HardOneLA

Great question, bud. For most of my life I was a top, though I would suck cocks. When I was 50 I was diagnosed with prostate cancer, and underwent proton radiation. Despite all their assurances and promises there was some loss of function (E.D.) and it took stimulation for me to get a (semi) hard on. But I no longer really had the confidence to fuck. At the time I was in a relationship and we were truly in love. While I'd always been a top, I also had always known that my persona was sub, and that somewhere deep inside I was meant to serve cocks. One day at our then house in Palm Springs, outdoors by the pool, under the blazing sun, we were fooling around. Finally he said, "I want to fuck you." He never had before, we had always had extremely hot oral sex. I think we may have smoked a little pot, and I love poppers. So I got on a chaise, and we lubed up. He can get a hard erection at the blink of an eye so was ready. Each time he tried to mount me it hurt so much that I'd cry out, until he said, "Well if it's gonna hurt that much forget about it." Forget about it? I couldn't. I knew it was my true calling and I had to fulfill it no matter what. So with persistence, poppers and lust, we continued until he took my cherry and was able to mount me. As he got further in and began to fuck me the pain turned to ecstasy, the real pig in me came out and he took me to hog-heaven. Damn, why had I waited all these years for this?!? Although I do attribute that to saving me from the AIDs crisis days. From thereon there was no stopping - over time he fucked me in every room, every locations (indoor, outdoor, public, etc), every position. I was finally fulfilling my higher calling. Sadly we have parted, but now I am on PrEP and free to pursue making up for lost time - which I do! I have zero regrets about not topping anymore. However, someone sucking my cock absolutely brings me into full heat and beg to be fucked. Sorry to be so long winded, but I guess the bottom line is: Your friend has to have this true inner desire to be fucked and then he will be. And once he does, like me, he'll wonder why it took him so long. Oink!

Hey bud, I don't think it's a question of "normal" or not, per se. Seems we've spent much of our life living on the edge, being risky. Fear of being outed when we were not out; fear of being caught or arrested when having sex, like in bathrooms, parks, cars, etc; fear of AIDs in the 80's and 90's. So to me your concern is appropriate. Like you, when my horns come out "I need it, must get it" and pursue it until I do. Often afterwards I would worry, "Did I convert? Was he poz?" And also like you, so many times when I was "in heat" I'd end up watching hot porn or something, jerk off, and then the feeling would pass and I'd be "safe" for a while until I came into heat again. I recently started PrEP so now am actively pursuing cocks, denying myself cumming (which is not that hard for a hungry bottom), and less concerned. I think a lot of us live with fantasies of the sex partner we want, the partner, the whole scenario. And then it always boils down to getting a good fuck and being bred and we're back in reality again. Oink!

Never really a fan of glory holes except for sucking or getting my cock sucked of course. However, like you, I often love the anonymity of a good fuck. That's why I'll go to the darker back room at Slammer (here in L.A.), bend over the fuck table, and wait. Often I'm alongside other hungry pigs waiting to be bred, which I love. Invariably hands begin to roam my body, finger my hole, and then mount and begin to fuck. Usually that means that once the first cock breeds me, it's replaced by the next, and the next. Since I can't see backwards and the room is dim, I never know who it was that fucked and bred me. Just know that my hole's been filled and I'm a happy pig. Oink!

Buddy, that's hog heaven when you walk in and find not 1, but 3 hot hard cocks there that want to fuck and breed. Oink!!!

Buddy you hit all the nails on the head - totally! Just like you, it's almost like a cycle when I go "into heat" and absolutely need to be fucked and bred. I think it's in our DNA, mating season, whatever. But then I will endlessly search for it - online, baths, Slammer, etc. And the first one is never enough - there has to be a second cock, and a third, and then a... Am on many online sites but guess I'm gonna have to get "modern" and download Grindr and Squirt to my iPhone since they seem to work for guys looking for 'now' and proximity. Was afraid to have them on my phone when I was in a relationship but now that I'm free, horned, letting my pig out, and needing it they seem like they'll help. So happy hunting and know that you're not alone. Oink!

Morning buds. This is not a "Last Load" story yet, but hoping it will turn into one. Looking to set up my first group breeding gathering in L.A. area. You know, "Breed the Bear Bare" or "Breed the Pig" type thing. If anyone's interested or has experience doing this please hit me up and let me know. Would love it video'd too. Often watch fuck/breed vids on Xtube and the best are the ones where there's someone holding the camera and filming that is not immediately involved in the act. After all, this is Hollywood! Thanks in advance for any thoughts, suggestions, venues, cocks, buds, etc. Hoping to make this finally happen for real. Oink!

So well said. I've had two great relationships but not looking for another. However I can try and catch up with all I missed out on in the 80's, 90's, etc. ?

Damn buddy,what a fantastic "welcome to the club" of barebacking pigs! I've usually always been fucked raw for the past 15 years but 'careful' as to whom or how - neg = breed me, poz = shoot outside. But, like you, now that I started PrEP last Friday my true pig has finally been allowed to cum out and I've been bred 4 times. And still managed to get my work done! OINK!!

Yes, Michael Brandon. He has a magnificent cock and is so hot when he's fucking in a video. Truly a porn star. Only problem is, as a friend - he's cute, sweet, and has unbelievably beautiful baby-blue eyes that make you think of his Mother. Needless to say I've never had sex with him. But, in a dark room, alley, anywhere where we didn't know who each other was - would be a total honor to be mounted, fucked, and bred by Michael. Oink!!!

