ktopper

There are two things I hate doing, one is going to bed at night, the other is getting up in the morning. I think that qualifies me as a night owl.

I have been filmed a few times. I am kind of paranoid about it. I ask not to have my face filmed and insist on watching it before I leave to make sure it doesn't show my face. First time was an add on Craigslist when I first moved to this city. I called the number one Sunday afternoon and was given directions to an automotive repair shop. There were two guys there, one owned the shop, closed Sat, and Sunday, and the other was his friend. We went into an office with a sofa, some chairs, and a clean blanket on the floor. The friend said he wanted to eat my ass while jacking off. I explained that I didn't bottom and he said he didn't want to fuck, just eat some ass. The shop owner had ED and couldn't get hard, he wanted to film us. I said "no face shots" and he was OK with that. After the friend had cum while giving me a fantastic tongue job the shop owner handed the camera to his friend and he filmed the owner giving me head. Watching it after we were through was a turn on. While I knew I would never be a porn star I still thought I looked pretty good in their movie. I asked them if they had any friends who liked to bottom. Their reply was "several, we sometimes have regular fuck parties here." I went to probably 4 or 5 of their parties over the next couple of years. Sometimes it was just us, other times there would be 5 or 6 people there. The shop closed down and I lost contact with some of them but others were making the rounds same as me and we would sometimes hook up. Another time I was filmed was a couple, man and his wife, in a motorhome at a campground. She filmed me fucking her husband while she taunted him by calling him names. I bred hubby, then watched the video, gave her a big kiss and left. I have had guys hand me their cell phone and want me to film while I fuck them. I will record around 30 seconds or a minute but it takes two hands to properly fuck so I put down the camera when things start getting serious, then sometimes start filming again as I pull my cock out.

Two nights ago; slept about an hour and a half, woke up and couldn't go back asleep. A common occurrence for me. So I headed out to my shop/man cave about 0100. Turned the heat on, lit up a Romeo y Julietta, poured a glass of dark rum, fired up the 'puter (with some nice speakers plugged into it, big subwoofer and nice woofers with built in tweeters. Played some classic 60s-70s rock and roll for awhile, then pulled up a recording of a full concert by 2cellos played in the Arena Del Pula in Croatia. Pula is the hometown of one of the 2cellos guys, the other guy is Slovenian. Pula was a resort town built by the Romans during the Empire. The arena is the best preserved of the ancient Roman arenas. No doubt many gladiators shed blood or lost their lives there. The contrast between that and a 2cellos concert is mind boggling. I could have easily had some male company with a phone call or two. But I just enjoyed the alone time. And a good cigar and a couple of drinks. I like cigars.

Breeding might seem to be an oxymoron in regards to gay sex. But is it really? I have a long held theory (unproven by any science that I know of) that a bottom absorbs some of a tops semen into his bloodstream where it circulates throughout the body and even passes the blood/brain barrier and has a physiological effect on the bottom. He wants more, he craves cum. A former girlfriend kind of turned me on to this way of thinking, she swore that after a hot night of sex she felt super feminine, calmer, and was aroused by my mere proximity. One could put it down to just the normal after effects of several orgasms (she was multi-orgasmic) but she thought it was due to absorbing my semen into her body. I myself have noticed something similar. Although I am exclusively a top if I am in an ABS or busy cruise area or even a gay fuck party I like to suck a dick or two before breeding some hot fag bottom's ass. When sucking cock I swirl the cum around in my mouth and hold it under my tongue so it can absorb straight into my circulatory system. It seems to make me even more gay and when I sink balls deep into some hot sexy fag ass I am so into the fuck that my whole world is at that moment focused on it. That is breeding, spiritually if not literally. And no, I do not use fag as a derogatory slur for bottoms. They are my sex partners of choice and we are playing the same game.

That has always been my definition. If I ejaculate in a hot sexy male ass I think of it as breeding him. With the ladies I think of breeding as impregnating them, otherwise it's just fucking them. There's nothing else in sex quite like cumming balls deep in a hot male ass.

I just now saw this. I think most here know exactly what you are going through, it hurts. Love is such a divine, ennobling experience that it is worth the risks. Someone once said "he who has not loved has not lived." As Lord Tennyson put it, better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

I haven't hooked up with a truck driver for several years but when younger I scored with several. My second gay encounter ever was getting fucked in a sleeper unit. I also remember the light flashing signals. Walk slowly along in front of the parked trucks with a hard dick creating a bulge in your pants, make one pass then turn around and slowly walk back. If one flashed his lights, bingo. I caught on to this on a motorcycle trip. I pulled into a truck stop to eat and watched a prostitute from the window where I was seated do this. Later I tried it. It worked. Not always, but often enough to be entertaining. Back when Craigslist was still a thing I scored several truckers looking for cock. We had a big truck stop north of town, one south of town, and a rest area where they parked. They would pull in and park then place an add on the local Craigslist, I would see the add and respond, then get me some ass in a sleeper. Porn fiction always portrays truckers as big super masculine tops, my experience has been the opposite. Other than my first trucker, they have all been bottoms. Driving gets boring and the only thing they have to occupy their minds is sex so they must be some of the horniest people on the planet. I know driving long distances makes me hyper horny.

