young ones are less careful. He’s been able to dump his load in a few horny college boys in the last two years. The officer’s dick starts to plump as he remembers how good it feels to have a young ass wrapped on his cock without a barrier between them. The officer looks at Matt carefully again and thinks he has figured out Matt’s late night popularity. Matt looks scared and the officer thinks that while Matt isn’t stupid; he’s not exactly street smart either. He is sexy though – tight runners body, fresh haircut, clean shaved face, and the towel he is wearing doesn’t hide his tight, high ass. The officer is woken from his gaze by his partner saying that he is done searching the apartment. The officers stand together and thank Matt for his cooperation. The senior officer says, “Matt, thank you for letting us search the apartment. We did not find any drugs. However, can you explain all the late night activity to me?” Matt is anxious again, but he asks when the complaints happened. The younger officer pulls a notepad, flips a few flimsy pages and says, “The complaints began January and picked up in March and April.” At this point senior officer puts a hand up and says, “I have been doing this work for decades. This is a lively neighborhood. There are a dozen bars just a couple blocks away. This many and the variety of the complaints are not just a fun loving, young man enjoying life. What is going on in this apartment?” Matt bites his lip and rubs his sweaty hands on his legs. He decides a little bit of truth can’t hurt. “I’ve been exploring my freedom a bit too much I guess. I come from a conservative hometown and this community….well….uh…it’s given me a freedom. And….um…..I’ve met a lot of good guys.” Matt pauses. He looks at the officers, sees the older man looking back at him and there is a flicker of understanding on his face. Seeing that understanding on his face Matt continues, “And I have had guys back to my apartment to have sex. I hadn’t realized how noisy we were downstairs or in the hallways. I apologize for the noise in the public areas. I guess I also hadn’t realized how often it was happening. It doesn’t feel that often when you are doing it.” The officers look at each other, step back, and the senior officer says something to the junior officer. The younger officer nods and turns to Matt saying, “Thank you for letting us do the search.” The younger officer turns and leaves the apartment. The remaining officer asks Matt to sit down. The policeman sits back down at Matt’s desk. Matt sits on the bed facing Mr. Donald. Matt is nervous and wonders why the policeman is still in his apartment. He starts explaining more about the noise. The officer is almost going to let the nervous twink keep babbling, but he has heard enough. The sexy boy is just having a slut phase. However, the officer can’t help himself. He wants to let the sexy twink squirm a bit and wants to test his hunch about Matt. He opens the desk drawer with the condoms, toys, and lube and says, “Matt for a guy having sex with a lot of guys, your story isn’t adding up. The most recent noise complaints were from last night. I see lube, unopened condoms, and toys here; but I don’t see any used condoms in the garbage. Even if you flushed the condoms, there would be opened condom wrappers in the garbage can. If your story was true, wouldn’t there be at least a few open condom wrappers around?” Matt blushes deep red. He is so embarrassed. He looks down at his hands and says, “Not if we didn’t use condoms. That’s why there aren’t any open condom wrappers in the garbage.” Matt doesn’t see the officer’s smile. The officer now tests the hunch that Matt is a bottom boy. While feigning concern, he asks, “Matt are you telling me that you let men fuck you bareback?” Matt says, “Yes.” The officer’s cock plumps almost all the way hearing the shy affirmative response. The officer moves from the desk chair and sits next to Matt on the bed. He says, “Matt, I’m going to say a few things to you. I’ve been around a long time. As a top, I totally understand. It feels so much better when a bottom lets me slip in him bareback. I just haven’t done it very often because so many people have gotten sick.” Matt feels the officer’s arm on his bare shoulder and hears the non-judgmental honest words. Still embarrassed Matt offers, “I was always so careful, but then one night I went home with a guy, and it just slipped in bareback. We should have stopped and used a condom, but I was drunk, and it felt so amazing that I told the guy to keep fucking me. I tried for a while to use condoms, but it just feels so much better bareback that it’s hard to resist.” Matt is getting really turned on telling the story. The officer rubs Matt’s shoulder as he listens to him. He says, “You know