MackyJay

Kind of liked this story before I read it. The posting date of May 30th got me as that is my birthday.

I need a sir like this for sure.

Part 49 　 It seemed to take forever to find my flashlight, having forgotten to put it away, and finally finding it under the sink in the bathroom where I had used it to check for a leak a while back. I checked it to make sure it worked and headed back to the kitchen. Getting down on my knees I turned the light on and looked under the fridge. There was the coin, almost clear to the back against the wall. Can nothing be easy lately? 　 I had to get up to get the broom to see if I could drag it out. I knelt again and gently swept the broom in and over the coin and started to drag it out. As I got it from underneath, the broom was over it and I felt a moment of, what, fear, anxiety, excitement? I lifted the broom carefully and looked at the coin and my decision was made for me. I could not decide whether it was relief or more indecision as I looked again to see that the side showing was tails. I was to go get the PEP and then decide afterward whether to continue with guys or not. I was so nervous, I was almost in tears. 　 Now, to just stay in and try to rest until tomorrow morning when I would call the clinic and tell them I needed in as quickly as possible. I returned to bed, trying to get some rest, but my mind was still in turmoil and I just laid there staring at the ceiling. My mind was all over the place about what had been happening and it took a long time before I finally dozed off. 　 The next morning I awoke feeling rested for the first time in several days. I got up, made coffee and got dressed. Then I called the clinic. It was a little hard to tell them what I needed, but I finally got it out and was told they could fit me in in about an hour from now. I found myself shaking as I hung up the phone. 　 I soon left and went to the clinic where they did a quick test and I was somewhat shocked and relieved to find it came out neg still. They then took blood and told me they still had to check it that way but would start me on the PEP regimen immediately anyway just to be as safe as possible since my time limit to get it was almost over by now. 　 I picked up my prescription and headed home feeling less worried and much more relieved than I had been for a while. I got home just in time to see about 6 guys leaving Hank's place. I recognized them all and every one of them had fucked me over the weekend. 　 Hank was on his porch seeing them off and waved to me as I pulled in. I waved back and by the time I had gotten out of my car and headed to my porch, Hank had already went back inside his place. I went into the kitchen to turn my coffee back on and it was almost ready when there was a knock on my door. It was Hank. 　 I let him in and as he entered, he grabbed me and planted a kiss on me. I could not help myself and returned it. He drove his tongue into my mouth deep and we sucked on each others tongue back and forth for several minutes. Then we broke apart and I got out cups and poured us both coffee. 　 As we sat and drank our coffee, I was kind of nervous, but finally was able to blurt out what I had done. Hank, again, surprised me by being very supportive of me getting the PEP. He told me not to worry, as he just thought I needed some time to think about it. After all, until about a week ago, I had never even thought about having gay sex and then had let him turn me around about it. 　 He had started with just bjs and then just over this past weekend had given me my first ever fuck and took my ass cherry and told me he had HIV. I had then, for reasons I still didn't understand, had taken more and more and a lot of his friends fuck me too. He told me to just think it over and he was sure I would make the right decision, which to him was to let go and get pozzed and to enjoy sex then with whoever I felt like without having to worry about it. I had a lot more to think about by the time we got done talking and he had headed back to his place. I sat and started to think about it. I had some time now to decide what I was and what I would do about it.

Wish I could find 4 or 5 or more hot toxic guys to fuck me good like this story.

Everywhere I post, I say I am a power bottom cum dump for any and all BB loads. Cannot understand why I keep getting requests from tops wanting to see my dick.

Definitely need a nice big cock like this and a gifter here to do me.

