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You know, I don't think there is really a "good" city to be a bottom in-- most gay guys like getting fucked, so the perceived bottom to top ratio always seems to be about 9 bottoms to the one very exhausted top. Look at any of the mega gay areas, such as my own Ft Lauderdale, Palm Springs, or big gay events like IML or MAL - there are countless bottoms eager for load after load-- and some do get used hard and often-- but the vast majority are seeking more than sucking :-(

OH NO !!! Another story written and abandoned-- sort of like Stepdad gets a Pig-- great beginnings, and then everyone left dangling-- I think there needs to be a panel established that rewards authors of stories, who actually finish the story line- with all the unbridled twisted sex possible- sort of an incentive to finish their writinggs

While yes, they seem to be hypocrites, remember they are running a business and have to do a fine line dance too. I stopped doing IML when they banned companies like Dick Wadd or Treasure Island or SX from the market because of the bareback nature of the videos. IML was obviously getting pressure from either the health department or self righteous people who only wanted certain things to be in their view finders. And yet, the man behind IML while standing at the podium preaching no drugs, no bareback, left each day to collect the proceeds from his not so sanitary bathhouse- Mans Country- where drugs and raw are everywhere. But, by standing there, he may have been able to fend off any further pressure and incursions by the morality squad. Its pathetic, but a part of where we are. Here in Ft Lauderdale, our local sex/bottle club has had AHF panting at their door about the unsafe sex going on in the club- to the point the club actually wen tin and remodeled to make it less blatantly a suck and fuck place . And fact is- AHF runs the STD testing clinics and probably has a lot of the guys testing positive for a STD saying they have no idea of who they contracted it from ( although they most likely do) and instead will say they were at a sex club or bathhouse- so there is no embarrassment of a health dept worker calling up a trick and saying Joe Blow has Gonno and he may have gotten/given it to you. So the tubs and sex clubs have to be more defensive- because others are hunting them,rightly or wrongly but frankly- the CumUnion parties always came off as a voyeurs venue and not as much group rolling sex

Like FF Whole posted- my hole can take a fist, hell in one session with a good trusted bud I took his balls,cock AND fist in - it is all about the head and relaxing the muscle. That said, the same head can contract the muscle and squeeze a condom off a guy who insists on using them- so if there is a really out of control sloppy hole, I would have to say the guy just is not exercising the muscles to keep it toned . Now, like today- a fist bud is coming over at 4p to slop my ass out big time- I ought to have a really loose and rosebudded hole by 5 30p. Then a guy who has been making advances on my hole wants to come and use my hole- but he only wants it wide open and sloppy, and loaded - so for him there is nothing too loose. After he gets his pleasure, I figure I will be hitting the latin bar in Miami and trying to keep the breeding going- I have a lot of loads to catch up on this month !

Well, I live in Ft Lauderdale , where it seems all the boys retire to after the semen screen. In a bad impression of a top ten list, here is my impression of ex porn star careers here: 10 Yard care specialist 09 Pool care specialists 08 dog walker/pet sitter 07 sales clerk, Macys 06 sales clerk, sex store 05 airline job- flight mattress or for the butcher guys, ramp agents 04 waiter, probably a gay focused restaurant ( and generally tied in to a gay bar too) 03 escort 02 bartender- if still hard and fit one of the trendy bars,if softer, one of the piano bars more popular with the retirees and the number one career post porn................................................. 01 "massage therapy , with complete muscle release- $50 extra for outcalls <g> If anyone ahs any other input, feel free to update ! LOL

Hey RawTop- just curious how the experimentation is going-- and, do you think you will have any printed up and out in time for MAL 17-20 Jan ?? I will be doing it this year again, and def would love to wander the market and halls with the T shirt on and advertising. OK, might wear a 665 Leather T to the market one time and wander thru the Mr S booth- scored a free Mr S shirt last year doing that <g> ( fuck, I really am a whore for freebies)

Ok men, November had heart promise early on, 13 ass loads in one night my first night in Berlin, and then food poisoning hit at the end of day 3 and for the next 3 weeks I was totally cum less. So that said, I am now at 156 loads planted in my ass, 91 loads swallowed, 66 fistings, and 20 piss loads. For v those guys not taking inventory, a new year is close, time to get a calendar and begin taking cum loads for2014 !! And as a side bbar, I never include a non cum fuck or guy who let's me suck, but then does not cum, or my count would be at least doubled, if not more