it isn’t safe for you right? As the bottom it is riskier for you to get fucked bareback than it is for the top fucking you bareback. Are you doing this with one man or with a few?” Matt sheepishly looks at the policeman, who is looking at him with genuine concern and Matt responds, “I have done it with a few guys. But I try to only take it bareback from guys who show me their test results.” The officer rubs Matt’s bare shoulders and says, “You’re right Matt. It is hard to resist. I like it when a bottom lets his inhibitions go and gives in to a bareback fuck. I get so turned on when that happens. Too bad more bottoms aren’t like you.” Matt looks at the policeman and sees the understanding, but also sees something else – a hunger. He knows that look. This officer wants him. Matt spreads his legs a bit and says, “Is it slutty of me to let guys fuck me bareback?” The officer sees the twink is now in heat, he slides his hand up Matt’s thigh and leans in to kiss him. Matt kisses the man back and feels his body under the uniform shirt. Matt feels himself laying back on the bed and the other man on top of him as they make out. The officer rubs his 9” cock on Matt’s bulge. He looks down at the twink and Matt unwraps the towel. The policeman gets up, starts taking off his shirt and says, “We gotta be quick.” Matt strokes his hard cock as he lays naked on his bed. He grabs the lube from the drawer, leaving the condoms still unopened and unused. Matt hands officer the lube and sits back on the bed. The officer applies the lube to his 9” cock. Matt sees how big it is and can’t wait to have that cock inside him. The officer pushes Matt back on the bed and lifts his legs. Matt watches as the big cock lines up to his ass. His new top expertly dribbles more lube on Matt’s hole. Matt wonders when the policeman was last tested. He has been so good about asking guys – until last night. But as the cock slides inside Matt’s ass; he forgets all about his question. Matt moans and adjusts as the cock invades his unprotected ass. The policeman comes in for a kiss and asks, “Do you let guys cum in your ass?” Matt’s ass is spreading for this man’s cock. Matt knows almost nothing about this man. Matt admits, “Yes, I love when men cum in me.” The policeman kisses Matt aggressively and starts sliding his cock back out. “Oh fuck that feels good,” Matt says as the cock slides back in his ass. Matt is loving how this cock is opening him up. He is moaning as the policeman rests his cock in Matt’s ass. Matt feels the cock pull out and slide back in. It feels so good bareback. The officer can’t resist playing with the twink’s mind and he says, “You don’t know me. You should really be asking me to wear one of the condoms in your drawer.” Matt keeps moaning and says, “I don’t want to use a condom.” The officer says, “Good bottom boy” and starts picking up the pace of his fuck. He says, “You ass feels so good. I am going to breed you soon.” Matt says, “Fuck yeah.” The policeman picks up the pace of the fuck some more, knowing he needs to hurry. This twink could be his son and he’s giving up his ass bareback; practically begging for it bareback. The officer smiles again at Matt and says, “Beg for my load.” Matt looks up at the man he just met less than an hour ago and says, “Breed me. Cum in my ass. I want your load. Please cum in me.” The policeman grabs Matt’s body, holds on tight and his cock explodes inside Matt’s unprotected ass. After a minute to catch his breath, the officer pulls his cock out of Matt’s ass. He slaps Matt’s ass and goes to the bathroom to clean up. When he comes out, Matt is still naked stroking his cock lightly. The officer gets dressed and says, “You can get fucked all you want. Take as much cum as you want. Just be discreet and not so noisy.” Matt says, “You have a great cock. I hope we can fuck again.” The policeman smiles at Matt and says, “You are a sexy slut. I bet if I got hard again right now, you’d ride my cock and milk another load out of me.” Matt gets off the bed and says, “Yup.” He rubs the man’s cock through his pants. The officer gently removes Matt’s hand and says, “Naughty twink.” He kisses Matt and says, “I have to go.” The police officer leaves Matt’s apartment. Matt realizes that he never asked the police officer whether he was positive or negative. Matt has always asked men that question before. Matt is stroking his hard cock thinking about the unknown load in his unprotected ass. As he does, his phone rings and it is one of his friends calling about the police car outside his apartment. Matt tells him about the search and drug dealing accusation. As Matt absentmindedly rubs his fingers on his freshly fucked ass, he tells his friend it was just a big misunderstanding and he worked it out with the police.