Oh yes, Bourbon is good also. That routine with a fine cigar, a nice bourbon, neat of course, maybe a couple of drops of water to release flavor, and a hot gay cocksucker is something I need to try. My wife, back when we still thought each other was cool, would sometimes try to distract me from my cigar out on the back patio with a blowjob. She considered it a success if the cigar went out. A gay BJ and the addition of an adult beverage would be perfect. Might even kiss the cocksucker after he's done if he does a good job. I wonder what liquor goes best with the taste of cum?

I haven't really encountered too much I considered excessively weird but then I've always been open minded and rather adventurous. But some of the weirdness posted here, like WTF? I've had a few guys who liked to be pissed on, always considered that strange but I usually comply. Once in a motel room a guy wanted me to piss on him so I took him to the shower to do the deed. After I pissed on him I thought WTF and asked him to piss on me. He did. It did nothing for me so I still don't understand the thrill. I used to like to breed hook ups in my marital bed, wife was gone of course. One bottom told me I was kinky as fuck for that. Some tops find xdressers weird. I have developed an appetite for them. As for the language barrier thing, I hooked up with a hot ass Mexican bear type several times. He spoke almost no English and as for me, no habla espanol muy bien. He was very vocal while getting fucked and would carry on in Spanish while I fucked him. It was hot as hell. I could get a few words here and there, Gringo grande muy bien, convertieme en tu puta, enough to kind of get what he was on about. It was fun. I met him at a cruisey rest area outside of town and once we figured out what each other wanted I loaded him up in my PU truck and headed to a local hook up area a few miles away. After we fucked I drove him back to the rest area and then found out he didn't have a car so I drove him into town and he gave me directions (mostly by pointing) to a house where he was staying. He had me stop a block away and then gave me a big passionate kiss and handed me a piece of paper that said "Antonio" with a phone number. We got together several times over the next few months. Just arranging a hook-up was an adventure due to the language barrier. He never wanted to be picked up at his house and would name a gas station or store nearby. We would work it out until we both understood the time and place, and I would confirm "OK, si, me comprende, be ready for some gringo grande dick." He eventually moved on and I hope things are going well for him, my hairy assed little hispanic faggot and amigo.

I've have a couple that have lasted for 10 or 15 years. Over the years I have had several that lasted anywhere from 6 months to 5 years or so. There is just something about long term fuck buddies. You get to know what each other likes sexually and you get to know each other as people, friends even. It makes for some really hot sex. There's no emotional manipulation and games like with women.

I smoke cigars, have done so off and on my whole adult life. I average about 3-4 cigars per week, sometimes quite a bit more than that if I'm hanging out with friends who are also cigar smokers. Other times, like winter time, I'll go a week or more between cigars because I don't smoke in the house. I have a shop/man cave where I smoke during cold weather, nice place to hang out, I have internet, can surf porn and whatever, can tinker around with various projects, read a good book, and have bred a few fuck buddies there. As for health aspects of cigar smoking, one doesn't inhale cigar smoke. The curing of the tobacco leaves makes them highly acidic, cigarette tobacco is highly processed and deliberately made alkaline to make it easy to inhale and more addictive. Heavy cigar smoking can lead to mouth cancers but is fairly rare. I think the meditative and calming aspects of smoking a good cigar outweighs any negative effects. Nothing like kicking back on a warm sunny day with a good friend, a nice Arturo Fuente or Davidoff, with a glass of good Port or Brandy, while discussing old Harley Davidsons or hunting rifles or bitching about politics. I never thought of cigar smoking as sexy, but after reading this thread I might have to rethink that. Perhaps there is some phallic symbolism involved, I do admit to a fondness for sucking cock even though I am a top. But I mostly agree with ol' Freud on this, sometimes a cigar is just a cigar. I don't agree with Freud about much but he got that right. Most people think that cigars stink, hell even I think they stink which is why I don't smoke in the house. As for the anti-smoking cult they can fuck off. If they want to take away my tobacco they will have to pry the hot smoking cigar from my cold dead fingers.

I think I am beginning to understand your perspective. A volunteer sex worker. I like that. Sometimes I almost feel something close to that as a top. I have fucked guys who really weren't appealing to me, fat, ugly, bad hygiene, but what the hell, they need dick too. And if I can stay hard and cum in them how bad can they really be? They must have something going for them. I think just the fact that they want to get fucked turns me on. However most bottoms I find genuinely sexy. Anyway, I like your attitude toward bottoming. You are probably a hot piece of ass, especially with a few loads already in you.

No, not at all. You are actually a dick loving slut. My favorite kind of guy. It sounds like you are living the dream, congratulations, and enjoy. You know what might be fun? Charge each top some ridiculously low amount of money, like a dollar or even a quarter. Then you could legitimately say you are a prostitute, a cheap whore.

Breeding is a top cumming in another male's ass without a condom or other such inconveniences. Infecting the bottom with something is "knocking him up." As far as I know I am HIV negative and have never given a bottom a venereal disease, just lucky I guess. But I have bred a lot of male ass.