Ah, NL Bear- now you have discovered what the men of Ft Lauderdale have known for ages- warm weather and swinging free---nothing better, unless you happen to be sitting out on the patio of the Starbucks in the gay town of Wilton Manors and can watch the morning parade of guys either just crawling out of bed and tossing on fleece or nylon shorts , or the men coming in from the gym- almost everyone is swinging and showing- def can identify the cut vrs uncut men LOL

Damn- I was in Berlin 3 weeks ago- only made it to New Action Friday night - it was a skins weekend and the bar was def a skin attitude- managed to get skull fucked but nothing else- then got hit with food poisoning shortly after leaving the bar- never saw the basement -- where was the door to it?? As for Bull- never made it late night, but my 1st day I arrived in too early to checkin the hotel so left my bag and wandered the area, went into Bull at 9am and there were 4 or 5 hustler looking boys in there- 1 passed out on a bench,1 sprawled in front of the video gambling machine. Later that evening I went back, had another beer and now free of pickpocketable items did the darkroom- managed to suck on 1 guy, but it was too early and there were only a couple of non hustler guys in the back. If anyone is headed to Berlin- the website Berlin.com had the BEST hotel prices I found- I was at Quentin Design Hotel for %52 USD a night and it was a 4 star hotel !! If you just want a crash bed, the Hotel Vu ( I think thats correct) is located immediately between New Actions door and Bulls door- so even in the foulest coldest weather you can be 5 steps to either bar from the hotel door

There was just a news item in the local paper today ( Sun-Sentinel.com) reporting the incidence of gay men having unprotected sex has crept up in the last 5 years, from 47% saying they have had unprotected sex to something like 52% admitting to risky sexual actions in the latest survey. Draw whatever conclusions from it you may- the men asked were mostly in for free testing at various organizations doing HIV or STD testing. Perhaps those numbers are skewed a tad since these guys are sexually active enough to realize they need to get tested

Good luck on the healing path. Just passed the 5 year anniv of having signed off the hospice papers for end of life on him- a task I was asked to do by him after our split. My final gift , resolution for him. You will always have a soft spot in your brain where it involves him. You will crave to reach out because while, as you say, it was toxic- it is familiar. And, you both have very common experiences and memories that each other can fill in blank spots on when one of you forget. But, you have to move forward and do your own life independent of his input- when you think you might have found someone, remember any relationship is not 50/50. You have to put 100% into it, and so does the other person. Best wishes- now- bring that cock round this way and fuck me - I can def help you forget whats his name <g>

C'mon mate- Ft Lauderdale is THE place for some nice Aussie Bum like yours ! HUGE gay population, an entire city geared to the gay economy ( some of the prettiest commando cock shows ever on the patio of Starbucks in the morning) Easy flights in and out all over the US- and from Miami ( 30 minutes away) the entire world is a plane trip off-- besides- you would be so much happier naked 99% of the time than covered in long pants and sweaters - like you would have to be almost every where else ! LOL

Hell, If you have not tested in almost 2 years, and been playful - I'd say buy any life insurance and any long term disability insurance you want now, while you can honestly tick off the box NO to HIV/AIDS. Once you get tested and are poz, kiss most insurances good bye ! Only bright spot- my union provides the members with some $3000 policy - as a come on for the insurance company to get a foot in and up sell the members with lots more insurance- when I sent the card in claiming my policy, of course a salesman had to drop by to "finalize" the policy. As he tried to upsell me, I finally had enough and told him I was poz, had been for 20 years, and his company would not insure me any further than they were obligated. He stopped in his spiel, finished the paperwork for my union policy, and left within 5 minutes-- I should have dropped it on him earlier and saved 20 minutes ! LOL

Had a similar event at the back patio of the latin bar in Miami- sucked a guy who was standing, no issue, we moved to a corner and when he pulled his pants down and sat, and I went to go down on him- EWWW POOO!! Nothing on his cock, but obviously he had a slider that was caked on his hole or something- -worked him, but what a foul event

Could rape fantasies for so many be an excuse- they fantasize about extreme things occurring to them, without them actually being responsible? They would never do XYZ, but in the rape fantasy it is OK- since they cannot consent? While what HMR endured was not fantasy or pleasure- what I think most men hold as a rape scene is the enacting of dark thoughts with a free pass for thinking or living them out

Man, I am a pussy I guess- I can take an extra large fist, but the idea of burning my flesh makes me cringe-- and all i can think of is the after ache from branding. (the headache, feverish feeling, tenderness, ) It would really have to be one hell of a scene to get my head wrapped around this- but to just walk into a tat parlor, sit down and say - brand me-- wow