Part 9 What the hell I was doing now? I am sobered up and still spreading my legs for a load of toxic cum to be shot into my hole? I guess I just wanted to see what it actually felt like when sober and see if the feelings were what I barely remembered from being drunk. This guy, I didn't even know, climbed on the bed with me and got between my legs and lifted them up and over his shoulders and then without lube or waiting, he drove his huge cock into my hole. He dropped his mouth down onto mine to stifle my scream of pain. My eyes shot wide open, staring deep into his. He bottomed out quickly and then just laid there for a bit, kind of grinding around in little circles with his cock loosening me up, I guess. Then he leaned back a little and looking at me asked, "Are you ready for this, now?" I just nodded and he started to slowly withdraw his cock till just the head was still in me. Then, he rammed it back in hard and fast, surprising me so much I couldn't even move at all. He then slowly pulled back again and then roughly back in. Each stroke rubbing my prostate and driving me crazy with pain and pleasure at once. I had no idea what the hell I was doing, this was completely crazy, but for some reason I wanted this knowledge, this understanding of what it felt like knowing what was coming. He continued to slowly pull out and slam fast and hard back into my hole. The pain was going away more and more till all I could feel was the pleasure of his cock as each stroke in and out rubbed against my pleasure center. The intense feelings kept growing in me until I thought my cock was going to burst. Then he got faster and faster and harder and harder. I could literally feel his cock expanding and getting harder. His breathing was becoming more ragged as he approached his orgasm. Then he leaned back and looking deep into my eyes, he whispered, "Here it comes. I am cumming in you, now." As he said this last thing, he drove into me as deep as he could, grinding his cock into me and I could feel it pulse. As he was cumming, my own cock erupted, spraying my cum all over both of our stomachs. He planted his lips on mine and his tongue drove into my mouth and I was returning his kiss just as hard. We both seemed to cum forever. I could hardly believe how intense it was. Then, as we were coming down from our orgasms, he just kept grinding his cock into me as if to drive it through me. Our kiss getting hotter and hotter. Just when I thought it could not go on any more, I felt his cock start to throb, again, and he spoke softly, even as we kissed, saying, "I am cumming again. I can't believe your hole is just pulling more cum out of me already." The pulses just seemed to go on and on. Seeming like hours, but only a few more seconds and then I could actually feel his dick starting to soften. Soon, without stopping our kiss, it fell out of my hole and I could feel some cum running out of my full hole. We continued to kiss for several minutes more. Then as our lips parted he rolled off of me, holding me tightly in a hug. As we laid there he was rubbing my own cum around on my stomach and then he reached down and scooped up a bit of his cum that was seeping out of me and his hand came up to my mouth and he stuck his cum covered fingers in and I was sucking his and my cum off of his fingers. I was staring at the ceiling then and wondering, How the Hell Did That Happen?

Chapter XXIV A couple of minutes until 8 and the door beside the bar opened and the owner strode out. We both saw him at almost the same time. We sat and stared as he made his way around the bar, greeting customers here and there as he made his 'rounds' as it were. Neither of us could hardly breathe watching. I could tell he knew we were there, but was dragging out our wait. I knew my love was probably thinking the same thing I was, remembering the huge cock he had and how he could use it. I wanted it in me, but not what it contained. There would be no going back to innocence after tonight for us. He took his time knowing our trepidation would increase and with it, I am sure, would raise his need and pleasure. He knew he had us now. Knew that soon he would be pumping his toxic loads into our negative asses trying with all his might to tear us and infect us with his loads. He wanted his poz babies in us forever. Finally, he approached our table. My boy and I just sat and stared as he approached, unable to move, caught like deer in the headlights of a car. He was then there and spoke to us saying, "I am both pleased and disappointed in you two. So glad you are finally here to receive my gift, but at the same time, sad, as I was having such fun fucking and giving my gift to your friends, too." I think we should head on back now as it has been too long in coming." He motioned for us to follow him and as we both got up and started after him, we were both looking around as it seemed everyone there must know what was happening. We could not see anyone even looking our way though. We were on our way to this man's bed to probably become pozzed and both of us were shaking all the way. He opened his door and we filed past him with our heads down and not looking at him. I was now feeling both terrified and somewhat, deep inside, excited, knowing how his huge cock had felt before as he had fucked me. I was sure my love was feeling the same way. He closed the door then and we were now going to get fucked and there would be no going back. My boy and I were holding hands and I could feel him trembling as I am sure he could feel me doing the same. Our host wasted little time in telling us to get our clothes off. He was as ready as could be and as we started to get naked, he also took his clothes off. His huge cock was already starting to come up and drooling precum. He was really getting anxious to do us. My boy and I, for some crazy reason, were both scared and excited both and we both had hard cocks pointing straight out. It was very strange.