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The bear screamed as I slammed past his sphincter. If he thought he was going to get any mercy in my hate fuck he had another think coming. I didn’t wait or hesitate a millisecond, I was pile driving his ass with my raging hard cock. He continued to cry out every time I bottomed out, but clearly the pain had turned to pleasure. This infuriated me even more. I drove into him harder and harder, the slap of my body against his ass cheeks an ever-increasing rhythm. “Fuck he’s loving this rape!” From the other actor. “Help me turn him over.” I called When he was on his back with the other two pinning his lags to his shoulders my sword disappeared down is gaping hole. I could get even deeper and his cries of pain returned. I relished this and sadistically made every instroke more powerful. Tears were streaming down his face. I had never behaved like this in my life but found myself hoarcking up a big wad of phlegm and spitting it in his face. He looked shocked, but motioned with his right hand ‘bring it on’. The other two let loose with spit as well, one hitting him on the forehead the other in his open left eye. I was ready with another wad that went directly into his gapping mouth. Wiping his eye and swallowing he burst into a massive grin followed by a deep groan as once again I slam bottomed out. Seeing the grin on his face just turned up my anger and my hands were around his throat. He held me with deep eye contact and slightly nodded his head. Was he asking for this or daring me? I didn’t care. The grip of both my hands tightened, my thumbs pressing into his Adams apple. He looked to be in great pain but his gaze held me and he continued to nod encouragement. He couldn’t breath and he was turning scarlet red. “Fuckin A man, he loves this!” The other actor again. His face turned from red to purple. His eyes bulged, but he kept that permissive nod going. His face started turning blue and he was on the verge of passing out when the young man screamed in my face. “Stop, stop now, you’re going to choak him to death!” I had pulled off and stopped fucking with the first ‘s’ from the young stairwell fuck and the bear exploded into gasps of life saving air. I collapsed onto the floor sobbing. It seemed no time and I could hear the bear’s raspy voice; “That was fuckin awesome. God, I love a good choking! Love the adrenaline rush of fear as the thought ‘fuck, this guy’s gonna kill me!' sets in." The other actor stepped over me and plunged into the bear to take over where I had left off. Hands firmly around the bear’s neck. As the bears eyes bulged he was able to croak out , “Yeah, yeah!” There was no way I was going to allow him more pleasure so I quickly stood and pulled the other actor away. In the same motion I spun and fell back onto the bed edge with my legs spread and in the air. “Fuck me here and now” I barked. The other actor needed no encouragement and his raw cock was up my ass. He laid on a pretty decent fuck and was soon unloading deep inside me. My stairwell fuck was up my ass the moment the other actor pulled out. His erection had a big curve that made it prod my prostate with every instroke. He bellowed when he flooded my ass. The bear was ready to mount me next but I angrily demanded he lie on the bed. “I’m in control here, you get no fuckin control.” I had the other two aim the bears raging hardon at my hole as I straddled and lowered myself. As I bounced I dropped with the force of every ounce of my weight winding the bear over and over. After a few minutes of this I barked; “You ready for me to stop?” “No … ugh … No …araugh … No fuckin way!” My hands wrapped back around his neck once again. The fucker was mouthing ‘Thanks’. I was lost in rage and only stopped when the other two pulled my hands away. As I regained my breath I realized the bear was still under me. ‘Fuck, had I killed him?” As I had this thought he started coughing, spitting and gasping for breath. “Holy fuckin shit man! He really loved that! He orgasmed as he blacked out!” the other actor. As I got off I couldn’t hold all the cum that was draining from my ass. “Ok, time for you to finish knock us up. Maybe by the time you pump toxic loads into both of us this exhausted bear will be ready to up the chances of your impregnating us with the gift we so fuckin desperately need.” The other actor. I bent him over the edge of the bed and laid on the quickest pump and dump ever. My stairwell fuck was lying on the bed feet in the air as I finished breeding the other actor. I entered him with my cummy cock and the angelic look on his face and his soft smiling eyes melted away any anger I had been feeling. I made love to his hole, kissing his neck and lips for the next half hour. It was only after the bear slid in my ass and we train fucked that I began to feel anywhere near close to cumming. When the bear pushed into me deep and hard bellowing; “Fuckin breeding you poz slut” I was pushed over the edge and sprayed inside the stairwell fuck. The bear quickly retrieved his phone from his pants. “What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” I enquired. “Well first I’m going to get a picture of your cummy ass. No, let’s make that a video, you got anything left in there to push out?” I bent over to accommodate him and when the phone was recording pushed out a huge wet fart. He was holding the phone so close I covered it with the cum mix from the three men. “You said firstly, what else did you have in mind?" I wondered out loud. As he poked away at the cum covered buttons the bear responded. “It’s time I call my friend with the scorpion tattoo. Clearly you are now ready to receive his toxic load.” “Do I want his poison load? Yes. Do I need it right now? No. Tell him to meet us tomorrow at the mid-town baths. What time will there be the biggest crowd?” “11 pm” from the other actor. “Tell him 11 p.m., he’ll find me in the sling taking any and all loads, no questions asked. I need a crowd cheering as his raw cock breaches my cummy hole and I take the sting of his scorpion tattoo when he breeds me."