I just bid my vacation weeks for 2014, my 1st week of importance was the week leading up to MAL weekend, so I can be sure to be off, and there ! Had a GREAT time last year, and as all good bottoms lament, no where near enough cock and cum ( or fists) Just guess I will have to make up for lost chances -- and anyone interested in planting some deep seed in me, let me know and lets stay in touch

Wow brother- you have opened up a can of worms- a free t shirt will have the boys lining up faster than a hard cock -- well, maybe ... I would love a shirt - why not ?? I love the site and sure wish more guys were on here ( and posting their LOCATION in the profiles, ahem!!) So, if you have not already blistered your fingers bloody -- hmm, now thats a pattern to think about-- Size: Large T-Shirt Color: Blue Front Graphic: Breeding Zone Front Graphic Color: Silver/Metalic Rear Graphic: biohazard Rear Graphic Color: Silver/Metalic I can wear it out to the latino bar in Miami and have truth in advertising front and center as I bend over for the men on the patio And, thanks for the efforts you put forth- not just in t shirts, but in all the universally piggy and twisted thoughts allowed to flow here !

Just a follow up to this thought thread guys. I got home Tuesday afternoon- 10 hour non stop flight from Berlin back to Miami - without any "accidents" but def had a gut full of German strength Immodium helping me out on that. I was finally able to get out of the hotel room on Monday afternoon and hit the chemist around the corner from the hotel for help- and they suggested I go with their product at every 4 hours until I got home- and it worked. Saw my own doctor first thing Wednesday morning, he heard ALL about my exploits in Berlin, including the thought of chem piss, and leaned back and said it was food poisoning plain and simple- I just had a bad strain of it and was probably going to have a few more days of issues until the meds he was about to prescribe kicked in fully, and my own natural gut began to recover. Then he said it sounded like I had a good time in spite of the set back, and we talked about the men of Berlin and the great opportunities for sex and sightseeing, if maybe not for food <g> Did the first 24 hours of the 2 drugs he wrote for once I gave up enough stool samples for testing- and since starting the Cipro and Flagyl, the gut has settled and stopped the war !! Small victories but very big improvements in quality of life- I even got online and reset my profiles on BBRT and Asspig today- almost tempted to eat a load or two LOL -I have to do something to put some of the weight back on <g> A side note- I heard privately from a guy who read this thread- he hits Berlin monthly on business- and he had the very same thing hit him last month- and after his US doc ran tests, everything came back clear of any causes such as bacterial or viral- so there might just be a new bug out there- if anyone else visiting Berlin has a simiar experience, I would be eager to hear about it- he did not eat at the pizza place I did, but he did eat cock in the same dark room as I did on my 1st night- AND- one last apology- while in Berlin, I went tablet- had just gotten a new Galaxy Tab3, at under a pound it seemed so much easier to travel with compared to my laptop and its bulk . Loved the ease of use, but the keyboard/swype function made some of the things I was trying to write come out very , um, odd to say the least ! For some unknown reason, I had to had type in some words, like piss , but fuck was fine ! So if you read any of the daily posts, and thought I was on some hallucinogen I really wasn't , but my keyboard may have been

Oh crap!! Berlin days 4 AND 5 OK guys. I will spare the vivid details, but after getting home Friday night, and having the shits, I took a shower. And climbed into bed. About 5 or 10 minutes, I began shivering and felt feverish. Covered under both duvets and the bed spread, I couldn't stop the shivering. Finally about 30 or 40 minutes later I did doze off, but woke shortly after with cramping and the real need to use the toilet. And everything on me ached. It's Sunday now, and I still am experiencing symptoms. Needless to say, I never made it anywhere Saturday, and Laboratory was doing Faust Haus that I really wanted to attend. So, now I am wondering-is this the result of maybe getting some Chem piss @ New Action, food poisoning from the pasta, or just a gut bug that decide to pay a visit??? Whatever, is definitely the shits. 2 days and no sex!! And no desire for any, actually :@(