Next chapter almost done, but am sure some may not like it, but also assure you everything will come out ok in the end.

Did a little checking and found that after initial infection, it depends on you. Your immune system, health and other factors. AIDS could actually develop in as little as a few months, but normally takes at least 2 years and death, if untreated could come in as little as 3 years at worst to approx. 12 years at best.

Part 8 About the end of this last time, I passed out again. I awoke quite some time later this time. I had no real idea what time it was, but got up, found I was still naked, and got into my clothes I found and got my phone out and saw that it was almost 5 in the morning. OMG, I had figured on being home by 1. Damn, what the hell was I doing. My mind still was not quite functioning, yet. From the sounds I could hear, the party was still going strong though. I just stood there for a bit, trying to figure out what the hell I had been doing and why was I naked? All I could really remember at the moment was I was drunk and had been doing something or other and it seemed to have to do with sex, I thought. My mind just would not work. I sat down and leaned over with my face in my hands and tried to think. My mind was a huge blank fog. I had really had too much to drink and too quickly. It seemed for some reason that my mind kept saying I had been fucked by guys, but hell, that must have been a dream as I am straight. Then as I was thinking this, it dawned on me that my ass sure was sore and seemed to be damp. I reached down between my legs to feel and my hand felt a lot of moisture there and as I scrunched forward a little, all at once my hand felt something running into it. I looked to find and lot of white creamy looking stuff in my hand tinged somewhat pinkish. Then a little bit started to come back to me. I had been fucked. What the hell was I thinking? Then as I was thinking that this guy came walking in as naked as I was and a huge swinging cock between his legs. As he walked in it started to come back to me. I not only had been fucked, but by more than one and this guy had been the last one in me, and done me twice. Then my eyes really popped open when I remembered what he had told me. They had all had HIV and none on meds and all had dumped their cum in my ass. HOW THE HELL HAD THAT HAPPENED? I was just wondering that when he finally spoke asking, "Well, you have been out now for a couple of hours, are you ready for another load of my toxic cum now?" I could only stare at him and then nodded as I laid back, now sober and wondering what this was going to feel like now that I wasn't drunk and then what the hell should I do?

Part 13 I tried to see around Chris, but from where I was laying I could not see around him. All I could see of the other guy was his feet and legs dangling over Chris' shoulders. The only sounds now coming from over there was Chris, almost crooning, to the guy that he had a wonderful tight hole. He also told him he loved that he had taken his nice hot toxic load and he had planted it as deep in him as he could and was sure it would take this time since the last time hadn't. WOW, the guy had already been bred before but hadn't taken. I hoped my loads did though. I wanted it more than ever now and had to have it no matter what. I still had no idea why, but it was in my head and not going away until I had it. Chris finally got up and turned towards me. I still could not see past him. His cock was still hard, which surprised me. He had already bred me a while ago and just finished with another guy and wow, he still had that beautiful toxic cock pointing straight at me. He started to walk towards me. He said, "I am still horny to infect more, are you ready for another of my loads? It doesn't matter though as you are going take it anyway and you know it." He climbed between my legs and raised them over his shoulders and then rammed his cock into me all the way in one swooping thrust, crushing my cock and balls between us as he did it. I groaned, about half in pleasure and half in pain. As he started to pound the hell out of my hole, I heard a gasp and scream from across the room. Turning my head that way, I saw, with horror on his face along with surprise, my boyfriend! I gasped in alarm and terror of my own. My boy had been getting poz fucked and had done it before even. What the hell? Chris didn't even slow down and I could say nothing with him pounding me so hard. My boy was getting up and coming towards us. I could not take my eyes off of him. The look of fear had to be on both of our faces.