part 2 Dinner went fine. Grandpa and I talked about my college plans, dads renovations, potential subjects for me to study. I wasn’t sure about what I wanted to do. He said I’d figure it out eventually. We talked about how long he had been living where he was. It had been well over a decade in the same place. He had made a bunch of friends with a lot of the guys in the apartment complex. He knew everyone who lived there and that a lot of them where fun to hang out with. He told me he’d introduce me to some of them in time after I settled in more. We were watching tv together. I was playing on my phone. At some point in the knight I wanted to ask about why we barely see him these days. “So grandpa. Last time I saw you, I was probably 8. Is there a reason you don’t come to visit?” Grandpa Lewis looked at me like the question wasn’t that big a deal. “I see your dad on occasion, every now and again. But there’s no reason in particular. I’m an older man set in my ways. I don’t have a car either so I am fine with staying up here. Anyway my lifestyle is better for in the city versus down in the suburbs where you and your folks are.” “What life style is that?” He didn’t seem like the socialite. More like the type to spend his days at home. “You see Kenny boy. I have certain apatites that are easy to satisfy while I am up here. I get lonely from time to time so it’s easy for me to find companionship, male companionship if you know what I mean.“ I did know what he meant. But did that also imply that he was trying to say that he was gay? “Grandpa, are you saying that you like men? You’re gay?” He smiled at me. “Fruitier than a box of fruit loops I’m afraid. It took me a while to figure it out in my youth. But shortly after your dad was born I realized who I was. Ever since I have lived uninhibited with no limits.“ He chuckled and patted my shoulder. That was surprising. I had no idea he was like that. Dad never mentioned it. “Does dad know?“ “Nah I never told him. Not because I was hiding it. Because he never asked.“ I had to admit I admired his confidence to be true to himself, even if dad never knew about it. It kind of made me feel ashamed for hiding it myself for so long. “Wow, that’s pretty cool that you have it all figured out.“ “When you get to a certain age you just kind of stop caring about what people think. If one person doesn’t like what you have to offer then you dump them and go onto the next. There are plenty of people out there willing to except all you have to give.“ his confidence made me feel more ashamed. “Yeah, I guess so.” “Hey now, why the long face? Something bothering you? You can tell your dear old grandpa.” I was nervous to tell him. But at the same time I figured it made sense for the safest person you could possibly come out to would be another gay dude. Especially a gay family member. And since he never told dad about himself, perhaps he could keep it a secret until I was ready to tell him myself. “Well it’s just that, I’m gay too.“ Grandpa Lewis’s face lit up. He looked genuinely surprised. “Really?! You don’t seem the type. I never would have guessed sonny boy.“ I had his full attention now. “But my parents don’t know about it yet. I was gonna wait till after college to-“ Grandpa Lewis interjected. “No need to explain anything to me. My lips are sealed. What goes down in this apartment stays in this apartment.” that was such a relief. I felt like a big weight was lifted off my shoulders. It felt good to finally be able to tell someone in my family, and I was happy it was someone who also knew what I was going through. At this point I felt like I was starting to warm up to grandpa Lewis a lot more. “Thanks grandpa!“ I leaned in to give him a hug. He wrapped his arms around me and we embraced warmly. He had a bit of a musky smell to him but it was fine, I didn’t mind it. At one point I think I heard him sniff deeply. When we broke off the hug, grandpa Lewis still had an arm around over my shoulder and his other hand rubbing my chest for reassurance. It felt affectionate and I appreciated the gesture. “You know you can come to me for anything right Kenny? There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for my precious grandson. Absolutely anything you could think of.“ We were now partially cuddling on the couch together. My head was on his shoulder and his hand was on my hip holding me. It may have been a little much for me since I wasn’t a kid anymore but the occasion felt like it called for it. “I know that now, thanks grandpa.“ “If you like I can teach you all sorts of things about gay stuff. Would you like that Kenny boy?” “Yeah sure. I’d like that.“ “Have you played around with any boys yet?” I was embarrassed to admit it but I told him the truth. “No I haven’t had sex yet but I do know I like men.” “I see. I guess since you’re not out yet you probably haven’t had the time to seduce any boys your age, or mature men who’d like a sweet young thing like you.” “No no. Nothing like that.” “I for one have have sampled many men in my days. Probably in the thousands” “Wow really?! That’s insane.” I was looking up at him as he looked down on me, his hand gently rubbing my hip. I was genuinely impressed. Wither it was an exaggeration or not, just playing around with a handful of guys would impress me. “Not all at once of course. It happens over a long period of time. And of course it comes with the risks of decades of barebacking.” “Barebacking? What’s that?” I was pretty sure I knew what it was but I had only heard of it in the context of Internet porn so I tend to not use that as a blueprint for real life. “It’s not using condoms. Feeling a cock in you skin to skin and dumping the cum in one another. That’s