Berlin day 3. Day 2 got hung in my tablet, so sorry .I woke Friday to the sound of the room phone ringing, my bud from home was checking in to see if I had a good night. The sauna did him in, and he couldn't get up the energy to meet me. So we ended up doing lunch and comparing sex tales. Some more wandering, then he had dinner plans. Skins weekend was starting in Berlin, so I grabbed some pasta to fill and coat my gut, the got ready to head out for the night. Scheune was hosting a skin party, I tried to go on but didn't meet their doorman s dress code. Come back after 2a he said. So I went up the street to Reitzbar for naked night. Very slow, only 5 guys when I got there and not many more showed up, but I did get fucked by 2 guys, and one of those fisted me later. Not seeing any potential, I got my clothes and left, headed for new Àction. Busier, lots of men in bleachers, I ordered a beer and roamed. A lot of posing, but there did not seem to be men DOING. I finally got 1 guy to skull fuck me, them he passed me to another guy, neither came. Bumped into a big leather bear in a corner, he seemed somewhat drink, but I groped and pawed and he fished his cock out for me. As I was sucking on him, he began a dribble of piss, never much at a time. Unable to get him hard, I got up off my knees and wandered around. The guys seemed more buzzed, so I left, my gut was rumbling and I was over the chase. Got back to the hotel and the toilet just in time. And thus ended my Friday

OK men. Berlin day 2... Met a good friend from home, who happened to be in Berlin visiting family , and did lunch , then we wandered the gayborhood. He left to hit one of the saunas, I went back to get ready for Lab. Finally good and ready I headed off to the club around 8p, all reports were to go early, and I had to find it. Let me tell you, in a new city, not speaking the language, at night. .. it was a challenge. But I found it, paid the entry, and stripped. The Club is amazing, slings everywhere and the guys hot! A beer, a walk around to get my bearings, and I was set. I saw a guy sprawled in a chair stroking, so I approached him and played with his tits, then slipped down and sucked him. A 3rd joined in, and the guy I was blowing began finding my hole (prelubed, of course). I stood up and got a container of lube from my sock to grease his fingers, and the 3 Rd guy took over on his cock. I figured that was going to be a lost load so I let the man finger me a little,he promised me he would fuck me later. My Dutch bud showed, and I dutifully went down on him. There was a padded unit close by that he led me to and bent me over , then fucked me for everyone to get the idea. A cock took my mouth, Dut ch pulled out of my hole, but quickly was replaced with the first of a string of guys-i lost track but one was the original guy I had sucked. I had a break, and after some wasted cruising saw a man who must do bodybuilding competitions. Alone. Just standing there. What the hell. .I gave it a shot and approached him, gently licking jis nipple. A moan, so I moved a little more,rubbing his other tit. His uncut cock was about 6 soft, and I bent down and eased it into my throat. A small group watched us, and as he got hard, it turned into 9 or more inches. While busy sucking b him, I made an obvious motion of taking spit to lube my hole. He took the cue and poked a finger , then 3, in my ass. I shifted and bent over for him, and he began fisting me.huge paws...handed him the grease, and he gave me a hell of a work out..at one point I was standing on the platform(trying to escape..??) and he was jammIng his arm almost straight up. He definitely got off on the show and crowd, I finally pulled off his wrist and sunk down onto him,sliding down to suck the precum from him. He w as at a loss as to what to do with his greasy hand, so I took it and wiped it off on my hair. I wish I had gotten his name, or at least where he would be this weekend. Lab began losing steam, the men were head Ing off to other bars. Dutch man tried sseveral times to incite a gang bang in me, but only a few guys would fuck for a minute and then wander. So, I packed up and left too. End of night, and I may have gotten a few loads up my hole, 1 down my throat, and one HELL of a good fist

Hey men, I made it to Berlin yesterday. Hotel check in was 4 hours after I landed, but they held my suitcase for me. I Am dead center in the bay neighborhood, as I discovered walking around until my room was ready. So, jet lagged I napped until 6p, then went over Bull, a 24 hr bar. Slow and the ones there seemed pretty wasted / hustler. After 1 beer and 1 cock sucked,went to another bar. It was packed but the darkroom was slow. I did get fisted and fucked twice, but it was taking to long for me, so I left and hit Mutchmanns, just after they opened at 11p. A fast exploration of the bar and darkroom, then I stripped to my jock and boots and hit the darkroom. By The time I Left 4 hours later I had gotten fisted 2 times , fucked to completion 11 times, and ate 2 guys loads. A special thanks to my new Dutch buddy who had me suck him numerous times to the edge, he would be very loud and verbal, which only caused others to use me each time. A bud is going to meet me soon, do food, and then the night will be spent bent over or in a sling, at LAB_oratory. My Ditch man insist ed I should be there , and assured me I would take twice as many loads.....

Skinbastard- thanks for the pickpocket warning- I hope to be as naked as possible <g.> and def hope to meet you and say hello in person- will be at Mutchmanns for sure Sun afternoon, unless I am still wedged in a sling at LAB from Sat night <g>