Chapter XXIII Friday arrived and both my boy and I were terrified now that it was here. We both skipped out on work and stayed at home together all day. Most of it we spent crying and wishing there was another way out, but we couldn't think of any. Around noon we got an email, the one we were dreading to get. We opened it to see more of the pics he had taken of our friends he had already fucked full of his poz cum. These were closeups, showing the cum and even a little blood seeping out of their holes. His message contained the emails of about 8 or 10 more of our friends, with the message telling us to be at his bar tonight at about 8 pm or all of the others were going to be notified, one after another until he had had them all. We sent him back our message saying we would be there. We decided there was no choice for us to make. Around 6 pm we were taking a shower together and scrubbed each other good. We wanted ourselves clean even if we were on our way to dirty dealings. I know we were both scared as hell, but also both turned on by one thing only, that huge cock, we knew he had that had made both of our asses feel so good having. Of course, that was before we knew he definitely wanted to give us both HIV and wasn't taking no for an answer. We were soon done and dressed and headed to the bar. We wanted to be early so as to have a couple of drinks to help calm us down. Arriving we both immediately ordered the strongest drinks we could get, our usual but doubles. We went to a corner table to be by ourselves as much as possible and enjoy each others' company till it was time for our 'deflowering'. Way too soon, 8 pm was approaching.

FACEBOOK prohibits any nudes and have found no hookups from them at all.

Been a good two + months since my ass got plowed, so it was absolutely marvelous.

Last load taken? WOW, Just got it today at an ABS in Cedar Rapids, Iowa. Went in and wondered around a long time with no hits at all. Was about ready to give up when I went into one of the large rooms. Only a stool in there. Leaned over it, dropped my pants quite a ways, until my ass was hanging out through my jock strap I had on. In just a few minutes and guy walked in, dropped his pants and wham, out popped very nice cock at least 8" long and definitely big around. Beautiful. I turned around a little and sucked him all the way hard and slobbered all over that monster. Then turned around, bent over the stool, and he rammed it home. Didn't last as long at I wanted it but damn that big cock felt amazing in me. He filled me very full of cum. There was no discussion of status nor condom use. All bare and my ass full of cum. Been quite a while so it was fantastic.

I could see a nasty turn to this story. Cody doesn't find out at all, until the end of the summer after Grant finds out he is poz and does his friend before they leave to their respective colleges. OOOH, WHAT A TWIST. LOL.

OMG What Did I Do? chapter 23 How it Started Part 13 How the Hell Did That Happen Part 8 New Owner Part 49 Coming soon to a page near you. LMBO plus am reviewing my story The Hitcher to see about getting new chapters going there also.

I never do but really don't care if that is someone else's thing.