how I’ve always done it. Never used one in my life. Heck, it eventually lead to producing you didn’t it?” “Yeah but aren’t you worried about STDs?” “Already have it.” “Hu?” “AIDS. Ive been poz for many years. It’s no big deal.” “Really?! I’ve heard it was pretty bad.” I can’t believe it. My grandfather has AIDS? I’ve heard about it from health class and they always made it out to be a horror show. “Oh it definitely can be. You can manage it with simple meds now and it basically becomes essentially nothing. That is if you keep up with meds. But you can’t go through life living in fear. I don’t let anything stop me from enjoying the pleasures of the flesh. We’re all warm blooded men and we have needs.” It was a lot to take in. But he seemed like a jolly old man so he must be content with his life. So who am I to worry about him? We continued on like that for a couple more hours. Just sitting there and watching TV. Grandpa Lewis was much sweeter then I though he was going to be. I think I was going to like staying here for the summer. Eventually it got to the point where we had to head to bed. I normally slept in the nude but this time I had on a T-shirt and a pair of baggy boxers. I guess that’s going to be my bedtime attire for the next few months. Grandpa Lewis took off his tank top and his underwear. I turned around before I saw anything. I assumed he was getting pajamas on. The lights got turned off and I crawled in bed. I tried to scoot to the edge to give him enough room but the bed was small. I turned to my side and that seemed to help. Grandpa got in bed too and his front was pressed up against my back almost like we were spooning. Was this really going to work? “Now normally I sleep nude Kenny boy, but since you have you’re underwear on I figure no sense in me changing that. You got a fabric to protect your virtue.” He was nude in bed? Now that he mentioned it I did feel something press against my butt. It had to have been his private parts. I felt fairly uncomfortable with it but I was in his only bedroom and he was letting me stay for free so I shouldn’t be too prudish over how he wants to keep his routine as regular as possible. I didn’t want to mention his downstairs making contact with me so I asked about the bed size. “Are you sure this will be enough room for us? It’s a little close.” I tried wiggling further to give more space between us but there was no more space to give. Grandpa put an arm around my waist. “We’re fine Kenny. I’ve slept with guys like this all the time, it works. If you’re worried about my junk, don’t be. You have your layer on. Don’t need my old python finding a young new cave to slither into in the middle of the night. I swear it has a mind of its own, he he he.” He chuckled, I laughed a little too at his crude joke despite the awkward situation. He was a funny guy and not afraid to be unfiltered. We got comfortable and focused on trying to sleep. I tried re-adjusting more but no luck. “Really you’re fine.” He whispered in my ear. “If you didn’t have those boxers on, who knows. It has managed to sneakily worm its way up in some guys who have slept in the nude with me in the past. And I’m sure the darn thing can’t recognize the difference between a family members hole from a floozies hole so it wouldn’t have any hang ups about going for your back door.” He sounded like he was being silly. There’s no way a penis could just casually go up someone’s butt in their sleep. I laughed at his joke then focused on trying to get to sleep. I was having a hard time sleeping. At one point in the middle of the night I woke up and my baggy boxers had bunched up on my waist revealing my butt cheeks. Grandpa Lewis was sleeping and snoring. His penis was half erect. I could feel it poking me. It must have been big. But it was also resting on my bare ass underneath my boxers. I tried wiggling my butt a bit to try and maneuver it away and it seemed like my movement was getting it harder. I was unintentionally making it more inconvenient for me. My wiggling at one point made his penis fall between my cheeks. It didn’t touch my hole but it was close. His tip felt big, really big like a golfball. Damn what did it look like? I was getting really embarrassed even though I was the only conscious person in the room. It kept digging against me as it got more erect. I thought about grandpas joke, about it having a will of it’s own and wanting to crawl into whoever it had access to. I knew he was kidding but I was getting nervous and held still. I didn’t want to move anymore or else I might wake him up. I closed my eyes and tried sleeping. The last thing I remember before fading off was the feeling of something warm and wet poking my butthole. At another point later in the night or very early morning I might have been partially woken by something. It was a shaking sensation jiggling the bed, and perhaps heavy breathing? I felt my butthole being gently poked in rhythm with the shaking sensation. I had no idea what was going on but it felt kinda good so I wiggled my butt back into the mysterious shaking pressure. The brief moment of consciousness only lasted a few seconds before I dozed off again.

My preference is for verbal tops...but verbal can be a bit tenuous. One wrong thing being said, and it can kill the entire moment. I'd say if it were my first time with a guy, I'd prefer he keep to his moans and grunts...as will I when receiving him. Silent tops are a put off...if my guy is making no noise at all, I consider it a lack of real interest.

I love it when the guy I just sucked off turns out not to be sensitive after cumming and leaves his cock in your mouth for as long as takes for you to draw out every last tasty drop.

