HardOneLA
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Short story: Marked by my poz boyfriend
HardOneLA replied to BarebackFan's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
Hey bud, reading this I felt like it was something I had written. Can so relate to it. My ex (we were together for 12 years) was poz, and I'm neg. He's the first person who made me realize, and take, the reality that I was meant to be a bottom and not the top I had previously been. There was no turning back since then. We knew the risks up front but made the agreement that as long as he pulled out before cumming, there was a likelihood it would be "okay", i.e. safer. I could never stand rubbers as a top - something just made me lose hardness. Anyway, we fucked regularly, often and everywhere - raw- but somehow I was always unfulfilled or disappointed in a way, that he couldn't breed me. While I didn't want to convert to poz, I so wanted to feel him breeding me, and to be able to look into his eyes as he was doing so. To me it's the real way that natural manimal mating is meant to be. One or two times over the years he wasn't able to hold back and realized he was cumming inside me and quickly pulled out. Because we never were really able to finish it with total completion I always felt something empty, but understood the deal, and the consequences. I always thought "If I'm going to get 'it' from anyone, I'd rather it be from him." Anyway, I've been fucked often (never enough) and bred by neg guys (how are you ever sure?), so far lucky, but still love that intimacy or reality or lust, whatever, of being bred. Just thought I'd share since I thought you might relate. ;-) -
I feel exactly like you do, did, bud. There is no better feeling of completion than taking a load, being bred, even though I've often avoided it to the end. Now wanting to set up a Bear Breeding party of my own and do what I know I was always meant to do. Already have a list of attendees from BBRT so I hope to set it up soon. Oink!
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Have always wanted to go to CumUnion in Los Angeles here, but haven't. Guess I've just been too nervous or shy, even though it's exactly what I'm into. Hoping that it's a bigger, better version of Slammer Club or the baths here. Am a bare bear bottom now. Any thoughts or suggestions? Thanks guy. Oink!
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Damn buddy, I think you and I were separated at birth. First half of my life I was a top, though always knew I was submissive. Then finally was able to be fucked about 15 years ago and haven't looked back since. It's what I was meant for. Have been fucked many times, but only bred a few. Now I want to set up a Bear Breeding party of sorts and be bred like I know I was meant to be. Not looking to convert, per se, just be bred, Just found the FickStutenMarkt website and video on X-Tube and cannot stop watching it. I want to be a mare. Oink!
