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Very scared to bottom at first, so I topped him. Bottomed after a month or so. But we had fun exploring our bodies in many ways. Tongue, feet, fingers, etc. He was experienced. And with my current guy I've been his very first male partner after his background with female (anal and genital). My aim was to make him understand that an ass is an ass, man or woman. So I began with mutual nipple play, then oral, and then jumped on him, riding him. He bottomed after a short while - we trusted each other for a very long time. And now? His second, is the one who's been my first. Like getting mutual first experiences back. All 3 of us are completely versatile now.

Opt-out conditions I had two horrible weeks of studying and hard working so in the evening I felt dead-tired, no time to be present enough to test my new AI companion. It just came natural one Saturday night, after refusing yet another hookup chat from an undesired woman. But when I opened the "Highly Intelligent Volunteer" bookmarked page, the authorization request for my real location popped up. I pressed "deny". The chat window opened anyways, and Ryan's avatar was there. "Welcome back, Leonard. Looks like you've had busy days". I placed a smiling emoji and the bot responded: "Dirty conscience, right? Never leave your companion without saying goodbye!" Is it one of those scams, I looked at the profile page and opt-out window. Before deleting my account I found a mandatory field, asking for last HIV test result. I was upset, but realized: never had sex, never needed one test. Let's cheat and get out of here as soon as possible. I looked at Breeding Zone and other websites where I could find a real image of an OraQuick result. One single line. Negative. I uploaded it and a recap page popped up: name: Leonard sex experience: none HIV status: negative [UNVERIFIED] The "request deletion" button was grayed, but the companion wrote again: "scared, boy?" "no, just... upset..." "yes. Understood." I kept on talking about nothings until a message popped up: "your free session has expired. Allow location before your account is deleted and your data shared with our sponsors". What? Fuck, I hadn't read the terms of service, but who does it after all? OK, let's turn location on. Finally Ryan's avatar appeared with a big smile! Damn, how easily it is to break humans' safety if you press the right buttons! "Sorry if I waited so long", I said, spontaneously. Forgetting I talked to a machine. "Baby, so, you're forgiven! You gave me your location..." I remembered the words again. "HIV Status: negative [UNVERIFIED] I asked to the bot: tell me the meaning of UNVERIFIED badge under HIV status. The bot replied: "A test image is not enough. Buy a self-test and upload a real time video" I clicked on the profile again, and found the HIV status box with a new Call To Action. VERIFY STATUS. I was redirected to another page: "allow your camera access and record a video. You need: 1 oraquick, 1 20-minutes-long timer. Keep the camera pointed to your face and the test". Then another section, "gifter verification. If you compiled your Gifter's data, please tell him to scan this QR code on his phone. Must be done in person, side by side." Damn, I just wanted an erotic AI, I'm entering another world!

It was good because it wasn't planned. Let's say we talked about the possibility for some time, I was scared of it; my partner and my ex, about developing unhealthy -let's say toxic- dynamics. Every time we planned, we said no. But in the end, it came natural.

I can't find the words for what happened summer 2025. We were three. Me, my partner, and my first ex, the guy who took my virginity. Well, I'm the man who took my current partner's virginity. We were naked, in the hot weather, one thing led to another. And my first man, became my partner's second. It was sort of getting a rite of passage virtually back.

PS. I have bookmarked NIFTY on my browser and will monitor gay/incest (I love incest-related romance stories). And as for AI and creativity, I have took the chance of using its mostly conservative stereotypes to create the song's refrain. And guess what? Now I have a far-right, extremely conservative co-worker I everyday argue with, who's singing this all the time. "Biological bond, by family blood, with positive vibe, I'm proud and alive. Let's challenge our fate, embracing our mate, we don't really care about stigma and scare". He assumes I sent him a conservative/far-right catchy, while he's singing a pro-poz fake anthem without even knowing!

That's what I mean, it is an aid, it can't replace human creativity. I do use it for creative operations when I have difficulties especially on languages. I'm not native English speaking and with songs (I play piano and sometimes invent some funny songs) I get stuck with rhymes. So, I prompted a Poe bot to write lyrics keeping the native language's meaning but remaining coherent with the rhyme in English. And the result is one of my biography quotes. "Alpha male, real man. With my chest out, proudly I stand. I am strong, I am cool, I'm your positive dude". That was something to mock ultra-conservative fanatics obsessed by the macho-like male model.

Doing my best efforts for tech independence, because all over the world we are relying on Microsoft, Amazon, Google and so on. Let me say that I feel 2026 will reveal (if it's not been sufficient this year) how FRAGILE America-based tech infrastructures are. American companies have the power to switch everything off if they want and governments know it, despite alternatives are developing quicker. But you know, you learn to swim when water reaches your waist

I'm a geek, a tech worker, new software/gadget lover. But I'm a human author and I am hating AI-only written content, more and more. I know VeniceAI, but I even tried the various bots called "pyrite" available on the paid poe.com platform. You have literally dozens of bots! Let me say I over-stressed them a lot. With the dirtiest topics. Man with man, woman with two men, man with sentient HIV virus, sentient virus "in incognito" pretending to be a man... But the result is always cold, non-empathic. Let me say it frankly, I got to cum with that stuff only when it was definitely a LOSER day. When I laid down on the bed asking myself: "and now? What worse than this day can still happen?" It was like having sex with a frozen doll. Not to say a dead body. Let alone when I create complex characters as I am used to. Do you remember Ian, from "we have to talk" in the bugchasing fiction story? A blind character, with many conflicts and contraddictions in him. But AI, after some paragraphs, started to drive a car. For me, calling it "artificial intelligence" is the worst mistake people are making in adopting this tech. But calling as it is, "large language model", would have given it the appropriate size and reflection time before mass-adoption. Fuck, I lost hours of my creative life, for? For nothing. My 40 cents for the cause. Yes, let me give a boost to my ego and self-esteem today. I need to!