Always been a hot fantasy of mine but never been able to make it happen I mosty just swallow cum but do love facials too. I also love cum on food and would love to be the loser at a cum on the cookie game and have to eat the cumsoaked cookie and remaining cum.

I started when I was 12, sorta wish I had started younger, but I still have lots of fun memories using my young age to get men to whip out their dicks fairly easily haha

By 12 you should know the smell, feel and taste of a man's dick and balls

Part Two Cory settled into his job as a substitute teacher along with tutoring he made enough to get a small apartment and moved out on his own. He kept his friendship with Nathan and hoped to ‘tutor’ him when he could find the opportunity. The opportunity arose when Cory’s step father had a long business trip and decided to have Cory’s mother come along so that they could make it the honeymoon they couldn’t have since they didn’t want to leave Nathan alone. With Cory around they felt he could look after him for the 2 weeks they would be gone. Cory jumped at the chance to be alone with Nathan and offered to watch his stepbrother. Cory agreed to stay at the house with Nathan and came to the house after school on Friday. Their parents left earlier on that day and Cory had plans for that weekend. He began his plan taking Viagra to get him nice and hard, then he went into the den to stick a nice bareback porn in the DVD player and invited Nathan to join him watching some TV. As the stepbrothers relaxed after a long day, Cory pulled out his glass pipe and began to smoke away. Nathan noticed his stepbrother “What’s that you’re smoking?” Cory answered “It’s called Tina.” Nathan then asks “What’s Tina?” Corey was direct and told him “Tina is something that enhances sex.” Nathan sat on the couch and fidgeted some as his cock began to stir before he asked “Who are you going to have sex with?” Cory looked at him and answered “I’m not sure yet, I might have someone come over here if you’re ok with that.” Nathan sat quiet still struggling with his stiff cock when he said “Why have someone come over when I’m here with you and we can have sex.” Cory knew he had Nathan’s interest peaked and needed to cement his intentions. He told Nathan “I’m not sure you’re ready for a guy like me yet.” Nathan asked his stepbrother “Why not?” Cory looked at him and let him know “I need someone who will do what I want and not complain about anything. Cory knew he had his stepbrother hooked when Nathan told him “I’ll do as you tell me and won’t complain. I want to have sex and your hot bro.” Cory added “If I were to let you play with me, you can’t say a word to anyone, not even my mom and your dad.” Nathan agreed and promised “I swear I won’t say a word to anyone, especially your mom and my dad.” Cory motioned for Nathan to move closer to him on the couch as he offered him a hit off his Tina pipe. As he lit the torch he told Nathan “When I tell you, I want you to put your lips on the pipe and start slowly inhaling. Once you’ve taken as much into your lungs as you can, then you are to hold it until I tell you to let it out, understand?” Nathan shook his head in agreement as the smoke began to swirl in the bowl. Cory nodded his head and told Cory “Start sucking in that smoke bro.” Nathan took a decent size hit as Cory made him hold it a lengthy time before telling him to exhale. Cory commented “Not bad for your first try, but I know you can do better.” Cory lit the torch and heated up the bowl and had Nathan do 2 more hits before he did one of his own. He then asked Nathan “How are you feeling there bro?” Nathan felt the temperature jump in the room as his hear began to beat faster. Nathan let Cory know “I’m feeling very warm and tingly all over. Is that what I’m supposed to feel?” Cory answered “Yes, that’s normal. I’m feeling warm too. Why don’t we get comfortable?” as he took his shirt off. Nathan followed Cory’s lead as he also removed his shirt as Cory lit the torch again and offered Nathan a couple more hits before doing his own. Cory could see Nathan’s pants tenting has his cock began to grown. He knew his stepbrother was just starting to get spun as he told him “I’m going to do a big hit off the pipe, then I’m going to blow the smoke into your mouth as you breathe it in, ok?” Nathan nodded yes as Cory began to take a big hit off the pipe. He brought his lips very close to Nathan’s as he blew the smoke out and Nathan tried his best to breathe the smoke into his lungs. Cory knew this wouldn’t be all that effective as lit the torch again and let Nathan know “We’re going to try that again, but this time just follow my lead.” Cory then took a deep hit off the pipe and locked lips with Nathan and exhaled the smoke directly from his lungs into Nathan’s. Cory kept a tight seal as Nathan began to breathe out and he took the smoke into his lungs before he sent the smoke back into Nathan’s. After Nathan let the smoke back into Cory’s lungs he breathed it out through his nose and turned their shotgun into a deep kiss. This was Nathan’s first kiss and Cory wanted it to be a good one. Cory managed to get the DVD player going while the two kissed so that when the kiss broke Nathan got his first look at gay porn, and it was bareback porn video. Nathan was high and horny as Cory’s hands rubbed his hard cock through his pants. Nathan followed Cory’s lead