All part of the lure & bait, chase & hunt that goes on in baths. We the prey 'coyly' display ourselves, leaving our scent until Dom males pick up on it and corner us to breed. Hate ones with tiny cubicle booths; love ones with slightly larger rooms and bed. When the first cock comes in I tell them to leave the door ajar. That always attracts attention from passerbys and then more cocks in the room. Insures the survival of the species by multiple fuckings and breedings that day. We have served our function then. Oink!

Totally agree with you, mate. Verbal is half of the ritual today - a top who coaches his pig on, verbally stimulates him, tells him what he's made for and what he's going to do, etc. That elicits responses from the pig until the ultimate, "Breed me, fucking breed me!". It's all part of our DNA and the manimal roles we play. Oink!

Hey buddy, I hate when that hookup happens. A little similar to my disappointment yesterday, but yours is worse. In a way sounds like he may have been partying. I don't and have found very few tops who can party and then still fuck and breed. Just my experiences. BTW, 'been there, don0e that' on the relationship aspect (at the time) and ditching all my online profiles, accounts, etc. Only to find sometime later that the pig in me kept scratching on the door wanting to go out and play again... Oink!

Hey bud, you don't sound bratty at all - just another life experience of our last loads, even if you weren't bred this time. Back in the 80's when "876" chatline calls were the vogue (pre-internet) I remember one guy was so hot. Somehow we traded contact info, since that wasn't really permitted. At 2 AM I drove from Long Island, NY up to his place in Connecticut - about 50 miles and an hour. I hardly really remember that night, just arrived at a white clapboard house. Most likely we sucked each other then until we'd shot, and then I drove back home. Oh the things we'll do for a hard cock and big load. Oink!!

Hey guys, well this one is the least exciting of most posts but thought I'd share it. The pig in me is still hungry after not getting enough this weekend. Sunday afternoon at Slammer was just "so-so", not really busy yet. This afternoon I saw a Quick Connect posting on BBRT, so I unlocked. I couldn't really see his pix that well (not paid subscriber) but figured 'a cock is a cock', so I said I'd drive to his place in DTLA. Turned out to be a pseudo tenement type building, but clean and "security" at front desk. When he opened the door, well... not what I was expecting. Not attractive, per se, very heavy, barking dogs, and pack-rate conditions. But... I'd already driven there so went in. We dispensed with a lot of chat and got naked, then on a bed in the side of the room. When I saw his dick my heart sank - tiny, and I didn't think there'd be hope of fluffing it enough to fuck. That's when the pig side of my brain kicked in and said, "Hey pig, you came here to get fucked and bred, not married. You will do what you know you've been made to do in life, so popper up and get down there on it." And I did. Slowly it started to harden but didn't get much larger, but he kept working my tits which puts me into heat. Finally I'd had enough and turned around on all fours to him. He got up and came behind me. Took several attempts to mount me, given its small size, but finally he got it in and we locked together. Once he started fucking me everything fell into place: a cock in my hole is a cock in my hole and I'm here to serve them. I kept poppering more, then put my weighted alligator tit clamps on. Swinging them while being fucked is hog heaven to me! I was afraid he was gonna be a fast cummer, but he wasn't - well, at least he kept fucking for 10 minutes. Finally I could feel and hear that what we need to feel and hear - he was getting close. So that's when I started calling out, "Breed me, fucking breed me!" That pushed him over the edge and he shot a load into me. I had seen my duty and served cock. He stayed in me for a full minute or two, which I like, while he heaved and panted. Think I wore him out in that short time. Then he pulled out and said, 'Well, you're pregnant.' Fuck yeah! Not a total loss after all. I was fortunate that we finished as soon as we did. When I had parked I thought it was okay until 6 pm. I got to the car at 2:55 pm and turns out parking's only til 3 pm, and the tow-truck was already waiting. Fucked and bred but not fucked by parking enforcement! Oink!!!

Anyone been to the Dunes Motel in Hollywood, CA lately? If so, please let me know how it is. Is there cruising action there itself? Or do you have to "import" all of your fucks from ads on BBRT, etc? Also, what's another good site to join and post on for hookups besides BBRT?? Thanks guys! Oink!!

Hey bud, not familiar with oink night but sounds like my kinda place/gathering. Please let me know more when you know it. Thanks. Oink!

Count me in with you bud, very soon! I already have the PrEP from my doctor, and am just waiting for the last blood test results before I can start. Hopefully I'll hear today and can being taking pills. From thereon I can finally fulfill the destiny I've always known I was meant to - serve, service, and take any and all cocks. So instead of carefully crafted hookups it will be baths, clubs, motels, etc. We're finally on a roll, bud. Oink!!

Great question, bud. I haven't taken a P.A. yet; well, at least that I'm aware of. But wouldn't say no if someone has one. So let's find out together. I'd love a neighbor/guy like that who just comes in and gets down to business. We all know that I need it and he wants it, so manimal fucking and breeding is just natural. We're not looking for love, just cocks. Oink!

Damn bud, isn't that just the best feeling serving cocks like this?!? Oink!

Totally hot, bud. Love gatherings like the BBRT group and getting all the cocks that are looking for a hungry hole! Oink!!

Slammer is great. Love starting off in a curtained booth below the runway ramp, sucking cocks. End up in the backroom bent over the table alongside other hungry buds getting fucked. The only thing better than the first cock going in is the second, and third, and... Oink!