Part 7 I was just laying there in a complete daze, wondering what the hell was going on and too drunk to care. I was barely aware that this new guy who had come in had taken off his clothes. Then he had climbed on the bed and was taking my clothes off of me. My arms and legs just were too heavy to lift up and try to stop him. I know I had to have had a silly grin on my face. I was soon naked and the guy was between my legs and lifting them up over his shoulders. Then I finally managed to look down and my drunk mind told me that looked like a snake coming between my legs towards my ass. I just knew that couldn't be and started to laugh just as it came into contact with my hole. I was so fucked up, I thought, that stupid snake must be thinking it has found its burrow. Then, the head of it entered my well used and cum filled hole. I gasped at the huge size of that going in me and was getting ready to scream when the guy lowered his head down to mine and planted a kiss on me, stifling the sound. Then he just shoved the whole thing into me in one thrust. I could not even get a breath as that monster tore into me. It had to be ripping my ass apart and I couldn't even get enough air to scream, just my mouth flopping open and then his tongue was deep inside me too and I couldn't make a sound if I could have. He held still for just a few seconds and then started to pull out but only until the head was still inside me and then another slam back in. I raised my ass straight up in the air and almost threw him off, but he held on and was balls deep in me again. Then the onslaught began in earnest. He pummeled my hole mercilessly. I could only moan and gasp around his tongue in my mouth and then the sensation of my prostate being rubbed hard hit me and the pain was intermingled with intense pleasure. My eyes were watering from the pain but my ass was finally loving the attention and I felt my cock spring up to full hardness. He was tearing into me harder and faster and then he leaned up a little breaking off our kiss and looking me in the eyes, told me he was not going to last long as my tight hole was too much for him. I just nodded, not able to speak or hardly breathe yet. He rammed me hard for another good 5 minutes and then clamped his lips to mine again for a lingering tongue entwining kiss. Then he leaned back again and said, "Here comes my cum, man, get ready as it is going to be a lot and very highly toxic as I have never been on meds." I looked at him questioningly as he said that. His face changed then and he asked, "You have no idea what we are talking about, do you?" I shook my head as best as I could, whispering, "Not a clue what you mean." He got a really funny look on his face and said, "OMG, it is too late now, I'm coming in you and it is toxic because I have AIDS, man." I felt him shaking and I was so stunned I could not move and then my own cock erupted cum all over us both. The drunkenness almost disappeared as I realized what had happened and all I could do was whisper to him, "How the hell did that happen?" He just stared at me in disbelief. He then said, "I thought you knew, OMG, I am so sorry, but damn, that was the most intense climax I ever had." I could only nod as I think it had been mine also. Now what the hell do I do. This guy told me that every guy that had fucked me had HIV and as far as he knew none were on meds right now. They were all highly toxic and I was filled full of their cum but good. I just laid there in a daze, not really, I suppose, even realizing what had actually happened nor what to do. Then, the guy moved against me and I could tell he was hard again. He looked me in the eyes, again and asked, "Well, what do you think? You already probably have 6 or so loads of cum in your hole now. Want another one? I am ready and I think it is hotter than hell what has happened." I had no idea what to say, I only nodded not knowing why. Then he was moving over me and his mouth came down on mine as he raised my legs up and his cock slithered in my sloppy hole. His huge cock still hurt some but when it hit my prostate, I moaned out loud and told him, "Do me, I don't know why, but fuck me hard." He did just that.

Chapter XXII My boy and I looked at each other and started to cry and then fell into each others' arms hugging and crying our hearts out. We had waited too long and now at least 6 of our friends had been fucked brutally by the poz guy and from the pics, we were sure they would each become poz soon. What had we done? It was going to take us a long time to come to terms with this. That poz guy was totally corrupt and we were going to pay dearly for being so horny and curious, even if he did have the biggest, hottest cock we had ever seen before. Now it looked like we were going to join the poz club whether we liked it or not. We hugged and cried most of the night away. We finally fell asleep in each other's arms, but the morning came way too fast. I don't think either of us slept very good at all. My dreams all night long were of a poz cock chasing me all over the place with nowhere to run to or hide. More of a nightmare, except for the huge size of that cock which I wanted more than anything but not the bug that came with it. The days went by so fast but dragging along also. Neither of us could sleep much and we spent most of our time at home hugging each other and crying over what we had to do to save our friends. We knew it was the only choice we could make. We tried to console each other constantly, leading up to the NIGHT. Every day a new email arrived with a pic of his huge poz cock and him telling us how much he was looking forward to Friday night and bringing us into the brotherhood.

Finally, my phone is back on and I can get into my yahoo account where my stories are stored at. Can now start adding to them.

Latest info I was able to find said there is no such thing as a 'recharge', as when you have HIV, you have it, period. Might catch a different strain of it, but even that is doubtful.

will be adding more, just having some puter troubles right now

Just reread this and want it badly. Someone come take over me.