and found his stepbrother’s 7” hard cock. When the kiss broke Cory asked Nathan “How are you feeling now?” Nathan answered “I’m feeling great. What do you want to do next?” Corey told Nathan “I think it’s time for you to learn how to suck cock.” Cory accentuated his comment by grabbing his hard 7” through his shorts. Nathan was mesmerized due to the Tina he had smoked and the idea of finally getting to have sex. He watched as Cory stood up and dropped his shorts revealing a nice cock with a set of shaved balls. Cory moved closer to Nathan getting his cock closer to his stepbrother’s lips. Nathan licked his lips before letting the tip into his mouth. He did his best to suck Cory’s cock with direction from Cory. He was able to get almost all of it into his mouth before he gagged. Cory let him know “Don’t worry bro, we’ll work on you getting that cock into your throat over time.” Nathan stroked Cory’s cock as he looked up at his stepbrother. Cory pulled him to his feet as they kissed again. Cory loosened Nathan’s belt and pants as the two kissed and when they were both naked Cory put the next part of his plan into action. He asked Nathan “Are you having fun so far little bro?” Nathan answered “Yes I am.” Cory reminded him “You promised to do as I tell you right?” Corry simply nodded yes as the two kissed again and sat down on the couch. Cory then pulled out two prepared points. He let Nathan know “It’s time to take this to the next level. If you enjoyed smoking Tina and you’re going to love slamming Tina.” Nathan sat on the couch a little stunned at what was going on realizing his promise and was ready to accept what Cory was offering. Nathan was eating up the attention he was receiving from his older stepbrother and was going to comply with whatever Cory wanted him to do. He sat and watched Cory work a tourniquet on his left arm, then as he looked for a good vein before he wiped the area with alcohol. Cory then let Nathan know “I’m going to stick this into your vein and then you’ll really be enjoying yourself.” Cory stuck the point in the vein and registered the customary flash of blood as he let Nathan know “You will probably feel this go into your chest and throat and might feel like you can breath for a second before you cough out. Don’t panic, it will be ok.” Cory then emptied the point, pulled it from Nathan’s vein and removed the tourniquet. Nathan felt the Tina move into his chest and throat as he coughed out hard and began to hear a ringing in his ears and had trouble focusing even with his glasses on. Cory pulled his glasses off as Nathan lay there on the couch as he did his own slam. After Cory coughed out he looked down at his now very fucked up stepbrother and asked him “How are you feeling now?” Nathan was breathing fast and answered “OH FUCK! I feel great.” Cory leaned in and the two kissed as they enjoyed their mutual rush.

Part 2-Trent It was strange, I was up all night, but I felt very awake and alert. I was allowed to refresh myself with a dip in the pool before getting dressed and allowed to leave. As I was in the pool, I thought about what had happened the night before and how good he made me feel. I got out of the pool with a raging hard cock that was quickly sucked on by my host. It didn’t take long for me to blow my load that he swallowed down. It was the best blow job I had ever had in my life. As I left he told me “Come back to swim any time boy and remember to bring one of your buddies over with you.” As I walked home I noticed several test messages from Trent. He kept asking if I was ok and did I need any help. I sent a text back to him that I was feeling good and was going home to sleep. He asked what happened to me last night. I wasn’t ready to tell him. When I got home I grabbed a shower and crashed for the rest of the day. I woke up late afternoon to Trent coming into my bedroom. “What happened to you last night bro?” “I got busted after you guys took off.” “What did he do to you?” I wasn’t gonna admit to being fucked, and since I wanted to get Trent over to the guy's house, I lied. “He took me in his house and we talked. He’s a nice man and let me swim all night. He told me I could come back to his place with a friend and swim any time.” “No way. Its gonna be in the 90’s today. Can we go over there and swim this afternoon?” “Sure. Let me get in the shower and we can head on over.” “What about Dave and Joey?” “He wants to meet you one at a time. Next time we can invite one of them to join us.” “Right on!” I got out of bed naked and headed for the shower. Trent blatantly stared at my ‘morning wood’, little aware he would receive some 'wood' of his own when we got to the guy’s house. I showered up, grabbed some shorts and a shirt and we were out the door. We made the short walk over to his house and I rang the bell. He came to the door in the same shorts he wore last night. “Well, hello there. And who is this?” “This is Trent, one of my friends from last night.” “It’s nice to meet you Trent. I think you’ll like swimming in my pool without having to jump the fence.” “Yeah, I bet I will. Thanks for letting us use your pool.” "My pleasure - that's what pools are for." We went through the house back to the pool. Once there I stripped down and jumped in the water. Trent looked down at me a little puzzled. “You’re just gonna skinny dip in the guy’s pool?” “Sure I am. He’s ok with that.” “Yes