My favorite for getting off is him ass up, face down. I like the view, I like how hiss ass fits me, it is easy to pull out and ream him for awhile, and it gets my cum deep when I breed him. But I'm not a fanatic about it, I fuck and breed in several different positions. If the bottom has a big dick and/or huge balls I like to admire them with him on his back "girl style" and if I am really turned on and the bottom wants it too it makes kissing easier which adds to the vibe of "I'm breeding you like a girl despite that big dick of yours." Truth is I usually go through several different positions before I cum. It's exciting and it gives me a short break. Otherwise I sometimes cum before I want to.

Crushes? OK, I confess to one. I would love to bury my cock in that perfect ass.

I came close to having sex with a female cousin. I was around 18 at the time, maybe not quite 18 or just turned 18, I can't remember exactly. She was a couple years younger. She told me years later that if I had been persistent she would have probably gone for it. I'm hesitant to impose my morality on others since I don't like the moral squad trying to tell me what to do or how to live. But my personal feeling is that it should not occur if it involves a minor. When I was around 10 or 11 my younger brother and I hung around with a a couple of other kids who were brothers. They played around sexually together, I don't think fully anal but BJs and frottage, that kind of stuff. They once invited me and my brother to play. We declined. We thought they were "queers". Neither of them grew up to be gay, they were just experimenting. Another brother/sister pair we used to hang out with, around 13 or 14, were fucking each other. The sister was older and initiated it. The sister wanted to fuck me in front of my brother and her brother. I nervously noped out of that. They also grew up normal, no apparent psychological damage to either. My point is that kids will fuck around with each other regardless of the laws. But I don't think it should be encouraged. And when it involves children and older relatives it is a huge NO!

As a top I personally like already bred holes. Cum slick holes with cum oozing out...yes yes yes, I'll have some of that.

Back when I used to bottom, many decades ago, I would sometimes cum while getting fucked. Usually it was when I knew the top was about to cum in me, that would turn me on so much that I would cum. Even if my top took awhile I would still be aroused enough to enjoy our fuck after I came. I think it was more of a prostate orgasm than anything which left me wanting more. As a top if the bottom asks me to stop I will. But if I know he is cumming it usually makes me cum too. I have rarely been asked to stop and pull out, usually it is just something like "please hurry". Some bottoms are weird. They will carry on about me being too big and hurting them, I'm not overly endowed BTW, and before 48 hours goes by they will call and arrange another hook up.

^^^ Exactly right. I am technically bisexual but figured out early on that thinking I was "straight" made me feel conflicted and guilty about my gay side. Embrace your gay desires.

You make some great points and are probably mostly right. I based my statements on personal subjective observations which doesn't mean they are the norm. I have worked around and hung out with a lot of straight men and have noticed that a lot of them seem to lose their sex drive completely in their 30s. Perhaps the HS cheerleader they married, after a couple of kids and the standard American diet, is about a hundred pounds beyond appealing (as is he) and being family oriented Bubba isn't out pursuing other women. Which is admirable. I have had several straight men in their late 30s-40s tell me they don't even think about sex any more. But sex drive may be like other things, use it or lose it. I think we basically agree. I have been told a few times that I'm not really gay because I like women too. OK, whatever, but I will continue enjoying gay sex for as long as possible. And enjoy it I do. Put me in a room with 9 hot young and horny naked ladies and one hot bubble-butt bottom and that bottom is probably gonna get bred.

No, I hook up with way more men than women, although I do have one lady I have been intermittently hooking up with for years. I am married, BTW, but my marriage is sexless. It wasn't always that way but became so. So I look elsewhere to get my needs met. I have had enough gay sex that it has became my "go to" and I do find it incredibly hot.

I have often wondered about the evolutionary role of same sex attraction. In certain places at certain periods of history people were killed for it. It would seem that with that kind of selective pressure against it any "gay gene" would become increasingly rare. Yet homosexuality persists. Maybe that is because there is a bit of it in everyone. It gets "turned on" under certain conditions. None of my ancestors or relatives were or are the least bit gay to my knowledge. I myself had no interest in men throughout my formative teen years or early adulthood. I did have a strong sex drive for the opposite sex and was fairly successful with them. I was mid twenties before having my first gay encounter. I developed an appetite for it. But I don't think I was "born gay", I became gay (more accurately bisexual) because I wanted to. I switched on something inherent in my make up and have enjoyed the ride since then. The article mentions risk taking being tied to gay and bisexual men. I have always been a risk taker, AKA adventurous. I think that there is probably some evolutionary advantage for a population through a tendency for same sex attraction although I don't know what it is.

Yes, I also believe this is true. My experience is that both Bisexuals and fully gay men have a higher sex drive than straight men.

Six? That is just sad. I've sucked at least that many dicks in an evening just getting in the proper mood to breed some hot bottom. I've never considered myself to be all that promiscuous but only 6, WTF? I have heard that a huge percentage of younger guys are still virgins at age 30. If they can't get females for whatever reason they should try gay sex. No head games involved, no expensive dates, and it is a hell of a lot of fun. Modern women are already complaining about "passport bros", just think of how upset they will be if more men catch on to gay sex and start competing with them for Chad's attention.