it’s ok with me if you want to skinny dip in my pool. That’s the only way I swim.” “Come on Trent, you were skinny dipping last night.” I watched as Trent stripped down and jumped in the water. After swimming for a while our host asked “You boys want something to drink?” I answered “Sure, what ya got?” “What do you want?” Trent said “A coke is fine with me.” I responded "Same for me, please." Our host went into the house and returned a few minutes later with our drinks. We hopped out of the pool and sat on the edge as we began to drink them down. When we were almost finished our host asked “How would you like a tour of my house, Trent?” Trent answered with a slightly slurred voice, “Sure - why not?” We went into the house and followed our host as he showed every bedroom and explained his décor. When it came time to show the basement I could see Trent begin to sway and weave as he walked. He barely made it down the stairs when our host grabbed him and put him in the sling in the corner. I helped our host restrain Trent before he tied me to the cross along the wall and began to whip me as he waited for Trent to regain consciousness. It seemed that I was getting a harder lashing then I did the night before when Trent started to come around. I looked over at Trent as he pulled on his restraints. Seeing the panic begin to settle in his eyes our host stopped whipping me and walked over to my friend. “I see our little bitch is awake.” “What the fuck! Let me go or I’ll scream.” “Go ahead and scream. No one will hear you. This basement is sound proof.” He came back over to me and released me from the cross. Led me over to the bench and restrained me there. I still had a good view of Trent and watched as our host walked over and prepared 2 syringes. He came over and gave me mine first. I felt the rush and let out a strong cough as the drugs hit me. I could tell he gave me more then I had last night and I was so happy to have that high again. Trent yelled out “You’re not gonna stick me with that needle bro, I don’t do anything but smoke a little weed” as our host prepped Trent's arm for the slam. I watched the look in Trent’s eyes as he was given his slam. I kept looking into his eyes as the rubber was removed from his arm. I hear him cough and knew the drugs were hitting him hard. He looked over at me as he saw our host come up behind me and start to fuck me. I could tell he was out of it cause of the drugs in him. I got fucked for a while before I was released and taken over to the sling where I was told “Lick that boy’s ass and get it ready for me to fuck. I better see your tongue as far up that cunt hole as you can stick it.” I worked my tongue on Trent’s ass, licking and sucking best I could as I heard my friend begin to moan. After a while I was told “That’s good enough boy.” I was pulled out and told to sit there, fuck myself with a dildo and watch. I looked up at Trent to see a glazed look in his eyes as he uncontrollably moaned. I now knew what I looked like getting fucked for the first time and why I liked it so much. My ass was greedily taking as much of the large dildo I was given inside me as I good give. What I really needed was to be fucked. I not really sure how long we were there when I was told “Get that dildo out of your ass, boy, and have Trent here suck your dick till your hard.” I did as I was told and soon was standing next to Trent’s head so he could suck my dick. I could tell that Trent was about to get his first load of cum deposited inside his ass. It made me think back to the night before when I took half a dozen loads from our host. He began to grunt and groan and fuck harder into Trent’s abused ass when he shouted out “Here you go Trent my boy!” After our host was done seeding Trent’s well used ass he had me get between Trent’s legs. “Now it’s time for you to fuck your buddy.” I lined my hard cock up with Trent's wet hole and slid right inside. Once I was inside Trent I could feel our host behind me sliding his cock inside me. Boy did that feel good. He then started to fuck me as I fucked into Trent. It took some coordination, but eventually we got a good rhythm going where I did most of the work, sliding into Trent, and sliding back on our host's cock. Maybe I made it a point to really hammer Trent's ass, but to be sure, I lasted a long time. Each time I felt like I was gonna blow, I backed-off, allowing the sensation to pass so I could keep up with our host, who unloaded in me a few times before I finally lost my nut inside Trent. He pulled out of me as I pulled out of Trent and he slammed back into Trent. I am sure he gave Trent a few more loads before he let him out of the sling and over to the shower area to feed him some of his piss. Trent and I showered off as we were watched by our host. Not a word was spoken and I’m not sure what came over us but all of a sudden Trent and I were kissing as we showered off. We then went out and jumped in the pool before we got dressed to split, both Trent and I were exhausted and wanted to crash. Our host discretely reminded me once again that I was to bring my other buddies around, saying “You have two more to bring me. Have fun with Trent tonight.” We got back to my place and headed to my room where Trent started to kiss me and before I knew it we ere naked with him fucking me. I remember him cumming just before we both passed out from exhaustion.